Cici (2022) Movie Script
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May your homes be full of happiness,
days full of joy, meals full of flavor.
Let's continue this conversation
through music.
May God bring
the ones who fell apart together,
and cast away all evil.
May God protect our beautiful country,
our peace and harmony,
and our unity against external powers.
Let the roast cook,
let our heroes celebrate.
Let's go!
MAP OF THE REPUBLIC OF TURKEY
Hey!
There's a bird up on that willow
On its wing, a silver glow
On its wing, a silver glow
My love left and never came back
Something is wrong, deep down I know
Something is wrong, deep down I know
Come here, Yusuf. Come here.
I fell for your beauty
Please, come back to me
Hurray!
Here, take one. They're from Germany.
They're probably American, not German.
Even if they come from Germany.
Yeah, probably.
You already had a camera,
did you bring the old one?
Of course I did.
So why'd you get another one?
- It's different.
- How so?
It records audio.
It's better than the other one.
Is it a radio too?
Shabby shoes on her feet
As my love steps closer, beat by beat
I die, oh, I die
I die
Oh, I die
I wasted my youth
I wasted my youth
I'm stuck with that one.
He'd never leave. He'll be here forever.
Your brother
had some kind of sickness.
No, his heart did.
It was a heart attack.
Died in the car.
Didn't even make it to town.
- May Allah forgive his sins.
- Amen, inshallah.
I was in Ankara.
I came back and went home.
I looked at my wife, she'd been crying.
I knew something happened.
I said, "Who?"
She said, "Your brother, I'm sorry."
I fell to my knees.
My first thought was about his boy.
His mother died in childbirth.
No siblings and now, no father.
I said he'd stay with us.
- He's like me, huh?
- Like how?
Give me a cigarette.
I never met my father.
He was old, a heart attack got him too.
I climbed up the mud wall
I lost my mother, too.
She was young,
younger than Havva when she died.
It's hard. I would know.
I didn't immigrate here just for fun.
Cemil!
Come here, boy, now.
Hurry, come over.
Kiss his hand first, Uncle Bekir.
Brother Bekir, he's yours if you want him.
If he makes any mistakes,
you can give him a good beating.
You better not be lazy, kid.
You'll come every morning
like today, and work.
And in the evening,
without dawdling, head to the village.
There's no transportation here,
but you can walk, right?
You're old enough.
- Do you understand?
- I do, Uncle.
- All set?
- Yes, Uncle.
Alright, then. I'll grab the cigarettes.
And now, sports.
In theTurkish First Football League,
Saryer and Ankaragc tied 2-2.
In theTurkish Second League Category A,
Genlerbirlii has secured the title.
Saryer facedAnkaragc in Istanbul
at the Yusuf Ziya ni Stadium.
We're 65 minutes in.
Feridun with a cross.
Silva with a beautiful finish.
Saryer 1, Ankaragc 0.
It's 12:21.
TURN OFF YOUR TV
What are you doing?
Didn't I say you're not allowed? Huh?
Huh? Didn't I tell you
not to go in there? Huh?
That you're not allowed
to open the cupboard? Huh?
Didn't I tell you
not to play with the cameras? Huh?
You're gonna send me to town again?
Huh? Havva?
I'm not sending you anywhere.
- Who does, then?
- You choose to go.
Don't even start.
Why do I go? 'Cause I want to?
You're ravenous.
You're insatiable.
That's why you go.
Like a starving dog?
And I should leave you be?
I gave you three children,
isn't that enough?
Another man would give you a good beating.
You should pray that I'm above that.
'Cause I haven't beaten you, not once.
I've never even hit you.
Count your blessings.
You should pray that I'm above that.
Bismillah.
Cemil, son.
I need you to gather the herd, quickly.
As you command, sir.
As you command, huh?
Am I your commander?
Come on now, get them together. Let's go.
Listen.
Cemil is another brother to you.
We have four children now.
Look at me as a father, not "sir".
You see me as a commander, that won't do.
You should see me as a father.
And think of them as siblings.
What is Kadir, then? Your brother.
And Yusuf? Your brother.
And Saliha?
My sister.
I've suffered for years and years
I'm not the first, I won't be the last
Life is tearing me apart
I'm a woman of misery
I've suffered for years and years
I'm not the first, I won't be the last
Life is tearing me apart
I'm a woman of misery
No one tells me the cure
It's hard to be happy
My heart can barely endure
I'm a woman of misery
I'm a woman of misery
What are you listening to?
Dad's out. He's in the village today,
so we had it on.
There wasn't another song
you could've played?
We're just dancing.
To that song?
If you're gonna dance,
pick cheerful music!
You didn't think of that? My God.
You'll dance to that?
It's cheerful! Kinda...
The hell it is!
Dad, will we go to college?
Your son asked a question.
What'll you study?
You don't know?
Why go if you don't even know that?
Master Yusuf,
will you go to college?
What'll you study?
How to drive a car.
Driving a car?
Well, well. Look at that.
You don't need college for that, son.
The car's out front.
Go out there and get your education.
Look at that.
See, your brother knows.
You figure out
what you want to study first.
How can he really know without going?
That's what I'm saying.
What college will he go to?
They will go to college. They all will.
Is that so?
- Where?
- In Ankara.
- Ankara, huh?
- Where everyone goes.
- Who's everyone?
- Where you go to study!
Remember, the mayor's eldest son went.
And? He went, and then what?
He found a job? He got rich?
- Those are the only options?
- What else?
He went, and then what?
He came back an anarchist.
You think every student
becomes an anarchist?
- If not, what do they become? I'm asking.
- What's your question?
Havva!
- I don't know.
- You don't know what?
They will go to college, they all will.
- All?
- Yup.
You said "all".
- You'll go, too?
- She'll be the first one.
- Is that so?
- She's the oldest.
So she's up first.
She'll go to nursing school.
Uh-huh.
You figured out a school.
Is there a hospital in town?
Where will she work?
- In Ankara, obviously.
- Saliha? In Ankara?
And you've sent the boys away.
Who'll take care of the land?
The crops and the goods?
- We'll handle it.
- Who'll take care of us?
We're okay now,
but what about when we're old and weak?
I'll take care of you, Papa.
Your mom sent you to college.
I don't want to.
That's my girl.
What are you saying?
- That she won't go to college.
- Then what'll you do?
She's saying,
"I'll look after you."
She's saying, "I won't leave you."
My smart girl, my good girl.
You won't abandon your dad, will you?
What's that look?
You're gonna beat her up?
If you want it so bad, you go to Ankara.
Shabby shoes on her feet
Shabby shoes on her feet
Turn up the volume, kid!
Let's hear it.
As my love steps closer, beat by beat
I die, oh, I die
I die
Oh, I die
I wasted my youth
No! Don't, don't!
Hey!
What are you doing?
- What's this?
- It's a joke, Dad.
A joke? To hell with your joke.
Idiot.
Who else is laughing?
Are you okay, son?
- It's a joke.
- It's a joke?
Go over there.
Stand right there, over there.
I'm going to make a joke now, watch.
Come here.
You go there, that's good.
The hose. Take the hose.
- Spray it. Come here.
- Dad. Dad.
Come here. Here.
Right here. Stay on that spot.
- Right, do it.
- Father Bekir...
Spray, go on. We're making a joke,
just like he did. Come on.
Hose him down!
Spray him, Cemil.
Spray him, son.
Spray him!
Give me that.
- Come on.
- Dad...
Go on, right over there, go.
Go there so that our joke works. Go.
There.
Now, here you go. Here's your joke.
- There you go. Take that. Ah...
- Dad!
Ah, aren't you the one
with a sense of humor?
Didn't... Didn't you want
to play this game?
You started it.
We've got a camera and a joke,
so let me see you laugh.
C'mon, laugh, it's funny. Laugh. Laugh.
What's happening?
What are you doing, Bekir?
- What're you doing? Don't!
- What a great joke.
- Bekir, stop it. Stop it!
- You stay out of this. Stay out of it!
Bekir, enough!
- Go inside.
- Stop!
Move! I said move!
This doesn't concern you.
No! Leave him alone!
...necklaces.
10,000 marks in the bank.
Three suits.
One of them navy, with stripes.
Sevtap... Sorry.
A Mercedes in pristine condition.
Come on, Adem.
You can do it, Adem!
Keep running. Come on!
You're going so well!
Come on!
Keep going. You can do it!
Keep going! Faster!
For you.
- What is it?
- Linden tea.
I made a pot for Kadir.
Alright.
Bravo, Adem.
Come on, let's go.
Ah! Turks out!
Havva!
Tell them to turn it down.
Or my head's gonna explode.
Havva!
I'm sick as a dog.
You still don't feel any better?
You've been sick
more than three weeks, Bekir.
Should we call a doctor?
I could call the clinic.
No need for a doctor.
No need for a doctor.
Really?
Yeah.
Inshallah.
Enough, that's enough.
Havva!
Hey, where's your mother?
Come closer, little driver.
Think you can help your papa
get out of bed?
Go for it.
Pull, pull.
Huh. Okay.
Let's get some air.
I've been in bed long enough.
I just need a bath
at the hammam. Huh, Yusuf?
The village is an hour away,
that'll be fine.
The gas to get there
would be what, three liras?
Let's get ourselves scrubbed
nice and clean.
We'll lie on the hot stones, too.
So I can get better.
That's all I need.
Once I find the energy
to get behind the wheel, it's over.
Let's take your brother too.
Ugh, your useless brother.
Why is he like that? Huh, Yusuf?
What are we gonna do with him?
You're a good boy right? You better be.
One is enough.
We can't handle two troublemakers.
- Tell me that you'll be good.
- I'll be good.
- What?
- I'll be good.
Excellent.
Excellent, my sweet boy.
I'm taking my son to the hammam.
We'll drive to the village
and we'll eat kebab from the market, huh?
Right?
Yeah.
We're driving in the car?
Of course we are.
How else would we get there?
Then let's go!
You little rascal.
My little driver.
Hey, if you get a little taller,
then I'll teach you how to drive.
Your brother first, then you.
- How's that sound?
- Good.
Good, good.
That's good.
I'm taking my son to the hammam.
To the hammam.
Papa fell down! Papa fell down!
Papa fell down!
Come on, laugh! Laugh, why don't you?
- Dad please! Dad!
- Put your hands down!
Look at me! Look at me!
There. There you go.
How's the joke, idiot?
Huh? You started it,
it's your joke! How's that? Huh?
Is that good? Huh? Is it funny?
You little shit. Hey!
Turn around. Turn towards me.
Turn!
You little shit.
Asshole.
C'mon. C'mon, guys.
Who bumped the camera?
- Orkun?
- It wasn't me!
Guys, whoever's bumping thecamera,
that was the second time.
No one's touching it,
it's the uneven ground.
Okay, okay.
Let's change lenses.
Let's try the 75, let's see the 75.
- We're going closer?
- No, stay there.
Let's see that lens.
- You're still rolling!
- Tail slate!
Slate!
Alright, take two!
I'm really roasting
in this coat, Kadir!
Can we break
for two minutes? I'm roasting!
Don't break yet, please.
We're scheduled for one after this.
- Kadir.
- Yes.
The sun came out. What's your call?
Should we wait or continue?
Keep going, and hurry please,
I want another take before lunch.
Alright. I'm warning you, though,
the light won't be the same.
You might not be able to use these
'cause of continuity.
A warning and he's gone.
- You want another one?
- Go ahead.
Your mom apparently said
she doesn't want make-up.
You'll talk to her, right?
The girls weren't comfortable pushing her.
Why are they doing make-up on her at all?
That's ridiculous,
there's no reason for her to wear make-up.
No, nothing dramatic.
Just powder to cut the shine on her face.
- And?
- She said she doesn't wanna wear it.
Okay, I'll talk to her.
Oh, mom, you're in here?
I was looking for you.
Why are you standing? You can sit.
Sit, sit here, come. There we go, sit.
Saliha,
why is he doing this now, this kid?
- What kid?
- Kadir.
Doing what?
Bringing all these strangers to the house.
They're a big crew, Mom.
It's not easy making a movie.
Why'd he bring us here?
Oh, why would you say
a thing like that, Ma?
Shh. What's going on?
Your mood totally changed.
We knew the film was happening.
He's been preparing for weeks.
Remember? He told you
he wants to shoot the film here.
I thought he'd just film...
Well, I thought he'd just film us,
just us, with your dad's camera.
Like your papa would.
He will, with you.
Your acting made the cut, I guess.
It's gonna be a nice memory.
I don't want to.
I don't want to be in a movie or anything.
Oh Mom, don't do this!
I heard you said something
to the make-up artist, too.
I'm begging you, don't. Think of Kadir...
I thought he'd film you.
I just wanted a picture
with my grandchildren. That's all.
Now the garden's full of strangers.
And why's this kid getting hosed down?
Is this about your father?
He'd be turning in his grave.
Was it even winter? Was there snow?
Would he have done it then?
Papa has nothing to do with it.
Your son wrote a script.
It's only a movie, Mom.
It's one we've seen before.
Oh, Mom.
It's disrespectful to your father.
Ladies,
what are you up to in here?
Where'd that come from?
