As I'm Suffering From Kadhal s01e08 Episode Script

'Are you both dependent on each other?' 'If so, to what extent?' One of the reasons we decided not to get married was not to be dependent on each other.
When two individuals who are happy in their own way will be content when they're in love.
We believe in one thing.
If one can't be happy being alone no matter whoever they are with they can't be happy at all.
We're not dependent.
We give each other enough individual space.
In fact we both need our separate space at certain times.
But I have to confess one thing.
From what happened yesterday I'm a bit shaken up because with my mom and my dad the meeting didn't go well.
That too it felt like my dad wasn't impressed by Badri.
Only then I realised what if there's a situation where we'll have to break up? What will happen and how it will be.
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Just that thought was scary.
But.
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I can't figure what's on Badri's mind.
I'm not sure if he understands the seriousness of this matter.
The only fear he had yesterday was that my father had been his headmaster not because he was my father.
'Are you both dependent on each other?' Of course, we're dependent on each other, what's wrong in it? It's our engagement tomorrow.
Here on, we're going to be together our entire lives.
So, what's wrong if we depend on each other when we're going to be there for each other all the time? As far as you're not clingy or needy there's nothing wrong in being dependent.
That's what love is about.
While missing each other or when you say, 'I can't live without you'.
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That's what romance is all about, isn't it? We're like this.
We're inseparable.
And we're proud to be this way.
We don't care what others feel.
That's right, we're like this.
I'm still single.
And I'm okay with that.
For instance, I can go behind girls if I wish to.
But I won't do that.
'Why wouldn't you do that?' Huh? Not happening.
I'm not able to impress even one girl.
My ex-wife has already settled with another man.
Do you know what she's told my daughter? Uh? She said that 'He's going to be your' 'new dad.
' Imagine what I would've felt hearing those words.
Very sad.
- You don't worry, buddy.
So what if she found a guy? We'll find you a girl, who will be a stepmother to Smriti.
We're going to.
Is she okay for you? Yes, she's fine.
You're fine with her.
But I doubt if you'll be a good match to her.
Why don't you give a try? Oh, no, let's not.
How can you not try, buddy? It's a huge insult.
What would the society think about you? Okay, forget about the society.
Your daughter.
What will she think about you? Oh, God.
Then is my life ruined? Give it a try, buddy.
Keep trying.
Hey, stop this nonsense.
Poor thing, he's drunk and upset.
And you guys.
.
Sir, I'll set you up on a date.
If you want, I'll join you too.
Let's go on a double date.
What do you say? Double date, uh? Two guys, one girl, that's the concept, right? - Damn! My girlfriend and I him and his date.
.
Oh.
- If we four go out together, it's called a double date.
Great concept.
'Why have you been checking your phone?' That's nothing.
Badri said he will call and confirm at 4 p.
m.
But who cares? I have no big interest in it.
- 'Oh! Is it so?' "My dear foolish heart" "do not desire a girl.
" Hello.
- 'Sir, plan is confirmed.
' Come to Gusto Cafe.
Yes.
.
Okay, sure.
I'll be there.
Is she coming too? Definitely, that's the plan, right? Oh, okay.
.
Sure.
Okay, sir, see you soon, bye.
Okay, bye.
It was Badri.
'Oh.
' Evening plan is confirmed.
Tonight is the double date.
'Is that so? Great.
' I'll be back in a moment.
'Okay.
' Hello.
Is 'Kabali 2' premiere happening? I'll be there.
"Ding.
.
Dong.
.
Ding.
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Love is an awesome feeling.
" "One damn thing" "it's a never ending suffering.
" 'As I'm suffering from Love' Yes.
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We're very dependent on each other.
Yes.
To make each other's lives miserable.
If I don't irritate her every day, I don't get sleep at night.
You know.
If I don't spoil his day it feels like my day is incomplete.
Have you seen the movie 'Dark Knight'? We're like Batman and Joker from that film.
If one isn't there, the other will be bored.
When an unstoppable force meets an immovable object.
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I guess we're destined to do this forever.
'Maybe as you both are so dependent on each other' 'in spite of so much hatred and problems' 'you both are not able to separate.
' You can say that.
Because.
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When we were on good terms before all this mess even during our good old days, we were dependent on each other.
Oh, no! Sorry.
.
I forgot to call you up.
You know I wake up only after I get your photo.
I'll start my day only after seeing your face.
I know.
.
