12 Months (2022) Movie Script
1
- Wow.
- Yeah.
Those are some red rocks.
- Wow.
Okay.
It's worth it.
We could carve our names
up here like these people.
You know, "Clark
and Ellie forever."
- Yeah.
- I've been thinking about us
a lot.
I think,
I think we should get married.
Is that crazy?
- Send me little emojis
or something, like, hearts.
- What the fuck
are you talking about?
- Do, do you ever want
to be in a relationship?
Like, don't you like miss that?
- Oh, oh, okay, you
wanna be in a relationship.
- Yeah.
- Just, you know, take it in.
Look at this, look at
this fucking view, man.
She's out there.
She's out there right now, man.
Wh-what do you wanna say to her?
She's listening right now.
- Let's watch Netflix
and hang out at my apartment.
- Oh,
they're running now.
- Make some
salmon together.
- Hi.
- Hi.
- I'm so sorry, I'm...
- It's okay.
- I'm just...
I'm so sorry.
I, I am never late.
I'm so sorry.
Oh, it's-
- I totally
lost track of time.
- It's alright.
- Um, chai latte.
- Oh.
Thank you.
- Yeah.
- I appreciate it.
I'm Ellie.
- Clark.
- Yeah.
- Nice to finally meet you.
- You, too.
- Yeah.
- I've never been here.
This is very cool.
- No, it's, it's nice.
You know, I thought we'd
come out into nature.
Kind of have a
chance to be alone.
- Yeah, we're, like...
- Yeah.
- All alone.
- Yeah, you know, throw
you in my trunk.
Yeah, that was...
But, yeah, it's just
being in nature.
I thought it would be cool.
- Yeah, no, I
like, I like nature
without the...
- Oh, without the-
- Kidnapping part.
- The kidnapping.
Don't worry, I'm
not crazy.
Uh, yeah,
do you want to walk?
- Yes.
- Alright.
- I love walking.
- Great.
- It's my...
It's my second favorite
mode of transportation.
So I'm an art photographer.
- Okay.
- Um,
so a lot of my
stuff is abstracts,
but I also do portraits.
I mean, for money
I do, you know,
like anything.
I mean, no, I won't do anything.
- Like, I actually sell,
like, vintage clothing.
I'll do, like, antiques.
Anything I can find
that I think that will
be worth something.
- That's cool.
- Well, eventually I do
wanna get into other things.
I want to have the money to
be able to invest, you know?
- Yeah, me too,
I want to invest.
I'm sorry, I didn't mean for
that to sound like sarcastic.
- Yeah.
- It just sounds so lofty,
like, I'm going to invest.
- I'm, yeah, I'm going to invest
my money in things.
- But you should.
You should and I should.
I will too.
- You have a beautiful
smile, you know that?
- Thank you.
- So, like, what do you
want out of a relationship?
- I don't know.
I've never been in love, so...
I guess I'm looking for that.
- I think I'm a romantic.
But it's funny,
just dealing with a lot of
different situations in life,
you kind of lose
that a little bit
and realize that life
isn't like the movies.
- Yeah, that's for sure.
- But I still want it to be.
- I mean, we all do I think.
I think there's very
few people out there
who don't, like,
at heart want that.
- Come here, I
want to show you something.
- You're not,
you're not taking me
to murder me, right?
- Oh, of course, yes.
There's going to be
a stained mattress,
and that's where I
murder all my victims.
- Okay.
- Yeah.
- That's a little too specific.
- Here it is.
- What's?
Is it a swing?
- Yes.
- Oh, cool.
Aww.
- Swing on the edge
of the earth.
- How does one,
just jump up and go?
- Jump up.
- Okay.
- It's beautiful, right?
- It is beautiful.
This is really nice.
- See?
- It's a good, good move.
- It's so peaceful up here.
- Yeah.
Oh, God, there goes-
- You all right?
- There goes my dress.
I just..
Ready?
- Yeah.
- Hi.
- I had a great time.
- Me, too.
- Um, I'd like to do
this again sometime.
- Yeah, I'd, I'd like that, too.
- Cool.
Awesome.
Um...
Yeah.
Bye.
Uh, yeah.
So have a good night.
- Okay.
You too.
Bye.
- How did it leave off?
Did you guys kiss,
like, what's the-
- No, we didn't kiss.
I thought he was
going to kiss me,
and then it, like, it was
going well at that point.
By then, like, I
was like, "Okay,
maybe I'll go on a second date."
But then he didn't
kiss me, so...
- Are you, like, physically
attracted to him?
- Yeah, he's cute.
- Well,
you could get laid.
- I don't want to just get...
I'm, I don't want
to do that anymore.
And I don't want to date guys
that I-I go on a date
with, and I'm bored.
I just, I'm never going
to go on a date again.
That's, that's it.
- Well, that's boring.
- Yeah, that sounds-
- Maybe you are
the boring one.
- kind of boring.
- I sent her a
conversation back and forth,
and I started off great.
- Oh, well,
she's, she's flirting, bro.
- See?
- That's flirting.
- So why does it stop?
Why is it like-
- Right, it starts to
just become you a lot.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
- There's a lot of uh,
there's a lot of emojis.
- What?
- For someone your age.
I mean, one more, we can
throw you a quinceanera.
Now, see, that's
what I would assume
maybe scared her off.
Two, all right, he's playful.
Three, mm, this is
kind of how he talks.
This is a language that he uses.
Four, which you have,
is too many.
- How do I lose this
girl over emojis?
- It's the
small things, man.
- I will say he does have
a nice face to sit on.
- Oh, my God.
Sometimes I don't like it.
I can meet the man of my
dreams, and if he didn't go down
I'd be like, "I don't even
want to be your friend."
- Well, not everything
can revolve around sex.
I've been in a relationship
for four years.
I know what, I know what
I'm getting at this point.
- But it would have
been a bump in the road
if the sex would have been bad.
- True, but I could have
taught him so many things.
- That's true, you can teach.
- Well, it's very true.
- You can teach most guys.
- My advice always ends
up in you getting laid,
but maybe not a relationship.
- Which there is nothing-
- Which there's nothing
wrong with that.
- wrong.
- You can get laid.
- No.
- I have great sex.
I have no stability and
I have commitment issues.
It's great.
But the sex has
been wonderful, so.
- Maybe I should be trying to
text her more or, you know,
showing that I care, you know?
- Okay.
- I feel like maybe
if I, like, showed
up at her work
and gave her flowers.
- Let's go through it.
Let's really walk through this.
Let's really walk through this.
So you show up at her job?
- Yeah.
- What happens then?
- I, I feel like that, you know,
I show up at her
job, I have roses
and she runs across-
- Tuxedo.
- Tuxedo.
- Jesus Christ.
- She runs across the
room, jumps into my arms,
and she's like, "I'm so happy
that you came to my job."
- You have to be fucking
shitting me right now.
Are you serious?
Yeah, I-I mean...
It's, is-
- How many movies
have you watched, bro?
That's never going to happen.
- That happens-
- That's not going to happen.
- That happens in every romantic
comedy that I've ever seen.
- You're scaring me. I don't
know if you're delusional.
Don't do that.
Don't go to her job.
Don't do that.
- Ah, shit, I mean...
- Just
get all the bad ideas out.
- So are you going to
go on a date with him?
- Um, yeah.
I don't know.
I think so.
Maybe.
- Have you guys talked?
- So I think people
admire how decisive I am.
- And also, I see you in myself.
- I don't know, I just
feel like you do this a lot.
- Oh, I definitely
do it all the time.
- You do this so much so
I just, like, I just...
I'm not seeing anything wrong.
- So I should go?
- Yes.
- Okay.
- I think
you should give it-
- I'll do it then.
- one more
date, at least.
- I'll, I'll do it.
Hi.
- Hey.
Frozen yogurt?
- Yeah.
- Check one of them
off the list, so.
Yeah.
Um...
- Thanks, thank you.
- Are you cold?
- Yeah, I
forgot my jacket.
- Do you want to...
- No, I-
- Take my jacket.
- No, I'm fine.
- No, seriously.
- I'll be fine.
I was just like, no, I'm fine.
- I brought it for you.
I thought maybe.
- You didn't.
- Yeah.
- Really?
- Yeah, I figured, you know,
you might be cold,
so I took it with me.
- That's, uh...
All right, yeah.
That's very sweet of you.
That would be great, thank you.
- Don't want
to spill any yogurt
all over there.
- Thank you.
- Of course.
- You know, you're like...
You're kind of weird.
- Yeah?
- It's kind of cute.
- Am I wearing you down?
Slowly.
- Yeah?
You're kind of strange, too.
- I know.
- You're like one of
those old homeless women
living on the street.
- Shut up.
Just...
- You bumped into me,
I was walking straight
down the path.
- Stop.
Stop.
- I'm so sorry.
- Oh, my God.
That was so much harder
than I pushed you.
- All right?
- Why are you down here?
- Uh, you know, I didn't
want you to feel embarrassed.
So...
- Why,
why would I be embarrassed?
You sh, you're the
one shoving a girl.
- That's a good point.
- Really hard for no reason.
- Yeah.
I'm surprised no neighbors
call the cops on us yet.
Huh.
- This was fun.
- It was fun.
- My uh, car's
right over...
- Hey.
Is it, uh, stoic.
- Stop moving.
That's nice.
- What's the best thing
that's ever happened to you?
- Getting my first
gallery show, as a photographer.
It was just like the moment
I thought, "I can
make this my job."
What's the best thing
that's ever happened to you?
- Probably meeting you.
- No,
you can't.
That's not fair.
- I can say whatever I want.
That is honestly the best thing.
So I can say that.
- Oh, okay.
What's the worst thing
that's ever happened to you?
- Finding out
that my ex cheated on me.
- You poor thing.
- No
- No, she's a bitch.
I'm sorry.
- What's the worst thing
that's ever happened to you?
- When my mom
died when I was 13.
- Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.
Must've been hard.
- It was, and I think it
triggered my chronic depression,
and that's something I
still struggle with, but...
- Thanks for
sharing that with me
- You're welcome.
You're a good listener.
- Thanks.
- You're good at
other things, too.
We should go back to
that restaurant sometime.
- Yeah, definitely.
We can find somewhere else,
like do something
new, like, you know,
there's a few places I
would love to take you.
Like, I know there's
Greek and there...
- Do you want to come inside?
- Uh...
- Oh.
Yeah.
- It's fine.
Is that okay?
- It's fine.
- Okay.
- Is this okay?
- Yeah.
Do you have a condom?
Will you, will you
talk dirty to me?
- Yeah, I'm deep inside you.
- Yeah
- Yeah, you feel dirty?
- Yeah.
Yeah.
- You dirty girl, huh.
- Yeah.
- Dirty little bitch.
- Um, yeah, that's...
- Dirty cunt aren't you?
- No, stop, that's...
Please don't do that.
Please don't say that.
- Oh, fuck, I'm sorry.
- It's okay, it's okay.
No, it's fine.
Are you okay?
- Y-yeah.
- You just looked really
serious for a minute.
- Sorry, I am concentrating.
Are you, are you close?
- Um...
Yeah.
Are you, are you gonna cum?
- It's okay, just..
- You sure?
- Yeah, yeah.
- Okay, okay.
I'm gonna cum.
Thank you.
- Yeah.
Yeah.
So, um, was it good?
Was it good for you?
- Yeah
Yeah.
Yeah, I, I, I, I
had a, I had fun.
Did you enjoy yourself?
- Uh-huh, yeah.
Oh, my God.
Keep, keep doing that.
Oh, God, feels so good.
- Oh, I'm gonna cum.
Okay, pull out.
- Uh...
- You came on my face.
Why did you do that?
- I'm sorry.
Oh, my God.
- Can you?
Yeah, please.
- Yeah.
Oh.
Oh, geez.
- Hey, babe.
Do you have any honey?
Somewhere here?
Oh, I don't like it like that.
Hi.
- Hey.
I think we should be
boyfriend and girlfriend.
Feels right.
Ah, wait.
Did I say something wrong or..?
- No, I...
You are great.
And I, I really like you a lot.
And-
- So what's the problem?
- This isn't a
problem right now,
But if we put that label on it,
if we make, if we become
boyfriend and girlfriend,
like, it's, it could
definitely become a problem
and it could blow up
in our faces and...
- It's not gonna happen with me.
- That is the most
useless promise ever.
- I don't know.
I mean, it's-
- You shouldn't even say that.
You don't know.
You don't know.
- I do know, I know
how I feel now.
- Yeah, how you feel now.
I see so many people unhappy.
My dad has never remarried.
My brother's divorced.
It just always seems
to go bad, Clark.
And if we don't put
that pressure on,
if we don't, if we can
just, like, stay happy
and stay with each other.
- That's...
I am happy for now.
Like-
- Yeah, let's just leave it.
Let's just be happy together.
Why do we have to...
We don't have to, we don't have
to call ourselves anything.
We're just Ellie and Clark,
and we're having fun
and but, like, I, I
don't want to hate you,
and I don't want you to hate me.
- I could never hate you.
- Yes, you could.
Oh, my God, you will.
You will.
- I feel like you're
just making excuses.
- Well, maybe I
am, but it's also how I feel.
I'm just not,
I'm not where you are.
- You know what?
I feel like it's just an excuse
for you to fuck other guys.
Come on, where are you going?
I...
That's not what...
Hey.
Look, I'm. I'm sorry.
Can you please just stay?
- Are you gonna call
me a slut again?
- No.
- To be very honest,
I'm not sure about you.
I'm not sure about me.
I'm not sure what I want.
Obviously, like, I'm
a little confused
about what kind of
relationship I want
or if I even want
a relationship.
And,
I don't know.
Maybe it is just
not right.
- All right.
- All right it's over?
- No, all right, I, we'll...
We won't call it anything.
We'll keep it casual and
we'll just see where it goes.
I mean, I feel like
I don't to lose you.
So if that's what it takes
and that's what it
takes, you know.
Okay?
- Yeah.
- All right.
- Hi.
- Hey.
Ready to go?
- Yeah.
- Good to see you.
- Hmm.
You too.
Do you want to walk?
- I started woodworking.
- What?
- Yeah, I'm learning
from YouTube videos.
- Oh, my gosh.
That's so cool.
- Yeah, I'll be able
to make you something soon.
- A canoe?
- Uh, well...
- You'll make me a canoe?
- Yeah, well...
How's your week going?
- Um, kind of hard,
just, ah, just my depression...
And I was really down.
But I, I feel better now.
And glad I'm with you.
- Me too.
- Hm.
