One Year, One Night (2022) Movie Script
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This film is based on the testimonies of people who were
at the Bataclan on the night of the attacks on November 13, 2015.
ONE YEAR, ONE NIGHWhat are you doing?
- Shopping.
- We never buy online.
Imagine people panicking and looting the stores.
- Are you serious?
- Or if, I don't know...
Maybe we don't feel like going out.
Water, coffee, rice, milk and... Something is missing.
- What time is it?
- I don't know. Noon?
Have you slept?
Yes, an hour or two.
I love you.
I need three lives to answer all of this.
Every time I close my eyes, I see his face.
- Did they arrest anyone?
- No.
Keep going! Keep going! Don't look down!
No torment will touch them. To fools they seemed dead.
Their deaths were considered an extermination,
but they are at peace.
Though as men they are punished,
Your hope of immortality is not in vain.
They have been punished, but they will receive great benefits.
God tested them and found them worthy of Him.
Like gold in a furnace, He tested them.
Do you have more laundry to wash?
Do you have more?
Ramn?
Ramn.
Relax. Breathe.
Ramn, breathe.
Ramn.
Ramn, say something.
- I'm on my way.
- I can hear you're not in traffic.
I'll be there in five minutes, maybe eight.
Don't hang up until you get out of there. Don't waste time with goodbyes.
- Then tell me something interesting.
- What do you want me to say?
I don't know... Do you know monarch butterflies?
They are mysterious because they travel from Canada to Mexico to hibernate.
What a pain.
He's going to be late, as usual.
Come on, drink.
Two women and a man. When we were together, you never wanted to.
Yes, I just saw your email.
I've already started filtering the files. Don't worry.
In any case, a lot of talk and little practice.
Do you know Cybill Shepherd? She said she was making
a "Shepherd Sandwich."
I promise I'll pay for it.
I'll pay for three beers, ten if you want.
- Cheers.
- I feel left out.
Cheers. Let's go.
I tested it and it works fine. All my files were fine.
Call if you have problems. I'll leave my phone on.
- Are you waiting for someone?
- You're always late!
Being late is sexy.
- Come on, Jesse!
- Yes, now stop pulling!
- Even people from high school have written to me.
- You don't have to answer.
They just want to gossip. They know you're alive.
How did your parents react?
Can't you put it on silent?
- Did you tell them?
- No. They wouldn't react like yours.
They would come running here from Nice, and I don't want to take care of anyone.
I'll tell them when I visit.
Yes, I just made mine worry.
Don't think about it too much.
I'm still absolutely devastated.
Wouldn't it be nice to get out of Paris for a few days? Do you want to?
- Yes.
- No phones.
- I can't leave without warning.
- I think they will understand.
Yes, of course, but I can't do that to them.
It's hell when someone leaves like that. There are so few of us.
I think I'll say I won't be working for a while.
Either way, I'm not going to change anyone's life.
- You don't have to go with me. You can stay here.
- I have to go out at some point.
Do you have the keys?
- You go ahead.
- What is it?
- The rat.
- What?
The rat.
Are you serious? After the shooting, you're afraid of a rat?
Yes, I can't put it into perspective. Go!
- Should I open it?
- Yes.
You are so stupid.
- Is it there?
- No.
Let's go! Hurry up!
- I'd like to go now.
- You can't do that now.
Is it because I'm dangerous because I'm Arab?
No. It could be dangerous for you. We are at alert level 5,
and so a minor cannot walk around Paris alone.
- What does this have to do with us?
- Like I said, nothing.
- You are hiding something from us.
- But she can leave, right?
Look at you and look at me. Who do you think they will stop?
- I have to go.
- Why?
- He has to buy a car.
- Do you think it's funny?
Is the problem terrorists or the police?
It's dangerous for you guys out there right now.
Do you think this is fair?
It's not about justice. We've got your back.
- Against who? The French?
- Against everything, and then it doesn't matter anymore.
Let's see what the French come up with against us now.
- What do you think it is?
- A piece of shit like you.
They don't care about us.
- Made me cry.
- You cry for any reason.
Nobody would care if it were us.
If you keep insisting, you won't be allowed to leave at all.
- Do I have to stay here all the time?
- Yes.
What is your solution? A bakery workshop?
He can leave because he is white.
- The boss!
- She gets up. Now something is happening.
- Who are you talking to?
- You.
To us!
Are you alright?
What does it say?
- What does it say?
- He's asking what it says.
Mariachis of Nothing.
- It's a band.
- I want it.
- Excuse me? What does he want?
- Do you want him or the t-shirt?
- No, the beer is mine.
- Ok, leave it.
- Is he going to cry?
- Have a good night, sir.
- What happened to him?
- He won't last long.
- Can we go there?
- It's forbidden.
- We can't see anything here.
- If you can't see it, just leave.
You're always lucky. I stay with my friends.
- Hello, Ramn.
- Hello.
- Everything alright?
- Yes and you?
Everything is going well here, so take it easy.
The merger went well. Everyone is happy, so you can take advantage of that.
No one is irreplaceable. Not even you.
I'll take that as a compliment.
Just let us know when you will return so we can schedule meetings.
I scheduled yours for Wednesday, but I can reschedule.
The most important thing is that you recover.
- That is our first priority.
- You can tell me later.
Don't worry. I postponed.
Just one more thing. This is the Glutsa folder.
We need to work on this today.
Where? Does Jean already have it or will you send it to us?
- I'll send it to you.
- Excellent.
- Perfect. Thank you very much, Ramn.
- You're welcome.
- Bye for now.
- Take care.
You too.
- Hello, Rachid.
- Hello. How are you?
- I also want a pack of cigarettes.
- The usual?
- The shoes.
- Do you also examine them?
- Hello. A ticket, please.
- Eight euros.
Here it is.
- Good day sir.
- Thanks.
- Anything else?
- No thanks.
Leave it here. I'd like to finish with scrambled eggs, please.
- It's occupied.
- Open the door!
It's occupied.
- Open the door!
- It's occupied!
- Are you okay?
- Ramn? Ramn!
We use this room mainly in the summer. Now, we use the one with the windows.
Here is the bathroom, which you'll share with four other girls.
And this is your room.
So that you're not alone, we've placed you with Djenebou.
You'll see that she's very nice.
- Do you like it?
- Yes.
- Are you alright?
- Yes.
If you need anything, you can talk to me, Acha, or Claire.
There's a good atmosphere here. It's really nice.
I'll pick you up in fifteen minutes so we can grab a bite to eat together.
What's going on? I was receiving a newcomer.
No, I couldn't answer! What?
I can't understand what you're saying. Speak more slowly. Where are you?
What's going on?
- Couldn't you come faster?
- My shift doesn't end for another two hours.
Didn't you hear that I needed you right away?
- What is it?
- I can't leave here alone.
Give me your hand. Everything will be fine.
We will be there soon. I'm here. It's a panic attack. It'll pass.
- Is there a long way to go?
- Ten minutes.
- Is your friend not feeling well?
- No, it's an anxiety attack.
- Do you have any kind of plastic bag?
- No.
- Can I have this?
- Close the door!
- Close the door!
- I'm dying!
- Close the door!
- Yes, closing it now. Stop this!
- Make him calm down.
- I'm sorry. Can I take this?
- I'm going to remove the...
- Is he going to vomit?
Focus. Breathe calmly.
One, two, three, four.
And then inhale. One, two, three, four.
Ramn, stop! Ramn!
Congratulations. You've been born again.
This one is amazing.
A fucking philosopher. 'In Greek, crisis means opportunity.'
- They're too much.
- How pretentious.
'God writes straight in crooked lines.'
- Don't laugh. It's from my aunt!
- I don't understand this.
- 'God writes straight in crooked lines.'
- What are you looking at?
- 'You should move on.' I have about 20 of these.
That and 'life goes on' are worth half a point.
'Work and be productive.' Capitalism never stops!
I've got the best one. It's from my boss.
'What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.' And he spelled 'Churchil' with only one L.
From your boss?
The Spanish version of Churchill from a Spanish friend.
Ugh! I'm really sorry. 'What doesn't kill you makes you fat.'
What does that mean?
'What doesn't kill you makes you fat.'
- Is that what they say in Spanish?
- Yes, we love to eat.
And he sent the hands in the air emoji.
- Are you ready?
- Come on.
- 'The show must go on.'
- Who sent you that?
- Fantastic! It's a gem.
- It's wonderful.
- No, it's horrible.
- First prize!
Now say one of yours.
- I don't have any.
- That can't be true.
I didn't get any messages.
- How's that possible?
- I didn't tell anyone.
- Don't look at me like that.
- Why?
So they can say 'the show must go on'?
- You didn't even tell anyone at work?
- No.
Welcome to life. I'm doing fine on my own.
- What a woman.
- I'm dating a fucking cyborg.
- Fuck you.
- Is that the doorbell?
Hello.
How are you?
You're beautiful.
How heavy you are!
- We better go.
- No, she won't wake up. Stay.
Enough of that. Otherwise, we must join.
It's okay. I've known her much longer than you.
What?
What the hell are you doing?
It seems
Love love love love.
We're like children.
- Why did you say love?
- Because I love you.
No love. Hate.