Uncle Kadir. I'm filming BTS.
It's what he came up with
to get rid of me.
Turn it off and sit with us.
Listen to your grandma.
What's she saying?
That she doesn't wanna be in the movie.
Our actor's having a diva fit.
What? No way. I don't believe it.
That's what she said.
Grandma?
Come sit with me, you.
Sit. Scooch over more. Sit here.
You've been replaced.
- My beautiful girl, oh!
- Oh, grandma...
This kid's my one and only.
- Hmm.
- I'll make pastries for you.
- Oh!
- When they're gone. I will, honey.
Hey, why's your uncle doing this,
huh, honey?
Your trouble-making uncle.
He was always trouble. Always!
The younger one was alright...
Little driver. Right, Saliha?
Me? Saliha?
- Papa called Uncle Yusuf "little driver."
- Oh?
We had a car.
My dad brought it from Germany.
Well, what do we have here?
Come here, come.
- Tell me you're not bored already.
- No.
So where's our BTS?
I was filming,
we just had a little crisis in here.
What crisis?
Listen to what Mom's saying.
What's going on, Mom?
She's saying she won't let them
put make-up on her.
Who's doing make-up? No make-up on you!
They probably wanted to reduceany shine
so we can film you later.
Just a bit of powder
so the lights don't reflect.
Not make-up. Okay, Ma?
There wasn't anything else
you could've made a movie about?
Mom, look...
I don't like any of this.
What do you mean?
That scene you were filming outside.
She figured it out.
She could see from here.
Well then, Mr. Director,
your actor is unhappy with the script.
Mom, why are you saying that?
Huh, Ma?
I'm not sure.
I don't feel well.
Find somebody else.
- I won't be able to do it.
- Oh, no, don't do this.
We've set up the scene, we're doing it.
Where's this coming from? Ma!
Kadir, we're ready.
Don't say no.
Not now, please. It's nothing.
It'll be over so quickly.
- No make-up, no powder, nothing. Got it?
- Mhm.
Mama, get up. Please, there are a thousand
other problems I have to deal with.
You don't wanna be on that list, let's go.
Kadir...
Let's go and we can start in two minutes.
Uncle Kadir, wait.
She says she doesn't want to.
Let's go. Let's go. Up.
Come on, come on, come on, come on.
Come on, it's over. Okay? It's over.
What was that?
- Where are you going?
- We should stand close at least.
She'll see us and relax.
She seems really out of it.
Let's get the window in frame.
Tilt up.
A hair more.
Nope, too much.
- Good, lock that.
- Locking the frame!
Merve.
Okay Mom, you'll have Merve
right behind you.
Just like we talked about before,
she'll hand you the tray
and whisper in your ear
when you should go. Alright?
- Right, Merve?
- Yes, I'll be right here the whole time.
- I'll cue you when you should enter.
- Alright, we're all set.
Alright, Mom. Okay. You're good.
Let's go, then.
- Orkun, is the frame set?
- Set.
- Sound?
- Speed.
- Camera?
- Rolling.
- Scene 50, shot one, take one.
- Mark!
Action.
Okay, right.
This is the time to go.
You can do it, go on.
Why is she crying?
Saliha!
Saliha! Saliha!
- Cut, cut, cut.
- Saliha!
Cut, everyone!
Ma, I'm here!
Mama, hey, Ma, it's over. It's okay ma...
Mom?
Mom, come on. Come on.
- Grandma?
- Let's go outside.
- What happened?
- You're okay. Let's get you outside.
Let's go.
You're gonna remember this
when she dies someday. Hm.
- Bet that's gonna suck.
- What're you saying,Naz? Huh?
I don't know.
When something happens
with my mom I think about that.
One time, I kicked her.
I was young and
I'll never forget it.
She was trying to get my shoes on.
We had somewhere to get to.
And she was bent over in front of me.
I was mad and kicked her.
Right in the shoulder.
It was enough to knock her over.
She tried to hide it
but she started crying.
And I know I'll think about it.
My mom will die and I'll think of that.
It's gonna suck.
Well I've never kicked
my mother, thankfully.
Ugh, better not, after everything else.
You're the one who got hit.
You gotta admit, she's pretty strong.
That's my grandma.
She was like,
"Enough of your fucking movie."
"I'll show you a movie, son!"
She's actually amazing, isn't she?
I might be biased
'cause she's family, but I don't...
But I don't think so.
And she's so kind,
she's like a perfect human.
I might love her more than I love my mom.
I might, honestly.
If I think about it too hard
I'll get a stomach ache.
It feels wrong. Hm.
It's weird.
At least it's not a random person,
I don't love Bra Su's grandma.
At least it's my mom's mom,
it's like a package deal.
I should calm down.
I won't worry about it.
Yeah.
You're really a character,
you know that, Naz?
You meant that?
- Who's Bra Su?
- She's this awful girl from school.
Total ass-wipe. What kind of name
is "Bra Su" anyway? It's just awful.
You didn't come
with any intention to make me feel better.
It never crossed your mind. Am I wrong?
- No.
- No.
Yusuf keeps saying
we should sell the house.
Will they sell it to make more movies?
No. What does Yusuf
have to do with any of this, Mom?
Well, I don't know.
What did you tell him?
About selling it?
I said this.
You're so cool. He deserved it.
What's that, over there, Saliha?
Is it another camera?
It is, Grandma.
Uncle Kadir wants me to film stuff.
- Then you should film something.
- Okay, here we go.
I'm filming.
Oh, Mom?
Hm.
A photo would be nice,
with my granddaughter.
Will you take one for us?
It's not that kind of camera.
Oh, it's not?
We can get photos from the footage.
One second, grandma.
Take this, Mom. Can you handle it?
- Tell me which button to do.
- The battery's really low.
- We'll go 'til it dies.
- Press this, it's going.
Come here, grandma.
- Hot stuff!
- You make sure we look good.
You look good, you look good.
Hm.
If you set it there, you can get in.
Check the viewfinder first, though,
so it's not just the wall.
Make sure we'll all fit in the picture.
- There.
- Okay.
I should've worn my glasses.
Why? You look great, Grandma!
I should've worn my glasses,
like the nurse, the one that...
We'll find them then.
They're around here, aren't they? Hm?
At the hospital, she was there.
Which hospital?
When your Papa was alive.
And?
There was that nurse.
She had this white dress.
It was such a bright white.
And she wore her hair up, like...
Oh, wow, she was the sweetest, Saliha.
Oh, you're the sweetest, right Grandma?
If we could do one with my glasses...
Let's find them, Mom, right now.
Where's the last place you saw them?
In the great room.
They were in the great room.
They fell out of my pocket.
Why were you looking for them in here?
It's dark out there,
I couldn't find them myself.
Ycel, where are you Ycel?
On my way.
- Good morning.
- Morning.
Have you seen my mom
or my daughter walking around?
I saw them earlier,
they were going for a walk.
They might be near the lake.
You could check the break area.
Thank you.
Hey guys, has anyone seen
my mother or my daughter?
Saliha.
Cemil. It's me.
Cemil?
How've you been?
Well?
Yes.
It's all good. You?
You look terrific.
I didn't know you were here.
Why'd you come out?
Well, Kadir was in town.
He said he's making a movie.
- Right...
- Yeah, so... So I guess
someone was supposed to come
from Istanbul and can't now. Um...
"We're in trouble, can you help us out?"
Are you acting in the film?
I'll try to, he said I'd be okay.
It's a small role.
I guess we'll see, right?
I mean, I couldn't say no when he asked.
That's great. I'm happy to hear that.
And how's your life?
Good. Good, thank God.
You're good too?
Good, good.
Just here to help with the movie.
My mom's here, have you spoken with her?
Th... They've had me busy since I got here.
I haven't said hello to anyone yet.
Well, welcome to the set.
Thanks, happy to be here.
Let me check on my mom,
I'll come find you later.
Of course, of course.
If love didn't exist
If it never filled my heart
If love didn't exist
If it never filled my heart
What would be the point of living
Without you, my love?
What would be the point of living
Without you, my love?
You're unlike any other
With all my heart, I love you
I don't want any other lover
My heart only belongs to you
You're unlike any other
With all my heart, I love you
I don't want any other lover
My heart only belongs to you
My love...
Cut.
...combs her hair
Cut!
- We're picking up a plane.
- Okay.
Cemil! You're the best.
No, really. You're saving us.
You're getting me out of a tight spot.
It's nothing. I'd always help you out.
It's a big deal. It really is.
- You've gotta finish it.
- Thank you, for real. You're great.
Thank you, you're great.
I sang whatever. Should I change it?
I don't know if it's good.
I'll trust what you think.
No changes needed,
what you did worked. It's great.
You're well? We weren't able to chat.
You're right, we haven't yet.
There's a lot to do.
I threw you right into things,
I should've...Sorry, Cemil.
No, no.
There's a lot going on, anyway.
Holy cow, you've got
a lot of folks on your team.
Hmm.
Mhm.
I heard there was filming happening
in your house, people in town were saying...
I didn't realize though...
...that it was you. I might've guessed.
I thought, "They must have rented it out."
No, we wouldn't do that. Mm.
Some people wanted to a while ago.
I never wanted to though.
Sometimes I visit.
- Your mother's here, too?
- Yes, of course.
Saliha takes care of her now.
They still live in Istanbul.
And she has a daughter?
Yes. Yeah,
Saliha has a daughter, yeah. Naz.
What about you? Any kids?
I never even got married.
Seriously?
- Yeah, it wasn't in the cards.
- Yeah, well...
My uncle and I fell out.
We don't talk anymore.
Let's see.
Still the same. I'm managing well enough.
Anyway, I wanna hear about you.
So, did you get married?
What? Me? No I didn't. I did not.
I did,
but it didn't really stick.
- It happens.
- Yeah, I guess.
Hey, Let's do another take.
- Another take?
- Yeah.
Let's do another
real quick before we break.
Oh... I thought that it was over.
You're kidding, no, no. We just started.
- Really?
- Really, yeah.
When I shout "Action," go for it.
Exactly like last time, you got it.
I planned on going back, uh...
I have to get to the bank.
So, since you said it'd be quick...
Ah, but we just got started.
I've been here for more than three hours.
Ah... They called you early.
Oh.
What do we do?
I could come back?
I'll do it and be back in the afternoon.
I'll come straight here.
Then I'm free 'til sunset.
I can do as much as you want then.
No, that won't work. Let's just
film it now and finish it.
I have several more scenes
I need to finish today, after this one.
- That makes sense, I just...
- Okay, let's do it.
- Start now and get it done. Let's reset.
- Hey, Kadir.
What man? What now? Huh?
Why're you getting angry?
I'm just explaining myself.
Brother. Cemil, my brother.
I'm asking you to stay.
We've started something.
Let's not leave it half-done.
Let's go, brother. You can go
after we finish the scene. Let's do it.
And start when I yell "Action," alright?
What if I don't?
Would you get the hose and spray me?
What?
What's going on?
Is he an actor, Mom?
Or what?
Orkun, are you set?
Set.
Sound?
Speed.
- Camera?
- Rolling.
Slate!
Action.
If love didn't exist
If it never filled my heart
If love didn't exist
If it never filled my heart
What would...
What would be
The point of living...
- Put your hands down.
- Stop!
Sorry, sir.
Saliha...
BEHIND THE SCENES
Nervous?
Not nervous enough.
Right, Mr. Tansu's realizing
it's not sweater weather!
- Hot stuff!
- You make sure we look good.
Hm.
If you set it there you can get in.
- I should go in first.
- Wait, you're gonna leave us out here?
The house is right in front of us.
Just walk.
Let me go first and see what's going on.
You can follow behind. Are you cold?
Why would he be cold? It's summer!
Right, you're right.
Let me go first, okay?
Ow! Ah, Mom! I hit my foot.
Wait. Wait let me see.
Where's the car?
You grew a beard, huh?
It broke down.
And?
I got it towed into town,
if you can call it a town. What happened?
I didn't think there'd be a mechanic,
turns out there's a whole industrial area.
What's up, brother?
Uh...
It's just as well.
Just as well?
I'm trying to say welcome.
Oh, thanks, then.
Thanks.
- You okay?
- Your boy's gotten big.
He has. He's nine in December.
Good for him.
Are you high?
No.
Then what's going on?
You should've told someone
from town to drive you here.
Why'd you make your kid walk?
You've been following
this corona thing, right?
- There's no corona out here.
- That's not how it works.
Not yet, then.
What if we have it?
Have you visited dad?
There's a gardener.
You should go, yourself.
I live too far away,
you should check on his grave.
They have a professional for that.
- No, to say prayers or something.
- If you insist.
What? Why?
Anyway,
should we make a toast, Kadir?
What's that mean, "if you insist"?
- Welcome, everyone.
- We're happy to be here!
I'm sorry we didn't give you a heads-up
and barged in.
Don't even mention it.
You can come
whenever you'd like to.
It's your house too, it's all of ours.
Son?
Are you all full?
Bekir?
Sweet pea, where are you going?
He's shy.
Or he shat himself.
You should've taken your car.
The Mercedes is a guaranteed break-down.