We did a good job.
- Yeah.
We know what we're doing.
I can follow your
directions very well, so...
- Mm.
- You know, you really
look different with makeup.
- It's a good change for you.
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
- It's a good change?
- Yeah.
You look better with makeup on.
What?
- I look better with makeup on?
- I thought...
Are you joking?
- No, I'm not joking.
You,
you just said something
like, really not nice.
- I thought...
I was acknowledging the fact
that you were dressed up.
- Do you really not understand
how, what is wrong with
that, what you just said?
- It's a compliment.
- Telling me that I
look better with makeup
is not a compliment.
- I meant that I like that
you're wearing makeup right now.
Okay?
And I...
No, that's also
not what I meant.
Okay, look, I like...
Before, I like...
I like when you're
not wearing makeup
and I like when
you're wearing makeup.
I like both, okay?
- Why would you say it if
that's not what you meant?
- I don't know, it's like we
were, we were dressing up.
I mean, I'm not
really dressed up,
and I like how you look.
I'm glad that you
dressed up for this.
And it makes me feel like that,
that you wanted me to notice.
So I'm paying attention and-
- But you want, you think...
- Look, I don't...
I don't care what you
look like in makeup.
I'm...
I'm sorry.
It was stupid.
The night's not ruined.
I just look like an
asshole a little bit.
I feel like one, too.
- I'm sorry too.
I probably overreacted.
- It's not your fault, you know.
- No, it was your fault.
That's, yeah.
So do we have makeup sex now?
- Ellie.
Wake up, my water just broke.
I forgot to tell
you I'm pregnant.
- No, stop.
- Ellie.
- Stop it.
- Wake up, come with me.
- Where? Where?
- We're going on an adventure.
I used to
always go under the covers,
pretend I was in
a separate world
when I had a secret to tell.
- Do you have a secret?
Yeah, you do.
You're just dying to tell me.
You just can't
get the words out.
- Um...
- What?
- I love you.
- I love you too.
Ta-da!
This is nice.
- Yeah, I mean.
Well, not, I mean,
that's, this is a, a
great view of the city.
- Yeah, maybe I
talked it up too much.
I used to come here
when I first moved here,
and I'd, like, ride my bike.
And then at sunset, I
would take pictures.
It's really pretty at sunset.
- I, I, I
could imagine, yeah.
- Oh, my God, hello.
- Hi.
- Come on in.
- Hi.
- Welcome, here, let me.
I can get this stuff-
- Oh.
- out of your way.
- Okay.
- Hi!
- How are you?
- Oh, my God.
Thanks for coming.
Hi.
- Hello, hi.
Great to meet you.
- So nice to meet you finally
I have heard many things.
- Oh, I-
- Good things.
- Okay.
Good.
- Good things.
- Happy Thanksgiving.
- Hi, are you well?
Happy Thanksgiving.
- What's up, man?
Hey!
- Well, we said I love
you, to each other.
- Oh, gross.
- I'm excited for you.
- How did that happen?
- It was just one morning,
it was not, it wasn't
like a big deal, like-
- Did you brush your teeth yet?
- No.
- Ooh, I love you
with morning breath.
- He meant it.
- Beer and board games
are kinda like my thing.
Those are like my, my jam.
- Yeah, it beats my cube.
- I don't know if you
could tell that, yeah,
I play a few board
games here and there.
- Maybe a few, yeah.
- Oh, my God.
- Just a couple.
Do you guys game?
- Uh...
- Hm.
- You know.
He's really head over
heels for you too.
Really?
- Yeah.
Don't tell him I said it.
So how long have you
known um, Audrey, is it?
- Yes, it is.
- So, I mean, I know
Ellie's side of the story,
but what's going on?
How do you feel about her?
- We laugh together a lot.
Yeah? Are you funny?
- We're really silly.
- You've got good jokes?
- Um, I, I am not.
I try to be.
- You're not funny.
- I wouldn't consider
myself funny, I...
- Yeah, I haven't
laughed once yet.
You haven't, like, said
anything funny to make me laugh.
- Y-yeah.
- Am I making
you feel awkward?
- No, it's, this is good.
I feel like this is, it's
a great conversation, like.
- Oh, man.
Ah, you guys
had a good holidays so far?
- Thank you.
- Yeah. Yeah.
- I hate that like
when you grow up,
like, holidays aren't
like they were.
Like, you used to anticipate
the week of Thanksgiving.
- Or movies or like the
shows that would come on.
Like the special,
like the specials, the
Thanksgiving specials.
- I still get
excited about those.
- Fucking "Louie" is
not coming back, though.
That's a fucking bummer.
- Oh, poor guy.
- He was so funny.
- Man, like, he just...
- I remember that show.
- He said things that I...
Who, who thinks
like that, you know,
like just original shit.
- Yeah, who thinks
it's like a good idea
to just like jack off
in front of women with
less power than him.
- He, yeah, you can blame him.
But he didn't know, you know.
- 'Cause, 'cause-
- That it's a bad idea
to jack off in front of someone?
- Well, he asked.
- The cues...
- Apparently he asked.
- Oh, he was like, "do you
mind if I, like, jack off?"
- No, no.
- "Right here."
- Well what else
was he supposed to do?
He did, he did...
- At a point you're an adult
and she could have
left the room.
I think.
- At a, at a point
the woman could
have fought harder
and maybe she wouldn't
have been raped,
like, that's-
- That's not what
we're talking about.
- so crazy to me.
- Is that when I said?
I didn't say that.
- But you're defending it.
- No, it's not defending it.
- You guys want pie?
- Is it not a little strange
that society, regardless,
kind of determines whether or
not something is good or bad?
At one point in society-
- Yes!
- a young, a grown man
loving a young boy
was a very okay thing.
- Absolutely.
- But now it's not?
- You guys are literally-
- What I'm saying
I'm not excusing it.
- talking insanity.
- I'm not excusing it.
- And you're not
even empathizing
with like what it
is to be a woman.
We haven't even been able
to vote for 100 years yet.
- I mean, you don't even
think I can drive, Clark,
so.
- What?
- We just want a little
bit more equality.
We just want a voice and
just be seen and heard
without men having a
goddamn problem with it.
- No, you do not want equality.
You do not want, you want to
have a monopoly on struggle.
- Have you ever
been in a position
where you've been
personally victimized-
- Absolutely
- or silenced?
- What was it?
- Uh, any time I've
met a police officer.
- Great.
Anytime I've been in a
room with a man and they
belittle me by saying-
- I'm trying to have
a nice dinner here, okay?
I want to have a good
conversation and a good time.
I don't need...
Mm, anyways-
- Sorry.
I just want us to get along.
- Sorry.
- Is what I'm trying to say.
- Maybe we can all play a
board game or something.
- Well, I think that
was fun, all in all.
- Yeah, a blast.
- Discussion.
- What?
Oh, my God.
That's Marlon and Audrey.
- What?
- Yeah, that's them.
- Oh, my God.
- Oh.
- Wow.
- Oh my, they're
like nervous, walking away.
- I've
never, wha, I, what?
Huh.
- They were, they were literally
just like, attacking each other
like an hour ago.
- Yeah.
- Aww.
It's so cute.
- I mean, this is great,
but I feel like we need snow.
We should go somewhere.
We should go somewhere
in the snow, like...
You know, like
two hours away from here,
there's like a small
town in the mountains
that has a lot of
snow around this time.
- Two hours?
- It's two hours away.
- No, it's not that close.
- Yes, it's very close.
- Wait, you're serious?
- Yeah.
- Like you want to go?
- Yeah, we can
do smores and...
- Yeah.
Oh, my God, yes, let's go.
Oh, my God, I'm so excited.
- Yeah.
I'm gonna give you some snow.
- Okay!
- Yes.
- Okay.
- This is, yes, okay.
- It's really beautiful.
- There's no snow.
- I mean, there's
some, there is.
Look, look, up there.
- It's on, its on the
top of a mountain.
It's not any snow.
- It's okay, baby, it's okay.
- We're supposed to
play in the snow.
We were supposed to come up here
and I was gonna
show you the snow
and we're gonna
make snow angels.
- I know.
Come on, we'll find stuff to do.
We'll go on a hike.
We can have sex loudly.
No one will hear us.
Look at that view.
Can't be mad at that.
It is a great view.
- Well, if
you're gonna murder me,
this is your chance.
- Yes.
Finally,
after months of trying.
It says,
"Don't go in, death."
- Oh, then yeah.
- Sounds good.
- Oh, my God.
- That's crazy.
- Feel like we're on
the edge of the earth.
- Yeah.
My mom really liked hiking.
- You don't really
talk about her a lot.
- Yeah, I think...
I don't really like
opening up about it.
I mean, she was sick
for, like, three years.
I think a lot of people
that should have been
there for me weren't.
But I'm trying to trust you.
- I'm here.
I'm not going anywhere.
- Alright, I'm
going to hold you to that
- Hey, sleepyhead.
Are you feeling okay?
Babe, it's 10 AM.
- I know.
Yeah, I know.
- Is it because of yesterday,
like, it didn't go
the way we planned?
- No, it's, no, it's not
because of that, babe,
it's not.
It's just...
I'm just having a bad day.
That's all.
I took my medication,
it's not that.
- You know, I think if we
go out and laugh together
and have fun and-
- I know I, I should
get out and exercise
and be in the sunlight,
Vitamin D and all
of that, I just...
Just not today, okay?
I can't today.
- You know, I think
what helps depression is not
giving into it, you know?
- This is just something you
have to accept about me, okay?
I'm not always going
to be cheery and like,
if you could just be
with me and not...
- Are you not happy?
Are you not happy in
this relationship?
Is that like-
- No, God, no.
No, I've been really happy.
These last few months
have been amazing.
- Well, then I feel
like I don't make you happy
if this is going on
right now, 'cause-
- It's not about you babe.
- I'm the only one here.
- It's not about you.
Okay?
- Come on, you can.
Come on, come on.
- No.
- Come on, come on.
- Clark, I can't, okay?
I, I really want to for you.
- Don't do it for
me, do it for you.
You know?
It's like you, you don't
need to be stuck in this.
It's not...
You're not sick, you
don't have a fever.
It's just, like, it's
all in your head.
Why is it different today?
Like, why, why can't
you do it today?
- I just can't.
- Well, no, I mean,
that's selfish.
It's like some sort of excuse.
You wanna be like this.
- No, I don't
wanna be like this.
Are you kidding me?
I hate myself.
I hate myself-
- Oh, come on.
- when I'm like this.
- No, you don't
have to hate yourself,
just like, notice
that there's two people here.
- Stop it!
- I didn't-
- Stop, please.
Just go away-
- Go away?
- if you're gonna
be like this, please.
I can't.
I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry, but please,
you have-
- You can't just lie
in bed all day and-
- You have to stop.
You have to stop,
please, just stop.
Okay?
- Come on, come on.
Come on, it's...
Come on, let's go.
Come on, babe, please-
- Go away!
What is wrong with you?
- What do you mean,
what is wrong with me?
We're in a, we're on
vacation in a cabin.
That's what's wrong with me.
Come on.
Do you want me to just
goes outside by myself?
That will really help
our relationship.
- Yes, go outside by yourself!
Please, at this point,
please, go outside by yourself.
- God, just leave, Clark.
- I wanna be here with you.
- You don't want to stay
and I know you don't.
You should just
fucking go, Clark.
I know you think I'm just
some crazy fucked up bitch.
And I am.
So you should just leave.
- That's too bad 'cause
you're stuck with me.
- Just go, I know you want to.
Go, just go.
Just go.
Go, I don't love you.
I don't love you.
- I love you so much.
- No you don't, you hate me.
Of course, you hate me.
Of course, you hate me.
I hate me.
I hate me too.
Look, look, look, it's snow.
It's, it's abstract.
- Oh, God.
Just wait a week.
- Okay.
Is it working?
- Kind of.
- Yeah?
Don't get
punctured.
- Perfect
time to move in.
- Are you, are
you glad we're doing this?
- What,
putting pictures up?
- No, um,
moving in together.
Are you, are you happy about it?
- Absolutely.
- Okay.
- Are you happy about it?
- Yes.
- Good.
- Cookies for breakfast
is my favorite breakfast.
- Camera please.
Thank you.
Ellie, would you be able
to get the bottle
of water for them?
- Sure.
- Whenever you want.
Ellie, give me the
camera, please.
The camera, please.
Fast, faster, come on, Ellie.
- Sorry, sorry.
- Come on,
guys, right there.
Nice, nice, here we go.
- And I was, like, dropping
him off at the airport.
And then we pulled,
we like pulled over
and had sex before
he left in the car,
which was just like so
exciting and like...
- That's great.
That's great, that's great.
- Yeah.
Yeah, I liked it.
What about you?
- It's, no, we still have
a lot, but it's just not,
I mean, not, I guess not
as much as we used to.
- Yeah.
- And it kind of feels
like we've plateaued.
It's just not-
- I mean, are you getting off?
Like...
- I haven't the last few times.
- You gotta spice it up.
- No, no, I think that's
what I'm gonna do.
- Yeah.
- I think I'm gonna buy
some lingerie.
I dunno, it seems
so, like, cliche.
- But it's not.
It's like, there, everything's
a cliche for a reason.
- True, maybe It'll be good,
maybe it'll give me
some more confidence.
I've been feeling
kind of self-conscious
just about my body
with him, like-
- Maybe you need to do something
for yourself to make
yourself feel sexy,
'cause it's like-
- Yeah, I mean, maybe that's,
maybe the lingerie can do that.
- Yeah.
- If I find the right thing.
Oh, my God.
Okay.
Oh, is this backwards?
Clark, I wanted to get
some extra credit.
I'm here for my detention.
I'll do anything, anything.
- Hello.
What?
Y-yeah, o-okay.
- Hi.
I'm here for detention.
- Wow.
- I was hoping I could
do some extra credit
to make up for it.
- Absolutely.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
- You don't, you don't like it?
- No, yeah, uh, sorry.
I'm just in my head right now.
I'm thinking a lot.
- I mean, I know it looked
better on the model, and I...
It's kind of cheap, but I-
- Patrick died.
- Who's Patrick?
- Um, it's just a friend
of mine when I was younger.
- Oh, that's too bad.
That's sad.
- No, it's, it's fine, I
mean, I don't know, I...
I haven't talked to him
in a while, so it's...
- Okay, then I'm gonna
take your mind off of it.
So I think you should
take your pants off.
- I'm, I'm sorry.
I think I'm just not really,
uh, feeling it right now.