Hate. Not love.
Next time, I'll kill them.
- What are you saying?
- I need hate.
- I'm tired of love.
- It's going to be okay, darling.
Everything will be fine.
There was a guy on Facebook.
They killed his wife on the spot.
He said: 'I have no hatred for terrorists.'
Yes, I saw it too.
- It was very well written.
- Beautiful?
- Yes, I read it too.
- That's not it.
They killed his wife!
Of course I hate them. I swear.
- I want to slit their throats.
- Who? All Arabs?
- Do you realize what you said?
- What?
What about Arabs?
- Not all Arabs are terrorists.
- I didn't say that either.
You're too drunk to understand...
I'm an Arab. Half of Spaniards are Arabs.
Am I a terrorist?
- You're talking nonsense, Carlos. Calm down.
- Always involving us in your bullshit wars.
- My friend... love...
- Don't touch me. Stop!
- Hey, hey! Relax!
- Calm down, okay?
It's normal that you...
I can't even take the subway anymore.
If I see someone who looks Arab, I get scared.
I have to leave.
It's not racism. I'm not racist. I...
I was sure they were going to kill me. I don't know why.
'I'm going to die here today. It's over.'
I felt I was already dead. They killed us.
Stop, stop, stop. We're alive. We're alive.
- Yes.
- We're alive.
- Yes.
- We're alive.
When I was there,
I felt like I could dodge bullets.
- What? Dodge bullets?
- They didn't kill us.
- We're immortal.
- No.
Carlos... you saved my life.
Don't you remember?
- No, I'm a coward.
- Don't say that.
I'm a coward, and I didn't know it.
If I hadn't been with Julie, I would have passed out.
It's painful to see you. I didn't want you to come.
- Do you think we wanted to?
- She insisted.
I don't dare go out at night, and Ramn thinks he's going to die every day.
We can't give them that satisfaction, can we?
You're not the only one.
I can't stop thinking about the one shooting at us.
He had a shaved head.
His face...
When I had to give a statement at the police station,
the policeman asked me if he was Arab.
Yes.
'I don't know,' I said. He insisted.
I said again, 'I don't know, but I can draw him for you.'
I remember exactly what he looked like.
Each detail. But how could I know where he's from?
When I read the statement, he'd written:
'Thin, bald, Arab.'
I was so exhausted that I signed anyway.
We all saw things we shouldn't have seen. I remember a woman...
I'm sorry, but I don't want to know what you saw, Lucie.
Let her speak. She wants to say something.
I just don't feel like adding any more shit to my brain.
It's nothing personal, Lucie. I'm not trying to be mean.
It's good to share.
Yes, perhaps, but I'd rather share a bottle of wine. Who wants some?
What are you saying? You must have seen something too.
No. I left immediately and saw nothing.
- Can you see anything?
- What?
- What's happening?
- There are two men shooting.
Get down.
They're attacking again! Run!
Let me by.
Back!
Hurry! Get out!
There's no way out!
I hope this goes away.
We're almost done.
Shall we have a drink later?
No. Ramn is waiting for me at home, and I'm very tired.
This will keep you awake.
- I don't take that kind of thing.
- Cline, someone new has arrived.
- What's his name?
- Ahmed.
Hello Ahmed. My name's Cline. Nice to meet you.
I'll let you get your stuff, and I'll show you the place.
They'll all be back in an hour. There are outdoor activities every day.
You will share a room with Yvraime. He's very friendly and will help you.
Do you understand what I'm saying?
Yes? Then you can respond.
Your bed.
Do you need to follow us?
I do as I'm told.
- Do you have any questions?
- Will you stay while I undress?
- Not today.
- Why not?
- Let's go.
- You know where to find me.
One of the Bataclan terrorists had practiced at a shooting range in Paris.
- Ramn?
- Hello.
We made a small collection so you can buy yourself whatever you want.
- This is for you.
- This wasn't necessary.
- Thanks.
- It's from all of us.
Thanks.
Thanks. I will send it to my younger brothers in Spain.
- Why?
- That way they'll have something to eat.
Okay.
Well, see you later.
- What are you singing?
- The song you taught me.
- It's not like that.
- You sang it the other day.
It's not like that? How'd it go then?
As I was walking by the clear fountain,
I found the water so lovely I had to bathe.
I haven't seen you since yesterday. Your night shift is killing me.
What should we do? Shall we go for a drink?
We only have an hour.
I can follow you to work. Then we can be together a little longer.
- You're crazy.
- Not an hour.
- What?
- Eight months.
Eight months.
I'm yours and yours alone for eight months.
You've been drinking. Are you serious?
What are you saying?
- What?
- Did you resign?
No. They offered me that, but I turned it down.
I won't be able to go back.
- Fantastic. It should be celebrated.
- Yes.
You're crazy.
What are you doing here?
As I was walking by the clear fountain,
I found the water so lovely I had to bathe.
I've loved you for so long, I will never forget you.
Sing, nightingale, sing, you who has a joyous heart.
Your heart is made for laughing... mine can only cry.
Are you a musician but can't remember?
It's something else.
You had something there.
Everyone seems to be in harmony with the world. It's scary.
- They learn it in psychology courses.
- Ramn...
They must have a course called 'harmonious look.'
When they return home, they're normal. Or psychopaths.
You have had five anxiety attacks in one month. You thought you were going to die.
So it's good for you to talk to someone.
If it doesn't help, that doesn't matter. But try it at least once.
- Soon it'll be our turn.
- I'll wait for you here.
- Aren't you coming in with me?
- I'm not your mother.
For your own good.
If it doesn't help, that doesn't matter. But try it at least once.
- I have two psychologists at the centre.
- I thought they were the worst.
I'm listening.
You're safe here.
Look at me.
Look at me.
- Shots fired...
- Shut up, please!
If you want to talk, keep your voice down. And put your phones on silent.
I... I can't.
Hello? Yes.
Yes, Dad, everything's fine. We're at the cinema.
I have to hang up, or else people will start complaining.
I wake up to his face. I fall asleep with his face.
I can't stop thinking about it all.
About what happened and what I could have done.
I have absurd thoughts.
I consider escape plans to places I've never been.
But I can't get out of there.
I often dream about the particles that were floating in the air
when leaving the Bataclan.
I mean...
It was beautiful.
We were later told that they were gunpowder particles and vapor...
from the corpses.
- What can I do with all this?
- Ramn...
It's not just that. I'm obsessed with the fear of forgetting something.
Forgetting who was next to me in the room or even the bartenders.
I have to follow every detail of the dressing room.
What were you thinking when you ran to hide in the dressing room?
That I hadn't done anything with my life.
What do you mean? What to do with your life?
I didn't want to die a failure.
Your thoughts about death stop you from moving forward.
- It would have been better to stay there.
- We must work to drive them away.
You can organize your thoughts by writing about your experience.
Have you tried? What you experienced deserves to be told.
Write it down. You can share it with your partner.
And put as much energy as you can into playing sports.
Do you remember if the emergency exit doors were opened first or the stairwell doors?
- What?
- I don't remember.
Carlos and Lucie don't remember either. Do you remember?
I remember there was a guard next to me,
and we had to cross the hall to get to the emergency exits.
I don't know why I waited.
Maybe it was the time it took me to get my bag.
So you didn't leave first?
No. There were already a lot of people heading towards the exit.
And were there people behind you?
Yes. There were many people leaving.
And what were the stairs like?
They were straight.
Straight? That can't be true.
If you had to climb three floors, there would've been curves.
I'm sure it was straight.
I remember going up the stairs, but not the dressing room.
Because the door was already locked, right? They didn't let me in.
People bumping into each other.
But at the same time someone pulled me.
- Did you see me come in or...?
- I need to sleep, please.
- I'm sorry. I'm writing.
- Can we talk later?
There's so much I can't remember. You said you took your bag,
but I didn't see it in the dressing room and you didn't bring it.
Wait.
- I'm making things up...
- Ramn, this isn't healthy. Stop.
I thought I could remember everything, but there are things I forgot.
Even the space is changing.
As I remember, Carlos was wearing a t-shirt in November.
We were all wearing t-shirts. It was very hot.
We left our jackets in the dressing room. It was hot.
I have to write it down before I forget.
I don't understand why you want to remember this.
To survive we need to forget. Stop this.
How will others understand us if we don't share what we remember?
- Why should they understand us?
- Because I feel I need to tell it.
When you escaped,
did you look for me?
No.
I ran and didn't look anywhere.
I thought about it when I was on the stairs, but...
- How about you?
- No.
I didn't think of anything until I shouted your name in the dressing room.
I love you.
Quiet!
We can go out?
Shit...
You can't go out there.
- The police apparently evacuated hostages.
- It says here they have explosives.
Are people being evacuated?
They can't be in the process of evacuating.
- I can't breathe.
- Everything's going to be alright.
Please calm down.
It's going to be alright. You'll see.
Careful. Take it easy.
I lost my girlfriend. Cline!
- Ramn.
- Breathe.
- Ramn.
- You're here.
They won't stop shooting people.
Calm down.
They won't stop shooting people.
Calm down.
- Good morning.
- Good morning beautiful.
Hello.
Yes.
What's up, Adriano?
