4:48 (2014) Movie Script
That's exactly it, Anais.
Look far away,
and now to me.
Yes.
Now up, continue.
Very beautiful.
We can work with you!
What a great smile.
Look there.
It's good.
And now in the distance, on this side. Yes.
One more.
Beautiful.
Close your mouth. Yes!
Very good wind through your hair.
Wonderful.
Beautiful! beautiful.
SEXUAL OBSESSIONS OF AN ACTRESS
But you have friends.
You have a lot of friends.
What do you give them to be so helpful?
What did you give...
What do you give them to be so helpful?
What did you give...
Are your friends so helpful?
What did you give...
But...
You have friends.
You have a lot of friends.
What do you give them to be so helpful?
What do you give them to be so helpful?
What did you give?
Support us and become VIP member
Now a step there.
Turn to the audience.
And tell them your text.
I am exhausted And
dissatisfied with everything.
I am...
perfectly in check.
I'm sad.
I feel a despair...
I'm sorry, I can barely hear you.
What is your name?
Norma D'Autria.
From Autria?
Can I ask for something?
What are these gloves for?
I'm cold.
You are cold?
So pass something.
Hello.
What is your name?
Aurore Loisel.
My hips are too strong.
I hate my genitals.
At 4:48,
when despair comes, I hang on,
at the breath of my lover in the ear.
Thank you.
So what?
How did that happen?
I have never been so shabby.
You always say that.
But this time it's true.
It's even worse than that.
Yesterday at the rehearsal, you were great.
You say that because you love me.
Yes I love you.
Thanks treasure.
Hello? Hello!
Anais?
Yes it's me.
What is it?
It's Maurice, the director of the play...
I thought, I decided in your favor.
You are engaged in "4:48 Psychosis".
Is it a joke?
Yes, it's a joke.
Go fuck yourself, bastard!
If he knows it, their punishment is futile.
I am not my brother, a born doctor,
and the knowledge did not
take everything from me.
In my science, I know how to
distinguish the bad and the correct.
A hero does not know me,
which should be appreciated.
Hello.
What are you doing here?
Hey.
Hey.
Miss.
May I ask you to leave?
Do you hear me?
Someone there?
We would like to repeat.
Let's start.
Come on.
She's crazy.
Don't worry about understanding them.
I hope you never understand them,
because I love you so much.
I love you so much, so much.
I love you so much, so much.
It's not bad, only fewer pathos.
Fluidity is important here.
In this way the text improves.
I'm sorry for the other day.
I thought it was a joke.
"Psychosis" is the role of my life.
I would die for it.
I will do what you want.
Otherwise I commit suicide.
Stop! You are even crazier than I thought!
Are you taking me?
No, I have someone!
Stop it now.
Leave me alone.
Until tomorrow!
No!
Are you waiting for me?
Not really.
Can I talk to you briefly?
Yes.
I must be honest, but...
I find you great.
You are great.
You have a brutality in
you, a natural brutality.
But this natural brutality does not work.
Therefore, I will take
Anais for the rehearsals.
What?
But you were satisfied.
I also found it good.
But you are a wonderful actress.
But here I need someone
who looks out entirely,
who engages and shakes.
I can do it too.
Do not worry now.
I'm in a hurry and I have to go.
I did not want to say that at all.
It's not that!
You can not do this!
I do what you want.
Do not be so severe!
I live my role and suddenly it's wrong?
Silence!
Damn it.
Poor guy.
He is completely beside the plate.
It's not right there.
It's not your fault.
I can only hear that.
It's not your fault.
What are you doing here?
What is that?
Are you supposed to be an animal?
What is this?
It's not your fault.
Is it supposed to be a monkey?
It's not your fault.
Please play another animal.
A monkey is already too conventional.
Yes.
What is it?
I know what it is.
Hey.
How are you, my boy?
It's a cat.
She licks herself and makes her cat toilet.
Should I make you a makeup?
What a shame!
What a shame!
What a shame!
What a shame!
