Addy Daddy (2024) Movie Script
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Gotta get back fast.
Want my fucking turn!
You're good man, Yonder.
Good shit.
Oh, look.
There he is.
Oh! He's going pretty quick.
Nice.
Fresh air.
Oh, shit.
Hey, Lucas.
You all right?
Okay.
Not too much to ask.
We have a huge debt to pay.
There could be serious
repercussions.
All right, all right.
Hey. How's it going?
I know you probably won't
understand any of this.
But whatever.
I don't either.
I just think it might help me
feel better if I like.
Get it out.
If I tell someone.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Hey, come look at my sitting.
Mom? Dad!
It almost sounds like a made up
story.
And maybe it is.
How would I know?
What do you mean?
Oh, I hey, you.
And you know what?
I'm going to leave you and I'll
burn this place in the fucking
ground.
You fucking gross bitch! Try
me.
Why don't you try me?
Hey! Ooh,
please don't go in that.
So how do I really know
what's real?
And what's just inside my head?
Look at the little light there,
bro.
Well, when did you.
How can you even see this baby?
More?
Oh, look, I already am eating.
That's what I thought, too,
until I actually started
counting my calories.
Well, yeah. I mean, I've been
counting my calories too.
It's just
I just get full, like, so
easily.
I found out I'm an actor more
so.
It's like one of the three body
types,
and I just have a really high
metabolism,
so it's just hard for me to.
But I'm also, you know.
No, man, you know, force that
shit down.
Okay.
Oh. Anyway.
Josie's having a party night.
She just texted me.
I don't I don't know about that,
man, I just -
Come on, bro.
She just got new roommates.
That could be kind of hot.
All right.
Yeah, yeah.
I'll go.
Let's go.
It's going to be great.
New talent time.
Hey, Lucas.
I was just thinking.
We definitely have to do the
dune buggy again.
Dude, that shit was so much
fucking fun.
Yeah, we should,
And when you flipped that, she
was insane.
Yeah, like really bad whiplash
from them.
That story to tell the kids.
All right.
The kids?
Yeah. Like when you have kids.
Well, when are you talking
about.
Does this shirt look okay?
Yeah. You look great.
Let's get out of here, bro.
I'm ready to get fucked up right
now.
We do have to go
for the drive. Come on. Like.
A light wash.
Oh, God.
Oh, yeah.
Oh my God, Alan!
That's me. Buddy. Hi.
How you doing, dude? Great.
Did you just get here? Yeah,
we just parked outside.
Italia is fucked up.
I also know where to park.
I want drink, honey. Yeah, yeah.
Now that I'm thinking about it,
I did drive.
Yes, I just want me to see where
I can make a killer drink right
now.
Margarita.
Just one won't hurt. One.
All right, all right.
I was parked in a handicapped
spot, but it was four, five
minutes.
Like, I just don't understand
why I got the ticket.
I was just running in
and getting a coffee.
I left my house or something.
This cop is in my face
like you shouldn't park here.
There's someone trying to park.
I was like, why is he driving
anyway? He's handicapped.
He shouldn't be behind the
wheel.
Whatever. I'm
going to go get another drink.
See you in a minute.
- Yeah?
- Fuck yeah. Whoa!
It smells like fucking weed in
here.
Am I right?
Okay, this is getting weird.
I got to go. No, no.
Do not leave these people.
I got you.
Sorry, dude.
Here you go.
I don't think it's broken.
Thanks. Man.
I'm Lucas, by the way.
Oh, yeah. I'm Addison.
You can call me Addy, though.
That's what my friends call me.
Oh, nice. Yeah, yeah.
So someone's like, oh, I need
some some addy to study for this
test.
And the friends like, yo, bro, I
got you.
And then they just show up with
you.
Yeah, yeah.
They like, they like wheel in
this big box.
And the guys like, whoa, whoa,
whoa, what is that?
And then I jump out on my.
Okay.
I need some more weed.
Oh. Are you cool?
Sativa.
Yeah.
Yeah, yeah.
I don't like being paranoid.
Anyways.
Well, it's.
Just,
it's so obviously stoned.
I just found spirits crushing
your sympathetic
good grace.
When's my last day?
Come on, don't.
My miracles are so low.
You still love
good medicine.
You also bother with talking.
Yeah. Thanks.
It's the world's turn. Go
for everything and blow
up for the coming to.
Give it back!
No! My.
Yeah. Let's go.
- Right, right now?
- Yeah right now
We, we gotta bounce.
Okay.
Alan?
Yeah. I just have to get going.
Oh, yeah.
- Do you have a snapchat?
- Do you have a snapchat?
Cool.
We we should, definitely hang
out.
Yeah.
I'm in Minnesota
this weekend for my brother's
birthday,
but I'll be back for
the fourth miniature soda.
Okay.
Bye bye.
Wait.
So, yeah, she, like, runs the
restaurant chain. She,
well, she owns it, but she's
also that chef and stuff, and
they've been
they've hired twice recently,
but I just
normally they hire from her
program,
which is kind of weird
because they like kind of
fucking suck.
And I don't get like, is.
Anyways,
so I'm gonna apply there
eventually.
But I just want to like, hone in
my powers more.
I want like Zeno level, you
know?
Yeah, totally.
But what do you do in for life?
I have not heard.
Yeah.
Well, I mean, like,
I'm studying to be an architect
right now.
Yeah, but I don't know, like,
But I'm sort of like, neat
about also doing, like, city
planning,
but, but, I'm just gonna, like,
finish my degree in
architecture, you know?
And it's it's not that. It's
not that hard to transition.
Like Bob the builder.
That's fucking crazy.
It's so weird.
Like, people our age are like,
like,
choosing what they want to be
forever.
It's just like, you know, I
guess it is pretty random.
Yeah.
I still feel like a kid, though,
honestly.
What do you do? It.
Do a Latin bitch boy.
No. You're gonna fix this.
Point your finger, idiot.
It's like the people that, like,
break the sand.
Okay, you've lost access to the
thing.
I'm fine.
This is fine.
Really?
Yeah. Like, I don't know, like,
usually with this stuff, like.
Like, I'll, like, text someone,
you know, or hang out with them,
and it's like,
it's fine, but, like,
it's also like, like, pretty
annoying.
But now, not with you, though.
Like, I really like you.
Oh. Umm. I'm sorry.
I don't like you in that way.
Oh. Oh.
Umm, Okay.
- No that okay.
- We can still be friends.
No. Yeah, yeah.
Like I
I'm sorry. I've just.
I've made this all weird.
I was fucking do this. It's
fine, it's fine. You didn't.
You didn't even make it weird.
I mean, I'm I'm the one who said
it.
I mean, like, I want to be
friends, you know, like, you're.
You're..uhh.. you're really
cool.
Okay.
Because I do really want to be
friends.
Like. But. Yeah. Yeah. Me too.
Okay.
Damn, dude, that fucking sucks.
Definitely thought she was
India.
Yeah, it's like we had this
whole plan to go watch the
fireworks
and all that tomorrow, and
I don't even know if I want to
go anymore.
It's going to be all weird.
Definitely don't go and not do
that.
Yeah, I just do.
You see my blue bowl?
No. I totally know who Zeno is.
Okay, then who is he?
He's a character from a movie.
Shut up! You're so annoying.
What?
You don't know who he is?
You are so fucking stupid.
Zeno is a little football
looking motherfucker
in the Dragonball universe,
and he's literally.
Trying to say
that was a lot of fun.
Yeah, it was.
Okay, okay.
Thanks. Later or whatever.
Yeah.
Okay.
I'll, text you back.
Okay.
Thank.
Wait.
Hey. Hey. Hey.
Sorry. I.
I really like you, Lucas.
And I just like.
I was just nervous before, and
I really like you. I'm sorry.
We really.
Yeah.
Oh, dude.
I'm sorry. Dude, I literally
just like.
Okay.
So annoying.
Wait, are we actually going to
do this?
Yes.
No. Not yet.
- Yeah, I -
- I mean, we we can, we
can.
No I'm good.
Okay.
Wait.
I'm sorry.
What? I'm sorry.
- Okay...
- Okay, okay, I'm good.
No. I'm good, I'm good. Okay.
I'm good, I'm good.
Okay.
Okay. Good night
Good night.
Are you running so fast?
This view is really pretty.
Is, pretty is.
You know, you're so gay.
Dude, I'm gonna break up with
you.
Yeah.
What, like crap?
Well, I just want to see your
eyes.
Really? I want you to.
Okay.
See? You.
This is gonna sound really
stupid, but.
Hey. Got.
Okay.
What?
Yeah.
What?
What are you talking about?
Hey. Is everything okay?
Yes. Some stupid shit
and stuff.
I'll tell you about it later.
It's
not like talk about it, man.
Okay.
I think he's high, dude.
You look more.
Shut up!
Stop, stop, stop!
No. Bad.
Oh, wait.
Well, wait wait wait.
Hold on, hold on, I forgot.
Look what I made you.
I didn't fuck is that?
It's an ashtray.
That's true.
Oh, my God, I love you.
What?
Nothing.
Come on, come on.
What did you say?
I love you.
I love you, too.
Cool.
I'm kind of nervous.
Yeah?
Yeah. I have a key.
You're an idiot.
[sounds from TV]
Hey! There he is!
- I'm Addison.
- Ah, come here!
Nice to see you in person now.
Yeah.
Sarah! Sarah get down here,
sweetie.
She's still in the shower.
Oh, hey, get some good workouts
in, Yeah, he's super buff now.
He's, he's trying to be a model,
you know.
- Oh, really?
- Yeah.
- No, she's joking.
Come on in.
Yeah I was in school for a
little bit, but,
I honestly just really didn't
like it.
It kind of made me really
depressed, so, Yeah, I left,
like,
midway through my sophomore
year, but,
I love LA, so I stayed here and,
and I'm just working at this,
like, pet store thing, and I
really like it.
I have a cat,
so I can, you know, get food
and and it's finished college,
because that's very important.
Sarah.
Come on.
You can't be telling Addie
how to live a life over here.
Oh, of course, I was just being
silly.
No, no, you're you're fine.
Probably not, but, Lucas,
I gotta tell you,
I was watching this kill a
documentary on the streaming
about penguins.
Right?
They travel these long journeys
just to make
they want to across the ice for
miles.
Was there one of those on
hippos?
I feel like I just watched one
on hippos.
I. I just like it,
but those are really fun.
We can't. The penguins just fly.
We. No, penguins don't fly.
No, no, penguins can't fly, you
idiot.
You learn that in
like fucking third grade.
I don't, she's
anyway this one penguin, he
goes, who wanders off away from
the herd?
You know what happened to him?
Dead.
That's why we gotta stick
together
and voila!
People on this planet.
You only got one family.
We got to look out for each
other.
Ain't that right, Addie?
Yeah, yeah.
Yeah, definitely. That's cool.
Have to have to watch it with
you
sometime.
Well, you can watch it
as much as you want on stream
it.
One of the crazy thing about.
Hey, what are you, cooking?
Sorry.
It just it smells so good.
Oh, well, just a simple little
dish.
Pesto pasta.
Where do you see the meal
we got coming for you?
Oh, we know I actually want to
be a chef.
If if I were going to go back to
school, it would be culinary
school.
But you know.
Hey, Sarah, come here for a
second.
What?
What, are you, deaf?
Honey, you should come here.
It. Can you grab me
some more of those killer dates?
The dates?
Yeah, dates.
Big box, organic.
Oh, honey, I don't know where
you keep those.
Sweetie, you really are
something.
Oh, I think I would know if I
told you
where we keep the dates.
Top shelf at the pantry.
Oh. Oh, silly me.
I forgot that for a second. Got
what?
Do you see this killing me?
Oh, we got.
It it smells really good.
Yeah when they said it was four
days a week, I got worried I
wouldn't be able to,
but it, I worked out to where
it doesn't overlap with any of
my classes.
You're doing great things.
You got this internship.
You got this great girl.
Yeah.
Yeah, I like her a lot.
She's a funny one.
Doesn't really let you talk
much,
I mean, I guess I think she's
just nervous.
Yeah. Poor thing. Listen.
Your mom's saying that she's
still seeing those comments up
on the page.
You got to get this check to
stop saying these hateful things
about you.
Especially when it's up in the
cloud
where everyone could sleep.
Literally nobody's
going to see that stuff.
It's on private.
And she's like, obviously
joking.
