The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives (2024) s01e01 Episode Script

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- Speeding, guys?
- Speeding.
Utah-based social media influencer,
Taylor Frankie Paul
- Taylor Frankie Paul
- Taylor Frankie Paul
One of the most salacious headlines
in Mom influencing?
The Mormon MomTok community scandal.
MomTok, a bunch of Utah moms
swinging, partner swapping,
being scandalous.
Taylor interview, take one.
Mommy don't know
daddy's getting hot ♪
At the body shop ♪
Doing something unholy ♪
Started so innocent.
Me and all these moms
were, like, feeling the same things.
I grew up in a glass box thinking
that everybody looks this way
A lucky, lucky girl ♪
She got married to a boy like you ♪
that everybody in
the world is Mormon.
There are a lot of rules
that we have to follow.
No swearing. One piercing.
No caffeine. No alcohol.
No tattoos.
Your body's a temple.
We're not supposed
to have sex before marriage,
which Oops.
Have kids by the time you're 21
or, in my case, at 16.
Doing something unholy ♪
A lot of the moms
love the foundation of our church.
Love, family, service.
You're trying to be an example
of a higher way of living.
But for a lot of us, following
the rules of the Mormon religion
is just it's impossible.
We were raised to be
these housewives for the men,
serving their every desire.
Well, I'm like, "Fuck this."
So, I created MomTok.
Started as a group
of Mormon moms making TikToks.
There was something freeing about it.
When it comes to the Mormon
scale, there's definitely a wide range.
Some are more Mormon than others.
But in MomTok,
I don't feel like we should judge people
whether they're going
to church every Sunday,
wearing their special underwear,
reading their special book.
We are a new generation of Mormon women.
We have a platform that
the generation didn't have before us.
We're just powerful women trying
to change the stigma of gender roles
in the Mormon culture.
MomTok blew up overnight.
I gained, like,
60,000 followers just in a week.
Like, nine million views.
And I was like, "Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
Like, this is crazy."
I think I have about 1.5 million.
Probably two million followers.
And then, it just turned into
this whole group
is swingin' with each other.
Taylor sent shockwaves
through her following,
announcing that she
was getting a divorce.
We started having parties.
Really wild things ended up on Reddit
because of one of the moms
from MomTok.
My blood was boiling.
I got on a TikTok Live,
50,000 to 60,000 people.
We would have parties
and there was a group of us
that were intimate with each other.
It was more like orgies.
The guys were like, "Whoa, whoa, whoa,
like, our wives just did that."
It happened several times.
I have made out
with all of the husbands.
And that's where things
just kinda, like, blew up.
Every single podcast
had an opinion about it.
As long as you say
"the Mormon TikTok girl",
people immediately know
what we're talkin' about.
Wait, what?
My favorite Mormon MILFs are swinging?
This girl broke TikTok.
No one was innocent. Everyone has
hooked up with, like, everyone.
And all of a sudden,
my phone starts blowing up
and I'm like,
"What's happening?"
Utah is like a small town.
We couldn't go anywhere.
Rumors were being
made up about my family.
It was, it was awful.
And at this point, I'm like,
"Can MomTok even survive this?"
If you think what's
happened up to this point is crazy,
wait 'til you see
what's happening right now.
Holy fuck.
Hallelujah ♪
Listen up ♪
I'm the one you've been dreaming of ♪
I've got everything
you could ever want ♪
Try me and you'll see
I'll bring you to your knees ♪
Baby, you're gonna believe ♪
Lead us not into temptation ♪
Lead us not into temptation ♪
Temptation ♪
You make me so sick ♪
Said that I'm going crazy ♪
But nobody can save me
from the world you created ♪
All of your tricks ♪
Thanks, I feel like
the Mean Girls' mom in it.
"What is the 411?
What is everybody up to?"
I feel like that mom.
I'm Taylor Frankie Paul.
I'm 28, and I am from
Salt Lake City, Utah.
I was a really wild child.
Did it all, you know,
partying and drinking.
Right after high school,
I got married in the temple.
I was being pressured into it by, like,
the church and my mom.
She knew Tate and I
were having sex before marriage
and I had a hard time fighting for,
like, my voice at that time.
MomTok, it started with four girls,
Whitney, Mayci, Mikayla, and I.
Ever since the swinging scandal,
I've been really trying
to keep a low profile.
I haven't seen the girls in months,
so I'm excited.
- Hi.
- Hello.
- My gosh, how are you?
- How are you?
Good. Awesome.
I'm Mayci Neeley. I'm 27.
And I'm originally from
Orange County, California.
I always tell everyone I'm from
California, so they know I'm cool.
I've been married five years
to my husband, Jacob Neeley.
And we have two kids.
And I'm a bad bitch.
That is what I am.
It's so great to see Taylor.
I haven't seen her in so long
since all the drama came out with her,
like being a swinger
and exposing everything.
Also am excited to get together
and start MomTok back up.
I need to hear about you and Dakota.
That's the tea I really want.
'Kay, I'm gonna let you go first though.
How are you and Jacob?
I feel like Jacob
never initiates, like, sex.
- You talk to him about it?
- Not really, like, in-depth.
But I feel, like, maybe I should.
