Beyond the Dream (2019) Movie Script
Go away, are you done filming?
Stop filming.
Crazy bitch.
Ling
Ling
It's me.
Don't be afraid.
Did you hear that voice?
It's not real,
don't listen to it.
Do you know her?
Will you stop filming?
Go away!
"IT'S GONE VIRAL!"
"STOP SECONDARY VICTIMIZATION,
MENTAL DISORDER IS ONLY AN ILLNESS"
Hold on!
Hey!
So it was with you.
Thank you.
Don't just say hey next time.
Call me Yan-yan.
I'm Lee Chi-lok.
C for Chi and L for Lok.
Goodbye.
Go away!
I don't want to see you!
I told you to go away!
My dad always gets crazy
after drinking.
Do you drink?
I can't drink.
Please don't drink.
Do you live with your mom?
Yes.
She passed away last month.
Did she love you?
She said no one will love me
like she did.
Do your students like you?
I'm sure some girls
have a crush on you.
They are just primary students.
Do you have a girlfriend?
No.
I never had one.
You're a nice guy,
how come you don't?
Of course you must tell her,
if you choose to be with her.
Why would you lie to her?
That's not fair to her.
One night, I told her that
"I once had schizophrenia,
but I've recovered".
She laughed and called me silly.
She said I should've
told her earlier.
But then,
she began to distant herself
and never picked up my calls.
People like us
don't deserve to date.
We're talking about
getting married.
You finally told him?
I won't tell him.
If I have a relapse one day
and he doesn't want me,
then so be it.
"YAN-YAN"
Ling?
My husband wants to divorce me.
Take it easy, sit down first.
He said everyone
saw his wife naked.
He's embarrassed.
It was the ghost.
It said it'd kill my mom.
It's not your fault.
It's him who doesn't
understand us.
Why are you so scared?
Hiding something from me?
No.
I'll call you tonight.
I have something to tell you.
I'll head home first.
Mr. Lee.
What is it?
I'll break your arm.
I won't let you see him again.
He's crazy!
Who knows when
he'll stab someone?
I told you not to be with him.
He's crazy.
Why do you have
to choose a crazy guy?
Do you want more beating?
I told you not to be with him.
Don't go down!
Open the door!
Yan-yan!
Open the door!
Open the door, Yan-yan!
Call the cops!
Call call the cops!
Let Yan-yan go, it has
nothing to do with her.
What time is it? Stop yelling.
You're so loud,
don't you need to sleep?
Lok.
Yan-yan, open the door.
I'll explain to your dad, okay?
Just go!
I told you to stop yelling.
Give us a chance.
Leave!
We are serious.
I've recovered, I'm fine now.
Leave!
No!
Stop it! Stop hitting him!
You're hurting me!
Stop it!
You guys saw it.
He hit me first,
I didn't start it.
He's crazy!
Be careful, go home,
close your doors!
Crazy lunatic.
I'll beat you up
every time I see you.
Don't let me see you again!
Son of a bitch!
I know everything.
I don't care if you're ill.
I still love you.
Don't leave me.
Take some rest.
We're starting
Research objects?
Do we need to go
to a research lab?
Ling mentioned it before,
I want to participate.
Thanks for letting me
introduce this program to you.
I want to have a better
understanding of your situations.
So, whoever willing to
take part in this research
will receive free
consultation sessions from me.
I'll use parts of the
assessment as my research.
Please take one each, thanks.
Hey.
Is someone talking?
Yes.
It's a postgraduate student.
She wants to study us
as research objects.
She's a cutie.
You can be rest assured,
for those who want
to participate,
your personal information
will be protected.
That includes
your names and ages.
When this research paper
is published,
no one will know
about your identities.
Your personal information
will be protected.
That includes
your names and ages.
When this dissertation
is published,
no one will know
about your identities.
Even though this is
just a research,
but through
psychology consultation,
I'd love to help you
face challenges in life.
If you'd like to take part in it,
you can sign up with me.
No, with Joe.
Lok, let's have a word.
Give it some thought.
Let me know
if you have any questions.
Have I met you before?
Were you the one
who helped Ling that day?
You told those people off
with me.
Are you all right?
Shall we go back to the center?
No, thanks.
Erotomania
is one of the symptoms
derived from schizophrenia.
The patients fall in love
with an imaginary person
or think they have
a secret admirer.
The object of obsession could be an idol,
a celebrity or their boss.
There was once a case where
two female patients in the
same hospital claimed to be
Andy Lau's wives
at the same time.
Both Mrs. Laus argued
in their ward everyday.
Most researches focus on
pharmacological treatments,
but I'd like to restate
Carl Jung's perspective
that delusions, just as dreams,
can be triggered by psychological factors.
Through psychotherapy,
I want to understand how patients
develop delusions, hallucinations
love lives or
even sexual experience.
Whether the lack of love is
the cause of the disorder.
We still need one more dissertation
for this conference.
This topic should work for you.
I'm not her dissertation tutor.
Let's see what the empress says.
Have you found a case study?
I helped a female patient
with schizophrenia before.
The counseling center
she went to
promised to refer
ex-mentally ill persons to me.
You still don't know
what I'm asking.
You aren't usually this slow.
I think Dr. Fung means,
have you found any cases
that support
your dissertation on erotomania?
Not yet,
but I'm starting already.
I've been a clinical psychologist
for over 30 years.
I've seen over 1,000 patients.
Yet, I don't even meet
one erotomaniac a year.
You have to submit your
dissertation next year.
When can you find an actual case?
I won't approve this topic.
Let's talk when you find
an actual case.
Sorry, I'm late.
I'll ask my friends, who
are clinical psychologists,
to see if there are
any suitable cases for you.
Thank you.
I couldn't sleep again
last night.
Didn't you say we'll open a center
together in the future?
Give me back my key, okay?
It's only been 2 months.
Is that it?
The feelings are gone.
Give it back.
How many men have you given
this key to?
Should I change
my dissertation topic?
You can decide later,
there's no rush.
I've asked some of my
clinical psychologist friends.
They will let me know soon.
My research assistant just quit.
All my data is now a mess.
Can I help?
You don't do much quantitative research,
are you sure?
I took a course before,
I should be able to do it.
Let me think about it.
Let's talk tomorrow.
Simon.
Are you all right?
Sorry.
I feel dizzy.
Go home first,
I'll catch a taxi home.
Perhaps I should give you a lift?
Thank you.
See you next week then.
Thank you, Miss Yip.
- I'm leaving, thanks.
- You're welcome.
Goodbye, Lok.
Goodbye.
If I want to participate
in your study,
is it too late?
I saw myself turning into a goat.
I was chased by someone.
I was scared.
Who's chasing you?
A little girl.
But,
I feel like she's someone else.
Someone close to you?
Such as your girlfriend?
