Love and the Radio Star (2022) Movie Script
(projector whirring)
We'll light it up
like there's no tomorrow
Hands up
if you want to be free
We'll live it up
like there's no tomorrow
Whoa-oh-oh-oh,
oh-oh-oh-oh
Na-na-na-na-na
na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na
na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na
na-na-na-na-na
(inhaling)
(exhaling)
Good morning, Maria.
He's going to win.
Man On TV:
It's been such a wild ride.
I don't know what kind of
Fairy Godmother magic you did
to make him into
a mayoral contender,
but it's gonna
open doors for us.
(sighing)
I quit.
Pardon me?
Nothing to do
with you or this place.
My time here has been a dream.
Okay, so why are you quitting?
I want more.
Oh, like,
more like a raise. Cool.
- More out of life.
- Okay, I don't understand.
I swore to myself I'd never
go back to corporate PR,
but, look, here I am.
This is crazy, okay?
You are about to be the hottest
image consultant in Manhattan!
You're just going to
walk away from that?
I'm going to focus
on my wellness vlog.
Become an influencer?
- A life coach.
- Life coach...
I already have a few
thousand followers,
I just need to build momentum.
We can ease up on the workload.
Easy. Let's do it.
Clara. Thank you, but no.
Is there anything
I can say to keep you?
There isn't.
So, now that that's settled,
I want to talk about you guys.
Steve, you need to give
yourself more "me" time.
So, I booked you
Taiko drum lessons.
I mean, you've been
talking about it for years,
so get after it, okay?
Clara.
I got you
a National Parks passport.
So you can go on some
mother-daughter trips with Kim
and collect stamps together.
And I realize that HR
isn't fully utilizing
their wellness budget,
so I got an automated
massage chair for
the staff on this floor
since they've been
working overtime.
It's in my old office
which is now a Zen room.
Image is important,
that's what we do here,
but finding real balance in life
is what's crucial to thrive.
Oh! Oh! He won!
Morris won the primary!
Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.
Goodbye.
Hey. Take care.
I mean it literally.
Bring it on
'Cause I got it
Bring it on
I'm ready for something,
something new
I'm ready to show
the world what I can do
It's gonna be rocking,
that's all I can say
No reason to stop
'cause I'm going all the way
Why are we having
ice cream on a weekday?
'Cause we're celebrating.
You wanna guess?
The blender is on sale?
Grandma found a silver fox?
Who told you that term?
Grandma.
(laughing)
I wish, but no.
You're taking me to Disneyland?
Nice try!
(chuckling)
I quit my job to
focus on the vlog!
You have nothing
to worry about, Ellie.
This is a good thing.
I'm helping, right?
Of course!
I mean,
who's the best camera operator
east of the Mississippi?
(both laughing)
You did what?!
Mom, I have money saved up.
I'm concerned.
I'm very concerned.
Thanks for
the vote of confidence.
No, that was a good job.
A secure job.
That was a shallow PR job.
What if you need to find a job
and you can't
because you've been
out of the game so long?
I'll still going to be doing
image consulting on the side.
I'm just going to pivot it
into life coach with the vlog.
What if the economy crashes,
what if you need to move,
What if there's
an earthquake in Manhattan?
What? Can that even happen?
I have an image consulting
gig interview tomorrow.
Can you watch Ellie?
Well, I'm volunteering at
the clothing donation store.
I'll get a baby-sitter.
I can cancel.
Mom, it's fine.
Why now?
If not now then when?
I looked over my journals
over the last couple of years
and I realized
that I wasn't happy.
I was pouring all of my energy
into a job that I didn't
care about out of some
misguided pride in work ethic.
Self-care and wellness helped me
to find balance in my life
and I just want
to help other people.
Like, I have to
help other people.
And the vlog will do that?
Yeah.
I don't know.
I mean, I've been
freelance my whole life.
Self-employment is stressful.
I have a plan.
You know me,
I triple checked the risks,
it's a sound strategy, okay?
I love you. I just...
You don't have to worry.
That's what mom's do.
They do.
(exhaling)
You ready, director?
Mom, you need to up your game.
I need to up my game?
Yeah, our equipment is like old.
It's fine,
we can upgrade as we go.
What?
All the influencers use these
big cameras with lenses now!
Not their phones.
How do you know all of this?
I watch vlogs.
The phone camera can
make your face look wide.
Action!
(clearing throat)
Hi, everyone! Welcome back to
Finding the Me Between
the Beauty and the Mess.
I'm Savannah Joy
and in this video
I'm reviewing skin care masks.
Now, I have everything
from cleansing masks
to hydration masks.
I've tried gel,
sheet, mud, clay.
Everything so that
you don't have to!
Now, this mask, which is
a rosemary and honey mask,
is actually my favorite!
It's not too dry.
My favorite, too!
Sorry. Action!
Hi! Welcome back to
Finding the Me Between
the Beauty and the Mess.
I'm Savannah Joy
and in this video...
Woman: Is that Ellie?!
Sorry, I couldn't get a sitter.
No worries!
I'm a big fan of your vlog
so she's kind of
like a celebrity to me.
(laughing)
I'd be honored
to hang out with you
while your mom
has her job interview.
I'm Alisha.
Thank you so much
for the opportunity.
Well, you've been posting about
your consulting work nonstop,
so I made a few calls
and everyone has
raved about you.
Hey, do you have any, uh,
sleep wellness advice?
You know, actually, I have
a post coming up about that!
The trick is ritual
and treating yourself a little.
Alisha: Hm.
Anyway, Patrick is wrapping up,
so can I get you anything?
No.
You guys want a tour?
(chuckling)
Come on.
(Ellie gasping)
This is so cool!
Mm-hm.
So, as you probably know,
we are the number five
interview talk radio
show in New York.
We used to be number one
until a few years ago.
Man: I mean, you are New York's
hottest club right now!
I mean, from the models
in the glass cubes
just lounging around
and reading books
to the wall of furry bath mats,
it's edgy by being nonsensical!
Patrick likes to use
both booths to record.
- It's almost saying that...
- (phone pinging)
- Being immature is in.
- (sighing)
I'm sorry.
Why don't you wait right here?
Patrick:
That absurd is the new normal.
Can you hear me?
Yes.
(giggling)
So, Ellie, can you tell me where
Grandma took you the other day?
Museum of Teddy Bears.
Grandma liked it.
She was nice to take me, but...
I heard that the club's DJ
wears a five gallon bucket
on his head.
So cool.
(Patrick laughing)
What did you think of it, Ellie?
I mean, I'm a little
old for that stuff.
It was kinda immature.
I heard it was popular?
I guess, but I'm not four.
Who's talking?
Hey, Vince.
How's it going in there?
Ellie: We had to wait in a long
line outside on the sidewalk
just to get in.
When we got in
it was so crowded,
these girls were screaming,
taking selfies.
I don't know what
the big deal is. Who cares?!
Well, I guess it was over-hyped.
Stop talking! Hello?
My voice is so deep. Like a man.
Mary Sullivan,
please report to detention!
You picked your nose!
(laughing)
So, Ellie, right?
How old are you?
Ten.
Overrated or not. Green Juice?
Ew. Green juice?!
$10 artisan cupcakes?
I make cupcakes with my mom.
Well, you heard it, New York,
straight talk from
a 10-year old critic.
You decide on the hype!
And, well, what's your name?
Patrick!
Savannah Joy.
And what do you do, Savannah?
How do you see yourself,
Patrick?
- What's he doing?
- Patrick: Composed.
Cultured. Charming.
Hmph.
Well, I'm a suit connoisseur.
Watch enthusiast.
I love all things bespoke.
Always hustling.
Always seeking the truth.
Very stylish in a medium
where you're invisible
to your audience.
You mean radio?
- Savannah: Calculated.
- Confident.
Or closed off?
Guess I do wear a suit of armor.
Charming, perhaps.
Thanks. I won't push it.
I'm a life coach,
which includes image consulting,
helping people with
their public image.
Usually start-up CEO's,
politicians.
I analyze their appearance,
behavior, communication,
anything that might affect
their professional image
and I give recommendations.
I can help you.
Well, you heard it New York,
do I need help?
Let me know!
This is Spreading the News
with Patrick Dillon.
Are we live?!
Every morning.
Savannah:
Did all of New York just...
Patrick:
Hear you flirting with me?
- Yeah.
- I wasn't flirting.
Yeah, some people wouldn't
qualify that as flirting.
More awkward.
(chuckling)
I am very good at flirting!
We're still broadcasting,
Savannah.
You hit the live button.
Uh... Yeah.
So, give me a second.
I am so sorry.
We were in here
waiting for the interview
and I thought when you came in
you were just playing along.
No, I was turning
this gaff into a skit.
Are we still going to do
the image consulting
gig interview?
No.
Cute kid though.
My fault.
They prepped this room to
record and then moved on.
I... I didn't know.
Thank you for the opportunity.
I'm sorry.
Come on, babe.
(groaning)
(knocking)
Hey.
So, uh...
Tenth floor wants an update on
our co-host search.
Yeah, I gave them
names months ago.
And none were approved.
Do you know that you're
trending on social media?
And in a good way for once.
Hm.
"Patrick Dillon
needs a makeover, yes!"
"For a minute, he seemed like
a guy I could have a beer with."
"Maybe she can
turn him into someone
who's not such a stuck up..."
Okay, people like
to see me stumble.
It's Schadenfreude.
Alisha: And why is that?
She called you out
and New York was charmed.
Charmed is a strong word.
You called yourself charming.
Look, a makeover by her
could be your ticket
to building up
your listener numbers!
Maybe even get you that
Best of NYC Award
after all these years.
Yeah, you're just a fan of hers!
I am,
but this proves that
she is the perfect consultant
to bring you back down to Earth.
I mean, she made-over Morris.
Do I look like a dive bar owner?
Okay. Let's be real.
Your declining listenership
is why they want a cohost.
And The Times said...
I know what the Times said.
You seem "more focused
on insider gossip of the rich
and powerful than the concerns
of the average New Yorker."
Listen, I know this
may sound crazy,
but I think we may have
found a good co-host candidate
to pitch to the tenth floor.
Who?
Her?!
Yeah! They will
absolutely get on board!
Her vlog followers are
literally the demographic
you score poorly with,
but our advertisers covet.
You're kidding. No!
She will balance
and call you out,
just like Howard Stern
and Robin Quivers,
or Regis and Kelly.
This is a joke, right?
I feel that she'll bring
something you lack.
A more grounded,
less pretentious perspective.
You wouldn't throw
a clown into a lion's den.
Then give me more co-host names!
No problem.
That the tenth floor
will approve.
Listen, we're mashing
two potatoes with one fork.
And it's not like
she's not some seasoned co-host
that the tenth floor
will fall in love with
and replace you with.
She's a newbie.
Exactly, which is why this
is straight up insulting.
You're sinking, Patrick,
and from where I stand,
she is your best chance
at saving your show.
Get her for the consulting gig
and co-host,
or I guarantee you
the tenth floor will
not renew your contract
at the end of the season.
Hi, everyone. Savannah here,
and Ellie and I are having
a creative day as part
of our wellness routine!
(phone ringing)
(clearing throat)
Hi, it's Savannah here, and...
- (phone ringing)
- Who is this person?!
Should have put it
in airplane mode.
Hello?
Savannah! Patrick Dillon.
Savannah: You just called
me like eight times,
why didn't you leave a message?
Because you picked up.
Listen,
I'm sorry about yesterday.
Patrick:
Ah, water under the bridge.
Okay, great.
Can I still come
in for the interview?
No need. You're hired!
That's fantastic news.
Thank you.
One little request.
Instead of just
the image consulting job,
we will double your fee
if you join me
on the show as a cohost!
That's funny, Patrick,
are we on the air?
Nope. So, is it a deal?
Savannah: No.
No?
Look, I appreciate
the vote of confidence,
but I have zero interest
in becoming a radio host.
Patrick: Well, you wouldn't
be a host per se.
More of a trial run as side act.
You're really selling this.
Listen,
I've got my own priorities.
What priorities? Face cream?
Patrick, I'd be flattered
to take the consulting gig,
but no thanks to the show!
But we had such
a connection, Savannah.
I need to go.
I thought you wanted this gig?
I do but we are
taking a tour of a school
and work does not
interfere with my daughter.
Patrick:
Okay, let's close this deal now.
I can talk tomorrow.
Bye.
Savannah!
(bell ringing)
We also have
a rooftop greenhouse,
historic chapel,
and new this year
is a resident archaeologist.
Of course all of this
is to prepare students for
the wonderful world
they'll inherit.
Of course.
Contact me if you have
any further questions.
The tuition?
Last page.
Hope to see you in the fall!
Mom, what are we doing here?
You don't like it?
This is for rich kids.
Not if you get a scholarship.
Ooh, I guess they gotta
pay for Indiana Jones somehow.
Why would they want me?
Who wouldn't want you?
You are smart,
you have top
percentile test scores.
They give scholarships
to people like you.
Places like this open doors
for the rest of your life.
Did you ever get a scholarship?
I went to public schools,
but I was not
as smart as you are.
Hey, if you were here
and you could study
anything in the world,
what would it be?
Zoology?
Zoology?
I thought you liked English?
That was last week.
Don't be silly,
you like English.
Like, we gotta come
in like you already know
what you want to do.
Like you're driven, okay?
Alright.
Hey.
Morning.
I...
That was my coffee.
Whatever bodega sludge that was,
this is better.
You'll thank me later.
Is there half-and-half?
Mm.
So, how was the school?
We don't need to small talk,
Patrick.
You're being friendly.
I'm establishing boundaries.
What did you want to discuss?
Okay, so, the consulting gig
and the co-host thing
are kind of a package deal.
Then no, sorry.
You said you wanted the gig.
Sure, but I don't need it.
What is so wrong
with co-hosting?
You are so off-brand for me!
You mean your
New Age yoga stuff?
Listen, the last thing
I need right now is something
that's going to
pull me away from my vlog,
not to mention
confuse my followers
and muddle my brand.
What if we tripled your fee?
(laughing)
Thanks for the coffee, Patrick.
Okay, what if we
connected you to advertisers?
Promoted your vlog on the show
and got you serious exposure?
