Disclaimer (2024) s01e06 Episode Script

[CATHERINE] The truth is I was unsettled
the day that Robert left
us to go back to London.
I didn't want him to go.
You know, we'd had precious little
time together since Nick was born,
but I didn't want him to make a
choice between family and work.
[CATHERINE, NICHOLAS SPEAK INDISTINCTLY]
[CATHERINE] So there was the sea,
the sun was shining brightly,
but I just didn't want to
be there on my own.
[PERSON 1 GRUNTING, STRAINING]
Let's go.
Let's go.
[ENGINE REVVING]
- [ORDERLY 1] Sir? Sir? You okay?
- [ORDERLY 2] You, quickly.
- [CATHERINE] Thank you.
- [TAXI DRIVER] Thank you.
[CATHERINE PANTS]
Nicholas?
Oh, God.
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
Robert? Wake up.
Robert?
[SIGHS]
Robert, wake up.
Oh, wake up.
Oh, for fuck's sake.
- Wake up.
- [GROANS]
[BREATHES HEAVILY] Where's Nick?
- What the fuck are you doing?
- Where is Nick?
I don't know.
He's probably with a friend.
Okay. Well, where is he?
We need to find him.
He went to work yesterday, was
meant to come home for dinner,
- but so what? He's twenty-fucking-five.
- No, no.
He called me at 4:00 this morning
and now I can't get hold of him.
- Won't pick up. He won't answer my calls.
- He probably called with his arse.
- No, darling. He was in a terrible state.
- Oh, really?
- He He He was sobbing.
- Oh, was he?
He didn't speak. He didn't say anything.
- [STAMMERS] He was just weeping.
- Oh, really?
Hi, Nick.
Uh, yes, mate. It's your father.
Uh, give me a call when you wake up.
I just want to check you're alive.
Okay. I love you. Bye.
- He knows.
- He knows what?
[PANTS]
- What have you told him?
- Huh?
- What have you told him about me?
- I haven't told him anything,
- but I intend to.
- [GROANS]
Well, it's a bit late now, isn't it?
- Someone's beaten you to it.
- What do you mean? Who?
Oh, that crazy fucking
maniac has got to him.
What? Oh, you mean the father of the boy
who drowned saving Nick's life?
- You mean the father of the young man
- Oh, no. [WHIMPERS]
that you fucked and then
denied ever having met,
after he died saving our child.
You mean that crazy fucking maniac?
- You are unbelievable.
- Don't you get it?
Our son is in danger, Robert.
I've never heard him like that.
I'm scared.
Oh, yes, you're scared of
looking bad, aren't you?
I mean, it was inevitable
that he'd find out.
I just wish it would have been
me that would have told him.
This is your fault, all right?
You're responsible for this.
- It doesn't matter whose fault it is.
- I mean, what did you expect?
Well, how did you think
that he would react?
I mean, you were his mother.
You're responsible for all of this.
- You never gave a shit about him.
- You got his password?
You were so caught up with your toy boy
- that you let him alone on the beach
- Do you know his password?
- when he couldn't even swim.
- What's his password?
- [SIGHS]
- He couldn't swim.
Would you just give me his password?
Well, I don't know his password
'cause I respect his privacy.
I give him some basic, decent concern.
What is he supposed to make
of you though, Catherine?
I mean, you were his mother.
You were the one who was meant
to actually protect him.
You didn't protect him.
You just concentrated
- He's smoking again. Did you know that?
- Oh.
Don't you tell me how to parent our son
after you've been gone for 20 years.
How dare you?
What the hell do you
think I've been doing?
Oh, God. He's lost his job.
What? No, he hasn't.
So where's he been all day when
you thought he was at work?
Do you have any idea
who he might be with?
Friends?
I mean, I don't know
if he has any friends.
Do you?
Um, he mentioned, uh
He mentioned a girlfriend.
But I haven't met her. I don't
I don't know her name.
- I'm
- [CATHERINE BREATHES HEAVILY]
[SIGHS] I'm not that sure
she even exists, Catherine.