Don't seem like it.
And, you know, I,
I really don't appreciate you
guys
just like calling me up like
that and screaming at me.
Okay, stop with the
you guys. It's your mom.
She's going on mental. Okay?
Why does she feel the need to
fucking log into my account as
we listen?
Look at me. Look at my face. Are
you gay?
No. Then why are you letting a
call you gay?
I see what she's doing.
She's calling you a gay boy.
She's calling you a bitch.
She's making a fool out of you.
And it's all up on the cloud.
Yeah, she's just joking.
Like, literally makes no sense.
Why are you guys so upset by.
Oh, stop with the.
You guys
okay, your boss over
at the internship, she's
probably going through your
paperwork right now.
They find this shit,
they're going to fire you.
Okay? Yeah. I'll talk to her.
No, you don't talk to you.
Tell a real clear.
Delete those. Calm. Hey.
Yeah.
Whatever.
Okay.
Hey. Just looking out for you.
Don't worry. I'll talk to your
mom about hacking to you.
So much so that. Man.
Don't get me wrong about the
girls,
I like it.
It's a beauty.
Okay, okay.
Oh. What you looking at?
I think it's like a hairy
chicken.
So I was just, like, thinking
about,
going to Minnesota for
Thanksgiving.
I know we had kind of talked
about it.
Tickets can just get expensive
if we wait.
Yeah.
No, it's just,
I don't know if I have time
to go on a big trip just because
of of
working. So.
Okay.
Yeah. Just,
let me know.
Hey are you sure I can't stay
over tonight?
I just, like I miss you.
I feel like I haven't seen you
forever.
I mean, I want you to just.
I've just been, like,
really busy and stuff, like,
I keep, like, not getting to go
to the gym because I'm always so
tired
when I get back from school
or work.
I mean, like,
I don't know, like, I, I totally
could,
I just gotta stop being so
fucking lazy.
I feel like thank you
shouldn't be so hard on
yourself.
Like,
I don't know, maybe you could
like,
go to the gym,
like, only three times a week
or four times a week, I guess,
instead of, like, basically
every single day.
I know, but I can't do that
because, like,
I just like,
I hate being skinny
and I have the ability to get
there,
so I just gotta I just got to do
it.
I don't think you're skinny,
though.
You think you're home.
Thanks.
That's very sweet of you.
So I pay month to month at her
place.
So I was thinking,
I was thinking pretty soon
maybe I could move in here. Oh.
Yeah.
Yeah, yeah.
No, no, I mean, it's really
there's no pressure, and it's
only if you want to.
- No, no
- So it's it's like no rush
- I want to. Yeah.
No, I don't think Alan would
mind like, that'd be cool.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Roomies!
- Here you want some?
- Oh, no. It's okay. I'm going
to work out later.
It's going to be all right.
Yeah. Got.
Oh, I got to go now.
Now? Yeah.
No, no no no no no no
no, we've got to go now.
I'm serious.
I'm serious.
Like the door on your way out.
Okay. Hey.
Sorry I'm late.
No, no.
It was. It was.
I thought she had it. Like she
knows.
It's probably the say no.
Yeah,
it sounded like it was a done
deal to me.
Why, honey, we
know she's already planning it
with you.
What?
I know that.
How do you think?
Because your mom's
reading the text messages.
I am not.
Mom. What the hell happened?
How do you even do that?
I have my phone.
She sees it on the.
Yeah, I'm not even reading
those.
Don't be silly.
Went back, son.
I'm paying the rent over
and I'm paying a whole lot of
money
for the special school
you want to go to so bad.
And I ain't doing that
so this girl can come in
distress
at you and turn the place into a
drug house. Why?
We know she does the drugs,
honey, we don't think
she's a good influence on you.
And I've seen the way she treats
you.
She just seems so hateful.
And I mean that. Just. Joe care.
Stop.
Look, first she's calling you
gay.
Now she's trying to leech off.
You pay
less and rent, Well, you know,
it looks.
Look at me.
Look,
I can't run around with a hot
chick like that.
Makes you feel good.
But I'm not gonna let you fall
into any traps.
It's just what family does.
They look out for you.
Moral of the story is, it ain't
happening.
No girl moving in with you.
We clear?
Yeah.
Of course.
I was really going to say, you
know. Are you going back out?
I know that, let's be real.
It's just too much at this age.
It'd be like you're married,
right?
That's if you want some crazy
bitch screaming in jail all the
time
like I got over here.
Oh, you do your little
play down, Sarah.
Anyway, shut.
We're so proud of you.
You keep doing great things.
You know what's best for you.
Yeah.
Hey, we'll see you in a couple
of days, right?
Thanksgiving.
I'm cooking to kill a turkey.
Ring ring ring.
Your girlfriend is calling.
Ring, ring ring.
I'm not fucking around.
Ring ring ring.
Your girlfriend is calling.
Ring ring ring ring.
Hey, hey, what are you doing
right now?
You want to fuck?
No, I can't right now. I gotta
work out.
Oh, okay, then
let's just hang out later
tonight.
I have some work to do.
So can we just hang out
Friday or something?
Oh, what work do you have to do?
Shit that I have to get done.
I don't know why
it matters so much to you.
Oh, okay.
Jeez, what's your problem?
I just I'm sorry.
We can't hang out every single
night,
okay?
What the hell we don't like.
I literally never see you
anymore.
You're always so busy.
I seriously can't do this right
now.
So can we just.
I'll see you on Friday. Okay?
Fine. I'll see you on Friday.
I. Yeah, or are you not?
What do you mean?
Of course, I'm not a Trump
supporter. What's people do?
Actually thinking
that I voted for Donald Trump?
Of course I did it. I'm a
liberal person.
I voted for Biden,
bro. Hey,
listen,
Addie texted me and told me to
tell you
to, responder.
What the fuck I did?
Why is she even texting you that
stuff?
She's been, like, super
clingy lately, and it's just
like,
it's really annoying.
Yeah.
You are
you still thinking of moving her
in here?
Honestly, no.
I've been thinking about it,
and she's just going to be a
distraction.
It's going to be like,
I'm married and like, I don't
know.
I'm just not ready for that
shit.
Honestly, that's the first thing
I thought of when you told me,
like,
whoa, a little fast.
Much like, no way
is that going to work out, you
know?
No chance. No chance.
If that was my girl afterwards.
Yikes, yikes.
So good. Yeah.
How come you didn't say
anything?
Zero chance family.
Zero chance.
I would worked out so.
That's cool.
Yeah.
So, have you thought about
when I would move in?
Yeah.
Of course.
We haven't talked about it. My.
And I don't want to be pushy or
anything. I.
I want what you want to.
Yeah, well, I said I wanted to.
I want to say
sorry, for being annoying on the
phone the other day.
It's okay. It's just, you know,
I've just been really stressed
lately, and
I just I need some time to
myself sometimes.
Okay.
And, Lucas, I really mean it
when I say you shouldn't be so
hard on himself.
Like, I think you're doing
really great. And
I'm really proud of you.
And, you know,
maybe you should talk to me
about it.
Like, what's upsetting you?
Whatever. I think it might help
it.
It's.
Talk to me about what's
stressing you.
It's just I know who I'm
stressed.
And I think talking about it's
just going to make it worse.
Okay. I don't know what to do.
Then.
What, like you're being super
distant lately,
and I feel like I can't even
talk to you, so, like, I'm just
trying to help you.
Yeah, but I know that it won't
help.
How do you know that?
I know myself,
okay, I know, I know what's best
for me.
This feels weird.
Lucas, can you please just stop?
What?
After tonight, can we just not
see each other for a few days?
I just I really need you
to give me some more time. Why?
Why do you need, like,
an absurd amount of time alone?
It's kind of fucking weird.
Like, don't you get time alone
at work?
No, because I'm working.
I just say I need time
to sort through shit in my head
and, like, it's just like that.
I'm sorry. That's not the way
you work.
But we're two different people,
and that's just what I need,
okay.
Sorry.
Please, just do that for me.
Okay.
Ring ring ring.
Your girlfriend is calling,
right?
It's a perfect
example
of the classic American suburban
mall.
And that's the Rolling Acres
mall.
So the Rolling Acres
mall is located in Akron, Ohio.
You will see.
The temple.
And there's a lot of.
Hey, Lucas.
Okay.
Hey, could you do me a huge
favor?
Sure.
Yeah. Yeah. Okay.
What kind of favor?
I kind of have to get to class.
Yeah.
I was just wondering
if you could record the lecture
for me.
I have an appointment.
I really can't miss it.
Yeah. Yeah.
Okay. Cool. Dude.
Oh my God, thank you.
Yeah.
You know, actually, is it
is it cool if I just recorded on
my phone
and then send it to you?
Yeah, well, you know, I gave you
that, and I asked you to do
this.
I have my appointment, so.
Okay. Yeah.
Sorry. Oh. Thank you.
Yeah.
Of course.
Do I know you?
Yeah.
Just take back,
Oh. Is that.
Oh, dude, it's probably because
my hair, right?
I mean, oh,
you know, it's grown out so
long, so.
Yeah, if you could just record
the lecture, that'd be great.
Yeah, yeah, I can do that.
Right?
See you later, man!
Wait, how am I going to get this
back to you?
Okay, it's,
I substitute
I hear your professor did not.
We did a lesson plan, and.
But that's okay,
because I brought a little
something.
I like to show all my classes on
the first day.
Let's see here.
So I'll be honest with you,
this is pretty weird, but,
you guys are going to like it.
The concept is actually very eye
opening.
Give it a shot. So we'll talk
about it.
Okay.
And here we
are, the granddaddy of all
quantum weirdness.
The infamous double slit
experiment.
To understand this experiment,
we first need to see how
particles
or little balls of matter.
If we randomly shoot a small
object,
say, a marble, at the screen,
we see a pattern on the back
wall
where they went through the
slit,
then hit.
Now, if we add a second slit,
we would expect to see the
second band duplicated to the
right.
Now let's look at waves.
The waves hit the slit
and radiate out, striking the
back wall
with the most intensity
directly in line with the slit.
Unless you disagree, Mark.
When we add the second slit,
something different happens.
If the top of one wave leads
the bottom of another wave,
they cancel each other out.
So now
there is an interference pattern
on the back wall.
Places where the two tops meet
for the highest intensity,
the bright lines and where they
cancel.
There is nothing.
Where they cancel.
Okay.
So I'm not just like.
Why are you being so mean to me?
It's just a cat.
I don't know, it was a weird
day.
What?
We don't talk for a second.
Yeah.
I don't think
things are working out between
us.
What?
Sorry, guys.
It's so fucking.
No, no you're not.
I did not. Listen, I know you
need space.
I know you need space,
and I can give you more space.
I know it's just like
we've been trying to do that,
and it it's it's not working in,
like.
Okay, but I promise, I promise,
I promise I'll give it to you.
Please, just give me a chance.
I'm sorry.
This is something that I need to
do.
Okay.
Just.
Sorry,
sorry.
It's.
Do you still love me?
I don't know.
I just sorry, thought.
So do you think we can
still hang out
when you're not busy?
Yeah. Let's.
I love hanging out with you.
It's just.
I really need time to think
things through.
I'll be around if you need.
Okay.
Wait.
Addison, I gotta go.
Okay.
Bye. Bye.
Oh. Lucas, I just wanted to
write this.
Oh. Lucas, I just wanted to
write this.
To say how proud of you I am.
And to let you know
how much you've helped me.
You are such an amazing person.
And I hope you realize that.
I know that I love you,
and I feel like we're meant for
each other
and that certain things are just
clouding your feelings, right
now.
Thank you so much for being my
best friend
and for making me so, so happy.
I love
Addie,
you talk over people when you do
it a lot.
It's annoying.
Okay, but do you not understand
that? That makes me feel like
shit.
It's like you're
trying to make me feel that I'm
not.
But you are.
And like you just said that
things were getting better.
I don't wash my hands.
Obviously they're not.
Like it's shit like this.
Like. Like, why do you have to
get so sensitive about it?
I don't look, I just thought
that maybe you'd want to try to
improve yourself.
I don't know.
Why? What are you doing?
Why does it have to be like
this?
Please, just get out of the car,
okay?
Look, I know that.
I know I fucked this up,
and I know that I'm annoying
and and I have shit to work on,
but I.
I want to stop,
okay?
Do you realize what you're doing
is stressing me the fuck out
right now?