Why are you so desperate?
(snorting)
(sighing)
They think my show
needs a makeover.
Yeah, it does.
Listeners liked you,
and management,
for reasons that
I cannot fathom, approved you.
But do you want me?
(scoffing)
I don't have a choice.
I wouldn't have
time for the vlog.
I will find you an intern.
I will help you!
Shoot, edit, find sponsors.
Free labor!
You'd have to allow me
adequate time per week.
Fine.
And the show would have to
align closer to my own brand.
We'd have to agree
on a guest list.
Oh, come on.
(groaning)
This is my worst nightmare.
Really?
You should meditate on that.
I'm going to help you, Patrick.
For the record,
this is not life coaching.
This is just image consulting.
Thanks for the coffee.
It's good.
It's perfect.
(knocking)
Was that you on
The Patrick Dillon Show?!
Please, come in. Uh, yes.
What were you doing on his show?
It's a side gig,
but are you upset
that I'm working?
No, I am happy for you.
But also how did
you get that account?
You know what? Never mind,
more importantly the chemistry
that was in the air,
all of New York could hear it!
There was no chemistry.
- No?
- No.
It was tingling with electricity
like Styrofoam stuck to a cat.
He was doing
his fake radio charm!
I was trying to get a job.
By flirting?
Of course not,
that's unprofessional.
(laughing)
Like, have you seen the man
on the other end of that voice?
Only on Page Six, but do tell.
Why are you here?
I am here to check in on you,
and your life is
obviously awesome, so...
No, he may sound nice,
but he is anything but.
He is pretentious, he is pushy,
he dresses like
the landed gentry.
But that deep voice.
They add a filter!
- No!
- Yes!
And he is
the opposite of wellness!
He's this mental gymnastics man.
If you say so.
They're mother-daughter
journals.
So cute.
I rarely find time with Kim.
That's what
the park passports were for!
You know, I'm actually doing
a mother-daughter vlog episode
on quality time together.
My mom helped me
make these prototypes.
They're designed to promote
wellness and foster creativity.
It's basically a mindfulness
journal for parents
and a confidence builder
for kids disguised as
a productivity tool.
You should use it with Kim.
I can't, this is your prototype.
No, I would love your feedback!
I need testers.
I really want to sell it
through my vlog one day.
I wish you told me about this
while we were working together.
I feel like
I wasn't a good friend.
No, I was worried that
you'd think I wasn't
100% about the job, which I was,
which was also the problem.
Well, I'm glad that
you're doing this,
and I'm happy I get to
be a better friend now.
Yes, boss.
Why is all the furniture weird?
This is a big question mark.
Oh, you can sit on it!
Oh, it's uncomfortable.
It's a statement piece.
But where do you watch
TV in your pajamas?
My mom's picking her up soon.
Look!
Oh, that is a Lewis Braun.
It's a play on
Kazimir Malevich's Suprematism.
I could totally paint it.
She actually did
paint that this morning.
But this is brilliant!
It questions
representation itself.
Who cares?!
(chuckling)
(laughing)
It's been a while since
I've been around kids.
And maybe you could use some
unfiltered honesty more often.
(playing piano)
Ooh. Careful, Fanny Mendelssohn.
How about, let's try this.
Here we go.
(playing piano)
(both laughing)
I'm a puppet!
(clearing throat)
Are we going to work?
Oh, jeez. The boss is back. Boo.
(laughing)
(playing jazz riff)
So, the network has
given us a couple weeks to
find the new version of the show
which will launch after
the mid-season hiatus.
Forwarding you
the branding parameters.
Just look over those now.
Where's your phone?
I'm doing a digital detox.
I'm not using
my phone for the day.
Why?
Wellness. It's a vlog
episode I have coming up.
Do you want me to print
you out a hardcopy?
Don't hurt the trees.
(Ellie gasping)
Look out there!
Here, try these.
Oh, they're heavy!
That means they're expensive.
Let me know when you find
the United Nations building!
You can't see it from here.
It'll keep her busy.
So I looked over the guest list.
Impressive, right?
Am I interrupting you?
Continue.
So, for the show,
I was thinking...
Sorry.
(scoffing)
So, I was thinking for the sh...
Oh, sorry.
Your guest list
doesn't work for me.
Your guest list doesn't
work for me.
Why not?
I'm not going to undercut
the sophistication of my show.
I'm expanding it.
With random mothers?
Single-mom entrepreneurs.
Who nobody's ever heard of!
I'm sorry if they don't live
in penthouses or act in movies,
but I just would like to
connect with normal people,
like my vlog audience.
Normal, huh?
I can't find it.
Keep looking!
So, the re-branding
proposals that I sent you.
Those don't work for me.
You're being stubborn.
Look who's talking.
Can I have my phone back please?
Got a million things to do.
- Okay.
- Okay.
Mom, this is Patrick.
Patrick, this is my mother, Amy.
I am a big fan.
She isn't.
Can I get a tour?
My mom was just about to leave.
I'm leaving.
Mm.
Can I ask for a favor?
Be the voice on
my answering machine.
Hello, this is Patrick Dillon
from Spreading the News,
you've reached Amy Joy's phone,
she's out living life
and breaking hearts,
Please leave a message
and she will get
back to you, cheers!
Thank you so much!
- You are the best!
- Anytime.
Anything else? Cocktail?
Just be nice to him.
Bye, babe.
Bye.
Thank you.
Come on, Ellie.
Hi, thank you for
calling me back.
Hi, I'm looking
for waffle robe samples
to review for my wellness vlog.
Now, I don't have
30,000 followers yet.
Minimum 30,000 followers?
Well, I'm almost there.
Do you work with influencers?
I'm a single mother
doing a vlog post on
secrets of a good night's sleep,
and I'll be on
Spreading the News
with Patrick Dillon soon.
Okay, I understand.
Thank you for your time.
Yeah, I'd love to tell you more.
Mom?
Oh, sorry,
mom's a little tired today.
You didn't post today.
I was busy with Patrick stuff,
but I'll post tomorrow.
What are we filming?
We are journaling before bed.
But you need me
to hold the camera!
I'll be fine.
You can help tomorrow.
Let's make some tea.
Hi. Welcome back to
Finding the Me Between
the Beauty and the Mess,
I'm Savannah Joy
and in this video
I'll be reviewing
essential oils.
(sighing)
What am I doing?
What do you wear on the weekend?
What, you expect me to
interview the titans of business
in a tee shirt?
You're not
negotiating trade deals.
Style is confidence.
It says "I'm on your level."
Are you saying that
for them or for you?
Let them feel powerful over you.
They'll open up more.
There's a reason why
politicians take off their ties
and roll up their sleeves,
it sets the tone.
I'm not talking
at a Ford factory.
We are doing a reverse
Cinderella on you.
You can still be
classy but approachable.
Add some jeans.
Trust me.
You look normal.
Is that a compliment?
Actually handsome.
Actually?
So much better without the tie.
Much less uptight.
Okay, show me how you sit.
Your body language is closed.
You're not watching
the game on the couch.
Do you know the people
that I've interviewed?
You've always been
invisible on the air,
but not to the person
you're talking to.
I get it, you've never
been subject to scrutiny
the way you might have been
if you'd been on camera,
but people react
to this subconsciously.
I'm behind a desk!
I could be pantsless.
I do interviews in a dark booth!
I want to talk about that, too.
Look, I do not have time to
psychoanalyze my leg placement.
This interview is in two hours.
Maybe we just pick it up,
figure it out on the fly?
Yeah, okay. I've got stuff
I have to do, too.
Patrick: I find the Oscars more
of a pageant for the masses to
experience glamour
rather than an award for
the truly best anything.
(clearing throat)
I mean, when I was last there
with my friend, Leo,
I found the red carpet
line so slow.
I mean, they don't tell you
how long it's going to be.
So, Zoey. I love that Falafel
Hut commercial you were in!
My daughter laughs every time!
You know, the one where you say,
"I'm too full, I falafel."
You know, you feel awful.
You weren't in that commercial?
Are you talking about
Zoey Martin, the comedian?
- I'm so sorry!
- Oh...
They don't even look alike!
But maybe she had a wig on!?
You know, movie magic!
(clearing throat)
I'm sorry. I'm new at this.
I just quit my job
and now I'm here all of
a sudden, cohosting, you know?
Fake it to you make it, right?
Okay, Zoey is an Oscar
winning actress, Savannah,
and two Emmys,
and extensive theater credits.
You don't have to fake anything,
you are an amazing actress!
Although I'm sure you could
fake whatever you want,
if you had to!
You know, the last time
I conducted an interview was
for my science camp
magazine when I was 14,
I was a little nerdy then,
but, you know, who wasn't?
And it was really good
for college credits.
And my mom was super
into padding your resume,
and I hope my college admissions
people aren't listening,
you know what I'm saying?
You two are looking at me
and this feels awkward!
Is this awkward?
Patrick! Get in there!
Would you like to
confess to anything else?
I'm sorry, I was just trying
to lower the stuffiness.
Oh, you mean
the elevated conversation?
More like name dropping.
Oh, please.
Waxing poetic on the Oscars,
maybe you could
write a haiku about it.
Try and join us up here, please.
Oh, of course, Patrick.
I forgot you're not a man.
You're a radio god!
Maybe we could talk about
holistic candles instead,
said no one ever.
We have spent the last half hour
pontificating about Hollywood
rather than try to
learn anything about her!
We learned she doesn't do
Falafel Hut commercials!
I'm just trying
to be real, Patrick,
and I think your
audience deserves that.
- Okay, let's be real.
- Okay.
You didn't do the research,
which is the first
priority for any interviewer!
I was busy and you didn't
share your notes!
Busy doing what? Huh?
Doing what, Savannah?
I was having an important
puberty conversation
with my daughter, okay?
Yeah, I'm a single mom,
self-employed.
What did you do last night,
Patrick, huh?
Google yourself?
Okay, you know
you've done that too.
Okay. I don't know.
We're going to take
a quick commercial break,
and in the meantime,
please check out Savannah's
wellness vlog, Finding the Me
Between the Beauty and the Mess.
We'll be right back.
Nice.
(sighing)
(door slamming)
So, you two
didn't compare notes?
You didn't practice?
I blame you for not
coaching her better.
Alisha...
You're not taking
this seriously.
Okay, it is obvious that
this experiment isn't working.
Let's go back to the old format.
There is no going back, Patrick!
We're not at number one anymore.
To still be on the radio
in this day and age
with so much competition,
you need broad appeal
to justify the airwaves.
She is your only hope
and you're sabotaging it.
And you!
I expected better from you.
I thought you never give up?
We're going to
air reruns this week,
and then you two
just figure this out.
(sighing)
I listened to the show today.
I've been hired by a man
who refuses to be helped.
I thought the point of the show
was to promote the vlog?
I'm getting there.
Or what if he does more harm
than good for your brand?
I know.
You could quit.
You know, I know you take
pride in your work ethic.
No, it's not that.
I signed a contract.
Oh.
Look, I'm handling it.
I can catch up on
vlog episodes this week.
Mm-hm.
(sighing)
I want to add
a "Give Back" section.
I think it would be a good
mother-daughter activity.
Mm. I agree.
So, I see you know
how to pick a spot.
You ready to go?
We gotta start
working on the show.
Sure, but as you can see,
you have to work
around my schedule now.
No, you heard Alisha,
the deadline is next week.
We always spend
Saturdays at the park,
and I have my vlog work to do.
We don't have
time for park play.
There's always time.
No, there isn't.
You just have to
choose to make time.
Yeah, that's cute on a T shirt,
but that's not true.
You promised, Patrick.
That was part of the deal.
(sighing)
This is why I became
a wellness entrepreneur.
Self-care and family first.
Wanna play?
Yeah, why not.
You do this every Saturday?
Yup.
What else do you guys do?
Museums.
Meditation.
Creative day.
Exploration Days.
Like walking around
a new neighborhood
or trying a new restaurant.
There isn't always time,
but it is
a matter of prioritizing.
I decided that this
was important to me.
What's important to you?
Uh, work.
Yeah, but work for what end?
It's just what I've always done.
Are you happy?
Yeah.
That's what I said.
You'd know for sure
if you used one of these.
You track what you're doing,
your goals,
and then can look back over
a long period and see your
state of mind,
like where you spend your time,
what's important to you.
Your mom subject you
to this torture?
Yeah, but I like it.
(laughing)
So, we're going to do some work?
Yes.
You will record.
Record what?
Vlog episodes.
We have four to shoot
this week thanks to you.
Come on, it'll be fun!
- Ugh. Boring, boring boring.
- Boring, boring, boring.
Both: Boring, boring, boring,
boring, boring, boring.
Hey, okay! Okay!
Wow. Wow, you two really
lay it on thick with this
peer pressure, hm? Okay.
What are we shooting first?
Hold my hand
'Til the courage sticks
Shine your light
'Til the darkness lifts
I can't have real milk,
'cause I can't
smell it like milk.
There's oat, there's almond,
there's cashew, there's... Whoo!
Excuse me. Thank you.
(both laughing)
Soon I'll stand
On my own two feet
Finally got you
out of that jacket.
Every month, mom makes me
pick a job to learn about.
This month it's architect.
You have a favorite building?
I dunno.
Have you looked at
different building styles?
Okay, well, let me show you.
Over here, see, this church
is built in the Gothic style.
And you can tell that
the architect was inspired
by that when they
built these big arches.
I... I love this style.
It's just big, fun.
All different kinds
of buildings around.
It's easy to find your favorite.
And over there,
that's called Art Deco.
I don't know how you do it,
working for 80 hours
a week for no pay,
on call 24 hours a day,
and yet thriving.
Being a mother.
Toughest job there is.
I get paid in happiness.
Seeing her.
It isn't always easy.
Started out in complete chaos.
Oh, yeah?
I suddenly found myself a single
mother and ill-equipped.
My wellness vlog was a matter
of self-preservation at first.
I was just looking for
tips on how to survive
from other single mothers,
but when I witnessed
the support from others,
it became my obsession.
Not only was I helping myself,
but I was helping others.
People like me juggling
family and professional life
just want to know the how.
How people who have
made it have figured it out.