- [CATHERINE SIGHS]
- [CELL PHONE RINGING]
[CATHERINE GASPS]
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[PANTING]
[CELL PHONE RINGING CONTINUES]
Darling?
Is it Nick?
[CALLER SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY]
Yes?
[CALLER SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY]
[BRIGSTOCKE] Even though Nancy
described the events that happened
between Jonathan and
Catherine Ravenscroft
with incredible detail and accuracy,
she played around with
some facts, of course.
That is what writers do.
For instance, Jonathan had traveled
to Europe with his girlfriend.
- That is a fact Nancy left intact.
- [CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYING]
Though she changed the reason
for Sasha's early return.
[NANCY] Do you remember
the solar eclipse?
We get a full one once
a century in England,
and it came on a cloudy day.
[SIGHS]
What a waste.
Very British.
Can't be bothered.
Well, it was my last chance to see one.
We can always try to catch
the next one, you know.
- Could travel.
- To Madagascar?
- Why not?
- [NANCY] That's nonsense.
- Absolutely ridiculous.
- [TELEPHONE RINGING]
Stop faffing about and do something
about that bloody fridge.
It's driving me mad.
- Hello?
- [EMMA] Hello, Nancy.
Oh, hello, Emma. Good to hear from you.
[EMMA SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY]
Oh, I see.
Uh, no, no, no, no, I didn't know. No.
[EMMA SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY]
Well, [STAMMERS] I think it's up to
them to sort out their differences.
[NANCY STAMMERS]
- [SHUSHES]
- [EMMA SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY]
Well, le le let's not aggrandize
things here, Emma.
I mean, we we don't know
what went on down there.
Oh, no. Clearly your daughter's
exaggerating there, because
[EMMA SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY]
Oh, that's nonsense.
No, that's really very extreme, Emma.
I No, that really isn't
necessary, Emma.
All right, Emma, it's good to talk
to you. Thanks for calling.
Goodbye.
[BRIGSTOCKE] What?
What?
- What happened?
- That was Sasha's mother, Emma.
Sasha's back in London.
Wh When did
Her and Jonathan had a row,
and she's stormed off.
That girl's a mess.
Are you gonna stop that
irritating noise or what?
[BRIGSTOCKE] Sasha's aunt hadn't died.
That's not why she came home.
The book was a work of fiction,
but it released the
truth from its ballast,
allowing it to float up to the surface.
Scans show that he'd had a stroke
secondary to infective endo
What, he's had a stroke?
- He's had a stroke?
- It's quite common
- with people who inject drugs.
- Oh, God. Oh, God.
So, will he be okay?
Um, he's stable right now,
but it's too early to determine
the extent of the damage
- until we wake him up.
- Damage? What do you
- What do you mean by damage?
- Neurological damage, if any.
Wha Wha What kind
of neurological damage?
- Motor, cognitive, speech.
- [CATHERINE WHIMPERS]
But we shouldn't speculate.
At this point, he's stable and that's
what we need to concentrate on.
Doctor?
- Sorry, I just have to
- So, when
When are you planning
to to wake him up?
We'll run some new tests later
today, and if they look okay,
we'll try and wake him up tomorrow.
- But he'll recover, won't he? Fully.
- Yes. He could. Yeah.
You You said he could,
but what are the odds?
I mean, given your experience
with other cases, Doctor?
Well, each case is different,
and I'm really sorry,
- all we can do is wait.
- [ROBERT SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY]
[NARRATOR] Catherine and
Robert keep on asking questions
that they know are fruitless,
but they persist hoping to
receive a different answer.
- The one they wish to hear.
- [ORDERLY 3] Doctor. Doctor.
- I'm really sorry. I do have to
- Yeah.
- [CATHERINE] Thank you.
- [ROBERT] Thank you.
[CATHERINE SIGHS]
You can You can sit with
him first if you'd like.
[NARRATOR] You find yourself wondering
if Nicholas has always been vulnerable
to an early death.
He had been saved once already,
but you're frightened that this
time he won't be so lucky.
Robert's head is shattered in confusion.
Nicholas being in hospital
produces an intense feeling
of guilt and anxiety.