Like you said, you give me time
and space and shit, and you're
not doing
that.
Sorry.
Can you please just go inside?
Okay.
Okay.
Hello?
Hey. What are you doing?
You know, we hear, like,
Alan, he's like,
for a drug. It's.
It's really fucking funny.
Yeah.
Sorry.
I'm not gonna be able to make it
like.
Oh, why you.
Come on.
I did you, like, bailed on me,
like, last Thursday.
It's just like, I don't know, I.
I miss you a lot.
I gotta go.
What?
Are you, like, avoiding me or
something?
I said
hello, hey, I
there's something wrong.
Oh, well, I just have to go.
Wait. But I'm like,
we can talk about, like,
I can head over to your place
right now.
Whatever it is, like.
Like we can figure it out, you
know?
Hell, no.
Don't go to my house. Why?
Oh, wow.
Oh, here in the city,
it is clearly over and over out
there.
People are hearing one thing on
it.
You don't know what that second.
Well, get this morning.
Are we ready? One.
Four. 321.
Happy new year on the people.
Have a new day. Very.
You know. I.
Love.
Lucas,
I want you to look me right in
the face, okay?
Look at this fat face.
I've known you
since you were a little baby.
I known you since you were this
big.
I've known you since you were
watching the Blue's Clues on the
television.
I got you the big red chair
and everything.
I've known you since you were
picking your nose and eating the
books.
Okay?
And you're telling me.
You're telling me
you don't remember any of that?
You got nothing.
Nothing at all. No.
To say some kind of joke.
Oh. I'm sorry.
I don't know who you guys are.
These are delicious.
Listen, doc. No.
Okay, well, Lucas, you're good
to go.
Just change that bandage every
so often.
Keep clean.
But don't worry much. It's just
a scrape.
You know, your amnesia, it's
mainly attributed to.
You had a close head injury and
luckily, you know, it could be
way worse.
It could be really gross for me.
You know, sand may seem nice and
soft, but it's really just a
bunch of little rocks.
Rocks?
They are hard.
Just.
Be careful out there, okay?
Okay.
I knew something bad was going
to happen.
I looked on your phone
and they said they were getting
alcohol.
Whenever you're with Ellen.
Oh, we should have never let you
move in with Sarah.
Stop.
Alan.
Where's Alan?
Back at the apartment.
Already had a big talk with his
parents.
I just remember, like, more of
the the recent stuff,
you know, just like you and
me and in school and shit like
that.
You know, but it's just like,
more of the more of the old
stuff, you know, it's it's
pretty much all gone.
I mean, that's a
it's fucked up.
Yeah.
It's, it's it's weird.
And,
I was just wondering, man, I
could really use your your help
with some stuff.
You know, it's,
It's.
That's cool.
Oh, yeah, I got you.
I got you.
Hey, are you even listening
right now?
Yeah, I got you.
Hey, bro.
Hey! Head of the gym.
Want to come?
I'm good.
I think I'm going to pass.
All right.
Hey, there's a party tonight.
You want to party?
Let's go get so high tonight,
bro.
You can smoke a J.
Smoke a little. Bing bong is.
Come on.
I mean,
maybe,
I guess
just, let me know when you're
going to leave,
but I'll let you know.
It's pretty cool.
Oh my God!
Josie. What's up girl?
Did you just get here?
So where are the drinks? That's.
That's one thing I need to know.
Right?
I just,
I want
that's what all my friends call
me.
Well, it's nice to meet you.
What's up with a Band-Aid?
I, I, I was in the desert.
I fell and hit my head on a
rock.
You just, like, fell randomly.
I was like,
no, you're an idiot.
You know, I was
there was like, Hey, what's up
guys?
I was just, you know, wondering
if I could get a picture.
Would that be okay with you?
Yeah, I'm gonna get one. Okay.
Just give me one second.
Just give me a second.
Okay? Get it. I'll set.
Okay, okay. There you go.
All right. You ready? One? Yeah.
All right.
You guys did great, you know?
You guys okay.
Thank you.
Okay, I need more. We.
Will sativa.
What's sativa?
You don't know.
What's true
is, No, I don't know all tech
scams.
You're a fool.
Come here, let me show you.
Okay.
What's something like
really embarrassing about
yourself.
Well, I.
So, I'll go first.
Okay, umm., sometimes I'll just,
like,
talk out loud.
My cat.
And usually it's just like
when I'm, like,
talking through something to
myself.
Really? But you're like.
Like your cat.
Like a dog.
No. Let me pick anybody.
Okay your turn.
When I was younger,
I used to pick my nose and eat
my boogers.
I think what?
Venus.
Fuck did you kick ass?
Right.
So is this, like, a continuous
game?
Oh, right.
No. I'll go again.
So, I'm on anti-anxiety
medication, and,
last week, I just kind of
decided
to stop taking it, and.
I don't know why I'm telling you
that.
Oh, no, no, no, no, it's okay.
I don't know why I'm, like,
crying either.
Like, I'm not sad or anything.
Just,
Do you want to hug?
No. Yeah.
Of course, from.
Hey, Addison.
Hey. Sorry.
I just got back to LA,
and I can't online for some
reason,
so I just thought I'd call
tomorrow.
I didn't wake you up or
anything, did I?
No, no, no, I, I was,
I was about to call you,
actually.
Oh, really?
That's weird.
Yeah.
Are you doing anything right
now?
I but I remember the point.
Like, right before I flipped
over and
I thought about checking my
seatbelt,
you know, but I didn't.
It's just.
It's just crazy.
It feels like a made up story.
It's it's it's not,
you know, and it's not really
real.
It doesn't sound made up.
I mean, honestly,
I would be really scared if I
were you,
so I wasn't dream that I was
scared of.
I felt like I had done something
wrong,
something terrible,
and I had all this guilt.
So I don't know if I've actually
done something bad
in my past or
I could.
It's just a dream,
you know,
because I just can't fucking
remember.
I mean,
if even if you did do something
bad, like
it kind of, then I'm bad
because, I mean, you're,
you know, you're a really sweet
person.
Thanks.
Do you actually want to know
something embarrassing about me?
Okay.
Okay.
So over the past month,
or just.
I'm, like, really down on myself
and and sad and
and lost and.
Just like, whenever I'm alone,
you know, like,
I'll try to make myself cry.
Like,
try to force tears on my face,
but, like,
I can't,
you know, and it just ends up
hurting my face really bad.
That's.
I mean, that's horrible.
I don't know why.
I just don't, you know, like,
I don't know how you're
supposed to respond,
and it is kind of depressing.
No, it's really. It's okay.
I, I cry all the time for no
reason, so that's fine.
Yeah. Okay.
That makes me feel better. Good.
I think
it's I think it's going to be
okay.
Okay.
It's going to be okay.
Okay.
Dates.
Sarah.
Big box of organic dates.
Well.
Where are they?
Are you serious?
Really?
I think I would know if I told
you where we keep the dates.
You really don't know where we
keep
the dates?
No, sweetie, you're killing me.
Why don't you look on the top
shelf in the pantry?
Well, we've been keeping them
for years.
Okay?
I mean,
I'll go check.
Yeah, and you'll find them.
It's going to be a killer meal.
Oh, shit.
I totally forgot.
We we have to leave.
There's this, this this class
trip that, that I'm going on
where we're actually going to go
study the architecture and Big
Bear and,
yeah, it's like we're going to
go look at the log cabins and
stuff.
We have to go.
I'm sorry, I forgot what
if you're not going to stay for
the killer meal?
Thank you.
Your mother made this whole
meal.
I know, it's just
I have to be my friend's place.
I'm not going to stay for the
killer meal.
Well.
Okay. Fine.
Sorry, I yeah.
Oh, it's okay, honey,
always food's going to go to
waste.
It was nice to meet you,
Addison.
Yeah. It was.
It was nice to meet you, too.
Lucas.
Lucas!
Hey, are you all right?
Yeah.
Yeah.
I'm sorry for wanting to leave.
Oh. No.
It's fine. I'm here.
You're being really weird.
Yeah.
Also, I'm.
I'm sorry, I,
I know I interrupt people a lot.
I, I could hear myself doing it
tonight.
It's just something I do
when I'm nervous, so I'm.
I'm sorry. No one.
Don't worry.
I'm not
thinking about anything to do
with you.
Oh, like when you talk a lot.
Oh, I just want you to know I'm
working.
Okay.
No, it doesn't bother me.
I don't even think that.
This industry point is
for all of us who have done all.
I mean, if someone special is my
son,
do you think.
It doesn't have to be another.
It could be under the gun.
All I need is someone special
standing at my side.
All I need is someone special
standing at my side.
Now, why haven't
you been going to the therapy?
I mean, I kind of stopped having
those visions, and I was like,
wait,
I thought you'd make a progress
with Linda.
But you want your memories back.
I mean, I, I do it.
It's just like, look,
I found some old tapes.
Found some videos up in the
attic.
I watched the film all the time,
though.
So bring back some memories.
No doubt about it.
You can't just quit, son.
I'm not going to let
you toss your life in the
gutter.
You're not dead. I just like
I want you to know that I'm
okay.
I've been feeling a lot better
lately.
I've been having, like, a like a
really, really great time with
Addison.
She's. She's really at work.
I mean, I've been really
fighting myself
lately, and.
Look, I know I haven't spent
that much time with you, and,
I'm going to change that, okay?
I promise.
And maybe we can get to know
each other better.
Like, maybe even on a deeper
level and before. And.
But, I'm really happy.
I just, I,
I want you to know that.
My son Lucas.
I've been putting up with a lot
of shit lately.
I've been trying hard to be
understanding.
But this is getting out of hand.
You going mental?
All right? And I'm worried sick
about you.
We like to curl.
But what about you?
Own flesh and blood?
Like you're.
You're not even with us on
Thanksgiving.
You're supposed to spend
Thanksgiving with your family.
You've been avoiding us for
months,
getting medicine
before you lost your memory.
You're over this shit now.
You're going backwards.
Back to when you were a little
kid, when you'd spend days
in that fucking room.
You shut yourself in that room
saying you got a thing.
You think too much, get up doing
the things you gotta do,
cut the crap and get the string
a thick fucking skull.
You're not some special little
flower.
You're a human
being on this fucking planet.
Just like me.
Just like your mom.
Just like everybody else.
You got it.
Hello?
I don't think I'm a special
flower.
Yeah, you do?
Yeah, you do a lot.
You wouldn't be doing this.
You're putting us through hell
here, and you're not even
talking to us.
Well, I mean, I just said
I'd spend more time with you.
How about this, then?
When you get back,
first of all, you get down to
the therapy,
then you come have a killer
dinner.
We watch the tapes and we have
some real family time.
Okay. Yeah, yeah, we can do
that.
All right, buddy boy.
Oh, this is going to be great.
You'll be back to normal in no
time.
Just keep being strong.
You know what's best for you.
I've always told you that, I
gotta go.
Oh, yeah? Yeah, yeah.
Okay. Go spend time with that
girl. Right? She's a beauty.
I'll see you when you get back.
All right.
Well, see you then. But
you you you let me think.
- Okay?
- Yeah.Yeah.
I'm just, in my head, I.
Okay. Yeah.
Good one.
Okay.
You know, I'm just gonna I'm
just going to hang out in here
for a second.
You can go out there with them,
okay?
Yeah. Me out there in a second.
Okay?
Okay.
Don't be too long, okay?
Playing a game too.
We'll go have fun.
What's up, you dumb
motherfucker?
Stop!
What are you doing here?
We were supposed to hang out,
remember?
Yeah.
What's wrong?
What happened?
I don't know, it's just the the
same shit.
Okay. Can I just say it?
I really need to figure this out
right now.
Well, let me help you.
I can help because I just.
I really don't think you can
know.
Okay. No, listen,
remember when you helped me
apply to Patrick's?
You helped me get through
something that I wouldn't have
been able to do on my own.
And I know that this is
different, but it's really
similar in a way.
So just let me help you.
Look, you just need to leave,
okay?
I just I really don't think
there's anything you can do
right now.
How do you know?
I just know what I need, okay?
I know, I know,
and I know what's best for me
right now.
Lucas, I seriously innocent.
Please. Oh.
Please.
Okay,
fine. Bye.
So if you could just, record the
lecture.
Oh, yeah, that'd be great.
Okay, just make sure you don't
actually listen to what's really
on there.
It's a bunch of noises.