Get into your damn shame!
I sink into my damn shame!
Why are you looking at
us like that, Pierre?
Ass lick Lick your ass!
Lick your ass!
Lick your ass!
Lick your ass!
Good idea.
Ass lick!
You are a lick ass!
You must lick our ass.
Lick our asses!
Lick our asses!
Lick our asses!
Lick our asses!
You must lick our asses!
I'm telling you there!
Lick our asses!
Yes, lick our asses!
You too!
Lick us your ass!
Lick our asses!
Lick our asses!
What is trance?
I'm asking you.
What is it?
One moment, listen to me.
Imagine that...
Imagine a bellows,
one like the one who stirs the fire.
You push here. That happens here.
You understand?
A force, something, coming out of you.
You can feel it here.
Now give yourself pain.
Stop this swaying of
the buttocks, please!
I know you have a nice ass.
Good,
I'll be back in five minutes.
Pierre!
Do you have my...
I miss a woman.
Please, leave your buttocks down.
Anais, can I talk to you?
Listen to me.
Look at me.
How is Sarah Kane's theater?
He is disproportionate.
A monster must come from you.
It's total nudity.
She is naked, perfectly delivered, offered.
It's not a theater at all.
For her it is the key.
This is how.
Please play a little.
You're lucky, you're a ram.
You only think of fucking,
to sleep and eat.
How I would like to be in your place.
Do not stop! Following!
You have friends.
Faster. Come on, faster!
You have a lot of friends.
You swallow the text.
We do not understand anything.
Praise the soul of the text.
My God.
Give him a body!
What you give to your friends,
to be so helpful?
What you give yourself,
whether they are...
It was not really beautiful.
I hope you will be better tomorrow.
Goodbye.
I can not anymore.
He makes me crazy.
He's an asshole.
It's just a finished asshole.
This director is a task.
Here.
Come.
Come on, come on.
Come.
Fortunately, I have you.
You are my sun.
And you are my moon.
You are my heaven.
You are my tsunami.
You are my typhoon.
You are my avalanche.
You are my Fukushima.
You are my Chernobyl.
I do not eat, I do not sleep, I do not
have the desire to make love anymore.
Hit hard! Slightly firmer!
Weight loss: 17kg.
Go.
Stronger, good God!
You must box to get the text out of you.
You must give him strength.
Go!
Like a boxer who fights.
I do not eat, I do not sleep, I do not
have the desire to make love anymore.
Slightly firmer!
Hit! Stronger!
Come on, courage!
My God, hit!
How can you slaughter a text this way!
Ouch!
Damn, you hurt me.
For the entree:
Assortment of Haribo with
its variegated garnish.
As a main course, I
know you like it,
little colorful Haribo bear.
And as the dessert:
a Breton mixture covered with
a thin layer of chocolate.
What's wrong with you?
Nothing, Pierre.
It will pass.
At three, we start:
A,
Two,
three.
What a wonderful departure from Pierre!
Anais is still in the starting blocks.
Don't you eat anything?
Yes but...
Why don't you eat anything?
Because I'm not hungry.
No that's not it.
It's not hunger.
You don't love me anymore.
Otherwise you would make me happy to eat.
If I love you. It's because
of that idiot director.
If you loved me, you would eat.
That's enough! Don't start!
Just say it. You do not love me anymore.
Otherwise you would eat!
So, okay., I don't love you anymore.
And you know what?
I never loved you!
Are you happy now?
I am leaving.
I'm leaving if you don't love me.
Okay, I'm running. You are
worse than this director.
And you don't owe me anything.
Exactly.
Stop that!
I am leaving! And I don't come back!
Sarah Kane was born on February 3, 1971
At Brentwood in Essex County.
After a car accident at the age
of 17, she wore a neck brace.
She is passionate about
Christianity, but rejects it later.
At 21, his first piece "Zerbombt"
At the Royal Court Theater in London.
She was a fan of the
Manchester football club.
Sarah Kane?