What do you want to eat? Do you want to come with me? Come.
- Those damn kids and their fireworks.
- Mind your words in the presence of children.
- Good morning. You look tired.
- Some juice, please.
- How are you doing?
- I'm fine.
- Some are better off than others.
- You don't want it anymore, do you?
- Here's some juice, honey.
- Coffee?
- What do you want?
- Let's see... Nothing.
- Grandma gave it to you, didn't she?
- In the first place...
- Not this one. That.
- What is it?
Vitamin B12 against hangovers. Sorry. For hangovers.
- Against hangovers.
- Ah, okay.
- Drop this.
- No.
- Did you resign or were you fired?
- I resigned.
- Do you have a plan?
- No. I need to think.
- What are you going to do with her?
- She shouldn't support me financially.
That's not what I mean. Lying on the couch all day...
No woman will tolerate this.
Especially in a three square meter apartment.
It's 60 square meters.
- In the city you live like prisoners.
- How do you live here?
- Maybe my mother misunderstood.
- No, mine said that too.
Thank you.
You're welcome.
Do you remember the song we used to sing when we were kids?
- The party is over.
- There are no more songs.
- How cute.
- Be careful with the cigarette.
What a gentleman.
Ramn.
Don't you think about it all the time? Aren't you afraid of living in Paris?
The same can happen here. Think of the Atocha train station.
Or Marcos and the ghost driver. If that happens, it will be a shame.
Maybe it's not a shame.
This guy always said his work was unsatisfactory.
If he has changed anything now, it is thanks to the terrorists.
Is that what you want to tell him? Thanks to terrorists?
- Am I wrong?
- Is that your plan for tonight?
Would you have changed anything if this hadn't happened?
No. You would still be there bored out of your mind.
But it was much easier for you. With two of them here, it's all over.
Don't listen to her. She's drunk. This is the last one.
Oh dear...
What are you saying?
Of course I wouldn't go back to the Bataclan.
But what happened is part of me now.
- You are crazy. I wanted to run away.
- And then a heavy metal show.
It's not heavy metal. If you like Extremoduro, you will like it too.
Is it true that they started filming during a song about the devil?
- Yes or no?
- 'The devil'.
- And it was Friday the 13th
- Is that right?
And the show started at ten minutes past two. That is, 13.
That means 12!
Do you believe all this shit? Stop this.
- Do you want a beer?
- No thanks.
- I like Spanish beer.
- It is made in Belgium.
The tragic events will forever be etched in our memory.
Despite the tragedy, France did not give up.
Despite the tears, the country remains standing.
In the face of hatred, she showed the strength of the republic's values.
Dear French people, I am proud of you.
My main task is to protect you.
To do this, we must address the root of the evil in Syria and Iraq.
The incidents we have experienced confirm this.
The root of evil in Iraq and Syria. Unbelievable.
Did you hear what he's saying?
And you have nothing to do with it, do you?
We don't care about the suburbs. It's very close. Idiots.
- You're wrong.
- What idiots.
They were not like their youth.
One of them had a father who was a high school teacher.
They were not poor. Your children would love to live like them.
Listen.
Now turn this idiot off. All he can do is talk.
He went there to do his show, and they had to prevent the evacuation.
French everywhere, regardless of condition, faith, and origin.
And the homeland is the core of my commitment.
If there was less patriotism, fewer people would die.
- You don't want me to hear it?
- Disconnect!
What do you want him to say?
- You criticize him yourself.
- Yes, but for other reasons.
He talks about the attacks as a problem for France.
And aren't they? It was an attack on France.
And what about us who are not French? Did they kindly ask us to leave?
- They didn't shoot at us?
- Yes.
But in France. If they wanted to attack Spain, they would have done it there.
- They did it.
- Then you prove me right!
What happened? Haven't you shown it?
Who did you speak out against? Your Prime Minister.
- I'm not talking about politics.
- Not against anyone else.
Because he supported the war in Iraq.
Furthermore, the majority of Al-Qaeda and Islamic State victims are from the Middle East.
Let me talk.
What is happening now is because of what these people did.
They went to Iraq instead of acting where it actually happened.
- No!
- Can I not say anything?
I don't want to hear you!
Can only French people speak?
When I become a French citizen, will I get to say anything?
What are you saying? I never said that!
- Do not scream.
- What are you saying?!
- Do not scream.
- I'm not screaming!
As soon as you are not in the centre, you feel bad.
Tell your mother that you are unwell and ask her to make you a cup of tea.
Now tell her! Because I can't do it right.
- You seem happy that this happened.
- Stop yelling.
'I wouldn't change anything.' Isn't that what you said?
What is that? Fuck this!
Fuck this!
Excellent.
Open the window. The heat at full blast. It's the West in a nutshell.
We came here to get away from everything, but you don't do anything.
You don't even try to feel good.
You make everyone care about you because of what you've been through.
You will be a victim of the attacks until you are 70 years old.
I won't be.
What are we doing?
We mean the same thing.
What the hell is happening to us?
Can you hear me? We'll leave soon.
They're evacuating.
- Not yet.
- Yes, they are evacuating.
- Who says that?
- Everybody says that.
- Help him.
- We can't leave yet.
They evacuate, but they have explosives.
- We can't leave.
- Under cover!
Ramn.
Ramn!
Everything will be fine. Ramn. Ramn!
- Ramn.
- One, two, three.
- Let's go through here.
- It's the police!
- Do not open the door.
- The police are here.
- Do not open. They could be terrorists.
- Ask for the password.
- Open the door!
- The password!
- The injured first.
- He's bleeding!
Don't worry. It's over.
Stand up. Let's go.
Hands up.
Don't look down.
Move forward, please. It's over.
Forward, forward.
Go ahead, please. We will take care of him.
Let's go! Let's go!
Hurry up, please! Let's go!
Ramn.
Cline? How do you say...
invisible friend?
That depends on what you want to say.
When you're little and you have a friend that no one sees.
Well, an imaginary friend. Why?
- Did you have one?
- Yes.
- What was it called?
- Her name was Cingale.
- Weird, isn't it?
- No, it's beautiful.
- Did you have one?
- No, never.
Not until now.
I present my invisible friend.
- We say 'imaginary.'
- Imaginary.
- What's his name?
- Toti.
- Toti?
- Yes.
My name is Toti, and I'm very nervous.
Hi Toti.
You're such a fool.
I hope you're nicer than Ramn because...
Yes. I'm very sweet.
I love life very much.
You really should talk to a shrink.
This is in order to obtain the CAP. Do you want to see other options?
With your profile, you can find many jobs similar to...
No. That's over. I want to teach.
This was just in case you weren't sure.
- Now all you have to do is fill out the application form.
- How do I do that?
- Socks. Four pairs.
- No marijuana or hashish.
- How many pairs of socks?
- Four.
- No soap or...?
- No.
No toothbrush? We'll have to get you one.
He just arrived. Why are you searching him?
- It's an inventory.
- What's an inventory?
It's a list of his belongings.
- And what he lacks and needs.
- It's the same thing.
When he leaves here, he can take all his things with him.
Examine my socks.
- They're right there.
- What?
They're over there. They're full of love for you.
Thanks.
It's a big place, so it can be difficult to find your way around at first.
They are well behaved and I think your teaching will motivate them.
They will like it.
And we go...
It's almost the best music in the world. I don't know if you agree. Almost.
It's the best class ever.
But we can do even better,
because my program translates your gestures into commands.
The note becomes higher or lower.
Are you really a teacher?
She won't grow up here.
I'm terrified.
But I can't get her out of here until the end of the school year.
If you need any...
I gave her mother your number. You won't escape.
- I like Julia.
- She's not that naughty.
I told her, 'I have something important to tell you.
I love you so much, okay?'
'I love my mom,' she said.
You must have it.
Thanks.
Will her mother let you take her?
I think. Rebeca is also worried about her.
She probably wants to move too, so we can be close to each other.
She will do well in Spain.
I would like her to attend French school, but it is expensive.
Otherwise, I said I never wanted to go back to Spain.
You should visit us when we're settled. It'll be nice.
- Did you remember my medicine?
- Yes.
Here you go.
Thanks.
- Thanks. How was your day?
- Good.
- I learned how to grow mushrooms.
- Shouldn't we leave here for a few days?
I like it. It's very different from what you usually do.
This is weird. It's happy and sad at the same time.
- You think?
- Yes.
It must be you.
I did this with my new program.
You are the first to hear this.
Is that right? Thanks.
Can I borrow your sunglasses? The light bothers me.
Oh God.
Have you increased your dose?
- Where are we going to have a picnic?
- Away from wet sand.
There? In the sun?
What a great idea to have a picnic on the beach.
- You don't like it?
- Yes, but it's all wet.
'It is wet.' I take a bath in winter.
- What are you saying?
- You Spaniards are so cold.
Bathing in winter? Stop.
What was that song you taught me like?
- Which one?
- That one.
As I was walking by the clear fountain,
I found the water so lovely I had to bathe.
I've loved you for so long, I will never forget you
It's not like that!
Sing, nightingale, sing, you who
has a joyous heart.
Your heart is made for laughing... mine can only cry.
Let's go! I'm going in.
You coming?
- Are you kidding?
- No.