Yeah,
I got it right. A piece of him
right?
Here.
He's.
I'm excited for Lucas
coming to dinner tonight.
Yeah.
But that's okay.
I, I a little something.
I wanna show
all my classes on the first day.
I'll be honest with you.
In the videos, I.
It's great, but,
the concept, the concept is
truly I.
It was shot.
So we can talk about it
after you watch it.
All right.
Okay.
Do you know how to use this?
Because.
Yeah, like the twice I hit
record.
So it's recording.
Hey, come look at my setting.
Hi, mom. Dad.
So when we throw things
that is not heard through two
slits, we get this.
Two bands of hits.
And with waves, we get an
interference
pattern of many bands.
Yeah.
Let's go quantum.
Yeah.
And electron is a tiny,
tiny bit of matter.
Like a tiny marbles.
Let's fire a stream through one
slit.
It behaves just like the marble.
A single band.
So if we shoot these tiny bits
through two slits,
we should get like two marbles.
Two bands to see what
an interference pattern we
fired.
Electrons, tiny bits of matter
through.
But we get a pattern like waves
and not like
little marbles. How?
It doesn't make sense.
Mod physicists are clever.
They thought maybe those little
balls are bouncing off each
other
and creating that pattern
so they decide to shoot
electrons through one at a time.
There is no way they can
interfere with each other.
But after an hour of this,
the same interference pattern
seemed to emerge.
But physicists
were completely baffled by this,
so they decided to peek and see
which slit actually goes
through.
They put a measuring device by
one slit
to see which one
it went through, and let it fly.
But the quantum world
is far more mysterious
than they could have imagined.
When they observed, the electron
went back to behaving like a
little marble.
It produced a pattern of two
bands,
not an interference pattern of
many.
The electron decided to act
differently,
as though it was aware
it was being watched.
Sorry.
Don't tell anybody about that.
Oh, no. It's fine.
I don't care.
Is that a
indica or sativa?
What?
Oh, I, I don't know.
Like that video you showed.
All right.
You know, some.
That it's weird that,
like, nobody really talks about
that experiment.
More like.
Oh, or maybe they do that.
I don't I don't really know.
No, I mean, you're right,
they really don't.
And because it's scary, I mean,
we're afraid of that kind of
stuff.
We like to act
like we're totally in control.
But no
matter how many people act like
they do,
nobody really knows what the
fuck's going on.
Okay. But.
We're all in the same boat
like nobody knows.
You know, we kind of
just have to go with it, see
what happens.
Sometimes what happens
is actually pretty cool.
You just have to try your best.
That's really all you can do.
Yeah,
Yeah. No, that totally makes
sense.
Just talk.
It sucks when you try to make,
like, one person happy.
And that makes somebody else,
like, sad or angry.
I don't know.
Seems like I wouldn't worry
too much about that shit.
Know most people are very
self-aware,
you know, like, I don't think
I'm better than anybody else.
It's great actually.
Kind of sad when you think about
it, but it is what it is.
What I'm trying to say is it
you don't have to
try for those kinds of people,
you know,
you have to do what you think is
right if you want, you know?
And I mean, unless that stops
another person from doing what
they want.
Sorry, sorry, I'm.
I forgot what we're talking
about.
Oh, no.
No, it's it's okay.
I think I get it, actually.
And even if I don't, I mean,
it's it's still pretty
interesting.
Cool.
Who should.
I go have a dinner with my
parents.
All right. Sounds fun.
I'll see you later.
Hey. Yeah. Probably not.
I'm the substitute. Oh.
Yeah.
Well, have a great week or
whatever.
I mean, like,
thanks for the talk and stuff.
Like problem.
Okay. Yeah. Bye.
Okay. Yeah. Bye.
Well.
You fuck! Oh,
fuck!
Lucas, what are you doing?
I'm so sorry.
I didn't mean to scare you.
I probably should, just like,
said your name.
Hi. Hi.
I'm so sorry.
Oh, my God, I know I really am
sorry for, like, pressuring you,
and.
It's okay. I'm.
I know you're just worried,
like I shouldn't.
I don't know what you're going
through, and I shouldn't
assume that you work through
things the same way that I do.
So I know, but, like, I should
have, like, communicated with
you better.
It's just like,
I get it. I get really
overwhelmed.
I think sometimes it's okay.
It's okay to want alone time.
I don't know why.
I assume the worst
and I don't even know why.
It's just like
I feel things a lot,
okay?
It's not like a bad thing.
Okay.
Are you feeling okay?
Like, did you figure out,
like, what was, you know.
Yeah,
I think I did. And
I feel a lot better now.
Yeah.
So I love you.
Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.
I don't know, you get me out
the window.
You have to go. Leave.
I have to work.
So just you come back down here.
Just fucking up.
I just go because you're crazy.
Then why?
Just because I haven't spoken
in.
They been
a little bit and a little bit
of.
A little bit of me.
And I may have a little bit
and have inspections.
And then I think I will be.
Okay.
Oh, yeah.
It's that Ady shit right?
Yeah. It's it's all me.
No, it's pretty crazy. I
actually,
I don't think I've ever had,
like, a New Year's kiss.
Yeah, that's.
Not it.
It's pretty insane if you think
about it like.
Oh, shit. Here we go. You guys
all right?
Oh, shit.
Five four.
Three two. One.
Happy new year.
Let's go next year. Wow.
Yeah, I don't know.
He's just like.
Helen is fucking rude.
Yeah. He gets aggressive.
I just can't wait to fucking
cuddle.
I just want to cuddle up.
I can't wait till we get home.
It's all right.
I'm at my. At your place.
I didn't mean.
No, no, no, I mean, I,
I feel like whenever we go to
your place, it still feels like
I'm going home.
Yeah.
All right.
I just want you to know that
I'm always going to be there for
you,
no matter what.
Oh, my.
Oh, fuck.
Would you stop looking so.
Oh, she's there, like,
completely in her fucking lane.
Are you okay?
Yeah.
Yeah.
Do you think they crashed?
Oh, shit.
I don't know.
Oh. Thank God.
Weird
is in cars. You.
Think they're gonna be okay?
Yeah, I think so.
Should we?
You want to go?
Yeah.
Ring, ring, ring. Your
girlfriend is calling.
Ring, ring, ring.
I'm not fucking around.
Ring or.
Hey, I fucking do that again.
Addison. No.
Look, please.
I was I was really just trying
to.
I mean, electron,
it's a tiny, tiny bit of that.
We would expect to see at the
screen.
We see a pattern on the back
wall there.
They would do the shit. Hey!
They would do the shit. Hey!
What are you looking at?
Oh, yes.
I think I know that guy from
somewhere.
Oh, 1 a.m..
I got a cat.
Really?
Yeah.
What kind of cat?
He's a tuxedo cat,
you know, because he has, like,
a white belly and then black on
the back.
Yeah, I know what a tuxedo cat
is.
Do you like him?
Yeah. He's all right.
- I got him a little harness
- You should walk him like a
dog.
- take him on a walk.
I should probably go.
Oh. Okay.
Well, it was, it was.
It was really good to see you.
Okay.
Honestly,
I didn't even think that, you
know,
you were going.
What?
What?
I mean, you kind of
just stopped talking to me.
Okay.
I'm sorry, I don't.
I don't mean to be weird.
- We kind of are.
- Well, I'm...
Not really.
I mean, like, it's
kind of confusing, like, I
thought.
I thought we were getting
to be really cool again.
Like, we were. We were kind of,
So what, you like,
started to like me again.
I don't know what.
Like you started talking to me
again.
Like you wanted to hang out.
What?
- What happened to that?
- I've literally had no friends.
I mean, after James and I broke
up, it was like I...
[whispers to herself]
Why do you make things into
something that they're not?
I mean, for the millionth time.
Lucas, I don't like you like
that anymore.
Well, I mean, you're not
indifferent.
What?
What do you mean, in -
Indifferent?
What do you mean?
- I don't, I don't know, like,
- Look, I'm just trying to get
out.
I'm done, I'm done.
I'm just like, stop with this
weird, arrogant thing that
you're doing.
What?
I really just wish that
you would open yourself up to me
again.
Like, I just want to spend time
with you, like I like. I want to
talk with you.
And I'm not saying that it
would.
It would work out or anything.
Like maybe we just end up being
friends.
- But I just wish that you'd
give it a chance.
- I don't want to!
Why not?
Look,
not to be mean,
but you are really fucking
annoying, okay?
And I'm just looking back.
- There were things that you did
that,
- I know, I know, and,
and I'm sorry.
I thought back to those things,
too.
And, like, I just don't.
I really don't think you have
those problems with me anymore.
Listen, all I ever wanted in
my entire life was a genuine
connection with someone.
I never I never had that.
- Can you just not -
- I know that what you saw was
me just being, like.
Really? Like, overwhelmed and
weird.
I was just, like,
living unconsciously and, like,
I just wish that you could see
how hard it was for me to even,
like,
- see what I was...
- Trauma.
We all have it.
Yeah, but I'm not like that
anymore.
But it's not even about that,
Lucas.
Okay? I didn't
I don't even think I ever loved
you.
I mean, I,
I didn't know what love was for
me until I met James.
I know, just I.
It's just the truth.
Sorry.
Well, you know what?
It felt real to me.
Well.
Feel whatever you want. I...
I gotta go, I know.
Okay, well, I mean, you said
that, like, eight times, so.
Lucas, I don't want to end
things like this. I don't...
Me neither
Like, I really do
think we could be friends in the
future.
Maybe just
I don't know.
Not right now.
Yeah, I mean, I, I, I think we
can be, too. Like...
Okay.
Thanks for the coffee.
- No problem.
- Bye.
- Bye
Who asked you
to give it back, bro?
To earthquakes?
Well, hurricanes hit us, but not
everything's suffering.
Everyone's cold can escape
the set and have it in us.
But I'm going to wear.
Everyone's comfortable shopping.
The weather's coming up
cause that feels better.
It's no surprise,
I'm out to paradise.
If my name is
I really don't get why
out of all the ways
things could have turned out
Why this.
Maybe there's some reason, but
I can't know.
All I can do is leave it alone.
Doesn't feel right.
But I hope I'm wrong.
I just wanted to be happy.
I mean, I want everyone to be
happy.
But what can I do?
I'm just one dude.
So I'm come to the end.
And just keep thinking about
what could have been.
If I'd known better.
But I can't go back.
This is my path now.
There we go.
That's two out of three.
I. I swear to God, you're
both fucking cheating, bro.
Yonder,
you pick scissors every single
time.
Look at him go.
I got this weird feeling.
Check your seatbelt.
Who knows what would have
happened
if I didn't listen?
That doesn't mean it isn't hard,
though.
I still feel like
I have this hole in my heart.
And I don't think it's healing
or getting better anytime soon.
I think I'm
honestly just getting used to
it.
Being there and,
I don't know, like, maybe,
maybe it never will.
You know?
I don't know,
I guess we'll see what happens.
Thanks for listening.
Pretty good listener.
This is stupid.
Sometimes I...
just wish somebody would
tell me everything's going to be
okay.
It's going to be okay.
What?
It's going to be okay.
Thanks.
On of ten over in the suburbs.
Nothing hurts.
You were selling.
Destined to find your place
among the greats.
Put out your easy date.
Major credit.
Call it play by indecision
and your bright potential.
Tempting to aglow you, Jeff,
through life.
Just finding ways to cope.
The one thing you share of you
I get off when you're home.
You spite of death.
What happened to the dreams you
spoken of?
What happened to your plans?
Other goofy stand up.
The dozen patterns in you
tattoo?
No, but Bethesda's still.
You like it? How?
The things you that would just
show up
while you still have your
health.
Blue.
I've found yourself in Southeast
Asia Cup quarter
life crisis face tell a septic
man.
But you know
you can't wait to be
back on your couch alone.
Hey, Clinton, you you're home.
Hey, Britain.
Yeah.
You know.
Hey, Clinton.
You you. Oh,
hey. The ten year.
Oh. And,
Britain. You
you go
and let's you you go
at the time you go.
At the time, you do love
and love to make you.
Love. Man.
You love me.
I. Because.
I. Because.
How do I really know? It's
damn real? Yeah.
Okay, I'll just say a couple
times. Right?
Because how do you know what's
real and what's just and say I
had it?
Yeah, because how do I really
know what's real and what's just
inside my head?
Okay.