Sort of.
Being chased in a dream
generally means that we
are afraid of something
that we repress in reality.
Let's talk about
your relationship with her.
Counseling is like
playing football.
No matter how good the coach is,
the players still need
to play the match.
In fact, the girl doesn't exist.
I saw her when I had a relapse.
I fell in love with her
and thought we dated
for 2 months.
Do you think I'm crazy?
No, not at all.
I was imagining how much
that must've bothered you.
We are all the same.
We have fantasy about love.
It's just that some people
have feelings that are
more intense and dramatic
than others.
But since this has been
bothering you,
shall we start with this?
I know time's up.
You're my last patient today.
You can talk as much as you want.
Never mind,
we can continue next week.
There's some homework
I want you to do.
Write down how you felt
when you dated your delusion,
as detailed as possible.
I'll try.
His mother passed away last year.
Did you talk about his relationship
with his mother?
He mentioned that his mother
loved him
and that no one loves
him as much as she did.
That's an important question.
Why didn't you put it
in your report?
This could be the reason why
he thinks that no one
loves him other than his mom.
This explains why
he doesn't dare to love
in reality
and ends up falling in
love with his delusion.
I'm sorry, I never
thought of it that way.
I think you and Lee
Chi-lok have similar problems.
Do you remember
you mentioned that
your mom used to beat you up.
What did she say to you?
"EVEN YOUR MOTHER
DOESN'T WANT YOU"
"NO ONE WANTS YOU IN THIS WORLD"
I did a psychological analysis
for you.
These words made
a deep impact on you.
It made you think that you
don't deserve to be loved.
Remember,
don't let your relationship with
your mother influence your research.
Dr. Fung.
Dr. Chan.
Long time no see.
Why didn't you come to the
anniversary gala last time?
My counseling center
is opening soon.
I've been so busy.
Yip Nam, this is Dr. Chan.
This is my student, Yip Nam.
Hello.
I thought she's your daughter.
I treat her as one.
You are both welcome to
the opening of my center.
Sure.
I'm meeting someone,
let's talk later.
Okay, see you.
Goodbye.
Dr. Chan will be hiring many people
for her counseling center.
She told me to recommend
some good students.
Finish this dissertation first,
let's see after you graduate.
Yes.
Lok.
Why didn't you reply my message?
I don't know how to reply.
You either like me or you don't.
You're great,
it's just that I'm not ready.
I'm sorry.
"JUNGIAN DREAM INTERPRETATION"
Lok.
Lok.
Lok.
Lok.
Lok
LOk!
Why didn't you try to write more?
I couldn't.
Does thinking about it upset you?
I've been taking medications.
I'm no longer delusional.
Can we just forget about it?
Medication can treat
delusional disorder,
but just taking medication
doesn't solve
the underlying problems.
It's just like dreaming.
Although dreams are not real,
they reflect the fears
and desires that are real.
You don't want to face it,
perhaps, because
it's still affecting you.
I always tell people
how counseling has helped me.
My mom used to beat me up
all the time.
If I didn't behave, she'd punish me
by taking off my clothes
and making me stand outside,
so my neighbors would look at me
like I was an animal.
I didn't want to talk about it.
I even forgot about it,
until I started
studying psychology.
My professor counseled me,
only then did I find out
I've always hated my mom.
My mom gave me this bracelet.
I hid it somewhere before,
but after my counseling session,
I forgave my mom
and finally plucked up
the courage to wear it.
When your scars no longer hurt,
that means you're truly healed.
Let's take a break.
Yan-yan.
Her name is Yan-yan,
she lives on the floor above me.
What was Yan-yan like?
She's very innocent,
fair-skinned, beautiful.
She had long hair.
She liked to tie a pony tail.
Besides seeing her,
did you interact with her too?
I never doubted she was unreal.
Just like
she is no different from you
or anyone else, we talked
and spent time together.
You could even touch her?
She's no different
from a real person.
How about something
more intimate?
Did you kiss?
Do you feel embarrassed?
If you're uncomfortable,
we can talk about something else.
We
kissed.
That's it.
Have you thought about
getting closer with her?
Yes, but
we
never did it.
I just
Masturbate?
Is it necessary
to talk about this?
Sex is a normal thing.
You have it, and so do I.
But, if you're uncomfortable,
let's stop here.
I can write it down for you.
Sure.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
Please.
Dr. Fung couldn't stop talking about
your dissertation last night.
I told you she'd like it.
When you become a clinical psychologist
after graduation,
I'm sure she'll give
you lots of opportunities.
I'm almost done with
your research data.
Let me know when you can
give me my first payment.
That was quick.
I already told them
to expedite payment.
Maybe I'll pay you in advance.
Hello.
Daddy is still
with his student in school.
Mommy is not back yet?
That's ridiculous.
Daddy will come home soon.
Hello, Lok? It's me, Joe.
You have an appointment with Miss Yip,
are you here yet?
Hold on.
I'll let Miss Yip
talk to you, wait.
Lok.
Hello?
He hung up.
Sorry about that, Nam.
I never thought he'd be
so irresponsible.
Maybe I'll call him again
later. I'll try to help.
Lok.
I missed you.
What are you doing?
You're not Yan-yan?
You're Yip Nam.
Sorry
Lok.
You finally came back
for counseling?
No, I came back to talk with Joe.
If you aren't
comfortable with me,
that's all right.
Sorry, I hope I didn't affect
your research.
Maybe a little.
After all, your case
works well for my thesis.
Never mind.
I can just change the
topic and defer my graduation.
I wonder if we'll see
each other again.
Goodbye.
If I go back to counseling,
are you fine with it?
You fell in love with Yip Nam,
right?
I just want to help her
finish her dissertation.
There's nothing more to it.
You aren't honest with me.
Who understands you
more than I do?
I did my homework.
When was the first time
you saw Yan-yan?
It was the day
after we first met.
Our encounter seems to be
a pivotal moment.
Why don't you describe me
as a person?
What attracted you
to me that day?
Perhaps close your eyes.
Think about that day.
That stranger on the street.
How did you feel?
Ling was so helpless that night.
She was the only one
who came out to help her.
At that moment,
I felt like she's an angel.
When the world was mocking,
fearing and humiliating Ling,
she was the only one who was
willing to protect her,
as if she was protecting me.
I'm ill.
I never dare to think about love,
until I met her.
Very good.
Being honest to your feelings
is not easy.
Don't misinterpret it,
I'm talking about Yan-yan.
Of course I know.
I'm not as good
as you said anyway.
I only helped Ling
out of instinct.
I'm sorry about
what happened earlier.
Now you know why I don't
want to talk about Yan-yan.
I've decided to write about my experience
with Yan-yan in details.
I hope that'd be useful
to your dissertation.
The days I spent with Yan-yan
is the happiest time of my life.