- What do I get in return?
- All my admiration and consideration.
No! I was kidding! What are you doing?
Stop! Not dressed! Idiot!
Oh God! Hang on.
Are you okay?
Stop. What are you doing?
- We've never done it on the beach.
- People pass by here.
- And? We can invite them.
- Stop it, you idiot.
- We can make a mini Cline.
- Ramn, don't bug me.
What is it?
Do you think I want to make another poor little Ramn?
As long as he's not as bad as you.
Why not?
I would like to, but Ramn is all alone waiting for me at home.
With teenagers you are not so naive.
- OK. Perhaps.
- Perfect. Okay, let's go.
- Let's dance.
- No.
- Let's dance then.
- I don't feel like it.
- Let's go.
- It's no use. Let's dance.
I'll finish my drink and then I'll come.
Let's go.
How are you doing?
- What is it?
- You couldn't have called?
I forgot my phone here. Or at least I hope so.
I can't stand being a slave to my phone.
I'm a free man.
I'm not your slave either, okay?
- I won't worry about you again.
- You don't have to worry.
Everything will be fine.
Did you smoke?
You shouldn't smoke when you're taking medication.
Is there anything left?
Stop. Are you giving me something?
This one is for you.
Don't disappear like that again.
I was with Lucie. We prune bonsai trees.
You said I didn't do anything. That's over.
- You know what?
- What?
We have to practice every day at 8pm.
Every day at 8pm? But I get off work at 8pm.
Not every day. You also have a night shift, right?
Yes, every 15 days.
So the plan is to see each other once every 15 days? Is that it?
You just have to come.
Excellent. Okay.
Aren't you the one always saying we need to become ourselves again?
I'm trying. I leave the apartment. I'm proactive.
Proactive.
I'm not your psychologist. She must think this is great,
But when I say we should get back to being ourselves, I mean...
By that I mean the two of us together.
We've always gone our separate ways.
If you want something else, just say so and we'll do it.
Yes, but when you're at home, you lay on the couch and whine.
- And I have to do everything.
- Here we go again.
You're either a zombie or hyper-electric, for fuck's sake.
And the fact that you are so different with others makes me even angrier.
- I love that we each have a life.
- Then stop complaining.
But not if I only get the bad things!
Not if I have to do everything. You've been like this since you quit your job.
You had the idea to teach, and I must be understanding,
because only you went through a traumatic experience.
Not now! No, no, not now!
For the first time in months, I feel good. Stop dragging me down!
It's unbearable with you always questioning me.
I thought I was the problem. Even Carlos left because he couldn't take it anymore.
It's completely normal! There's nothing unusual about it!
But you're always in your tunnel blaming people for being affected.
You make me feel crazy when you...
- When what?
- We'll talk about this another time.
- What do you want us to do?
- I do what I can.
I take care of you the best I can. I do everything!
You do nothing and look how you come home!
And then it's me who has to reasure you. I'm doing what I can, but I'm tired.
There's always something bothering you. I'm also sad he's gone.
- But you can only feel sorry for yourself.
- I had no idea.
You never say anything, so I have no idea what you're thinking.
It's good to know you have feelings.
You don't give me room to say anything. You always say what you feel.
I must always listen to you. You never leave me any space.
- You never put yourself in my place.
- I pay attention and even ask you questions.
You always say, 'We'll talk about this another time.'
I'm trying to say that I'm tired of doing everything. I'm exhausted!
You ask how I'm doing.
But you don't even want the answer. You just want to talk about yourself.
About what you feel. And you always have it worse than others.
You disgust me, Ramn. I hate you.
You didn't see anything. It's better this way.
You don't have the criminal's face burned into your brain.
This won't go away. It will stay with me for the rest of my life.
Whatever I do, it will be there.
Cline.
What are you doing there?
Open the door and talk to me.
I'm tired. Can you hear me? I'm tired.
Me too, but that can change. Come on.
I can't take it anymore.
I...
I want to live, Ramn.
I want to live, but without you.
I can't be with you anymore.
I want you to live too.
But we can't do this together.
We can't.
We can't.
Ramn, we can't.
It's not fair.
This isn't my fault.
Happy birthday.
It's the most beautiful gift I've ever received.
But that's not all.
- I thought you don't like the Eagles.
- I hate them.
It's rock for hipsters like you. My gift is that I go with you.
- You're a fool.
- And you're beautiful.
I love you.
I let you sleep.
- Thanks.
- You're sick?
No. Better to sleep here than to go home for such a short time.
Come to my house next time. It's closer. Something could happen to you here.
You shouldn't stick around because they're very agitated.
- Why?
- There was an attack in Nice.
A guy in a truck in the middle of the fireworks.
Looking for something?
Mother? Are you alright?
Where are you? Really?
Yes, I will come to see you.
Yes.
And what still needs to be clarified?
Four anti-terrorism judges were put in charge of the investigation.
Searches are being carried out. The terrorist's circle of friends is being interrogated.
We have to find out who he is and if anyone helped him.
On behalf of the families...
Doesnt it make sense to prolong the state of emergency?
- So what do you suggest?
- Prepare ourselves for life outside.
Ways to learn to control ourselves. So we don't explode.
When this happens, I take pills. But when I stop, it starts again.
What are you asking? We have psychologists here.
It's not just him. He and I got together and started hitting each other.
- You threw your phone at me.
- You can't control your anger.
- Don't get smart with me.
- Shut up when I talk to you.
- We can't talk like you.
- Everything you say is very interesting.
You should try to avoid toxic relationships here and at home.
- We could do a workshop.
- Are you a psychologist now? Just chill.
Why don't you come to the workshops?
I have a question. How many of those who were here have jobs now?
- I grew up in a similar place.
- We're not talking about you.
- Let her speak.
- Did you hear my question?
Unfortunately, we don't keep in touch with everyone, but some do have jobs.
- Like truck drivers?
- What do you mean?
We talk about it every year.
We do not have enough resources to prepare you to obtain a driver's license.
- For once, I don't need it.
- What do you mean?
One time. Boom!
Get out! Stand up!
Ahmed, are you okay?
- They are the ones who are supposed to protect us.
- Is this how you protect us?
Cline, what's going on? Tell me exactly what's going on.
- Leave me alone.
- No. Tell me exactly what's going on.
Are you having problems at home? With Ramn?
You know you can talk to me.
Cline.
What's happened to you?
What is going on?
- I was at Bataclan.
- What?
Why didn't you say anything?
I remember a girl dancing next to me and smiling.
Then the shooting started and everyone tried to escape.
People stepped on them.
I stepped on corpses, because...
Because I had no choice.
We were waiting...
We were waiting for it to stop.
And they sent us out of there.
They asked us to go.
And they said, 'Don't look down.'
'Don't look down.'
And I looked because...
And that smell of blood...
It doesn't go away.
There was a lot of them.
I've never seen so many dead bodies in my life.
And I saw...
There was Ramn.
Ramn was down.
I tried to carry him because I didn't want to leave him there.
I wanted him to get out with me, but I couldn't.
I couldn't take him with me. I was alone.
I was alone and my life stopped there.
I didn't say anything because...
because I didn't see anything.
- Everything's going to be okay.
- I can't take it anymore.
- Can I help you with anything?
- No.
- No, no, no. Sit down.
- But if I can...
Thank you. Leave it to me.
- If you really want to help, can you take this?
- Yes.
Most of them never see their family. It's generally the parents who don't want to see them.
There is a girl who only managed to speak
on the phone with her father for ten minutes.
It was after two years. He implied
that she should no longer contact him.
I'm still surprised this is your job.
I would never have believed it, but I've missed it.
Do you remember when you took that aptitude test?
No.
You only had a three percent interest in social issues.
Really? I don't remember.
I don't think we ever told you.
We wanted to know what you were capable of, but we didn't want to influence you.
So, I could be a genius at something,
- but because you didn't tell me, I've wasted my life.
- Exactly.
But you're not really in a position to blame us for keeping secrets.
The apple doesn't fall far from the tree.
It's unbelievable that you waited eight months...
- Marie, don't start now.
- She's right.
Welcome.
- We missed you.
- It's not mutual.
- Do you feel ready?
- I hope so. And it's Friday.
It must have been good for you. You forgot what Fridays are like here.
I go in and apologize to Ahmed for...
Ahmed left two months ago.
Where did he go?
I can't tell you, but don't worry. He'll be fine.
Hello. I'm looking for someone who worked here a year ago.
She was here the night of the Bataclan attack, and she lent me this raincoat.
- I would like to return it.
- Do you know her name?
- No.
- If you let me have it,
- I can ask.
- Thank you. Goodbye.
Ramn!
Ramn!
Ramn!
Don't look down. Go ahead.
Come on! Don't look down!
Let's go! Hands on your head! Look at us!
I often dream about the particles that were floating in the air when leaving the Bataclan.
It was beautiful.
We were later told that they were gunpowder particles and vapor from the corpses.
Are you going in or what?
Ramn, what are you doing here? I didn't think you would come.
I even thought about giving you tickets as a gift, but then I thought,
'Look what happened last time.'
- I missed you.
- I missed you too.
- Shall we go in?
- Let's go in.