I'm sorry, I don't know.
You do not know her at all?
No.
She is English.
Ah?
She lived in London.
She lived in London?
Yes.
OK.
She was a writer.
You don't know her?
No.
You do not read books?
Sarah Kane?
Sarah Kane, yes.
No.
Sarah Kane.
Do you know Sarah Kane?
No.
Do you know Sarah Kane?
No.
No.
Sarah Kane. No?
No.
You do not know Sarah Kane?
No sorry.
At the University of
Bristol, she studied drama.
She fell deeply in
love with a woman.
Two years after her death
she had mental problems
and he has been prescribed
several antidepressants.
Excuse me, do you have fire?
Do you know Sarah Kane?
Are you french?
Yes I am.
This is the first time in London?
Yes,
but that does not answer my question:
Do you know Sarah Kane?
No. Sorry.
What are you doing today?
I have much to do.
So you never knew that Sarah
Kane came here every day,
when she was in London?
To eat.
Wow!
I did not know anything about it.
Yes.
So, my name is Philip.
Nice to meet you.
What is your name?
Anais.
Ah. OK.
I'm delighted to meet you, Anais.
So today, I have nothing planned,
maybe we, you and I could, be together?
I really can not.
Do you know
the play "4:48 Psychoses"
written by Sarah Kane?
No? Not at all?
It is...
a masterpiece.
Uh no.
It's a masterpiece.
I'm sorry, I don't know.
So, today you are in London.
I could accompany you
and show you the city.
It would make me very happy.
So yes?
No. I am not alone.
You have a friend?
No, I'm a lesbian.
I'm waiting for my friend.
She will arrive.
Yes of course.
It's a joke, is not it?
You are not lesbian.
Good God, but...
I am sorry.
It does not matter.
Imbecile.
But you have friends!
You have a lot of friends!
What do you give them to be so helpful?
What a shame!
What a shame, what a shame!
Get into your damn shame!
After "4.48"
I should not talk again!
Go fuck yourself!
Go fuck yourself!
Go fuck yourself because
you defy me
and fuck you!
God bless you, Sarah!
After finishing "Psychosis"
She swallows 140 antidepressants
and 50 sleeping pills to sleep.
She survives
because a friend finds it in time.
She is hospitalized
Shortly after, she hangs herself with
the cord in the hospital washroom.
Hail Mary, full of grace,
the Lord is with you
You are blessed among all women
And Jesus is the fruit of your bosom.
Hallowed be thy name
May your kingdom and your will
be done in heaven as on earth
Give us our daily bread today
And forgive us our mistakes,
as we forgive our fellow men,
do not lead us to temptation,
but deliver us from evil.
Amen.
It often happens that I
leave a play prematurely.
But no matter how I feel,
I have never been before a football match,
Because a miracle can always happen.
Sarah Kane.
Cut my tongue, tear off my hair,
break my loins, but
leave me my love.
I prefer to lose my legs,
get my teeth and eyes torn
than to lose my love.
The murmur, you know, that murmur.
Okay.
He must tremble, he must tremble.
OK.
Cut my tongue, tear off my hair,
break my loins, but
leave me my love.
I prefer to lose my legs,
get my teeth and eyes torn
than to lose my love.
Full of repulsion and brutality.
Not hands!
From the beginning?
Yeah, that's it.
Despicable! Brutal! Yes!
Break my loins,
but leave me my love.
I prefer to lose my legs...
What are you doing here?
Stop that.
Why should I?
You can not play.
We work.
What's all this?
Get out.
We work. Thank you.
So, keep going.
It comes out of the belly.
Cut my tongue, tear off my hair,
break my loins, but
leave me my love.
I prefer to lose my legs,
get my teeth and eyes torn
than to lose my love.
You really stammer, you're
just my substitute.
So be angry.
You bother me.
What are you looking for?
You start to piss me off!
Shoot it!
Kiss my ass!
She's not good.
Get out of here, bitch!
Please, stop.
Girls, please!