How do I know it's really real?
Gotta get back fast.
Want my fucking turn!
You're good man, Yonder.
Good shit.
Oh, look.
There he is.
Oh! He's going pretty quick.
Nice.
Fresh air.
Oh, shit.
Hey, Lucas.
You all right?
Okay.
Not too much to ask.
We have a huge debt to pay.
There could be serious
repercussions.
All right, all right.
Hey. How's it going?
I know you probably won't
understand any of this.
But whatever.
I don't either.
I just think it might help me
feel better if I like.
Get it out.
If I tell someone.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Hey, come look at my sitting.
Mom? Dad!
It almost sounds like a made up
story.
And maybe it is.
How would I know?
What do you mean?
Oh, I hey, you.
And you know what?
I'm going to leave you and I'll
burn this place in the fucking
ground.
You fucking gross bitch! Try
me.
Why don't you try me?
Hey! Ooh,
please don't go in that.
So how do I really know
what's real?
And what's just inside my head?
Look at the little light there,
bro.
Well, when did you.
How can you even see this baby?
More?
Oh, look, I already am eating.
That's what I thought, too,
until I actually started
counting my calories.
Well, yeah. I mean, I've been
counting my calories too.
It's just
I just get full, like, so
easily.
I found out I'm an actor more
so.
It's like one of the three body
types,
and I just have a really high
metabolism,
so it's just hard for me to.
But I'm also, you know.
No, man, you know, force that
shit down.
Okay.
Oh. Anyway.
Josie's having a party night.
She just texted me.
I don't I don't know about that,
man, I just -
Come on, bro.
She just got new roommates.
That could be kind of hot.
All right.
Yeah, yeah.
I'll go.
Let's go.
It's going to be great.
New talent time.
Hey, Lucas.
I was just thinking.
We definitely have to do the
dune buggy again.
Dude, that shit was so much
fucking fun.
Yeah, we should,
And when you flipped that, she
was insane.
Yeah, like really bad whiplash
from them.
That story to tell the kids.
All right.
The kids?
Yeah. Like when you have kids.
Well, when are you talking
about.
Does this shirt look okay?
Yeah. You look great.
Let's get out of here, bro.
I'm ready to get fucked up right
now.
We do have to go
for the drive. Come on. Like.
A light wash.
Oh, God.
Oh, yeah.
Oh my God, Alan!
That's me. Buddy. Hi.
How you doing, dude? Great.
Did you just get here? Yeah,
we just parked outside.
Italia is fucked up.
I also know where to park.
I want drink, honey. Yeah, yeah.
Now that I'm thinking about it,
I did drive.
Yes, I just want me to see where
I can make a killer drink right
now.
Margarita.
Just one won't hurt. One.
All right, all right.
I was parked in a handicapped
spot, but it was four, five
minutes.
Like, I just don't understand
why I got the ticket.
I was just running in
and getting a coffee.
I left my house or something.
This cop is in my face
like you shouldn't park here.
There's someone trying to park.
I was like, why is he driving
anyway? He's handicapped.
He shouldn't be behind the
wheel.
Whatever. I'm
going to go get another drink.
See you in a minute.
- Yeah?
- Fuck yeah. Whoa!
It smells like fucking weed in
here.
Am I right?
Okay, this is getting weird.
I got to go. No, no.
Do not leave these people.
I got you.
Sorry, dude.
Here you go.
I don't think it's broken.
Thanks. Man.
I'm Lucas, by the way.
Oh, yeah. I'm Addison.
You can call me Addy, though.
That's what my friends call me.
Oh, nice. Yeah, yeah.
So someone's like, oh, I need
some some addy to study for this
test.
And the friends like, yo, bro, I
got you.
And then they just show up with
you.
Yeah, yeah.
They like, they like wheel in
this big box.
And the guys like, whoa, whoa,
whoa, what is that?
And then I jump out on my.
Okay.
I need some more weed.
Oh. Are you cool?
Sativa.
Yeah.
Yeah, yeah.
I don't like being paranoid.
Anyways.
Well, it's.
Just,
it's so obviously stoned.
I just found spirits crushing
your sympathetic
good grace.
When's my last day?
Come on, don't.
My miracles are so low.
You still love
good medicine.
You also bother with talking.
Yeah. Thanks.
It's the world's turn. Go
for everything and blow
up for the coming to.
Give it back!
No! My.
Yeah. Let's go.
- Right, right now?
- Yeah right now
We, we gotta bounce.
Okay.
Alan?
Yeah. I just have to get going.
Oh, yeah.
- Do you have a snapchat?
- Do you have a snapchat?
Cool.
We we should, definitely hang
out.
Yeah.
I'm in Minnesota
this weekend for my brother's
birthday,
but I'll be back for
the fourth miniature soda.
Okay.
Bye bye.
Wait.
So, yeah, she, like, runs the
restaurant chain. She,
well, she owns it, but she's
also that chef and stuff, and
they've been
they've hired twice recently,
but I just
normally they hire from her
program,
which is kind of weird
because they like kind of
fucking suck.
And I don't get like, is.
Anyways,
so I'm gonna apply there
eventually.
But I just want to like, hone in
my powers more.
I want like Zeno level, you
know?
Yeah, totally.
But what do you do in for life?
I have not heard.
Yeah.
Well, I mean, like,
I'm studying to be an architect
right now.
Yeah, but I don't know, like,
But I'm sort of like, neat
about also doing, like, city
planning,
but, but, I'm just gonna, like,
finish my degree in
architecture, you know?
And it's it's not that. It's
not that hard to transition.
Like Bob the builder.
That's fucking crazy.
It's so weird.
Like, people our age are like,
like,
choosing what they want to be
forever.
It's just like, you know, I
guess it is pretty random.
Yeah.
I still feel like a kid, though,
honestly.
What do you do? It.
Do a Latin bitch boy.
No. You're gonna fix this.
Point your finger, idiot.
It's like the people that, like,
break the sand.
Okay, you've lost access to the
thing.
I'm fine.
This is fine.
Really?
Yeah. Like, I don't know, like,
usually with this stuff, like.
Like, I'll, like, text someone,
you know, or hang out with them,
and it's like,
it's fine, but, like,
it's also like, like, pretty
annoying.
But now, not with you, though.
Like, I really like you.
Oh. Umm. I'm sorry.
I don't like you in that way.
Oh. Oh.
Umm, Okay.
- No that okay.
- We can still be friends.
No. Yeah, yeah.
Like I
I'm sorry. I've just.
I've made this all weird.
I was fucking do this. It's
fine, it's fine. You didn't.
You didn't even make it weird.
I mean, I'm I'm the one who said
it.
I mean, like, I want to be
friends, you know, like, you're.
You're..uhh.. you're really
cool.
Okay.
Because I do really want to be
friends.
Like. But. Yeah. Yeah. Me too.
Okay.
Damn, dude, that fucking sucks.
Definitely thought she was
India.
Yeah, it's like we had this
whole plan to go watch the
fireworks
and all that tomorrow, and
I don't even know if I want to
go anymore.
It's going to be all weird.
Definitely don't go and not do
that.
Yeah, I just do.
You see my blue bowl?
No. I totally know who Zeno is.
Okay, then who is he?
He's a character from a movie.
Shut up! You're so annoying.
What?
You don't know who he is?
You are so fucking stupid.
Zeno is a little football
looking motherfucker
in the Dragonball universe,
and he's literally.
Trying to say
that was a lot of fun.
Yeah, it was.
Okay, okay.
Thanks. Later or whatever.
Yeah.
Okay.
I'll, text you back.
Okay.
Thank.
Wait.
Hey. Hey. Hey.
Sorry. I.
I really like you, Lucas.
And I just like.
I was just nervous before, and
I really like you. I'm sorry.
We really.
Yeah.
Oh, dude.
I'm sorry. Dude, I literally
just like.
Okay.
So annoying.
Wait, are we actually going to
do this?
Yes.
No. Not yet.
- Yeah, I -
- I mean, we we can, we
can.
No I'm good.
Okay.
Wait.
I'm sorry.
What? I'm sorry.
- Okay...
- Okay, okay, I'm good.
No. I'm good, I'm good. Okay.
I'm good, I'm good.
Okay.
Okay. Good night
Good night.
Are you running so fast?
This view is really pretty.
Is, pretty is.
You know, you're so gay.
Dude, I'm gonna break up with
you.
Yeah.
What, like crap?
Well, I just want to see your
eyes.
Really? I want you to.
Okay.
See? You.
This is gonna sound really
stupid, but.
Hey. Got.
Okay.
What?
Yeah.
What?
What are you talking about?
Hey. Is everything okay?
Yes. Some stupid shit
and stuff.
I'll tell you about it later.
It's
not like talk about it, man.
Okay.
I think he's high, dude.
You look more.
Shut up!
Stop, stop, stop!
No. Bad.
Oh, wait.
Well, wait wait wait.
Hold on, hold on, I forgot.
Look what I made you.
I didn't fuck is that?
It's an ashtray.
That's true.
Oh, my God, I love you.
What?
Nothing.
Come on, come on.
What did you say?
I love you.
I love you, too.
Cool.
I'm kind of nervous.
Yeah?
Yeah. I have a key.
You're an idiot.
[sounds from TV]
Hey! There he is!
- I'm Addison.
- Ah, come here!
Nice to see you in person now.
Yeah.
Sarah! Sarah get down here,
sweetie.
She's still in the shower.
Oh, hey, get some good workouts
in, Yeah, he's super buff now.
He's, he's trying to be a model,
you know.
- Oh, really?
- Yeah.
- No, she's joking.
Come on in.
Yeah I was in school for a
little bit, but,
I honestly just really didn't
like it.
It kind of made me really
depressed, so, Yeah, I left,
like,
midway through my sophomore
year, but,
I love LA, so I stayed here and,
and I'm just working at this,
like, pet store thing, and I
really like it.
I have a cat,
so I can, you know, get food
and and it's finished college,
because that's very important.
Sarah.
Come on.
You can't be telling Addie
how to live a life over here.
Oh, of course, I was just being
silly.
No, no, you're you're fine.
Probably not, but, Lucas,
I gotta tell you,
I was watching this kill a
documentary on the streaming
about penguins.
Right?
They travel these long journeys
just to make
they want to across the ice for
miles.
Was there one of those on
hippos?
I feel like I just watched one
on hippos.
I. I just like it,
but those are really fun.
We can't. The penguins just fly.
We. No, penguins don't fly.
No, no, penguins can't fly, you
idiot.
You learn that in
like fucking third grade.
I don't, she's
anyway this one penguin, he
goes, who wanders off away from
the herd?
You know what happened to him?
Dead.
That's why we gotta stick
together
and voila!
People on this planet.
You only got one family.
We got to look out for each
other.
Ain't that right, Addie?
Yeah, yeah.
Yeah, definitely. That's cool.
Have to have to watch it with
you
sometime.
Well, you can watch it
as much as you want on stream
it.
One of the crazy thing about.
Hey, what are you, cooking?
Sorry.
It just it smells so good.
Oh, well, just a simple little
dish.
Pesto pasta.
Where do you see the meal
we got coming for you?
Oh, we know I actually want to
be a chef.
If if I were going to go back to
school, it would be culinary
school.
But you know.
Hey, Sarah, come here for a
second.
What?
What, are you, deaf?
Honey, you should come here.
It. Can you grab me
some more of those killer dates?
The dates?
Yeah, dates.
Big box, organic.
Oh, honey, I don't know where
you keep those.
Sweetie, you really are
something.
Oh, I think I would know if I
told you
where we keep the dates.
Top shelf at the pantry.
Oh. Oh, silly me.
I forgot that for a second. Got
what?
Do you see this killing me?
Oh, we got.
It it smells really good.
Yeah when they said it was four
days a week, I got worried I
wouldn't be able to,
but it, I worked out to where
it doesn't overlap with any of
my classes.
You're doing great things.
You got this internship.
You got this great girl.
Yeah.
Yeah, I like her a lot.
She's a funny one.
Doesn't really let you talk
much,
I mean, I guess I think she's
just nervous.
Yeah. Poor thing. Listen.
Your mom's saying that she's
still seeing those comments up
on the page.
You got to get this check to
stop saying these hateful things
about you.
Especially when it's up in the
cloud
where everyone could sleep.
Literally nobody's
going to see that stuff.
It's on private.
And she's like, obviously
joking.
Don't seem like it.