Um, I've got work
to do and, you know,
so just gonna get back to it.
You look amazing, by the way.
- Okay.
Hey, babe, good morning.
You sleep okay?
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
I'm gonna try to be back
around seven if you...
- It's amazing how many people
did not say anything
on Patrick's page.
- Gosh.
- Patrick's been a lot
of places.
- Alright, I'll see you later.
Love you.
- Love you.
- Ellie can I
have the other camera?
- Oh yeah, sure.
- Thank you.
- Yeah.
- How you feeling
today, you good?
- Mm-hmm.
- Yeah?
You want to shoot
a little bit too?
- Really?
- Yeah.
- Really?
- Can we get in this shot?
- There you go.
Nice, good job.
- Thanks.
I'm so ready for bed.
Oh, my gosh, but
today, today at work,
I got to shoot.
Greg just handed me the camera,
and it was like, it
was like my shoot.
Hey.
Are you okay?
- Yeah, I'm, I'm fine.
I, I was just, you know
just thinking about Patrick
and what happened and...
- Oh, yeah.
So sad.
That's, you know,
that's how, how it goes.
Um, I'm so tired, baby,
I'm gonna go to bed, okay?
- Yeah, uh, yeah, it, it's fine.
I'm, I'm tired too.
- Okay.
I love you.
I want you to do something.
- What?
- Slap me.
- What?
- Slap me in the face.
Just do it, it's okay.
Just do it.
- Clark, h-harder, harder.
You won't hurt me.
It's okay.
- Is that alright?
- Yeah, it's good, it's fine.
Do you want to
stop for a second?
- No, no.
- No?
- No, it's okay, come
on, let's keep going.
- I can feel it,
it's not hard anymore, babe.
- It's...
- Honey, it's okay.
It's okay.
- I don't know, the slapping
thing kinda threw me off.
- Do you like that
sort of thing?
'Cause...
- No, I...
Um, I guess it, it was, just
never done it before, so.
- Okay.
What are you into?
Like, we haven't really
talked about this,
like, do you have any fantasies?
- I don't, I don't know, I, I-
- It's okay.
It's okay.
I'm not gonna judge you if
that's what you're afraid of.
- I, I don't know, I just
always wanted to try anal sex.
- We could do that.
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
- Okay.
- I'm kind of into, like,
not like, super S&M,
but like, sort of kinky,
like, spanking and, like,
maybe, like, like a
little, like light bondage.
- Yeah?
Um...
- Yeah.
- Oh, uh...
I, I guess, yeah, um...
- I mean, we don't have to,
like, it's not going to, like...
I'm not, like, gonna be
destroyed or anything, but-
- No, that's fine.
- I just thought
we could try it, maybe.
- No, no, if you're into it,
it's, it's all right, yeah.
Yeah.
- Oh shit, I gotta go.
I think I'll catch
you later, okay?
- Yeah?
- Yeah, I'll see you later.
- Okay.
- Hey.
- Hey.
- Hey, Ellie how are ya?
- How are you?
- Good, good to see you.
- Yeah, good to see you, too.
I'm, I'm guessing
you're here for Clark?
- Yeah, yeah, just
grabbing, grabbing Clark,
you know.
- Okay.
- How are you,
how are you doing?
- I'm great, I'm fine.
- Yeah, just work is good and...
- Yeah, yeah.
Feeling okay, just
with everything
that's been, you know?
- Uh...
Yeah, I mean, yeah.
- Yeah?
- Yeah, everything's good.
- Well, okay, I'm
gonna, I'm just
gonna go grab him real quick.
- Okay, yeah.
All right,
it's good to see you.
- Okay.
- Clark, you look good.
- Yeah.
Thank you.
- Solid.
- So do you.
- Come on, man, let's
get a fuckin' drink.
- Do you remember that time,
Patrick, when he brought
beers to the beach,
and he had five cases of Zima
in his trunk in the hot sun,
90 degree weather.
- For days he just had them.
- Yeah.
- I remember him being like-
- He's like,
"I saved the day.
I saved the day on this one."
- "Got the Zeems.
Got the Zeems, guys."
- "Got the Zeems."
- "We're, we're saved."
- I was gonna bring
that up to him.
Yeah.
Yeah, thank you, thank you.
Like, I needed this.
- Of course, bro, yeah.
Of course.
- I needed to get out.
You got any more
of these things?
- Got a few more for you, man.
I got a few more for you.
- Good.
I'll take 'em.
- Hey, babe.
You were out late.
Did you have a good
time with Marlon?
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
- I had a great time.
- Are you okay?
- Yeah.
- You seem kind of drunk.
Okay.
Oh.
Okay.
Kind of like drunk Clark.
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
- Why don't you get the
school girl outfit, huh?
- Uh, yeah, I do, you
want me to put it on now?
Ow, ow.
Clark, that's not what I meant.
Ow, ow, ow, Clark,
no, I don't want
to do this anymore.
- Oh, no, come on.
- Let's stop.
Stop.
- Shh.
- Stop.
I'm serious.
Stop! Get off!
Get the fuck off!
- What?
- Jesus Christ.
- Ellie.
Jesus fucking Christ.
- Need
you to drink this.
- I had, I had some already,
I don't need anymore.
- Do you remember last night?
- Yeah, I'm sorry.
- I was telling you stop
and you didn't listen to me.
There's a huge difference
between you being aggressive
with me sexually and,
like, not listening
when I ask you to stop.
- I, I know.
Y-you're right, I'm sorry.
Yeah.
- Do you want breakfast?
- Hello, stranger.
- Hey.
- How are you?
- Good, good to see you.
- Good to see you too.
- Patrick,
you know, he's..
That was hard for me.
- Do you need anything?
I mean, I was, I didn't
know how to acknowledge it
or if I should reach out or...
But I'm, I'm glad that
we're talking about it now.
- Thanks.
- Yeah.
- No, it's just funny.
Like, you're the first person
that actually looked at me
and asked me if I was okay.
Like, really asked me
if I was all right.
- You talk to Ellie about it?
- No, I mean,
I, I feel like I, I tried
to put myself out
there, but she...
You know, she asked
me if I was okay,
but it's like it's...
It wasn't genuine.
- He just
feels like the one
I've sort of been, like,
waiting for, in a way.
- Gross
- So that's real, that
part's really good.
- Good.
- The sex
not so much.
Starting to really worry
that we're, like, not
sexually compatible.
And like,
if that's true...
- Maybe forgive her
for whatever it is
that you think she's
not asking you or,
or isn't reading from you.
She's not a mind reader.
Like maybe talk to her about it.
Forgive, forget.
Talk to her, move on.
Right?
- Yeah.
- What does he want?
- He wants to try anal.
- Fucking men and anal sex.
- I know, what is about it?
- They're like,
"I don't want to do that,
that's too adventurous."
And I'm like, "You want to stick
your dick up my ass though?
That's a little
adventurous for me."
- I'm fine to try it, like...
- You have to put yourself first
and you have to communicate
what your wants are.
That's sexy.
- I'm afraid.
Like, I'm afraid if I tell
him exactly what I want,
he's going to tell me
no, and then, like,
that'll be it.
- Then wh-what do
you have to lose?
You have everything to gain,
including a few orgasms.
- Hi.
- Hi.
I just wanted to tell you
that all that stuff I was
saying about, you know,
the kinky stuff and bondage
and, like, I really
like that stuff,
and I kind of need it
to be in our sex life.
I want to do it with you.
I want you to do
those things to me
'cause I love you and I..
I want to have sex with you.
I hope that is okay.
- You know,
I feel like you have
a filthy, filthy mind and,
and you need to be punished.
It's not funny.
- No, sir, it's not.
- Get down on the floor,
on all fours.
- Oh, it's so good.
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
Use me.
I'm gonna cum.
I'm gonna cum.
- Yeah.
Yeah.
- Oh.
That was really good.
- I'm surprised at myself.
- I was surprised to.
I didn't even ask you,
you just, you just
slapped me, in the face.
- I guess I keep learning
more and more about myself.
- Hey, do you, um...
Do you ever think about
us getting married?
I mean, to each other.
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
- Yeah, I, I've
thought about it.
Man, you're gonna
be away for a while.
- Yeah, but, I
mean, I'll call you,
I'll call you every day
and we can Skype.
- Well, I mean,
you could come back
on, like, anytime
that you have off.
- You know, I don't
think you have time.
I would love to.
- You know, I could come
and visit, you know,
have a romantic
fling in the desert
by a cactus or something.
- That, as nice as that sounds,
I don't, I don't think
we have the money.
- Nice, Annie,
play with me a little bit.
Come on, come on, nice.
Nice.
- They have, like,
a very limited crew,
but it's still like, very, like,
intense and like...
We're, like, working together.
Like, he's not even
treating me like,
like his employee anymore.
Like, he's treating me like
a fellow photographer,
which is amazing.
- I feel like I'm there.
I feel like, you know,
I am your biggest fan.
I am gonna cheer lead
from 100 miles away.
- He loves you, loves you not?
- He's just, he's a dork.
- Hey, it's me.
I thought I'd try and catch
you before you went to bed,
but I guess I didn't.
Sorry, work's been so crazy.
I'll try you tomorrow.
- Returning your call.
Let me know when is a
good time for you to talk.
I miss you.
- Oh, my God.
- Ellie,
get back to work.
- Sorry.
- Hey, just
had a free minute
and seeing if you were around.
- Ellie, you coming?
- I miss hearing your voice.
Call me when you can.
I love you.
- Ellie, hurry up.
You're gonna miss the
midnight train to Georgia
- I mean, to only have been
playing five years,
you're not bad.
- Well, yeah, I
mean, I don't always
get a chance to
come out, so it's...
- A little, what is this?
- It was a
Valentine's Day thing,
but I, I, I feel
that well...
- Do you know
what month it is, bro?
- Yeah, I'm gonna give it to
her when she comes back, okay?
She's, she's away.
She's away, so I
have plenty of time.
- Yeah, well, that's great, man.
How, how are things with Ellie?
- Oh, you know,
it's good, it's good.
We talk on the phone as
much as she can, you know,
it's like she doesn't
always respond,
which I understand,
she's working.
She's, she's got a
lot on her plate,
and I, I, I'm trying to get
things done and, you know,
not focus on her,
but I can't help it.
It's like, man, I'm in
love with this girl, so...
- Do you feel like she's
being a good partner
to you right now?
- Ye, uh...
- I mean, I'm just sensing-
- I don't know.
- I'm sensing hesitation.
- I don't know, I...
Yeah, yeah, it just feels lonely
a little bit, you know?
I don't know.
- You should tell her this,
man, I...
- Just...
- No, you should
tell her this man,
'cause I'm sure if she felt
you were neglecting her,
you would fucking hear about it.
You know what I mean?
- Yeah, I will, I'll,
I'll say something to her.
- We shot out at
this reservoir the other day.
And it was like, as
the sun was going down,
it was just so beautiful.
So we just got done for the day.
So we're gonna go to the pool.
- Oh, that's...
That's nice.
- Well, oh, shoot,
Babe, I gotta go,
that's Greg calling.
- Oh, okay.
Yeah, yeah, it's...
I, I have stuff I gotta
do too anyway, so...
- Ooh, I'm surprised.
- That's nice, that's nice.
I like that.
Oh, God, stop.
Not you, sorry.
- What happened?
- Just my-
- Hm?
- My boyfriend.
- You okay?
- Yeah, he's just
being irritating.
He's like...
- What he needs to be
babysit or what's going on?
- I don't know, maybe I should
have left him with a sitter.
- Yes, you should have.
- Hey, sexy mama.
- Hi, babe.
- Can't wait to
see you in a few days.
Uh, is something wrong?
- No, no.
Um...
So the trip got
extended two weeks.
I'm really excited, actually.
Like, it's really good.
The client really likes us.
It's fucking amazing.
I can't believe it.
But I do miss you.
I would like to see you.
- I dunno, did
you have, like, a choice
to, to do this, like, why?
I mean, do you wanna stay away?
What's going on?
- Um...
- I don't know, this
feels kinda selfish to me
in a way, you know.
- You think I'm being
selfish for doing my job?
- I mean, you
can find another job.
It's just, it's a
photography job.
You're freelancer.
So other jobs pop up.
- This is like everything
I've been working for.
Of course I'm going to...
They could extend it for
a year and I'd say yes.
- See how you sound?
I, um...
- It's fucking selfish.
- I don't know what to tell you.
You're being less mature
than I could have even
imagined you to be.
So I'm going to
hang up right now.
If you can't handle
me being away,
doing my job, doing what I love,
maybe that's, this is
just not gonna work.
Fucking A.
- So, that's right.
- We're gonna, um...
- I'm a very peaceful guy.
- We're heading out.
- What?
Come on.
- You've been
working us so hard, man.
- How old are you?
Ellie, please.
No, I would like
for you to hang.
- Okay.
- Please.
- Alright.
I never do this, so...
- So how is Clark?
Oh, wow.
- He's fine, he's fine.
- Okay.
- It's almost like
he doesn't know what
to do without me.
Which kind of, like, is
romantic, I guess, but, like...
- Not really.
- Not really.
- Yeah, not...
- Not, not, not at our age,
you know, he needs
to have his own life.
- You...
- Yes, I'm fine.
- You all right?
- So, how's Ellie?
- Not currently around.
- Oh.
- Well, no, she uh,
she's doing a job,
and, you know.
But,
currently around...
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Like, in your life.
- I mean...
Yeah, still, still there,
but it's just like it's more,
she's into what she's going,
like, what's going on with her.
She's like, it's more about work
than it is about, you
know, the relationship.
- That's hard.
- Yeah, it is.
- I'd like to see more.
- What more do you want?
- More like, more, like
more of your personality
and not being like,
so serious about it.
And so, you know,
I'm very focused on this
because I feel like you
are this photographer
that has been shooting for Vogue
and all of those things.
- Well, that's how I feel.
- That's, that's
what you doing.
- That's how I feel.
- Somebody like you that
just looks gorgeous.
Um, I don't...
Listen, take a compliment.
What, why, why?
It's, that's the truth.
You are.
- I like your place.
- Yeah, and uh...
That's my bedroom.
- I see.
- Yeah.
- And I forced
you to make vodka
right now and-
- No.
- No?
- You didn't force me.
- What?
- You didn't.
- I didn't?
- No.
- No?
- You know, it's nice
to see your place.
- Um, yeah, glad you came by.
So, yeah
- Hi, hi, hi!
- Oh, my God.
Hi.
Oh, my God, you surprised me.
Hi.
- Hi.