How they thrive
amidst the drama.
I mean, that's interesting
to every New Yorker I think.
I built a successful show
for years because I gave people
a window into a world
they can't access.
The elite?
Yeah, people don't want to
see movies about normal people.
They want escape! They want
inspirational entertainment.
Normal people can inspire.
Yeah, I mean,
I see where you're coming from.
My parents, they came
from modest backgrounds.
But they don't listen
to my show anymore.
I had fun today, thank you.
See, slowing down helps.
For a day.
(gasping)
You should try journaling.
Well, It's been
a nice waste of time.
Well, I'm glad I could be
your life coach for the day.
And thank you for holding up
your end of the bargain
and helping today.
And I will have a list of
advertiser contacts for you.
Ellie.
You're leaving?!
(imitating explosion)
Sadly.
This is Barts.
I think you mean beaux-arts?
It's beautiful.
(chuckling)
What do I put here?
Your essay.
It says, "Who do you admire?"
Do you know who
you're going to write about?
No.
Well, you seemed to
like Amelia Earhart
when we researched her.
I guess. Who do you think
I should write about?
Oh, that's up to you.
I can't help you with this.
Parents are not allowed.
I need to think about it.
This is a lot.
Is Patrick helping
with more vlog episodes?
Well, somebody has go to
hold the camera if you're not.
I can let him.
Hi.
You ready?
I got you something.
You know the way
to a girl's heart.
I talked to
the station's tech guy.
So, you could up your vlog game.
All the influencers are using
proper lights these days.
I know,
I was planning to upgrade.
Well, the station was just
going to get rid of this stuff,
so it's yours.
- Patrick, I can't accept that.
- Oh, that's a gift from me.
You didn't have to buy me one!
I didn't.
I actually got a new one,
this is my old camera.
It was kind of awkward shooting
on your phone yesterday,
I almost accidently
chucked it into the pond.
Thank you.
Well, this is really just
a ruse to help you shoot faster
so you can spend more
time working on the show.
(chuckling)
Always an agenda.
Let's go.
You need to practice
with normal New Yorkers.
Not just people concerned
with the latest collaboration.
What are we doing here?
I'm going to
give you a challenge.
Make a person smile.
Easy. I can make anyone laugh.
No, the goal isn't
to tell a joke.
It's to charm
and connect on a real level.
Look, you're out of your booth,
you're vulnerable,
and you gotta be
vulnerable to connect.
Show me what you got.
Excuse me, sir?
Can I talk to you a...
Uh, hi, could I just
talk to you for a minute?
I just want to
ask you a quick question!
(chuckling)
Excuse me. I just wanted
to ask you a question.
A poll with my friend here.
Do you collect anything?
Pincushions. I know it makes me
sound like an old lady.
What about them do you like?
I dunno,
my Aunt I love collects them
and they're so silly cute.
Do you have a favorite?
A porcupine one.
I love it when people
are passionate about stuff,
you know? No matter how small.
I even have an Instagram
page for them, Sew Happy.
I will give that a follow.
Thank you for talking to me.
Patrick Dillon not waxing
poetic about trendy things!
That was fast.
Yeah, I just asked her about
something I know she'd love.
Easy smile.
Ah, so you got them to
talk about something genuine?
Yeah, yeah, you made your point.
I'm just trying to get you
to flex old muscle memory.
Also, don't cross
your arms so much.
Wait a second, are you
actually listening to me?
You know what?
You should join me.
Yes, you.
You could use the practice.
I dare you to get someone to
tell you a deeply
personal story.
Get them to cry.
- (laughing)
- Oh! Come on.
- Team effort.
- (chuckling)
She followed me everywhere.
We were inseparable.
We had such fun times.
But there was another side?
Hurtful?
I understand.
A lot of these relationships,
they have such extreme
highs and lows,
and the lows can be brutal.
She would scratch me
and torment me.
When I left I felt...
Relieved?
But were you happy?
No.
She was a good cat,
a real affectionate kitten,
but growing up on the farm,
alone, the only kid for miles...
She was your only friend.
Yeah.
(sniffling)
A pleasure talking to you folks.
- Mm.
- (sighing)
Well, that was the most intense
conversation about a cat.
You were connecting, right?
(laughing)
Wow.
(chuckling)
Thank you.
Did you always want
to work in radio?
Mm!
Oh, God.
(both laughing)
No, I used to be
a serious print journalist.
Yeah, The Times.
Really?
Mm-hm. I did profiles.
I was fascinated by people.
Then one day,
I'm doing a profile on a DJ,
W-A-G-E, and the producer
invites me to do
an interview on air.
Well, it turns out I have
a talent for disarming guests.
- (chuckling)
- New York loved it.
Now, how did you go from that
to interviewing socialites?
Well, you know, I was good
at asking hard questions
to the rich and powerful
because of my profiles.
They didn't scare me.
So the station asked me to dive
deeper into that, and I did.
In every which way,
including my life.
Which was good for
promoting my brand,
and networking with guests.
Makes sense.
Yeah, but...
Eventually it became me.
Started dating a stylist.
Started playing the role.
When my ex-fiance left me,
the show was
the only thing I had,
on the air and off.
I'm sorry.
Oh, it wasn't meant to be.
It was for the better,
believe me.
You know, I used to have
real conversations with guests.
I did, and then
the station wanted me
to have this elitist slant.
Which, now, apparently,
they want me to shed.
Yeah.
What about you?
Happy with the way
you see yourself now?
I've felt stuck
the last couple years.
My vlog
and my journal both stalled,
but shooting the other day,
it feels like
I finally have momentum,
and it feels amazing.
We are going to
promote that on the show!
Thank you.
I should go.
- (laughing)
- Yeah. Yeah. Me, too.
Yeah, Ellie is probably
tired of my mom.
Yeah. I have a phone.
Emails. Emails.
Right, right.
(laughing)
Business stuff.
- Okay. Thank you for...
- Okay, thank you.
- Oh, yeah.
- These are amazing.
- Okay.
- Uh.
Yeah.
(sighing)
Him?
I rarely do penthouse
renovations under eight figures.
Billionaires don't want
something someone else has.
They want the impossible.
But how do you work with clients
who don't understand compromise?
Well, first of all,
we don't use that "C" word.
Okay, but what do you
say to someone who is
always used to
getting their way?
Look, this is the art of dreams
and if they pay, I do.
- Okay, but I don't...
- But are there any...
- I was just...
- I mean, if you're just...
I'm sorry, you go ahead.
No, no.
Please, please. Go ahead.
- (Patrick chuckling)
- Sarah: Are you s...
You guys are adorable.
- (both stammering)
- Just kidding, just kidding.
(both laughing)
What was that?!
It was so slow I wanted
to pulled the fire alarm!
Why was that so awkward
like two teenagers?
Are you two hooking up?
- Definitely not!
- No! Definitely not. No.
So, then what's the angle?
What's the show, Patrick?
We haven't figured it out yet.
So, I have no proposed
branding from you yet,
no act structure, no guest list.
You two can't work
like an interviewing team
unless you have tone and format.
Now, you know this!
What's the issue?
This is my fault.
I was slowing us down,
but we're on the same page now.
Can you... Can you just give us
a little bit more time, please?
Nail the rebrand by next week
for the start of the second half
of the season or be cancelled.
That's a bit harsh.
It's not my call.
There are plenty up and coming
podcasters with millions of
followers already that
the 10th floor would love to
take a chance on.
Is she always like that?
Don't you have an episode
you need to edit and post?
No, we're going to
figure this out first.
Maybe we should do what
I always do when I'm stuck.
Take a break.
Right, the opposite of work.
No, mindfulness will
lead to inspiration.
Okay. What's the plan, then?
- (sighing)
- Yeah.
Come on.
Ugh. I love this city.
Me, too.
There's a patina of frustration
from living on top of each other
that covers this entire city,
but if you scratch that off,
there is a beautiful
story around each corner.
Look who's being a poet.
It's how I feel.
You don't get that
hiding away in a loft.
No. You definitely don't.
Maybe we need to push the corny
poet in you to find the angle?
How about you
show me your New York?
Well...
Mindfulness leads
to real change?
You stole that from my post!
Are you stalking me?
No, I've been journaling.
Come on.
Got a surprise for you tomorrow.
So, as promised,
I found you a potential
sponsor for your vlog.
Who is it?
The world's largest
online wellness retailer,
Boutique Thrive.
I don't trust them,
sustainability
or ingredient-wise.
Okay, you can ask them about it.
Do you know they sell
glitter infused face masks!
Microplastics pollute the water
and they harm your skin.
It's all just for
social media photos!
Okay, no glitter. What's wrong?
Look, I should have told you,
but I'm a few days into a juice
cleanse detox for the vlog.
You had to pick a lunch meeting!
How was I supposed to know?
Just don't eat anything.
Do you know how hard that is?
Just... Just chat with her,
and try to be your
normal charming self.
Yeah. Okay.
I'm just a little bit hangry.
If she wants to
talk glitter masks,
we're going to talk
about glitter masks.
I am not discussing
glitter masks.
Hi.
We love working
with influencers.
Have you seen our
new mud glitter masks?
Your followers will love them!
I don't recommend
anything to my followers
that I don't believe in.
They trust me.
Oh, no, no. Of course not!
No, no, no, no.
All we're asking is that you
review our masks
and recommend the best.
It's not an endorsement.
Do you test on animals?
No.
What about your
lack of sustainability
in aloe production?
I'm sure whatever
report is watered down.
Thank you so much for
talking with us, Charlotte!
(scoffing)
Well.
Thanks, Charlotte.
I'm sorry. I want to promote
things that people need,
not push products.
Especially products
that I don't care about.
You know you could grow your
audience with Boutique Thrive.
You could do whatever you want,
your own products,
collaborations, no one
will remember glitter masks!
I am not sacrificing
my principles just to make it.
It's not that bad.
Look, they may not be perfect,
but I have a list of sponsors
who will pay you well enough
that you can ditch
the image consulting
and focus full-time
on your vlog!
I need to do this my way,
Patrick.
Even if it takes years? If that?
(clearing throat)
What?
(groaning)
Bread is so good.
Let's order you some food
and then let me go over
the analytics that
the advertisers care about.
You little gluten devil.
That's where the older
kids played stickball.
By the time I was old enough,
no one played.
And there...
...is my window.
Parents moved to Denver,
but I still know people
in the neighborhood.
You don't come around much,
do you?
No.
You have a better
view these days.
Yeah, but less heart.
I used to hang out
at my dad's bookshop,
chatting with customers.
Talked to a lot of
strangers as a kid.
My parents,
they never cared about
the latest fashion collaboration
or a new restaurant opening.
Didn't matter how you dressed
as long as you wore pants.
Looks like you made them proud.
Yeah, maybe.
I know what we should do.
(exhaling)
Alright, come on, Patty.
We ain't got all day!
You can't rush perfection.
Oh, yeah?
Pat.
(blowing raspberry)
(both laughing)
(laughing)
- Hey!
- Whoa!
Uh...
You're out.
- You didn't tag me.
- What?!
(cheering)
Remember the first
thing I asked you?
How do you see yourself?
Somewhere between
here and Manhattan.
Guess I didn't go far.
But you went high.
Where do you see yourself?
Still finding the me between
the beauty and the mess.
All I know is I found my passion
when I was just trying to
make my everyday life work.
What if that's it?
What do you mean?
Don't focus on
how guests made it
or what got them
to where they are,
but instead on
personal root memories,
their upbringing, what made
them people to begin with?
Like us here today.
And then we'll
understand their passion
and how they manage to
make their everyday lives work
amidst the chaos
of what they do.
Maybe a requirement is that
they bring a family member
or a friend?
Someone who knows them well.
I mean, that would be
a different dynamic
than an interview normally has.
We could even interview them
live in their own home?
Or place of work.
We can do that, right?
Why not?
Our guest list could be
elite self-made people.
We could have single mom
entrepreneurs on there, too.
I think we've got
some work to do.
And plenty of vlog
episodes to shoot.
- Of course. Of course.
- Of course.
Yeah, but would we bring
her with her children?
I mean, the gymnast maybe.
But the other one I don't think
would be kind of radio quality.
Oh, gotta get to you now
We need one of these.
You don't like mine?
No.
That's a bit harsh.
I believe the term is
"unfiltered honesty."
You might be Heaven
Do you like mushrooms?
Uh...
You had them last time.
Ah, ooh
Let's see.
(groaning)
Mm-hm. Oh, this is nice.
(both laughing)
Everybody keeps saying that
Graeme Campbell is available.
No, I... Yes, yes.
We are definitely
aiming higher
than Graeme Campbell.
(gasping)
Southern Bordeaux wine.
Actually the minerality of
this dish is what
really ties it in.
I would keep my eyes on him.
Fresh salad...
I might be relaxing
on this couch.
Clearly. I think you
can sit up properly.
This is quite fun.
Ah, ooh
- To the chefs.
- To the chefs.
- Cheers.
- Cheers.
Oh, you might be Heaven
I learned it from the best.
Mm!
(laughing)
(speaking indistinctly)
Well, thank you for
letting me be part of the team.
Well, I needed
someone to hold the camera.
(chuckling)
I imagine you're itching
to get back to your routine?
What do you mean?
You know, gallery shows
and celebrity hangouts.
Uh, not really.
I mean, don't need to move
if I'm having fun here.
Ellie: Mom, are we journaling?
Of course!
Um, do you want to join us?
Yeah, let me just
finish up here.
How's it going with Patrick?
It's going.
Quite the 180, huh?
He's been helpful with the vlog.
I've been posting on schedule.
I even have some advertising
contacts to pursue, but...
But? This all sounds great!
I think we're finally
nailing the show's angle.
I think it'll be phenomenal.
But where does that leave me?
What do you mean?
I've got my own brand
I need to focus on!
I took this job because
I needed the momentum from him,
but once I get it
I can't get sucked into a show
that's going to pull me
away from my own dream.
Plus, I'm worried that
Ellie is becoming too attached.
I think you should
follow your heart.
Are you giving me
mindfulness advice?
I have just been using
the journals with Kim
and it's been eye-opening
to say the least.
Been doing some reflection,
making some changes.
Like what?