The loneliness I once had
was all gone.
I always have to wear a mask
when I'm with strangers,
but when I'm with Yan-yan,
I can truly be myself.
We had endless things
to talk about
because we always understood
each other.
Are you also going this way?
Yes.
Sorry, my wife made a last minute
trip back to Hong Kong.
I can't spend time
with you tonight.
That's fine.
Maybe another time.
Okay.
It's actually my birthday today.
Do you live here?
I realized last time
when I went to see you
that I can see
your place from mine.
If you don't believe it,
you can see for yourself.
I haven't tidied my
place, it might be messy.
I hope you don't mind.
I'm Yip Nam, I'm real.
I should go.
"I'M SORRY I SCARED YOU"
"I'M YOUR COUNSELOR,
I SHOULDN'T DO THAT"
"DON'T WORRY,
I WON'T TELL THE STAFF"
"I JUST WORRY I'D DRAG
YOU DOWN, I'M A PATIENT"
"CAN YOU REALLY SEE
MY PLACE FROM YOURS?"
"THE ONE WITH FLASHING LIGHTS"
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY"
"THANK YOU FOR TONIGHT,
I HAD A GREAT TIME"
"THANK YOU"
What do you like most
about Yan-yan?
She's genuine.
She never lied to me.
I'm free for two hours
after class the day after.
See if that works for you.
Don't come up
to my place anymore.
Where else if not your place?
Your place is the safest.
I mean
let's not continue like this.
Are you seeing someone?
No.
I just don't want to
continue this relationship.
Sure, that's fine.
I'll find another student
to finish this research project then.
I'm sure you don't want
to feel awkward.
"MY EXPERIENCE
OF DATING MY DELUSION"
What do you think about me?
You aren't as handsome
and muscular as Eddie Peng,
but that's acceptable.
Are there things
you can't accept?
Are you married?
No, of course not.
Even if you're crazy or
stupid, I still love you.
"YAN-YAN"
Good morning.
Good morning.
Today's simulated counseling
will be
slightly different
from our normal session.
On the other side
of the room, my tutor
and other students
will be observing,
so we can evaluate
and improve the quality
of the counseling.
How's your week?
Not bad.
Still suffering from insomnia?
Not as much.
That's great.
Have you thought about why?
What happened?
You don't want to say it?
I understand.
You might not be used
to today's setting.
If you prefer,
we can stop anytime.
No.
I can do it.
I fell in love with a girl.
Love can bring positivity,
how do you feel?
But I don't think
we can be together.
Why?
I'm out of her league.
How about the dream
you mentioned earlier?
Did you have
the same dream this week?
Yes.
Is the dream any different?
Lok
Have you thought
that besides the goat,
the boy also represents you?
You mean
the goat represents me in reality
and the boy symbolizes me
in fantasy?
Yan-yan didn't only
bring you fear,
she also brought happiness,
but you are aware that
you can only live with
Yan-yan in your fantasy.
That's why the boy tries
to bury the goat.
Does that mean
me in the fantasy
is trying to bury me in reality,
so I can never walk out of it?
What do you think?
Cemetery symbolizes your mother.
You think that no one
loves you more than she did.
You couldn't let go of her,
but cemetery can also
symbolize eternity.
A wedding that happens
in a cemetery
represents your yearning
for eternal love.
A dream that's too good
to be true,
so you don't want to wake up.
You still don't want to
forget about Yan-yan, right?
No.
I know she's my fantasy,
I want to forget her.
Consciously yes,
but not subconsciously.
What does your heart tell you?
This is the homework
you did for me.
You really put your heart to it.
When I read it,
I thought it's something
that happened in real life.
But today,
you must admit that
these are all illusions.
It's not real.
Let's do a ceremony.
Tear it, discard it
and find your true love
in reality.
You were too aggressive just now,
as if you're trying
to push your client
to forget about
his illusion and experience.
Our main responsibility is to
help clients realize
their own thoughts
instead of telling them
what to do.
He hasn't found
true love in reality.
If you make him give up
his dependency on his imagination
It's dangerous.
Sorry, I was too hot-headed.
You should know that he has
a tendency for transference.
He projects his emotions on me?
I wasn't sure.
Transference is very common.
If handled properly,
it can be part
of your case studies.
But, you have to be very careful
not to have counter-transference.
Don't redirect your feelings
toward him.
Generally speaking,
you did a great job.
Counseling requires a lot
of experience.
Keep working on it.
Thank you, Dr. Fung.
Is this where you kissed Yan-yan
for the first time?
What is it?
You're the real one.
Go have some fun.
Here we go, it's spinning.
You've helped me a lot,
I really appreciate it.
We can still be friends.
I'm sorry if I make you
think otherwise.
You declined Joe's date.
Is he bothering you?
I declined his date?
Isn't that so?
It's fine,
I can handle it myself.
I want to make up
an excuse to Dr. Fung,
so we can end
our counseling earlier
and try to find other cases.
I can't keep counseling you
with our relationship right now.
No.
There are two more sessions,
stick with it.
After you're done with
counseling and your thesis,
no one will care
about us anymore.
Nam.
It's really you, Nam.
Don't you remember Uncle Wong?
Uncle Wong.
Is this your boyfriend?
How's your mom?
I understand.
This is my name card.
Call me if you need anything.
Uncle would love
to catch up with you.
No need to clean up,
I'll do it myself.
I'll help you get changed.
I can do it.
You're sick, let me help.
I said I can do it!
Sorry, I just wanted to help you
change your dirty clothes.
Do you regret being with me?
Never mind, I understand.
You're a nice girl.
Why would you
It's not you.
You're wonderful.
I'm the one to be blamed.
What is it?
If you know what I'm really like,
you won't want to be with me.
You don't mind that I'm sick.
What is it that I can't accept?
What is it?
I've been with a lot of men!
I know you've had
many relationships before.
I know that.
Those were in the past,
I don't mind.
How will you not mind?
That was my mom's ex boyfriend.
I used to have sex with him.
I can have sex
with any men for benefits.
Do you understand?
I wasn't forced.
I asked for it.
I asked for it! I'm a whore!
No.
No, you didn't ask for it.
Did that douche bag hurt you?
You're not me,
how would you know better than me?
I'm a cheap whore.
I thought I could be different
from my mom,
but I couldn't.
I couldn't! I really couldn't!
Don't touch me!
Leave.
It's my fault.
I shouldn't have
dragged you into this.
I told you to leave,
why didn't you?
I thought about it
all night long.
I really don't mind.
Go ahead and cry, I'm here.
I don't want to cry anymore.
My eyes hurt.
I've never done it before.
Close your eyes and lie down.
I've watched those Japanese ones.
I know how to do it.
Stop making me laugh.
No, I'm serious.
Are you nervous?
I don't know if it's
a side effect of the medicines.