And, you know, I,
I really don't appreciate you
guys
just like calling me up like
that and screaming at me.
Okay, stop with the
you guys. It's your mom.
She's going on mental. Okay?
Why does she feel the need to
fucking log into my account as
we listen?
Look at me. Look at my face. Are
you gay?
No. Then why are you letting a
call you gay?
I see what she's doing.
She's calling you a gay boy.
She's calling you a bitch.
She's making a fool out of you.
And it's all up on the cloud.
Yeah, she's just joking.
Like, literally makes no sense.
Why are you guys so upset by.
Oh, stop with the.
You guys
okay, your boss over
at the internship, she's
probably going through your
paperwork right now.
They find this shit,
they're going to fire you.
Okay? Yeah. I'll talk to her.
No, you don't talk to you.
Tell a real clear.
Delete those. Calm. Hey.
Yeah.
Whatever.
Okay.
Hey. Just looking out for you.
Don't worry. I'll talk to your
mom about hacking to you.
So much so that. Man.
Don't get me wrong about the
girls,
I like it.
It's a beauty.
Okay, okay.
Oh. What you looking at?
I think it's like a hairy
chicken.
So I was just, like, thinking
about,
going to Minnesota for
Thanksgiving.
I know we had kind of talked
about it.
Tickets can just get expensive
if we wait.
Yeah.
No, it's just,
I don't know if I have time
to go on a big trip just because
of of
working. So.
Okay.
Yeah. Just,
let me know.
Hey are you sure I can't stay
over tonight?
I just, like I miss you.
I feel like I haven't seen you
forever.
I mean, I want you to just.
I've just been, like,
really busy and stuff, like,
I keep, like, not getting to go
to the gym because I'm always so
tired
when I get back from school
or work.
I mean, like,
I don't know, like, I, I totally
could,
I just gotta stop being so
fucking lazy.
I feel like thank you
shouldn't be so hard on
yourself.
Like,
I don't know, maybe you could
like,
go to the gym,
like, only three times a week
or four times a week, I guess,
instead of, like, basically
every single day.
I know, but I can't do that
because, like,
I just like,
I hate being skinny
and I have the ability to get
there,
so I just gotta I just got to do
it.
I don't think you're skinny,
though.
You think you're home.
Thanks.
That's very sweet of you.
So I pay month to month at her
place.
So I was thinking,
I was thinking pretty soon
maybe I could move in here. Oh.
Yeah.
Yeah, yeah.
No, no, I mean, it's really
there's no pressure, and it's
only if you want to.
- No, no
- So it's it's like no rush
- I want to. Yeah.
No, I don't think Alan would
mind like, that'd be cool.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Roomies!
- Here you want some?
- Oh, no. It's okay. I'm going
to work out later.
It's going to be all right.
Yeah. Got.
Oh, I got to go now.
Now? Yeah.
No, no no no no no no
no, we've got to go now.
I'm serious.
I'm serious.
Like the door on your way out.
Okay. Hey.
Sorry I'm late.
No, no.
It was. It was.
I thought she had it. Like she
knows.
It's probably the say no.
Yeah,
it sounded like it was a done
deal to me.
Why, honey, we
know she's already planning it
with you.
What?
I know that.
How do you think?
Because your mom's
reading the text messages.
I am not.
Mom. What the hell happened?
How do you even do that?
I have my phone.
She sees it on the.
Yeah, I'm not even reading
those.
Don't be silly.
Went back, son.
I'm paying the rent over
and I'm paying a whole lot of
money
for the special school
you want to go to so bad.
And I ain't doing that
so this girl can come in
distress
at you and turn the place into a
drug house. Why?
We know she does the drugs,
honey, we don't think
she's a good influence on you.
And I've seen the way she treats
you.
She just seems so hateful.
And I mean that. Just. Joe care.
Stop.
Look, first she's calling you
gay.
Now she's trying to leech off.
You pay
less and rent, Well, you know,
it looks.
Look at me.
Look,
I can't run around with a hot
chick like that.
Makes you feel good.
But I'm not gonna let you fall
into any traps.
It's just what family does.
They look out for you.
Moral of the story is, it ain't
happening.
No girl moving in with you.
We clear?
Yeah.
Of course.
I was really going to say, you
know. Are you going back out?
I know that, let's be real.
It's just too much at this age.
It'd be like you're married,
right?
That's if you want some crazy
bitch screaming in jail all the
time
like I got over here.
Oh, you do your little
play down, Sarah.
Anyway, shut.
We're so proud of you.
You keep doing great things.
You know what's best for you.
Yeah.
Hey, we'll see you in a couple
of days, right?
Thanksgiving.
I'm cooking to kill a turkey.
Ring ring ring.
Your girlfriend is calling.
Ring, ring ring.
I'm not fucking around.
Ring ring ring.
Your girlfriend is calling.
Ring ring ring ring.
Hey, hey, what are you doing
right now?
You want to fuck?
No, I can't right now. I gotta
work out.
Oh, okay, then
let's just hang out later
tonight.
I have some work to do.
So can we just hang out
Friday or something?
Oh, what work do you have to do?
Shit that I have to get done.
I don't know why
it matters so much to you.
Oh, okay.
Jeez, what's your problem?
I just I'm sorry.
We can't hang out every single
night,
okay?
What the hell we don't like.
I literally never see you
anymore.
You're always so busy.
I seriously can't do this right
now.
So can we just.
I'll see you on Friday. Okay?
Fine. I'll see you on Friday.
I. Yeah, or are you not?
What do you mean?
Of course, I'm not a Trump
supporter. What's people do?
Actually thinking
that I voted for Donald Trump?
Of course I did it. I'm a
liberal person.
I voted for Biden,
bro. Hey,
listen,
Addie texted me and told me to
tell you
to, responder.
What the fuck I did?
Why is she even texting you that
stuff?
She's been, like, super
clingy lately, and it's just
like,
it's really annoying.
Yeah.
You are
you still thinking of moving her
in here?
Honestly, no.
I've been thinking about it,
and she's just going to be a
distraction.
It's going to be like,
I'm married and like, I don't
know.
I'm just not ready for that
shit.
Honestly, that's the first thing
I thought of when you told me,
like,
whoa, a little fast.
Much like, no way
is that going to work out, you
know?
No chance. No chance.
If that was my girl afterwards.
Yikes, yikes.
So good. Yeah.
How come you didn't say
anything?
Zero chance family.
Zero chance.
I would worked out so.
That's cool.
Yeah.
So, have you thought about
when I would move in?
Yeah.
Of course.
We haven't talked about it. My.
And I don't want to be pushy or
anything. I.
I want what you want to.
Yeah, well, I said I wanted to.
I want to say
sorry, for being annoying on the
phone the other day.
It's okay. It's just, you know,
I've just been really stressed
lately, and
I just I need some time to
myself sometimes.
Okay.
And, Lucas, I really mean it
when I say you shouldn't be so
hard on himself.
Like, I think you're doing
really great. And
I'm really proud of you.
And, you know,
maybe you should talk to me
about it.
Like, what's upsetting you?
Whatever. I think it might help
it.
It's.
Talk to me about what's
stressing you.
It's just I know who I'm
stressed.
And I think talking about it's
just going to make it worse.
Okay. I don't know what to do.
Then.
What, like you're being super
distant lately,
and I feel like I can't even
talk to you, so, like, I'm just
trying to help you.
Yeah, but I know that it won't
help.
How do you know that?
I know myself,
okay, I know, I know what's best
for me.
This feels weird.
Lucas, can you please just stop?
What?
After tonight, can we just not
see each other for a few days?
I just I really need you
to give me some more time. Why?
Why do you need, like,
an absurd amount of time alone?
It's kind of fucking weird.
Like, don't you get time alone
at work?
No, because I'm working.
I just say I need time
to sort through shit in my head
and, like, it's just like that.
I'm sorry. That's not the way
you work.
But we're two different people,
and that's just what I need,
okay.
Sorry.
Please, just do that for me.
Okay.
Ring ring ring.
Your girlfriend is calling,
right?
It's a perfect
example
of the classic American suburban
mall.
And that's the Rolling Acres
mall.
So the Rolling Acres
mall is located in Akron, Ohio.
You will see.
The temple.
And there's a lot of.
Hey, Lucas.
Okay.
Hey, could you do me a huge
favor?
Sure.
Yeah. Yeah. Okay.
What kind of favor?
I kind of have to get to class.
Yeah.
I was just wondering
if you could record the lecture
for me.
I have an appointment.
I really can't miss it.
Yeah. Yeah.
Okay. Cool. Dude.
Oh my God, thank you.
Yeah.
You know, actually, is it
is it cool if I just recorded on
my phone
and then send it to you?
Yeah, well, you know, I gave you
that, and I asked you to do
this.
I have my appointment, so.
Okay. Yeah.
Sorry. Oh. Thank you.
Yeah.
Of course.
Do I know you?
Yeah.
Just take back,
Oh. Is that.
Oh, dude, it's probably because
my hair, right?
I mean, oh,
you know, it's grown out so
long, so.
Yeah, if you could just record
the lecture, that'd be great.
Yeah, yeah, I can do that.
Right?
See you later, man!
Wait, how am I going to get this
back to you?
Okay, it's,
I substitute
I hear your professor did not.
We did a lesson plan, and.
But that's okay,
because I brought a little
something.
I like to show all my classes on
the first day.
Let's see here.
So I'll be honest with you,
this is pretty weird, but,
you guys are going to like it.
The concept is actually very eye
opening.
Give it a shot. So we'll talk
about it.
Okay.
And here we
are, the granddaddy of all
quantum weirdness.
The infamous double slit
experiment.
To understand this experiment,
we first need to see how
particles
or little balls of matter.
If we randomly shoot a small
object,
say, a marble, at the screen,
we see a pattern on the back
wall
where they went through the
slit,
then hit.
Now, if we add a second slit,
we would expect to see the
second band duplicated to the
right.
Now let's look at waves.
The waves hit the slit
and radiate out, striking the
back wall
with the most intensity
directly in line with the slit.
Unless you disagree, Mark.
When we add the second slit,
something different happens.
If the top of one wave leads
the bottom of another wave,
they cancel each other out.
So now
there is an interference pattern
on the back wall.
Places where the two tops meet
for the highest intensity,
the bright lines and where they
cancel.
There is nothing.
Where they cancel.
Okay.
So I'm not just like.
Why are you being so mean to me?
It's just a cat.
I don't know, it was a weird
day.
What?
We don't talk for a second.
Yeah.
I don't think
things are working out between
us.
What?
Sorry, guys.
It's so fucking.
No, no you're not.
I did not. Listen, I know you
need space.
I know you need space,
and I can give you more space.
I know it's just like
we've been trying to do that,
and it it's it's not working in,
like.
Okay, but I promise, I promise,
I promise I'll give it to you.
Please, just give me a chance.
I'm sorry.
This is something that I need to
do.
Okay.
Just.
Sorry,
sorry.
It's.
Do you still love me?
I don't know.
I just sorry, thought.
So do you think we can
still hang out
when you're not busy?
Yeah. Let's.
I love hanging out with you.
It's just.
I really need time to think
things through.
I'll be around if you need.
Okay.
Wait.
Addison, I gotta go.
Okay.
Bye. Bye.
Oh. Lucas, I just wanted to
write this.
Oh. Lucas, I just wanted to
write this.
To say how proud of you I am.
And to let you know
how much you've helped me.
You are such an amazing person.
And I hope you realize that.
I know that I love you,
and I feel like we're meant for
each other
and that certain things are just
clouding your feelings, right
now.
Thank you so much for being my
best friend
and for making me so, so happy.
I love
Addie,
you talk over people when you do
it a lot.
It's annoying.
Okay, but do you not understand
that? That makes me feel like
shit.
It's like you're
trying to make me feel that I'm
not.
But you are.
And like you just said that
things were getting better.
I don't wash my hands.
Obviously they're not.
Like it's shit like this.
Like. Like, why do you have to
get so sensitive about it?
I don't look, I just thought
that maybe you'd want to try to
improve yourself.
I don't know.
Why? What are you doing?
Why does it have to be like
this?
Please, just get out of the car,
okay?
Look, I know that.
I know I fucked this up,
and I know that I'm annoying
and and I have shit to work on,
but I.
I want to stop,
okay?
Do you realize what you're doing
is stressing me the fuck out
right now?