But, like, what do I do?
I'm like, "Should I, like, put on
lingerie and walk around the house?"
- But that's still me initiating it
- That's true.
I feel like I want him
to, like, want me all the time.
So, I feel like if you
just talk to him about it
- and be like, "This is how I feel"
- Yeah.
he at least knows. 'Cause he can't
They can't read our minds, unfortunately
- Yeah, I know. I just want them to though.
- Yeah.
So wait, I wanna hear
about you and Dakota.
I'm like, "He seems like a good guy."
Um, okay.
So, I don't even know where to begin.
I'm so excited. Tell me everything.
Dakota, he's my new boyfriend.
We met on good ol' Instagram.
He's very charismatic,
he's charming, and he's very attractive.
He asked me to be his girlfriend,
and then we got
in a big fight the next night.
When you fought,
like, what was he saying?
Like, what was he getting
mad at you about?
I drank and then I drank more and more.
- Did you get drunk?
- Yeah, I got drunk.
It was my fault.
I'll 100% admit that.
Like, I-I was dumb and drunk and
So, I felt really, really bad.
He's like, "I think I'm just
scared to like you."
And, like, a lot more goes in
with me, my kids, my history,
my situation that just came out, right?
So, he knows that
that all comes with me.
Then there's a side of me
that's like, "Should I be single?"
For like th
To, like, go out in my 20s having fun.
I just got outta this relationship.
Like, get all of that outta my system
that I've been wanting.
I-I think my question is,
like, do you want to do this?
We have a lotta trust
issues, I won't lie.
Yeah, I was gonna say, does he have a
lotta trust issues because of your past?
He does and I do, like, with him.
So, we have trust issues
because we started off on a rocky start.
Um, we post a TikTok together
and things come out on Reddit.
And girls are on my TikTok saying,
"Oh, he was just, like,
with my roommate last week or."
- No!
- This and that. Like, ugh!
Like, uh, now I'm like, "I don't know
if I can trust you." You know?
You kinda like the drama
in the relationship, huh?
- No, I don't like the drama.
- A little bit.
A little You like the
like a little bit of jealousy.
- I like that he's jealous
- 'Cause you can tell that he, like, cares.
Mm-hm, I do like that.
But I also get scared 'cause I'm, like,
I'm three months outta my situation,
a month outta my divorce.
Do I need to chill?
He even asked me yesterday, he's like,
"Are you open to getting married again?"
- What'd you say?
- I was like, "Yes."
I was like, "Of course, I wanna
get married, I wanna have more babies.
I That's I will do that.
Like, that's my plan."
Um, and he's like,
"Okay, good to know."
I think I was a bit worried about you
moving into a relationship so soon
only 'cause you're gorgeous,
you're, like, TikTok famous, you're hot,
like, you can get anyone you want.
And so I'm like, "Don't settle,"
but I haven't met him yet.
I need to meet this guy.
Like, I need to see
how his personality is.
Like, I wanna see, like,
what you see in him.
- So, I feel we're kinda similar
- We have the same type.
We do.
So, I'm like, "Uh."
Anyways, so I heard Whitney,
she's moving back.
She's coming back tomorrow.
Did you know that?
Why?
Whitney is
part of the OG MomTok.
She likes to be, like, the leader
of the clan type of thing.
I, honestly, when she left to Hawaii,
I was like, I feel like
she's gonna get FOMO
- and wanna come back.
- Whoa, whoa, whoa, wait. 'Kay, she's
- moving back or they're just visiting?
- Moving back.
They bought a house sight unseen.
Honestly, I don't even know
the real reason why
they went there to begin with.
- Maybe she'll tell us, but.
- Yeah, so, I will be seeing her then.
She brought up the video again.
I got on a TikTok LIVE.
Tate and I are getting divorced.
I don't know what you would call it,
if it's like "soft swinging",
but you don't, like, fully switch.
We had an agreement, like, all of us,
and I did step out of that agreement.
I at least wanted
to explain that to people.
Like, my husband wanted to share,
he did wanna open that up.
So, it's, like,
I-I caught feelings for a man
that my husband welcomed
into our-our house.
Like, no one was innocent.
Everyone has hooked up with, like,
everyone in this situation.
She was like, "I am freaking pissed."
And I was like, "Whew."
I think it's because
she kept getting tagged in your video
and that's why she was upset.
- She's gonna kill me. Yeah.
- She's gonna kill you.
I'm excited for the confrontation
that's gonna happen between you two.
You think she will? No!
I think she will.
Taylor used to be the face of MomTok,
but once the whole controversy blew up,
no one really knew
what MomTok stood for anymore.
Like, is it just a bunch of swingers
or are we just a bunch of Mormon women
fighting the patriarchy?
If you out here getting money
and you're living happily ♪
You a star and you shine ♪
Can't no haters stop the grind ♪
You a boss and you looking like it ♪
Ah, you a boss and
you walking like it ♪
MomTok is essentially
a content creator house
except for we don't
actually live together.
And we're all moms, we're all Mormons.
I guess you could say
a lot of us in MomTok look similar.
We all have a similar style
or a similar look,
but we're just going off
based what's trending.
