Dying for Sex (2025) s01e04 Episode Script

Topping is a Sacred Skill

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[person] Just hold still, Molly.
Sorry if I'm being dramatic.
Mmm. Yeah, I'm not
feeling anything.
Really? 'Cause I thought
I felt something.
[doctor] You know, the chances are so
small that it would be cancer at your age.
Don't worry.
Get some sleep. Are you
drinking enough water?
[nurse 1 scoffs] The gloves
down here are always too small.
[nurse 2 chuckles] Maybe your hands
are too big. You know what that means.
[Molly] Oh, my God.
Are they flirting?
[nurse 2, muffled]
You're blushing.
[Molly] It's like I'm not here.
It's like I'm part of this table.
[nurse 1 continues, muffled]
[Molly] I'm so sick
of being a patient.
[nurse 2] Hold on.
Okay, Molly. I'm gonna
put on some music.
["Live Your Life"
plays through speakers]
[mechanical whining continues]
Leaning out the window ♪
Touching stars ♪
[Molly] I don't want music.
I don't want music!
Got to live your life ♪
Stop. Stop the music!
[nurse 2] Please,
please don't move.
Stop!
Hi. Okay Um
Sorry, listen. Uh, w-what exactly, uh,
is the issue wi-with the radiation?
I just I wa Is it okay if I
just take a break just for a few days?
- I'm I'm sorry.
- We really
No, no. Don't say sorry.
- [Molly] I need a break. I need a break.
- [Dr. Pankowitz] Sorry. Listen.
- Don't say you're sorry, Molly. Get angry.
- Wait. Laura,
- I need you to help me out here.
- What? I'm sorry.
Dr. P, it's Nikki.
- My name is Nikki.
- Nikki.
Nikki. Of course, I'm sorry.
Thank you, Sonya, for piping up.
And, look No, I know.
I-I understand. I-I get it.
What with the hip surgery, you have
both had, huh, a rough time this month.
What did you say? A rough time?
- Well
- Okay.
[Nikki] I just want you to remember that
pieces of her bone have been removed.
She's got a metal
rod in her leg.
And now she has a
tumor in her eye.
So I'm pretty sure you didn't
just say, "A rough time,"
because if you did, then
you're gonna have to go ahead
and kiss Laura's ass.
- [Nikki] Oh, fuck.
- [Dr. Pankowitz] What
- I'm sorry.
- Um
Well, I can't unsee that, can I?
No, obviously you can.
He's been an oncologist
for 40 years.
They're talking about
banning you from procedures.
- [Nikki] That makes sense.
- [Molly] Is she okay?
She looks so tired.
I think we're both losing it.
[Sonya] losing
control like that.
[Molly] "Blindfold sex. Cuckolding.
Tickle torture. Lactation fetish?"
I don't think I have that one.
- Okay. That sounds right.
- No, no, no.
[Molly] " Wall Street wolf by
day, your little bitch by night."
- Huh, that's promising.
- [Nikki] No, no. It's fine.
I won't grab my butt at
any more doctors. Okay?
You have been so angry.
I I'm great. I'm fine.
And I'm doing all
this, and I'm smiling.
Well, it's a very weird smile.
- Is it?
- Mm-hmm.
Molly.
[chuckles]
- [Nikki chuckles]
- Molly.
Radiation is gonna make you
feel better in the long run.
- I don't think you should stop.
- I don't wanna talk about being sick.
I joined a kinky
dating app yesterday.
Do you think I'm a spanko
painslut cuckquean?
Yes. Oh, yes.
[Sonya] I hear you.
You both need a break
from the hospital.
- Okay. Come here. Come here.
- [Nikki] What's this?
Shh. What're you
doing tomorrow night?
And do you have any clothes that
you would describe as pop princess
who is secretly fucking
all the Spice Girls?
I, like, have been preparing for
whatever this is for my entire life.
Do I look like I have cancer?
- No, you look like you have chlamydia.
- Okay.
Really? That's what
I was going for.
- [Sonya] Hi, hi, hi.
- Hey.
You look perfect.
- Thank you.
- Is that food?
Ah, it's lasagna.
It's for the potluck.
["Mama Got Game" plays]
[Molly] This is a sex party
potluck? This is a fuck potluck?
That's my ex. It's their party.
[Molly] Whoa, there's some really
interesting smells in here.
Like vagina and oregano.
Is that a butthole?
No, it's a lamp.
- Sonya.
- G.
And Sonya's friends.
Let me take your coats.
- Welcome, welcome.
- Hey.