Sorry.
Kiss me.
What are you laughing at?
Nothing.
Say it.
Why are you helping me
get dressed?
I worry you might catch a cold.
I'll hurry back
to the center first.
See you later.
Dr. Fung, let me explain.
How are you going
to explain this?
I separate my professional
and private life.
It won't affect our counseling
or even my dissertation.
Shut up!
I'm sorry, Joe.
All counseling sessions regarding
this research will be put on hold.
Give me a day.
I'll explain it
to the Association.
I hope you can keep this
a secret for now.
I agree that our priority is
to protect our members
immediately.
Lok.
Let's talk.
Lok.
Come and have a word with me.
Lok.
We found that Miss Yip has been
behaving inappropriately
during your counseling sessions.
We have decided to
terminate the counseling.
What's inappropriate about it?
Don't worry.
We know it has nothing
to do with you.
We'll protect you,
no one can hurt you.
You think you're protecting me?
Yip Nam declined your date,
so you did it as a revenge.
What kind of man are you?
Someone sent this video to me.
How can I not do
anything about it?
You've known me for so long,
do you think
I'm that kind of person?
Lok.
I made the move, it has
nothing to do with Yip Nam.
Lok.
Remember me?
I'm Yip Nam's professor.
I know you want to protect her,
right?
She's my best student.
I care about her more
than you do.
Perhaps you don't understand yet.
Counselors cannot have relationships
with their clients.
Therefore, this must be
dealt with properly.
Joe.
I'll leave with Yip Nam first.
See if you need help
from someone else.
Most importantly, try
to stabilize Lok's emotions.
Professor.
Believe me.
She didn't hurt me.
Don't worry.
I'll try my best to help Yip Nam,
but you have to promise me that,
at this stage,
you can't have contact
with each other.
I'm sure you want the
best for her too, right?
Give Grace Charity Association
wants us to expel you.
What should we do now?
I'm sorry.
We need you to promise that
you won't contact any Give Grace
Charity Association members,
including Lee Chi-lok.
We'll see
if it can make any amends.
You can punish me,
but I'm not longer his counselor.
Why can't we have contact?
Are regulations more important
than the client's well being?
I can really help him,
you can tell too.
I didn't say
you couldn't help him.
But what's the use
of regulations?
To protect the clients
as well as
the clinical psychologists.
This is why
the society trusts us.
Why did you want
to study psychology?
Didn't you say you want to be
a clinical psychologist?
I really like him.
I won't leave him.
Having a relationship
with a mentally ill patient
is not an easy thing.
Yip Nam.
Relationships are always
your weakness.
Before your love gets too deep,
leave him.
That's the responsible
thing to do.
"YIP NAM"
Lok.
I can't find the diary.
What diary?
You just said
you want to read it.
Why are you leaving?
Don't leave me.
Do you know who I am?
You are not Yan-yan.
You're Yip Nam.
Are you only using me
for your dissertation?
So it was true.
I was at first, but not anymore.
I've changed, and you know it.
Then promise me
you'll never leave me again.
Lok.
Yip Nam is the one you like,
not me,
right?
You know she's been
with so many men.
Why do you still like her?
My feelings for you are real.
She's not real.
I don't want to do this to you.
I knew you couldn't let her go.
That's not true.
I want to believe you too,
but she's not real.
Lok.
She doesn't really love you.
She'll leave you in the end.
You don't love me.
You'll leave me in the end,
right?
No.
Of course I love you.
She's lying.
You're mentally ill,
how would she love you?
Other men are waiting
to have sex with her.
Why would she want you?
You had sex with so many men.
You're filthy!
She's trying to fool you again.
No, she's not fooling me.
She's not.
Even if she's filthy,
I still love her.
You think you deserve
to love her?
Do you hear someone
talking to you?
Is it Yan-yan?
She's not real.
She's not real.
I'm not real
I'm not real,
then you can have me forever.
Prove it to me,
I'm the one you love, okay?
Lee Chi-lok, listen to me.
Listen to me, look at me.
Lee Chi-lok, listen to me.
Listen to me.
Lee Chi-lok, listen to me,
look at me!
Lee Chi-lok, look at me.
Lee Chi-lok, look at me.
Listen to me.
I'm Yip Nam, the only one
here with you.
Don't listen to her.
Lee Chi-lok.
I love you,
I've done so much for you.
I know you know that.
I'm not real, so what?
I'm not using you, you're
just having a relapse.
Don't listen to her.
Lee Chi-lok, listen to me
Yan-yan doesn't exist at all.
Yan-yan doesn't exist at all.
The voices in your head
are not real.
Yan-yan doesn't exist at all.
Go away!
Shut up!
Shut up!
I'm sorry!
Don't do that!
I'm selfish,
I don't deserve to be pitied.
I want you to like me.
I want you to love me.
- Loser
- No!
Why can't I do anything?
That's enough!
Hit me instead then!
I'm in so much pain.
No matter who you really are,
you'll all leave me in the end.
"TUEN MUN HOSPITAL PSYCHIATRY"
Recently, a person made me
realize that
my mom isn't the only one who
accepts me for who I am.
Who is that?
You already know it.
I want to hear you say it.
This incident
has greatly affected
public's confidence in
our school and even
Hong Kong's clinical psychology.
This caution must serve
as an act of
warning and deterrence.
Therefore, we have decided to
terminate your studies,
but considering that
you showed remorse
for your mistakes,
if you can make these promises,
our school would consider
allowing you to apply
for the courses again.
Do you promise to
strictly obey the regulations
from now on?
I promise.
Do you promise that
unless you receive approvals
from Give Grace Charity,
you'll never set foot there
so as to
avoid triggering negative emotions
of their members?
Yes.
I promise.
Do you promise,
in both private
or public settings,
that you won't contact
or harass the victim
Mr. Lee Chi-lok?
Yip Nam.
Do you promise
that you won't contact
or harass the victim
Mr. Lee Chi-lok?
Thank you
for giving me this opportunity
to reflect on myself
during this time.
Sometimes you don't realize
how important some things
are until you lose them.
I really want to be
a clinical psychologist
and a professional
psychological counselor.
But,
I'm sorry.
I can't do it.
Lok.
Why didn't you tell me that
you're discharged
and back at work?
People at the center
won't hold you accountable
only if you promise
not to see me again.
You should leave.
I've decided not to pursue
my studies.
I won't be
a clinical psychologist.
We can be together.
Miss, we are closed.
I know her.
Doctor said I might have to be on
medication for the rest of my life.
You've seen my relapses.
I don't know
when I'll relapse again.
I know that,
but I've thought about it.
I don't mind.
I love you, and you love me.
Right?
Yip Nam.
I was really happy
during that time.
Thank you.
But it's time
we wake up from our dreams.
I'm sorry.