Especially in Utah,
there's a lot of blonde bitches here.
So, I mean, what do you expect?
Mayci, I need you to twerk
your ass off as hard as you can!
No problem.
When we appear in each other's videos,
we get more likes, we get more followers,
we all benefit
because we make more money.
- Oh.
- The boobies are boobin'.
We're poppin'. We're poppin'.
- Just the bra. I was likin' the boobs
- She's wearing those nursing garments.
I am shocked at how low, um, garmenting
or the breastfeeding garments are.
I can't believe
you have a little cleavage.
Well, you gotta be able to, ya know?
Yeah, that's true.
You gotta be able to work on
I'm sittin' down and
gettin' comfy. Is that okay?
Yeah. Sit down, please.
This is fancy.
Oh, I love that.
Um, so, has anyone talked to Taylor?
Not really.
I feel like she's kind of, like, holding
everyone at arm's distance right now.
♪♪
I'm coming over my mom's today
because I have had
a secret I've been holding on to.
And I'm really nervous about it.
Cross my fingers she doesn't kill me.
So, what's goin' on?
Ah, nothing.
They're driving me nuts today.
You want a snack?
Do you need me to watch 'em today?
Um, I might actually.
I have a date tonight, so.
- With, with who?
- Dakota.
So, you're starting
to see him a lot more now?
I Didn't I tell you
he asked me to be his girlfriend?
Didn't I tell you that?
- No.
- Oh, well, he did.
So, Dakota and I made
this TikTok of saying,
should we date
or should we not?
And, of course,
my mom goes and gets in there
and she puts the literal emoji red flag.
It gets a ton of likes.
I go delete it,
and then she goes, "Where's my
comment go? I had so many likes."
And I was like, "Oh, my gosh,
get off my TikTok."
Did you take in consideration
anything that I have told you before?
What do you think?
I did not.
I grew up in a very
brutal, honest family.
So, my mom
You guys are gonna get to know my mom.
I love her,
but she's been, like, against Dakota.
We shouldn't date, we shouldn't do this,
we shouldn't do that.
And she's gonna, you know,
tell me the truth
and tell me how she feels.
Do you still like watching the kids?
- It's hard.
- Yeah?
They're hard.
They're challenging.
I think that they should
be with you more.
I have 'em 50% of the time,
like divorced parents do.
- What? Just say it.
- Nothing.
Do you think I'm a bad person
for those mistakes that I did?
I don't think you're a bad person.
I th I just think that you've
done a lot of bad things
and that have made you look bad.
Mm-hm.
Have you talked to your bishop
or the church about anything?
No.
No? How come?
I don't know. 'Cause, like, what if
they're gonna, like, excommunicate me?
Hey, when you are out soft swinging,
wh-what do you expect?
With all the soft swinging,
what does that mean?
Do you guys know,
like, what they all did?
I think it's just everything
but sex, is what I understand.
- Like, oral too?
- Yes.
It was like swapping
in front of each other,
- standing next to each other type stuff.
- No!
I just love also that it's like,
"Okay, we can do everything
but sex, so it's fine."
It's like,
"No, you're sucking someone's dick."
So sorry, Jen.
How does that look
for you guys?
- Perfect. Beautiful.
- Awesome. Thank you.
My name's Jessi.
I am a hairdresser.
And I own a hair salon,
hair extension company, and hair school.
I have built a little hair empire.
We have had a billboard for my company.
People are talking about
how they think it says "jizz".
I can't.
And if you drive past this billboard
and that's your first thought, again,
your mind's in the gutter,
you gotta get right.
Because that is not what this is about.
'Kay, I have to know though
'cause I've heard her side of it.
But did any of you guys swing?
Like, were any of you involved?
I was, like, at the parties,
and I didn't even know
that it was going on.
You never picked up
on a vibe? Nothing?
Bret said that he picked up vibes
from the husbands
because they were
asking him weird questions.
- Like what?
- They were like,
"So, like, are you the jealous type?"
Bret said this point blank, he's like,
"I mean, I don't share
if that's what you mean."
- Good answer, Bret.
- Yeah.
Not a part of any of it.
I'm way too busy and tired.
By the end of the night,
I barely wanna have sex with my husband
half the time.
I just don't know if I could handle,
like, four other guys.
My husband and I, we do not share.
Absolutely no sharing.
But Taylor, she admitted
that they definitely thought that
we would be fun to swing with.
We're hot. What can we say?
My name is Demi Engemann.
I am 29 years old.
I have been married to my husband, Bret,
for almost three years.
He is 46 and I am 29.
So, a bit of an age gap there.
The last party that we had gone to,
like, Taylor was, like, being
kind of flirty with Bret
and that, to this day, pisses me off.
What did she do?
What do you mean?
Taylor's being extra, extra friendly
and she, like, came up
and she, like, kissed me on the head
and then she kissed Bret on the head
and then she's leaning over the couch.
She starts, like, laughing
and, like, saying something
and then he starts laughing
and that's when I lose it.
I'm like, "Oh, hell no!"
Bret was, like, so drunk,
like borderline blackout.
And he's just, like,
sitting on the couch
and he's like,
"We might have to sleep over."