But those feelings can't
push away the jealousy
he feels towards the young man
who had an affair with his wife
and then saved his own child.
A martyr who had
emasculated him forever.
He also thinks about his conversation
with Stephen Brigstocke
the night before.
The man's humility and simplicity,
and his immense understanding
and compassion.
And how the only thing Stephen
and his wife had asked for
was to meet the boy who
their son had died saving.
- [TOMMY] Found it?
- [BRIGSTOCKE] Yep.
- [TOMMY] You good?
- [BRIGSTOCKE] I mean
[TOMMY] So, I've already put in
your username and password.
[FRIDGE RATTLING]
Just tap help center,
how do I delete my account,
and then delete your
account permanently.
All right. It's asking me why do
you want to delete your account?
What should I say?
- Just put anything. It doesn't matter.
- [CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYING]
All right, I will choose
concerns about my privacy.
It's telling me this
deletion will be final.
Yeah. It's a shame, you know.
Some of my best work.
Reenter your password.
[BRIGSTOCKE] "Please confirm."
"Are you sure you
want to delete your "
Hmm.
[BRIGSTOCKE] I was sad letting
Jonathan's Instagram account go.
But it was time to begin tidying up.
To wipe my fingerprints away.
[INHALES SHARPLY]
It's gone.
[TOMMY] Yeah.
All done.
Easy.
[CELL PHONE RINGING]
- [BRIGSTOCKE] That's for you, Tommy.
- Cheers.
Can buy yourself some new friends.
- Hello?
- [ROBERT] Mr. Brigstocke.
Uh, this is Robert.
- Yes.
- Robert Ravenscroft.
Uh, is this a convenient time?
Oh, [STAMMERS] of course,
Mr. Ravenscroft.
[ROBERT] Um, I'm afraid I'm calling
with some rather sad news.
Nicholas is in hospital.
Oh, that's terrible.
I'm so sorry to hear that.
Is he Is he okay?
[ROBERT] Still early to be certain
but he appears to be stable.
Oh. Well, may I ask what
what the problem is?
[ROBERT] Yes.
Uh, Nicholas has been struggling
with, um, addiction
- Bye.
- for quite some while.
Oh, I'm so sorry.
I can't imagine how you must be feeling.
[ROBERT] Yes, it's
It is rather difficult.
- [SIGHS]
- [DOOR CLOSES]
May I ask, um
Would it be possible for me to go
and visit Nicholas at the hospital?
I mean, if you think it's appropriate.
[ROBERT] Yes, of course you can.
Um, he's at East Acton Hospital
in, um in intensive care.
Oh, thank you.
Would it be [STAMMERS]
Would it be possible to go
as soon as, um, well,
a bit later this evening?
[ROBERT] By all means. I-I'll be
very pleased to see you as well.
Thank you, Mr. Ravenscroft. Thank you.
Nicholas is in my prayers.
- Goodbye. Please take care.
- [ROBERT] Thank you.
[BRIGSTOCKE] I was surprised by how
easily the pieces fell into place.
- [CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYING]
- The boy is a junkie.
Of course he is.
And the father, the irrelevant dimwit,
he had just served me
the meal on a platter.
All I had to do was to feast on it.
Ha!
[CHUCKLES]
[CATHERINE] Of that day on the beach,
I remember it was very bright,
and it was very hot.
Nicho
- You! You!
- [NICHOLAS LAUGHING]
And I remember feeling lonely.
And I also remember thinking
what a patient mother I was,
and the guilt I felt for thinking that.
And that was the first
time that I saw him.
And I wondered how long had he
been there, sort of staring at us.
[CATHERINE SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]
And I felt very self-conscious.
I felt exposed somehow.
And I thought that's an expensive
camera for someone so young.
[SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY]
I mean, he must have been taking
some photographs of us by then,
but I don't remember
him actually doing it.
[NARRATOR] Robert doesn't allow
you to be any place near him.
So you take turns sitting with Nicholas.
In a way, you are
relieved not to see him.
You have no room to think about him.
All you want is to be with your son,
and every moment is precious.
[ROBERT WHISPERS] Hi, mate.