Dinner.
Okay, I know it seems small,
but sitting down to a good
homemade meal
every night with Kim,
not rushed, it's been wonderful.
That's amazing.
I think I didn't want
to track my emotions,
because I was
afraid of the truth.
I mean, you can't
deny it on paper.
"Rushed" was my theme.
Keep going.
Will do, coach.
There is one other thing.
The partners wanted me
to make you a counteroffer
to bring you back full time.
Double what you made before.
That's more than I've ever made.
As your friend, I...
I think you should
stick to your vlog.
That's a big number
to walk away from.
Think about it.
You don't have to give them
an answer 'til next week.
(sighing)
Where are we?
We are in the kitchen.
So, why don't we interview
a Michelin chef's family?
- I love it.
- Yeah?
Yeah.
Oh, that's great. Um, we could...
(phone ringing)
Hello?
Hi, Miss Callaghan!
(mouthing "She got in")
The scholarship
interviews are when?
Okay. Thank you so much.
This is wonderful news!
What's wrong?
She got in, but still has
the scholarship interview.
Tuition is like the price
of a new car every semester.
And she'll get the scholarship.
Yeah, but what if she doesn't?
I mean, I have money
saved for the vlog,
but maybe I can't
waste it on that?
You have to follow your dreams.
Even if she gets it this year,
she has to reapply every year.
Yeah but if the show is renewed,
you'll have additional income.
I can't depend on that.
Then you figure it out.
I don't have that luxury.
Ellie comes first.
I think you can do both.
Mom!
I should go tell her.
Okay!
(laughing)
I just want you to be
as professional as possible
and check all the boxes that
the school is looking for, okay?
What's wrong?
I dunno,
I just want to be myself.
Yeah, but you gotta be
more than that, too.
Is Patrick helping us
shoot tomorrow?
Oh, no. He isn't.
Oh.
Ellie, he's not going
to be around all the time.
Maybe not at all.
He's got his own life.
We need to focus on us.
The team. Okay?
That's my girl. Okay, sit up.
Shoulders back,
hands on your lap.
Okay.
(clearing throat)
So, Ellie,
what are your interests?
English.
(repeating)
English.
I like English the best.
Nice. Okay.
(clearing throat)
So, Ellie,
what are you reading right now?
I just finished
a book called Believe Me.
And what do you
like about Believe Me?
I would probably say
the character development.
It was written very nicely.
Yes, girl!
You're going to ace this.
So, what sacrifices have
you had to make to get here?
It had to be a dream
we both wanted.
It's not just me
alone in the kitchen
getting Michelin stars.
Patrick:
My parents were the same.
My dad had a bookstore,
it was his dream,
but he was not
a good businessman.
So, it would have died
many times if my mother
didn't believe in it, too.
When you first opened
and got that scathing review,
what did you do?
My instinct was to work harder,
but I was forcing it.
Hm. So, how did you
find your voice?
Our daughter.
Uh...
The whole flavor of
the restaurant came from...
Me wanting to show her
our family's heritage.
Wow. I love that.
Well, thank you so much
for coming on today.
This has been Spreading the News
with Patrick Dillon...
And Savannah Joy.
'Til tomorrow.
That was great, guys!
And doing interviews live on
location every weekday morning
will be a grind,
but the results are clear.
I mean, these familiar spaces
really bring out the intimacy.
And you can feel it too
in the sound of the room,
and then you guys were
absolutely in sync, too!
Well, we have some guests we
want to run by you for approval.
It's going to be
a logistical nightmare,
but we're ready.
We should also do supplementary
content for the website.
I agree.
I hope you two
can pull this off.
Talk soon.
(exhaling)
What's up?
I'm just happy
everything's coming together.
I know.
Hey, there'll be time
for the vlog, I promise.
I'll help.
Alisha: Patrick?
I can't get out of
this gallery opening,
would you want to come with me?
A gallery opening?
Yeah.
I'll send you the information
in case you want to come.
Alisha: Patrick!
(both chuckling)
I'd be honored if you
would be my plus one.
Miss Callaghan:
What's your favorite subject?
I like English the best.
Do you have any other interests?
Don't worry about your mom.
We'll come back to that.
I read your essay
about who you admire.
We studied
Amelia Earhart recently.
Wonderful, but Ellie wrote
about someone else. You.
"I admire my mom
because she follows her heart.
She inspires other people
to take care of themselves,
just like she takes care of me.
My mom says that
following your dreams
is the scariest thing of all,
but I want to be like her
and follow my heart,
but I'm new and she's not,
so I have to find out
what that is for me.
That's why we learn about new
jobs and topics every month."
So, Ellie.
What does your heart want to do?
I guess I do like
something the most.
What's that?
I've always wanted
to be a veterinarian.
Wonderful. Why?
Doctors help people,
but animals need help, too.
They have personalities.
Miss Callaghan: They do.
My friend, Suzie, has two cats,
they're very different.
Did you know that you need
to study chemistry and biology
to become a veterinarian?
Yes. Grandma says
chemistry is like cooking
except you can't
eat the ingredients.
So, why didn't you put
veterinarian on
your application?
Why didn't you tell me that
you wanted to be a veterinarian?
I did, but you never listened.
Whenever I talked about animals
you said we couldn't get a pet.
How did I do?
You did great. You did.
Sorry I didn't listen more.
It's okay, mom.
Patrick Dillon.
Hey, man! Congratulations, man.
I heard you were all pre-sold.
Thanks, man. You heard right.
I remember when you were
a struggling artist.
I remember when you
were a struggling artist.
(laughing)
How's the show?
It's changing.
I think it's going to be better.
That's awesome, man.
I love that.
What's your secret?
What got you from hawking art
in Times Square to this?
Honestly, man, I just...
I turned up the heat.
I just worked like
every day was my last.
Really?
Yeah, man, at this point
I have no time for anything
but than pursuing perfection.
You know, you gotta be like...
like a seagull over
the Arctic ocean,
just never landing,
never resting until
you catch that fish,
you feel me?
- Mm.
- Just no distractions.
But hey, I'm preaching
to the choir, right? So.
Well...
So, what, no hot date?
Uh...
You found someone?
Oh, my God.
That is so unlike you!
How are you going to have
time for the show now then?
Sorry, man. I gotta...
I gotta go mingle.
Hey. You do you.
Seagull, baby. Don't forget.
- Seagull.
- (chuckling)
Hi! Oh, great seeing you, too.
Uh, yeah, well the show
is a bit different,
but I'm glad to
hear you like it.
Oh, yeah. Well...
Of course.
Patrick:
Honestly, it's Savannah, not me.
She really set the bar high.
Thank you so much for listening.
She's gonna get the scholarship.
I got an offer to go back to my
old job for double what I made.
Are you seriously
considering it?
We wouldn't be at
the mercy of the scholarship
this year or next.
What about our show?
Your show.
I thought you wanted this too.
I want you to succeed.
This show is going
to be phenomenal!
I know.
You complement me.
I want more than that.
I have dreamed for years of
doing something meaningful
like this.
That's not my dream.
Which you're just going to
walk away from for this job?
I can't hedge her future
on my brand's success!
That job is a guarantee.
You could work with one
of the sponsors I gave you.
I'm not losing my principles.
So you're just going to
walk away from your passion
because it's not
exactly the way you want it?
I can still work it on the side.
How did that work out last time?
I got you to a good place.
You're seriously quitting?
This is spiraling into
too much commitment for me,
my contract says that I...
Seriously?
I don't care about the contract.
I care about you following
through on your passion.
I mean, you practically
kicked mindfulness into my head
and now you are
completely avoiding it.
That's why
I'm leaving this show!
I'm sorry this
is hurtful for you.
Fine, leave me,
but don't leave me
for a job that
you don't care about!
That is hurtful.
If not now for the vlog,
then when?
Huh?
(scoffing)
You make these
promises to yourself,
but don't really change.
What about you?
What about me?
You've slowed down for a second,
but you don't know
where you're going!
You haven't made any meaningful
changes in your own life,
you're on the same
path to burnout or sell out.
This is what I want.
What do you want?
I'm happy for you.
You've clearly
regained your mojo,
but I have my own life
and it's none of your business.
So, we've booked
half the guests...
Savannah quit.
What? Why?
Follow through issues.
I can maintain
the new format without her.
I promise.
Guest list is set.
We've recorded
her questions in advance.
The research is done, I just...
I just need to stay
grounded without her.
I'm committed.
Fine, go for it.
It's your funeral.
Where's Patrick?
I quit.
It was becoming too much.
You were right.
I have to focus on my vlog.
But he was helping you.
Well, are you still going
to spend time together?
As friends?
I can't have
Ellie become attached.
Right.
I mean, what happens
when he gets bored of us
and goes back to his world of
models and celebrity events?
You know, how is Ellie
going to take that?
Well, all I know is that
you and Ellie have been happy
for the past few weeks.
Read your journal
if you don't believe me.
You know,
Clara offered me my old job back
at double my salary.
Ellie's tuition
wouldn't be an issue.
You are indeed good
at this wellness thing
and you have to do it
because it's who you are!
Jenny's daughter came up
to me the other day,
raving about how your vlog
helped her and her friends.
She was talking about you
like you were a saint,
and I know you ain't no saint.
So, if you need help
with Ellie or if you need
financial help, I'm here. Okay?
Just factor it into
your business plan.
I just want you to be happy.
Okay.
It's from the school.
This is it.
(sighing)
This is...
(exhaling)
What does it say?!
"We proudly confirm
that Ellie Joy is
the recipient of
a full-time scholarship."
(cheering)
I'm so proud of you.
Thanks, Mom.
We are going to eat
dessert for dinner!
Yes, we are!
Mm-hm.
I'm glad you told
the truth about wanting
to be a veterinarian.
You always talk about
finding the me on your vlog.
So, I was just did
what you tell people.
I'm not living up
to my own advice, am I?
What does the team
think about me staying
on with the vlog as planned?
Well, you know where I stand.
I vote yes.
And now that I'm home more,
maybe we can discuss
getting a pet.
It's a big responsibility,
but it's what
you're interested in.
- Really?
- Yeah.
You inspire me.
You're my hero, mom.
(laughing)
Eat your ice cream.
Thank you for meeting with me.
I know that you
run a fashion vlog,
and I was telling you a little
bit about my wellness vlog,
and I think that this would
make for a really
interesting article.
If you wanted to come do a vlog
and we could do sort
of like a merge vlog.
Don't you ever tell me
Don't you let me in
I rise up and then I
Thank you for the job offer,
but I'm going to do
my thing as planned.
I was hoping you'd say that.
Plus, I want to connect you to
some stores that are interested
in carrying your journals.
I hope you don't mind
I showed a few people?
I don't have any stock, though,
that was just a prototype.
Okay, I also have some investors
that are interested in
financing your first batch.
So.
(chuckling)
Is that a yes?
Oh, that's a yes.
(laughing)
Patrick On the Radio:
I can sympathize.
With the neighborhood
I grew up in it was...
(chuckling) ...it was a place
we all wanted to leave.
(clearing throat)
I know what you're doing.
We're reading.
Your book is upside down, Mom.
Grandma!
He invited you to
the Best of the NYC Awards!
Both of you.
The show was nominated for...
I know. I'm not going.
(humming)
(giggling)
What?
Your contract has been renewed.
Isn't this what you wanted?!
Yeah, I'm...
I am exhausted.
You knew this would be a grind.
Uh, did Savannah RSVP?
Yeah.
You want to invite anyone else?
Just make sure
the two seats are saved
just in case they to show up.
(phone vibrating)
Sorry. Just a minute here.
Hi, Dad, what's up?
Sorry. I meant to call.
How was your trip?
You listened to the show?
Yeah.
Yeah, we changed the format.
How did you know that?
No, I did not know that
Alisha had your phone number.
Uh, you liked it. Thank you.
That means the world to me.
(laughing)
And Mom listened to it
with all her friends? Wow.
That is... that is wonderful.
Thank you.
Announcer:
And the NYC Award goes to...
Patrick Dillon!
(applauding)
(laughing)
I've wanted this for
the last ten years,
and now for the first time
in my life I am speechless.
(sighing)
This would not
have been possible
without two people
who are very dear to me.
Savannah and Ellie Joy,
whom you heard on the show.
They pushed me to slow down
and to rediscover myself.
Where I'm from,
and the values
close to my heart.
And I... No, they...
...made me whole again,
allowed me to connect
to people, human to human,
and find that common ground
that people care about.
I promise not
to lose that again.
Thank you.
(applauding)
Gothic style.
You can tell the architect
of this was inspired by that.
Onions for that.
Well, okay. Take these.
Add this to the salad.
- Whoo!
- (both laughing)
Patrick: And so, I'm continuing
the new show format
into next season,
but with more pre-taped segments
so I can devote more time to
quality without burning out.
I'll be back,
same time, same place,
but I'll never be the same.
How could I?
Savannah and Ellie walked into
my life, and, well, ruined it.
(choking)
And that was the best thing
that ever happened to me,
because I saw
what life could be.
I was whole for
a moment with them.
- And that's all I want.
- (chuckling)
Patrick:
If I should be so lucky.
Savannah pushed me.
You know, I had lost
my touch as an interviewer
because I was losing
touch with my heart.
She saved me.
Uh, Mom? Can you watch Ellie?
I'm going out!
And so,
this is Spreading the News
with Patrick Dillon...
Hi, Patrick.
Hi, Savannah.
What are you doing here?
I realized that I can't
be a better mom for Ellie
or help others
if I don't help myself.
I'm not living up to
the mindfulness advice
on my own wellness vlog.
I told myself that I was
protecting Ellie when in truth,
I was protecting
myself from failure.
I'll never achieve
my dreams that way.
You and Ellie taught me that.
So, I was hoping
that you would
join our team again
as a cameraman.
On a trial basis.
(Patrick chuckling)
Well, that is a dream
I could get behind.
(giggling)
I don't want to miss out on life
and I cannot imagine doing it
without you and Ellie beside me.
I'm only one half of a great
conversation without you,
on air and off.
Well, you heard it, New York.
This is Spreading the News
with Patrick Dillon...
And Savannah Joy.
'Til next time.
See, Vincent?