He's like, "We might have to
sleep in Taylor's bed. I'm so sorry."
I love you, but you don't always
make the right choices.
Yeah, I feel like
you've never gone through a divorce.
You've never had your entire
I guess, sex life online
for the entire world to see.
I just don't know
how you choose these guys like Dakota.
What's wrong with Dakota?
Dakota has an addiction.
'Kay, that doesn't define
who he is as a person.
So, Dakota,
he has a pretty crazy backstory.
He's a recovering addict.
I mean, he almost died from fentanyl.
You have two kids
that you really have to think about.
They're trying to heal,
and which you should be healing.
You just got divorced
and you need to let that settle.
'Cause, ultimately, me and your dad
are gonna be the ones
that pick up the pieces.
Um
and I need to, like, probably
I don't know how to say it really.
Say what?
Um, I
I have to take a pregnancy test tonight.
- Are you for real?
- Mm-hm.
♪♪
- Are you for real?
- Mm-hm.
- Taylor, for real?
- Yeah.
That You're so s
You're s You're so stupid.
Why would you put yourself
- in that situation?
- Well, I didn't purposely do it.
You're always screwin' up everything.
It pisses me off.
Just so tired of you
doing everything to this family
and you don't even care,
you're like, "Hm."
I just don't know.
At the end of the day, I do know
my mom loves me and wants the best.
But emotionally, I would say
I have, like, good days and bad days,
and I'm still struggling
with the gossiping and judging,
and I'd rather her just support
rather than tell me what to do.
Correct me if I'm wrong,
but I feel like it's how it should be.
You just piss me off,
and I just don't wanna even talk to you.
It's no fun being a saint ♪
See you on the dark
side when I'm done ♪
I'm wicked as they come ♪
Alright, guys,
cheers to girls' day.
Ew, your crusty lips.
I feel like
Jen and Whitney are, like, the dancers.
Like, you guys can,
like, memorize things
Oh, yeah.
Isn't, uh, Whitney coming
Yeah, she's comin'
back from Hawaii.
- That went by really fast.
- It did.
I still don't know why she moved.
She Why does
she move anywhere?
I feel like she's always like,
"I'm gonna go here.
I'm gonna move houses. I'm bored.
I'm gonna change my hair."
She's all over the place.
Today, she moves back, right?
Oh. That's right.
I've heard some rumors about
Whitney, maybe they're not true, but
That she's a swinger?
That someone saw Conner on Tinder.
Yeah, we saw that too.
Whitney and Conner are married.
They have two kids.
I was on Reddit one night
and I saw this post that someone made
about Conner being on Tinder,
and Whitney was trying to hide
behind the swinger scandal
to hide her own personal scandal.
And I was like,
"What? Like, what is this?"
And I was really confused.
And then, I think I brought it up and I
was like, "By the way, like, we saw this."
And she's like, "Oh, it's not true."
Yeah, she's like, "They took
his pictures from high school,
from his Facebook high school account
or whatever and put it on Tinder."
She did brush it off really fast though,
which made me like a little sus.
But, I mean, it's Conner,
so it's, like, I don't know.
And she's, like, so public. I'm like,
how would that go under her radar
- for so long?
- I Exactly.
Hideout from everything ♪
Stay in, turn off TV ♪
I'm so excited! Ah!
I just, like,
can't believe it's happening.
I am buzzing. I'm psyched.
Oh, okay, I gotta check on him.
Hey, safety first.
You unbuckled.
Doe got in my makeup!
- Are you so excited?!
- Yeah.
- You go see new home?
- Yeah.
My name is Whitney Leavitt. I am
from Utah County, Happy Valley, Utah.
In the beginning of MomTok,
it was me, Mayci, Mikayla, and Taylor.
We were a really solid group.
But since Taylor came out and said
MomTok was involved in swinging,
I was in the thick of it here
with all these rumors being spread
about my family.
We moved to Hawaii for two months
to get away from the noise.
Two, three!
Oh-oh-oh-oh, my gosh!
Are you kidding me?
Oh, my gosh.
- Conner!
- This is beautiful.
Liam, you excited?
After I had my first child,
I had this, "Is this my life now?
Like, is Am I just a mom?"
Which I'm not saying is a bad thing,
but I didn't want that to define me.
And being invited to MomTok
and getting together with these
other women who had the same goals
was refreshing and it was exciting.
After Taylor blew up MomTok,
I think we all needed
that time away from each other.
We needed that space.
And I'm ready.
I'm back from Hawaii.
I want us all to come back together.
Let's start dancing again,
making some videos.
It's happening.
Who do you think
this is this from, babe?
- Probably our realtor, huh?
- Yeah.
- Have you tried champagne before?
- Never. No.
- I've never tried alcohol ever in my life.
- I know you haven't.
Woo!
Oh. Dang it! Our new floors.
This is a very special moment.
I feel like we should go like this.
Wait, let's cheers it.
- Clink it, sink it.
- Yeah.
Drink up ♪
Shots up ♪
Drink up ♪
I didn't like that.
Ugh! Ooh, I hate it so much!
- Ew!
- Is that supposed to taste good?
Ew. Oh, my God!
Now that I'm back from Hawaii,
I really wanna talk to Taylor.