It was fine. It brought us
all the way here. I take care of it.
- It's mine anyway, isn't it?
- Of course, yeah.
No question.
It was gonna be a surprise for Saliha.
Is Mom coming with Saliha?
Of course, why on earth wouldn't she?
Hmm. She's out of the care home then?
Are you some kind of idiot?
Haven't you been following
what's been happening?
She's out.
The positive cases meant
they sent everyone to stay with relatives.
Mom's been at Saliha's for two weeks.
How'd you miss that?
You don't talk to Saliha either?
Is something going on with you?
No, I'm fine.
If it's because the film thing
didn't work out, then...
What? What's not working out?
It's not done yet.
It's working fine, it's just not done.
It's been two years?
How long has it been
since you came here to film?
It's been two years. How long does it take
to make a fucking movie?
Stop it.Watch yourself.
It's a weird story.
- What?
- What your film's about.
I heard a little from Saliha.
And?
I was there, I remember it clearly, too.
That day Dad went crazy
filming you with his camera.
Out by the stable.
No clearer memory
than that day.
That's normal.
It really stuck with you.
If you really needed to go and...
- To go what?
- Film a recreation of it for a movie.
Of all the stories,
the hundreds and thousands
of things you could make movies about...
I know you just pull itout of your ass.
That's the business.
But you...
You chose that.
And it's fascinating.
And you settled into the house,
on top of all that.
You replaced the furniture,
redid the paint...
Got rid of the couches and fridge...
The new guest room could be in a magazine.
All that and you haven't touched
Dad's room, though.
The fridge was broken, it had to go.
It wouldn't stay cold.
Right. Well, you did a good job.
Really.
Looks great.
And you converted the stable
into your office, too.
It must've been expensive.
We would've chipped in.
- No, I took care of it.
- You did.
You did it all.
And it looks fantastic.
It's nice, kind of like...
Like an artist's retreat or something.
You did a great job.
You made it classy.
Ever bring women over to the house?
You've gotta be careful nowthough,
you know? With corona and everything.
I wanted to sell it back then.
You said you're making your film...
So, what now?
You live here? You settled in?
Well?
Sorry about that.
Yusuf, I think Bekir caught a stomach bug.
- What'd he eat?
- Everything we set out.
Kadir, don't even ask.
You know his appetite.
He's seeing a dietician,
we'll see how that goes.
Hopefully he loses weight.
- Hm.
- Hm.
Yusuf was heavier at that age,
just like his son.
Really? Aww...
You said it happened
when you lost your dad, right Yusuf?
That's a tough thing
to go through, my love.
You poor thing!
I can't imagine
what went on in your head, Yusuf.
It was unexpected.
We lost him suddenly.
He was totally healthy,
he took really good care of himself.
A country man, not someone...
who gets a cold and falls down.
He wasn't that type of man.
You remember.
Don't you?
Okay.
Oh.
- Hey.
- Here.
Something's going on. Who knows what?
What?
Something's up with Kadir.
He looks like a caveman.
Should we take a walk today?
Just you, me, and the kid.
Yusuf?
Wouldn't it be nice
to explore to the forest? Maybe picnic?
- Wow, they're really here.
- Who?
It's gotta be my sister.
She must've started the drive last night.
- Get dressed, let'sgo.
- Go on, I'll be there.
I've gotta get cleaned up first,
do my make-up...
Hey, Grandma.
We need to catch up!
Come on, How've you been?
Come on, Grandma!
Good.
What's going on with your beard?
Hey.
- What about me? I want a hug!
- Come here.
- How are you?
- Good, you?
- Mom?
- Mom?
Grandma?
- Grandma? Grandma?
- Run.
Sis!
- Hey, hey!
- Sis!
How are you?
- Come back.
- Good, how are you?
Where were you going?
Come say hello.
- You've been well?
- Yeah.
We're at your house.
And look who's here!
- You're not coming?
- Why would you say that?
Yusuf, stop it.
What did you mean, "Ask your sister"?
What do you want me to ask? Why?
- Are you serious?
- What? Really, what do you want? What?
I asked if you want to have a barbecue.
What did you mean, "Ask your sister?"
Can you explain?
I just thought that...
How is your film going?
...be a good idea?
- It's not done yet.
- Oh.
Why isn't it?
Did something go wrong?
Hm?
Kadir?
What's wrong?
You're scaring me. Kadir?
I can't finish the movie, Saliha.
Even the editor quit.
It'll never be finished.
I've been working on it myself,
trying to get it done, but...
But what? I don't understand.
Is something wrong with the footage?
No.
Shh, Kadir?
There are so many flies.
We should get an exterminator.
Uh, who are you?
Oh! Uh...
Let me see. Who's that?
Who are you, girl? What did you do?
- Little girl! What did you do?
- Uh, I think she's wet herself.
What did you do? Huh?
Bad girl! Shame on you!
- Bad girl!
- Hey, Mom?
Hey Mom, what's wrong? Huh?
You were sleeping so well. What's wrong?
Here, let me look at you.
Can I see your pants?
- Okay!
- Okay, Mom, okay.
The door's open, see?
I'll leave it open, okay? It's open.
Come on. Let's take a look. Come on.
Fuck!
What are you doing at this hour?
To bed, now!
What are you staring at? What?
Oh my God!
You still have Betamax here?
They're trash now.
Where'd you learn about Betamax?
Well, Uncle,
I do actually know some things.
Hey, hey, hey, no. What are you doing?
Wha... Just looking.
Enough looking, then. Don't open that.
Hm. Oh!
What is it? Your porn collection?
Come on now.
That's inappropriate and gross.
Don't you have any filters, Naz?
Tone it down, just a little.
There is such a thing
as crossing the line.
I mean, seriously...
I don't know if you're gen Z
or X or whatever, but there's a line.
Sorry.
Shake on it?
Or should I kiss your hand?
Is that what your generation does?
Okay, Naz. Drop it.
Enough.
I have enough going on.
That's the reason I came.
I wanted to know how you're doing.
Even I know something's wrong.
- Is that really my mom?
- Not always.
She got extra confused
coming here, I don't know...
We thought it'd be good.
Did she really wet herself?
No. Not this time,
at least. She has before.
She's sleeping again.
So how are you?
Something's happening with you.
You look sick, we can all see it.
What happened to the stuff I filmed?
The BTS camera.
Uncle?
It was lost.
No way, you're joking.
I'm not.
It's gone.
When the crew packed up
it got lost, or maybe someone stole it.
It's gone, though.
No, that sucks. Ugh...
I thought maybe
we could watch it all together, come on!
We have lots of land and the farm.
We're the only owners
with 20 decares of land.
Hm. Of course Dad,
after living in a tiny room
for all those years in Germany.
If we divide it into sections,
each lot can have a house.
I say we don't bother.
Let's reflect it in the price.
Anyone who's buying will understand.
No, the price would be too low.
We wouldn't sell it for that,
I'm just saying let's get an offer.
The market skyrocketed from the pandemic.
People want to leave the city.
What's Mom gonna say about all this?
Saliha, I think Mom is...
Mhm.
"Fuck what my mom has to say."
That's not what I'm saying.
Does she even know what's going on?
Aren't we past that point?
She doesn't even recognize me!
The house...
I won't leave until my film is finished.
Why are we trying to rush it?
You'll finish in time.
And we don't need the money now,
we're not desperate.
We shouldn't rush it,
even if we needed to.
Is that so?
I'm glad you're not desperate,
but I don't get monthly alimony.
Everyone's different
and I'm not in your situation.
- What's my position, Yusuf?
- I don't know.
If you don't know
then don't comment on it.
What alimony?
You're an ass.
Have you ever asked? Either of you?
"How much does Mom's nursing home cost?
Is there anything you need from us?"
Unbelievable.
I don't get alimony.
Not for the last five years.
What we got was for school.
And now we don't get anything from him.
He went bankrupt.
So we've been on our own. And that's fine.
Okay, sorry. I'm asking you now.
If things are hard for you, too,
isn't that more reason to sell?
My work sent everyone home
because of the pandemic,
but it's only a matter of time
before they let people go.
These assholes use the pandemic
as an excuse to sack everyone.
So I need a backup plan.
We don't have much left after we pay rent.
I need to be saving for the future.
Stop dragging your feet.
You've been cutting me out for years!
If you could calm down for a second...
Sorry Kadir,
I can't calm down anymore!
I get that we're all different.
Consider that we're not like you.
I don't get to make movies.
I have to pay for my family.
I work my ass off.
I don't watch life
through a camera lens like you do!
- Sure, sure, go off.
- That's all you do!
That's all you do.
Fool around for work, exaggerate stories.
Yours aren't even fictional!
What do you want from him in his grave?
Fuck your stupid film!
Should I hit you back?
Should I smash your face?
Do it.
Come back. Where are you going?
You can't say whatever and run away.
I'll be back, don't worry.
I have more to say. Stay there.
He doesn't make any sense.
He's so scared.
He fights so much
with his wife, he's unhappy.
He's the only one that can fix it,
and I won't let him take it out on us.
It's awful.
Maybe we get an appraisal.
Huh, Kadir?
Is that Ma?
You scared me, come on.
Mom?
What're you doing over there?
Mom, why're you lurking in thedark, huh?
Come chat with us.
Huh! Come here.
Yeah.
What happened?
You couldn't sleep?
Huh?
What's wrong, Mom?
Are you cold out here?
Should I get a warmer jacket for you?
Huh, Mom?
Hey, where did it go?
Do you have your toy?
Could you please show it to Kadir?
What do you think, Kadir?
Isn't Mom's toy neat?
She never lets it out of her sight.
It lives in her pocket.
No one else can touch it.
If you tried, she'd throw a fit.
Right, Mom?
You're so sweet now.
Hey, Mom.
Shouldn't you be in bed?
You couldn't sleep anymore?
Son, what's your name?
That's great.
I'm Rocky Balboa.
Are you making fun of her?
Like it matters.
- You're better than that, Yusuf.
- I guess I might not be.
You...
You...
My boy.
Look.
It's your sister.
Hm.
Hm. There.
You ran to me, and screamed.
You ran.
Little one.
You ran.
Can you say when he ran to you?
Little one.
Uh-huh.
Yusuf's the little one. Can you tell us
when the little one ran to you?
He fell.
Yusuf fell down?
He fell.
Hmm.
Yusuf fell down. He got hurt.
And he ran to you.
Is that it?
When he was a kid?
Hm. Papa.
Papa fell.
Papa fell down.
Right son? He fell, right?
- Yusuf?
- Papa...
Papa fell down. Papa fell down.
Please God,
help us out. Please.
Okay, that's enough, alright?
Amen, amen. Okay.
Havva.
Don't cry, don't cry.
Enough.
Shh.
Look at me.
Look at me.
Look at me.
Listen, I'm not gone yet, okay?
Don't cry.
Don't cry.
Wipe your tears, come on.
Don't... Yeah.
Yeah.
Mm.
Honestly, I like it.
That you'd cry over me.
Look at me,
I want you to listen carefully.
It's all up to Allah, isn't it?
- Right?
- Mhm.
And there's a chance
that I don't leave this place.
If that's what comes to be,
and they say they want to sell the house
and the land one day.
The kids, when they grow up.
Don't allow it.
Or I'll never rest in peace.
- Do you hear me?
- Mhm.
Don't let them sell it.
'Cause we built that house
with our bare hands.
You have to protect it. Understand?
You have to be ready.
If I'm not there to show you the way,
then Allah will be. You'll never be alone.
My grandchildren will see
what their grandpa made.
My grandchildren will see.
You understand, right?
You understand, right,Havva?
I couldn't get enough of our children.
And you'll get to see the grandchildren.
Saliha, honey.
- Honey, stop!
- Let go, Mom!
- Saliha, stop it!Saliha! Don't!
- Mom, let go! Leave it!
Stop it! Stop! Honey, stop!
- Stop!
- Leave it, Mom! Don't touch it!
- Leave it!
- That's enough!
- Saliha!
- Mom, seriously, leave it!
Get out of my way right now.
Why don't we stay, Mom?
Where are we gonna go?
What else can we do?
We're already just fine here!
Mom don'tmake us leave the house!
- I'm begging you!
- Stop it!
Don't make us go!
Don't make us go!
- We can't leave the village!
- Stop it!
Enough! Mom leave it!
Ah, huh, ah-huh.
That's right. Yeah.
Should I dip you?
Wait. Wait.
No, like this. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Huh?
Ah... Ah...
Ah...
Look, we're good.
- Stop it.
- Did I do it wrong?
Hey, guys.
See? Yeah, like that.
- Hey, where you been?
- I just took a walk.
Wow, what a feast.
Have you guys seen Naz?
She went to sleep, ma'am.
Honestly, um,
you don't need to call me ma'am.
Relax. Call me Saliha, okay?
What on Earth are you listening to?
Why don't we change it?
Of course, of course.
You know it shuffles if you leave it.
It has a mind of its own.
Let's change it, any song in particular?
Oh, anything. Maybe
a song that's more...
That's more... Uh, more...
We could do... What, um...
I know a song. Uh...
I know a song, so...
- Maybe you should head to bed.
- No, hang on! Give it. I know one.