- [TELEPHONE RINGS]
- [NURSE SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY]
[CELL PHONE RINGING]
- Hello?
- [SARAH] Hello, Catherine?
This is Sarah Fincham
from human resources.
Oh. Hello, Sarah. Yes.
Uh, how can I help?
[SARAH] I understand there was
an incident in the office yesterday.
Simon says he doesn't want
to make a formal complaint.
Uh, nevertheless,
we are obliged to record
that you physically attacked him.
- Oh. [SIGHS]
- It will have to go in your file.
I see.
[SARAH SIGHS] And I'm sorry, Catherine,
but we can't allow anyone to be
above our disciplinary procedure.
So we will have to look
into the allegations
made by Mr. Stephen Brigstocke,
'cause they are serious.
- Are they?
- I'm sure you can understand that?
Yes. Yes.
[SARAH] Is there anything
you'd like to say at this stage?
Uh, no.
[SARAH] Well, I'm going to sign you
off work for a week to start with,
- just for now.
- Mm-hmm.
- Stop the trolley. Check his breathing.
- [SARAH] Catherine?
Uh, are you there?
Yes. Yes, I'm I'm here.
[SARAH] I understand you've
been under pressure at work.
[CATHERINE] It's not work. I haven't
been under pressure at work.
[SARAH] Well, it's good to hear that.
- Okay, so, should I sign you off sick?
- [HOSPITAL STAFF CLAMORING]
[SCREAMING, CRYING]
[CATHERINE] Yes, please.
[SARAH] Look, I did wonder
whether it might be helpful
for you to talk to someone
about managing your anger.
We could help with that,
pay for counseling.
Someone independent,
of course, and confidential.
How does that sound?
- Would that be
- I'm sorry, I can't talk at the moment.
I'm at the hospital.
[SARAH] Oh, God. I'm sorry.
Is everyone all right?
[CRYING CONTINUES]
No, no. Everything's not all right.
[SARAH] Oh. Oh, I'm sorry. I
Yes. Okay. Thanks very much.
Bye.
[NARRATOR] You know that
your much-cherished reputation
has already been crushed.
That nothing will ever be
the same for you again.
And you don't care.
[BRIGSTOCKE] I decided to
wear Jonathan's deodorant.
I was already wearing Nancy's cardigan.
The three of us would
restore the balance together.
Hello.
Um, [STAMMERS] I'm looking
for Nicholas Ravenscroft.
Hello.
I'm here to see, uh,
Nicholas Ravenscroft.
Hello.
I I'm here to see, uh,
Nicholas Ravenscroft.
Hello.
[STAMMERS] I'm here to
see Nicholas Ravenscroft.
That's a good boy. [GRUNTS]
[CATHERINE] Jump. Jump! [CHUCKLES]
[CATHERINE] Did I flirt with
him when I saw him looking?
Did I do something that he might
have misconstrued as a signal?
I don't think that I did.
Let's get some supper.
You hungry?
[CATHERINE] But I have to
admit that that little smile,
that little connection,
it did give me a boost.
And as I walked away from the beach,
I felt him looking at me from behind.
[PHONE CHIMES]
[NARRATOR] Your whole office
must have read the book by now,
but it doesn't matter anymore.
[NARRATOR] Whatever happens,
that part, at least, is over.
You know that if Nicholas survives,
there will be no more secrets.
He will know everything.
[NURSE 1] Let me double-check
and get back to you.
Okay. Cheers. One minute.
Here you go. Thanks. [SIGHS]
- Hello. Can I help you?
- Nicholas Ravenscroft.
- Sorry, I didn't quite get that.
- [CLEARS THROAT]
[STAMMERS] I'm here to
see Nicholas Ravenscroft.
Oh, yes, Mr. Ravenscroft
did say you were coming.
If you follow me, I'll take you down.
Now, I just have to warn you,
Nicholas is currently attached
to quite a lot of machinery,
so it can be a little bit frightening
when you first see him.
Okay? But he is stable now.
Hello. I've got Nicholas's
grandfather here.
Thank you.
- Hello.
- Hello.
Thank you.
He's in the last bed on the left.
Thank you.
Mm-hmm.