Stopped! But she is crazy!
Loose my hair!
Please.
Shoot it, good God!
I am leaving!
Do you go crazy, understand?
To Monday, Maurice!
Poor mad!
Come.
What is it?
Go.
Make an effort. Go.
Come, get up.
Go!
You want to play, right?
Very good.
You're putting my nerves to the test.
I missed you.
You too.
What is it?
It is an altar in honor of Sarah Kane.
Is that her in the picture?
She is pretty.
Pierre, I...
I... How could I say that?
In London, I made an important decision.
I would like to be alone for a while.
You do not love me anymore.
I am going to leave.
No that's not it.
I just want to be alone.
I still love you...
but you do not love me anymore.
No, don't get me wrong.
You do not love me anymore.
I am going to leave.
That's enough. Don't do it again.
You never loved me.
Yes, I don't love you anymore
and I have never loved you.
It's okay, now!
You never loved me?
You never loved me?
Go away!
GOODNIGHT GIRLFRIENDS!
Did you ever do it with a woman?
No.
Never.
You are the first.
Really?
And with a man?
It is not impossible.
Where do I start, where do I stop?
But how to start, because
I mean "continue"?
Take this.
Where am I stopping?
Here, drink it.
This will help you,
to do everything as if...
This is not bad, there is progress.
Give me that.
Come on. Not too much.
Where am I starting?
I am afraid now.
I am afraid now.
I...
I see things.
I listen to things.
I do not know who I am.
My tongue hangs, my
thoughts are blocked.
They will kill me, destroy
me, send me to hell.
This is where I find you.
I find the one I left.
Or who left me.
Maurice!
It's me, Aurore! Open!
Maurice! Open!
I know you are here!
Its good. That's enough.
I'm Sarah Kane!
Leave us in peace.
That's my role, God!
To Sarah.
I am Sarah Kane!
It was great today.
I am happy.
Do you want to marry me?
No.
Why not?
You don't love me?
Of course I love you,
but for what to marry?
If we love each other, we get married.
Ah, good?
Don't you really want to marry me?
That's why there is marriage for all.
No, not all over the world.
But I want to make my life with you
and die in your arms.
I love you.
Okay, I'll think about it.
I want to play hide with
you, Give me my clothes,
Tell you that I like your shoes
And I like to sit with you,
when you take your bath
I want to eat with you and
let you eat on my plate,
kiss and kiss your feet,
meet you in a cafe
and tell his day,
to photograph you, while you sleep,
to desire in the morning and fall asleep,
to kiss and caress your skin,
to tell you that I love
your hair and your eyes,
your lips your neck, your
breasts and your buttocks,
I love being on the stairs waiting for you,
caress your chest and cover you at night,
and when I'm cold pulling the blanket,
and I am moved,
when you smile
and I go away when you laugh.
I want to buy you a guinea pig,
which will make me jealous if
you take care of it too much.
I want to hear your no when I
ask if you want to marry me
And always ask,
because I want you forever, Even
if you did not think about it.
I want to wander around the city
and find it empty without you,
to sleep with you at three
o'clock in the morning,
Anyway,
just talk a little bit
on the indomitable, the
immortal, the invisible,
unconditional,
The real, the most emotional,
the most spiritual, the most
devoted, the eternal love
that I feel for you.
100, 80, 84, 81,
72, 69...
8...
44, 42,
38, 28...
37, 38, 28.
37, 38, 28, 12, 21...
No.
37, 38, 28, 21, 12, 7.
37, 38, 28, 12, 21, 7.
Do you really know what Sarah Kane means?
She wants to unite the opposites.
She wants to die
simultaneously wants to live.
Do not be "being or" not being,
but be "to be" and "not to be".
You understand?
So she hangs herself?
Yes.
This is why she continues her inner demons.
These numbers mean for her,
let death come and come to you,
But she can escape...
At each number the fear
of the rope recedes.
This is the power of this text.
Each number alone is very important to her.
Come on, we try.
100, 80...