Like you said, you give me time
and space and shit, and you're
not doing
that.
Sorry.
Can you please just go inside?
Okay.
Okay.
Hello?
Hey. What are you doing?
You know, we hear, like,
Alan, he's like,
for a drug. It's.
It's really fucking funny.
Yeah.
Sorry.
I'm not gonna be able to make it
like.
Oh, why you.
Come on.
I did you, like, bailed on me,
like, last Thursday.
It's just like, I don't know, I.
I miss you a lot.
I gotta go.
What?
Are you, like, avoiding me or
something?
I said
hello, hey, I
there's something wrong.
Oh, well, I just have to go.
Wait. But I'm like,
we can talk about, like,
I can head over to your place
right now.
Whatever it is, like.
Like we can figure it out, you
know?
Hell, no.
Don't go to my house. Why?
Oh, wow.
Oh, here in the city,
it is clearly over and over out
there.
People are hearing one thing on
it.
You don't know what that second.
Well, get this morning.
Are we ready? One.
Four. 321.
Happy new year on the people.
Have a new day. Very.
You know. I.
Love.
Lucas,
I want you to look me right in
the face, okay?
Look at this fat face.
I've known you
since you were a little baby.
I known you since you were this
big.
I've known you since you were
watching the Blue's Clues on the
television.
I got you the big red chair
and everything.
I've known you since you were
picking your nose and eating the
books.
Okay?
And you're telling me.
You're telling me
you don't remember any of that?
You got nothing.
Nothing at all. No.
To say some kind of joke.
Oh. I'm sorry.
I don't know who you guys are.
These are delicious.
Listen, doc. No.
Okay, well, Lucas, you're good
to go.
Just change that bandage every
so often.
Keep clean.
But don't worry much. It's just
a scrape.
You know, your amnesia, it's
mainly attributed to.
You had a close head injury and
luckily, you know, it could be
way worse.
It could be really gross for me.
You know, sand may seem nice and
soft, but it's really just a
bunch of little rocks.
Rocks?
They are hard.
Just.
Be careful out there, okay?
Okay.
I knew something bad was going
to happen.
I looked on your phone
and they said they were getting
alcohol.
Whenever you're with Ellen.
Oh, we should have never let you
move in with Sarah.
Stop.
Alan.
Where's Alan?
Back at the apartment.
Already had a big talk with his
parents.
I just remember, like, more of
the the recent stuff,
you know, just like you and
me and in school and shit like
that.
You know, but it's just like,
more of the more of the old
stuff, you know, it's it's
pretty much all gone.
I mean, that's a
it's fucked up.
Yeah.
It's, it's it's weird.
And,
I was just wondering, man, I
could really use your your help
with some stuff.
You know, it's,
It's.
That's cool.
Oh, yeah, I got you.
I got you.
Hey, are you even listening
right now?
Yeah, I got you.
Hey, bro.
Hey! Head of the gym.
Want to come?
I'm good.
I think I'm going to pass.
All right.
Hey, there's a party tonight.
You want to party?
Let's go get so high tonight,
bro.
You can smoke a J.
Smoke a little. Bing bong is.
Come on.
I mean,
maybe,
I guess
just, let me know when you're
going to leave,
but I'll let you know.
It's pretty cool.
Oh my God!
Josie. What's up girl?
Did you just get here?
So where are the drinks? That's.
That's one thing I need to know.
Right?
I just,
I want
that's what all my friends call
me.
Well, it's nice to meet you.
What's up with a Band-Aid?
I, I, I was in the desert.
I fell and hit my head on a
rock.
You just, like, fell randomly.
I was like,
no, you're an idiot.
You know, I was
there was like, Hey, what's up
guys?
I was just, you know, wondering
if I could get a picture.
Would that be okay with you?
Yeah, I'm gonna get one. Okay.
Just give me one second.
Just give me a second.
Okay? Get it. I'll set.
Okay, okay. There you go.
All right. You ready? One? Yeah.
All right.
You guys did great, you know?
You guys okay.
Thank you.
Okay, I need more. We.
Will sativa.
What's sativa?
You don't know.
What's true
is, No, I don't know all tech
scams.
You're a fool.
Come here, let me show you.
Okay.
What's something like
really embarrassing about
yourself.
Well, I.
So, I'll go first.
Okay, umm., sometimes I'll just,
like,
talk out loud.
My cat.
And usually it's just like
when I'm, like,
talking through something to
myself.
Really? But you're like.
Like your cat.
Like a dog.
No. Let me pick anybody.
Okay your turn.
When I was younger,
I used to pick my nose and eat
my boogers.
I think what?
Venus.
Fuck did you kick ass?
Right.
So is this, like, a continuous
game?
Oh, right.
No. I'll go again.
So, I'm on anti-anxiety
medication, and,
last week, I just kind of
decided
to stop taking it, and.
I don't know why I'm telling you
that.
Oh, no, no, no, no, it's okay.
I don't know why I'm, like,
crying either.
Like, I'm not sad or anything.
Just,
Do you want to hug?
No. Yeah.
Of course, from.
Hey, Addison.
Hey. Sorry.
I just got back to LA,
and I can't online for some
reason,
so I just thought I'd call
tomorrow.
I didn't wake you up or
anything, did I?
No, no, no, I, I was,
I was about to call you,
actually.
Oh, really?
That's weird.
Yeah.
Are you doing anything right
now?
I but I remember the point.
Like, right before I flipped
over and
I thought about checking my
seatbelt,
you know, but I didn't.
It's just.
It's just crazy.
It feels like a made up story.
It's it's it's not,
you know, and it's not really
real.
It doesn't sound made up.
I mean, honestly,
I would be really scared if I
were you,
so I wasn't dream that I was
scared of.
I felt like I had done something
wrong,
something terrible,
and I had all this guilt.
So I don't know if I've actually
done something bad
in my past or
I could.
It's just a dream,
you know,
because I just can't fucking
remember.
I mean,
if even if you did do something
bad, like
it kind of, then I'm bad
because, I mean, you're,
you know, you're a really sweet
person.
Thanks.
Do you actually want to know
something embarrassing about me?
Okay.
Okay.
So over the past month,
or just.
I'm, like, really down on myself
and and sad and
and lost and.
Just like, whenever I'm alone,
you know, like,
I'll try to make myself cry.
Like,
try to force tears on my face,
but, like,
I can't,
you know, and it just ends up
hurting my face really bad.
That's.
I mean, that's horrible.
I don't know why.
I just don't, you know, like,
I don't know how you're
supposed to respond,
and it is kind of depressing.
No, it's really. It's okay.
I, I cry all the time for no
reason, so that's fine.
Yeah. Okay.
That makes me feel better. Good.
I think
it's I think it's going to be
okay.
Okay.
It's going to be okay.
Okay.
Dates.
Sarah.
Big box of organic dates.
Well.
Where are they?
Are you serious?
Really?
I think I would know if I told
you where we keep the dates.
You really don't know where we
keep
the dates?
No, sweetie, you're killing me.
Why don't you look on the top
shelf in the pantry?
Well, we've been keeping them
for years.
Okay?
I mean,
I'll go check.
Yeah, and you'll find them.
It's going to be a killer meal.
Oh, shit.
I totally forgot.
We we have to leave.
There's this, this this class
trip that, that I'm going on
where we're actually going to go
study the architecture and Big
Bear and,
yeah, it's like we're going to
go look at the log cabins and
stuff.
We have to go.
I'm sorry, I forgot what
if you're not going to stay for
the killer meal?
Thank you.
Your mother made this whole
meal.
I know, it's just
I have to be my friend's place.
I'm not going to stay for the
killer meal.
Well.
Okay. Fine.
Sorry, I yeah.
Oh, it's okay, honey,
always food's going to go to
waste.
It was nice to meet you,
Addison.
Yeah. It was.
It was nice to meet you, too.
Lucas.
Lucas!
Hey, are you all right?
Yeah.
Yeah.
I'm sorry for wanting to leave.
Oh. No.
It's fine. I'm here.
You're being really weird.
Yeah.
Also, I'm.
I'm sorry, I,
I know I interrupt people a lot.
I, I could hear myself doing it
tonight.
It's just something I do
when I'm nervous, so I'm.
I'm sorry. No one.
Don't worry.
I'm not
thinking about anything to do
with you.
Oh, like when you talk a lot.
Oh, I just want you to know I'm
working.
Okay.
No, it doesn't bother me.
I don't even think that.
This industry point is
for all of us who have done all.
I mean, if someone special is my
son,
do you think.
It doesn't have to be another.
It could be under the gun.
All I need is someone special
standing at my side.
All I need is someone special
standing at my side.
Now, why haven't
you been going to the therapy?
I mean, I kind of stopped having
those visions, and I was like,
wait,
I thought you'd make a progress
with Linda.
But you want your memories back.
I mean, I, I do it.
It's just like, look,
I found some old tapes.
Found some videos up in the
attic.
I watched the film all the time,
though.
So bring back some memories.
No doubt about it.
You can't just quit, son.
I'm not going to let
you toss your life in the
gutter.
You're not dead. I just like
I want you to know that I'm
okay.
I've been feeling a lot better
lately.
I've been having, like, a like a
really, really great time with
Addison.
She's. She's really at work.
I mean, I've been really
fighting myself
lately, and.
Look, I know I haven't spent
that much time with you, and,
I'm going to change that, okay?
I promise.
And maybe we can get to know
each other better.
Like, maybe even on a deeper
level and before. And.
But, I'm really happy.
I just, I,
I want you to know that.
My son Lucas.
I've been putting up with a lot
of shit lately.
I've been trying hard to be
understanding.
But this is getting out of hand.
You going mental?
All right? And I'm worried sick
about you.
We like to curl.
But what about you?
Own flesh and blood?
Like you're.
You're not even with us on
Thanksgiving.
You're supposed to spend
Thanksgiving with your family.
You've been avoiding us for
months,
getting medicine
before you lost your memory.
You're over this shit now.
You're going backwards.
Back to when you were a little
kid, when you'd spend days
in that fucking room.
You shut yourself in that room
saying you got a thing.
You think too much, get up doing
the things you gotta do,
cut the crap and get the string
a thick fucking skull.
You're not some special little
flower.
You're a human
being on this fucking planet.
Just like me.
Just like your mom.
Just like everybody else.
You got it.
Hello?
I don't think I'm a special
flower.
Yeah, you do?
Yeah, you do a lot.
You wouldn't be doing this.
You're putting us through hell
here, and you're not even
talking to us.
Well, I mean, I just said
I'd spend more time with you.
How about this, then?
When you get back,
first of all, you get down to
the therapy,
then you come have a killer
dinner.
We watch the tapes and we have
some real family time.
Okay. Yeah, yeah, we can do
that.
All right, buddy boy.
Oh, this is going to be great.
You'll be back to normal in no
time.
Just keep being strong.
You know what's best for you.
I've always told you that, I
gotta go.
Oh, yeah? Yeah, yeah.
Okay. Go spend time with that
girl. Right? She's a beauty.
I'll see you when you get back.
All right.
Well, see you then. But
you you you let me think.
- Okay?
- Yeah.Yeah.
I'm just, in my head, I.
Okay. Yeah.
Good one.
Okay.
You know, I'm just gonna I'm
just going to hang out in here
for a second.
You can go out there with them,
okay?
Yeah. Me out there in a second.
Okay?
Okay.
Don't be too long, okay?
Playing a game too.
We'll go have fun.
What's up, you dumb
motherfucker?
Stop!
What are you doing here?
We were supposed to hang out,
remember?
Yeah.
What's wrong?
What happened?
I don't know, it's just the the
same shit.
Okay. Can I just say it?
I really need to figure this out
right now.
Well, let me help you.
I can help because I just.
I really don't think you can
know.
Okay. No, listen,
remember when you helped me
apply to Patrick's?
You helped me get through
something that I wouldn't have
been able to do on my own.
And I know that this is
different, but it's really
similar in a way.
So just let me help you.
Look, you just need to leave,
okay?
I just I really don't think
there's anything you can do
right now.
How do you know?
I just know what I need, okay?
I know, I know,
and I know what's best for me
right now.
Lucas, I seriously innocent.
Please. Oh.
Please.
Okay,
fine. Bye.
So if you could just, record the
lecture.
Oh, yeah, that'd be great.
Okay, just make sure you don't
actually listen to what's really
on there.
It's a bunch of noises.