- I missed you.
- I missed you, too.
- Oh.
Oh, my God.
Um...
Yeah, um...
- It's good to see you.
- You too.
- Let's get out of here.
Um, I'm want to get out of
this place for a little bit.
And-
- This apartment?
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- Okay.
- Yeah,
- Okay.
Hi.
- Hi.
Yeah, that's it.
- How's your day?
- Amazing.
- Not you, I'm
asking our driver.
- Oh, never mind.
Yeah, how's,
how's your day going?
- Good.
- Ken, I'm late.
- It's five minutes to five.
- It's good to see you, Ken.
- It's wonderful
to see you, again.
I've got so much to
talk to you about.
Shall we go someplace now?
- Oh no, I'm in a hurry.
- But I have
so much to say.
- Well,
call me up sometime.
No, you can't do
that either, can you?
Well, I'm going to be married.
- Well, then you
are going to do it?
- Yes, Ken and I'm late.
What time did you say it was?
- I have to tell you something.
When I was away,
we were drinking
one night in Greg's room,
and it was just
me and Greg and...
We were just talking,
and I was kind of
irritated with you and um,
I thought about kissing him,
but I didn't.
Well, I, I just thought of you
for the whole rest of the
trip and how much I love you
and how much I want
to make this work.
Please don't, please
don't be mad at me.
I mean, I know I should
of told you sooner.
I just, I didn't want
to ruin anything, and I,
I love you so much, Clark.
I love you so much.
Please don't hate me.
What, what did you say?
- I kissed Susan.
- Are, are you..
Wh, uh, when, when did you
do, when did you do that?
- Uh, when you were away.
Why did you?
Where did you, where did?
Where, like where?
Did you see her
somewhere and you just...
- I don't know, you know,
she contacted me and...
And I, I don't
know, things were...
Things felt weird between us,
and, and I just needed
a friend to talk to,
and, I don't know,
we were hanging out,
and then it just,
it, it happened.
- You, you made
it happen, though.
You let it happen.
You did that.
Who are you?
Like...
I did this,
like, I am here because
of, like, because of you,
like I, I didn't even
want to be in a
monogamous relationship.
And I, I did that
for you because-
- Ellie...
- Because you wanted to.
And then I was really happy.
I've been really happy.
And like, I went away,
and you just...
I went away.
- Ellie...
- That's what you do
when I go away, you just...
- No.
- I don't...
I don't, I don't know.
- E-Ellie.
- No, just, I...
- Ellie,
look, I'm sorry.
- Don't please, I don't...
- I'm sorry, you know,
I made a mistake.
It won't happen again, okay.
- So what, what am
I supposed to say to that?
You made a mistake, and
I should forgive you?
- I, I don't know,
can we just start over
and pretend like
this never happened?
Like...
- No, we def, no we can't.
No, we can't do that.
- I was confused.
- So what were you
confused about?
You didn't know if
you loved me anymore?
- Not gonna, I do love you.
I just...
I don't know, sometimes
you make me feel
like you don't care.
And I, I felt like
from the beginning
I was walking on, walking
on eggshells around you.
And I,
I feel like I'm not
getting the love from you.
And I, and I don't know.
I don't know.
- I'm not giving you
enough love?
- No, I felt like I had
to go in search for it.
I, I, I don't know, I-
- This is my fault?
Are you fucking
kidding me right now?
This was my fault
because I don't love you enough?
I have opened my heart to you.
I was there for you
when your friend died
even though you were being-
- You were, you were...
You were there for me
when my friend died?
- Yes, I was.
- You were there for
me when my friend died?
When I couldn't
even talk to you.
Every time I tried
to bring it up-
- You did want
- you had something
else to do.
- You didn't want to because
you're a fucking coward.
- You were so into
your own fucking job.
- Why don't you just admit
that you're a fucking coward?
And that's why this happened.
- That's not who I am.
- So the second I'm gone,
the second I'm gone, you
turn to the closest thing
that you can find
to give you comfort.
Now you're trying
to pin this on me.
The shitty thing that you did,
you're trying to put it on me
and say I don't love you enough.
Well, guess what?
I was in the same situation
and I thought of you.
- You wanted it, it's the same
thing that happened to me.
I stopped it too.
I made that mistake-
- No, you didn't.
but I fucking stopped it too.
- Because you kissed her.
No, you didn't,
because you kissed her.
I didn't.
I didn't.
Fuck you.
Fuck!
Come on, there's no reason
to be out here at night.
- Don't wanna talk to you.
- We shouldn't be out here.
Ellie, why don't we just go-
- Stop.
Stop.
- Ellie, please, please
- Stop, stop.
Get away from me, I don't
want to touch you right now.
- Okay, well, well,
why, why don't we
talk about-
- Get away from me.
Get away from me.
I do not want you to touch me.
I don't want to be near you.
- Why, can't we-
- Back up.
- Ellie, please.
- Do you want to talk to me?
- Yes.
- Then back up.
More.
- Ellie, I'm sorry.
There's no excuse, I know that.
I don't expect you to
forgive me quickly, I don't.
I don't expect you
to forgive me at all.
I just want us to
come back from this
and talk to each other.
And, and-
- You think it's easy just to,
to imagine
this ending and
just not having you
in my life anymore?
- Look, everything's
gonna be okay.
- No, it's not.
- Things are gonna be better.
- How?
How are they gonna be better?
- We're gonna talk
about everything.
We're not gonna hold
secrets from each other.
I'm not gonna push you away
in stupid ways anymore.
- I think it's too late.
- It's not.
It's not too late, you know.
We'll talk to each other-
- Back up, back up.
I want to forgive you.
I want it just to be okay.
I would love that.
I would love that.
- Why can't we?
We will be okay.
We're gonna be fine.
- I don't know how.
I don't know how.
- We will, please.
- Hey, it's your
guys anniversary.
Are you excited?
We're excited.
Well, I, I can't believe
it's been this long.
- Woo, Vegas!
- Vegas!
Viva!
Viva Las Vegas.
- You're gonna get in some
anniversary celebration.
- Ooh, wow, guys.
- Yes.
- We're gonna, we're
gonna go on a hike.
- Yeah
- What?
- At Red Rock.
I know, it's crazy.
We're gonna go to Vegas
for our anniversary
to go on a hike at Red Rock?
- Yeah, well, we're
gonna go to Red Rock.
It's beautiful.
- Man, you guys
are just known for
your adventure.
- No, it's nice.
- It's a little nuts.
- Seeing nature.
- Oh, shit.
I missed that turn.
- That's why we
have the GPS, babe.
- I just missed
the turn, it's no big deal.
- I mean, I...
All right.
I just, I know you like to
figure it out for yourself.
- Well, I'm not figuring
anything out for myself.
I, I just missed a turn.
I'm using the GPS, what
are you talking about?
- Where the fuck are we?
What are you talking
about a turn?
- Why are you yelling at me?
- Because it's more than
just you in the car.
- Then
maybe we shouldn't be
blowing up like this.
Like a
fucking psychopath.
- I'm not trying
to be a psychopath.
- Well, then the key to stop-
- I wish you would follow-
- being a psychopath
- the rules.
- is stop being a psychopath.
- Just follow the fucking map.
What are you fucking
talking about?
- I looked at the GPS.
- Just because you have
been there and you think-
- It says where were going.
- that you can remember-
- Shut up!
- how to go.
- Okay, I can't drive like this.
- You have this fucking ego.
- I can't fucking...
- I should probably
go to the bathroom.
- Fuck!
- There's probably a spot-
- Okay, I'm turning.
- What the fuck now?
What are we doing?
- You're
having a tantrum.
I'm getting out.
- This is not,
this is not the time for one
of your fucking episodes.
Now what?
Don't leave me here.
Please.
- Are you happy?
- Okay.
- Oh, I didn't know
you were actually peeing.
Okay.
- Get two things accomplished.
Two birds with one stone.
- You're so stupid.
- Throw it
you fucking savage.
Yeah, just throw that stick.
Real mature.
- Okay, babe, babe,
you know what?
- No!
- This isn't, this isn't
how I wanted it to go.
- No, I'm done.
- We don't
fight like this, do we?
- No.
- I mean,
they make up quick.
It was a pretty bad
one last month I guess.
- You wanna forget about it
and try to have a little fun?
- We'll have fun,
have fun this weekend.
- Okay.
It's Vegas.
- It's Vegas.
- Yeah.
- It's Vegas, baby.
- Yeah, woo.
- What are we gonna
do when we get there?
- I don't know, I, everything?
- I want to go on
the roller coaster.
- Yes, yes, I will
go on the roller coaster
with you.
- I might throw up, though.
- Okay.
- That was a good
little break, guys,
- Clark..
- What?
- Hi.
- Hi.
I have a secret to tell you.
Okay, I, I've called you here
to tell you
top secret information.
- Really?
- Yes.
I love you.
- Oh.
Well, I love you too.
Oh, okay.
- Room service.
- Hi, good morning.
- Hi.
I thought, I thought
you were room service.
- The queen is here.
- Giddy up.
- The queen has arrived.
- Giddy up.
- You guys have a good night?
- Yeah, how was the
rest of your guys evening?
- It was good.
- It was good.
- Are you guys still drunk?
- I mean, it's
Vegas, man, you know.
- We did have a
drink this morning.
- Yeah.
- Celebratory drink.
- Right.
You know, when you accomplish
something you want to...
- What did
you accomplish?
- Uh, we got married.
- Yeah.
- What?
- Are you joking?
- No.
- You joking.
- No.
- No, we really got married.
- We went to the chapel.
- Well, we were talking.
- We were walking
by the chapel.
- Walking and talking.
- and I just looked at
her and she looked at me.
- And we just knew it was right.
- And we knew, like we knew.
- I know it
sounds so crazy, but like..
- Wow, congratulations!
- Congratulations.
- Thank you, bro.
- Congratulations.
- Fucking thank you.
We couldn't have done
this without you guys.
- That's amazing.
- We would, we would
not have met without you guys.
I mean, we wouldn't
have met, I mean.
So uh, we wanna,
we wanna celebrate.
- Yeah, we want to
take you guys out to dinner.
- We wanna take you two
and fucking celebrate
with us, man.
- Yeah, of course.
- Absolutely.
- Yes.
- So get ready?
- We're gonna do.
- Meet us in the lobby?
- Yes, celebrating.
- Alright,
this works too.
- Wow.
- To the pool.
- I can't..
I can't believe
they got married.
- Do you know how
irresponsible that is?
- They seem like
they're in love.
- In love?
- I mean, to be truthful,
like, I've never seen Audrey
this happy with anyone.
- Yeah, and they're
going to be angry
when it doesn't
last a month later.
And I'm going to have to, like,
talk to Marlon, coax him
out of, like, an angry,
sad, drunken stupor, you know.
- Well, like, why have they
known each other for six months
and we've known each
other for a year
and we think it's so crazy
that two people in
love would get married?
- It's better to just
hold off and wait.
Wait till you're ready.
- I'm really, really
happy for you guys.
And, uh, congratulations.
- Congratulations.
- To Audrey and Marlon.
- Seriously, Audrey and Marlon.
- Seriously.
- Do you feel like
it was, like, the
right thing to do?
- Yeah.
Yeah,
I do, which is crazy to me.
But it was just about us, and
it was our moment.
- Yeah.
- But it's like
I've been with people
for three years
and not felt a shred of
the, like, connection
that I do actually feel.
I mean, how do you
feel about everything?
- I'm still kind
of mad at him, but
I still really love him.
And I don't want like,
part of me doesn't want to,
like a part of me is like,
"Oh, I wanna hate him."
- Yeah.
- But
I can't.
I can't explain,
it's like,
yeah, I love, I love him.
- I think that's a
great place to be.
- It is.
- Right?
- Yeah.
- I mean,
especially after all you
guys have been through.
Like, fights are gonna happen.
Like, we definitely fight.
- Wait, wait, what,
what's going on?
- The last few months
and weeks with her,
they've just been
indescribable, man.
It was just all right,
man, it was all right.
And even if it wasn't, I just,
I just had to make the
choice, man, you know.
- I don't know, I just feel like
maybe I'm not sure about
anything, you know?
- Hey, just, we're
young, we're young.
We, we, we've got, we got
our whole ahead of us, man.
Let's just make a mistake.
Make a mistake, fuck
it, you've got time.
If it's a mistake, make it.
- Man, I wish I was...
I wish I was like you, man.
- I mean, what scares you more?
Having it forever or
losing it forever?
- Wow.
- Yeah.
Those are some red rocks.
- I'm, I'm too high.
- Just fall backwards.
- I can't.
I can't.
Oh, God.
Oh.
Thank you.
- You were almost goner.
- I know.
So are you taking me
up here to murder me?
- Absolutely.
- I knew it, I knew it.
- The long con.
That's my-
- It was good.
It was a good one.
- plan from the beginning.
- It was a good one.
- Trick you into thinking
I'm not gonna do it.
And then do it.
- Wow.
Okay.
It's worth it.
We could carve our names up here
like these people,
you know, Clark
and Ellie forever.
- Yeah.
- Happy anniversary.
- Happy anniversary.
- It's been
a year, that's crazy.
That's so, that's so crazy.
Isn't that crazy?
- Yeah, this reminds me
of going with you up to
that swing.
- I've been thinking about us
a lot.
I think,
I think we should get married.
I love you.
Like I would have run away
so long ago, like
with anyone else.
And it's not that
you're perfect.
I mean, neither
of us are perfect,
and we've got shit to work
on, like a whole bunch.
But I want to do that,
and I want to,
like, commit to it.
I don't think I've
ever said in my life.
I do, I love you, I
think you're a good guy.
I think you're my person.
I want to do it and I
want to do it with you.
I want to build a life with you.
Is that crazy?
- I think we should end this.
- Like now?
Well, fuck me then.
- I'm sorry.
It's not working.
You know, it's not working.
- It's just too, it's too
easy to just give up, Clark,
like, feel like
I've really changed.
And you have too.
And, like, we'll never know
if this is just a rough patch
unless we keep going.
And I, I love you.
And I know you love me
like, we have to just try, like.
Like, don't you want to just,
don't you want to try?
- I just can't.
You know, it's,
doesn't feel good.
- You just want to,
like, give up on us?
Like, we've worked so hard.
We've...
Oh, God.
We, like we came...
- I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
It's over.
- Hey, Ellie.
- Hi.
- Good to see you.
The view's pretty damn good.
- Yeah?
- Yeah, it's more than good.
- I like it.
- It's like, amazing,
actually.
- Okay, yeah.