My dearest sister asked for a song.
Let me put on a song for her.
Well, play it already.
What's it called again? Hang on...
Ha.
I found it.
I've suffered for years and years
I'm not the first, I won't be the last
Life is tearing me apart
I'm a woman of misery
I've suffered for years and years
I'm not the first, I won't be the last
Life is tearing me apart
I'm a woman of misery
No one tells me the cure
It's hard to be happy
My heart can barely endure
I'm a woman of misery
I'm a woman of misery
Hello?
Saliha, how are you?
It's Cemil.
Cemil?
Welcome home.
Yes, welcome. When Isaw the car I...
- Is that our old car?
- Ah, yes, it is.
Yusuf had to get it repaired.
Ah, that's right.
When I spotted it in town,
since the guy working on it is my friend,
he said he'd finished fixing it up.
And I could bring it,
so we'd save you a drive.
You know, getting all the way
there and back.
Especially in the pandemic.
It's too much, you shouldn't have.
It's nothing.
Really, don't even mention it.
I wanted to surprise you, too.
Are you well?
Yes, yes.
I thought maybe you'd come.
That you'd visit. I waited a while.
We've only been here for two weeks.
- Ah no, I mean visit your dad.
- What?
That you might visit the grave site.
I thought I'd see you there for sure.
I work at the graveyard.
I do maintenance and landscaping.
Huh.
Kadir... He said that you'd definitely come.
We visit your father quite a bit.
Really? That's nice.
Yeah, it is.
He visits a lot, doesn't miss it.
Now that he's settled, of course.
I say all the prayers.
He can't remember any.
He's clueless with all that.
Some days, I sing a little.
Just loud enough that your dad could hear.
Since he liked it.
Yusuf,
do you remember Cemil?
I don't expect him to.
Cemil is my
friend. Our friend.
Kadir and me, we grew up...
Ah, I see...
How are you,Yusuf?
Can't complain, glad you're here.
I spotted your car in town.
It's all fixed and it's running well.
I thought I'd drop it off,
so I could stop and say hi, too.
How will you get back?
Oh, I can walk.
No way, it's so far!
It's nothing, really.
I've made the trip before.
You'll stay for a while
and have breakfast with us, right, Cemil?
Yeah, you have to. Come in.
Yeah, come inside.
Kadir's in there, he'd want to see you.
Look Saliha, with the pandemic...
With corona, is that a good Idea?
- I have a mask from the mosque but...
- We'll be alright, come in, come.
We'll distance and open windows,
that's all we need. Please come in.
Okay then, let me...
- It's alright, don't take off...
- They're dirty.
I don't want to track in mud.
And I should...
Alright, let's go in.
One minute,
my head's gonna explode.
You're an asshole, you know that?
What?
You played that song last night.
- I wanted to surprise you.
- Hm. Yeah, I'm sure.
No, with the car.
I wanted to surprise you with it.
So we drove it here.
You got me.
Well done, I was really surprised.
Seeing Cemil come out, too.
- Our childhood was alright.
- What?
It was good, right, Yusuf?
I don't know.
It was okay.
'Til Dad died.
Then it ended.
Our childhood.
Did you speak with that guy?
The realtor?
I'll call later.
But he has to finish the movie.
She doesn't recognize me.
She's not well.
Yes, Kadir mentioned that.
I thought maybe it was the mask
making it tougher for her.
Maybe.
Aunt Havva, how are you?
It's me,Cemil.
Osman gren's nephew, from town.
Nope, nothing.
Uh...
Aunt Havva?
Hey, Mom.
- She shouldn't get that close.
- Back up, mom.
- Saliha...
- Hey, Mom.
Mom, what's going on? Huh?
Mom, listen, we have to leave space
right now, okay?
Hey, remember what I told you
about the virus going around?
Come on.
What's wrong? Let's go sit down.
Come eat some food.
Havva, your highness?
Come on, Mom, let's sit down.
Auntie, do you recognize me?
Do you recognize Cemil? Huh, Ma?
You're okay, you're okay! What's wrong?
Don't be scared.
It's not a stranger, Mom, it's Cemil.
Could the mask be what's upsetting her?
Do you think I should take it off?
No, no, keep your mask on.
Don't take it off.
It's on, It's on.
I probably don't have anything,
anyway. I'm outside all day.
Mom, relax.
Don't scare everyone, Mom.
Let Saliha sit with you
and let's have breakfast.
Shabby shoes on her feet
Shabby shoes on her feet
As my love steps closer, beat by beat
As my love steps closer, beat by beat
I die
Oh, I die
I wasted...
No. It's not clicking.
I won't push, it's alright. She's ill.
You were singing so beautifully.
Please, keep going.
No I...
I thought it would jog
her memory, but it didn't.
It was worth a shot, it was. But she's...
Yeah, I know.
I can see it in her eyes.
I'm looking at her,
she's looking at me, but...
Nothing.
I climbed up the...
Okay, okay, that's enough.
Ah, uh, of course.
Ah, it worked!
She remembers me!
- Ah, ah, ah, ah.Oh, no.
- Auntie?
- What're you doing, Mom?
- Auntie?
- Auntie?
- Mom, what are you doing?
Mom, stop! Stop for a second, Mom!
- Auntie!
- Enough.
Stone.
Stone.
Stone.
Stone. Stone.
Auntie. Auntie.
- No, Mom! No, Mom, stop!
- Auntie. Auntie. Okay, Auntie.
- I'm begging you, Mom, stop!
- Mom, stop! Let him go.
Auntie. Auntie.
- Cemil, get away. Go under.
- Help me get her off.
Just push her away when she lets go.
- Alright, now's your chance.
- Stop!
- Go! We could use some help, Kadir.
- Mom, stop it!
- Kadir! Any day now! Kadir!
- Mom!
- Mom, please, just let him go! Come on!
- Mom!
- Mom, please!
- No, not his neck. Kadir!
Okay, okay, Mom! Mom, calm down!
- Saliha, take her!
- Mom! Please!
- Take her!
- Mom!
We get it, we get it. Go!
Ugh.
Ah!
Awh.
I do remember you.
The thing with you and Kadir.
Oh, that. Of course.
We have a lot of memories, Yusuf.
It's our whole childhood.
With Kadir.
With Saliha.
Then you all left.
And I felt it.
I was left all alone here.
Pardon.
Yusuf? Yusuf?
I always talk about you,
you know.
It's been years.
And I went to therapy.
And I still talk about you.
She always tells me, "Mrs. Saliha,
you need to forgive her."
"You'd never be able to work through it."
"It's in your hands. You're an adult
of sound mind, you need to forgive her."
I am an adult.
I feel like
a pretty damn bad adult, though.
That girl you grabbed...
That you grabbed by the arm and took away...
She's crying. She's crying, Mom.
Oh, Mom.
You took that stone...
and you put it right on my heart, Mom.
For 30 years.
I can't blame you,
but I can't forgive you, either.
You shouldn't have, Saliha.
It's nothing.
Don't even mention it, really.
You said that you live alone.
I thought that could be dinner.
You won't have to cook.
I can cook, you know. I cook quite a bit.
I can handle it.
I have what I need, luckily.
Good.
That's wonderful.
If you were to come around...
I can cook for you.
We'll have some goat meat.
If it's the season.
That sounds lovely.
I can't with my Mom.
I can't leave her alone.
Your brothers could watch her.
You know I went, once.
To Ankara.
To Ankara when you were there.
It was your last year of college.
For nursing.
Spring...
I had a friend that lived there,
let me stay for ten days.
He showed me around.
There's this place called Glba.
It's right next to the lake.
We ate food, drank rak,
and I confessed.
Probably just because
I don't drink very often.
I told him about you.
I knew where your school was.
I said "I want to go knock
on Saliha's door."
I tried three different times.
The first two I chickened out.
Hm. Well, the third?
You were with friends.
You had lots of people with you.
Uh, girls, and everyone was dressed up.
There were a few cool guys there, too.
I saw you having such a good time.
Then someone offered cigarettes.
You took one and lit it.
I stood there and thought,
"Wow, she's so cool."
"I guess she smokes now."
So I lit a cigarette as well.
And I sat down.
I watched you.
We smoked together.
When you threw yours away, I did, too.
Then you all left for class.
I went to the bus station.
I caught the first one home.
And I quit smoking that day.
Why?
I knew I'd never enjoy one
more than with you.
I haven't smoked since.
I started with you.
I quit with you, too.
You're always welcome to stop by.
Kadir has the address.
Give him my regards,
I missed him earlier.
Anyway, take care of yourself.
Uncle.
Fuck! Naz.
You scared the living hell
out of me, seriously.
What're you doing out here?
Naz?
Naz, are you okay?
Why aren't you saying anything?
Does my mom know about it?
- What? About...
- You.
What?
That my grandpa did that to you.
And you got so sick.
The film recreated it.
I saw the real tapes.
In your office.
And I watched all of them.
The ones grandpa filmed.
And?
And then he...
Then he what?
My grandpa died after.
I have a question for you.
Sure.
Do you remember
telling me it was lost?
- What was lost?
- What I filmed.
That the camera had been stolen.
That it was lost or stolen
and the footage was gone.
Is it really gone?
Have you seen the footage?
I remembered something.
Tell me if it's true.
Uncle.
The camera you gave me, is it really gone?
Ah.
Ah.
Nervous?
- What're you up to in here?
- Where'd that come from?
Uncle Kadir. I'm filming BTS.
It's what he came up with
to get rid of me.
A photo would be nice,
with my granddaughter.
Will you take one for us?
It's not that kind of camera.
Oh, it's not?
We can get photos from the footage.
- Kadir.
- One second, grandma.
- Naz?
- Take this Mom.
Where have you been?
- Tell me which button to do.
- The battery's low.
What are you watching?
I was looking for you, you know.
- Come here, grandma.
- Oh, wow. It's the BTS.
You were able to find it?
Wow, look at that!
What's going on? Hey.
- What's this?
- Look!
Naz was filming behind the scenes,
it was Kadir's idea.
Look. Mom looks great.
- He might get upset.
- Oh, he won't, he won't care.
Yeah, play it.
We'll be ancient before the movie's done,
at least we can see this.
Check the viewfinder first,
so it's not just the wall.
Make sure we'll all fit in the picture.
- There.
- Okay.
I should've worn my glasses.
Why? You look great, Grandma.
I should've worn my glasses,
like the nurse, the one that...
We'll find them.
Wow, wow, wow.
- At the hospital, she was there.
- Look at her.
Which hospital?
When your Papa was alive.
She's speaking so well.
There was that nurse.
She had this white dress.
It was such a bright white.
This was two years ago, huh?
I guess.
She was the sweetest.Saliha.
Oh, you're the sweetest, right, Grandma?
If we could do one with my glasses...
- It makes me feel awful.
- Let's find them, Mom, right now.
- Where's the last place you saw them?
- She's right there.
She's in her room
but it's like she's gone.
In the great room.
They were in the great room.
They fell out of my pocket.
Why were you looking
for them in here?
It's dark out there,
I couldn't find them myself.
I'll take a look, okay?
Hey, she'll be right back.
I'm sure she'll find your glasses.
Grandma, come back.
I'm telling you it's dark out there!
That's okay, she'll turn the lights on.
I didn't turn them on.
Not you, Grandma, my mom.
- It's 'cause I couldn't sleep.
- You couldn't?
I had pills from the doctor.
Pills? What doctor?
- To help the sleeping.
- And?
Well, I... The pills...
I ground them up
and added them to the linden tea.
Whose tea? Grandma you're scaring me.
What're you saying?
Since he sprayed him with the hose.
Kadir got sick.
I put the fire out and opened the windows.
If he wasn't drugged,
he would've woken up.
If he could've met you,
he would have loved you.
He'd adore you.
"The grandkids," he said.
"I won't get to see them.
You see them for me, Havva."
If he didn't drink the tea,
he wouldn't have slept through.
Saliha!
Oh!
- Kadir!
- It's alright.
- What is this?
- It's alright.
For God's sake! What was that?
Alright man, alright. Stop.
For God's sake!
- Okay, you need to stop.
- For God's sake. What was that?
- Calm down. Okay, stop.
- What was that?
- Too much, Yusuf.
- What was that?
I'm asking you to try and breathe, please.
- Stop!
- Stop.
- Let me go.
- Please.
- What the fuck is this, Kadir?
- Please, calm down.
What is that? Why? Why? Why, Kadir?
It's alright.
Mom.
Mom.
Oh, Mom.
Mom.
Mom.
Let's go, Mom.
Come on, let's go, Mom.
Let's go. We have to.
Let's go, Mom.
Come on, Mom. Let's just go.
Mom, let's go. Come on.
Mom.
Uh...
Hey, what's your name?
Huh?
Let me see you, girl!
What have you done?
What have you done?
Bad girl!
Sweetie.
Sweetie.
Sweet nurse, it's you.
Sweetie.
I'm a nurse.
Yet another day begins for us nurses.
- Good morning.
- Good morning.
- Morning.
- Morning.
- How are you?
- Better, thanks.
- How was your night?
- It was great.
- Any complaints or needs?
- No complaints.