[BRIGSTOCKE] I was about
to take everything away
from Catherine Ravenscroft.
My heart raced,
my ears thumped with anticipation
as I approached my goal.
And Nicholas was more
than halfway gone already.
I took him there without
laying a finger on him.
He wouldn't feel a thing.
Quite a nice way to go, actually.
Better than drowning.
All he needed now was a little nudge.
I didn't care for consequences.
The only thing that mattered
was for Catherine Ravenscroft to
suffer the way that Nancy and I did.
Oh. Here are the keys.
- Thanks. Your father's here.
- Sorry?
- Your father. He's with Nicholas.
- No, my fa
[CATHERINE] What are you
doing? He can't be in here.
What are you doing?
- Get away from my son.
- [BRIGSTOCKE MUTTERS]
- Get away from my son!
- [GROANS]
[NURSE 2] Are you okay?
Don't move. Calm down.
- Your father just wanted
- He's not my father.
- to check on your son.
- Who do you think you are, coming here?
I have given you every opportunity.
I went to your house to talk.
- I only wanted to see how Nicholas was.
- You didn't even open the door!
She can't be in here.
- You haven't returned any of my calls.
- I need some help.
[CLAMORING]
- You need to come with us.
- No, you need to come with us.
- You need to calm down.
- He's trying to hurt my son.
[CLAMORING]
[NANCY] We should start making calls.
Let people know what happened.
I should call Sasha first.
It's only right that she's
the first person we call.
I don't want her hearing
from anybody else.
[NANCY SNIFFLES]
[NANCY SIGHS, CLEARS THROAT]
Hello, Emma.
It's Nancy Brigstocke.
Would it be possible to
speak with Sasha, please?
And do you know when she'll be back?
[STAMMERS]
I understand, but this
is important, Emma.
[STAMMERS] If you would
just listen to me, please.
We have some very distressing news.
Jonathan is dead.
That
That Jonathan is dead.
That's what I mean.
He drowned in the sea
in Italy, saving a child.
[SMACKS LIPS] You do that.
Mmm. Thank you.
[BRIGSTOCKE] What did she say?
Sasha was out, but she'll let
her know what happened.
[BRIGSTOCKE] Anything else?
She's sorry for our loss.
[SMACKS LIPS] Nothing else.
She said she had to go.
[BRIGSTOCKE] We never knew whether
Sasha's mother told her daughter
what happened or not
because we never heard from them again.
Something had sent
Jonathan's girlfriend, Sasha,
running home to her parents,
leaving Jonathan alone in Italy.
Something happened there
that caused her mother to
make that angry phone call.
[CATHERINE] Nicholas was
happy to sleep by himself
so long as I kept the
door open between us
so he could see me if he woke up.
And once he closed his eyes,
he always, always stayed asleep.
And I clearly remember this
swell of happiness that evening.
I realized that I was truly relaxed,
that everything had been fine after all.
I was enjoying my time alone
with Nicholas and with myself.
And I decided to finish the evening
with a nice glass of wine on my terrace.
[DOCTOR] If you could look
straight ahead for me please?
[BRIGSTOCKE] It had
been such a long time
since a woman had shown me concern.
I liked feeling her hands on me,
taking care not to hurt me,
- being careful with my pain.
- Pupil's pulse at 3-mil.
Thank you.
And her voice was gentle too.
Her concern for me was real,
and I was grateful for her kindness.
Okay. There you go.
- How are you feeling?
- Fine, I suppose.
I'm a bit rattled.
[NURSE 2] I can imagine, dear.
You suffered quite a blow.
That woman is like my husband.
I know what it's like to
feel attacked like that.
All vital signs are normal.
- Give me a shout if you need anything.
- Thank you.
Take care, Mr. Stephen.
[BRIGSTOCKE] Thank you.
- You're done.
- [GROANS]
- You're all right.
- [GROANS]
You're gonna be a bit sore
for the next couple of days.
I'm gonna get you some
tablets for the pain.
Can you get me something
to help me sleep?
- Just in case. [CHUCKLES]
- Sure.
Hello? You've got a visitor.
I am so sorry.