- One, two, three.
- Wow.
- Yeah.
Those are some red rocks.
- Wow.
Okay.
It's worth it.
We could carve our names
up here like these people.
You know, "Clark
and Ellie forever."
- Yeah.
- I've been thinking about us
a lot.
I think,
I think we should get married.
Is that crazy?
- Send me little emojis
or something, like, hearts.
- What the fuck
are you talking about?
- Do, do you ever want
to be in a relationship?
Like, don't you like miss that?
- Oh, oh, okay, you
wanna be in a relationship.
- Yeah.
- Just, you know, take it in.
Look at this, look at
this fucking view, man.
She's out there.
She's out there right now, man.
Wh-what do you wanna say to her?
She's listening right now.
- Let's watch Netflix
and hang out at my apartment.
- Oh,
they're running now.
- Make some
salmon together.
- Hi.
- Hi.
- I'm so sorry, I'm...
- It's okay.
- I'm just...
I'm so sorry.
I, I am never late.
I'm so sorry.
Oh, it's-
- I totally
lost track of time.
- It's alright.
- Um, chai latte.
- Oh.
Thank you.
- Yeah.
- I appreciate it.
I'm Ellie.
- Clark.
- Yeah.
- Nice to finally meet you.
- You, too.
- Yeah.
- I've never been here.
This is very cool.
- No, it's, it's nice.
You know, I thought we'd
come out into nature.
Kind of have a
chance to be alone.
- Yeah, we're, like...
- Yeah.
- All alone.
- Yeah, you know, throw
you in my trunk.
Yeah, that was...
But, yeah, it's just
being in nature.
I thought it would be cool.
- Yeah, no, I
like, I like nature
without the...
- Oh, without the-
- Kidnapping part.
- The kidnapping.
Don't worry, I'm
not crazy.
Uh, yeah,
do you want to walk?
- Yes.
- Alright.
- I love walking.
- Great.
- It's my...
It's my second favorite
mode of transportation.
So I'm an art photographer.
- Okay.
- Um,
so a lot of my
stuff is abstracts,
but I also do portraits.
I mean, for money
I do, you know,
like anything.
I mean, no, I won't do anything.
- Like, I actually sell,
like, vintage clothing.
I'll do, like, antiques.
Anything I can find
that I think that will
be worth something.
- That's cool.
- Well, eventually I do
wanna get into other things.
I want to have the money to
be able to invest, you know?
- Yeah, me too,
I want to invest.
I'm sorry, I didn't mean for
that to sound like sarcastic.
- Yeah.
- It just sounds so lofty,
like, I'm going to invest.
- I'm, yeah, I'm going to invest
my money in things.
- But you should.
You should and I should.
I will too.
- You have a beautiful
smile, you know that?
- Thank you.
- So, like, what do you
want out of a relationship?
- I don't know.
I've never been in love, so...
I guess I'm looking for that.
- I think I'm a romantic.
But it's funny,
just dealing with a lot of
different situations in life,
you kind of lose
that a little bit
and realize that life
isn't like the movies.
- Yeah, that's for sure.
- But I still want it to be.
- I mean, we all do I think.
I think there's very
few people out there
who don't, like,
at heart want that.
- Come here, I
want to show you something.
- You're not,
you're not taking me
to murder me, right?
- Oh, of course, yes.
There's going to be
a stained mattress,
and that's where I
murder all my victims.
- Okay.
- Yeah.
- That's a little too specific.
- Here it is.
- What's?
Is it a swing?
- Yes.
- Oh, cool.
Aww.
- Swing on the edge
of the earth.
- How does one,
just jump up and go?
- Jump up.
- Okay.
- It's beautiful, right?
- It is beautiful.
This is really nice.
- See?
- It's a good, good move.
- It's so peaceful up here.
- Yeah.
Oh, God, there goes-
- You all right?
- There goes my dress.
I just..
Ready?
- Yeah.
- Hi.
- I had a great time.
- Me, too.
- Um, I'd like to do
this again sometime.
- Yeah, I'd, I'd like that, too.
- Cool.
Awesome.
Um...
Yeah.
Bye.
Uh, yeah.
So have a good night.
- Okay.
You too.
Bye.
- How did it leave off?
Did you guys kiss,
like, what's the-
- No, we didn't kiss.
I thought he was
going to kiss me,
and then it, like, it was
going well at that point.
By then, like, I
was like, "Okay,
maybe I'll go on a second date."
But then he didn't
kiss me, so...
- Are you, like, physically
attracted to him?
- Yeah, he's cute.
- Well,
you could get laid.
- I don't want to just get...
I'm, I don't want
to do that anymore.
And I don't want to date guys
that I-I go on a date
with, and I'm bored.
I just, I'm never going
to go on a date again.
That's, that's it.
- Well, that's boring.
- Yeah, that sounds-
- Maybe you are
the boring one.
- kind of boring.
- I sent her a
conversation back and forth,
and I started off great.
- Oh, well,
she's, she's flirting, bro.
- See?
- That's flirting.
- So why does it stop?
Why is it like-
- Right, it starts to
just become you a lot.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
- There's a lot of uh,
there's a lot of emojis.
- What?
- For someone your age.
I mean, one more, we can
throw you a quinceanera.
Now, see, that's
what I would assume
maybe scared her off.
Two, all right, he's playful.
Three, mm, this is
kind of how he talks.
This is a language that he uses.
Four, which you have,
is too many.
- How do I lose this
girl over emojis?
- It's the
small things, man.
- I will say he does have
a nice face to sit on.
- Oh, my God.
Sometimes I don't like it.
I can meet the man of my
dreams, and if he didn't go down
I'd be like, "I don't even
want to be your friend."
- Well, not everything
can revolve around sex.
I've been in a relationship
for four years.
I know what, I know what
I'm getting at this point.
- But it would have
been a bump in the road
if the sex would have been bad.
- True, but I could have
taught him so many things.
- That's true, you can teach.
- Well, it's very true.
- You can teach most guys.
- My advice always ends
up in you getting laid,
but maybe not a relationship.
- Which there is nothing-
- Which there's nothing
wrong with that.
- wrong.
- You can get laid.
- No.
- I have great sex.
I have no stability and
I have commitment issues.
It's great.
But the sex has
been wonderful, so.
- Maybe I should be trying to
text her more or, you know,
showing that I care, you know?
- Okay.
- I feel like maybe
if I, like, showed
up at her work
and gave her flowers.
- Let's go through it.
Let's really walk through this.
Let's really walk through this.
So you show up at her job?
- Yeah.
- What happens then?
- I, I feel like that, you know,
I show up at her
job, I have roses
and she runs across-
- Tuxedo.
- Tuxedo.
- Jesus Christ.
- She runs across the
room, jumps into my arms,
and she's like, "I'm so happy
that you came to my job."
- You have to be fucking
shitting me right now.
Are you serious?
Yeah, I-I mean...
It's, is-
- How many movies
have you watched, bro?
That's never going to happen.
- That happens-
- That's not going to happen.
- That happens in every romantic
comedy that I've ever seen.
- You're scaring me. I don't
know if you're delusional.
Don't do that.
Don't go to her job.
Don't do that.
- Ah, shit, I mean...
- Just
get all the bad ideas out.
- So are you going to
go on a date with him?
- Um, yeah.
I don't know.
I think so.
Maybe.
- Have you guys talked?
- So I think people
admire how decisive I am.
- And also, I see you in myself.
- I don't know, I just
feel like you do this a lot.
- Oh, I definitely
do it all the time.
- You do this so much so
I just, like, I just...
I'm not seeing anything wrong.
- So I should go?
- Yes.
- Okay.
- I think
you should give it-
- I'll do it then.
- one more
date, at least.
- I'll, I'll do it.
Hi.
- Hey.
Frozen yogurt?
- Yeah.
- Check one of them
off the list, so.
Yeah.
Um...
- Thanks, thank you.
- Are you cold?
- Yeah, I
forgot my jacket.
- Do you want to...
- No, I-
- Take my jacket.
- No, I'm fine.
- No, seriously.
- I'll be fine.
I was just like, no, I'm fine.
- I brought it for you.
I thought maybe.
- You didn't.
- Yeah.
- Really?
- Yeah, I figured, you know,
you might be cold,
so I took it with me.
- That's, uh...
All right, yeah.
That's very sweet of you.
That would be great, thank you.
- Don't want
to spill any yogurt
all over there.
- Thank you.
- Of course.
- You know, you're like...
You're kind of weird.
- Yeah?
- It's kind of cute.
- Am I wearing you down?
Slowly.
- Yeah?
You're kind of strange, too.
- I know.
- You're like one of
those old homeless women
living on the street.
- Shut up.
Just...
- You bumped into me,
I was walking straight
down the path.
- Stop.
Stop.
- I'm so sorry.
- Oh, my God.
That was so much harder
than I pushed you.
- All right?
- Why are you down here?
- Uh, you know, I didn't
want you to feel embarrassed.
So...
- Why,
why would I be embarrassed?
You sh, you're the
one shoving a girl.
- That's a good point.
- Really hard for no reason.
- Yeah.
I'm surprised no neighbors
call the cops on us yet.
Huh.
- This was fun.
- It was fun.
- My uh, car's
right over...
- Hey.
Is it, uh, stoic.
- Stop moving.
That's nice.
- What's the best thing
that's ever happened to you?
- Getting my first
gallery show, as a photographer.
It was just like the moment
I thought, "I can
make this my job."
What's the best thing
that's ever happened to you?
- Probably meeting you.
- No,
you can't.
That's not fair.
- I can say whatever I want.
That is honestly the best thing.
So I can say that.
- Oh, okay.
What's the worst thing
that's ever happened to you?
- Finding out
that my ex cheated on me.
- You poor thing.
- No
- No, she's a bitch.
I'm sorry.
- What's the worst thing
that's ever happened to you?
- When my mom
died when I was 13.
- Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.
Must've been hard.
- It was, and I think it
triggered my chronic depression,
and that's something I
still struggle with, but...
- Thanks for
sharing that with me
- You're welcome.
You're a good listener.
- Thanks.
- You're good at
other things, too.
We should go back to
that restaurant sometime.
- Yeah, definitely.
We can find somewhere else,
like do something
new, like, you know,
there's a few places I
would love to take you.
Like, I know there's
Greek and there...
- Do you want to come inside?
- Uh...
- Oh.
Yeah.
- It's fine.
Is that okay?
- It's fine.
- Okay.
- Is this okay?
- Yeah.
Do you have a condom?
Will you, will you
talk dirty to me?
- Yeah, I'm deep inside you.
- Yeah
- Yeah, you feel dirty?
- Yeah.
Yeah.
- You dirty girl, huh.
- Yeah.
- Dirty little bitch.
- Um, yeah, that's...
- Dirty cunt aren't you?
- No, stop, that's...
Please don't do that.
Please don't say that.
- Oh, fuck, I'm sorry.
- It's okay, it's okay.
No, it's fine.
Are you okay?
- Y-yeah.
- You just looked really
serious for a minute.
- Sorry, I am concentrating.
Are you, are you close?
- Um...
Yeah.
Are you, are you gonna cum?
- It's okay, just..
- You sure?
- Yeah, yeah.
- Okay, okay.
I'm gonna cum.
Thank you.
- Yeah.
Yeah.
So, um, was it good?
Was it good for you?
- Yeah
Yeah.
Yeah, I, I, I, I
had a, I had fun.
Did you enjoy yourself?
- Uh-huh, yeah.
Oh, my God.
Keep, keep doing that.
Oh, God, feels so good.
- Oh, I'm gonna cum.
Okay, pull out.
- Uh...
- You came on my face.
Why did you do that?
- I'm sorry.
Oh, my God.
- Can you?
Yeah, please.
- Yeah.
Oh.
Oh, geez.
- Hey, babe.
Do you have any honey?
Somewhere here?
Oh, I don't like it like that.
Hi.
- Hey.
I think we should be
boyfriend and girlfriend.
Feels right.
Ah, wait.
Did I say something wrong or..?
- No, I...
You are great.
And I, I really like you a lot.
And-
- So what's the problem?
- This isn't a
problem right now,
But if we put that label on it,
if we make, if we become
boyfriend and girlfriend,
like, it's, it could
definitely become a problem
and it could blow up
in our faces and...
- It's not gonna happen with me.
- That is the most
useless promise ever.
- I don't know.
I mean, it's-
- You shouldn't even say that.
You don't know.
You don't know.
- I do know, I know
how I feel now.
- Yeah, how you feel now.
I see so many people unhappy.
My dad has never remarried.
My brother's divorced.
It just always seems
to go bad, Clark.
And if we don't put
that pressure on,
if we don't, if we can
just, like, stay happy
and stay with each other.
- That's...
I am happy for now.
Like-
- Yeah, let's just leave it.
Let's just be happy together.
Why do we have to...
We don't have to, we don't have
to call ourselves anything.
We're just Ellie and Clark,
and we're having fun
and but, like, I, I
don't want to hate you,
and I don't want you to hate me.
- I could never hate you.
- Yes, you could.
Oh, my God, you will.
You will.
- I feel like you're
just making excuses.
- Well, maybe I
am, but it's also how I feel.
I'm just not,
I'm not where you are.
- You know what?
I feel like it's just an excuse
for you to fuck other guys.
Come on, where are you going?
I...
That's not what...
Hey.
Look, I'm. I'm sorry.
Can you please just stay?
- Are you gonna call
me a slut again?
- No.
- To be very honest,
I'm not sure about you.
I'm not sure about me.
I'm not sure what I want.
Obviously, like, I'm
a little confused
about what kind of
relationship I want
or if I even want
a relationship.
And,
I don't know.
Maybe it is just
not right.
- All right.
- All right it's over?
- No, all right, I, we'll...
We won't call it anything.
We'll keep it casual and
we'll just see where it goes.
I mean, I feel like
I don't to lose you.
So if that's what it takes
and that's what it
takes, you know.
Okay?
- Yeah.
- All right.
- Hi.
- Hey.
Ready to go?
- Yeah.
- Good to see you.
- Hmm.
You too.
Do you want to walk?
- I started woodworking.
- What?
- Yeah, I'm learning
from YouTube videos.
- Oh, my gosh.
That's so cool.
- Yeah, I'll be able
to make you something soon.
- A canoe?
- Uh, well...
- You'll make me a canoe?
- Yeah, well...
How's your week going?
- Um, kind of hard,
just, ah, just my depression...
And I was really down.
But I, I feel better now.
And glad I'm with you.
- Me too.
- Hm.
We did a good job.