Yes.
84...
Another.
81,
Look far away,
and now to me.
Yes.
Now up, continue.
Very beautiful.
We can work with you!
What a great smile.
Look there.
It's good.
And now in the distance, on this side. Yes.
One more.
Beautiful.
Close your mouth. Yes!
Very good wind through your hair.
Wonderful.
Beautiful! beautiful.
SEXUAL OBSESSIONS OF AN ACTRESS
But you have friends.
You have a lot of friends.
What do you give them to be so helpful?
What did you give...
What do you give them to be so helpful?
What did you give...
Are your friends so helpful?
What did you give...
But...
You have friends.
You have a lot of friends.
What do you give them to be so helpful?
What do you give them to be so helpful?
What did you give?
Support us and become VIP member
Now a step there.
Turn to the audience.
And tell them your text.
I am exhausted And
dissatisfied with everything.
I am...
perfectly in check.
I'm sad.
I feel a despair...
I'm sorry, I can barely hear you.
What is your name?
Norma D'Autria.
From Autria?
Can I ask for something?
What are these gloves for?
I'm cold.
You are cold?
So pass something.
Hello.
What is your name?
Aurore Loisel.
My hips are too strong.
I hate my genitals.
At 4:48,
when despair comes, I hang on,
at the breath of my lover in the ear.
Thank you.
So what?
How did that happen?
I have never been so shabby.
You always say that.
But this time it's true.
It's even worse than that.
Yesterday at the rehearsal, you were great.
You say that because you love me.
Yes I love you.
Thanks treasure.
Hello? Hello!
Anais?
Yes it's me.
What is it?
It's Maurice, the director of the play...
I thought, I decided in your favor.
You are engaged in "4:48 Psychosis".
Is it a joke?
Yes, it's a joke.
Go fuck yourself, bastard!
If he knows it, their punishment is futile.
I am not my brother, a born doctor,
and the knowledge did not
take everything from me.
In my science, I know how to
distinguish the bad and the correct.
A hero does not know me,
which should be appreciated.
Hello.
What are you doing here?
Hey.
Hey.
Miss.
May I ask you to leave?
Do you hear me?
Someone there?
We would like to repeat.
Let's start.
Come on.
She's crazy.
Don't worry about understanding them.
I hope you never understand them,
because I love you so much.
I love you so much, so much.
I love you so much, so much.
It's not bad, only fewer pathos.
Fluidity is important here.
In this way the text improves.
I'm sorry for the other day.
I thought it was a joke.
"Psychosis" is the role of my life.
I would die for it.
I will do what you want.
Otherwise I commit suicide.
Stop! You are even crazier than I thought!
Are you taking me?
No, I have someone!
Stop it now.
Leave me alone.
Until tomorrow!
No!
Are you waiting for me?
Not really.
Can I talk to you briefly?
Yes.
I must be honest, but...
I find you great.
You are great.
You have a brutality in
you, a natural brutality.
But this natural brutality does not work.
Therefore, I will take
Anais for the rehearsals.
What?
But you were satisfied.
I also found it good.
But you are a wonderful actress.
But here I need someone
who looks out entirely,
who engages and shakes.
I can do it too.
Do not worry now.
I'm in a hurry and I have to go.
I did not want to say that at all.
It's not that!
You can not do this!
I do what you want.
Do not be so severe!
I live my role and suddenly it's wrong?
Silence!
Damn it.
Poor guy.
He is completely beside the plate.
It's not right there.
It's not your fault.
I can only hear that.
It's not your fault.
What are you doing here?
What is that?
Are you supposed to be an animal?
What is this?
It's not your fault.
Is it supposed to be a monkey?
It's not your fault.
Please play another animal.
A monkey is already too conventional.
Yes.
What is it?
I know what it is.
Hey.
How are you, my boy?
It's a cat.
She licks herself and makes her cat toilet.
Should I make you a makeup?
What a shame!
What a shame!
What a shame!
What a shame!
Get into your damn shame!