That is romance right there.
(projector whirring)
We'll light it up
like there's no tomorrow
Hands up
if you want to be free
We'll live it up
like there's no tomorrow
Whoa-oh-oh-oh,
oh-oh-oh-oh
Na-na-na-na-na
na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na
na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na
na-na-na-na-na
(inhaling)
(exhaling)
Good morning, Maria.
He's going to win.
Man On TV:
It's been such a wild ride.
I don't know what kind of
Fairy Godmother magic you did
to make him into
a mayoral contender,
but it's gonna
open doors for us.
(sighing)
I quit.
Pardon me?
Nothing to do
with you or this place.
My time here has been a dream.
Okay, so why are you quitting?
I want more.
Oh, like,
more like a raise. Cool.
- More out of life.
- Okay, I don't understand.
I swore to myself I'd never
go back to corporate PR,
but, look, here I am.
This is crazy, okay?
You are about to be the hottest
image consultant in Manhattan!
You're just going to
walk away from that?
I'm going to focus
on my wellness vlog.
Become an influencer?
- A life coach.
- Life coach...
I already have a few
thousand followers,
I just need to build momentum.
We can ease up on the workload.
Easy. Let's do it.
Clara. Thank you, but no.
Is there anything
I can say to keep you?
There isn't.
So, now that that's settled,
I want to talk about you guys.
Steve, you need to give
yourself more "me" time.
So, I booked you
Taiko drum lessons.
I mean, you've been
talking about it for years,
so get after it, okay?
Clara.
I got you
a National Parks passport.
So you can go on some
mother-daughter trips with Kim
and collect stamps together.
And I realize that HR
isn't fully utilizing
their wellness budget,
so I got an automated
massage chair for
the staff on this floor
since they've been
working overtime.
It's in my old office
which is now a Zen room.
Image is important,
that's what we do here,
but finding real balance in life
is what's crucial to thrive.
Oh! Oh! He won!
Morris won the primary!
Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.
Goodbye.
Hey. Take care.
I mean it literally.
Bring it on
'Cause I got it
Bring it on
I'm ready for something,
something new
I'm ready to show
the world what I can do
It's gonna be rocking,
that's all I can say
No reason to stop
'cause I'm going all the way
Why are we having
ice cream on a weekday?
'Cause we're celebrating.
You wanna guess?
The blender is on sale?
Grandma found a silver fox?
Who told you that term?
Grandma.
(laughing)
I wish, but no.
You're taking me to Disneyland?
Nice try!
(chuckling)
I quit my job to
focus on the vlog!
You have nothing
to worry about, Ellie.
This is a good thing.
I'm helping, right?
Of course!
I mean,
who's the best camera operator
east of the Mississippi?
(both laughing)
You did what?!
Mom, I have money saved up.
I'm concerned.
I'm very concerned.
Thanks for
the vote of confidence.
No, that was a good job.
A secure job.
That was a shallow PR job.
What if you need to find a job
and you can't
because you've been
out of the game so long?
I'll still going to be doing
image consulting on the side.
I'm just going to pivot it
into life coach with the vlog.
What if the economy crashes,
what if you need to move,
What if there's
an earthquake in Manhattan?
What? Can that even happen?
I have an image consulting
gig interview tomorrow.
Can you watch Ellie?
Well, I'm volunteering at
the clothing donation store.
I'll get a baby-sitter.
I can cancel.
Mom, it's fine.
Why now?
If not now then when?
I looked over my journals
over the last couple of years
and I realized
that I wasn't happy.
I was pouring all of my energy
into a job that I didn't
care about out of some
misguided pride in work ethic.
Self-care and wellness helped me
to find balance in my life
and I just want
to help other people.
Like, I have to
help other people.
And the vlog will do that?
Yeah.
I don't know.
I mean, I've been
freelance my whole life.
Self-employment is stressful.
I have a plan.
You know me,
I triple checked the risks,
it's a sound strategy, okay?
I love you. I just...
You don't have to worry.
That's what mom's do.
They do.
(exhaling)
You ready, director?
Mom, you need to up your game.
I need to up my game?
Yeah, our equipment is like old.
It's fine,
we can upgrade as we go.
What?
All the influencers use these
big cameras with lenses now!
Not their phones.
How do you know all of this?
I watch vlogs.
The phone camera can
make your face look wide.
Action!
(clearing throat)
Hi, everyone! Welcome back to
Finding the Me Between
the Beauty and the Mess.
I'm Savannah Joy
and in this video
I'm reviewing skin care masks.
Now, I have everything
from cleansing masks
to hydration masks.
I've tried gel,
sheet, mud, clay.
Everything so that
you don't have to!
Now, this mask, which is
a rosemary and honey mask,
is actually my favorite!
It's not too dry.
My favorite, too!
Sorry. Action!
Hi! Welcome back to
Finding the Me Between
the Beauty and the Mess.
I'm Savannah Joy
and in this video...
Woman: Is that Ellie?!
Sorry, I couldn't get a sitter.
No worries!
I'm a big fan of your vlog
so she's kind of
like a celebrity to me.
(laughing)
I'd be honored
to hang out with you
while your mom
has her job interview.
I'm Alisha.
Thank you so much
for the opportunity.
Well, you've been posting about
your consulting work nonstop,
so I made a few calls
and everyone has
raved about you.
Hey, do you have any, uh,
sleep wellness advice?
You know, actually, I have
a post coming up about that!
The trick is ritual
and treating yourself a little.
Alisha: Hm.
Anyway, Patrick is wrapping up,
so can I get you anything?
No.
You guys want a tour?
(chuckling)
Come on.
(Ellie gasping)
This is so cool!
Mm-hm.
So, as you probably know,
we are the number five
interview talk radio
show in New York.
We used to be number one
until a few years ago.
Man: I mean, you are New York's
hottest club right now!
I mean, from the models
in the glass cubes
just lounging around
and reading books
to the wall of furry bath mats,
it's edgy by being nonsensical!
Patrick likes to use
both booths to record.
- It's almost saying that...
- (phone pinging)
- Being immature is in.
- (sighing)
I'm sorry.
Why don't you wait right here?
Patrick:
That absurd is the new normal.
Can you hear me?
Yes.
(giggling)
So, Ellie, can you tell me where
Grandma took you the other day?
Museum of Teddy Bears.
Grandma liked it.
She was nice to take me, but...
I heard that the club's DJ
wears a five gallon bucket
on his head.
So cool.
(Patrick laughing)
What did you think of it, Ellie?
I mean, I'm a little
old for that stuff.
It was kinda immature.
I heard it was popular?
I guess, but I'm not four.
Who's talking?
Hey, Vince.
How's it going in there?
Ellie: We had to wait in a long
line outside on the sidewalk
just to get in.
When we got in
it was so crowded,
these girls were screaming,
taking selfies.
I don't know what
the big deal is. Who cares?!
Well, I guess it was over-hyped.
Stop talking! Hello?
My voice is so deep. Like a man.
Mary Sullivan,
please report to detention!
You picked your nose!
(laughing)
So, Ellie, right?
How old are you?
Ten.
Overrated or not. Green Juice?
Ew. Green juice?!
$10 artisan cupcakes?
I make cupcakes with my mom.
Well, you heard it, New York,
straight talk from
a 10-year old critic.
You decide on the hype!
And, well, what's your name?
Patrick!
Savannah Joy.
And what do you do, Savannah?
How do you see yourself,
Patrick?
- What's he doing?
- Patrick: Composed.
Cultured. Charming.
Hmph.
Well, I'm a suit connoisseur.
Watch enthusiast.
I love all things bespoke.
Always hustling.
Always seeking the truth.
Very stylish in a medium
where you're invisible
to your audience.
You mean radio?
- Savannah: Calculated.
- Confident.
Or closed off?
Guess I do wear a suit of armor.
Charming, perhaps.
Thanks. I won't push it.
I'm a life coach,
which includes image consulting,
helping people with
their public image.
Usually start-up CEO's,
politicians.
I analyze their appearance,
behavior, communication,
anything that might affect
their professional image
and I give recommendations.
I can help you.
Well, you heard it New York,
do I need help?
Let me know!
This is Spreading the News
with Patrick Dillon.
Are we live?!
Every morning.
Savannah:
Did all of New York just...
Patrick:
Hear you flirting with me?
- Yeah.
- I wasn't flirting.
Yeah, some people wouldn't
qualify that as flirting.
More awkward.
(chuckling)
I am very good at flirting!
We're still broadcasting,
Savannah.
You hit the live button.
Uh... Yeah.
So, give me a second.
I am so sorry.
We were in here
waiting for the interview
and I thought when you came in
you were just playing along.
No, I was turning
this gaff into a skit.
Are we still going to do
the image consulting
gig interview?
No.
Cute kid though.
My fault.
They prepped this room to
record and then moved on.
I... I didn't know.
Thank you for the opportunity.
I'm sorry.
Come on, babe.
(groaning)
(knocking)
Hey.
So, uh...
Tenth floor wants an update on
our co-host search.
Yeah, I gave them
names months ago.
And none were approved.
Do you know that you're
trending on social media?
And in a good way for once.
Hm.
"Patrick Dillon
needs a makeover, yes!"
"For a minute, he seemed like
a guy I could have a beer with."
"Maybe she can
turn him into someone
who's not such a stuck up..."
Okay, people like
to see me stumble.
It's Schadenfreude.
Alisha: And why is that?
She called you out
and New York was charmed.
Charmed is a strong word.
You called yourself charming.
Look, a makeover by her
could be your ticket
to building up
your listener numbers!
Maybe even get you that
Best of NYC Award
after all these years.
Yeah, you're just a fan of hers!
I am,
but this proves that
she is the perfect consultant
to bring you back down to Earth.
I mean, she made-over Morris.
Do I look like a dive bar owner?
Okay. Let's be real.
Your declining listenership
is why they want a cohost.
And The Times said...
I know what the Times said.
You seem "more focused
on insider gossip of the rich
and powerful than the concerns
of the average New Yorker."
Listen, I know this
may sound crazy,
but I think we may have
found a good co-host candidate
to pitch to the tenth floor.
Who?
Her?!
Yeah! They will
absolutely get on board!
Her vlog followers are
literally the demographic
you score poorly with,
but our advertisers covet.
You're kidding. No!
She will balance
and call you out,
just like Howard Stern
and Robin Quivers,
or Regis and Kelly.
This is a joke, right?
I feel that she'll bring
something you lack.
A more grounded,
less pretentious perspective.
You wouldn't throw
a clown into a lion's den.
Then give me more co-host names!
No problem.
That the tenth floor
will approve.
Listen, we're mashing
two potatoes with one fork.
And it's not like
she's not some seasoned co-host
that the tenth floor
will fall in love with
and replace you with.
She's a newbie.
Exactly, which is why this
is straight up insulting.
You're sinking, Patrick,
and from where I stand,
she is your best chance
at saving your show.
Get her for the consulting gig
and co-host,
or I guarantee you
the tenth floor will
not renew your contract
at the end of the season.
Hi, everyone. Savannah here,
and Ellie and I are having
a creative day as part
of our wellness routine!
(phone ringing)
(clearing throat)
Hi, it's Savannah here, and...
- (phone ringing)
- Who is this person?!
Should have put it
in airplane mode.
Hello?
Savannah! Patrick Dillon.
Savannah: You just called
me like eight times,
why didn't you leave a message?
Because you picked up.
Listen,
I'm sorry about yesterday.
Patrick:
Ah, water under the bridge.
Okay, great.
Can I still come
in for the interview?
No need. You're hired!
That's fantastic news.
Thank you.
One little request.
Instead of just
the image consulting job,
we will double your fee
if you join me
on the show as a cohost!
That's funny, Patrick,
are we on the air?
Nope. So, is it a deal?
Savannah: No.
No?
Look, I appreciate
the vote of confidence,
but I have zero interest
in becoming a radio host.
Patrick: Well, you wouldn't
be a host per se.
More of a trial run as side act.
You're really selling this.
Listen,
I've got my own priorities.
What priorities? Face cream?
Patrick, I'd be flattered
to take the consulting gig,
but no thanks to the show!
But we had such
a connection, Savannah.
I need to go.
I thought you wanted this gig?
I do but we are
taking a tour of a school
and work does not
interfere with my daughter.
Patrick:
Okay, let's close this deal now.
I can talk tomorrow.
Bye.
Savannah!
(bell ringing)
We also have
a rooftop greenhouse,
historic chapel,
and new this year
is a resident archaeologist.
Of course all of this
is to prepare students for
the wonderful world
they'll inherit.
Of course.
Contact me if you have
any further questions.
The tuition?
Last page.
Hope to see you in the fall!
Mom, what are we doing here?
You don't like it?
This is for rich kids.
Not if you get a scholarship.
Ooh, I guess they gotta
pay for Indiana Jones somehow.
Why would they want me?
Who wouldn't want you?
You are smart,
you have top
percentile test scores.
They give scholarships
to people like you.
Places like this open doors
for the rest of your life.
Did you ever get a scholarship?
I went to public schools,
but I was not
as smart as you are.
Hey, if you were here
and you could study
anything in the world,
what would it be?
Zoology?
Zoology?
I thought you liked English?
That was last week.
Don't be silly,
you like English.
Like, we gotta come
in like you already know
what you want to do.
Like you're driven, okay?
Alright.
Hey.
Morning.
I...
That was my coffee.
Whatever bodega sludge that was,
this is better.
You'll thank me later.
Is there half-and-half?
Mm.
So, how was the school?
We don't need to small talk,
Patrick.
You're being friendly.
I'm establishing boundaries.
What did you want to discuss?
Okay, so, the consulting gig
and the co-host thing
are kind of a package deal.
Then no, sorry.
You said you wanted the gig.
Sure, but I don't need it.
What is so wrong
with co-hosting?
You are so off-brand for me!
You mean your
New Age yoga stuff?
Listen, the last thing
I need right now is something
that's going to
pull me away from my vlog,
not to mention
confuse my followers
and muddle my brand.
What if we tripled your fee?
(laughing)
Thanks for the coffee, Patrick.
Okay, what if we
connected you to advertisers?
Promoted your vlog on the show
and got you serious exposure?