Lok.
Improved By Namikage
Stop filming.
Crazy bitch.
Ling
Ling
It's me.
Don't be afraid.
Did you hear that voice?
It's not real,
don't listen to it.
Do you know her?
Will you stop filming?
Go away!
"IT'S GONE VIRAL!"
"STOP SECONDARY VICTIMIZATION,
MENTAL DISORDER IS ONLY AN ILLNESS"
Hold on!
Hey!
So it was with you.
Thank you.
Don't just say hey next time.
Call me Yan-yan.
I'm Lee Chi-lok.
C for Chi and L for Lok.
Goodbye.
Go away!
I don't want to see you!
I told you to go away!
My dad always gets crazy
after drinking.
Do you drink?
I can't drink.
Please don't drink.
Do you live with your mom?
Yes.
She passed away last month.
Did she love you?
She said no one will love me
like she did.
Do your students like you?
I'm sure some girls
have a crush on you.
They are just primary students.
Do you have a girlfriend?
No.
I never had one.
You're a nice guy,
how come you don't?
Of course you must tell her,
if you choose to be with her.
Why would you lie to her?
That's not fair to her.
One night, I told her that
"I once had schizophrenia,
but I've recovered".
She laughed and called me silly.
She said I should've
told her earlier.
But then,
she began to distant herself
and never picked up my calls.
People like us
don't deserve to date.
We're talking about
getting married.
You finally told him?
I won't tell him.
If I have a relapse one day
and he doesn't want me,
then so be it.
"YAN-YAN"
Ling?
My husband wants to divorce me.
Take it easy, sit down first.
He said everyone
saw his wife naked.
He's embarrassed.
It was the ghost.
It said it'd kill my mom.
It's not your fault.
It's him who doesn't
understand us.
Why are you so scared?
Hiding something from me?
No.
I'll call you tonight.
I have something to tell you.
I'll head home first.
Mr. Lee.
What is it?
I'll break your arm.
I won't let you see him again.
He's crazy!
Who knows when
he'll stab someone?
I told you not to be with him.
He's crazy.
Why do you have
to choose a crazy guy?
Do you want more beating?
I told you not to be with him.
Don't go down!
Open the door!
Yan-yan!
Open the door!
Open the door, Yan-yan!
Call the cops!
Call call the cops!
Let Yan-yan go, it has
nothing to do with her.
What time is it? Stop yelling.
You're so loud,
don't you need to sleep?
Lok.
Yan-yan, open the door.
I'll explain to your dad, okay?
Just go!
I told you to stop yelling.
Give us a chance.
Leave!
We are serious.
I've recovered, I'm fine now.
Leave!
No!
Stop it! Stop hitting him!
You're hurting me!
Stop it!
You guys saw it.
He hit me first,
I didn't start it.
He's crazy!
Be careful, go home,
close your doors!
Crazy lunatic.
I'll beat you up
every time I see you.
Don't let me see you again!
Son of a bitch!
I know everything.
I don't care if you're ill.
I still love you.
Don't leave me.
Take some rest.
We're starting
Research objects?
Do we need to go
to a research lab?
Ling mentioned it before,
I want to participate.
Thanks for letting me
introduce this program to you.
I want to have a better
understanding of your situations.
So, whoever willing to
take part in this research
will receive free
consultation sessions from me.
I'll use parts of the
assessment as my research.
Please take one each, thanks.
Hey.
Is someone talking?
Yes.
It's a postgraduate student.
She wants to study us
as research objects.
She's a cutie.
You can be rest assured,
for those who want
to participate,
your personal information
will be protected.
That includes
your names and ages.
When this research paper
is published,
no one will know
about your identities.
Your personal information
will be protected.
That includes
your names and ages.
When this dissertation
is published,
no one will know
about your identities.
Even though this is
just a research,
but through
psychology consultation,
I'd love to help you
face challenges in life.
If you'd like to take part in it,
you can sign up with me.
No, with Joe.
Lok, let's have a word.
Give it some thought.
Let me know
if you have any questions.
Have I met you before?
Were you the one
who helped Ling that day?
You told those people off
with me.
Are you all right?
Shall we go back to the center?
No, thanks.
Erotomania
is one of the symptoms
derived from schizophrenia.
The patients fall in love
with an imaginary person
or think they have
a secret admirer.
The object of obsession could be an idol,
a celebrity or their boss.
There was once a case where
two female patients in the
same hospital claimed to be
Andy Lau's wives
at the same time.
Both Mrs. Laus argued
in their ward everyday.
Most researches focus on
pharmacological treatments,
but I'd like to restate
Carl Jung's perspective
that delusions, just as dreams,
can be triggered by psychological factors.
Through psychotherapy,
I want to understand how patients
develop delusions, hallucinations
love lives or
even sexual experience.
Whether the lack of love is
the cause of the disorder.
We still need one more dissertation
for this conference.
This topic should work for you.
I'm not her dissertation tutor.
Let's see what the empress says.
Have you found a case study?
I helped a female patient
with schizophrenia before.
The counseling center
she went to
promised to refer
ex-mentally ill persons to me.
You still don't know
what I'm asking.
You aren't usually this slow.
I think Dr. Fung means,
have you found any cases
that support
your dissertation on erotomania?
Not yet,
but I'm starting already.
I've been a clinical psychologist
for over 30 years.
I've seen over 1,000 patients.
Yet, I don't even meet
one erotomaniac a year.
You have to submit your
dissertation next year.
When can you find an actual case?
I won't approve this topic.
Let's talk when you find
an actual case.
Sorry, I'm late.
I'll ask my friends, who
are clinical psychologists,
to see if there are
any suitable cases for you.
Thank you.
I couldn't sleep again
last night.
Didn't you say we'll open a center
together in the future?
Give me back my key, okay?
It's only been 2 months.
Is that it?
The feelings are gone.
Give it back.
How many men have you given
this key to?
Should I change
my dissertation topic?
You can decide later,
there's no rush.
I've asked some of my
clinical psychologist friends.
They will let me know soon.
My research assistant just quit.
All my data is now a mess.
Can I help?
You don't do much quantitative research,
are you sure?
I took a course before,
I should be able to do it.
Let me think about it.
Let's talk tomorrow.
Simon.
Are you all right?
Sorry.
I feel dizzy.
Go home first,
I'll catch a taxi home.
Perhaps I should give you a lift?
Thank you.
See you next week then.
Thank you, Miss Yip.
- I'm leaving, thanks.
- You're welcome.
Goodbye, Lok.
Goodbye.
If I want to participate
in your study,
is it too late?
I saw myself turning into a goat.
I was chased by someone.
I was scared.
Who's chasing you?
A little girl.
But,
I feel like she's someone else.
Someone close to you?
Such as your girlfriend?
Sort of.