A nurse is a doctor's biggest aide,
and without a doubt,
a patient's biggest support.
I love my job.
Being a nurse is all about love.
Loving people, supporting them,
helping them get their health back.
Without any distinction or discrimination,
we serve people with health problems
who are in need of care and attention.
We care for them, comfort them...
May your homes be full of happiness,
days full of joy, meals full of flavor.
Let's continue this conversation
through music.
May God bring
the ones who fell apart together,
and cast away all evil.
May God protect our beautiful country,
our peace and harmony,
and our unity against external powers.
Let the roast cook,
let our heroes celebrate.
Let's go!
MAP OF THE REPUBLIC OF TURKEY
Hey!
There's a bird up on that willow
On its wing, a silver glow
On its wing, a silver glow
My love left and never came back
Something is wrong, deep down I know
Something is wrong, deep down I know
Come here, Yusuf. Come here.
I fell for your beauty
Please, come back to me
Hurray!
Here, take one. They're from Germany.
They're probably American, not German.
Even if they come from Germany.
Yeah, probably.
You already had a camera,
did you bring the old one?
Of course I did.
So why'd you get another one?
- It's different.
- How so?
It records audio.
It's better than the other one.
Is it a radio too?
Shabby shoes on her feet
As my love steps closer, beat by beat
I die, oh, I die
I die
Oh, I die
I wasted my youth
I wasted my youth
I'm stuck with that one.
He'd never leave. He'll be here forever.
Your brother
had some kind of sickness.
No, his heart did.
It was a heart attack.
Died in the car.
Didn't even make it to town.
- May Allah forgive his sins.
- Amen, inshallah.
I was in Ankara.
I came back and went home.
I looked at my wife, she'd been crying.
I knew something happened.
I said, "Who?"
She said, "Your brother, I'm sorry."
I fell to my knees.
My first thought was about his boy.
His mother died in childbirth.
No siblings and now, no father.
I said he'd stay with us.
- He's like me, huh?
- Like how?
Give me a cigarette.
I never met my father.
He was old, a heart attack got him too.
I climbed up the mud wall
I lost my mother, too.
She was young,
younger than Havva when she died.
It's hard. I would know.
I didn't immigrate here just for fun.
Cemil!
Come here, boy, now.
Hurry, come over.
Kiss his hand first, Uncle Bekir.
Brother Bekir, he's yours if you want him.
If he makes any mistakes,
you can give him a good beating.
You better not be lazy, kid.
You'll come every morning
like today, and work.
And in the evening,
without dawdling, head to the village.
There's no transportation here,
but you can walk, right?
You're old enough.
- Do you understand?
- I do, Uncle.
- All set?
- Yes, Uncle.
Alright, then. I'll grab the cigarettes.
And now, sports.
In theTurkish First Football League,
Saryer and Ankaragc tied 2-2.
In theTurkish Second League Category A,
Genlerbirlii has secured the title.
Saryer facedAnkaragc in Istanbul
at the Yusuf Ziya ni Stadium.
We're 65 minutes in.
Feridun with a cross.
Silva with a beautiful finish.
Saryer 1, Ankaragc 0.
It's 12:21.
TURN OFF YOUR TV
What are you doing?
Didn't I say you're not allowed? Huh?
Huh? Didn't I tell you
not to go in there? Huh?
That you're not allowed
to open the cupboard? Huh?
Didn't I tell you
not to play with the cameras? Huh?
You're gonna send me to town again?
Huh? Havva?
I'm not sending you anywhere.
- Who does, then?
- You choose to go.
Don't even start.
Why do I go? 'Cause I want to?
You're ravenous.
You're insatiable.
That's why you go.
Like a starving dog?
And I should leave you be?
I gave you three children,
isn't that enough?
Another man would give you a good beating.
You should pray that I'm above that.
'Cause I haven't beaten you, not once.
I've never even hit you.
Count your blessings.
You should pray that I'm above that.
Bismillah.
Cemil, son.
I need you to gather the herd, quickly.
As you command, sir.
As you command, huh?
Am I your commander?
Come on now, get them together. Let's go.
Listen.
Cemil is another brother to you.
We have four children now.
Look at me as a father, not "sir".
You see me as a commander, that won't do.
You should see me as a father.
And think of them as siblings.
What is Kadir, then? Your brother.
And Yusuf? Your brother.
And Saliha?
My sister.
I've suffered for years and years
I'm not the first, I won't be the last
Life is tearing me apart
I'm a woman of misery
I've suffered for years and years
I'm not the first, I won't be the last
Life is tearing me apart
I'm a woman of misery
No one tells me the cure
It's hard to be happy
My heart can barely endure
I'm a woman of misery
I'm a woman of misery
What are you listening to?
Dad's out. He's in the village today,
so we had it on.
There wasn't another song
you could've played?
We're just dancing.
To that song?
If you're gonna dance,
pick cheerful music!
You didn't think of that? My God.
You'll dance to that?
It's cheerful! Kinda...
The hell it is!
Dad, will we go to college?
Your son asked a question.
What'll you study?
You don't know?
Why go if you don't even know that?
Master Yusuf,
will you go to college?
What'll you study?
How to drive a car.
Driving a car?
Well, well. Look at that.
You don't need college for that, son.
The car's out front.
Go out there and get your education.
Look at that.
See, your brother knows.
You figure out
what you want to study first.
How can he really know without going?
That's what I'm saying.
What college will he go to?
They will go to college. They all will.
Is that so?
- Where?
- In Ankara.
- Ankara, huh?
- Where everyone goes.
- Who's everyone?
- Where you go to study!
Remember, the mayor's eldest son went.
And? He went, and then what?
He found a job? He got rich?
- Those are the only options?
- What else?
He went, and then what?
He came back an anarchist.
You think every student
becomes an anarchist?
- If not, what do they become? I'm asking.
- What's your question?
Havva!
- I don't know.
- You don't know what?
They will go to college, they all will.
- All?
- Yup.
You said "all".
- You'll go, too?
- She'll be the first one.
- Is that so?
- She's the oldest.
So she's up first.
She'll go to nursing school.
Uh-huh.
You figured out a school.
Is there a hospital in town?
Where will she work?
- In Ankara, obviously.
- Saliha? In Ankara?
And you've sent the boys away.
Who'll take care of the land?
The crops and the goods?
- We'll handle it.
- Who'll take care of us?
We're okay now,
but what about when we're old and weak?
I'll take care of you, Papa.
Your mom sent you to college.
I don't want to.
That's my girl.
What are you saying?
- That she won't go to college.
- Then what'll you do?
She's saying,
"I'll look after you."
She's saying, "I won't leave you."
My smart girl, my good girl.
You won't abandon your dad, will you?
What's that look?
You're gonna beat her up?
If you want it so bad, you go to Ankara.
Shabby shoes on her feet
Shabby shoes on her feet
Turn up the volume, kid!
Let's hear it.
As my love steps closer, beat by beat
I die, oh, I die
I die
Oh, I die
I wasted my youth
No! Don't, don't!
Hey!
What are you doing?
- What's this?
- It's a joke, Dad.
A joke? To hell with your joke.
Idiot.
Who else is laughing?
Are you okay, son?
- It's a joke.
- It's a joke?
Go over there.
Stand right there, over there.
I'm going to make a joke now, watch.
Come here.
You go there, that's good.
The hose. Take the hose.
- Spray it. Come here.
- Dad. Dad.
Come here. Here.
Right here. Stay on that spot.
- Right, do it.
- Father Bekir...
Spray, go on. We're making a joke,
just like he did. Come on.
Hose him down!
Spray him, Cemil.
Spray him, son.
Spray him!
Give me that.
- Come on.
- Dad...
Go on, right over there, go.
Go there so that our joke works. Go.
There.
Now, here you go. Here's your joke.
- There you go. Take that. Ah...
- Dad!
Ah, aren't you the one
with a sense of humor?
Didn't... Didn't you want
to play this game?
You started it.
We've got a camera and a joke,
so let me see you laugh.
C'mon, laugh, it's funny. Laugh. Laugh.
What's happening?
What are you doing, Bekir?
- What're you doing? Don't!
- What a great joke.
- Bekir, stop it. Stop it!
- You stay out of this. Stay out of it!
Bekir, enough!
- Go inside.
- Stop!
Move! I said move!
This doesn't concern you.
No! Leave him alone!
...necklaces.
10,000 marks in the bank.
Three suits.
One of them navy, with stripes.
Sevtap... Sorry.
A Mercedes in pristine condition.
Come on, Adem.
You can do it, Adem!
Keep running. Come on!
You're going so well!
Come on!
Keep going. You can do it!
Keep going! Faster!
For you.
- What is it?
- Linden tea.
I made a pot for Kadir.
Alright.
Bravo, Adem.
Come on, let's go.
Ah! Turks out!
Havva!
Tell them to turn it down.
Or my head's gonna explode.
Havva!
I'm sick as a dog.
You still don't feel any better?
You've been sick
more than three weeks, Bekir.
Should we call a doctor?
I could call the clinic.
No need for a doctor.
No need for a doctor.
Really?
Yeah.
Inshallah.
Enough, that's enough.
Havva!
Hey, where's your mother?
Come closer, little driver.
Think you can help your papa
get out of bed?
Go for it.
Pull, pull.
Huh. Okay.
Let's get some air.
I've been in bed long enough.
I just need a bath
at the hammam. Huh, Yusuf?
The village is an hour away,
that'll be fine.
The gas to get there
would be what, three liras?
Let's get ourselves scrubbed
nice and clean.
We'll lie on the hot stones, too.
So I can get better.
That's all I need.
Once I find the energy
to get behind the wheel, it's over.
Let's take your brother too.
Ugh, your useless brother.
Why is he like that? Huh, Yusuf?
What are we gonna do with him?
You're a good boy right? You better be.
One is enough.
We can't handle two troublemakers.
- Tell me that you'll be good.
- I'll be good.
- What?
- I'll be good.
Excellent.
Excellent, my sweet boy.
I'm taking my son to the hammam.
We'll drive to the village
and we'll eat kebab from the market, huh?
Right?
Yeah.
We're driving in the car?
Of course we are.
How else would we get there?
Then let's go!
You little rascal.
My little driver.
Hey, if you get a little taller,
then I'll teach you how to drive.
Your brother first, then you.
- How's that sound?
- Good.
Good, good.
That's good.
I'm taking my son to the hammam.
To the hammam.
Papa fell down! Papa fell down!
Papa fell down!
Come on, laugh! Laugh, why don't you?
- Dad please! Dad!
- Put your hands down!
Look at me! Look at me!
There. There you go.
How's the joke, idiot?
Huh? You started it,
it's your joke! How's that? Huh?
Is that good? Huh? Is it funny?
You little shit. Hey!
Turn around. Turn towards me.
Turn!
You little shit.
Asshole.
C'mon. C'mon, guys.
Who bumped the camera?
- Orkun?
- It wasn't me!
Guys, whoever's bumping thecamera,
that was the second time.
No one's touching it,
it's the uneven ground.
Okay, okay.
Let's change lenses.
Let's try the 75, let's see the 75.
- We're going closer?
- No, stay there.
Let's see that lens.
- You're still rolling!
- Tail slate!
Slate!
Alright, take two!
I'm really roasting
in this coat, Kadir!
Can we break
for two minutes? I'm roasting!
Don't break yet, please.
We're scheduled for one after this.
- Kadir.
- Yes.
The sun came out. What's your call?
Should we wait or continue?
Keep going, and hurry please,
I want another take before lunch.
Alright. I'm warning you, though,
the light won't be the same.
You might not be able to use these
'cause of continuity.
A warning and he's gone.
- You want another one?
- Go ahead.
Your mom apparently said
she doesn't want make-up.
You'll talk to her, right?
The girls weren't comfortable pushing her.
Why are they doing make-up on her at all?
That's ridiculous,
there's no reason for her to wear make-up.
No, nothing dramatic.
Just powder to cut the shine on her face.
- And?
- She said she doesn't wanna wear it.
Okay, I'll talk to her.
Oh, mom, you're in here?
I was looking for you.
Why are you standing? You can sit.
Sit, sit here, come. There we go, sit.
Saliha,
why is he doing this now, this kid?
- What kid?
- Kadir.
Doing what?
Bringing all these strangers to the house.
They're a big crew, Mom.
It's not easy making a movie.
Why'd he bring us here?
Oh, why would you say
a thing like that, Ma?
Shh. What's going on?
Your mood totally changed.
We knew the film was happening.
He's been preparing for weeks.
Remember? He told you
he wants to shoot the film here.
I thought he'd just film...
Well, I thought he'd just film us,
just us, with your dad's camera.
Like your papa would.
He will, with you.
Your acting made the cut, I guess.
It's gonna be a nice memory.
I don't want to.
I don't want to be in a movie or anything.
Oh Mom, don't do this!
I heard you said something
to the make-up artist, too.
I'm begging you, don't. Think of Kadir...
I thought he'd film you.
I just wanted a picture
with my grandchildren. That's all.
Now the garden's full of strangers.
And why's this kid getting hosed down?
Is this about your father?
He'd be turning in his grave.
Was it even winter? Was there snow?