[G] Okay, well, obviously
you guys signed the waiver,
so you understand
the rules, right?
There's no touching
without consent,
and if anyone makes
you uncomfortable
[Molly] Oh, my God.
This is too much.
I'm staying for ten minutes,
and then I'm leaving.
Here are your drink tickets.
- I want that. Yeah.
- Yeah. And, uh
- Sorry, but we're out of ice.
- It's 10:15.
- How are you already out of ice?
- You wanna get ice?
- Get ice. A lot of people came.
- You are so chaotic.
- They had ice.
- Okay, okay, okay.
- I drink my shit neat.
- All right.
So
In this room, no phones.
["BET" plays]
[Molly] Oh, my God.
[Sonya] We have dancing!
We have some cuddling happening.
Vulva studying. Shibari ropes.
Hey, Sasha. Are you
getting tied tonight?
You do, I know you do, baby ♪
Bet, bet on that ♪
You do, bet you
do, S-Say you do ♪
Bet, bet on that ♪
You, you, you do ♪
[music stops]
[person shushes]
[moaning]
[moans]
- [moans]
- Do you like that?
- You're mine now.
- Yes.
Oh, yes.
[G] You're incredible.
Touch yourself.
Yeah. Just like that.
[G's partner moaning]
[G] Don't come until I say so.
[G's partner] Please.
[whispering] Please.
[G] Now.
[G's partner moaning]
[G] Perfect.
- [crowd cheering]
- [G's partner panting]
[panting continues]
What's going on
for you right now?
You okay?
[stammers] That's-That's
what I want.
[sighs]
What did Sonya
tell you about us?
Uh, nothing. Just
that you dated and
Uh, we didn't date. We fucked.
Dykes can be disgusting people.
It was profane.
Almost sacrilegious.
God. I just I just loved
watching you at the party.
[whispering] Tell me
how to do what you do.
[whispering] Why
are you whispering?
[normal] You think this is
something to be ashamed about?
[whispering] No.
[scoffs]
Look, topping's a
sacred skill, okay?
All right? It's just
learning what terrifies you,
and working with
that until you come.
It's about facing down the shadow self
that lives inside all of us, right?
Who are you inside?
What type of animal are you?
Yeah, I don't know.
I mean, I'm not a top.
Or Or [stammers]
I-I don't know what you call it.
Like, a Like a dominatrix.
[groans] It's-It's not
about the terminology,
it's about the
subconscious, right?
Don't even think.
What do you fantasize
about? Tying someone up?
Total control? Anything.
I kicked my neighbor
in the fucking dick.
Fuck, yeah. Fuck,
yeah. Yes, you did.
See, that's hot.
That's some shit.
See, now-now we're
talking, right?
So you get off on having a
certain type of power, right?
- Yes.
- Hmm.
So the first step then is to put
yourself in a more submissive role.
No, I wanna be in control.
Right, right.
Well, in order to be
good at being in control,
you need to understand what
it's like to submit sexually.
- So, look. I'd be willing to show you.
- No.
You don't wanna submit to me?
No. I-I need to be in charge.
[scoffs] Submission
scares you, I get it.
I was just looking
for some pointers.
[groans]
When you're ready to meet
your shadow self, come back.
The whale's in my section again.
Thank you for-for your time.
- [Nikki] What?
- Thank you.
Your sister wants to know
why you quit the play.
- Oh, those jeans are so cute.
- Thank you.
[gags] Why do you
smell so bad? [gags]
Oh, my God.
- Ugh.
- She went to a sex party last night.
No. It was a It was a
kink-forward play party potluck.
I need you to stay as far
away from me as possible.
I'm too pregnant for that shit.
[grunts] Okay, and I
didn't quit the play.
I would not ever quit
the play. I got fired.
Why? Because you're taking
Molly to doctor's appointments?
Don't do that.
[Noah] She's at the hospital
every day. She's being amazing.
[Nikki's sister] So what, you're just
gonna let Molly ruin your entire life?
I'm sorry, but I'm concerned.
This is new for you. The
taking care of someone.
Can you just shut up? Like,
just stop fucking talking.
Hey, Nikki. You okay?
[whispering] I'm sorry.
Sorry.
[chuckles] So my buddy started
calling me Hoops as a goof,
because I sucked at basketball.
And then they started
calling me Hooper.
[Molly] How do we start
talking about it? I don't know.
- I think I'm the one that has to initiate.
- Actually, I changed it legally.
So when did you figure out
that you liked orgasm torture?
Uh, probably when I was
canvassing for Obama. Like '06.
Oh.