FOR RAMN, MARIANA, MARA AND IVN
This film is based on the testimonies of people who were
at the Bataclan on the night of the attacks on November 13, 2015.
ONE YEAR, ONE NIGHWhat are you doing?
- Shopping.
- We never buy online.
Imagine people panicking and looting the stores.
- Are you serious?
- Or if, I don't know...
Maybe we don't feel like going out.
Water, coffee, rice, milk and... Something is missing.
- What time is it?
- I don't know. Noon?
Have you slept?
Yes, an hour or two.
I love you.
I need three lives to answer all of this.
Every time I close my eyes, I see his face.
- Did they arrest anyone?
- No.
Keep going! Keep going! Don't look down!
No torment will touch them. To fools they seemed dead.
Their deaths were considered an extermination,
but they are at peace.
Though as men they are punished,
Your hope of immortality is not in vain.
They have been punished, but they will receive great benefits.
God tested them and found them worthy of Him.
Like gold in a furnace, He tested them.
Do you have more laundry to wash?
Do you have more?
Ramn?
Ramn.
Relax. Breathe.
Ramn, breathe.
Ramn.
Ramn, say something.
- I'm on my way.
- I can hear you're not in traffic.
I'll be there in five minutes, maybe eight.
Don't hang up until you get out of there. Don't waste time with goodbyes.
- Then tell me something interesting.
- What do you want me to say?
I don't know... Do you know monarch butterflies?
They are mysterious because they travel from Canada to Mexico to hibernate.
What a pain.
He's going to be late, as usual.
Come on, drink.
Two women and a man. When we were together, you never wanted to.
Yes, I just saw your email.
I've already started filtering the files. Don't worry.
In any case, a lot of talk and little practice.
Do you know Cybill Shepherd? She said she was making
a "Shepherd Sandwich."
I promise I'll pay for it.
I'll pay for three beers, ten if you want.
- Cheers.
- I feel left out.
Cheers. Let's go.
I tested it and it works fine. All my files were fine.
Call if you have problems. I'll leave my phone on.
- Are you waiting for someone?
- You're always late!
Being late is sexy.
- Come on, Jesse!
- Yes, now stop pulling!
- Even people from high school have written to me.
- You don't have to answer.
They just want to gossip. They know you're alive.
How did your parents react?
Can't you put it on silent?
- Did you tell them?
- No. They wouldn't react like yours.
They would come running here from Nice, and I don't want to take care of anyone.
I'll tell them when I visit.
Yes, I just made mine worry.
Don't think about it too much.
I'm still absolutely devastated.
Wouldn't it be nice to get out of Paris for a few days? Do you want to?
- Yes.
- No phones.
- I can't leave without warning.
- I think they will understand.
Yes, of course, but I can't do that to them.
It's hell when someone leaves like that. There are so few of us.
I think I'll say I won't be working for a while.
Either way, I'm not going to change anyone's life.
- You don't have to go with me. You can stay here.
- I have to go out at some point.
Do you have the keys?
- You go ahead.
- What is it?
- The rat.
- What?
The rat.
Are you serious? After the shooting, you're afraid of a rat?
Yes, I can't put it into perspective. Go!
- Should I open it?
- Yes.
You are so stupid.
- Is it there?
- No.
Let's go! Hurry up!
- I'd like to go now.
- You can't do that now.
Is it because I'm dangerous because I'm Arab?
No. It could be dangerous for you. We are at alert level 5,
and so a minor cannot walk around Paris alone.
- What does this have to do with us?
- Like I said, nothing.
- You are hiding something from us.
- But she can leave, right?
Look at you and look at me. Who do you think they will stop?
- I have to go.
- Why?
- He has to buy a car.
- Do you think it's funny?
Is the problem terrorists or the police?
It's dangerous for you guys out there right now.
Do you think this is fair?
It's not about justice. We've got your back.
- Against who? The French?
- Against everything, and then it doesn't matter anymore.
Let's see what the French come up with against us now.
- What do you think it is?
- A piece of shit like you.
They don't care about us.
- Made me cry.
- You cry for any reason.
Nobody would care if it were us.
If you keep insisting, you won't be allowed to leave at all.
- Do I have to stay here all the time?
- Yes.
What is your solution? A bakery workshop?
He can leave because he is white.
- The boss!
- She gets up. Now something is happening.
- Who are you talking to?
- You.
To us!
Are you alright?
What does it say?
- What does it say?
- He's asking what it says.
Mariachis of Nothing.
- It's a band.
- I want it.
- Excuse me? What does he want?
- Do you want him or the t-shirt?
- No, the beer is mine.
- Ok, leave it.
- Is he going to cry?
- Have a good night, sir.
- What happened to him?
- He won't last long.
- Can we go there?
- It's forbidden.
- We can't see anything here.
- If you can't see it, just leave.
You're always lucky. I stay with my friends.
- Hello, Ramn.
- Hello.
- Everything alright?
- Yes and you?
Everything is going well here, so take it easy.
The merger went well. Everyone is happy, so you can take advantage of that.
No one is irreplaceable. Not even you.
I'll take that as a compliment.
Just let us know when you will return so we can schedule meetings.
I scheduled yours for Wednesday, but I can reschedule.
The most important thing is that you recover.
- That is our first priority.
- You can tell me later.
Don't worry. I postponed.
Just one more thing. This is the Glutsa folder.
We need to work on this today.
Where? Does Jean already have it or will you send it to us?
- I'll send it to you.
- Excellent.
- Perfect. Thank you very much, Ramn.
- You're welcome.
- Bye for now.
- Take care.
You too.
- Hello, Rachid.
- Hello. How are you?
- I also want a pack of cigarettes.
- The usual?
- The shoes.
- Do you also examine them?
- Hello. A ticket, please.
- Eight euros.
Here it is.
- Good day sir.
- Thanks.
- Anything else?
- No thanks.
Leave it here. I'd like to finish with scrambled eggs, please.
- It's occupied.
- Open the door!
It's occupied.
- Open the door!
- It's occupied!
- Are you okay?
- Ramn? Ramn!
We use this room mainly in the summer. Now, we use the one with the windows.
Here is the bathroom, which you'll share with four other girls.
And this is your room.
So that you're not alone, we've placed you with Djenebou.
You'll see that she's very nice.
- Do you like it?
- Yes.
- Are you alright?
- Yes.
If you need anything, you can talk to me, Acha, or Claire.
There's a good atmosphere here. It's really nice.
I'll pick you up in fifteen minutes so we can grab a bite to eat together.
What's going on? I was receiving a newcomer.
No, I couldn't answer! What?
I can't understand what you're saying. Speak more slowly. Where are you?
What's going on?
- Couldn't you come faster?
- My shift doesn't end for another two hours.
Didn't you hear that I needed you right away?
- What is it?
- I can't leave here alone.
Give me your hand. Everything will be fine.
We will be there soon. I'm here. It's a panic attack. It'll pass.
- Is there a long way to go?
- Ten minutes.
- Is your friend not feeling well?
- No, it's an anxiety attack.
- Do you have any kind of plastic bag?
- No.
- Can I have this?
- Close the door!
- Close the door!
- I'm dying!
- Close the door!
- Yes, closing it now. Stop this!
- Make him calm down.
- I'm sorry. Can I take this?
- I'm going to remove the...
- Is he going to vomit?
Focus. Breathe calmly.
One, two, three, four.
And then inhale. One, two, three, four.
Ramn, stop! Ramn!
Congratulations. You've been born again.
This one is amazing.
A fucking philosopher. 'In Greek, crisis means opportunity.'
- They're too much.
- How pretentious.
'God writes straight in crooked lines.'
- Don't laugh. It's from my aunt!
- I don't understand this.
- 'God writes straight in crooked lines.'
- What are you looking at?
- 'You should move on.' I have about 20 of these.
That and 'life goes on' are worth half a point.
'Work and be productive.' Capitalism never stops!
I've got the best one. It's from my boss.
'What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.' And he spelled 'Churchil' with only one L.
From your boss?
The Spanish version of Churchill from a Spanish friend.
Ugh! I'm really sorry. 'What doesn't kill you makes you fat.'
What does that mean?
'What doesn't kill you makes you fat.'
- Is that what they say in Spanish?
- Yes, we love to eat.
And he sent the hands in the air emoji.
- Are you ready?
- Come on.
- 'The show must go on.'
- Who sent you that?
- Fantastic! It's a gem.
- It's wonderful.
- No, it's horrible.
- First prize!
Now say one of yours.
- I don't have any.
- That can't be true.
I didn't get any messages.
- How's that possible?
- I didn't tell anyone.
- Don't look at me like that.
- Why?
So they can say 'the show must go on'?
- You didn't even tell anyone at work?
- No.
Welcome to life. I'm doing fine on my own.
- What a woman.
- I'm dating a fucking cyborg.
- Fuck you.
- Is that the doorbell?
Hello.
How are you?
You're beautiful.
How heavy you are!
- We better go.
- No, she won't wake up. Stay.
Enough of that. Otherwise, we must join.
It's okay. I've known her much longer than you.
What?
What the hell are you doing?
It seems
Love love love love.
We're like children.
- Why did you say love?
- Because I love you.
No love. Hate.
Hate. Not love.