Would he have done it then?
Papa has nothing to do with it.
Your son wrote a script.
It's only a movie, Mom.
It's one we've seen before.
Oh, Mom.
It's disrespectful to your father.
Ladies,
what are you up to in here?
Where'd that come from?
Uncle Kadir. I'm filming BTS.
It's what he came up with
to get rid of me.
Turn it off and sit with us.
Listen to your grandma.
What's she saying?
That she doesn't wanna be in the movie.
Our actor's having a diva fit.
What? No way. I don't believe it.
That's what she said.
Grandma?
Come sit with me, you.
Sit. Scooch over more. Sit here.
You've been replaced.
- My beautiful girl, oh!
- Oh, grandma...
This kid's my one and only.
- Hmm.
- I'll make pastries for you.
- Oh!
- When they're gone. I will, honey.
Hey, why's your uncle doing this,
huh, honey?
Your trouble-making uncle.
He was always trouble. Always!
The younger one was alright...
Little driver. Right, Saliha?
Me? Saliha?
- Papa called Uncle Yusuf "little driver."
- Oh?
We had a car.
My dad brought it from Germany.
Well, what do we have here?
Come here, come.
- Tell me you're not bored already.
- No.
So where's our BTS?
I was filming,
we just had a little crisis in here.
What crisis?
Listen to what Mom's saying.
What's going on, Mom?
She's saying she won't let them
put make-up on her.
Who's doing make-up? No make-up on you!
They probably wanted to reduceany shine
so we can film you later.
Just a bit of powder
so the lights don't reflect.
Not make-up. Okay, Ma?
There wasn't anything else
you could've made a movie about?
Mom, look...
I don't like any of this.
What do you mean?
That scene you were filming outside.
She figured it out.
She could see from here.
Well then, Mr. Director,
your actor is unhappy with the script.
Mom, why are you saying that?
Huh, Ma?
I'm not sure.
I don't feel well.
Find somebody else.
- I won't be able to do it.
- Oh, no, don't do this.
We've set up the scene, we're doing it.
Where's this coming from? Ma!
Kadir, we're ready.
Don't say no.
Not now, please. It's nothing.
It'll be over so quickly.
- No make-up, no powder, nothing. Got it?
- Mhm.
Mama, get up. Please, there are a thousand
other problems I have to deal with.
You don't wanna be on that list, let's go.
Kadir...
Let's go and we can start in two minutes.
Uncle Kadir, wait.
She says she doesn't want to.
Let's go. Let's go. Up.
Come on, come on, come on, come on.
Come on, it's over. Okay? It's over.
What was that?
- Where are you going?
- We should stand close at least.
She'll see us and relax.
She seems really out of it.
Let's get the window in frame.
Tilt up.
A hair more.
Nope, too much.
- Good, lock that.
- Locking the frame!
Merve.
Okay Mom, you'll have Merve
right behind you.
Just like we talked about before,
she'll hand you the tray
and whisper in your ear
when you should go. Alright?
- Right, Merve?
- Yes, I'll be right here the whole time.
- I'll cue you when you should enter.
- Alright, we're all set.
Alright, Mom. Okay. You're good.
Let's go, then.
- Orkun, is the frame set?
- Set.
- Sound?
- Speed.
- Camera?
- Rolling.
- Scene 50, shot one, take one.
- Mark!
Action.
Okay, right.
This is the time to go.
You can do it, go on.
Why is she crying?
Saliha!
Saliha! Saliha!
- Cut, cut, cut.
- Saliha!
Cut, everyone!
Ma, I'm here!
Mama, hey, Ma, it's over. It's okay ma...
Mom?
Mom, come on. Come on.
- Grandma?
- Let's go outside.
- What happened?
- You're okay. Let's get you outside.
Let's go.
You're gonna remember this
when she dies someday. Hm.
- Bet that's gonna suck.
- What're you saying,Naz? Huh?
I don't know.
When something happens
with my mom I think about that.
One time, I kicked her.
I was young and
I'll never forget it.
She was trying to get my shoes on.
We had somewhere to get to.
And she was bent over in front of me.
I was mad and kicked her.
Right in the shoulder.
It was enough to knock her over.
She tried to hide it
but she started crying.
And I know I'll think about it.
My mom will die and I'll think of that.
It's gonna suck.
Well I've never kicked
my mother, thankfully.
Ugh, better not, after everything else.
You're the one who got hit.
You gotta admit, she's pretty strong.
That's my grandma.
She was like,
"Enough of your fucking movie."
"I'll show you a movie, son!"
She's actually amazing, isn't she?
I might be biased
'cause she's family, but I don't...
But I don't think so.
And she's so kind,
she's like a perfect human.
I might love her more than I love my mom.
I might, honestly.
If I think about it too hard
I'll get a stomach ache.
It feels wrong. Hm.
It's weird.
At least it's not a random person,
I don't love Bra Su's grandma.
At least it's my mom's mom,
it's like a package deal.
I should calm down.
I won't worry about it.
Yeah.
You're really a character,
you know that, Naz?
You meant that?
- Who's Bra Su?
- She's this awful girl from school.
Total ass-wipe. What kind of name
is "Bra Su" anyway? It's just awful.
You didn't come
with any intention to make me feel better.
It never crossed your mind. Am I wrong?
- No.
- No.
Yusuf keeps saying
we should sell the house.
Will they sell it to make more movies?
No. What does Yusuf
have to do with any of this, Mom?
Well, I don't know.
What did you tell him?
About selling it?
I said this.
You're so cool. He deserved it.
What's that, over there, Saliha?
Is it another camera?
It is, Grandma.
Uncle Kadir wants me to film stuff.
- Then you should film something.
- Okay, here we go.
I'm filming.
Oh, Mom?
Hm.
A photo would be nice,
with my granddaughter.
Will you take one for us?
It's not that kind of camera.
Oh, it's not?
We can get photos from the footage.
One second, grandma.
Take this, Mom. Can you handle it?
- Tell me which button to do.
- The battery's really low.
- We'll go 'til it dies.
- Press this, it's going.
Come here, grandma.
- Hot stuff!
- You make sure we look good.
You look good, you look good.
Hm.
If you set it there, you can get in.
Check the viewfinder first, though,
so it's not just the wall.
Make sure we'll all fit in the picture.
- There.
- Okay.
I should've worn my glasses.
Why? You look great, Grandma!
I should've worn my glasses,
like the nurse, the one that...
We'll find them then.
They're around here, aren't they? Hm?
At the hospital, she was there.
Which hospital?
When your Papa was alive.
And?
There was that nurse.
She had this white dress.
It was such a bright white.
And she wore her hair up, like...
Oh, wow, she was the sweetest, Saliha.
Oh, you're the sweetest, right Grandma?
If we could do one with my glasses...
Let's find them, Mom, right now.
Where's the last place you saw them?
In the great room.
They were in the great room.
They fell out of my pocket.
Why were you looking for them in here?
It's dark out there,
I couldn't find them myself.
Ycel, where are you Ycel?
On my way.
- Good morning.
- Morning.
Have you seen my mom
or my daughter walking around?
I saw them earlier,
they were going for a walk.
They might be near the lake.
You could check the break area.
Thank you.
Hey guys, has anyone seen
my mother or my daughter?
Saliha.
Cemil. It's me.
Cemil?
How've you been?
Well?
Yes.
It's all good. You?
You look terrific.
I didn't know you were here.
Why'd you come out?
Well, Kadir was in town.
He said he's making a movie.
- Right...
- Yeah, so... So I guess
someone was supposed to come
from Istanbul and can't now. Um...
"We're in trouble, can you help us out?"
Are you acting in the film?
I'll try to, he said I'd be okay.
It's a small role.
I guess we'll see, right?
I mean, I couldn't say no when he asked.
That's great. I'm happy to hear that.
And how's your life?
Good. Good, thank God.
You're good too?
Good, good.
Just here to help with the movie.
My mom's here, have you spoken with her?
Th... They've had me busy since I got here.
I haven't said hello to anyone yet.
Well, welcome to the set.
Thanks, happy to be here.
Let me check on my mom,
I'll come find you later.
Of course, of course.
If love didn't exist
If it never filled my heart
If love didn't exist
If it never filled my heart
What would be the point of living
Without you, my love?
What would be the point of living
Without you, my love?
You're unlike any other
With all my heart, I love you
I don't want any other lover
My heart only belongs to you
You're unlike any other
With all my heart, I love you
I don't want any other lover
My heart only belongs to you
My love...
Cut.
...combs her hair
Cut!
- We're picking up a plane.
- Okay.
Cemil! You're the best.
No, really. You're saving us.
You're getting me out of a tight spot.
It's nothing. I'd always help you out.
It's a big deal. It really is.
- You've gotta finish it.
- Thank you, for real. You're great.
Thank you, you're great.
I sang whatever. Should I change it?
I don't know if it's good.
I'll trust what you think.
No changes needed,
what you did worked. It's great.
You're well? We weren't able to chat.
You're right, we haven't yet.
There's a lot to do.
I threw you right into things,
I should've...Sorry, Cemil.
No, no.
There's a lot going on, anyway.
Holy cow, you've got
a lot of folks on your team.
Hmm.
Mhm.
I heard there was filming happening
in your house, people in town were saying...
I didn't realize though...
...that it was you. I might've guessed.
I thought, "They must have rented it out."
No, we wouldn't do that. Mm.
Some people wanted to a while ago.
I never wanted to though.
Sometimes I visit.
- Your mother's here, too?
- Yes, of course.
Saliha takes care of her now.
They still live in Istanbul.
And she has a daughter?
Yes. Yeah,
Saliha has a daughter, yeah. Naz.
What about you? Any kids?
I never even got married.
Seriously?
- Yeah, it wasn't in the cards.
- Yeah, well...
My uncle and I fell out.
We don't talk anymore.
Let's see.
Still the same. I'm managing well enough.
Anyway, I wanna hear about you.
So, did you get married?
What? Me? No I didn't. I did not.
I did,
but it didn't really stick.
- It happens.
- Yeah, I guess.
Hey, Let's do another take.
- Another take?
- Yeah.
Let's do another
real quick before we break.
Oh... I thought that it was over.
You're kidding, no, no. We just started.
- Really?
- Really, yeah.
When I shout "Action," go for it.
Exactly like last time, you got it.
I planned on going back, uh...
I have to get to the bank.
So, since you said it'd be quick...
Ah, but we just got started.
I've been here for more than three hours.
Ah... They called you early.
Oh.
What do we do?
I could come back?
I'll do it and be back in the afternoon.
I'll come straight here.
Then I'm free 'til sunset.
I can do as much as you want then.
No, that won't work. Let's just
film it now and finish it.
I have several more scenes
I need to finish today, after this one.
- That makes sense, I just...
- Okay, let's do it.
- Start now and get it done. Let's reset.
- Hey, Kadir.
What man? What now? Huh?
Why're you getting angry?
I'm just explaining myself.
Brother. Cemil, my brother.
I'm asking you to stay.
We've started something.
Let's not leave it half-done.
Let's go, brother. You can go
after we finish the scene. Let's do it.
And start when I yell "Action," alright?
What if I don't?
Would you get the hose and spray me?
What?
What's going on?
Is he an actor, Mom?
Or what?
Orkun, are you set?
Set.
Sound?
Speed.
- Camera?
- Rolling.
Slate!
Action.
If love didn't exist
If it never filled my heart
If love didn't exist
If it never filled my heart
What would...
What would be
The point of living...
- Put your hands down.
- Stop!
Sorry, sir.
Saliha...
BEHIND THE SCENES
Nervous?
Not nervous enough.
Right, Mr. Tansu's realizing
it's not sweater weather!
- Hot stuff!
- You make sure we look good.
Hm.
If you set it there you can get in.
- I should go in first.
- Wait, you're gonna leave us out here?
The house is right in front of us.
Just walk.
Let me go first and see what's going on.
You can follow behind. Are you cold?
Why would he be cold? It's summer!
Right, you're right.
Let me go first, okay?
Ow! Ah, Mom! I hit my foot.
Wait. Wait let me see.
Where's the car?
You grew a beard, huh?
It broke down.
And?
I got it towed into town,
if you can call it a town. What happened?
I didn't think there'd be a mechanic,
turns out there's a whole industrial area.
What's up, brother?
Uh...
It's just as well.
Just as well?
I'm trying to say welcome.
Oh, thanks, then.
Thanks.
- You okay?
- Your boy's gotten big.
He has. He's nine in December.
Good for him.
Are you high?
No.
Then what's going on?
You should've told someone
from town to drive you here.
Why'd you make your kid walk?
You've been following
this corona thing, right?
- There's no corona out here.
- That's not how it works.
Not yet, then.
What if we have it?
Have you visited dad?
There's a gardener.
You should go, yourself.
I live too far away,
you should check on his grave.
They have a professional for that.
- No, to say prayers or something.
- If you insist.
What? Why?
Anyway,
should we make a toast, Kadir?
What's that mean, "if you insist"?
- Welcome, everyone.
- We're happy to be here!
I'm sorry we didn't give you a heads-up
and barged in.
Don't even mention it.
You can come
whenever you'd like to.