Let's just air out all
of our grievances.
We need to move past this.
We need to grow from it
and become better from it.
Do people really pay money
to drink that?
Walk in the room,
make 'em think you coming ♪
Powerful, you are, no question ♪
Who run the world,
girls, we ain't fronting ♪
Go on, girl, strut your stuff,
you deserve it ♪
Haters gonna act
like they never heard it ♪
How's it goin'?
There's gonna be three of us.
Yeah, she'll show up later.
She'll, she'll come, hopefully.
My name is Mikayla Matthews.
I'm 23 years old.
I've been married
to my husband, Jace, for six years now.
And I have three kids,
Beckham, Haven, and Tommie.
I was born and raised Mormon.
My mom was one of the church leaders,
so we would have to act like
the most perfect little Mormon family.
Sixteen.
And then I got pregnant
before marriage.
Jace was 21 then?
I do social media, content creation.
Recently, I've been sharing a lot
about my illness and my skin condition.
I wish I knew what was going on
with my skin.
I've done hair analysis tests,
urine tests, stool tests.
Oh, priesthood blessings,
got a couple of those along the way.
Jace hates being in my TikToks,
but I like to force him.
And then people just think
that he hates me secretly.
Oh, God. Probably a picture of myself.
It's still a picture of myself.
I don't wanna sit next to Taylor.
I'm scared. Should I sit over here?
- No, you're g
- Have her sit there.
Okay. I'm Taylor.
- You're Taylor.
- "What's up, bitch?"
- I'm just kidding.
- She would, though.
Literally, she would.
"Hi, guys. How's everyone doing?"
Good. How are you?
"Good. Like my titties?"
Yes. I'm actually very jealous.
I'm a part of the original group
of MomTok.
It's nice to have Whitney back,
especially going into this conversation
with Taylor.
I know that there's a lot to be said.
Where Who's your plastic surgeon?
"Dr. Chitty. Chitty Titty."
Chitty Titty. Dr. Chitty Titty?
I haven't seen Taylor in quite some time
since the swinger drama.
Yeah, I do have some issues with Taylor.
Literally, look at my hand right now.
Mi-kay-kay, you're good. Just breathe.
Drink your water. Look at the menu.
Is it too early to take shots?
Like, I need
Here she is.
- Hi!
- Hello. Your hair looks so good.
Oh, my God,
your hair, it's so beautiful.
- Thank you.
- It looks so good.
Did you get extensions now
and now all the comments are real?
I didn't.
If I'm rubbing my boob,
it's because my boobs hurt so bad.
I stopped breastfeeding
and they're, like, rock hard.
That's okay. If I touch my boobs,
it's just 'cause I just got some.
Okay. Why're you guys
looking at me like that?
Awkward.
So, how are, how are the titties?
Like, they're healing well?
- Can I touch them?
- Yeah.
- How long has it been?
- Um, seven weeks.
Wait, they feel so good, Taylor.
They're soft.
They're not even hard anymore.
Do you like the size that you got?
Yes.
And they fit my body, so
And it didn't hurt at all.
Um, so, how have you guys been?
I've been good.
We just
I feel like I haven't slept at all
because we literally got off a plane,
moved into our home.
I feel like I'm on, like,
this crazy high right now, but
Yeah, yeah.
- And I miss Hawaii already.
- I didn't even know you were moving back.
Oh, no.
I'm, like, officially back.
I know, but I didn't know that.
Surprise!
I actually don't know the real reason
of why Whitney moved to Hawaii.
She didn't tell me.
Nobody told me.
I honestly thought
we were closer than that.
I don't know anything.
I have a question for you.
I wanna know why you posted that video.
We built a relationship,
and I genuinely was like,
"Cool, I don't trust Taylor."
Like, no one was innocent.
Everyone has hooked up
with, like, everyone in this situation.
I felt betrayed.
Genuinely was like,
"I don't feel safe with Taylor.
I never wanna make
a video with Taylor ever again."
Like, I-I still don't really trust you.
♪♪
I feel like the story could've been
approached differently.
Like, I feel like it
was very exploiting.
Names of people that had nothing
to do with this. Absolutely nothing.
I don't trust you
with telling certain things
'cause I don't know what
you're gonna do with that information.
Are you gonna blast it on the internet?
Are you gonna Like, I don't know.
It's very, like, IDGAF energy.
And I'm just like,
"Well, I-I don't feel safe with you."
Like, do you want me
to say sorry for, like, my post?
- Like, I don't know, like.
- At the end of the day, it
I guess I'm saying
I'm not apologizing for my post.
It's not that I don't care about people.
It's more like
what the people think online, right?
I knew people were gonna be like
I knew it-it was gonna be hyped, right?
Like, controversy.
I just kn-knew it would.
Everyone was, like, picking apart MomTok,
picking apart people's relationships.
Like, "Oh, is it them?
Like, Whitney and Conner had this.
Whitney's husband's doing this."
And I feel like
that's where it was hard for people.
And so, I just thought
it was like Taylor's trying
to drag everyone down with her.
And so I was like,
"Well, that's not cool."
What was frustrating though was,
like, gir like, all the moms, like,
coming at me, like, crying,
like, "This is ruining our lives,
take it down," blah, blah, blah.