Next time, I'll kill them.
- What are you saying?
- I need hate.
- I'm tired of love.
- It's going to be okay, darling.
Everything will be fine.
There was a guy on Facebook.
They killed his wife on the spot.
He said: 'I have no hatred for terrorists.'
Yes, I saw it too.
- It was very well written.
- Beautiful?
- Yes, I read it too.
- That's not it.
They killed his wife!
Of course I hate them. I swear.
- I want to slit their throats.
- Who? All Arabs?
- Do you realize what you said?
- What?
What about Arabs?
- Not all Arabs are terrorists.
- I didn't say that either.
You're too drunk to understand...
I'm an Arab. Half of Spaniards are Arabs.
Am I a terrorist?
- You're talking nonsense, Carlos. Calm down.
- Always involving us in your bullshit wars.
- My friend... love...
- Don't touch me. Stop!
- Hey, hey! Relax!
- Calm down, okay?
It's normal that you...
I can't even take the subway anymore.
If I see someone who looks Arab, I get scared.
I have to leave.
It's not racism. I'm not racist. I...
I was sure they were going to kill me. I don't know why.
'I'm going to die here today. It's over.'
I felt I was already dead. They killed us.
Stop, stop, stop. We're alive. We're alive.
- Yes.
- We're alive.
- Yes.
- We're alive.
When I was there,
I felt like I could dodge bullets.
- What? Dodge bullets?
- They didn't kill us.
- We're immortal.
- No.
Carlos... you saved my life.
Don't you remember?
- No, I'm a coward.
- Don't say that.
I'm a coward, and I didn't know it.
If I hadn't been with Julie, I would have passed out.
It's painful to see you. I didn't want you to come.
- Do you think we wanted to?
- She insisted.
I don't dare go out at night, and Ramn thinks he's going to die every day.
We can't give them that satisfaction, can we?
You're not the only one.
I can't stop thinking about the one shooting at us.
He had a shaved head.
His face...
When I had to give a statement at the police station,
the policeman asked me if he was Arab.
Yes.
'I don't know,' I said. He insisted.
I said again, 'I don't know, but I can draw him for you.'
I remember exactly what he looked like.
Each detail. But how could I know where he's from?
When I read the statement, he'd written:
'Thin, bald, Arab.'
I was so exhausted that I signed anyway.
We all saw things we shouldn't have seen. I remember a woman...
I'm sorry, but I don't want to know what you saw, Lucie.
Let her speak. She wants to say something.
I just don't feel like adding any more shit to my brain.
It's nothing personal, Lucie. I'm not trying to be mean.
It's good to share.
Yes, perhaps, but I'd rather share a bottle of wine. Who wants some?
What are you saying? You must have seen something too.
No. I left immediately and saw nothing.
- Can you see anything?
- What?
- What's happening?
- There are two men shooting.
Get down.
They're attacking again! Run!
Let me by.
Back!
Hurry! Get out!
There's no way out!
I hope this goes away.
We're almost done.
Shall we have a drink later?
No. Ramn is waiting for me at home, and I'm very tired.
This will keep you awake.
- I don't take that kind of thing.
- Cline, someone new has arrived.
- What's his name?
- Ahmed.
Hello Ahmed. My name's Cline. Nice to meet you.
I'll let you get your stuff, and I'll show you the place.
They'll all be back in an hour. There are outdoor activities every day.
You will share a room with Yvraime. He's very friendly and will help you.
Do you understand what I'm saying?
Yes? Then you can respond.
Your bed.
Do you need to follow us?
I do as I'm told.
- Do you have any questions?
- Will you stay while I undress?
- Not today.
- Why not?
- Let's go.
- You know where to find me.
One of the Bataclan terrorists had practiced at a shooting range in Paris.
- Ramn?
- Hello.
We made a small collection so you can buy yourself whatever you want.
- This is for you.
- This wasn't necessary.
- Thanks.
- It's from all of us.
Thanks.
Thanks. I will send it to my younger brothers in Spain.
- Why?
- That way they'll have something to eat.
Okay.
Well, see you later.
- What are you singing?
- The song you taught me.
- It's not like that.
- You sang it the other day.
It's not like that? How'd it go then?
As I was walking by the clear fountain,
I found the water so lovely I had to bathe.
I haven't seen you since yesterday. Your night shift is killing me.
What should we do? Shall we go for a drink?
We only have an hour.
I can follow you to work. Then we can be together a little longer.
- You're crazy.
- Not an hour.
- What?
- Eight months.
Eight months.
I'm yours and yours alone for eight months.
You've been drinking. Are you serious?
What are you saying?
- What?
- Did you resign?
No. They offered me that, but I turned it down.
I won't be able to go back.
- Fantastic. It should be celebrated.
- Yes.
You're crazy.
What are you doing here?
As I was walking by the clear fountain,
I found the water so lovely I had to bathe.
I've loved you for so long, I will never forget you.
Sing, nightingale, sing, you who has a joyous heart.
Your heart is made for laughing... mine can only cry.
Are you a musician but can't remember?
It's something else.
You had something there.
Everyone seems to be in harmony with the world. It's scary.
- They learn it in psychology courses.
- Ramn...
They must have a course called 'harmonious look.'
When they return home, they're normal. Or psychopaths.
You have had five anxiety attacks in one month. You thought you were going to die.
So it's good for you to talk to someone.
If it doesn't help, that doesn't matter. But try it at least once.
- Soon it'll be our turn.
- I'll wait for you here.
- Aren't you coming in with me?
- I'm not your mother.
For your own good.
If it doesn't help, that doesn't matter. But try it at least once.
- I have two psychologists at the centre.
- I thought they were the worst.
I'm listening.
You're safe here.
Look at me.
Look at me.
- Shots fired...
- Shut up, please!
If you want to talk, keep your voice down. And put your phones on silent.
I... I can't.
Hello? Yes.
Yes, Dad, everything's fine. We're at the cinema.
I have to hang up, or else people will start complaining.
I wake up to his face. I fall asleep with his face.
I can't stop thinking about it all.
About what happened and what I could have done.
I have absurd thoughts.
I consider escape plans to places I've never been.
But I can't get out of there.
I often dream about the particles that were floating in the air
when leaving the Bataclan.
I mean...
It was beautiful.
We were later told that they were gunpowder particles and vapor...
from the corpses.
- What can I do with all this?
- Ramn...
It's not just that. I'm obsessed with the fear of forgetting something.
Forgetting who was next to me in the room or even the bartenders.
I have to follow every detail of the dressing room.
What were you thinking when you ran to hide in the dressing room?
That I hadn't done anything with my life.
What do you mean? What to do with your life?
I didn't want to die a failure.
Your thoughts about death stop you from moving forward.
- It would have been better to stay there.
- We must work to drive them away.
You can organize your thoughts by writing about your experience.
Have you tried? What you experienced deserves to be told.
Write it down. You can share it with your partner.
And put as much energy as you can into playing sports.
Do you remember if the emergency exit doors were opened first or the stairwell doors?
- What?
- I don't remember.
Carlos and Lucie don't remember either. Do you remember?
I remember there was a guard next to me,
and we had to cross the hall to get to the emergency exits.
I don't know why I waited.
Maybe it was the time it took me to get my bag.
So you didn't leave first?
No. There were already a lot of people heading towards the exit.
And were there people behind you?
Yes. There were many people leaving.
And what were the stairs like?
They were straight.
Straight? That can't be true.
If you had to climb three floors, there would've been curves.
I'm sure it was straight.
I remember going up the stairs, but not the dressing room.
Because the door was already locked, right? They didn't let me in.
People bumping into each other.
But at the same time someone pulled me.
- Did you see me come in or...?
- I need to sleep, please.
- I'm sorry. I'm writing.
- Can we talk later?
There's so much I can't remember. You said you took your bag,
but I didn't see it in the dressing room and you didn't bring it.
Wait.
- I'm making things up...
- Ramn, this isn't healthy. Stop.
I thought I could remember everything, but there are things I forgot.
Even the space is changing.
As I remember, Carlos was wearing a t-shirt in November.
We were all wearing t-shirts. It was very hot.
We left our jackets in the dressing room. It was hot.
I have to write it down before I forget.
I don't understand why you want to remember this.
To survive we need to forget. Stop this.
How will others understand us if we don't share what we remember?
- Why should they understand us?
- Because I feel I need to tell it.
When you escaped,
did you look for me?
No.
I ran and didn't look anywhere.
I thought about it when I was on the stairs, but...
- How about you?
- No.
I didn't think of anything until I shouted your name in the dressing room.
I love you.
Quiet!
We can go out?
Shit...
You can't go out there.
- The police apparently evacuated hostages.
- It says here they have explosives.
Are people being evacuated?
They can't be in the process of evacuating.
- I can't breathe.
- Everything's going to be alright.
Please calm down.
It's going to be alright. You'll see.
Careful. Take it easy.
I lost my girlfriend. Cline!
- Ramn.
- Breathe.
- Ramn.
- You're here.
They won't stop shooting people.
Calm down.
They won't stop shooting people.
Calm down.
- Good morning.
- Good morning beautiful.
Hello.
Yes.
What's up, Adriano?
What do you want to eat? Do you want to come with me? Come.