It's your house too, it's all of ours.
Son?
Are you all full?
Bekir?
Sweet pea, where are you going?
He's shy.
Or he shat himself.
You should've taken your car.
The Mercedes is a guaranteed break-down.
It was fine. It brought us
all the way here. I take care of it.
- It's mine anyway, isn't it?
- Of course, yeah.
No question.
It was gonna be a surprise for Saliha.
Is Mom coming with Saliha?
Of course, why on earth wouldn't she?
Hmm. She's out of the care home then?
Are you some kind of idiot?
Haven't you been following
what's been happening?
She's out.
The positive cases meant
they sent everyone to stay with relatives.
Mom's been at Saliha's for two weeks.
How'd you miss that?
You don't talk to Saliha either?
Is something going on with you?
No, I'm fine.
If it's because the film thing
didn't work out, then...
What? What's not working out?
It's not done yet.
It's working fine, it's just not done.
It's been two years?
How long has it been
since you came here to film?
It's been two years. How long does it take
to make a fucking movie?
Stop it.Watch yourself.
It's a weird story.
- What?
- What your film's about.
I heard a little from Saliha.
And?
I was there, I remember it clearly, too.
That day Dad went crazy
filming you with his camera.
Out by the stable.
No clearer memory
than that day.
That's normal.
It really stuck with you.
If you really needed to go and...
- To go what?
- Film a recreation of it for a movie.
Of all the stories,
the hundreds and thousands
of things you could make movies about...
I know you just pull itout of your ass.
That's the business.
But you...
You chose that.
And it's fascinating.
And you settled into the house,
on top of all that.
You replaced the furniture,
redid the paint...
Got rid of the couches and fridge...
The new guest room could be in a magazine.
All that and you haven't touched
Dad's room, though.
The fridge was broken, it had to go.
It wouldn't stay cold.
Right. Well, you did a good job.
Really.
Looks great.
And you converted the stable
into your office, too.
It must've been expensive.
We would've chipped in.
- No, I took care of it.
- You did.
You did it all.
And it looks fantastic.
It's nice, kind of like...
Like an artist's retreat or something.
You did a great job.
You made it classy.
Ever bring women over to the house?
You've gotta be careful nowthough,
you know? With corona and everything.
I wanted to sell it back then.
You said you're making your film...
So, what now?
You live here? You settled in?
Well?
Sorry about that.
Yusuf, I think Bekir caught a stomach bug.
- What'd he eat?
- Everything we set out.
Kadir, don't even ask.
You know his appetite.
He's seeing a dietician,
we'll see how that goes.
Hopefully he loses weight.
- Hm.
- Hm.
Yusuf was heavier at that age,
just like his son.
Really? Aww...
You said it happened
when you lost your dad, right Yusuf?
That's a tough thing
to go through, my love.
You poor thing!
I can't imagine
what went on in your head, Yusuf.
It was unexpected.
We lost him suddenly.
He was totally healthy,
he took really good care of himself.
A country man, not someone...
who gets a cold and falls down.
He wasn't that type of man.
You remember.
Don't you?
Okay.
Oh.
- Hey.
- Here.
Something's going on. Who knows what?
What?
Something's up with Kadir.
He looks like a caveman.
Should we take a walk today?
Just you, me, and the kid.
Yusuf?
Wouldn't it be nice
to explore to the forest? Maybe picnic?
- Wow, they're really here.
- Who?
It's gotta be my sister.
She must've started the drive last night.
- Get dressed, let'sgo.
- Go on, I'll be there.
I've gotta get cleaned up first,
do my make-up...
Hey, Grandma.
We need to catch up!
Come on, How've you been?
Come on, Grandma!
Good.
What's going on with your beard?
Hey.
- What about me? I want a hug!
- Come here.
- How are you?
- Good, you?
- Mom?
- Mom?
Grandma?
- Grandma? Grandma?
- Run.
Sis!
- Hey, hey!
- Sis!
How are you?
- Come back.
- Good, how are you?
Where were you going?
Come say hello.
- You've been well?
- Yeah.
We're at your house.
And look who's here!
- You're not coming?
- Why would you say that?
Yusuf, stop it.
What did you mean, "Ask your sister"?
What do you want me to ask? Why?
- Are you serious?
- What? Really, what do you want? What?
I asked if you want to have a barbecue.
What did you mean, "Ask your sister?"
Can you explain?
I just thought that...
How is your film going?
...be a good idea?
- It's not done yet.
- Oh.
Why isn't it?
Did something go wrong?
Hm?
Kadir?
What's wrong?
You're scaring me. Kadir?
I can't finish the movie, Saliha.
Even the editor quit.
It'll never be finished.
I've been working on it myself,
trying to get it done, but...
But what? I don't understand.
Is something wrong with the footage?
No.
Shh, Kadir?
There are so many flies.
We should get an exterminator.
Uh, who are you?
Oh! Uh...
Let me see. Who's that?
Who are you, girl? What did you do?
- Little girl! What did you do?
- Uh, I think she's wet herself.
What did you do? Huh?
Bad girl! Shame on you!
- Bad girl!
- Hey, Mom?
Hey Mom, what's wrong? Huh?
You were sleeping so well. What's wrong?
Here, let me look at you.
Can I see your pants?
- Okay!
- Okay, Mom, okay.
The door's open, see?
I'll leave it open, okay? It's open.
Come on. Let's take a look. Come on.
Fuck!
What are you doing at this hour?
To bed, now!
What are you staring at? What?
Oh my God!
You still have Betamax here?
They're trash now.
Where'd you learn about Betamax?
Well, Uncle,
I do actually know some things.
Hey, hey, hey, no. What are you doing?
Wha... Just looking.
Enough looking, then. Don't open that.
Hm. Oh!
What is it? Your porn collection?
Come on now.
That's inappropriate and gross.
Don't you have any filters, Naz?
Tone it down, just a little.
There is such a thing
as crossing the line.
I mean, seriously...
I don't know if you're gen Z
or X or whatever, but there's a line.
Sorry.
Shake on it?
Or should I kiss your hand?
Is that what your generation does?
Okay, Naz. Drop it.
Enough.
I have enough going on.
That's the reason I came.
I wanted to know how you're doing.
Even I know something's wrong.
- Is that really my mom?
- Not always.
She got extra confused
coming here, I don't know...
We thought it'd be good.
Did she really wet herself?
No. Not this time,
at least. She has before.
She's sleeping again.
So how are you?
Something's happening with you.
You look sick, we can all see it.
What happened to the stuff I filmed?
The BTS camera.
Uncle?
It was lost.
No way, you're joking.
I'm not.
It's gone.
When the crew packed up
it got lost, or maybe someone stole it.
It's gone, though.
No, that sucks. Ugh...
I thought maybe
we could watch it all together, come on!
We have lots of land and the farm.
We're the only owners
with 20 decares of land.
Hm. Of course Dad,
after living in a tiny room
for all those years in Germany.
If we divide it into sections,
each lot can have a house.
I say we don't bother.
Let's reflect it in the price.
Anyone who's buying will understand.
No, the price would be too low.
We wouldn't sell it for that,
I'm just saying let's get an offer.
The market skyrocketed from the pandemic.
People want to leave the city.
What's Mom gonna say about all this?
Saliha, I think Mom is...
Mhm.
"Fuck what my mom has to say."
That's not what I'm saying.
Does she even know what's going on?
Aren't we past that point?
She doesn't even recognize me!
The house...
I won't leave until my film is finished.
Why are we trying to rush it?
You'll finish in time.
And we don't need the money now,
we're not desperate.
We shouldn't rush it,
even if we needed to.
Is that so?
I'm glad you're not desperate,
but I don't get monthly alimony.
Everyone's different
and I'm not in your situation.
- What's my position, Yusuf?
- I don't know.
If you don't know
then don't comment on it.
What alimony?
You're an ass.
Have you ever asked? Either of you?
"How much does Mom's nursing home cost?
Is there anything you need from us?"
Unbelievable.
I don't get alimony.
Not for the last five years.
What we got was for school.
And now we don't get anything from him.
He went bankrupt.
So we've been on our own. And that's fine.
Okay, sorry. I'm asking you now.
If things are hard for you, too,
isn't that more reason to sell?
My work sent everyone home
because of the pandemic,
but it's only a matter of time
before they let people go.
These assholes use the pandemic
as an excuse to sack everyone.
So I need a backup plan.
We don't have much left after we pay rent.
I need to be saving for the future.
Stop dragging your feet.
You've been cutting me out for years!
If you could calm down for a second...
Sorry Kadir,
I can't calm down anymore!
I get that we're all different.
Consider that we're not like you.
I don't get to make movies.
I have to pay for my family.
I work my ass off.
I don't watch life
through a camera lens like you do!
- Sure, sure, go off.
- That's all you do!
That's all you do.
Fool around for work, exaggerate stories.
Yours aren't even fictional!
What do you want from him in his grave?
Fuck your stupid film!
Should I hit you back?
Should I smash your face?
Do it.
Come back. Where are you going?
You can't say whatever and run away.
I'll be back, don't worry.
I have more to say. Stay there.
He doesn't make any sense.
He's so scared.
He fights so much
with his wife, he's unhappy.
He's the only one that can fix it,
and I won't let him take it out on us.
It's awful.
Maybe we get an appraisal.
Huh, Kadir?
Is that Ma?
You scared me, come on.
Mom?
What're you doing over there?
Mom, why're you lurking in thedark, huh?
Come chat with us.
Huh! Come here.
Yeah.
What happened?
You couldn't sleep?
Huh?
What's wrong, Mom?
Are you cold out here?
Should I get a warmer jacket for you?
Huh, Mom?
Hey, where did it go?
Do you have your toy?
Could you please show it to Kadir?
What do you think, Kadir?
Isn't Mom's toy neat?
She never lets it out of her sight.
It lives in her pocket.
No one else can touch it.
If you tried, she'd throw a fit.
Right, Mom?
You're so sweet now.
Hey, Mom.
Shouldn't you be in bed?
You couldn't sleep anymore?
Son, what's your name?
That's great.
I'm Rocky Balboa.
Are you making fun of her?
Like it matters.
- You're better than that, Yusuf.
- I guess I might not be.
You...
You...
My boy.
Look.
It's your sister.
Hm.
Hm. There.
You ran to me, and screamed.
You ran.
Little one.
You ran.
Can you say when he ran to you?
Little one.
Uh-huh.
Yusuf's the little one. Can you tell us
when the little one ran to you?
He fell.
Yusuf fell down?
He fell.
Hmm.
Yusuf fell down. He got hurt.
And he ran to you.
Is that it?
When he was a kid?
Hm. Papa.
Papa fell.
Papa fell down.
Right son? He fell, right?
- Yusuf?
- Papa...
Papa fell down. Papa fell down.
Please God,
help us out. Please.
Okay, that's enough, alright?
Amen, amen. Okay.
Havva.
Don't cry, don't cry.
Enough.
Shh.
Look at me.
Look at me.
Look at me.
Listen, I'm not gone yet, okay?
Don't cry.
Don't cry.
Wipe your tears, come on.
Don't... Yeah.
Yeah.
Mm.
Honestly, I like it.
That you'd cry over me.
Look at me,
I want you to listen carefully.
It's all up to Allah, isn't it?
- Right?
- Mhm.
And there's a chance
that I don't leave this place.
If that's what comes to be,
and they say they want to sell the house
and the land one day.
The kids, when they grow up.
Don't allow it.
Or I'll never rest in peace.
- Do you hear me?
- Mhm.
Don't let them sell it.
'Cause we built that house
with our bare hands.
You have to protect it. Understand?
You have to be ready.
If I'm not there to show you the way,
then Allah will be. You'll never be alone.
My grandchildren will see
what their grandpa made.
My grandchildren will see.
You understand, right?
You understand, right,Havva?
I couldn't get enough of our children.
And you'll get to see the grandchildren.
Saliha, honey.
- Honey, stop!
- Let go, Mom!
- Saliha, stop it!Saliha! Don't!
- Mom, let go! Leave it!
Stop it! Stop! Honey, stop!
- Stop!
- Leave it, Mom! Don't touch it!
- Leave it!
- That's enough!
- Saliha!
- Mom, seriously, leave it!
Get out of my way right now.
Why don't we stay, Mom?
Where are we gonna go?
What else can we do?
We're already just fine here!
Mom don'tmake us leave the house!
- I'm begging you!
- Stop it!
Don't make us go!
Don't make us go!
- We can't leave the village!
- Stop it!
Enough! Mom leave it!
Ah, huh, ah-huh.
That's right. Yeah.
Should I dip you?
Wait. Wait.
No, like this. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Huh?
Ah... Ah...
Ah...
Look, we're good.
- Stop it.
- Did I do it wrong?
Hey, guys.
See? Yeah, like that.
- Hey, where you been?
- I just took a walk.
Wow, what a feast.
Have you guys seen Naz?
She went to sleep, ma'am.
Honestly, um,
you don't need to call me ma'am.
Relax. Call me Saliha, okay?
What on Earth are you listening to?
Why don't we change it?
Of course, of course.
You know it shuffles if you leave it.