I just didn't realise what the time is.
Okay, send me a photo.
Here, I'm sending it right away.
Hey, you're coming to pick me up, right? I'll be there in half an hour.
Okay, bye.
This is how we were.
I'll impose childish rules of this sort.
She'll follow that with love.
Because she knows how much I depend on her.
She's making use of that weakness and still torturing me with it.
Tell me, have you reached? Dear, my bike doesn't seem to start.
Can you manage today and go on your own to office? Oh! Then chuck it, I'm not going to office today.
Why is that? Obviously.
This morning, you opened your eyes only after I sent you the photo.
That's how it is.
If you can't make it, I'm not going.
Oh, no! You're crazy.
Okay, wait, I'll be there soon.
Rickshaw! Rickshaw! He loves it when I force him to pick me up.
He's always been proud of the fact that I need him.
But I have to confess.
I've always needed him.
Earlier it was for love.
Now for hate.
If you ask us even now as to why we're torturing each other like this our reply will be the same.
What's the point if we can't even do this? Huh? I hope it really works out well between Balakumar and your friend.
Poor thing.
He's fed up of being single.
Hmm.
It's hard to be single, right? Hmm.
- Later, even if you become single you'll go through a tough time, right? You're there for me.
I'm here right now.
But if my father doesn't like you and if they find out about our live-in relationship and if they ask me to leave you? Then I'll have to look for a new roommate.
I can't manage to pay rent by myself.
Oh, no.
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- What? Don't be joking around, I'm serious about this.
What if they emotionally blackmail and get me married? Shit! Now, do you get it how tough it would be to lead your life without me? And how important I'm in your life.
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- Hey! Kohli got out.
That's it.
The match is done.
He still hasn't taken it seriously.
But I'm not going to let him off that easy.
Tonight, I'll make him realise how miserable his life would be if I wasn't around.
I'm not going to let him go until he cries.
I love him a lot, you know.
I just want him to know how I feel and also feel the same way, that's all.
We're dependent on other things too.
Like this.
I don't have much of a fashion sense.
Tanu is the one who picks my clothes.
Actually, I get many compliments at the movie events I attend because of her.
Even a few heroines have complimented.
'Are you not jealous that he meets actresses?' No, not at all.
I trust him too much to get jealous.
In fact, I depend on Raghav for my work as well.
I'm a wedding planner.
The parties which happen in those weddings are planned by Raghav.
In fact DJ, dance floor, lights.
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Raghav arranges for all this.
- Yes, I do that too.
Meera and Santhosh's wedding was planned by Raghav.
Yes.
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Where were you that day? I was actually looking for you.
I was right there.
Maybe you got drunk and forgot.
Could be because I was totally hammered that night.
Yes.
So was I.
Okay, will you try this on? Come.
Dependency can be very comforting.
But if that other person isn't there it weakens you as well.
So, should dependency be called a strength or a weakness? I'm not sure about that.
Hey, Meera! Hey! You got the tickets? - Yes! How can I not go watch the first show of Rajinikanth's film? Superb.
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- Would I let it go? Somehow, I managed to get them.
That's great.
You got a ticket for Santhosh as well, right? Hmm.
Don't I know that? You guys never go anywhere without each other.
I got ticket for him as well.
Superb, okay, wait.
.
I'll call him up and inform him right away.
Sweetie! We got the tickets! Really? Oh, no.
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Tomorrow, there's an important audition.
It's a debut director.
But they said it's for a good role.
I'll have to go definitely.
Is that so? Okay, no issues, dear.
Ramya and I will carry on.
Hey, aren't you coming with me to the audition? Should I come? Hey, you're my lucky charm.
Don't you know that? Okay, dear.
Sorry.
- This is ridiculous.
Hey, no.
You carry on.
I'll watch the movie on the second day.
I definitely have to go with Santhosh.
If I don't go and if the audition doesn't go well it will be very upsetting.
You guys have fun.
Okay, fine.
You need to know the importance of this situation.
Meera is a die-hard fan of Rajinikanth.
I'm a big fan of Rajinikanth too.
But she's of that extreme kind.
First day, first show, at a local theatre.
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She'll manage to catch a show in spite of chaos, crowd and uncontrollable fans.
This tradition was started during the release of 'Thalapathy' film.
And has continued without a break until the recent 'Kabali.
' Demanding to change such a thing is a huge injustice.
But I did.
And she didn't even think twice to do it.