Why are you so desperate?
(snorting)
(sighing)
They think my show
needs a makeover.
Yeah, it does.
Listeners liked you,
and management,
for reasons that
I cannot fathom, approved you.
But do you want me?
(scoffing)
I don't have a choice.
I wouldn't have
time for the vlog.
I will find you an intern.
I will help you!
Shoot, edit, find sponsors.
Free labor!
You'd have to allow me
adequate time per week.
Fine.
And the show would have to
align closer to my own brand.
We'd have to agree
on a guest list.
Oh, come on.
(groaning)
This is my worst nightmare.
Really?
You should meditate on that.
I'm going to help you, Patrick.
For the record,
this is not life coaching.
This is just image consulting.
Thanks for the coffee.
It's good.
It's perfect.
(knocking)
Was that you on
The Patrick Dillon Show?!
Please, come in. Uh, yes.
What were you doing on his show?
It's a side gig,
but are you upset
that I'm working?
No, I am happy for you.
But also how did
you get that account?
You know what? Never mind,
more importantly the chemistry
that was in the air,
all of New York could hear it!
There was no chemistry.
- No?
- No.
It was tingling with electricity
like Styrofoam stuck to a cat.
He was doing
his fake radio charm!
I was trying to get a job.
By flirting?
Of course not,
that's unprofessional.
(laughing)
Like, have you seen the man
on the other end of that voice?
Only on Page Six, but do tell.
Why are you here?
I am here to check in on you,
and your life is
obviously awesome, so...
No, he may sound nice,
but he is anything but.
He is pretentious, he is pushy,
he dresses like
the landed gentry.
But that deep voice.
They add a filter!
- No!
- Yes!
And he is
the opposite of wellness!
He's this mental gymnastics man.
If you say so.
They're mother-daughter
journals.
So cute.
I rarely find time with Kim.
That's what
the park passports were for!
You know, I'm actually doing
a mother-daughter vlog episode
on quality time together.
My mom helped me
make these prototypes.
They're designed to promote
wellness and foster creativity.
It's basically a mindfulness
journal for parents
and a confidence builder
for kids disguised as
a productivity tool.
You should use it with Kim.
I can't, this is your prototype.
No, I would love your feedback!
I need testers.
I really want to sell it
through my vlog one day.
I wish you told me about this
while we were working together.
I feel like
I wasn't a good friend.
No, I was worried that
you'd think I wasn't
100% about the job, which I was,
which was also the problem.
Well, I'm glad that
you're doing this,
and I'm happy I get to
be a better friend now.
Yes, boss.
Why is all the furniture weird?
This is a big question mark.
Oh, you can sit on it!
Oh, it's uncomfortable.
It's a statement piece.
But where do you watch
TV in your pajamas?
My mom's picking her up soon.
Look!
Oh, that is a Lewis Braun.
It's a play on
Kazimir Malevich's Suprematism.
I could totally paint it.
She actually did
paint that this morning.
But this is brilliant!
It questions
representation itself.
Who cares?!
(chuckling)
(laughing)
It's been a while since
I've been around kids.
And maybe you could use some
unfiltered honesty more often.
(playing piano)
Ooh. Careful, Fanny Mendelssohn.
How about, let's try this.
Here we go.
(playing piano)
(both laughing)
I'm a puppet!
(clearing throat)
Are we going to work?
Oh, jeez. The boss is back. Boo.
(laughing)
(playing jazz riff)
So, the network has
given us a couple weeks to
find the new version of the show
which will launch after
the mid-season hiatus.
Forwarding you
the branding parameters.
Just look over those now.
Where's your phone?
I'm doing a digital detox.
I'm not using
my phone for the day.
Why?
Wellness. It's a vlog
episode I have coming up.
Do you want me to print
you out a hardcopy?
Don't hurt the trees.
(Ellie gasping)
Look out there!
Here, try these.
Oh, they're heavy!
That means they're expensive.
Let me know when you find
the United Nations building!
You can't see it from here.
It'll keep her busy.
So I looked over the guest list.
Impressive, right?
Am I interrupting you?
Continue.
So, for the show,
I was thinking...
Sorry.
(scoffing)
So, I was thinking for the sh...
Oh, sorry.
Your guest list
doesn't work for me.
Your guest list doesn't
work for me.
Why not?
I'm not going to undercut
the sophistication of my show.
I'm expanding it.
With random mothers?
Single-mom entrepreneurs.
Who nobody's ever heard of!
I'm sorry if they don't live
in penthouses or act in movies,
but I just would like to
connect with normal people,
like my vlog audience.
Normal, huh?
I can't find it.
Keep looking!
So, the re-branding
proposals that I sent you.
Those don't work for me.
You're being stubborn.
Look who's talking.
Can I have my phone back please?
Got a million things to do.
- Okay.
- Okay.
Mom, this is Patrick.
Patrick, this is my mother, Amy.
I am a big fan.
She isn't.
Can I get a tour?
My mom was just about to leave.
I'm leaving.
Mm.
Can I ask for a favor?
Be the voice on
my answering machine.
Hello, this is Patrick Dillon
from Spreading the News,
you've reached Amy Joy's phone,
she's out living life
and breaking hearts,
Please leave a message
and she will get
back to you, cheers!
Thank you so much!
- You are the best!
- Anytime.
Anything else? Cocktail?
Just be nice to him.
Bye, babe.
Bye.
Thank you.
Come on, Ellie.
Hi, thank you for
calling me back.
Hi, I'm looking
for waffle robe samples
to review for my wellness vlog.
Now, I don't have
30,000 followers yet.
Minimum 30,000 followers?
Well, I'm almost there.
Do you work with influencers?
I'm a single mother
doing a vlog post on
secrets of a good night's sleep,
and I'll be on
Spreading the News
with Patrick Dillon soon.
Okay, I understand.
Thank you for your time.
Yeah, I'd love to tell you more.
Mom?
Oh, sorry,
mom's a little tired today.
You didn't post today.
I was busy with Patrick stuff,
but I'll post tomorrow.
What are we filming?
We are journaling before bed.
But you need me
to hold the camera!
I'll be fine.
You can help tomorrow.
Let's make some tea.
Hi. Welcome back to
Finding the Me Between
the Beauty and the Mess,
I'm Savannah Joy
and in this video
I'll be reviewing
essential oils.
(sighing)
What am I doing?
What do you wear on the weekend?
What, you expect me to
interview the titans of business
in a tee shirt?
You're not
negotiating trade deals.
Style is confidence.
It says "I'm on your level."
Are you saying that
for them or for you?
Let them feel powerful over you.
They'll open up more.
There's a reason why
politicians take off their ties
and roll up their sleeves,
it sets the tone.
I'm not talking
at a Ford factory.
We are doing a reverse
Cinderella on you.
You can still be
classy but approachable.
Add some jeans.
Trust me.
You look normal.
Is that a compliment?
Actually handsome.
Actually?
So much better without the tie.
Much less uptight.
Okay, show me how you sit.
Your body language is closed.
You're not watching
the game on the couch.
Do you know the people
that I've interviewed?
You've always been
invisible on the air,
but not to the person
you're talking to.
I get it, you've never
been subject to scrutiny
the way you might have been
if you'd been on camera,
but people react
to this subconsciously.
I'm behind a desk!
I could be pantsless.
I do interviews in a dark booth!
I want to talk about that, too.
Look, I do not have time to
psychoanalyze my leg placement.
This interview is in two hours.
Maybe we just pick it up,
figure it out on the fly?
Yeah, okay. I've got stuff
I have to do, too.
Patrick: I find the Oscars more
of a pageant for the masses to
experience glamour
rather than an award for
the truly best anything.
(clearing throat)
I mean, when I was last there
with my friend, Leo,
I found the red carpet
line so slow.
I mean, they don't tell you
how long it's going to be.
So, Zoey. I love that Falafel
Hut commercial you were in!
My daughter laughs every time!
You know, the one where you say,
"I'm too full, I falafel."
You know, you feel awful.
You weren't in that commercial?
Are you talking about
Zoey Martin, the comedian?
- I'm so sorry!
- Oh...
They don't even look alike!
But maybe she had a wig on!?
You know, movie magic!
(clearing throat)
I'm sorry. I'm new at this.
I just quit my job
and now I'm here all of
a sudden, cohosting, you know?
Fake it to you make it, right?
Okay, Zoey is an Oscar
winning actress, Savannah,
and two Emmys,
and extensive theater credits.
You don't have to fake anything,
you are an amazing actress!
Although I'm sure you could
fake whatever you want,
if you had to!
You know, the last time
I conducted an interview was
for my science camp
magazine when I was 14,
I was a little nerdy then,
but, you know, who wasn't?
And it was really good
for college credits.
And my mom was super
into padding your resume,
and I hope my college admissions
people aren't listening,
you know what I'm saying?
You two are looking at me
and this feels awkward!
Is this awkward?
Patrick! Get in there!
Would you like to
confess to anything else?
I'm sorry, I was just trying
to lower the stuffiness.
Oh, you mean
the elevated conversation?
More like name dropping.
Oh, please.
Waxing poetic on the Oscars,
maybe you could
write a haiku about it.
Try and join us up here, please.
Oh, of course, Patrick.
I forgot you're not a man.
You're a radio god!
Maybe we could talk about
holistic candles instead,
said no one ever.
We have spent the last half hour
pontificating about Hollywood
rather than try to
learn anything about her!
We learned she doesn't do
Falafel Hut commercials!
I'm just trying
to be real, Patrick,
and I think your
audience deserves that.
- Okay, let's be real.
- Okay.
You didn't do the research,
which is the first
priority for any interviewer!
I was busy and you didn't
share your notes!
Busy doing what? Huh?
Doing what, Savannah?
I was having an important
puberty conversation
with my daughter, okay?
Yeah, I'm a single mom,
self-employed.
What did you do last night,
Patrick, huh?
Google yourself?
Okay, you know
you've done that too.
Okay. I don't know.
We're going to take
a quick commercial break,
and in the meantime,
please check out Savannah's
wellness vlog, Finding the Me
Between the Beauty and the Mess.
We'll be right back.
Nice.
(sighing)
(door slamming)
So, you two
didn't compare notes?
You didn't practice?
I blame you for not
coaching her better.
Alisha...
You're not taking
this seriously.
Okay, it is obvious that
this experiment isn't working.
Let's go back to the old format.
There is no going back, Patrick!
We're not at number one anymore.
To still be on the radio
in this day and age
with so much competition,
you need broad appeal
to justify the airwaves.
She is your only hope
and you're sabotaging it.
And you!
I expected better from you.
I thought you never give up?
We're going to
air reruns this week,
and then you two
just figure this out.
(sighing)
I listened to the show today.
I've been hired by a man
who refuses to be helped.
I thought the point of the show
was to promote the vlog?
I'm getting there.
Or what if he does more harm
than good for your brand?
I know.
You could quit.
You know, I know you take
pride in your work ethic.
No, it's not that.
I signed a contract.
Oh.
Look, I'm handling it.
I can catch up on
vlog episodes this week.
Mm-hm.
(sighing)
I want to add
a "Give Back" section.
I think it would be a good
mother-daughter activity.
Mm. I agree.
So, I see you know
how to pick a spot.
You ready to go?
We gotta start
working on the show.
Sure, but as you can see,
you have to work
around my schedule now.
No, you heard Alisha,
the deadline is next week.
We always spend
Saturdays at the park,
and I have my vlog work to do.
We don't have
time for park play.
There's always time.
No, there isn't.
You just have to
choose to make time.
Yeah, that's cute on a T shirt,
but that's not true.
You promised, Patrick.
That was part of the deal.
(sighing)
This is why I became
a wellness entrepreneur.
Self-care and family first.
Wanna play?
Yeah, why not.
You do this every Saturday?
Yup.
What else do you guys do?
Museums.
Meditation.
Creative day.
Exploration Days.
Like walking around
a new neighborhood
or trying a new restaurant.
There isn't always time,
but it is
a matter of prioritizing.
I decided that this
was important to me.
What's important to you?
Uh, work.
Yeah, but work for what end?
It's just what I've always done.
Are you happy?
Yeah.
That's what I said.
You'd know for sure
if you used one of these.
You track what you're doing,
your goals,
and then can look back over
a long period and see your
state of mind,
like where you spend your time,
what's important to you.
Your mom subject you
to this torture?
Yeah, but I like it.
(laughing)
So, we're going to do some work?
Yes.
You will record.
Record what?
Vlog episodes.
We have four to shoot
this week thanks to you.
Come on, it'll be fun!
- Ugh. Boring, boring boring.
- Boring, boring, boring.
Both: Boring, boring, boring,
boring, boring, boring.
Hey, okay! Okay!
Wow. Wow, you two really
lay it on thick with this
peer pressure, hm? Okay.
What are we shooting first?
Hold my hand
'Til the courage sticks
Shine your light
'Til the darkness lifts
I can't have real milk,
'cause I can't
smell it like milk.
There's oat, there's almond,
there's cashew, there's... Whoo!
Excuse me. Thank you.
(both laughing)
Soon I'll stand
On my own two feet
Finally got you
out of that jacket.
Every month, mom makes me
pick a job to learn about.
This month it's architect.
You have a favorite building?
I dunno.
Have you looked at
different building styles?
Okay, well, let me show you.
Over here, see, this church
is built in the Gothic style.
And you can tell that
the architect was inspired
by that when they
built these big arches.
I... I love this style.
It's just big, fun.
All different kinds
of buildings around.
It's easy to find your favorite.
And over there,
that's called Art Deco.
I don't know how you do it,
working for 80 hours
a week for no pay,
on call 24 hours a day,
and yet thriving.
Being a mother.
Toughest job there is.
I get paid in happiness.
Seeing her.
It isn't always easy.
Started out in complete chaos.
Oh, yeah?
I suddenly found myself a single
mother and ill-equipped.
My wellness vlog was a matter
of self-preservation at first.
I was just looking for
tips on how to survive
from other single mothers,
but when I witnessed
the support from others,
it became my obsession.
Not only was I helping myself,
but I was helping others.
People like me juggling
family and professional life
just want to know the how.
How people who have
made it have figured it out.
How they thrive
amidst the drama.