So do you wanna go
over boundaries?
Oh, right. Yes. Um
No bruises. I work in finance.
But I do want you to step on me.
And I'm into penis humiliation.
- Is that when I yell at your penis?
- Mm-hmm.
Yeah, I want you to talk about
how small and sad my penis is.
And are-are you into cock cages?
Excuse me. Sorry. Is it possible to
get some whole milk with this, please?
- [waiter] Sure.
- [Hooper] Like, the good stuff from a cow.
[Molly] Let's go to
the World Wide Web.
Oh.
Oh. Yeah, I can do that.
Yay.
What about you?
What're your limits?
Oh. Um
I keep my underwear on.
I don't talk about
my personal life.
No penetrative sex.
And you don't come
unless I say so.
Totally cool. I can
respect a hard limit.
I like your, uh, cane.
[Molly] Oh, shit. The cane.
Is that part of the kink?
Oh, yeah.
It's my thing.
[both chuckle]
[knocks on door]
[Molly] Can he tell the belt
is actually a back brace?
Stop it. You have all the
power. You're in control.
He shouldn't be standing in front
of you. He should be kneeling.
Kneel down.
Where everyone could see
you, you dirty little boy.
[elevator dings, opens]
- [Hooper] Can I smell you please?
- [Molly] Yes.
[sniffs]
[exhales slowly]
[Nikki] No, your neighbor
saw you? Did you talk to him?
No, I couldn't, 'cause I was in
the middle of getting smelled.
- Oh, but of course.
- Besides,
he doesn't even
look at me anymore.
So So I had cock cage guy walk
on his knees into my apartment.
And then I tried to insult his penis,
but when I took off his clothes
Oh, my God. I'm so scared.
What was it? Was it awful?
[Molly] It was beautiful.
Like, this was the most
beautiful dick I have ever seen.
You hate it, don't you?
[Molly] It was like finding a beautiful
secret waterfall made of penis.
Yeah.
- It was like a penis waterfall.
- [Nikki laughs]
Is it the worst one
you've ever seen?
What a terrible dick.
[sighs]
What a stupid, stupid penis.
Now stand up.
[metal clinks]
It goes through the
Yeah, that goes
Just thread that through
the The little metal part.
- It's-It's like a bike lock.
- [grunts]
You're doing great.
I'll just Here. I'll get it.
- Okay.
- Yeah. It's This is tough.
This part is actually
the hardest part.
It's just, like
Kinda tying a shoe.
- Just over the loop, and boop.
- Okay, got it.
And once it's on,
just clip that.
Okay. Sorry.
- I practiced. I just
- It's okay. That's okay. That's okay.
So then what're
you supposed to do?
You put it in the thing.
In the Did you cage it?
No. I mean, I couldn't
do it. It was too big.
- Shut up.
- [chuckling] Yes.
I had to, like, cram it in
- like I was balling up a sweat sock.
- [screams]
You did it. You just go for it.
He's coming back tomorrow
so that I can step on him.
- [laughs]
- Oh, my God.
[both laugh]
Yeah. Hold on.
But, well, let me just figure it out,
'cause I gotta check my schedule.
That's him.
Well, let me just
see. Hold on a second.
[Molly] That's my old doctor.
Oh, have you been
coming here a lot?
[Molly] Yes.
I No. I-I don't know.
I just like to watch him.
Well, either's good.
Come on.
How How do you not just, like,
wanna fucking kill this guy?
Look at this fucking asshole.
That's [laughs]
This is fucking
bullshit right here.
He couldn't be bothered to order
a mammogram, and now you're dying,
and he's like, "Oh, I'll just do,
like, normal fucking shit right now."
Just normal fucking life
for this fucking asshole.
Stop, stop. I don't
want him to see me.
[grunts]
[Molly] When did we
both get so angry?
- Are you okay?
- [Nikki laughs]
Yeah, I am fine.
[groans]
Well, actually, whatever. I didn't
really know how to tell you this,
but I got fired from
the play a month ago.
[Molly] No.
Actually, I quit. Or it
was a quit-fire situation.
It's not a big deal.
I missed a bunch of
rehearsals, which is whatever,
but I didn't wanna tell you
because I did not want you to think
that it was, like,
because of you,
or it happened because
I'm taking care of you.
- It is. It is because of me.
- No, it's not.
Wait, but then why have we been
running your lines together?
[chuckles] That's a good
question. I actually don't know.
I guess I just like
reading Shakespeare to you.
[doctor laughs]
Okay. That's hilarious.
Okay, that's great. Well,
yeah. Well, you better.