I sink into my damn shame!
Why are you looking at
us like that, Pierre?
Ass lick Lick your ass!
Lick your ass!
Lick your ass!
Lick your ass!
Good idea.
Ass lick!
You are a lick ass!
You must lick our ass.
Lick our asses!
Lick our asses!
Lick our asses!
Lick our asses!
You must lick our asses!
I'm telling you there!
Lick our asses!
Yes, lick our asses!
You too!
Lick us your ass!
Lick our asses!
Lick our asses!
What is trance?
I'm asking you.
What is it?
One moment, listen to me.
Imagine that...
Imagine a bellows,
one like the one who stirs the fire.
You push here. That happens here.
You understand?
A force, something, coming out of you.
You can feel it here.
Now give yourself pain.
Stop this swaying of
the buttocks, please!
I know you have a nice ass.
Good,
I'll be back in five minutes.
Pierre!
Do you have my...
I miss a woman.
Please, leave your buttocks down.
Anais, can I talk to you?
Listen to me.
Look at me.
How is Sarah Kane's theater?
He is disproportionate.
A monster must come from you.
It's total nudity.
She is naked, perfectly delivered, offered.
It's not a theater at all.
For her it is the key.
This is how.
Please play a little.
You're lucky, you're a ram.
You only think of fucking,
to sleep and eat.
How I would like to be in your place.
Do not stop! Following!
You have friends.
Faster. Come on, faster!
You have a lot of friends.
You swallow the text.
We do not understand anything.
Praise the soul of the text.
My God.
Give him a body!
What you give to your friends,
to be so helpful?
What you give yourself,
whether they are...
It was not really beautiful.
I hope you will be better tomorrow.
Goodbye.
I can not anymore.
He makes me crazy.
He's an asshole.
It's just a finished asshole.
This director is a task.
Here.
Come.
Come on, come on.
Come.
Fortunately, I have you.
You are my sun.
And you are my moon.
You are my heaven.
You are my tsunami.
You are my typhoon.
You are my avalanche.
You are my Fukushima.
You are my Chernobyl.
I do not eat, I do not sleep, I do not
have the desire to make love anymore.
Hit hard! Slightly firmer!
Weight loss: 17kg.
Go.
Stronger, good God!
You must box to get the text out of you.
You must give him strength.
Go!
Like a boxer who fights.
I do not eat, I do not sleep, I do not
have the desire to make love anymore.
Slightly firmer!
Hit! Stronger!
Come on, courage!
My God, hit!
How can you slaughter a text this way!
Ouch!
Damn, you hurt me.
For the entree:
Assortment of Haribo with
its variegated garnish.
As a main course, I
know you like it,
little colorful Haribo bear.
And as the dessert:
a Breton mixture covered with
a thin layer of chocolate.
What's wrong with you?
Nothing, Pierre.
It will pass.
At three, we start:
A,
Two,
three.
What a wonderful departure from Pierre!
Anais is still in the starting blocks.
Don't you eat anything?
Yes but...
Why don't you eat anything?
Because I'm not hungry.
No that's not it.
It's not hunger.
You don't love me anymore.
Otherwise you would make me happy to eat.
If I love you. It's because
of that idiot director.
If you loved me, you would eat.
That's enough! Don't start!
Just say it. You do not love me anymore.
Otherwise you would eat!
So, okay., I don't love you anymore.
And you know what?
I never loved you!
Are you happy now?
I am leaving.
I'm leaving if you don't love me.
Okay, I'm running. You are
worse than this director.
And you don't owe me anything.
Exactly.
Stop that!
I am leaving! And I don't come back!
Sarah Kane was born on February 3, 1971
At Brentwood in Essex County.
After a car accident at the age
of 17, she wore a neck brace.
She is passionate about
Christianity, but rejects it later.
At 21, his first piece "Zerbombt"
At the Royal Court Theater in London.
She was a fan of the
Manchester football club.
Sarah Kane?
I'm sorry, I don't know.
You do not know her at all?