Yeah,
I got it right. A piece of him
right?
Here.
He's.
I'm excited for Lucas
coming to dinner tonight.
Yeah.
But that's okay.
I, I a little something.
I wanna show
all my classes on the first day.
I'll be honest with you.
In the videos, I.
It's great, but,
the concept, the concept is
truly I.
It was shot.
So we can talk about it
after you watch it.
All right.
Okay.
Do you know how to use this?
Because.
Yeah, like the twice I hit
record.
So it's recording.
Hey, come look at my setting.
Hi, mom. Dad.
So when we throw things
that is not heard through two
slits, we get this.
Two bands of hits.
And with waves, we get an
interference
pattern of many bands.
Yeah.
Let's go quantum.
Yeah.
And electron is a tiny,
tiny bit of matter.
Like a tiny marbles.
Let's fire a stream through one
slit.
It behaves just like the marble.
A single band.
So if we shoot these tiny bits
through two slits,
we should get like two marbles.
Two bands to see what
an interference pattern we
fired.
Electrons, tiny bits of matter
through.
But we get a pattern like waves
and not like
little marbles. How?
It doesn't make sense.
Mod physicists are clever.
They thought maybe those little
balls are bouncing off each
other
and creating that pattern
so they decide to shoot
electrons through one at a time.
There is no way they can
interfere with each other.
But after an hour of this,
the same interference pattern
seemed to emerge.
But physicists
were completely baffled by this,
so they decided to peek and see
which slit actually goes
through.
They put a measuring device by
one slit
to see which one
it went through, and let it fly.
But the quantum world
is far more mysterious
than they could have imagined.
When they observed, the electron
went back to behaving like a
little marble.
It produced a pattern of two
bands,
not an interference pattern of
many.
The electron decided to act
differently,
as though it was aware
it was being watched.
Sorry.
Don't tell anybody about that.
Oh, no. It's fine.
I don't care.
Is that a
indica or sativa?
What?
Oh, I, I don't know.
Like that video you showed.
All right.
You know, some.
That it's weird that,
like, nobody really talks about
that experiment.
More like.
Oh, or maybe they do that.
I don't I don't really know.
No, I mean, you're right,
they really don't.
And because it's scary, I mean,
we're afraid of that kind of
stuff.
We like to act
like we're totally in control.
But no
matter how many people act like
they do,
nobody really knows what the
fuck's going on.
Okay. But.
We're all in the same boat
like nobody knows.
You know, we kind of
just have to go with it, see
what happens.
Sometimes what happens
is actually pretty cool.
You just have to try your best.
That's really all you can do.
Yeah,
Yeah. No, that totally makes
sense.
Just talk.
It sucks when you try to make,
like, one person happy.
And that makes somebody else,
like, sad or angry.
I don't know.
Seems like I wouldn't worry
too much about that shit.
Know most people are very
self-aware,
you know, like, I don't think
I'm better than anybody else.
It's great actually.
Kind of sad when you think about
it, but it is what it is.
What I'm trying to say is it
you don't have to
try for those kinds of people,
you know,
you have to do what you think is
right if you want, you know?
And I mean, unless that stops
another person from doing what
they want.
Sorry, sorry, I'm.
I forgot what we're talking
about.
Oh, no.
No, it's it's okay.
I think I get it, actually.
And even if I don't, I mean,
it's it's still pretty
interesting.
Cool.
Who should.
I go have a dinner with my
parents.
All right. Sounds fun.
I'll see you later.
Hey. Yeah. Probably not.
I'm the substitute. Oh.
Yeah.
Well, have a great week or
whatever.
I mean, like,
thanks for the talk and stuff.
Like problem.
Okay. Yeah. Bye.
Okay. Yeah. Bye.
Well.
You fuck! Oh,
fuck!
Lucas, what are you doing?
I'm so sorry.
I didn't mean to scare you.
I probably should, just like,
said your name.
Hi. Hi.
I'm so sorry.
Oh, my God, I know I really am
sorry for, like, pressuring you,
and.
It's okay. I'm.
I know you're just worried,
like I shouldn't.
I don't know what you're going
through, and I shouldn't
assume that you work through
things the same way that I do.
So I know, but, like, I should
have, like, communicated with
you better.
It's just like,
I get it. I get really
overwhelmed.
I think sometimes it's okay.
It's okay to want alone time.
I don't know why.
I assume the worst
and I don't even know why.
It's just like
I feel things a lot,
okay?
It's not like a bad thing.
Okay.
Are you feeling okay?
Like, did you figure out,
like, what was, you know.
Yeah,
I think I did. And
I feel a lot better now.
Yeah.
So I love you.
Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.
I don't know, you get me out
the window.
You have to go. Leave.
I have to work.
So just you come back down here.
Just fucking up.
I just go because you're crazy.
Then why?
Just because I haven't spoken
in.
They been
a little bit and a little bit
of.
A little bit of me.
And I may have a little bit
and have inspections.
And then I think I will be.
Okay.
Oh, yeah.
It's that Ady shit right?
Yeah. It's it's all me.
No, it's pretty crazy. I
actually,
I don't think I've ever had,
like, a New Year's kiss.
Yeah, that's.
Not it.
It's pretty insane if you think
about it like.
Oh, shit. Here we go. You guys
all right?
Oh, shit.
Five four.
Three two. One.
Happy new year.
Let's go next year. Wow.
Yeah, I don't know.
He's just like.
Helen is fucking rude.
Yeah. He gets aggressive.
I just can't wait to fucking
cuddle.
I just want to cuddle up.
I can't wait till we get home.
It's all right.
I'm at my. At your place.
I didn't mean.
No, no, no, I mean, I,
I feel like whenever we go to
your place, it still feels like
I'm going home.
Yeah.
All right.
I just want you to know that
I'm always going to be there for
you,
no matter what.
Oh, my.
Oh, fuck.
Would you stop looking so.
Oh, she's there, like,
completely in her fucking lane.
Are you okay?
Yeah.
Yeah.
Do you think they crashed?
Oh, shit.
I don't know.
Oh. Thank God.
Weird
is in cars. You.
Think they're gonna be okay?
Yeah, I think so.
Should we?
You want to go?
Yeah.
Ring, ring, ring. Your
girlfriend is calling.
Ring, ring, ring.
I'm not fucking around.
Ring or.
Hey, I fucking do that again.
Addison. No.
Look, please.
I was I was really just trying
to.
I mean, electron,
it's a tiny, tiny bit of that.
We would expect to see at the
screen.
We see a pattern on the back
wall there.
They would do the shit. Hey!
They would do the shit. Hey!
What are you looking at?
Oh, yes.
I think I know that guy from
somewhere.
Oh, 1 a.m..
I got a cat.
Really?
Yeah.
What kind of cat?
He's a tuxedo cat,
you know, because he has, like,
a white belly and then black on
the back.
Yeah, I know what a tuxedo cat
is.
Do you like him?
Yeah. He's all right.
- I got him a little harness
- You should walk him like a
dog.
- take him on a walk.
I should probably go.
Oh. Okay.
Well, it was, it was.
It was really good to see you.
Okay.
Honestly,
I didn't even think that, you
know,
you were going.
What?
What?
I mean, you kind of
just stopped talking to me.
Okay.
I'm sorry, I don't.
I don't mean to be weird.
- We kind of are.
- Well, I'm...
Not really.
I mean, like, it's
kind of confusing, like, I
thought.
I thought we were getting
to be really cool again.
Like, we were. We were kind of,
So what, you like,
started to like me again.
I don't know what.
Like you started talking to me
again.
Like you wanted to hang out.
What?
- What happened to that?
- I've literally had no friends.
I mean, after James and I broke
up, it was like I...
[whispers to herself]
Why do you make things into
something that they're not?
I mean, for the millionth time.
Lucas, I don't like you like
that anymore.
Well, I mean, you're not
indifferent.
What?
What do you mean, in -
Indifferent?
What do you mean?
- I don't, I don't know, like,
- Look, I'm just trying to get
out.
I'm done, I'm done.
I'm just like, stop with this
weird, arrogant thing that
you're doing.
What?
I really just wish that
you would open yourself up to me
again.
Like, I just want to spend time
with you, like I like. I want to
talk with you.
And I'm not saying that it
would.
It would work out or anything.
Like maybe we just end up being
friends.
- But I just wish that you'd
give it a chance.
- I don't want to!
Why not?
Look,
not to be mean,
but you are really fucking
annoying, okay?
And I'm just looking back.
- There were things that you did
that,
- I know, I know, and,
and I'm sorry.
I thought back to those things,
too.
And, like, I just don't.
I really don't think you have
those problems with me anymore.
Listen, all I ever wanted in
my entire life was a genuine
connection with someone.
I never I never had that.
- Can you just not -
- I know that what you saw was
me just being, like.
Really? Like, overwhelmed and
weird.
I was just, like,
living unconsciously and, like,
I just wish that you could see
how hard it was for me to even,
like,
- see what I was...
- Trauma.
We all have it.
Yeah, but I'm not like that
anymore.
But it's not even about that,
Lucas.
Okay? I didn't
I don't even think I ever loved
you.
I mean, I,
I didn't know what love was for
me until I met James.
I know, just I.
It's just the truth.
Sorry.
Well, you know what?
It felt real to me.
Well.
Feel whatever you want. I...
I gotta go, I know.
Okay, well, I mean, you said
that, like, eight times, so.
Lucas, I don't want to end
things like this. I don't...
Me neither
Like, I really do
think we could be friends in the
future.
Maybe just
I don't know.
Not right now.
Yeah, I mean, I, I, I think we
can be, too. Like...
Okay.
Thanks for the coffee.
- No problem.
- Bye.
- Bye
Who asked you
to give it back, bro?
To earthquakes?
Well, hurricanes hit us, but not
everything's suffering.
Everyone's cold can escape
the set and have it in us.
But I'm going to wear.
Everyone's comfortable shopping.
The weather's coming up
cause that feels better.
It's no surprise,
I'm out to paradise.
If my name is
I really don't get why
out of all the ways
things could have turned out
Why this.
Maybe there's some reason, but
I can't know.
All I can do is leave it alone.
Doesn't feel right.
But I hope I'm wrong.
I just wanted to be happy.
I mean, I want everyone to be
happy.
But what can I do?
I'm just one dude.
So I'm come to the end.
And just keep thinking about
what could have been.
If I'd known better.
But I can't go back.
This is my path now.
There we go.
That's two out of three.
I. I swear to God, you're
both fucking cheating, bro.
Yonder,
you pick scissors every single
time.
Look at him go.
I got this weird feeling.
Check your seatbelt.
Who knows what would have
happened
if I didn't listen?
That doesn't mean it isn't hard,
though.
I still feel like
I have this hole in my heart.
And I don't think it's healing
or getting better anytime soon.
I think I'm
honestly just getting used to
it.
Being there and,
I don't know, like, maybe,
maybe it never will.
You know?
I don't know,
I guess we'll see what happens.
Thanks for listening.
Pretty good listener.
This is stupid.
Sometimes I...
just wish somebody would
tell me everything's going to be
okay.
It's going to be okay.
What?
It's going to be okay.
Thanks.
On of ten over in the suburbs.
Nothing hurts.
You were selling.
Destined to find your place
among the greats.
Put out your easy date.
Major credit.
Call it play by indecision
and your bright potential.
Tempting to aglow you, Jeff,
through life.
Just finding ways to cope.
The one thing you share of you
I get off when you're home.
You spite of death.
What happened to the dreams you
spoken of?
What happened to your plans?
Other goofy stand up.
The dozen patterns in you
tattoo?
No, but Bethesda's still.
You like it? How?
The things you that would just
show up
while you still have your
health.
Blue.
I've found yourself in Southeast
Asia Cup quarter
life crisis face tell a septic
man.
But you know
you can't wait to be
back on your couch alone.
Hey, Clinton, you you're home.
Hey, Britain.
Yeah.
You know.
Hey, Clinton.
You you. Oh,
hey. The ten year.
Oh. And,
Britain. You
you go
and let's you you go
at the time you go.
At the time, you do love
and love to make you.
Love. Man.
You love me.
I. Because.
I. Because.
How do I really know? It's
damn real? Yeah.
Okay, I'll just say a couple
times. Right?
Because how do you know what's
real and what's just and say I
had it?
Yeah, because how do I really
know what's real and what's just
inside my head?
Okay.
How do I know it's really real?