- Those damn kids and their fireworks.
- Mind your words in the presence of children.
- Good morning. You look tired.
- Some juice, please.
- How are you doing?
- I'm fine.
- Some are better off than others.
- You don't want it anymore, do you?
- Here's some juice, honey.
- Coffee?
- What do you want?
- Let's see... Nothing.
- Grandma gave it to you, didn't she?
- In the first place...
- Not this one. That.
- What is it?
Vitamin B12 against hangovers. Sorry. For hangovers.
- Against hangovers.
- Ah, okay.
- Drop this.
- No.
- Did you resign or were you fired?
- I resigned.
- Do you have a plan?
- No. I need to think.
- What are you going to do with her?
- She shouldn't support me financially.
That's not what I mean. Lying on the couch all day...
No woman will tolerate this.
Especially in a three square meter apartment.
It's 60 square meters.
- In the city you live like prisoners.
- How do you live here?
- Maybe my mother misunderstood.
- No, mine said that too.
Thank you.
You're welcome.
Do you remember the song we used to sing when we were kids?
- The party is over.
- There are no more songs.
- How cute.
- Be careful with the cigarette.
What a gentleman.
Ramn.
Don't you think about it all the time? Aren't you afraid of living in Paris?
The same can happen here. Think of the Atocha train station.
Or Marcos and the ghost driver. If that happens, it will be a shame.
Maybe it's not a shame.
This guy always said his work was unsatisfactory.
If he has changed anything now, it is thanks to the terrorists.
Is that what you want to tell him? Thanks to terrorists?
- Am I wrong?
- Is that your plan for tonight?
Would you have changed anything if this hadn't happened?
No. You would still be there bored out of your mind.
But it was much easier for you. With two of them here, it's all over.
Don't listen to her. She's drunk. This is the last one.
Oh dear...
What are you saying?
Of course I wouldn't go back to the Bataclan.
But what happened is part of me now.
- You are crazy. I wanted to run away.
- And then a heavy metal show.
It's not heavy metal. If you like Extremoduro, you will like it too.
Is it true that they started filming during a song about the devil?
- Yes or no?
- 'The devil'.
- And it was Friday the 13th
- Is that right?
And the show started at ten minutes past two. That is, 13.
That means 12!
Do you believe all this shit? Stop this.
- Do you want a beer?
- No thanks.
- I like Spanish beer.
- It is made in Belgium.
The tragic events will forever be etched in our memory.
Despite the tragedy, France did not give up.
Despite the tears, the country remains standing.
In the face of hatred, she showed the strength of the republic's values.
Dear French people, I am proud of you.
My main task is to protect you.
To do this, we must address the root of the evil in Syria and Iraq.
The incidents we have experienced confirm this.
The root of evil in Iraq and Syria. Unbelievable.
Did you hear what he's saying?
And you have nothing to do with it, do you?
We don't care about the suburbs. It's very close. Idiots.
- You're wrong.
- What idiots.
They were not like their youth.
One of them had a father who was a high school teacher.
They were not poor. Your children would love to live like them.
Listen.
Now turn this idiot off. All he can do is talk.
He went there to do his show, and they had to prevent the evacuation.
French everywhere, regardless of condition, faith, and origin.
And the homeland is the core of my commitment.
If there was less patriotism, fewer people would die.
- You don't want me to hear it?
- Disconnect!
What do you want him to say?
- You criticize him yourself.
- Yes, but for other reasons.
He talks about the attacks as a problem for France.
And aren't they? It was an attack on France.
And what about us who are not French? Did they kindly ask us to leave?
- They didn't shoot at us?
- Yes.
But in France. If they wanted to attack Spain, they would have done it there.
- They did it.
- Then you prove me right!
What happened? Haven't you shown it?
Who did you speak out against? Your Prime Minister.
- I'm not talking about politics.
- Not against anyone else.
Because he supported the war in Iraq.
Furthermore, the majority of Al-Qaeda and Islamic State victims are from the Middle East.
Let me talk.
What is happening now is because of what these people did.
They went to Iraq instead of acting where it actually happened.
- No!
- Can I not say anything?
I don't want to hear you!
Can only French people speak?
When I become a French citizen, will I get to say anything?
What are you saying? I never said that!
- Do not scream.
- What are you saying?!
- Do not scream.
- I'm not screaming!
As soon as you are not in the centre, you feel bad.
Tell your mother that you are unwell and ask her to make you a cup of tea.
Now tell her! Because I can't do it right.
- You seem happy that this happened.
- Stop yelling.
'I wouldn't change anything.' Isn't that what you said?
What is that? Fuck this!
Fuck this!
Excellent.
Open the window. The heat at full blast. It's the West in a nutshell.
We came here to get away from everything, but you don't do anything.
You don't even try to feel good.
You make everyone care about you because of what you've been through.
You will be a victim of the attacks until you are 70 years old.
I won't be.
What are we doing?
We mean the same thing.
What the hell is happening to us?
Can you hear me? We'll leave soon.
They're evacuating.
- Not yet.
- Yes, they are evacuating.
- Who says that?
- Everybody says that.
- Help him.
- We can't leave yet.
They evacuate, but they have explosives.
- We can't leave.
- Under cover!
Ramn.
Ramn!
Everything will be fine. Ramn. Ramn!
- Ramn.
- One, two, three.
- Let's go through here.
- It's the police!
- Do not open the door.
- The police are here.
- Do not open. They could be terrorists.
- Ask for the password.
- Open the door!
- The password!
- The injured first.
- He's bleeding!
Don't worry. It's over.
Stand up. Let's go.
Hands up.
Don't look down.
Move forward, please. It's over.
Forward, forward.
Go ahead, please. We will take care of him.
Let's go! Let's go!
Hurry up, please! Let's go!
Ramn.
Cline? How do you say...
invisible friend?
That depends on what you want to say.
When you're little and you have a friend that no one sees.
Well, an imaginary friend. Why?
- Did you have one?
- Yes.
- What was it called?
- Her name was Cingale.
- Weird, isn't it?
- No, it's beautiful.
- Did you have one?
- No, never.
Not until now.
I present my invisible friend.
- We say 'imaginary.'
- Imaginary.
- What's his name?
- Toti.
- Toti?
- Yes.
My name is Toti, and I'm very nervous.
Hi Toti.
You're such a fool.
I hope you're nicer than Ramn because...
Yes. I'm very sweet.
I love life very much.
You really should talk to a shrink.
This is in order to obtain the CAP. Do you want to see other options?
With your profile, you can find many jobs similar to...
No. That's over. I want to teach.
This was just in case you weren't sure.
- Now all you have to do is fill out the application form.
- How do I do that?
- Socks. Four pairs.
- No marijuana or hashish.
- How many pairs of socks?
- Four.
- No soap or...?
- No.
No toothbrush? We'll have to get you one.
He just arrived. Why are you searching him?
- It's an inventory.
- What's an inventory?
It's a list of his belongings.
- And what he lacks and needs.
- It's the same thing.
When he leaves here, he can take all his things with him.
Examine my socks.
- They're right there.
- What?
They're over there. They're full of love for you.
Thanks.
It's a big place, so it can be difficult to find your way around at first.
They are well behaved and I think your teaching will motivate them.
They will like it.
And we go...
It's almost the best music in the world. I don't know if you agree. Almost.
It's the best class ever.
But we can do even better,
because my program translates your gestures into commands.
The note becomes higher or lower.
Are you really a teacher?
She won't grow up here.
I'm terrified.
But I can't get her out of here until the end of the school year.
If you need any...
I gave her mother your number. You won't escape.
- I like Julia.
- She's not that naughty.
I told her, 'I have something important to tell you.
I love you so much, okay?'
'I love my mom,' she said.
You must have it.
Thanks.
Will her mother let you take her?
I think. Rebeca is also worried about her.
She probably wants to move too, so we can be close to each other.
She will do well in Spain.
I would like her to attend French school, but it is expensive.
Otherwise, I said I never wanted to go back to Spain.
You should visit us when we're settled. It'll be nice.
- Did you remember my medicine?
- Yes.
Here you go.
Thanks.
- Thanks. How was your day?
- Good.
- I learned how to grow mushrooms.
- Shouldn't we leave here for a few days?
I like it. It's very different from what you usually do.
This is weird. It's happy and sad at the same time.
- You think?
- Yes.
It must be you.
I did this with my new program.
You are the first to hear this.
Is that right? Thanks.
Can I borrow your sunglasses? The light bothers me.
Oh God.
Have you increased your dose?
- Where are we going to have a picnic?
- Away from wet sand.
There? In the sun?
What a great idea to have a picnic on the beach.
- You don't like it?
- Yes, but it's all wet.
'It is wet.' I take a bath in winter.
- What are you saying?
- You Spaniards are so cold.
Bathing in winter? Stop.
What was that song you taught me like?
- Which one?
- That one.
As I was walking by the clear fountain,
I found the water so lovely I had to bathe.
I've loved you for so long, I will never forget you
It's not like that!
Sing, nightingale, sing, you who
has a joyous heart.
Your heart is made for laughing... mine can only cry.
Let's go! I'm going in.
You coming?
- Are you kidding?
- No.
- What do I get in return?