The worst part is, I had auditioned for a very small background role.
Even then I got selected only because she was with me.
Definitely.
If they forced me to get married to someone else and we won't be able to live together anymore, what will you do? Hmm.
I'll miss you.
That's it? You will miss me, that's it? Yes, if you're not there, I can only miss you.
Okay.
Will you attend my wedding then? Will you invite me? Take it that I'll invite you.
If you do, I'll definitely come.
Definitely, I'll be there.
Aww! You'll come there and you will be all sad sitting there and on seeing me with someone else on the stage you'll feel like crying, won't you? Are you about to cry now? They're here.
Mr.
Balakumar.
Hello, sir.
- Hello.
I didn't ask for too much.
'After we get separated' 'won't you lurk around single' 'sad and depressed?' I asked him so.
What's wrong in it? Isn't that our place's pop culture? Can't he at least do that? But beyond everything depending on Raghav for my emotional troubles is the most important thing for me.
Because whenever I feel low he has always been there as a shoulder to lean on.
Whenever I have an issue or an issue with someone I'll take that to Raghav.
And he always comforts me.
'Oh, that's so nice to hear.
' 'But then if the issue is with Raghav himself' 'then what do you do?' That situation won't arise.
Because the whole reason I'm so dependent on Raghav is because I trust him to never hurt me.
Hi.
Hi, Divya.
- Hi! Good to see you.
Hi.
This is Sarah and this is Balakumar.
Hi.
- Hi.
Okay, so.
.
How about.
.
You guys sit here.
And we'll take another table.
- What, why? That wasn't the plan.
It is now.
- No.
You both know us very well.
- It's okay.
.
I think it's better if you both hang out.
We'll be there.
We'll be close by.
Bye.
- So.
.
Once you're done with your date, we can head out somewhere.
Okay? - Bye.
- Bye.
Were you aware of this plan? Oh, no, I wasn't aware of this.
I wouldn't have agreed to have dinner alone with you.
Oh, no! - Why is that? Why? Why is it so scary to have dinner alone with a girl? Oh, no, I'm not scared.
You're harmless.
Then what's it? No, what if I do something wrong? Uh? Oh, no.
I didn't mean mistakes of that kind.
I won't misbehave with you.
You don't have to be scared.
I have not misbehaved with any girl in my life till date.
I have no idea of doing it here on either.
Today, I definitely won't misbehave with you.
Just the dinner.
Sorry.
- Oh, thank you.
Do you remember the climax from the film 'Titanic?' Hmm? Last night I had a dream similar to that.
I'm lying on the raft.
And you were in the ocean.
And then slowly, you slip away from my hand and drown into the water.
While you're drowning, you're crying.
I felt sorry for you.
In 'Titanic', Jack doesn't drown crying.
He drowns after freezing to death.
Hmm.
Are those details important now? Doesn't he freeze to death? Have you been here before? Yes, I have.
Then why don't you order for me as well? I don't know what's good here.
Is that so? But I don't know what you like.
That's not an issue, you can order anything, I'm okay.
What if you don't like it? I'm not so choosy, you can just order.
Oh.
Shall I order momos? Momos, uh? Okay.
If you don't like momos, we can order something else.
No, momos are fine, please order.
No, don't go with it because of me.
If you don't like it, we can order something else.
No, I'm really fine with it.
You don't like momos, right? Okay.
I hate momos, okay? I hate it.
Enough? Order something else.
Are you angry? No, you said we'll order something else, right? Order something else.
No, you're not angry, right? I'm not angry.
I'm fine.
No.
Let's just order momos.
Oh, no! So, you don't like momos, right? What happened now? Answer my question.
If I invite you to my wedding once you get there, what will you do? Why are you asking me this question? You tell me.
- I won't.
I'll get on the stage at your wedding I'll push away the groom and will take a selfie, then will post it on Facebook.
Is that enough? Won't you feel sad even for a moment? Won't you come and stop my wedding? Or fight for me? Won't you do anything of that sort? I'll eat your wedding feast first and then decide what to do next.
Whether to do it or not? Badri, shut up.
I'm serious about this.
The other day your meeting with my dad didn't go too well.
When we were leaving, he came close to me and said that he will call me up later and speak to me.
I haven't received any call from him till now.
And what if they don't like us living together? And if they separate us? Aren't you scared of anything? Why are you getting so serious about it? Correct.
Both of us decided not to be dependent on each other for happiness.