I-I heard what happened.
I just came as soon as I could.
I-I know what my wife
did, and I am appalled.
I am so, so sorry.
It's not your fault, Mr. Ravenscroft.
She was shocked,
I suppose, to see me there.
You didn't tell her that
you'd invited me?
We-We don't We don't really speak.
I know I know that, um, that's
odd considering how ill Nick is,
but I'm-I'm [STAMMERS]
I'm struggling to understand
why she did what she did
or why she didn't even tell me.
I came a long way by bus
because I-I really
wanted to see Nicholas.
I-I know it's what Nancy,
my wife, would have wanted.
She-She would have loved the
chance to get to know the boy
whom my son gave his life for.
Then-Then why don't you come again?
- Do you really mean that?
- [ROBERT] Yes. Yes, of course.
- [GROANS]
- [STAMMERS]
- Nicholas would really want that.
- [GROANS]
Uh, if you feel nervous
at all, please don't be.
[STAMMERS] It would be
a wonderful gift for him.
That-That is thoughtful. Yes.
I I'd like that very much.
- Thank you.
- These are the tablets for the pain.
Take two.
And I shouldn't be doing this, but
these will help you sleep tonight,
but only take one.
Very well. Thank you. Yes. Hmm.
Well, you've been very kind
to me. Thank you so much.
No worries. Get home safely.
Thanks.
[STAMMERS] Uh, I
No, I-I-I really should go.
- I'm very tired and, uh
- Yes, of course.
[BRIGSTOCKE] Everything
had become more complicated,
and for a moment I thought that I
had to rely on fate to bring justice.
It was possible that
Nicholas Ravenscroft
would slip away all by himself,
with no need of my intervention.
He had a stroke, the nurse had said.
She also said that he might survive,
but that he could be severely
impaired for the rest of his life.
That was attractive,
but it wasn't enough.
I didn't want to give Catherine
Ravenscroft the opportunity
to play a new role as the devoted mother
selflessly taking care
of her impaired son.
No, I wanted her to suffer
the ghost of absence.
Only death is irrevocable.
Only then could I kill her.
I thought that I had
lost my opportunity.
But then, his father,
such a feeble creature,
- had handed me the golden keys.
- [AUTOMATED VOICE] Doors opening.
All I had to do was to pay
poor Nicholas another visit.
- [AUTOMATED VOICE] Doors closing.
- [EXHALES SHARPLY]
[CATHERINE] Scusi.
Can I just get a glass of white
wine to take to my room?
[BARTENDER] Certo.
[CATHERINE] I smiled, yes.
Because I was embarrassed, and
I didn't want to appear unfriendly,
and I felt self-conscious knowing
that he knew I was alone.
I wasn't used to being
on my own anymore.
And I certainly wasn't used
to being looked at like that.
His camera, his intense attention.
It did make me nervous, but I have
to admit it also made me excited.
Maybe I'll fantasize
about this moment later.
Maybe.
Maybe not.
[SNORING]
- [GLASS SHATTERING]
- [DOG BARKING]
[DOOR OPENING]
[STEP CREAKS]
[DOGS BARKING]
This is where you were
when the police came
to tell you about your son's death.
[SIGHS] Sit down.
[SIGHS]
I'm going to make some tea first.
[FRIDGE RATTLING]
You should fix that.
Builder's?
[SIGHS] I don't care.
Your book is, uh, it's
extremely detailed.
Mmm.
I didn't write it. Nancy wrote it.
She was a great writer.
Well, she managed very accurate
descriptions of the places.
We went there, remember?
We went to the place where it happened.
Still, it is remarkable
how much she was able to reconstruct
based on a handful of pictures.
That is what great writers do.
They take fragments of reality
and weave them together
in such a way that they
reveal a greater truth.
[CATHERINE] Sit down.
Yes. [SIGHS]
It is truly remarkable how
your wife was able to write
so convincingly about so many things
without having been there
when they happened.
She was remarkable.
[CATHERINE EXHALES SHARPLY]
Right.
Now, I can start.
[SNIFFLES]
[SIGHS]
[SIGHS]
It's time for my voice to be heard.