Being chased in a dream
generally means that we
are afraid of something
that we repress in reality.
Let's talk about
your relationship with her.
Counseling is like
playing football.
No matter how good the coach is,
the players still need
to play the match.
In fact, the girl doesn't exist.
I saw her when I had a relapse.
I fell in love with her
and thought we dated
for 2 months.
Do you think I'm crazy?
No, not at all.
I was imagining how much
that must've bothered you.
We are all the same.
We have fantasy about love.
It's just that some people
have feelings that are
more intense and dramatic
than others.
But since this has been
bothering you,
shall we start with this?
I know time's up.
You're my last patient today.
You can talk as much as you want.
Never mind,
we can continue next week.
There's some homework
I want you to do.
Write down how you felt
when you dated your delusion,
as detailed as possible.
I'll try.
His mother passed away last year.
Did you talk about his relationship
with his mother?
He mentioned that his mother
loved him
and that no one loves
him as much as she did.
That's an important question.
Why didn't you put it
in your report?
This could be the reason why
he thinks that no one
loves him other than his mom.
This explains why
he doesn't dare to love
in reality
and ends up falling in
love with his delusion.
I'm sorry, I never
thought of it that way.
I think you and Lee
Chi-lok have similar problems.
Do you remember
you mentioned that
your mom used to beat you up.
What did she say to you?
"EVEN YOUR MOTHER
DOESN'T WANT YOU"
"NO ONE WANTS YOU IN THIS WORLD"
I did a psychological analysis
for you.
These words made
a deep impact on you.
It made you think that you
don't deserve to be loved.
Remember,
don't let your relationship with
your mother influence your research.
Dr. Fung.
Dr. Chan.
Long time no see.
Why didn't you come to the
anniversary gala last time?
My counseling center
is opening soon.
I've been so busy.
Yip Nam, this is Dr. Chan.
This is my student, Yip Nam.
Hello.
I thought she's your daughter.
I treat her as one.
You are both welcome to
the opening of my center.
Sure.
I'm meeting someone,
let's talk later.
Okay, see you.
Goodbye.
Dr. Chan will be hiring many people
for her counseling center.
She told me to recommend
some good students.
Finish this dissertation first,
let's see after you graduate.
Yes.
Lok.
Why didn't you reply my message?
I don't know how to reply.
You either like me or you don't.
You're great,
it's just that I'm not ready.
I'm sorry.
"JUNGIAN DREAM INTERPRETATION"
Lok.
Lok.
Lok.
Lok.
Lok
LOk!
Why didn't you try to write more?
I couldn't.
Does thinking about it upset you?
I've been taking medications.
I'm no longer delusional.
Can we just forget about it?
Medication can treat
delusional disorder,
but just taking medication
doesn't solve
the underlying problems.
It's just like dreaming.
Although dreams are not real,
they reflect the fears
and desires that are real.
You don't want to face it,
perhaps, because
it's still affecting you.
I always tell people
how counseling has helped me.
My mom used to beat me up
all the time.
If I didn't behave, she'd punish me
by taking off my clothes
and making me stand outside,
so my neighbors would look at me
like I was an animal.
I didn't want to talk about it.
I even forgot about it,
until I started
studying psychology.
My professor counseled me,
only then did I find out
I've always hated my mom.
My mom gave me this bracelet.
I hid it somewhere before,
but after my counseling session,
I forgave my mom
and finally plucked up
the courage to wear it.
When your scars no longer hurt,
that means you're truly healed.
Let's take a break.
Yan-yan.
Her name is Yan-yan,
she lives on the floor above me.
What was Yan-yan like?
She's very innocent,
fair-skinned, beautiful.
She had long hair.
She liked to tie a pony tail.
Besides seeing her,
did you interact with her too?
I never doubted she was unreal.
Just like
she is no different from you
or anyone else, we talked
and spent time together.
You could even touch her?
She's no different
from a real person.
How about something
more intimate?
Did you kiss?
Do you feel embarrassed?
If you're uncomfortable,
we can talk about something else.
We
kissed.
That's it.
Have you thought about
getting closer with her?
Yes, but
we
never did it.
I just
Masturbate?
Is it necessary
to talk about this?
Sex is a normal thing.
You have it, and so do I.
But, if you're uncomfortable,
let's stop here.
I can write it down for you.
Sure.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
Please.
Dr. Fung couldn't stop talking about
your dissertation last night.
I told you she'd like it.
When you become a clinical psychologist
after graduation,
I'm sure she'll give
you lots of opportunities.
I'm almost done with
your research data.
Let me know when you can
give me my first payment.
That was quick.
I already told them
to expedite payment.
Maybe I'll pay you in advance.
Hello.
Daddy is still
with his student in school.
Mommy is not back yet?
That's ridiculous.
Daddy will come home soon.
Hello, Lok? It's me, Joe.
You have an appointment with Miss Yip,
are you here yet?
Hold on.
I'll let Miss Yip
talk to you, wait.
Lok.
Hello?
He hung up.
Sorry about that, Nam.
I never thought he'd be
so irresponsible.
Maybe I'll call him again
later. I'll try to help.
Lok.
I missed you.
What are you doing?
You're not Yan-yan?
You're Yip Nam.
Sorry
Lok.
You finally came back
for counseling?
No, I came back to talk with Joe.
If you aren't
comfortable with me,
that's all right.
Sorry, I hope I didn't affect
your research.
Maybe a little.
After all, your case
works well for my thesis.
Never mind.
I can just change the
topic and defer my graduation.
I wonder if we'll see
each other again.
Goodbye.
If I go back to counseling,
are you fine with it?
You fell in love with Yip Nam,
right?
I just want to help her
finish her dissertation.
There's nothing more to it.
You aren't honest with me.
Who understands you
more than I do?
I did my homework.
When was the first time
you saw Yan-yan?
It was the day
after we first met.
Our encounter seems to be
a pivotal moment.
Why don't you describe me
as a person?
What attracted you
to me that day?
Perhaps close your eyes.
Think about that day.
That stranger on the street.
How did you feel?
Ling was so helpless that night.
She was the only one
who came out to help her.
At that moment,
I felt like she's an angel.
When the world was mocking,
fearing and humiliating Ling,
she was the only one who was
willing to protect her,
as if she was protecting me.
I'm ill.
I never dare to think about love,
until I met her.
Very good.
Being honest to your feelings
is not easy.
Don't misinterpret it,
I'm talking about Yan-yan.
Of course I know.
I'm not as good
as you said anyway.
I only helped Ling
out of instinct.
I'm sorry about
what happened earlier.
Now you know why I don't
want to talk about Yan-yan.
I've decided to write about my experience
with Yan-yan in details.
I hope that'd be useful
to your dissertation.
The days I spent with Yan-yan
is the happiest time of my life.
The loneliness I once had
was all gone.