- Yeah.
We know what we're doing.
I can follow your
directions very well, so...
- Mm.
- You know, you really
look different with makeup.
- It's a good change for you.
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
- It's a good change?
- Yeah.
You look better with makeup on.
What?
- I look better with makeup on?
- I thought...
Are you joking?
- No, I'm not joking.
You,
you just said something
like, really not nice.
- I thought...
I was acknowledging the fact
that you were dressed up.
- Do you really not understand
how, what is wrong with
that, what you just said?
- It's a compliment.
- Telling me that I
look better with makeup
is not a compliment.
- I meant that I like that
you're wearing makeup right now.
Okay?
And I...
No, that's also
not what I meant.
Okay, look, I like...
Before, I like...
I like when you're
not wearing makeup
and I like when
you're wearing makeup.
I like both, okay?
- Why would you say it if
that's not what you meant?
- I don't know, it's like we
were, we were dressing up.
I mean, I'm not
really dressed up,
and I like how you look.
I'm glad that you
dressed up for this.
And it makes me feel like that,
that you wanted me to notice.
So I'm paying attention and-
- But you want, you think...
- Look, I don't...
I don't care what you
look like in makeup.
I'm...
I'm sorry.
It was stupid.
The night's not ruined.
I just look like an
asshole a little bit.
I feel like one, too.
- I'm sorry too.
I probably overreacted.
- It's not your fault, you know.
- No, it was your fault.
That's, yeah.
So do we have makeup sex now?
- Ellie.
Wake up, my water just broke.
I forgot to tell
you I'm pregnant.
- No, stop.
- Ellie.
- Stop it.
- Wake up, come with me.
- Where? Where?
- We're going on an adventure.
I used to
always go under the covers,
pretend I was in
a separate world
when I had a secret to tell.
- Do you have a secret?
Yeah, you do.
You're just dying to tell me.
You just can't
get the words out.
- Um...
- What?
- I love you.
- I love you too.
Ta-da!
This is nice.
- Yeah, I mean.
Well, not, I mean,
that's, this is a, a
great view of the city.
- Yeah, maybe I
talked it up too much.
I used to come here
when I first moved here,
and I'd, like, ride my bike.
And then at sunset, I
would take pictures.
It's really pretty at sunset.
- I, I, I
could imagine, yeah.
- Oh, my God, hello.
- Hi.
- Come on in.
- Hi.
- Welcome, here, let me.
I can get this stuff-
- Oh.
- out of your way.
- Okay.
- Hi!
- How are you?
- Oh, my God.
Thanks for coming.
Hi.
- Hello, hi.
Great to meet you.
- So nice to meet you finally
I have heard many things.
- Oh, I-
- Good things.
- Okay.
Good.
- Good things.
- Happy Thanksgiving.
- Hi, are you well?
Happy Thanksgiving.
- What's up, man?
Hey!
- Well, we said I love
you, to each other.
- Oh, gross.
- I'm excited for you.
- How did that happen?
- It was just one morning,
it was not, it wasn't
like a big deal, like-
- Did you brush your teeth yet?
- No.
- Ooh, I love you
with morning breath.
- He meant it.
- Beer and board games
are kinda like my thing.
Those are like my, my jam.
- Yeah, it beats my cube.
- I don't know if you
could tell that, yeah,
I play a few board
games here and there.
- Maybe a few, yeah.
- Oh, my God.
- Just a couple.
Do you guys game?
- Uh...
- Hm.
- You know.
He's really head over
heels for you too.
Really?
- Yeah.
Don't tell him I said it.
So how long have you
known um, Audrey, is it?
- Yes, it is.
- So, I mean, I know
Ellie's side of the story,
but what's going on?
How do you feel about her?
- We laugh together a lot.
Yeah? Are you funny?
- We're really silly.
- You've got good jokes?
- Um, I, I am not.
I try to be.
- You're not funny.
- I wouldn't consider
myself funny, I...
- Yeah, I haven't
laughed once yet.
You haven't, like, said
anything funny to make me laugh.
- Y-yeah.
- Am I making
you feel awkward?
- No, it's, this is good.
I feel like this is, it's
a great conversation, like.
- Oh, man.
Ah, you guys
had a good holidays so far?
- Thank you.
- Yeah. Yeah.
- I hate that like
when you grow up,
like, holidays aren't
like they were.
Like, you used to anticipate
the week of Thanksgiving.
- Or movies or like the
shows that would come on.
Like the special,
like the specials, the
Thanksgiving specials.
- I still get
excited about those.
- Fucking "Louie" is
not coming back, though.
That's a fucking bummer.
- Oh, poor guy.
- He was so funny.
- Man, like, he just...
- I remember that show.
- He said things that I...
Who, who thinks
like that, you know,
like just original shit.
- Yeah, who thinks
it's like a good idea
to just like jack off
in front of women with
less power than him.
- He, yeah, you can blame him.
But he didn't know, you know.
- 'Cause, 'cause-
- That it's a bad idea
to jack off in front of someone?
- Well, he asked.
- The cues...
- Apparently he asked.
- Oh, he was like, "do you
mind if I, like, jack off?"
- No, no.
- "Right here."
- Well what else
was he supposed to do?
He did, he did...
- At a point you're an adult
and she could have
left the room.
I think.
- At a, at a point
the woman could
have fought harder
and maybe she wouldn't
have been raped,
like, that's-
- That's not what
we're talking about.
- so crazy to me.
- Is that when I said?
I didn't say that.
- But you're defending it.
- No, it's not defending it.
- You guys want pie?
- Is it not a little strange
that society, regardless,
kind of determines whether or
not something is good or bad?
At one point in society-
- Yes!
- a young, a grown man
loving a young boy
was a very okay thing.
- Absolutely.
- But now it's not?
- You guys are literally-
- What I'm saying
I'm not excusing it.
- talking insanity.
- I'm not excusing it.
- And you're not
even empathizing
with like what it
is to be a woman.
We haven't even been able
to vote for 100 years yet.
- I mean, you don't even
think I can drive, Clark,
so.
- What?
- We just want a little
bit more equality.
We just want a voice and
just be seen and heard
without men having a
goddamn problem with it.
- No, you do not want equality.
You do not want, you want to
have a monopoly on struggle.
- Have you ever
been in a position
where you've been
personally victimized-
- Absolutely
- or silenced?
- What was it?
- Uh, any time I've
met a police officer.
- Great.
Anytime I've been in a
room with a man and they
belittle me by saying-
- I'm trying to have
a nice dinner here, okay?
I want to have a good
conversation and a good time.
I don't need...
Mm, anyways-
- Sorry.
I just want us to get along.
- Sorry.
- Is what I'm trying to say.
- Maybe we can all play a
board game or something.
- Well, I think that
was fun, all in all.
- Yeah, a blast.
- Discussion.
- What?
Oh, my God.
That's Marlon and Audrey.
- What?
- Yeah, that's them.
- Oh, my God.
- Oh.
- Wow.
- Oh my, they're
like nervous, walking away.
- I've
never, wha, I, what?
Huh.
- They were, they were literally
just like, attacking each other
like an hour ago.
- Yeah.
- Aww.
It's so cute.
- I mean, this is great,
but I feel like we need snow.
We should go somewhere.
We should go somewhere
in the snow, like...
You know, like
two hours away from here,
there's like a small
town in the mountains
that has a lot of
snow around this time.
- Two hours?
- It's two hours away.
- No, it's not that close.
- Yes, it's very close.
- Wait, you're serious?
- Yeah.
- Like you want to go?
- Yeah, we can
do smores and...
- Yeah.
Oh, my God, yes, let's go.
Oh, my God, I'm so excited.
- Yeah.
I'm gonna give you some snow.
- Okay!
- Yes.
- Okay.
- This is, yes, okay.
- It's really beautiful.
- There's no snow.
- I mean, there's
some, there is.
Look, look, up there.
- It's on, its on the
top of a mountain.
It's not any snow.
- It's okay, baby, it's okay.
- We're supposed to
play in the snow.
We were supposed to come up here
and I was gonna
show you the snow
and we're gonna
make snow angels.
- I know.
Come on, we'll find stuff to do.
We'll go on a hike.
We can have sex loudly.
No one will hear us.
Look at that view.
Can't be mad at that.
It is a great view.
- Well, if
you're gonna murder me,
this is your chance.
- Yes.
Finally,
after months of trying.
It says,
"Don't go in, death."
- Oh, then yeah.
- Sounds good.
- Oh, my God.
- That's crazy.
- Feel like we're on
the edge of the earth.
- Yeah.
My mom really liked hiking.
- You don't really
talk about her a lot.
- Yeah, I think...
I don't really like
opening up about it.
I mean, she was sick
for, like, three years.
I think a lot of people
that should have been
there for me weren't.
But I'm trying to trust you.
- I'm here.
I'm not going anywhere.
- Alright, I'm
going to hold you to that
- Hey, sleepyhead.
Are you feeling okay?
Babe, it's 10 AM.
- I know.
Yeah, I know.
- Is it because of yesterday,
like, it didn't go
the way we planned?
- No, it's, no, it's not
because of that, babe,
it's not.
It's just...
I'm just having a bad day.
That's all.
I took my medication,
it's not that.
- You know, I think if we
go out and laugh together
and have fun and-
- I know I, I should
get out and exercise
and be in the sunlight,
Vitamin D and all
of that, I just...
Just not today, okay?
I can't today.
- You know, I think
what helps depression is not
giving into it, you know?
- This is just something you
have to accept about me, okay?
I'm not always going
to be cheery and like,
if you could just be
with me and not...
- Are you not happy?
Are you not happy in
this relationship?
Is that like-
- No, God, no.
No, I've been really happy.
These last few months
have been amazing.
- Well, then I feel
like I don't make you happy
if this is going on
right now, 'cause-
- It's not about you babe.
- I'm the only one here.
- It's not about you.
Okay?
- Come on, you can.
Come on, come on.
- No.
- Come on, come on.
- Clark, I can't, okay?
I, I really want to for you.
- Don't do it for
me, do it for you.
You know?
It's like you, you don't
need to be stuck in this.
It's not...
You're not sick, you
don't have a fever.
It's just, like, it's
all in your head.
Why is it different today?
Like, why, why can't
you do it today?
- I just can't.
- Well, no, I mean,
that's selfish.
It's like some sort of excuse.
You wanna be like this.
- No, I don't
wanna be like this.
Are you kidding me?
I hate myself.
I hate myself-
- Oh, come on.
- when I'm like this.
- No, you don't
have to hate yourself,
just like, notice
that there's two people here.
- Stop it!
- I didn't-
- Stop, please.
Just go away-
- Go away?
- if you're gonna
be like this, please.
I can't.
I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry, but please,
you have-
- You can't just lie
in bed all day and-
- You have to stop.
You have to stop,
please, just stop.
Okay?
- Come on, come on.
Come on, it's...
Come on, let's go.
Come on, babe, please-
- Go away!
What is wrong with you?
- What do you mean,
what is wrong with me?
We're in a, we're on
vacation in a cabin.
That's what's wrong with me.
Come on.
Do you want me to just
goes outside by myself?
That will really help
our relationship.
- Yes, go outside by yourself!
Please, at this point,
please, go outside by yourself.
- God, just leave, Clark.
- I wanna be here with you.
- You don't want to stay
and I know you don't.
You should just
fucking go, Clark.
I know you think I'm just
some crazy fucked up bitch.
And I am.
So you should just leave.
- That's too bad 'cause
you're stuck with me.
- Just go, I know you want to.
Go, just go.
Just go.
Go, I don't love you.
I don't love you.
- I love you so much.
- No you don't, you hate me.
Of course, you hate me.
Of course, you hate me.
I hate me.
I hate me too.
Look, look, look, it's snow.
It's, it's abstract.
- Oh, God.
Just wait a week.
- Okay.
Is it working?
- Kind of.
- Yeah?
Don't get
punctured.
- Perfect
time to move in.
- Are you, are
you glad we're doing this?
- What,
putting pictures up?
- No, um,
moving in together.
Are you, are you happy about it?
- Absolutely.
- Okay.
- Are you happy about it?
- Yes.
- Good.
- Cookies for breakfast
is my favorite breakfast.
- Camera please.
Thank you.
Ellie, would you be able
to get the bottle
of water for them?
- Sure.
- Whenever you want.
Ellie, give me the
camera, please.
The camera, please.
Fast, faster, come on, Ellie.
- Sorry, sorry.
- Come on,
guys, right there.
Nice, nice, here we go.
- And I was, like, dropping
him off at the airport.
And then we pulled,
we like pulled over
and had sex before
he left in the car,
which was just like so
exciting and like...
- That's great.
That's great, that's great.
- Yeah.
Yeah, I liked it.
What about you?
- It's, no, we still have
a lot, but it's just not,
I mean, not, I guess not
as much as we used to.
- Yeah.
- And it kind of feels
like we've plateaued.
It's just not-
- I mean, are you getting off?
Like...
- I haven't the last few times.
- You gotta spice it up.
- No, no, I think that's
what I'm gonna do.
- Yeah.
- I think I'm gonna buy
some lingerie.
I dunno, it seems
so, like, cliche.
- But it's not.
It's like, there, everything's
a cliche for a reason.
- True, maybe It'll be good,
maybe it'll give me
some more confidence.
I've been feeling
kind of self-conscious
just about my body
with him, like-
- Maybe you need to do something
for yourself to make
yourself feel sexy,
'cause it's like-
- Yeah, I mean, maybe that's,
maybe the lingerie can do that.
- Yeah.
- If I find the right thing.
Oh, my God.
Okay.
Oh, is this backwards?
Clark, I wanted to get
some extra credit.
I'm here for my detention.
I'll do anything, anything.
- Hello.
What?
Y-yeah, o-okay.
- Hi.
I'm here for detention.
- Wow.
- I was hoping I could
do some extra credit
to make up for it.
- Absolutely.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
- You don't, you don't like it?
- No, yeah, uh, sorry.
I'm just in my head right now.
I'm thinking a lot.
- I mean, I know it looked
better on the model, and I...
It's kind of cheap, but I-
- Patrick died.
- Who's Patrick?
- Um, it's just a friend
of mine when I was younger.
- Oh, that's too bad.
That's sad.
- No, it's, it's fine, I
mean, I don't know, I...
I haven't talked to him
in a while, so it's...
- Okay, then I'm gonna
take your mind off of it.
So I think you should
take your pants off.
- I'm, I'm sorry.
I think I'm just not really,
uh, feeling it right now.
Um, I've got work
to do and, you know,
so just gonna get back to it.