- All my admiration and consideration.
No! I was kidding! What are you doing?
Stop! Not dressed! Idiot!
Oh God! Hang on.
Are you okay?
Stop. What are you doing?
- We've never done it on the beach.
- People pass by here.
- And? We can invite them.
- Stop it, you idiot.
- We can make a mini Cline.
- Ramn, don't bug me.
What is it?
Do you think I want to make another poor little Ramn?
As long as he's not as bad as you.
Why not?
I would like to, but Ramn is all alone waiting for me at home.
With teenagers you are not so naive.
- OK. Perhaps.
- Perfect. Okay, let's go.
- Let's dance.
- No.
- Let's dance then.
- I don't feel like it.
- Let's go.
- It's no use. Let's dance.
I'll finish my drink and then I'll come.
Let's go.
How are you doing?
- What is it?
- You couldn't have called?
I forgot my phone here. Or at least I hope so.
I can't stand being a slave to my phone.
I'm a free man.
I'm not your slave either, okay?
- I won't worry about you again.
- You don't have to worry.
Everything will be fine.
Did you smoke?
You shouldn't smoke when you're taking medication.
Is there anything left?
Stop. Are you giving me something?
This one is for you.
Don't disappear like that again.
I was with Lucie. We prune bonsai trees.
You said I didn't do anything. That's over.
- You know what?
- What?
We have to practice every day at 8pm.
Every day at 8pm? But I get off work at 8pm.
Not every day. You also have a night shift, right?
Yes, every 15 days.
So the plan is to see each other once every 15 days? Is that it?
You just have to come.
Excellent. Okay.
Aren't you the one always saying we need to become ourselves again?
I'm trying. I leave the apartment. I'm proactive.
Proactive.
I'm not your psychologist. She must think this is great,
But when I say we should get back to being ourselves, I mean...
By that I mean the two of us together.
We've always gone our separate ways.
If you want something else, just say so and we'll do it.
Yes, but when you're at home, you lay on the couch and whine.
- And I have to do everything.
- Here we go again.
You're either a zombie or hyper-electric, for fuck's sake.
And the fact that you are so different with others makes me even angrier.
- I love that we each have a life.
- Then stop complaining.
But not if I only get the bad things!
Not if I have to do everything. You've been like this since you quit your job.
You had the idea to teach, and I must be understanding,
because only you went through a traumatic experience.
Not now! No, no, not now!
For the first time in months, I feel good. Stop dragging me down!
It's unbearable with you always questioning me.
I thought I was the problem. Even Carlos left because he couldn't take it anymore.
It's completely normal! There's nothing unusual about it!
But you're always in your tunnel blaming people for being affected.
You make me feel crazy when you...
- When what?
- We'll talk about this another time.
- What do you want us to do?
- I do what I can.
I take care of you the best I can. I do everything!
You do nothing and look how you come home!
And then it's me who has to reasure you. I'm doing what I can, but I'm tired.
There's always something bothering you. I'm also sad he's gone.
- But you can only feel sorry for yourself.
- I had no idea.
You never say anything, so I have no idea what you're thinking.
It's good to know you have feelings.
You don't give me room to say anything. You always say what you feel.
I must always listen to you. You never leave me any space.
- You never put yourself in my place.
- I pay attention and even ask you questions.
You always say, 'We'll talk about this another time.'
I'm trying to say that I'm tired of doing everything. I'm exhausted!
You ask how I'm doing.
But you don't even want the answer. You just want to talk about yourself.
About what you feel. And you always have it worse than others.
You disgust me, Ramn. I hate you.
You didn't see anything. It's better this way.
You don't have the criminal's face burned into your brain.
This won't go away. It will stay with me for the rest of my life.
Whatever I do, it will be there.
Cline.
What are you doing there?
Open the door and talk to me.
I'm tired. Can you hear me? I'm tired.
Me too, but that can change. Come on.
I can't take it anymore.
I...
I want to live, Ramn.
I want to live, but without you.
I can't be with you anymore.
I want you to live too.
But we can't do this together.
We can't.
We can't.
Ramn, we can't.
It's not fair.
This isn't my fault.
Happy birthday.
It's the most beautiful gift I've ever received.
But that's not all.
- I thought you don't like the Eagles.
- I hate them.
It's rock for hipsters like you. My gift is that I go with you.
- You're a fool.
- And you're beautiful.
I love you.
I let you sleep.
- Thanks.
- You're sick?
No. Better to sleep here than to go home for such a short time.
Come to my house next time. It's closer. Something could happen to you here.
You shouldn't stick around because they're very agitated.
- Why?
- There was an attack in Nice.
A guy in a truck in the middle of the fireworks.
Looking for something?
Mother? Are you alright?
Where are you? Really?
Yes, I will come to see you.
Yes.
And what still needs to be clarified?
Four anti-terrorism judges were put in charge of the investigation.
Searches are being carried out. The terrorist's circle of friends is being interrogated.
We have to find out who he is and if anyone helped him.
On behalf of the families...
Doesnt it make sense to prolong the state of emergency?
- So what do you suggest?
- Prepare ourselves for life outside.
Ways to learn to control ourselves. So we don't explode.
When this happens, I take pills. But when I stop, it starts again.
What are you asking? We have psychologists here.
It's not just him. He and I got together and started hitting each other.
- You threw your phone at me.
- You can't control your anger.
- Don't get smart with me.
- Shut up when I talk to you.
- We can't talk like you.
- Everything you say is very interesting.
You should try to avoid toxic relationships here and at home.
- We could do a workshop.
- Are you a psychologist now? Just chill.
Why don't you come to the workshops?
I have a question. How many of those who were here have jobs now?
- I grew up in a similar place.
- We're not talking about you.
- Let her speak.
- Did you hear my question?
Unfortunately, we don't keep in touch with everyone, but some do have jobs.
- Like truck drivers?
- What do you mean?
We talk about it every year.
We do not have enough resources to prepare you to obtain a driver's license.
- For once, I don't need it.
- What do you mean?
One time. Boom!
Get out! Stand up!
Ahmed, are you okay?
- They are the ones who are supposed to protect us.
- Is this how you protect us?
Cline, what's going on? Tell me exactly what's going on.
- Leave me alone.
- No. Tell me exactly what's going on.
Are you having problems at home? With Ramn?
You know you can talk to me.
Cline.
What's happened to you?
What is going on?
- I was at Bataclan.
- What?
Why didn't you say anything?
I remember a girl dancing next to me and smiling.
Then the shooting started and everyone tried to escape.
People stepped on them.
I stepped on corpses, because...
Because I had no choice.
We were waiting...
We were waiting for it to stop.
And they sent us out of there.
They asked us to go.
And they said, 'Don't look down.'
'Don't look down.'
And I looked because...
And that smell of blood...
It doesn't go away.
There was a lot of them.
I've never seen so many dead bodies in my life.
And I saw...
There was Ramn.
Ramn was down.
I tried to carry him because I didn't want to leave him there.
I wanted him to get out with me, but I couldn't.
I couldn't take him with me. I was alone.
I was alone and my life stopped there.
I didn't say anything because...
because I didn't see anything.
- Everything's going to be okay.
- I can't take it anymore.
- Can I help you with anything?
- No.
- No, no, no. Sit down.
- But if I can...
Thank you. Leave it to me.
- If you really want to help, can you take this?
- Yes.
Most of them never see their family. It's generally the parents who don't want to see them.
There is a girl who only managed to speak
on the phone with her father for ten minutes.
It was after two years. He implied
that she should no longer contact him.
I'm still surprised this is your job.
I would never have believed it, but I've missed it.
Do you remember when you took that aptitude test?
No.
You only had a three percent interest in social issues.
Really? I don't remember.
I don't think we ever told you.
We wanted to know what you were capable of, but we didn't want to influence you.
So, I could be a genius at something,
- but because you didn't tell me, I've wasted my life.
- Exactly.
But you're not really in a position to blame us for keeping secrets.
The apple doesn't fall far from the tree.
It's unbelievable that you waited eight months...
- Marie, don't start now.
- She's right.
Welcome.
- We missed you.
- It's not mutual.
- Do you feel ready?
- I hope so. And it's Friday.
It must have been good for you. You forgot what Fridays are like here.
I go in and apologize to Ahmed for...
Ahmed left two months ago.
Where did he go?
I can't tell you, but don't worry. He'll be fine.
Hello. I'm looking for someone who worked here a year ago.
She was here the night of the Bataclan attack, and she lent me this raincoat.
- I would like to return it.
- Do you know her name?
- No.
- If you let me have it,
- I can ask.
- Thank you. Goodbye.
Ramn!
Ramn!
Ramn!
Don't look down. Go ahead.
Come on! Don't look down!
Let's go! Hands on your head! Look at us!
I often dream about the particles that were floating in the air when leaving the Bataclan.
It was beautiful.
We were later told that they were gunpowder particles and vapor from the corpses.
Are you going in or what?
Ramn, what are you doing here? I didn't think you would come.
I even thought about giving you tickets as a gift, but then I thought,
'Look what happened last time.'
- I missed you.
- I missed you too.
- Shall we go in?
- Let's go in.
FOR RAMN, MARIANA, MARA AND IVN