It has a mind of its own.
Let's change it, any song in particular?
Oh, anything. Maybe
a song that's more...
That's more... Uh, more...
We could do... What, um...
I know a song. Uh...
I know a song, so...
- Maybe you should head to bed.
- No, hang on! Give it. I know one.
My dearest sister asked for a song.
Let me put on a song for her.
Well, play it already.
What's it called again? Hang on...
Ha.
I found it.
I've suffered for years and years
I'm not the first, I won't be the last
Life is tearing me apart
I'm a woman of misery
I've suffered for years and years
I'm not the first, I won't be the last
Life is tearing me apart
I'm a woman of misery
No one tells me the cure
It's hard to be happy
My heart can barely endure
I'm a woman of misery
I'm a woman of misery
Hello?
Saliha, how are you?
It's Cemil.
Cemil?
Welcome home.
Yes, welcome. When Isaw the car I...
- Is that our old car?
- Ah, yes, it is.
Yusuf had to get it repaired.
Ah, that's right.
When I spotted it in town,
since the guy working on it is my friend,
he said he'd finished fixing it up.
And I could bring it,
so we'd save you a drive.
You know, getting all the way
there and back.
Especially in the pandemic.
It's too much, you shouldn't have.
It's nothing.
Really, don't even mention it.
I wanted to surprise you, too.
Are you well?
Yes, yes.
I thought maybe you'd come.
That you'd visit. I waited a while.
We've only been here for two weeks.
- Ah no, I mean visit your dad.
- What?
That you might visit the grave site.
I thought I'd see you there for sure.
I work at the graveyard.
I do maintenance and landscaping.
Huh.
Kadir... He said that you'd definitely come.
We visit your father quite a bit.
Really? That's nice.
Yeah, it is.
He visits a lot, doesn't miss it.
Now that he's settled, of course.
I say all the prayers.
He can't remember any.
He's clueless with all that.
Some days, I sing a little.
Just loud enough that your dad could hear.
Since he liked it.
Yusuf,
do you remember Cemil?
I don't expect him to.
Cemil is my
friend. Our friend.
Kadir and me, we grew up...
Ah, I see...
How are you,Yusuf?
Can't complain, glad you're here.
I spotted your car in town.
It's all fixed and it's running well.
I thought I'd drop it off,
so I could stop and say hi, too.
How will you get back?
Oh, I can walk.
No way, it's so far!
It's nothing, really.
I've made the trip before.
You'll stay for a while
and have breakfast with us, right, Cemil?
Yeah, you have to. Come in.
Yeah, come inside.
Kadir's in there, he'd want to see you.
Look Saliha, with the pandemic...
With corona, is that a good Idea?
- I have a mask from the mosque but...
- We'll be alright, come in, come.
We'll distance and open windows,
that's all we need. Please come in.
Okay then, let me...
- It's alright, don't take off...
- They're dirty.
I don't want to track in mud.
And I should...
Alright, let's go in.
One minute,
my head's gonna explode.
You're an asshole, you know that?
What?
You played that song last night.
- I wanted to surprise you.
- Hm. Yeah, I'm sure.
No, with the car.
I wanted to surprise you with it.
So we drove it here.
You got me.
Well done, I was really surprised.
Seeing Cemil come out, too.
- Our childhood was alright.
- What?
It was good, right, Yusuf?
I don't know.
It was okay.
'Til Dad died.
Then it ended.
Our childhood.
Did you speak with that guy?
The realtor?
I'll call later.
But he has to finish the movie.
She doesn't recognize me.
She's not well.
Yes, Kadir mentioned that.
I thought maybe it was the mask
making it tougher for her.
Maybe.
Aunt Havva, how are you?
It's me,Cemil.
Osman gren's nephew, from town.
Nope, nothing.
Uh...
Aunt Havva?
Hey, Mom.
- She shouldn't get that close.
- Back up, mom.
- Saliha...
- Hey, Mom.
Mom, what's going on? Huh?
Mom, listen, we have to leave space
right now, okay?
Hey, remember what I told you
about the virus going around?
Come on.
What's wrong? Let's go sit down.
Come eat some food.
Havva, your highness?
Come on, Mom, let's sit down.
Auntie, do you recognize me?
Do you recognize Cemil? Huh, Ma?
You're okay, you're okay! What's wrong?
Don't be scared.
It's not a stranger, Mom, it's Cemil.
Could the mask be what's upsetting her?
Do you think I should take it off?
No, no, keep your mask on.
Don't take it off.
It's on, It's on.
I probably don't have anything,
anyway. I'm outside all day.
Mom, relax.
Don't scare everyone, Mom.
Let Saliha sit with you
and let's have breakfast.
Shabby shoes on her feet
Shabby shoes on her feet
As my love steps closer, beat by beat
As my love steps closer, beat by beat
I die
Oh, I die
I wasted...
No. It's not clicking.
I won't push, it's alright. She's ill.
You were singing so beautifully.
Please, keep going.
No I...
I thought it would jog
her memory, but it didn't.
It was worth a shot, it was. But she's...
Yeah, I know.
I can see it in her eyes.
I'm looking at her,
she's looking at me, but...
Nothing.
I climbed up the...
Okay, okay, that's enough.
Ah, uh, of course.
Ah, it worked!
She remembers me!
- Ah, ah, ah, ah.Oh, no.
- Auntie?
- What're you doing, Mom?
- Auntie?
- Auntie?
- Mom, what are you doing?
Mom, stop! Stop for a second, Mom!
- Auntie!
- Enough.
Stone.
Stone.
Stone.
Stone. Stone.
Auntie. Auntie.
- No, Mom! No, Mom, stop!
- Auntie. Auntie. Okay, Auntie.
- I'm begging you, Mom, stop!
- Mom, stop! Let him go.
Auntie. Auntie.
- Cemil, get away. Go under.
- Help me get her off.
Just push her away when she lets go.
- Alright, now's your chance.
- Stop!
- Go! We could use some help, Kadir.
- Mom, stop it!
- Kadir! Any day now! Kadir!
- Mom!
- Mom, please, just let him go! Come on!
- Mom!
- Mom, please!
- No, not his neck. Kadir!
Okay, okay, Mom! Mom, calm down!
- Saliha, take her!
- Mom! Please!
- Take her!
- Mom!
We get it, we get it. Go!
Ugh.
Ah!
Awh.
I do remember you.
The thing with you and Kadir.
Oh, that. Of course.
We have a lot of memories, Yusuf.
It's our whole childhood.
With Kadir.
With Saliha.
Then you all left.
And I felt it.
I was left all alone here.
Pardon.
Yusuf? Yusuf?
I always talk about you,
you know.
It's been years.
And I went to therapy.
And I still talk about you.
She always tells me, "Mrs. Saliha,
you need to forgive her."
"You'd never be able to work through it."
"It's in your hands. You're an adult
of sound mind, you need to forgive her."
I am an adult.
I feel like
a pretty damn bad adult, though.
That girl you grabbed...
That you grabbed by the arm and took away...
She's crying. She's crying, Mom.
Oh, Mom.
You took that stone...
and you put it right on my heart, Mom.
For 30 years.
I can't blame you,
but I can't forgive you, either.
You shouldn't have, Saliha.
It's nothing.
Don't even mention it, really.
You said that you live alone.
I thought that could be dinner.
You won't have to cook.
I can cook, you know. I cook quite a bit.
I can handle it.
I have what I need, luckily.
Good.
That's wonderful.
If you were to come around...
I can cook for you.
We'll have some goat meat.
If it's the season.
That sounds lovely.
I can't with my Mom.
I can't leave her alone.
Your brothers could watch her.
You know I went, once.
To Ankara.
To Ankara when you were there.
It was your last year of college.
For nursing.
Spring...
I had a friend that lived there,
let me stay for ten days.
He showed me around.
There's this place called Glba.
It's right next to the lake.
We ate food, drank rak,
and I confessed.
Probably just because
I don't drink very often.
I told him about you.
I knew where your school was.
I said "I want to go knock
on Saliha's door."
I tried three different times.
The first two I chickened out.
Hm. Well, the third?
You were with friends.
You had lots of people with you.
Uh, girls, and everyone was dressed up.
There were a few cool guys there, too.
I saw you having such a good time.
Then someone offered cigarettes.
You took one and lit it.
I stood there and thought,
"Wow, she's so cool."
"I guess she smokes now."
So I lit a cigarette as well.
And I sat down.
I watched you.
We smoked together.
When you threw yours away, I did, too.
Then you all left for class.
I went to the bus station.
I caught the first one home.
And I quit smoking that day.
Why?
I knew I'd never enjoy one
more than with you.
I haven't smoked since.
I started with you.
I quit with you, too.
You're always welcome to stop by.
Kadir has the address.
Give him my regards,
I missed him earlier.
Anyway, take care of yourself.
Uncle.
Fuck! Naz.
You scared the living hell
out of me, seriously.
What're you doing out here?
Naz?
Naz, are you okay?
Why aren't you saying anything?
Does my mom know about it?
- What? About...
- You.
What?
That my grandpa did that to you.
And you got so sick.
The film recreated it.
I saw the real tapes.
In your office.
And I watched all of them.
The ones grandpa filmed.
And?
And then he...
Then he what?
My grandpa died after.
I have a question for you.
Sure.
Do you remember
telling me it was lost?
- What was lost?
- What I filmed.
That the camera had been stolen.
That it was lost or stolen
and the footage was gone.
Is it really gone?
Have you seen the footage?
I remembered something.
Tell me if it's true.
Uncle.
The camera you gave me, is it really gone?
Ah.
Ah.
Nervous?
- What're you up to in here?
- Where'd that come from?
Uncle Kadir. I'm filming BTS.
It's what he came up with
to get rid of me.
A photo would be nice,
with my granddaughter.
Will you take one for us?
It's not that kind of camera.
Oh, it's not?
We can get photos from the footage.
- Kadir.
- One second, grandma.
- Naz?
- Take this Mom.
Where have you been?
- Tell me which button to do.
- The battery's low.
What are you watching?
I was looking for you, you know.
- Come here, grandma.
- Oh, wow. It's the BTS.
You were able to find it?
Wow, look at that!
What's going on? Hey.
- What's this?
- Look!
Naz was filming behind the scenes,
it was Kadir's idea.
Look. Mom looks great.
- He might get upset.
- Oh, he won't, he won't care.
Yeah, play it.
We'll be ancient before the movie's done,
at least we can see this.
Check the viewfinder first,
so it's not just the wall.
Make sure we'll all fit in the picture.
- There.
- Okay.
I should've worn my glasses.
Why? You look great, Grandma.
I should've worn my glasses,
like the nurse, the one that...
We'll find them.
Wow, wow, wow.
- At the hospital, she was there.
- Look at her.
Which hospital?
When your Papa was alive.
She's speaking so well.
There was that nurse.
She had this white dress.
It was such a bright white.
This was two years ago, huh?
I guess.
She was the sweetest.Saliha.
Oh, you're the sweetest, right, Grandma?
If we could do one with my glasses...
- It makes me feel awful.
- Let's find them, Mom, right now.
- Where's the last place you saw them?
- She's right there.
She's in her room
but it's like she's gone.
In the great room.
They were in the great room.
They fell out of my pocket.
Why were you looking
for them in here?
It's dark out there,
I couldn't find them myself.
I'll take a look, okay?
Hey, she'll be right back.
I'm sure she'll find your glasses.
Grandma, come back.
I'm telling you it's dark out there!
That's okay, she'll turn the lights on.
I didn't turn them on.
Not you, Grandma, my mom.
- It's 'cause I couldn't sleep.
- You couldn't?
I had pills from the doctor.
Pills? What doctor?
- To help the sleeping.
- And?
Well, I... The pills...
I ground them up
and added them to the linden tea.
Whose tea? Grandma you're scaring me.
What're you saying?
Since he sprayed him with the hose.
Kadir got sick.
I put the fire out and opened the windows.
If he wasn't drugged,
he would've woken up.
If he could've met you,
he would have loved you.
He'd adore you.
"The grandkids," he said.
"I won't get to see them.
You see them for me, Havva."
If he didn't drink the tea,
he wouldn't have slept through.
Saliha!
Oh!
- Kadir!
- It's alright.
- What is this?
- It's alright.
For God's sake! What was that?
Alright man, alright. Stop.
For God's sake!
- Okay, you need to stop.
- For God's sake. What was that?
- Calm down. Okay, stop.
- What was that?
- Too much, Yusuf.
- What was that?
I'm asking you to try and breathe, please.
- Stop!
- Stop.
- Let me go.
- Please.
- What the fuck is this, Kadir?
- Please, calm down.
What is that? Why? Why? Why, Kadir?
It's alright.
Mom.
Mom.
Oh, Mom.
Mom.
Mom.
Let's go, Mom.
Come on, let's go, Mom.
Let's go. We have to.
Let's go, Mom.
Come on, Mom. Let's just go.
Mom, let's go. Come on.
Mom.
Uh...
Hey, what's your name?
Huh?
Let me see you, girl!
What have you done?
What have you done?
Bad girl!
Sweetie.
Sweetie.
Sweet nurse, it's you.
Sweetie.