I mean, that's interesting
to every New Yorker I think.
I built a successful show
for years because I gave people
a window into a world
they can't access.
The elite?
Yeah, people don't want to
see movies about normal people.
They want escape! They want
inspirational entertainment.
Normal people can inspire.
Yeah, I mean,
I see where you're coming from.
My parents, they came
from modest backgrounds.
But they don't listen
to my show anymore.
I had fun today, thank you.
See, slowing down helps.
For a day.
(gasping)
You should try journaling.
Well, It's been
a nice waste of time.
Well, I'm glad I could be
your life coach for the day.
And thank you for holding up
your end of the bargain
and helping today.
And I will have a list of
advertiser contacts for you.
Ellie.
You're leaving?!
(imitating explosion)
Sadly.
This is Barts.
I think you mean beaux-arts?
It's beautiful.
(chuckling)
What do I put here?
Your essay.
It says, "Who do you admire?"
Do you know who
you're going to write about?
No.
Well, you seemed to
like Amelia Earhart
when we researched her.
I guess. Who do you think
I should write about?
Oh, that's up to you.
I can't help you with this.
Parents are not allowed.
I need to think about it.
This is a lot.
Is Patrick helping
with more vlog episodes?
Well, somebody has go to
hold the camera if you're not.
I can let him.
Hi.
You ready?
I got you something.
You know the way
to a girl's heart.
I talked to
the station's tech guy.
So, you could up your vlog game.
All the influencers are using
proper lights these days.
I know,
I was planning to upgrade.
Well, the station was just
going to get rid of this stuff,
so it's yours.
- Patrick, I can't accept that.
- Oh, that's a gift from me.
You didn't have to buy me one!
I didn't.
I actually got a new one,
this is my old camera.
It was kind of awkward shooting
on your phone yesterday,
I almost accidently
chucked it into the pond.
Thank you.
Well, this is really just
a ruse to help you shoot faster
so you can spend more
time working on the show.
(chuckling)
Always an agenda.
Let's go.
You need to practice
with normal New Yorkers.
Not just people concerned
with the latest collaboration.
What are we doing here?
I'm going to
give you a challenge.
Make a person smile.
Easy. I can make anyone laugh.
No, the goal isn't
to tell a joke.
It's to charm
and connect on a real level.
Look, you're out of your booth,
you're vulnerable,
and you gotta be
vulnerable to connect.
Show me what you got.
Excuse me, sir?
Can I talk to you a...
Uh, hi, could I just
talk to you for a minute?
I just want to
ask you a quick question!
(chuckling)
Excuse me. I just wanted
to ask you a question.
A poll with my friend here.
Do you collect anything?
Pincushions. I know it makes me
sound like an old lady.
What about them do you like?
I dunno,
my Aunt I love collects them
and they're so silly cute.
Do you have a favorite?
A porcupine one.
I love it when people
are passionate about stuff,
you know? No matter how small.
I even have an Instagram
page for them, Sew Happy.
I will give that a follow.
Thank you for talking to me.
Patrick Dillon not waxing
poetic about trendy things!
That was fast.
Yeah, I just asked her about
something I know she'd love.
Easy smile.
Ah, so you got them to
talk about something genuine?
Yeah, yeah, you made your point.
I'm just trying to get you
to flex old muscle memory.
Also, don't cross
your arms so much.
Wait a second, are you
actually listening to me?
You know what?
You should join me.
Yes, you.
You could use the practice.
I dare you to get someone to
tell you a deeply
personal story.
Get them to cry.
- (laughing)
- Oh! Come on.
- Team effort.
- (chuckling)
She followed me everywhere.
We were inseparable.
We had such fun times.
But there was another side?
Hurtful?
I understand.
A lot of these relationships,
they have such extreme
highs and lows,
and the lows can be brutal.
She would scratch me
and torment me.
When I left I felt...
Relieved?
But were you happy?
No.
She was a good cat,
a real affectionate kitten,
but growing up on the farm,
alone, the only kid for miles...
She was your only friend.
Yeah.
(sniffling)
A pleasure talking to you folks.
- Mm.
- (sighing)
Well, that was the most intense
conversation about a cat.
You were connecting, right?
(laughing)
Wow.
(chuckling)
Thank you.
Did you always want
to work in radio?
Mm!
Oh, God.
(both laughing)
No, I used to be
a serious print journalist.
Yeah, The Times.
Really?
Mm-hm. I did profiles.
I was fascinated by people.
Then one day,
I'm doing a profile on a DJ,
W-A-G-E, and the producer
invites me to do
an interview on air.
Well, it turns out I have
a talent for disarming guests.
- (chuckling)
- New York loved it.
Now, how did you go from that
to interviewing socialites?
Well, you know, I was good
at asking hard questions
to the rich and powerful
because of my profiles.
They didn't scare me.
So the station asked me to dive
deeper into that, and I did.
In every which way,
including my life.
Which was good for
promoting my brand,
and networking with guests.
Makes sense.
Yeah, but...
Eventually it became me.
Started dating a stylist.
Started playing the role.
When my ex-fiance left me,
the show was
the only thing I had,
on the air and off.
I'm sorry.
Oh, it wasn't meant to be.
It was for the better,
believe me.
You know, I used to have
real conversations with guests.
I did, and then
the station wanted me
to have this elitist slant.
Which, now, apparently,
they want me to shed.
Yeah.
What about you?
Happy with the way
you see yourself now?
I've felt stuck
the last couple years.
My vlog
and my journal both stalled,
but shooting the other day,
it feels like
I finally have momentum,
and it feels amazing.
We are going to
promote that on the show!
Thank you.
I should go.
- (laughing)
- Yeah. Yeah. Me, too.
Yeah, Ellie is probably
tired of my mom.
Yeah. I have a phone.
Emails. Emails.
Right, right.
(laughing)
Business stuff.
- Okay. Thank you for...
- Okay, thank you.
- Oh, yeah.
- These are amazing.
- Okay.
- Uh.
Yeah.
(sighing)
Him?
I rarely do penthouse
renovations under eight figures.
Billionaires don't want
something someone else has.
They want the impossible.
But how do you work with clients
who don't understand compromise?
Well, first of all,
we don't use that "C" word.
Okay, but what do you
say to someone who is
always used to
getting their way?
Look, this is the art of dreams
and if they pay, I do.
- Okay, but I don't...
- But are there any...
- I was just...
- I mean, if you're just...
I'm sorry, you go ahead.
No, no.
Please, please. Go ahead.
- (Patrick chuckling)
- Sarah: Are you s...
You guys are adorable.
- (both stammering)
- Just kidding, just kidding.
(both laughing)
What was that?!
It was so slow I wanted
to pulled the fire alarm!
Why was that so awkward
like two teenagers?
Are you two hooking up?
- Definitely not!
- No! Definitely not. No.
So, then what's the angle?
What's the show, Patrick?
We haven't figured it out yet.
So, I have no proposed
branding from you yet,
no act structure, no guest list.
You two can't work
like an interviewing team
unless you have tone and format.
Now, you know this!
What's the issue?
This is my fault.
I was slowing us down,
but we're on the same page now.
Can you... Can you just give us
a little bit more time, please?
Nail the rebrand by next week
for the start of the second half
of the season or be cancelled.
That's a bit harsh.
It's not my call.
There are plenty up and coming
podcasters with millions of
followers already that
the 10th floor would love to
take a chance on.
Is she always like that?
Don't you have an episode
you need to edit and post?
No, we're going to
figure this out first.
Maybe we should do what
I always do when I'm stuck.
Take a break.
Right, the opposite of work.
No, mindfulness will
lead to inspiration.
Okay. What's the plan, then?
- (sighing)
- Yeah.
Come on.
Ugh. I love this city.
Me, too.
There's a patina of frustration
from living on top of each other
that covers this entire city,
but if you scratch that off,
there is a beautiful
story around each corner.
Look who's being a poet.
It's how I feel.
You don't get that
hiding away in a loft.
No. You definitely don't.
Maybe we need to push the corny
poet in you to find the angle?
How about you
show me your New York?
Well...
Mindfulness leads
to real change?
You stole that from my post!
Are you stalking me?
No, I've been journaling.
Come on.
Got a surprise for you tomorrow.
So, as promised,
I found you a potential
sponsor for your vlog.
Who is it?
The world's largest
online wellness retailer,
Boutique Thrive.
I don't trust them,
sustainability
or ingredient-wise.
Okay, you can ask them about it.
Do you know they sell
glitter infused face masks!
Microplastics pollute the water
and they harm your skin.
It's all just for
social media photos!
Okay, no glitter. What's wrong?
Look, I should have told you,
but I'm a few days into a juice
cleanse detox for the vlog.
You had to pick a lunch meeting!
How was I supposed to know?
Just don't eat anything.
Do you know how hard that is?
Just... Just chat with her,
and try to be your
normal charming self.
Yeah. Okay.
I'm just a little bit hangry.
If she wants to
talk glitter masks,
we're going to talk
about glitter masks.
I am not discussing
glitter masks.
Hi.
We love working
with influencers.
Have you seen our
new mud glitter masks?
Your followers will love them!
I don't recommend
anything to my followers
that I don't believe in.
They trust me.
Oh, no, no. Of course not!
No, no, no, no.
All we're asking is that you
review our masks
and recommend the best.
It's not an endorsement.
Do you test on animals?
No.
What about your
lack of sustainability
in aloe production?
I'm sure whatever
report is watered down.
Thank you so much for
talking with us, Charlotte!
(scoffing)
Well.
Thanks, Charlotte.
I'm sorry. I want to promote
things that people need,
not push products.
Especially products
that I don't care about.
You know you could grow your
audience with Boutique Thrive.
You could do whatever you want,
your own products,
collaborations, no one
will remember glitter masks!
I am not sacrificing
my principles just to make it.
It's not that bad.
Look, they may not be perfect,
but I have a list of sponsors
who will pay you well enough
that you can ditch
the image consulting
and focus full-time
on your vlog!
I need to do this my way,
Patrick.
Even if it takes years? If that?
(clearing throat)
What?
(groaning)
Bread is so good.
Let's order you some food
and then let me go over
the analytics that
the advertisers care about.
You little gluten devil.
That's where the older
kids played stickball.
By the time I was old enough,
no one played.
And there...
...is my window.
Parents moved to Denver,
but I still know people
in the neighborhood.
You don't come around much,
do you?
No.
You have a better
view these days.
Yeah, but less heart.
I used to hang out
at my dad's bookshop,
chatting with customers.
Talked to a lot of
strangers as a kid.
My parents,
they never cared about
the latest fashion collaboration
or a new restaurant opening.
Didn't matter how you dressed
as long as you wore pants.
Looks like you made them proud.
Yeah, maybe.
I know what we should do.
(exhaling)
Alright, come on, Patty.
We ain't got all day!
You can't rush perfection.
Oh, yeah?
Pat.
(blowing raspberry)
(both laughing)
(laughing)
- Hey!
- Whoa!
Uh...
You're out.
- You didn't tag me.
- What?!
(cheering)
Remember the first
thing I asked you?
How do you see yourself?
Somewhere between
here and Manhattan.
Guess I didn't go far.
But you went high.
Where do you see yourself?
Still finding the me between
the beauty and the mess.
All I know is I found my passion
when I was just trying to
make my everyday life work.
What if that's it?
What do you mean?
Don't focus on
how guests made it
or what got them
to where they are,
but instead on
personal root memories,
their upbringing, what made
them people to begin with?
Like us here today.
And then we'll
understand their passion
and how they manage to
make their everyday lives work
amidst the chaos
of what they do.
Maybe a requirement is that
they bring a family member
or a friend?
Someone who knows them well.
I mean, that would be
a different dynamic
than an interview normally has.
We could even interview them
live in their own home?
Or place of work.
We can do that, right?
Why not?
Our guest list could be
elite self-made people.
We could have single mom
entrepreneurs on there, too.
I think we've got
some work to do.
And plenty of vlog
episodes to shoot.
- Of course. Of course.
- Of course.
Yeah, but would we bring
her with her children?
I mean, the gymnast maybe.
But the other one I don't think
would be kind of radio quality.
Oh, gotta get to you now
We need one of these.
You don't like mine?
No.
That's a bit harsh.
I believe the term is
"unfiltered honesty."
You might be Heaven
Do you like mushrooms?
Uh...
You had them last time.
Ah, ooh
Let's see.
(groaning)
Mm-hm. Oh, this is nice.
(both laughing)
Everybody keeps saying that
Graeme Campbell is available.
No, I... Yes, yes.
We are definitely
aiming higher
than Graeme Campbell.
(gasping)
Southern Bordeaux wine.
Actually the minerality of
this dish is what
really ties it in.
I would keep my eyes on him.
Fresh salad...
I might be relaxing
on this couch.
Clearly. I think you
can sit up properly.
This is quite fun.
Ah, ooh
- To the chefs.
- To the chefs.
- Cheers.
- Cheers.
Oh, you might be Heaven
I learned it from the best.
Mm!
(laughing)
(speaking indistinctly)
Well, thank you for
letting me be part of the team.
Well, I needed
someone to hold the camera.
(chuckling)
I imagine you're itching
to get back to your routine?
What do you mean?
You know, gallery shows
and celebrity hangouts.
Uh, not really.
I mean, don't need to move
if I'm having fun here.
Ellie: Mom, are we journaling?
Of course!
Um, do you want to join us?
Yeah, let me just
finish up here.
How's it going with Patrick?
It's going.
Quite the 180, huh?
He's been helpful with the vlog.
I've been posting on schedule.
I even have some advertising
contacts to pursue, but...
But? This all sounds great!
I think we're finally
nailing the show's angle.
I think it'll be phenomenal.
But where does that leave me?
What do you mean?
I've got my own brand
I need to focus on!
I took this job because
I needed the momentum from him,
but once I get it
I can't get sucked into a show
that's going to pull me
away from my own dream.
Plus, I'm worried that
Ellie is becoming too attached.
I think you should
follow your heart.
Are you giving me
mindfulness advice?
I have just been using
the journals with Kim
and it's been eye-opening
to say the least.
Been doing some reflection,
making some changes.
Like what?
Dinner.