No.
She is English.
Ah?
She lived in London.
She lived in London?
Yes.
OK.
She was a writer.
You don't know her?
No.
You do not read books?
Sarah Kane?
Sarah Kane, yes.
No.
Sarah Kane.
Do you know Sarah Kane?
No.
Do you know Sarah Kane?
No.
No.
Sarah Kane. No?
No.
You do not know Sarah Kane?
No sorry.
At the University of
Bristol, she studied drama.
She fell deeply in
love with a woman.
Two years after her death
she had mental problems
and he has been prescribed
several antidepressants.
Excuse me, do you have fire?
Do you know Sarah Kane?
Are you french?
Yes I am.
This is the first time in London?
Yes,
but that does not answer my question:
Do you know Sarah Kane?
No. Sorry.
What are you doing today?
I have much to do.
So you never knew that Sarah
Kane came here every day,
when she was in London?
To eat.
Wow!
I did not know anything about it.
Yes.
So, my name is Philip.
Nice to meet you.
What is your name?
Anais.
Ah. OK.
I'm delighted to meet you, Anais.
So today, I have nothing planned,
maybe we, you and I could, be together?
I really can not.
Do you know
the play "4:48 Psychoses"
written by Sarah Kane?
No? Not at all?
It is...
a masterpiece.
Uh no.
It's a masterpiece.
I'm sorry, I don't know.
So, today you are in London.
I could accompany you
and show you the city.
It would make me very happy.
So yes?
No. I am not alone.
You have a friend?
No, I'm a lesbian.
I'm waiting for my friend.
She will arrive.
Yes of course.
It's a joke, is not it?
You are not lesbian.
Good God, but...
I am sorry.
It does not matter.
Imbecile.
But you have friends!
You have a lot of friends!
What do you give them to be so helpful?
What a shame!
What a shame, what a shame!
Get into your damn shame!
After "4.48"
I should not talk again!
Go fuck yourself!
Go fuck yourself!
Go fuck yourself because
you defy me
and fuck you!
God bless you, Sarah!
After finishing "Psychosis"
She swallows 140 antidepressants
and 50 sleeping pills to sleep.
She survives
because a friend finds it in time.
She is hospitalized
Shortly after, she hangs herself with
the cord in the hospital washroom.
Hail Mary, full of grace,
the Lord is with you
You are blessed among all women
And Jesus is the fruit of your bosom.
Hallowed be thy name
May your kingdom and your will
be done in heaven as on earth
Give us our daily bread today
And forgive us our mistakes,
as we forgive our fellow men,
do not lead us to temptation,
but deliver us from evil.
Amen.
It often happens that I
leave a play prematurely.
But no matter how I feel,
I have never been before a football match,
Because a miracle can always happen.
Sarah Kane.
Cut my tongue, tear off my hair,
break my loins, but
leave me my love.
I prefer to lose my legs,
get my teeth and eyes torn
than to lose my love.
The murmur, you know, that murmur.
Okay.
He must tremble, he must tremble.
OK.
Cut my tongue, tear off my hair,
break my loins, but
leave me my love.
I prefer to lose my legs,
get my teeth and eyes torn
than to lose my love.
Full of repulsion and brutality.
Not hands!
From the beginning?
Yeah, that's it.
Despicable! Brutal! Yes!
Break my loins,
but leave me my love.
I prefer to lose my legs...
What are you doing here?
Stop that.
Why should I?
You can not play.
We work.
What's all this?
Get out.
We work. Thank you.
So, keep going.
It comes out of the belly.
Cut my tongue, tear off my hair,
break my loins, but
leave me my love.
I prefer to lose my legs,
get my teeth and eyes torn
than to lose my love.
You really stammer, you're
just my substitute.
So be angry.
You bother me.
What are you looking for?
You start to piss me off!
Shoot it!
Kiss my ass!
She's not good.
Get out of here, bitch!
Please, stop.
Girls, please!
Stopped! But she is crazy!
Loose my hair!