But.
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The thought of leaving you is scaring the hell out of me.
But I'm the only one who's worried thinking about all this.
Looking at you feels like me being with you or not is making no big difference to you.
That's how you've been behaving.
So, is this your problem? Hmm? - Even I was like you.
I wanted to stay just like how you're now when we started this relationship.
But.
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But now, I think I'm too deeply in love with you, Badri.
Do you remember why we decided not to get married? It wasn't due to the fear of commitment.
Being together and committed should be our decision, right? That's how it should be when we break up.
If at all we get separated in the future it should happen due to either of us.
We won't get separated because of someone else.
And we most definitely won't.
The reason for me to be this chilled out is.
.
It's not because that you don't make a difference to me.
It's because you're so much part of me that I don't think I can lose you.
Because losing you means losing myself.
Why are you crying now? I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that I doubted your love for me.
I'm really sorry.
- Okay.
- Sorry, Badri.
Why are you crying for that? You very well know that I'll start to cry if you do.
I love you.
- Love you too.
Dad.
Tell me, Dad.
'Sorry, dear' 'for taking so long.
' 'It's about that boy.
' Uh.
.
Tell me, Dad.
'Frankly, I didn't want to like that boy.
' 'But I can't fool myself, right?' 'I'm fine with him.
' 'Your mom and I like that boy.
' Dad, are you serious? You're not kidding, right? Yes! 'I just wanted to confirm it, so that' 'you don't get worried.
' Dad.
Thank you so much, Dad.
Thank you so much, Dad.
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- 'Okay, dear, take care, bye.
Thank you, Dad, bye.
They like you.
Really? - Hmm.
Hmm.
- Hmm.
Look here.
I'm very patient.
I usually don't snap at people like this.
You pushed me over the edge.
So, I got a little worked up.
Sorry, I think this whole thing is a big mistake.
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- Oh, no! Can you let me talk? - I'm sorry.
Divya told me about you and your situation.
She also mentioned that you're going on a date after a long time.
So, you don't have to be so scared.
Just be yourself.
Okay? I don't judge anyone.
I always give them time.
Okay.
Okay, let's start afresh.
What do you do? Didn't Divya tell you what I do? No, she didn't.
She told you everything but not about my work, then there must be a reason, right? What reason? What if you get to know about what I do and think little of me and you reject me? Maybe that's why she didn't tell you.
Oh, God! I can't do this anymore.
That's it.
I tried a lot to make you comfortable and be patient.
I don't think it's possible.
Definitely, this plan was a mistake.
I'm leaving.
- I'm so sorry.
Can I know what is that you do for living? I'm just an online reviewer, that's it.
I'm a reporter myself.
I work for a magazine and a website.
Probably, that's why Divya would have arranged this.
Congratulations, you've ruined it.
'If you both happen to get separated' 'will you both miss each other like you both did earlier?' I don't think so.
But I wish we did.
Be safe and call me up once you reach home.
Hmm? - Bye.
Hey! Love you.
Love you too.
- Bye.
'The subscriber you're calling is switched off.
' 'Please try after sometime.
' 'The subscriber you're calling is switched off.
' 'Please try after sometime.
' Hello, Santhosh.
Are you okay? - I'm okay, dear.
Why do you sound tense? Idiot.
Do you know how many times I tried calling you up? It kept saying 'Switched off'.
I was scared thinking something might have happened to you.
My phone fell down and broke.
It took time for me to reach home and change the SIM to another phone and call.
That's it.
Do you even know since how long I have been trying your number? I got really scared.
Do you know how long it has been since I left? Exactly half an hour.
Get lost.
You won't get it.
Did you miss me that much? It's okay, sir, let it go.
It has been too long, right? That's how it'll be.
This is the first step.
Very soon, watch, there will be a successful date.
Hello.
'Hello, Bala, sorry to disturb, where are you?' 'Are you busy?' I'm having dinner with some friends, why? 'Smriti is at her friend's place.
' 'Have to pick her up.
' 'I'm stuck at work.
' - Okay.
.
- 'So, I was just thinking.
.
' - No problem.
I'll pick her up.
'Hey! You said that you're having dinner.
' No issues.
.
I'll pick her up.
'Thank you so much.
' - Okay.
Okay, I'm leaving.
Thank you so much for arranging this date.
No problem.
- Means a lot me.
But I think my real date is waiting for me.
'Hi.
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' 'I'm pregnant.
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