I always have to wear a mask
when I'm with strangers,
but when I'm with Yan-yan,
I can truly be myself.
We had endless things
to talk about
because we always understood
each other.
Are you also going this way?
Yes.
Sorry, my wife made a last minute
trip back to Hong Kong.
I can't spend time
with you tonight.
That's fine.
Maybe another time.
Okay.
It's actually my birthday today.
Do you live here?
I realized last time
when I went to see you
that I can see
your place from mine.
If you don't believe it,
you can see for yourself.
I haven't tidied my
place, it might be messy.
I hope you don't mind.
I'm Yip Nam, I'm real.
I should go.
"I'M SORRY I SCARED YOU"
"I'M YOUR COUNSELOR,
I SHOULDN'T DO THAT"
"DON'T WORRY,
I WON'T TELL THE STAFF"
"I JUST WORRY I'D DRAG
YOU DOWN, I'M A PATIENT"
"CAN YOU REALLY SEE
MY PLACE FROM YOURS?"
"THE ONE WITH FLASHING LIGHTS"
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY"
"THANK YOU FOR TONIGHT,
I HAD A GREAT TIME"
"THANK YOU"
What do you like most
about Yan-yan?
She's genuine.
She never lied to me.
I'm free for two hours
after class the day after.
See if that works for you.
Don't come up
to my place anymore.
Where else if not your place?
Your place is the safest.
I mean
let's not continue like this.
Are you seeing someone?
No.
I just don't want to
continue this relationship.
Sure, that's fine.
I'll find another student
to finish this research project then.
I'm sure you don't want
to feel awkward.
"MY EXPERIENCE
OF DATING MY DELUSION"
What do you think about me?
You aren't as handsome
and muscular as Eddie Peng,
but that's acceptable.
Are there things
you can't accept?
Are you married?
No, of course not.
Even if you're crazy or
stupid, I still love you.
"YAN-YAN"
Good morning.
Good morning.
Today's simulated counseling
will be
slightly different
from our normal session.
On the other side
of the room, my tutor
and other students
will be observing,
so we can evaluate
and improve the quality
of the counseling.
How's your week?
Not bad.
Still suffering from insomnia?
Not as much.
That's great.
Have you thought about why?
What happened?
You don't want to say it?
I understand.
You might not be used
to today's setting.
If you prefer,
we can stop anytime.
No.
I can do it.
I fell in love with a girl.
Love can bring positivity,
how do you feel?
But I don't think
we can be together.
Why?
I'm out of her league.
How about the dream
you mentioned earlier?
Did you have
the same dream this week?
Yes.
Is the dream any different?
Lok
Have you thought
that besides the goat,
the boy also represents you?
You mean
the goat represents me in reality
and the boy symbolizes me
in fantasy?
Yan-yan didn't only
bring you fear,
she also brought happiness,
but you are aware that
you can only live with
Yan-yan in your fantasy.
That's why the boy tries
to bury the goat.
Does that mean
me in the fantasy
is trying to bury me in reality,
so I can never walk out of it?
What do you think?
Cemetery symbolizes your mother.
You think that no one
loves you more than she did.
You couldn't let go of her,
but cemetery can also
symbolize eternity.
A wedding that happens
in a cemetery
represents your yearning
for eternal love.
A dream that's too good
to be true,
so you don't want to wake up.
You still don't want to
forget about Yan-yan, right?
No.
I know she's my fantasy,
I want to forget her.
Consciously yes,
but not subconsciously.
What does your heart tell you?
This is the homework
you did for me.
You really put your heart to it.
When I read it,
I thought it's something
that happened in real life.
But today,
you must admit that
these are all illusions.
It's not real.
Let's do a ceremony.
Tear it, discard it
and find your true love
in reality.
You were too aggressive just now,
as if you're trying
to push your client
to forget about
his illusion and experience.
Our main responsibility is to
help clients realize
their own thoughts
instead of telling them
what to do.
He hasn't found
true love in reality.
If you make him give up
his dependency on his imagination
It's dangerous.
Sorry, I was too hot-headed.
You should know that he has
a tendency for transference.
He projects his emotions on me?
I wasn't sure.
Transference is very common.
If handled properly,
it can be part
of your case studies.
But, you have to be very careful
not to have counter-transference.
Don't redirect your feelings
toward him.
Generally speaking,
you did a great job.
Counseling requires a lot
of experience.
Keep working on it.
Thank you, Dr. Fung.
Is this where you kissed Yan-yan
for the first time?
What is it?
You're the real one.
Go have some fun.
Here we go, it's spinning.
You've helped me a lot,
I really appreciate it.
We can still be friends.
I'm sorry if I make you
think otherwise.
You declined Joe's date.
Is he bothering you?
I declined his date?
Isn't that so?
It's fine,
I can handle it myself.
I want to make up
an excuse to Dr. Fung,
so we can end
our counseling earlier
and try to find other cases.
I can't keep counseling you
with our relationship right now.
No.
There are two more sessions,
stick with it.
After you're done with
counseling and your thesis,
no one will care
about us anymore.
Nam.
It's really you, Nam.
Don't you remember Uncle Wong?
Uncle Wong.
Is this your boyfriend?
How's your mom?
I understand.
This is my name card.
Call me if you need anything.
Uncle would love
to catch up with you.
No need to clean up,
I'll do it myself.
I'll help you get changed.
I can do it.
You're sick, let me help.
I said I can do it!
Sorry, I just wanted to help you
change your dirty clothes.
Do you regret being with me?
Never mind, I understand.
You're a nice girl.
Why would you
It's not you.
You're wonderful.
I'm the one to be blamed.
What is it?
If you know what I'm really like,
you won't want to be with me.
You don't mind that I'm sick.
What is it that I can't accept?
What is it?
I've been with a lot of men!
I know you've had
many relationships before.
I know that.
Those were in the past,
I don't mind.
How will you not mind?
That was my mom's ex boyfriend.
I used to have sex with him.
I can have sex
with any men for benefits.
Do you understand?
I wasn't forced.
I asked for it.
I asked for it! I'm a whore!
No.
No, you didn't ask for it.
Did that douche bag hurt you?
You're not me,
how would you know better than me?
I'm a cheap whore.
I thought I could be different
from my mom,
but I couldn't.
I couldn't! I really couldn't!
Don't touch me!
Leave.
It's my fault.
I shouldn't have
dragged you into this.
I told you to leave,
why didn't you?
I thought about it
all night long.
I really don't mind.
Go ahead and cry, I'm here.
I don't want to cry anymore.
My eyes hurt.
I've never done it before.
Close your eyes and lie down.
I've watched those Japanese ones.
I know how to do it.
Stop making me laugh.
No, I'm serious.
Are you nervous?
I don't know if it's
a side effect of the medicines.
Sorry.