Okay, I know it seems small,
but sitting down to a good
homemade meal
every night with Kim,
not rushed, it's been wonderful.
That's amazing.
I think I didn't want
to track my emotions,
because I was
afraid of the truth.
I mean, you can't
deny it on paper.
"Rushed" was my theme.
Keep going.
Will do, coach.
There is one other thing.
The partners wanted me
to make you a counteroffer
to bring you back full time.
Double what you made before.
That's more than I've ever made.
As your friend, I...
I think you should
stick to your vlog.
That's a big number
to walk away from.
Think about it.
You don't have to give them
an answer 'til next week.
(sighing)
Where are we?
We are in the kitchen.
So, why don't we interview
a Michelin chef's family?
- I love it.
- Yeah?
Yeah.
Oh, that's great. Um, we could...
(phone ringing)
Hello?
Hi, Miss Callaghan!
(mouthing "She got in")
The scholarship
interviews are when?
Okay. Thank you so much.
This is wonderful news!
What's wrong?
She got in, but still has
the scholarship interview.
Tuition is like the price
of a new car every semester.
And she'll get the scholarship.
Yeah, but what if she doesn't?
I mean, I have money
saved for the vlog,
but maybe I can't
waste it on that?
You have to follow your dreams.
Even if she gets it this year,
she has to reapply every year.
Yeah but if the show is renewed,
you'll have additional income.
I can't depend on that.
Then you figure it out.
I don't have that luxury.
Ellie comes first.
I think you can do both.
Mom!
I should go tell her.
Okay!
(laughing)
I just want you to be
as professional as possible
and check all the boxes that
the school is looking for, okay?
What's wrong?
I dunno,
I just want to be myself.
Yeah, but you gotta be
more than that, too.
Is Patrick helping us
shoot tomorrow?
Oh, no. He isn't.
Oh.
Ellie, he's not going
to be around all the time.
Maybe not at all.
He's got his own life.
We need to focus on us.
The team. Okay?
That's my girl. Okay, sit up.
Shoulders back,
hands on your lap.
Okay.
(clearing throat)
So, Ellie,
what are your interests?
English.
(repeating)
English.
I like English the best.
Nice. Okay.
(clearing throat)
So, Ellie,
what are you reading right now?
I just finished
a book called Believe Me.
And what do you
like about Believe Me?
I would probably say
the character development.
It was written very nicely.
Yes, girl!
You're going to ace this.
So, what sacrifices have
you had to make to get here?
It had to be a dream
we both wanted.
It's not just me
alone in the kitchen
getting Michelin stars.
Patrick:
My parents were the same.
My dad had a bookstore,
it was his dream,
but he was not
a good businessman.
So, it would have died
many times if my mother
didn't believe in it, too.
When you first opened
and got that scathing review,
what did you do?
My instinct was to work harder,
but I was forcing it.
Hm. So, how did you
find your voice?
Our daughter.
Uh...
The whole flavor of
the restaurant came from...
Me wanting to show her
our family's heritage.
Wow. I love that.
Well, thank you so much
for coming on today.
This has been Spreading the News
with Patrick Dillon...
And Savannah Joy.
'Til tomorrow.
That was great, guys!
And doing interviews live on
location every weekday morning
will be a grind,
but the results are clear.
I mean, these familiar spaces
really bring out the intimacy.
And you can feel it too
in the sound of the room,
and then you guys were
absolutely in sync, too!
Well, we have some guests we
want to run by you for approval.
It's going to be
a logistical nightmare,
but we're ready.
We should also do supplementary
content for the website.
I agree.
I hope you two
can pull this off.
Talk soon.
(exhaling)
What's up?
I'm just happy
everything's coming together.
I know.
Hey, there'll be time
for the vlog, I promise.
I'll help.
Alisha: Patrick?
I can't get out of
this gallery opening,
would you want to come with me?
A gallery opening?
Yeah.
I'll send you the information
in case you want to come.
Alisha: Patrick!
(both chuckling)
I'd be honored if you
would be my plus one.
Miss Callaghan:
What's your favorite subject?
I like English the best.
Do you have any other interests?
Don't worry about your mom.
We'll come back to that.
I read your essay
about who you admire.
We studied
Amelia Earhart recently.
Wonderful, but Ellie wrote
about someone else. You.
"I admire my mom
because she follows her heart.
She inspires other people
to take care of themselves,
just like she takes care of me.
My mom says that
following your dreams
is the scariest thing of all,
but I want to be like her
and follow my heart,
but I'm new and she's not,
so I have to find out
what that is for me.
That's why we learn about new
jobs and topics every month."
So, Ellie.
What does your heart want to do?
I guess I do like
something the most.
What's that?
I've always wanted
to be a veterinarian.
Wonderful. Why?
Doctors help people,
but animals need help, too.
They have personalities.
Miss Callaghan: They do.
My friend, Suzie, has two cats,
they're very different.
Did you know that you need
to study chemistry and biology
to become a veterinarian?
Yes. Grandma says
chemistry is like cooking
except you can't
eat the ingredients.
So, why didn't you put
veterinarian on
your application?
Why didn't you tell me that
you wanted to be a veterinarian?
I did, but you never listened.
Whenever I talked about animals
you said we couldn't get a pet.
How did I do?
You did great. You did.
Sorry I didn't listen more.
It's okay, mom.
Patrick Dillon.
Hey, man! Congratulations, man.
I heard you were all pre-sold.
Thanks, man. You heard right.
I remember when you were
a struggling artist.
I remember when you
were a struggling artist.
(laughing)
How's the show?
It's changing.
I think it's going to be better.
That's awesome, man.
I love that.
What's your secret?
What got you from hawking art
in Times Square to this?
Honestly, man, I just...
I turned up the heat.
I just worked like
every day was my last.
Really?
Yeah, man, at this point
I have no time for anything
but than pursuing perfection.
You know, you gotta be like...
like a seagull over
the Arctic ocean,
just never landing,
never resting until
you catch that fish,
you feel me?
- Mm.
- Just no distractions.
But hey, I'm preaching
to the choir, right? So.
Well...
So, what, no hot date?
Uh...
You found someone?
Oh, my God.
That is so unlike you!
How are you going to have
time for the show now then?
Sorry, man. I gotta...
I gotta go mingle.
Hey. You do you.
Seagull, baby. Don't forget.
- Seagull.
- (chuckling)
Hi! Oh, great seeing you, too.
Uh, yeah, well the show
is a bit different,
but I'm glad to
hear you like it.
Oh, yeah. Well...
Of course.
Patrick:
Honestly, it's Savannah, not me.
She really set the bar high.
Thank you so much for listening.
She's gonna get the scholarship.
I got an offer to go back to my
old job for double what I made.
Are you seriously
considering it?
We wouldn't be at
the mercy of the scholarship
this year or next.
What about our show?
Your show.
I thought you wanted this too.
I want you to succeed.
This show is going
to be phenomenal!
I know.
You complement me.
I want more than that.
I have dreamed for years of
doing something meaningful
like this.
That's not my dream.
Which you're just going to
walk away from for this job?
I can't hedge her future
on my brand's success!
That job is a guarantee.
You could work with one
of the sponsors I gave you.
I'm not losing my principles.
So you're just going to
walk away from your passion
because it's not
exactly the way you want it?
I can still work it on the side.
How did that work out last time?
I got you to a good place.
You're seriously quitting?
This is spiraling into
too much commitment for me,
my contract says that I...
Seriously?
I don't care about the contract.
I care about you following
through on your passion.
I mean, you practically
kicked mindfulness into my head
and now you are
completely avoiding it.
That's why
I'm leaving this show!
I'm sorry this
is hurtful for you.
Fine, leave me,
but don't leave me
for a job that
you don't care about!
That is hurtful.
If not now for the vlog,
then when?
Huh?
(scoffing)
You make these
promises to yourself,
but don't really change.
What about you?
What about me?
You've slowed down for a second,
but you don't know
where you're going!
You haven't made any meaningful
changes in your own life,
you're on the same
path to burnout or sell out.
This is what I want.
What do you want?
I'm happy for you.
You've clearly
regained your mojo,
but I have my own life
and it's none of your business.
So, we've booked
half the guests...
Savannah quit.
What? Why?
Follow through issues.
I can maintain
the new format without her.
I promise.
Guest list is set.
We've recorded
her questions in advance.
The research is done, I just...
I just need to stay
grounded without her.
I'm committed.
Fine, go for it.
It's your funeral.
Where's Patrick?
I quit.
It was becoming too much.
You were right.
I have to focus on my vlog.
But he was helping you.
Well, are you still going
to spend time together?
As friends?
I can't have
Ellie become attached.
Right.
I mean, what happens
when he gets bored of us
and goes back to his world of
models and celebrity events?
You know, how is Ellie
going to take that?
Well, all I know is that
you and Ellie have been happy
for the past few weeks.
Read your journal
if you don't believe me.
You know,
Clara offered me my old job back
at double my salary.
Ellie's tuition
wouldn't be an issue.
You are indeed good
at this wellness thing
and you have to do it
because it's who you are!
Jenny's daughter came up
to me the other day,
raving about how your vlog
helped her and her friends.
She was talking about you
like you were a saint,
and I know you ain't no saint.
So, if you need help
with Ellie or if you need
financial help, I'm here. Okay?
Just factor it into
your business plan.
I just want you to be happy.
Okay.
It's from the school.
This is it.
(sighing)
This is...
(exhaling)
What does it say?!
"We proudly confirm
that Ellie Joy is
the recipient of
a full-time scholarship."
(cheering)
I'm so proud of you.
Thanks, Mom.
We are going to eat
dessert for dinner!
Yes, we are!
Mm-hm.
I'm glad you told
the truth about wanting
to be a veterinarian.
You always talk about
finding the me on your vlog.
So, I was just did
what you tell people.
I'm not living up
to my own advice, am I?
What does the team
think about me staying
on with the vlog as planned?
Well, you know where I stand.
I vote yes.
And now that I'm home more,
maybe we can discuss
getting a pet.
It's a big responsibility,
but it's what
you're interested in.
- Really?
- Yeah.
You inspire me.
You're my hero, mom.
(laughing)
Eat your ice cream.
Thank you for meeting with me.
I know that you
run a fashion vlog,
and I was telling you a little
bit about my wellness vlog,
and I think that this would
make for a really
interesting article.
If you wanted to come do a vlog
and we could do sort
of like a merge vlog.
Don't you ever tell me
Don't you let me in
I rise up and then I
Thank you for the job offer,
but I'm going to do
my thing as planned.
I was hoping you'd say that.
Plus, I want to connect you to
some stores that are interested
in carrying your journals.
I hope you don't mind
I showed a few people?
I don't have any stock, though,
that was just a prototype.
Okay, I also have some investors
that are interested in
financing your first batch.
So.
(chuckling)
Is that a yes?
Oh, that's a yes.
(laughing)
Patrick On the Radio:
I can sympathize.
With the neighborhood
I grew up in it was...
(chuckling) ...it was a place
we all wanted to leave.
(clearing throat)
I know what you're doing.
We're reading.
Your book is upside down, Mom.
Grandma!
He invited you to
the Best of the NYC Awards!
Both of you.
The show was nominated for...
I know. I'm not going.
(humming)
(giggling)
What?
Your contract has been renewed.
Isn't this what you wanted?!
Yeah, I'm...
I am exhausted.
You knew this would be a grind.
Uh, did Savannah RSVP?
Yeah.
You want to invite anyone else?
Just make sure
the two seats are saved
just in case they to show up.
(phone vibrating)
Sorry. Just a minute here.
Hi, Dad, what's up?
Sorry. I meant to call.
How was your trip?
You listened to the show?
Yeah.
Yeah, we changed the format.
How did you know that?
No, I did not know that
Alisha had your phone number.
Uh, you liked it. Thank you.
That means the world to me.
(laughing)
And Mom listened to it
with all her friends? Wow.
That is... that is wonderful.
Thank you.
Announcer:
And the NYC Award goes to...
Patrick Dillon!
(applauding)
(laughing)
I've wanted this for
the last ten years,
and now for the first time
in my life I am speechless.
(sighing)
This would not
have been possible
without two people
who are very dear to me.
Savannah and Ellie Joy,
whom you heard on the show.
They pushed me to slow down
and to rediscover myself.
Where I'm from,
and the values
close to my heart.
And I... No, they...
...made me whole again,
allowed me to connect
to people, human to human,
and find that common ground
that people care about.
I promise not
to lose that again.
Thank you.
(applauding)
Gothic style.
You can tell the architect
of this was inspired by that.
Onions for that.
Well, okay. Take these.
Add this to the salad.
- Whoo!
- (both laughing)
Patrick: And so, I'm continuing
the new show format
into next season,
but with more pre-taped segments
so I can devote more time to
quality without burning out.
I'll be back,
same time, same place,
but I'll never be the same.
How could I?
Savannah and Ellie walked into
my life, and, well, ruined it.
(choking)
And that was the best thing
that ever happened to me,
because I saw
what life could be.
I was whole for
a moment with them.
- And that's all I want.
- (chuckling)
Patrick:
If I should be so lucky.
Savannah pushed me.
You know, I had lost
my touch as an interviewer
because I was losing
touch with my heart.
She saved me.
Uh, Mom? Can you watch Ellie?
I'm going out!
And so,
this is Spreading the News
with Patrick Dillon...
Hi, Patrick.
Hi, Savannah.
What are you doing here?
I realized that I can't
be a better mom for Ellie
or help others
if I don't help myself.
I'm not living up to
the mindfulness advice
on my own wellness vlog.
I told myself that I was
protecting Ellie when in truth,
I was protecting
myself from failure.
I'll never achieve
my dreams that way.
You and Ellie taught me that.
So, I was hoping
that you would
join our team again
as a cameraman.
On a trial basis.
(Patrick chuckling)
Well, that is a dream
I could get behind.
(giggling)
I don't want to miss out on life
and I cannot imagine doing it
without you and Ellie beside me.
I'm only one half of a great
conversation without you,
on air and off.
Well, you heard it, New York.
This is Spreading the News
with Patrick Dillon...
And Savannah Joy.
'Til next time.
See, Vincent?
That is romance right there.
(projector whirring)