And then they're joking about it
on their, like, TikToks.
And I'm like, "This ruined your life
and now you're joking about it?"
Like, I'm confused.
There would be no MomTok
if I hadn't created it.
I feel that I should be given
a little bit of grace in the situation.
I was being torn to shreds
for, like, ruining people's lives
and then them using it for, like, clout.
'Kay, did I ruin your life
or did I help your life?
I brought all of you girls
into this MomTok thing
and then I was all left.
You guys did bashing me without
even, like, knowing the full story
and something I did, like, for you guys
and, like, all the other girls.
And then I was just, like, kicked out.
I wouldn't say you brought us in.
I had a following already
going into MomTok.
So, I don't feel like
I owe anything to you.
I just feel like there's a line,
especially, like, when we're friends.
Like, I feel like we
grew a relationship.
- Yeah, we did.
- But then you made that video.
I-I didn't think about it.
So I'm sorry that I didn't, like,
I guess I don't know.
We need this.
We need this community.
And I want us to be loyal to each other
and feel safe with each other
and honest with each other and
I agree.
I think it is a good thing
to clear the air
with my closer friends in MomTok.
But I also am very scared to tell 'em
I might be pregnant.
And I don't wanna be judged, I guess,
by them, given the circumstances.
So, I'm gonna hold off
on telling 'em that.
I say from here on out,
we have each other's backs.
Cheers.
Cheers, ladies.
Cheers. Yay.
You've never seen
a glow like this before, no ♪
Oh, baby ♪
I actually think Whitney's
gonna look like a natural redhead.
I think so too.
She kinda looks like she would be.
Have you looked in the mirror?
I love it.
Lindsay Lohan who?
Got me feelin' ♪
This is where it all began ♪
How you feelin'
about bein' back from Hawaii?
I feel great. Um
could we sit in the family room?
Is that okay?
- Yeah.
- Oh, man.
I was looking through
some old videos today and
I know we were only in Hawaii for
a little bit, but I kind of miss that
because I-I feel like
we ran away from something.
I don't wanna lie about it anymore.
Taylor even asked me the other day
about the whole Tinder rumor,
and I denied it again.
Yeah, I It's probably hard
for you to lie about that.
I just think that, at the time,
I didn't wanna say anything
'cause I didn't even know what I wanted.
I just hate talking about
what happened to me
in the same breath as what I did to you.
I feel like it flips the script
and it, like, turns me into a victim
when, in this scenario, I'm not.
And I definitely want there
to be a distinction.
These were actions I took.
I had a real problem.
And it led to something
that really hurt my wife.
And I'm so sorry.
And I'm working on myself.
But, yeah, I've, like, reached a point
where I really don't care
what anybody outside
of my inner circle thinks.
O-Once it gets out
I feel like it's just
gonna be like a, um
like the elephant in the room
whenever we go to church now.
Nobody knows about our secret.
When they asked us,
we said it was a lie.
I think when we look at religion,
when you go through the temple,
make those covenants,
make those promises with God,
the sin is more serious.
I just think that
I don't know.
Oh, man.
I'm a little nervous about how
Like, what they're gonna think.
I don't know if they're gonna hate you
or if they're going to hate me
for making the choice to stay with you.
It's a pretty deep wound.
I was gonna wash these
because I'm so weird about dirt.
Like, with your toilet seats?
Just, like, grosses me out a little bit.
Well, what do you do
at, like, airports and stuff?
If there's no toilet seat cover,
I will literally, like, get toilet paper
- and make a little thing on the seat.
- Stop.
- You do that at my house?
- Yeah.
- Hi!
- Hi!
- I took all your hair tips today.
- 'Kay. It's stunning.
I messaged her last night and I
was like, "How do you do your hair?
Because I wanna look
exactly like you tomorrow."
So, like, what is going on?
It's a family meeting.
Whitney wants
to get all the girls together.
She's like,
"Family meeting. I can't hold it in."
Well, I was like, "Well, like,
is it an issue? Like, is this serious?"
She's like,
"Yeah, it's pretty serious."
And I was like,
"Okay, well, you're not dying, are you?"
And she was like, "No." Okay.
So, I'm like,
"Okay, like, at least that's okay."
Is that the door?
- Or am I hearing things?
- No, I think it was.
- Hi!
- Hi!
- Oh, my gosh, your hair looks so cute.
- Thank you.
Whitney!
Why every time I see you, I'm like,
"So, you just lost, like, 10 pounds."
Every time I see you. Stop.
Oh, b it's 'cause
I just got over food poisoning.
I've been, literally,
shitting my guts out.
- Um, I'm gonna
- And maybe a little bit of nervous shits.
- light a candle.
- 'Cause I get the anxiety shits.
I do too.
Like, I cannot control it.
- Hi. Come on in.
- Hi.
- Oh, my gosh. You look so cute.
- You look hot.
Hello. Hello, guys.
'Kay, so, what's going on?
Whitney, did you say you had something
you wanna talk about?
Um yeah, there is.
I really want
this MomTok group to survive.
It's my life right now.
It's, it's what makes me happy.
I look forward to it.
These are my girls.