Kiss me.
What are you laughing at?
Nothing.
Say it.
Why are you helping me
get dressed?
I worry you might catch a cold.
I'll hurry back
to the center first.
See you later.
Dr. Fung, let me explain.
How are you going
to explain this?
I separate my professional
and private life.
It won't affect our counseling
or even my dissertation.
Shut up!
I'm sorry, Joe.
All counseling sessions regarding
this research will be put on hold.
Give me a day.
I'll explain it
to the Association.
I hope you can keep this
a secret for now.
I agree that our priority is
to protect our members
immediately.
Lok.
Let's talk.
Lok.
Come and have a word with me.
Lok.
We found that Miss Yip has been
behaving inappropriately
during your counseling sessions.
We have decided to
terminate the counseling.
What's inappropriate about it?
Don't worry.
We know it has nothing
to do with you.
We'll protect you,
no one can hurt you.
You think you're protecting me?
Yip Nam declined your date,
so you did it as a revenge.
What kind of man are you?
Someone sent this video to me.
How can I not do
anything about it?
You've known me for so long,
do you think
I'm that kind of person?
Lok.
I made the move, it has
nothing to do with Yip Nam.
Lok.
Remember me?
I'm Yip Nam's professor.
I know you want to protect her,
right?
She's my best student.
I care about her more
than you do.
Perhaps you don't understand yet.
Counselors cannot have relationships
with their clients.
Therefore, this must be
dealt with properly.
Joe.
I'll leave with Yip Nam first.
See if you need help
from someone else.
Most importantly, try
to stabilize Lok's emotions.
Professor.
Believe me.
She didn't hurt me.
Don't worry.
I'll try my best to help Yip Nam,
but you have to promise me that,
at this stage,
you can't have contact
with each other.
I'm sure you want the
best for her too, right?
Give Grace Charity Association
wants us to expel you.
What should we do now?
I'm sorry.
We need you to promise that
you won't contact any Give Grace
Charity Association members,
including Lee Chi-lok.
We'll see
if it can make any amends.
You can punish me,
but I'm not longer his counselor.
Why can't we have contact?
Are regulations more important
than the client's well being?
I can really help him,
you can tell too.
I didn't say
you couldn't help him.
But what's the use
of regulations?
To protect the clients
as well as
the clinical psychologists.
This is why
the society trusts us.
Why did you want
to study psychology?
Didn't you say you want to be
a clinical psychologist?
I really like him.
I won't leave him.
Having a relationship
with a mentally ill patient
is not an easy thing.
Yip Nam.
Relationships are always
your weakness.
Before your love gets too deep,
leave him.
That's the responsible
thing to do.
"YIP NAM"
Lok.
I can't find the diary.
What diary?
You just said
you want to read it.
Why are you leaving?
Don't leave me.
Do you know who I am?
You are not Yan-yan.
You're Yip Nam.
Are you only using me
for your dissertation?
So it was true.
I was at first, but not anymore.
I've changed, and you know it.
Then promise me
you'll never leave me again.
Lok.
Yip Nam is the one you like,
not me,
right?
You know she's been
with so many men.
Why do you still like her?
My feelings for you are real.
She's not real.
I don't want to do this to you.
I knew you couldn't let her go.
That's not true.
I want to believe you too,
but she's not real.
Lok.
She doesn't really love you.
She'll leave you in the end.
You don't love me.
You'll leave me in the end,
right?
No.
Of course I love you.
She's lying.
You're mentally ill,
how would she love you?
Other men are waiting
to have sex with her.
Why would she want you?
You had sex with so many men.
You're filthy!
She's trying to fool you again.
No, she's not fooling me.
She's not.
Even if she's filthy,
I still love her.
You think you deserve
to love her?
Do you hear someone
talking to you?
Is it Yan-yan?
She's not real.
She's not real.
I'm not real
I'm not real,
then you can have me forever.
Prove it to me,
I'm the one you love, okay?
Lee Chi-lok, listen to me.
Listen to me, look at me.
Lee Chi-lok, listen to me.
Listen to me.
Lee Chi-lok, listen to me,
look at me!
Lee Chi-lok, look at me.
Lee Chi-lok, look at me.
Listen to me.
I'm Yip Nam, the only one
here with you.
Don't listen to her.
Lee Chi-lok.
I love you,
I've done so much for you.
I know you know that.
I'm not real, so what?
I'm not using you, you're
just having a relapse.
Don't listen to her.
Lee Chi-lok, listen to me
Yan-yan doesn't exist at all.
Yan-yan doesn't exist at all.
The voices in your head
are not real.
Yan-yan doesn't exist at all.
Go away!
Shut up!
Shut up!
I'm sorry!
Don't do that!
I'm selfish,
I don't deserve to be pitied.
I want you to like me.
I want you to love me.
- Loser
- No!
Why can't I do anything?
That's enough!
Hit me instead then!
I'm in so much pain.
No matter who you really are,
you'll all leave me in the end.
"TUEN MUN HOSPITAL PSYCHIATRY"
Recently, a person made me
realize that
my mom isn't the only one who
accepts me for who I am.
Who is that?
You already know it.
I want to hear you say it.
This incident
has greatly affected
public's confidence in
our school and even
Hong Kong's clinical psychology.
This caution must serve
as an act of
warning and deterrence.
Therefore, we have decided to
terminate your studies,
but considering that
you showed remorse
for your mistakes,
if you can make these promises,
our school would consider
allowing you to apply
for the courses again.
Do you promise to
strictly obey the regulations
from now on?
I promise.
Do you promise that
unless you receive approvals
from Give Grace Charity,
you'll never set foot there
so as to
avoid triggering negative emotions
of their members?
Yes.
I promise.
Do you promise,
in both private
or public settings,
that you won't contact
or harass the victim
Mr. Lee Chi-lok?
Yip Nam.
Do you promise
that you won't contact
or harass the victim
Mr. Lee Chi-lok?
Thank you
for giving me this opportunity
to reflect on myself
during this time.
Sometimes you don't realize
how important some things
are until you lose them.
I really want to be
a clinical psychologist
and a professional
psychological counselor.
But,
I'm sorry.
I can't do it.
Lok.
Why didn't you tell me that
you're discharged
and back at work?
People at the center
won't hold you accountable
only if you promise
not to see me again.
You should leave.
I've decided not to pursue
my studies.
I won't be
a clinical psychologist.
We can be together.
Miss, we are closed.
I know her.
Doctor said I might have to be on
medication for the rest of my life.
You've seen my relapses.
I don't know
when I'll relapse again.
I know that,
but I've thought about it.
I don't mind.
I love you, and you love me.
Right?
Yip Nam.
I was really happy
during that time.
Thank you.
But it's time
we wake up from our dreams.
I'm sorry.
Lok.
Improved By Namikage