You look amazing, by the way.
- Okay.
Hey, babe, good morning.
You sleep okay?
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
I'm gonna try to be back
around seven if you...
- It's amazing how many people
did not say anything
on Patrick's page.
- Gosh.
- Patrick's been a lot
of places.
- Alright, I'll see you later.
Love you.
- Love you.
- Ellie can I
have the other camera?
- Oh yeah, sure.
- Thank you.
- Yeah.
- How you feeling
today, you good?
- Mm-hmm.
- Yeah?
You want to shoot
a little bit too?
- Really?
- Yeah.
- Really?
- Can we get in this shot?
- There you go.
Nice, good job.
- Thanks.
I'm so ready for bed.
Oh, my gosh, but
today, today at work,
I got to shoot.
Greg just handed me the camera,
and it was like, it
was like my shoot.
Hey.
Are you okay?
- Yeah, I'm, I'm fine.
I, I was just, you know
just thinking about Patrick
and what happened and...
- Oh, yeah.
So sad.
That's, you know,
that's how, how it goes.
Um, I'm so tired, baby,
I'm gonna go to bed, okay?
- Yeah, uh, yeah, it, it's fine.
I'm, I'm tired too.
- Okay.
I love you.
I want you to do something.
- What?
- Slap me.
- What?
- Slap me in the face.
Just do it, it's okay.
Just do it.
- Clark, h-harder, harder.
You won't hurt me.
It's okay.
- Is that alright?
- Yeah, it's good, it's fine.
Do you want to
stop for a second?
- No, no.
- No?
- No, it's okay, come
on, let's keep going.
- I can feel it,
it's not hard anymore, babe.
- It's...
- Honey, it's okay.
It's okay.
- I don't know, the slapping
thing kinda threw me off.
- Do you like that
sort of thing?
'Cause...
- No, I...
Um, I guess it, it was, just
never done it before, so.
- Okay.
What are you into?
Like, we haven't really
talked about this,
like, do you have any fantasies?
- I don't, I don't know, I, I-
- It's okay.
It's okay.
I'm not gonna judge you if
that's what you're afraid of.
- I, I don't know, I just
always wanted to try anal sex.
- We could do that.
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
- Okay.
- I'm kind of into, like,
not like, super S&M,
but like, sort of kinky,
like, spanking and, like,
maybe, like, like a
little, like light bondage.
- Yeah?
Um...
- Yeah.
- Oh, uh...
I, I guess, yeah, um...
- I mean, we don't have to,
like, it's not going to, like...
I'm not, like, gonna be
destroyed or anything, but-
- No, that's fine.
- I just thought
we could try it, maybe.
- No, no, if you're into it,
it's, it's all right, yeah.
Yeah.
- Oh shit, I gotta go.
I think I'll catch
you later, okay?
- Yeah?
- Yeah, I'll see you later.
- Okay.
- Hey.
- Hey.
- Hey, Ellie how are ya?
- How are you?
- Good, good to see you.
- Yeah, good to see you, too.
I'm, I'm guessing
you're here for Clark?
- Yeah, yeah, just
grabbing, grabbing Clark,
you know.
- Okay.
- How are you,
how are you doing?
- I'm great, I'm fine.
- Yeah, just work is good and...
- Yeah, yeah.
Feeling okay, just
with everything
that's been, you know?
- Uh...
Yeah, I mean, yeah.
- Yeah?
- Yeah, everything's good.
- Well, okay, I'm
gonna, I'm just
gonna go grab him real quick.
- Okay, yeah.
All right,
it's good to see you.
- Okay.
- Clark, you look good.
- Yeah.
Thank you.
- Solid.
- So do you.
- Come on, man, let's
get a fuckin' drink.
- Do you remember that time,
Patrick, when he brought
beers to the beach,
and he had five cases of Zima
in his trunk in the hot sun,
90 degree weather.
- For days he just had them.
- Yeah.
- I remember him being like-
- He's like,
"I saved the day.
I saved the day on this one."
- "Got the Zeems.
Got the Zeems, guys."
- "Got the Zeems."
- "We're, we're saved."
- I was gonna bring
that up to him.
Yeah.
Yeah, thank you, thank you.
Like, I needed this.
- Of course, bro, yeah.
Of course.
- I needed to get out.
You got any more
of these things?
- Got a few more for you, man.
I got a few more for you.
- Good.
I'll take 'em.
- Hey, babe.
You were out late.
Did you have a good
time with Marlon?
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
- I had a great time.
- Are you okay?
- Yeah.
- You seem kind of drunk.
Okay.
Oh.
Okay.
Kind of like drunk Clark.
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
- Why don't you get the
school girl outfit, huh?
- Uh, yeah, I do, you
want me to put it on now?
Ow, ow.
Clark, that's not what I meant.
Ow, ow, ow, Clark,
no, I don't want
to do this anymore.
- Oh, no, come on.
- Let's stop.
Stop.
- Shh.
- Stop.
I'm serious.
Stop! Get off!
Get the fuck off!
- What?
- Jesus Christ.
- Ellie.
Jesus fucking Christ.
- Need
you to drink this.
- I had, I had some already,
I don't need anymore.
- Do you remember last night?
- Yeah, I'm sorry.
- I was telling you stop
and you didn't listen to me.
There's a huge difference
between you being aggressive
with me sexually and,
like, not listening
when I ask you to stop.
- I, I know.
Y-you're right, I'm sorry.
Yeah.
- Do you want breakfast?
- Hello, stranger.
- Hey.
- How are you?
- Good, good to see you.
- Good to see you too.
- Patrick,
you know, he's..
That was hard for me.
- Do you need anything?
I mean, I was, I didn't
know how to acknowledge it
or if I should reach out or...
But I'm, I'm glad that
we're talking about it now.
- Thanks.
- Yeah.
- No, it's just funny.
Like, you're the first person
that actually looked at me
and asked me if I was okay.
Like, really asked me
if I was all right.
- You talk to Ellie about it?
- No, I mean,
I, I feel like I, I tried
to put myself out
there, but she...
You know, she asked
me if I was okay,
but it's like it's...
It wasn't genuine.
- He just
feels like the one
I've sort of been, like,
waiting for, in a way.
- Gross
- So that's real, that
part's really good.
- Good.
- The sex
not so much.
Starting to really worry
that we're, like, not
sexually compatible.
And like,
if that's true...
- Maybe forgive her
for whatever it is
that you think she's
not asking you or,
or isn't reading from you.
She's not a mind reader.
Like maybe talk to her about it.
Forgive, forget.
Talk to her, move on.
Right?
- Yeah.
- What does he want?
- He wants to try anal.
- Fucking men and anal sex.
- I know, what is about it?
- They're like,
"I don't want to do that,
that's too adventurous."
And I'm like, "You want to stick
your dick up my ass though?
That's a little
adventurous for me."
- I'm fine to try it, like...
- You have to put yourself first
and you have to communicate
what your wants are.
That's sexy.
- I'm afraid.
Like, I'm afraid if I tell
him exactly what I want,
he's going to tell me
no, and then, like,
that'll be it.
- Then wh-what do
you have to lose?
You have everything to gain,
including a few orgasms.
- Hi.
- Hi.
I just wanted to tell you
that all that stuff I was
saying about, you know,
the kinky stuff and bondage
and, like, I really
like that stuff,
and I kind of need it
to be in our sex life.
I want to do it with you.
I want you to do
those things to me
'cause I love you and I..
I want to have sex with you.
I hope that is okay.
- You know,
I feel like you have
a filthy, filthy mind and,
and you need to be punished.
It's not funny.
- No, sir, it's not.
- Get down on the floor,
on all fours.
- Oh, it's so good.
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
Use me.
I'm gonna cum.
I'm gonna cum.
- Yeah.
Yeah.
- Oh.
That was really good.
- I'm surprised at myself.
- I was surprised to.
I didn't even ask you,
you just, you just
slapped me, in the face.
- I guess I keep learning
more and more about myself.
- Hey, do you, um...
Do you ever think about
us getting married?
I mean, to each other.
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
- Yeah, I, I've
thought about it.
Man, you're gonna
be away for a while.
- Yeah, but, I
mean, I'll call you,
I'll call you every day
and we can Skype.
- Well, I mean,
you could come back
on, like, anytime
that you have off.
- You know, I don't
think you have time.
I would love to.
- You know, I could come
and visit, you know,
have a romantic
fling in the desert
by a cactus or something.
- That, as nice as that sounds,
I don't, I don't think
we have the money.
- Nice, Annie,
play with me a little bit.
Come on, come on, nice.
Nice.
- They have, like,
a very limited crew,
but it's still like, very, like,
intense and like...
We're, like, working together.
Like, he's not even
treating me like,
like his employee anymore.
Like, he's treating me like
a fellow photographer,
which is amazing.
- I feel like I'm there.
I feel like, you know,
I am your biggest fan.
I am gonna cheer lead
from 100 miles away.
- He loves you, loves you not?
- He's just, he's a dork.
- Hey, it's me.
I thought I'd try and catch
you before you went to bed,
but I guess I didn't.
Sorry, work's been so crazy.
I'll try you tomorrow.
- Returning your call.
Let me know when is a
good time for you to talk.
I miss you.
- Oh, my God.
- Ellie,
get back to work.
- Sorry.
- Hey, just
had a free minute
and seeing if you were around.
- Ellie, you coming?
- I miss hearing your voice.
Call me when you can.
I love you.
- Ellie, hurry up.
You're gonna miss the
midnight train to Georgia
- I mean, to only have been
playing five years,
you're not bad.
- Well, yeah, I
mean, I don't always
get a chance to
come out, so it's...
- A little, what is this?
- It was a
Valentine's Day thing,
but I, I, I feel
that well...
- Do you know
what month it is, bro?
- Yeah, I'm gonna give it to
her when she comes back, okay?
She's, she's away.
She's away, so I
have plenty of time.
- Yeah, well, that's great, man.
How, how are things with Ellie?
- Oh, you know,
it's good, it's good.
We talk on the phone as
much as she can, you know,
it's like she doesn't
always respond,
which I understand,
she's working.
She's, she's got a
lot on her plate,
and I, I, I'm trying to get
things done and, you know,
not focus on her,
but I can't help it.
It's like, man, I'm in
love with this girl, so...
- Do you feel like she's
being a good partner
to you right now?
- Ye, uh...
- I mean, I'm just sensing-
- I don't know.
- I'm sensing hesitation.
- I don't know, I...
Yeah, yeah, it just feels lonely
a little bit, you know?
I don't know.
- You should tell her this,
man, I...
- Just...
- No, you should
tell her this man,
'cause I'm sure if she felt
you were neglecting her,
you would fucking hear about it.
You know what I mean?
- Yeah, I will, I'll,
I'll say something to her.
- We shot out at
this reservoir the other day.
And it was like, as
the sun was going down,
it was just so beautiful.
So we just got done for the day.
So we're gonna go to the pool.
- Oh, that's...
That's nice.
- Well, oh, shoot,
Babe, I gotta go,
that's Greg calling.
- Oh, okay.
Yeah, yeah, it's...
I, I have stuff I gotta
do too anyway, so...
- Ooh, I'm surprised.
- That's nice, that's nice.
I like that.
Oh, God, stop.
Not you, sorry.
- What happened?
- Just my-
- Hm?
- My boyfriend.
- You okay?
- Yeah, he's just
being irritating.
He's like...
- What he needs to be
babysit or what's going on?
- I don't know, maybe I should
have left him with a sitter.
- Yes, you should have.
- Hey, sexy mama.
- Hi, babe.
- Can't wait to
see you in a few days.
Uh, is something wrong?
- No, no.
Um...
So the trip got
extended two weeks.
I'm really excited, actually.
Like, it's really good.
The client really likes us.
It's fucking amazing.
I can't believe it.
But I do miss you.
I would like to see you.
- I dunno, did
you have, like, a choice
to, to do this, like, why?
I mean, do you wanna stay away?
What's going on?
- Um...
- I don't know, this
feels kinda selfish to me
in a way, you know.
- You think I'm being
selfish for doing my job?
- I mean, you
can find another job.
It's just, it's a
photography job.
You're freelancer.
So other jobs pop up.
- This is like everything
I've been working for.
Of course I'm going to...
They could extend it for
a year and I'd say yes.
- See how you sound?
I, um...
- It's fucking selfish.
- I don't know what to tell you.
You're being less mature
than I could have even
imagined you to be.
So I'm going to
hang up right now.
If you can't handle
me being away,
doing my job, doing what I love,
maybe that's, this is
just not gonna work.
Fucking A.
- So, that's right.
- We're gonna, um...
- I'm a very peaceful guy.
- We're heading out.
- What?
Come on.
- You've been
working us so hard, man.
- How old are you?
Ellie, please.
No, I would like
for you to hang.
- Okay.
- Please.
- Alright.
I never do this, so...
- So how is Clark?
Oh, wow.
- He's fine, he's fine.
- Okay.
- It's almost like
he doesn't know what
to do without me.
Which kind of, like, is
romantic, I guess, but, like...
- Not really.
- Not really.
- Yeah, not...
- Not, not, not at our age,
you know, he needs
to have his own life.
- You...
- Yes, I'm fine.
- You all right?
- So, how's Ellie?
- Not currently around.
- Oh.
- Well, no, she uh,
she's doing a job,
and, you know.
But,
currently around...
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Like, in your life.
- I mean...
Yeah, still, still there,
but it's just like it's more,
she's into what she's going,
like, what's going on with her.
She's like, it's more about work
than it is about, you
know, the relationship.
- That's hard.
- Yeah, it is.
- I'd like to see more.
- What more do you want?
- More like, more, like
more of your personality
and not being like,
so serious about it.
And so, you know,
I'm very focused on this
because I feel like you
are this photographer
that has been shooting for Vogue
and all of those things.
- Well, that's how I feel.
- That's, that's
what you doing.
- That's how I feel.
- Somebody like you that
just looks gorgeous.
Um, I don't...
Listen, take a compliment.
What, why, why?
It's, that's the truth.
You are.
- I like your place.
- Yeah, and uh...
That's my bedroom.
- I see.
- Yeah.
- And I forced
you to make vodka
right now and-
- No.
- No?
- You didn't force me.
- What?
- You didn't.
- I didn't?
- No.
- No?
- You know, it's nice
to see your place.
- Um, yeah, glad you came by.
So, yeah
- Hi, hi, hi!
- Oh, my God.
Hi.
Oh, my God, you surprised me.
Hi.
- Hi.
- I missed you.