I wanna do anything and everything I can
to keep this group going.
I don't want there to be
any more secrets between us.
I don't want another scandal.
So, I'm ready to tell the truth.
Oh. I'm anxious.
Oh, I'm anxious.
There's no way
I'm gonna be able to do this.
There was a rumor
that Conner was on Tinder.
I don't know
if you guys remember that rumor.
Of course, you do.
And
I lied about it
because I was embarrassed.
I didn't even know it was true
until I confronted Conner.
And I went to him like, like,
"Look at this joke."
There was more to that.
He had been struggling
with a porn addiction and
I didn't wanna say anything.
I didn't, I didn't wanna come out
because I just feel like
there's a whole story, you know?
There's a reason why
people do certain things and
I think he was just confused.
I literally said, I was like,
"This does not happen to me.
This isn't something
that happens to me."
I literally haven't told anyone.
It's just something
that we're working through.
Can I ask?
Did it go further than Tinder?
No, it
He never met up with anybody, um
How long had it been going on?
Like, our whole marriage.
My first reaction to hearing
about Whitney and Conner,
jaw on the floor.
And is he talking to these girls?
Yeah, like, full-on conversations
with women and pictures
and all of this stuff.
- Wait, so they were sending nude photos?
- Yeah.
- Conner was, too, as well?
- Yeah. Yeah.
Life can be really
sticky and complicated,
but no matter what you're going through,
we have this MomTok group to lean on
and use as a support system.
And right now, Whitney's needing us
and we need to be there for her.
Makes me feel like
like, my whole marriage
was just, like, a lie.
Yeah, that's hard.
I could see why, with porn,
it makes a little more sense,
"Okay, he's confused sexually."
But with Tinder,
I feel like it's different.
How do you know he didn't He's just
telling you he didn't meet up with her?
- How do you know, I guess? Or you don't?
- By word.
- Okay. Yeah.
- Ya know?
Yeah.
I guess I just hope that,
yeah, like, you don't look
at Conner differently.
If you guys can look past my stuff,
Conner's okay.
We're just here to-to support
you no matter what.
Yeah.
I originally said to everyone
that I had left
because of all the MomTok drama.
Like, I felt like I
couldn't go anywhere.
But honestly, like, we left
because I just wanted to get away.
Wanted to get away from everything
'cause I wanted
to just think for myself and everything.
So, I'm sorry.
- It's okay.
- Because that wasn't the reason.
Holy fuck!
I would say I am, like, the scapegoat
for why Whitney moved to Hawaii.
I've just been lied to all summer.
Like, what the hell?
I'd rather have a mean bitch as a friend
than a freakin' fake, you know,
nice girl that's, like, using people.
So, I have news.
What's the news?
'Cause I feel like there's,
like, some tension going on.
No, I just am I'm super overwhelmed
with, like, everything.
Um, yeah, I've been pregnant
for, like, I would say four weeks.
- Shut the f
- Oh, wait. Wait, wait, wait.
It's not good because,
like, I am pretty sure I miscarried.
So, I'm-I'm going
to the hospital every other day
because, like, they have
to, like, draw blood
because I either miscarried
'cause I had a ton of blood,
I was, like, freaking out
and calling my doctor.
And they're like, "We're pretty sure
you, like, miscarried then."
- You know that for sure?
- An ectopic Yeah.
It's no matter what,
who has one, like, it won't survive.
- What does that mean?
- But as it grows,
it'll burst your fallopian tubes.
It's been, like, depressing.
What the actual fuck, Taylor?
What the hell are you doing?
Immediately, right after sharing
this trauma that's happening to me,
you immediately talk
about something traumatic
that's going on in your life?
How does Dakota feel about it?
He was super sad
'cause he was super excited.
We're like, "Whoa, let's do this."
We were like We accepted it.
Are you, like, gonna be more careful
moving forward?
I am very, like,
just everywhere, every day.
But I'ma do my thing how I want to ♪
Told my bae she could come through ♪
If you ain't my
bae then it's not you ♪
♪♪
- Do we have reservations or what?
- I don't know. Did you make 'em?
- Mm-hm. I did actually
- You didn't. You're lying.
So, we're just hoping to get in?
Yeah.
Be like, "I'm the swinger mom on TikTok.
Will you gimme a table?"
No, Taylor.
Don't say that.
Dakota and I
didn't expect to get pregnant,
let alone have a miscarriage.
At this time, I feel like
we're just wanting to move on
and work on our relationship.
Both of our pasts, we have very,
I feel, like, messy pasts.
He wants me to be a better person.
And that's why I really like him
because he wants to do
more wholesome things together
and I like that.
♪♪
I can't believe I'm with you.
It's so crazy.
- Sliding in my DMs.
- Okay, alright. Okay.
I did one slide.
Little bit later, little DM comes in.
Who's it from?
Taylor Frankie Paul.
What did you say?
"You look like Jake
Gyllenhaal." Holy hell.
- You're so pretty.
- I feel the same.
I'm like, "How did I get this guy?"
I would never share you with anybody.
Your sharing days are over. Done.
You wanna marry me?
I wanna marry you.
Wait, really?
I'm freaking obsessed with you.