Hmm.
[Hooper breathing heavily]
[gasps]
[grunts]
[grunts]
[both grunt]
[Hooper moaning]
[Hooper exhales]
[Molly] I'm gonna
cover your face.
[moans]
[high-pitched sound continues]
[grunts]
[Hooper pants]
[Molly] You're weak.
You're pathetic.
- I hate you. I hate you.
- [Hooper] Red.
I hate you.
[Hooper] Red. Red.
- I hate you!
- Red!
- [high-pitched sound stops]
- What?
What?
Sorry, why did you say Why
did you call the safe word?
You were great. You were great.
It's just, uh
It-It kinda felt like you were
thinking about something else there.
And you gotta be careful.
Like, top drop is really scary.
Let's get some Let's
get some snacks, and
Uh
Zesty jalapeño chips?
[Molly] Shit.
I would like to
I am here to submit
sexually to you.
- [G] Jesus.
- [Molly] What?
You said not to whisper
or to be ashamed.
Okay, but can you keep
it chill a little bit?
Come on.
I'm going on break.
Nobody touch my napkins.
[sighs]
You're right. I'm scared.
I'm scared
I'm scared of not
being in control.
I'm scared of not being
able to feel or move.
I'm scared of losing my body.
Something happened
to you, right?
Yeah.
I get it.
Look, vanilla sex
you can disappear, right?
You can fake it. Who cares?
This shit, you can't disappear.
Especially if you're in control.
Right? That's like driving a car
and taking your hands off the wheel.
It's fucking dangerous, right?
[chuckles]
You need to just
learn to stay present.
Stay right here.
Can you show me?
Do you want to submit to me?
Yes.
Good.
Remember, you have the power
to stop this at any time.
I wanna touch you now.
Is that okay?
Yes.
[Molly] Anyone could walk in here
at any second and just see us and
Shh.
Quiet.
Just be here.
[G] Just breathe.
Do you like that?
Do you want more?
Yes.
What do you want me to do next?
Don't go anywhere.
Stay right here.
Stay right here.
I want
you to tie my hands together, but
I don't want them over my head.
Good. Good.
[gasps]
[Molly exhales]
[blowing]
[G blows]
Was that too much?
No.
Okay, I wanna stop now.
[G] Okay.
Good.
That was beautiful.
You're so powerful.
Okay, so, uh, you've
I want you to sit next to me.
Oh, I'm sorry, I
have a very busy
Sit.
[clears throat]
I'm going to hold
your hand now, okay?
Okay.
I'd like to know
your first name.
Oh.
It's Jerry.
- Jerry, hi.
- Hi.
Where are you from, Jerry?
Ooh. Well, um, just
outside Toledo.
Um, near the zoo.
Jerry, going forward,
I need you to walk me through
ahead of time, step by step,
what will happen
during a procedure.
I need you to answer all
my questions, and Nikki's.
I need you to listen to
me when I say what I feel,
and hear me when I
say I need a break.
Now breathe with me.
Breathe with you? That's
[chuckles] That's not
That's not my cup of tea.
- I don't I don't think I can
- You can do it, Jerry.
[sniffles, coughs]
[both breathing deeply]
Okay. You can go now.
[door opens, closes]
We're gonna figure out a
way to not be so angry.
["Cool and Bendable" plays]
[stammers] I forgive you!
Look at me!
Yeah! Fuck you!
I forgive you. I forgive you!
Yeah! Me! I forgive you!
I forgive you!
[grunts]
I forgive you.
I would like
something special ♪
I would like to hold
it, Touch it, it be real ♪
[doorbell buzzes]
Something cool and bendable ♪
Hey. Um
Molly told me how you helped her,
and I wanted to say thank you.
[sighs]
Why don't you come inside,
take off all your clothes,
and put on the movie Minions?
Yes, my king.
Can it watch out And
tell me when I'm crazy ♪
[Molly sighs] This fucking guy.
could be vulnerable ♪
I would like that too ♪
I don't know if you're
embarrassed about what happened
or if you think about it at all,
but we're gonna keep bumping into each
other, so get over it and look at me.
Something cool and bendable ♪
I think about it all the time.
I would like
Something special ♪
I said look at me.
I want something
cool And bendable ♪
[elevator dings]
I would like
Something unusual ♪
I would like it To
know how to party ♪
Something unflappable ♪
Can it have moves
And platform shoes ♪
And know how to dance ♪
I would like
Something special ♪
I want something
cool And bendable ♪
I would like
Something special ♪
I want something
cool And bendable ♪
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