- I missed you, too.
- Oh.
Oh, my God.
Um...
Yeah, um...
- It's good to see you.
- You too.
- Let's get out of here.
Um, I'm want to get out of
this place for a little bit.
And-
- This apartment?
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- Okay.
- Yeah,
- Okay.
Hi.
- Hi.
Yeah, that's it.
- How's your day?
- Amazing.
- Not you, I'm
asking our driver.
- Oh, never mind.
Yeah, how's,
how's your day going?
- Good.
- Ken, I'm late.
- It's five minutes to five.
- It's good to see you, Ken.
- It's wonderful
to see you, again.
I've got so much to
talk to you about.
Shall we go someplace now?
- Oh no, I'm in a hurry.
- But I have
so much to say.
- Well,
call me up sometime.
No, you can't do
that either, can you?
Well, I'm going to be married.
- Well, then you
are going to do it?
- Yes, Ken and I'm late.
What time did you say it was?
- I have to tell you something.
When I was away,
we were drinking
one night in Greg's room,
and it was just
me and Greg and...
We were just talking,
and I was kind of
irritated with you and um,
I thought about kissing him,
but I didn't.
Well, I, I just thought of you
for the whole rest of the
trip and how much I love you
and how much I want
to make this work.
Please don't, please
don't be mad at me.
I mean, I know I should
of told you sooner.
I just, I didn't want
to ruin anything, and I,
I love you so much, Clark.
I love you so much.
Please don't hate me.
What, what did you say?
- I kissed Susan.
- Are, are you..
Wh, uh, when, when did you
do, when did you do that?
- Uh, when you were away.
Why did you?
Where did you, where did?
Where, like where?
Did you see her
somewhere and you just...
- I don't know, you know,
she contacted me and...
And I, I don't
know, things were...
Things felt weird between us,
and, and I just needed
a friend to talk to,
and, I don't know,
we were hanging out,
and then it just,
it, it happened.
- You, you made
it happen, though.
You let it happen.
You did that.
Who are you?
Like...
I did this,
like, I am here because
of, like, because of you,
like I, I didn't even
want to be in a
monogamous relationship.
And I, I did that
for you because-
- Ellie...
- Because you wanted to.
And then I was really happy.
I've been really happy.
And like, I went away,
and you just...
I went away.
- Ellie...
- That's what you do
when I go away, you just...
- No.
- I don't...
I don't, I don't know.
- E-Ellie.
- No, just, I...
- Ellie,
look, I'm sorry.
- Don't please, I don't...
- I'm sorry, you know,
I made a mistake.
It won't happen again, okay.
- So what, what am
I supposed to say to that?
You made a mistake, and
I should forgive you?
- I, I don't know,
can we just start over
and pretend like
this never happened?
Like...
- No, we def, no we can't.
No, we can't do that.
- I was confused.
- So what were you
confused about?
You didn't know if
you loved me anymore?
- Not gonna, I do love you.
I just...
I don't know, sometimes
you make me feel
like you don't care.
And I, I felt like
from the beginning
I was walking on, walking
on eggshells around you.
And I,
I feel like I'm not
getting the love from you.
And I, and I don't know.
I don't know.
- I'm not giving you
enough love?
- No, I felt like I had
to go in search for it.
I, I, I don't know, I-
- This is my fault?
Are you fucking
kidding me right now?
This was my fault
because I don't love you enough?
I have opened my heart to you.
I was there for you
when your friend died
even though you were being-
- You were, you were...
You were there for me
when my friend died?
- Yes, I was.
- You were there for
me when my friend died?
When I couldn't
even talk to you.
Every time I tried
to bring it up-
- You did want
- you had something
else to do.
- You didn't want to because
you're a fucking coward.
- You were so into
your own fucking job.
- Why don't you just admit
that you're a fucking coward?
And that's why this happened.
- That's not who I am.
- So the second I'm gone,
the second I'm gone, you
turn to the closest thing
that you can find
to give you comfort.
Now you're trying
to pin this on me.
The shitty thing that you did,
you're trying to put it on me
and say I don't love you enough.
Well, guess what?
I was in the same situation
and I thought of you.
- You wanted it, it's the same
thing that happened to me.
I stopped it too.
I made that mistake-
- No, you didn't.
but I fucking stopped it too.
- Because you kissed her.
No, you didn't,
because you kissed her.
I didn't.
I didn't.
Fuck you.
Fuck!
Come on, there's no reason
to be out here at night.
- Don't wanna talk to you.
- We shouldn't be out here.
Ellie, why don't we just go-
- Stop.
Stop.
- Ellie, please, please
- Stop, stop.
Get away from me, I don't
want to touch you right now.
- Okay, well, well,
why, why don't we
talk about-
- Get away from me.
Get away from me.
I do not want you to touch me.
I don't want to be near you.
- Why, can't we-
- Back up.
- Ellie, please.
- Do you want to talk to me?
- Yes.
- Then back up.
More.
- Ellie, I'm sorry.
There's no excuse, I know that.
I don't expect you to
forgive me quickly, I don't.
I don't expect you
to forgive me at all.
I just want us to
come back from this
and talk to each other.
And, and-
- You think it's easy just to,
to imagine
this ending and
just not having you
in my life anymore?
- Look, everything's
gonna be okay.
- No, it's not.
- Things are gonna be better.
- How?
How are they gonna be better?
- We're gonna talk
about everything.
We're not gonna hold
secrets from each other.
I'm not gonna push you away
in stupid ways anymore.
- I think it's too late.
- It's not.
It's not too late, you know.
We'll talk to each other-
- Back up, back up.
I want to forgive you.
I want it just to be okay.
I would love that.
I would love that.
- Why can't we?
We will be okay.
We're gonna be fine.
- I don't know how.
I don't know how.
- We will, please.
- Hey, it's your
guys anniversary.
Are you excited?
We're excited.
Well, I, I can't believe
it's been this long.
- Woo, Vegas!
- Vegas!
Viva!
Viva Las Vegas.
- You're gonna get in some
anniversary celebration.
- Ooh, wow, guys.
- Yes.
- We're gonna, we're
gonna go on a hike.
- Yeah
- What?
- At Red Rock.
I know, it's crazy.
We're gonna go to Vegas
for our anniversary
to go on a hike at Red Rock?
- Yeah, well, we're
gonna go to Red Rock.
It's beautiful.
- Man, you guys
are just known for
your adventure.
- No, it's nice.
- It's a little nuts.
- Seeing nature.
- Oh, shit.
I missed that turn.
- That's why we
have the GPS, babe.
- I just missed
the turn, it's no big deal.
- I mean, I...
All right.
I just, I know you like to
figure it out for yourself.
- Well, I'm not figuring
anything out for myself.
I, I just missed a turn.
I'm using the GPS, what
are you talking about?
- Where the fuck are we?
What are you talking
about a turn?
- Why are you yelling at me?
- Because it's more than
just you in the car.
- Then
maybe we shouldn't be
blowing up like this.
Like a
fucking psychopath.
- I'm not trying
to be a psychopath.
- Well, then the key to stop-
- I wish you would follow-
- being a psychopath
- the rules.
- is stop being a psychopath.
- Just follow the fucking map.
What are you fucking
talking about?
- I looked at the GPS.
- Just because you have
been there and you think-
- It says where were going.
- that you can remember-
- Shut up!
- how to go.
- Okay, I can't drive like this.
- You have this fucking ego.
- I can't fucking...
- I should probably
go to the bathroom.
- Fuck!
- There's probably a spot-
- Okay, I'm turning.
- What the fuck now?
What are we doing?
- You're
having a tantrum.
I'm getting out.
- This is not,
this is not the time for one
of your fucking episodes.
Now what?
Don't leave me here.
Please.
- Are you happy?
- Okay.
- Oh, I didn't know
you were actually peeing.
Okay.
- Get two things accomplished.
Two birds with one stone.
- You're so stupid.
- Throw it
you fucking savage.
Yeah, just throw that stick.
Real mature.
- Okay, babe, babe,
you know what?
- No!
- This isn't, this isn't
how I wanted it to go.
- No, I'm done.
- We don't
fight like this, do we?
- No.
- I mean,
they make up quick.
It was a pretty bad
one last month I guess.
- You wanna forget about it
and try to have a little fun?
- We'll have fun,
have fun this weekend.
- Okay.
It's Vegas.
- It's Vegas.
- Yeah.
- It's Vegas, baby.
- Yeah, woo.
- What are we gonna
do when we get there?
- I don't know, I, everything?
- I want to go on
the roller coaster.
- Yes, yes, I will
go on the roller coaster
with you.
- I might throw up, though.
- Okay.
- That was a good
little break, guys,
- Clark..
- What?
- Hi.
- Hi.
I have a secret to tell you.
Okay, I, I've called you here
to tell you
top secret information.
- Really?
- Yes.
I love you.
- Oh.
Well, I love you too.
Oh, okay.
- Room service.
- Hi, good morning.
- Hi.
I thought, I thought
you were room service.
- The queen is here.
- Giddy up.
- The queen has arrived.
- Giddy up.
- You guys have a good night?
- Yeah, how was the
rest of your guys evening?
- It was good.
- It was good.
- Are you guys still drunk?
- I mean, it's
Vegas, man, you know.
- We did have a
drink this morning.
- Yeah.
- Celebratory drink.
- Right.
You know, when you accomplish
something you want to...
- What did
you accomplish?
- Uh, we got married.
- Yeah.
- What?
- Are you joking?
- No.
- You joking.
- No.
- No, we really got married.
- We went to the chapel.
- Well, we were talking.
- We were walking
by the chapel.
- Walking and talking.
- and I just looked at
her and she looked at me.
- And we just knew it was right.
- And we knew, like we knew.
- I know it
sounds so crazy, but like..
- Wow, congratulations!
- Congratulations.
- Thank you, bro.
- Congratulations.
- Fucking thank you.
We couldn't have done
this without you guys.
- That's amazing.
- We would, we would
not have met without you guys.
I mean, we wouldn't
have met, I mean.
So uh, we wanna,
we wanna celebrate.
- Yeah, we want to
take you guys out to dinner.
- We wanna take you two
and fucking celebrate
with us, man.
- Yeah, of course.
- Absolutely.
- Yes.
- So get ready?
- We're gonna do.
- Meet us in the lobby?
- Yes, celebrating.
- Alright,
this works too.
- Wow.
- To the pool.
- I can't..
I can't believe
they got married.
- Do you know how
irresponsible that is?
- They seem like
they're in love.
- In love?
- I mean, to be truthful,
like, I've never seen Audrey
this happy with anyone.
- Yeah, and they're
going to be angry
when it doesn't
last a month later.
And I'm going to have to, like,
talk to Marlon, coax him
out of, like, an angry,
sad, drunken stupor, you know.
- Well, like, why have they
known each other for six months
and we've known each
other for a year
and we think it's so crazy
that two people in
love would get married?
- It's better to just
hold off and wait.
Wait till you're ready.
- I'm really, really
happy for you guys.
And, uh, congratulations.
- Congratulations.
- To Audrey and Marlon.
- Seriously, Audrey and Marlon.
- Seriously.
- Do you feel like
it was, like, the
right thing to do?
- Yeah.
Yeah,
I do, which is crazy to me.
But it was just about us, and
it was our moment.
- Yeah.
- But it's like
I've been with people
for three years
and not felt a shred of
the, like, connection
that I do actually feel.
I mean, how do you
feel about everything?
- I'm still kind
of mad at him, but
I still really love him.
And I don't want like,
part of me doesn't want to,
like a part of me is like,
"Oh, I wanna hate him."
- Yeah.
- But
I can't.
I can't explain,
it's like,
yeah, I love, I love him.
- I think that's a
great place to be.
- It is.
- Right?
- Yeah.
- I mean,
especially after all you
guys have been through.
Like, fights are gonna happen.
Like, we definitely fight.
- Wait, wait, what,
what's going on?
- The last few months
and weeks with her,
they've just been
indescribable, man.
It was just all right,
man, it was all right.
And even if it wasn't, I just,
I just had to make the
choice, man, you know.
- I don't know, I just feel like
maybe I'm not sure about
anything, you know?
- Hey, just, we're
young, we're young.
We, we, we've got, we got
our whole ahead of us, man.
Let's just make a mistake.
Make a mistake, fuck
it, you've got time.
If it's a mistake, make it.
- Man, I wish I was...
I wish I was like you, man.
- I mean, what scares you more?
Having it forever or
losing it forever?
- Wow.
- Yeah.
Those are some red rocks.
- I'm, I'm too high.
- Just fall backwards.
- I can't.
I can't.
Oh, God.
Oh.
Thank you.
- You were almost goner.
- I know.
So are you taking me
up here to murder me?
- Absolutely.
- I knew it, I knew it.
- The long con.
That's my-
- It was good.
It was a good one.
- plan from the beginning.
- It was a good one.
- Trick you into thinking
I'm not gonna do it.
And then do it.
- Wow.
Okay.
It's worth it.
We could carve our names up here
like these people,
you know, Clark
and Ellie forever.
- Yeah.
- Happy anniversary.
- Happy anniversary.
- It's been
a year, that's crazy.
That's so, that's so crazy.
Isn't that crazy?
- Yeah, this reminds me
of going with you up to
that swing.
- I've been thinking about us
a lot.
I think,
I think we should get married.
I love you.
Like I would have run away
so long ago, like
with anyone else.
And it's not that
you're perfect.
I mean, neither
of us are perfect,
and we've got shit to work
on, like a whole bunch.
But I want to do that,
and I want to,
like, commit to it.
I don't think I've
ever said in my life.
I do, I love you, I
think you're a good guy.
I think you're my person.
I want to do it and I
want to do it with you.
I want to build a life with you.
Is that crazy?
- I think we should end this.
- Like now?
Well, fuck me then.
- I'm sorry.
It's not working.
You know, it's not working.
- It's just too, it's too
easy to just give up, Clark,
like, feel like
I've really changed.
And you have too.
And, like, we'll never know
if this is just a rough patch
unless we keep going.
And I, I love you.
And I know you love me
like, we have to just try, like.
Like, don't you want to just,
don't you want to try?
- I just can't.
You know, it's,
doesn't feel good.
- You just want to,
like, give up on us?
Like, we've worked so hard.
We've...
Oh, God.
We, like we came...
- I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
It's over.
- Hey, Ellie.
- Hi.
- Good to see you.
The view's pretty damn good.
- Yeah?
- Yeah, it's more than good.
- I like it.
- It's like, amazing,
actually.
- Okay, yeah.
- One, two, three.