With, like, church, do you want
to be married in the temple still
or is that, like,
something you want or
My answer would be I don't want it.
I don't follow the rules.
And that's a given.
Like, when I came back to the church,
like, it was, like, very, like,
higher-power God moments for me
that were, like, saving my life.
Like, even being in recovery, right?
Like, just, like, turn
I, like, turned everything to God.
Obviously, with my past,
I can't be with you
if you wanna, like, party.
Unfortunately for
me, it's life or death.
Um, I mean, don't get me wrong,
I've thought about all of it.
- I'm just gonna be honest.
- Yeah.
It makes me sad to be like,
"Oh, I can never drink again?
- Like, like, that sucks for me," you know?
- Right.
It's just something
I enjoy in-in moderation,
like a drink out with my friends.
I get where you're
comin' from with that.
I just know what I want in my future
and it's not any of that.
Yes, in the MomTok group,
we like to party.
Oh, my gosh. I don't know how I
find these men that don't like drinking
because, like, I like drinking.
So, I feel like it might be an issue,
actually, to be honest.
Let's get outta here.
I won't lie. Nah, I'm drinkin',
like, tonight I'm gettin'
I'm gettin' effed up.
♪♪
- Thank you for dinner.
- I love you.
'Kay, let's go night-night, girl.
Do you want some milk?
Do you want some milk?
'Kay. I love you.
You be a good girl.
You be a good girl.
Right, let's say a prayer.
- You wanna say it?
- Yeah.
Dear heavenly Father,
thank you for this wonderful day.
We're grateful for the safety
and the love that we feel
and we say these things
in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
Amen.
Love you, buddy.
Contact with front door.
- Hey, what's goin' on?
- Oh, my gosh.
She is hammered.
I'm sober!
- How 'bout we separate for now?
- You need to just calm down!
- Hey! Stop.
- Taylor, stop!
We're not doin' this.
Because she is
attacking the crap out of me.
Okay, stop lying.
Oh, my God.
Do you wanna throw that on real quick?
I just wanna be able to talk to you
without you two
bickering at each other.
So, go ahead.
Like, you can sit or whichever.
- 'Kay.
- So, what's, what's your name?
Taylor, I'm Officer Rupert Rex
with the Herriman Police Department.
The neighbors called in
saying they heard a bunch of yelling.
I'm sorry.
At this time,
you're gonna be placed under arrest.
For DV.
For domestic violence. Okay?
So, before I talk to you more about it,
I need you to turn around
and place your hands behind your back.
Getting arrested
was the worst night of my life.
I don't wanna feel anything anymore.
From the scandal to the miscarriage,
to arrest, to being pregnant again.
Where do you
stand with MomTok right now?
Um, I don't know.
We need to get back to what MomTok was.
Do you wanna exclude her from it?
There is a fight
for the queen bee of MomTok.
You're either Team Taylor
or you are Team Whitney.
Queen bee, royalty ♪
She fucked all of us over.
I think she likes being in control.
Online, it looks like
we're all the bestest of friends,
but we're not.
- Do you guys know where Whitney is?
- Oh, is Whitney not here yet?
- She's not coming.
- What do you mean?
Get out your boxing gloves, girlies!
Girl, you look hot AF.
In this MomTok group, we really
do have a true sense of sisterhood.
- Like, look at this. Not even swollen.
- I'm like, "Can I see?"
Like, it's swollen, but, like
- It looks so good!
- Oh, my God!
So, I got this offer
Pleasure toys for days!
I think a lot of
women don't even orgasm.
Two kids. 22. Never in my life.
I feel like I'm, like, missing out.
In the Mormon religion,
we're very conservative.
In what way do you feel like
drinking helps you be a better mom?
Lot of people now think that
we're just a bunch of Mormon swingers.
"Which girl in this room
would you go lesbian for?"
- Hey.
- Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss.
No, don't!
I worry about my family seeing me.
Oh!
It's very, very taboo.
In MomTok,
there's lies, gossip, there's drama.
There's so many secrets.
Now you're calling Taylor "white trash".
Do you think it's trashy to take off
your dress in front of my boyfriend?
We act like everything's fine,
but that's just a story.
You guys, pretend
you like each other, 'kay?
- She unfollowed all of us.
- No!
This will be an interesting night.
- You're being a bitch.
- What the fuck are you talking about?
She can't help people not liking her.
Mayci and Jacob are a joke.
There's nothing else to say.
Zip it.
The gloves are off, baby.
War has just begun.
Fight, fight, fight, fight!
- Why are you here?
- Did you invite her?
I'm just a human being,
I did nothing wrong.
The one time I need support,
you're not there for me.
I don't wanna be friends
with you guys anymore.
'Kay, I don't wanna be your friend.
I think everyone has a secret.
If anything does come out
- You're gonna end things with me
- Yeah, 100%.
Would she rather know
after she has a baby,
or would she rather know before?
- Are you scared?
- Yeah, it's gonna come soon.
"I accidentally slept with him
before I knew they were together."
Can MomTok even survive this?
To be bad ♪
To be bad, to be bad ♪
Ooh, it's good to be bad ♪
To be bad, to be bad ♪
It's good to be bad ♪