Please.
Shoot it, good God!
I am leaving!
Do you go crazy, understand?
To Monday, Maurice!
Poor mad!
Come.
What is it?
Go.
Make an effort. Go.
Come, get up.
Go!
You want to play, right?
Very good.
You're putting my nerves to the test.
I missed you.
You too.
What is it?
It is an altar in honor of Sarah Kane.
Is that her in the picture?
She is pretty.
Pierre, I...
I... How could I say that?
In London, I made an important decision.
I would like to be alone for a while.
You do not love me anymore.
I am going to leave.
No that's not it.
I just want to be alone.
I still love you...
but you do not love me anymore.
No, don't get me wrong.
You do not love me anymore.
I am going to leave.
That's enough. Don't do it again.
You never loved me.
Yes, I don't love you anymore
and I have never loved you.
It's okay, now!
You never loved me?
You never loved me?
Go away!
GOODNIGHT GIRLFRIENDS!
Did you ever do it with a woman?
No.
Never.
You are the first.
Really?
And with a man?
It is not impossible.
Where do I start, where do I stop?
But how to start, because
I mean "continue"?
Take this.
Where am I stopping?
Here, drink it.
This will help you,
to do everything as if...
This is not bad, there is progress.
Give me that.
Come on. Not too much.
Where am I starting?
I am afraid now.
I am afraid now.
I...
I see things.
I listen to things.
I do not know who I am.
My tongue hangs, my
thoughts are blocked.
They will kill me, destroy
me, send me to hell.
This is where I find you.
I find the one I left.
Or who left me.
Maurice!
It's me, Aurore! Open!
Maurice! Open!
I know you are here!
Its good. That's enough.
I'm Sarah Kane!
Leave us in peace.
That's my role, God!
To Sarah.
I am Sarah Kane!
It was great today.
I am happy.
Do you want to marry me?
No.
Why not?
You don't love me?
Of course I love you,
but for what to marry?
If we love each other, we get married.
Ah, good?
Don't you really want to marry me?
That's why there is marriage for all.
No, not all over the world.
But I want to make my life with you
and die in your arms.
I love you.
Okay, I'll think about it.
I want to play hide with
you, Give me my clothes,
Tell you that I like your shoes
And I like to sit with you,
when you take your bath
I want to eat with you and
let you eat on my plate,
kiss and kiss your feet,
meet you in a cafe
and tell his day,
to photograph you, while you sleep,
to desire in the morning and fall asleep,
to kiss and caress your skin,
to tell you that I love
your hair and your eyes,
your lips your neck, your
breasts and your buttocks,
I love being on the stairs waiting for you,
caress your chest and cover you at night,
and when I'm cold pulling the blanket,
and I am moved,
when you smile
and I go away when you laugh.
I want to buy you a guinea pig,
which will make me jealous if
you take care of it too much.
I want to hear your no when I
ask if you want to marry me
And always ask,
because I want you forever, Even
if you did not think about it.
I want to wander around the city
and find it empty without you,
to sleep with you at three
o'clock in the morning,
Anyway,
just talk a little bit
on the indomitable, the
immortal, the invisible,
unconditional,
The real, the most emotional,
the most spiritual, the most
devoted, the eternal love
that I feel for you.
100, 80, 84, 81,
72, 69...
8...
44, 42,
38, 28...
37, 38, 28.
37, 38, 28, 12, 21...
No.
37, 38, 28, 21, 12, 7.
37, 38, 28, 12, 21, 7.
Do you really know what Sarah Kane means?
She wants to unite the opposites.
She wants to die
simultaneously wants to live.
Do not be "being or" not being,
but be "to be" and "not to be".
You understand?
So she hangs herself?
Yes.
This is why she continues her inner demons.
These numbers mean for her,
let death come and come to you,
But she can escape...
At each number the fear
of the rope recedes.
This is the power of this text.
Each number alone is very important to her.
Come on, we try.
100, 80...
Yes.
84...
Another.
81,