Shards of Her (2022) s01e09 Episode Script

1
Can I ask you something?
Why are you aiming at Lin Chen-hsi?
Do you think that's something
you should be asking?
It's related to my work.
I just don't get it.
Why did you hurt her?
Are you blind?
Don't you see my face?
She was the one who hurt me.
Get the situation straight.
Can you please move aside?
I'm taking a bath.
How can I bathe
when the water is so cold?
Why did you only turn on
the hot water?
Do you want to burn me to death?
Can you please not act this way?
What?
What am I doing?
The water temperature isn't right.
It's not going to be
comfortable for me.
Why don't you soak here and see?
Come on.
Go inside.
Get in.
Is this how you take a bath?
Lie down.
Wash yourself clean
before coming out.
Why are you always like my mom?
I'm already trying so hard.
Why are you still unsatisfied?
Do you think you can live
this kind of life without me?
Why can't you acknowledge me a bit?
Go home
if you're not doing anything else.
It's good.
You should eat more.
Come.
But mainly, you have to work hard.
Pull your grades up.
Okay?
I don't want us
to be treated unfairly
or see you suffer anymore.
Are you happy right now?
At this speed, what time
do you want me to reach the office?
You said
I was going too fast earlier.
Are you talking back to me?
Is it so bad to ask you
to drive me to work?
Why aren't you saying anything?
Silence means yes?
No.
I'm afraid that if I talk,
you'd say I'm talking back.
There aren't many cars here.
Can you please drive faster?
I'm sorry. I'm almost out of gas.
I'll gas up first.
When you left home today,
did you bring your brain?
Did you?
Here.
Okay.
Hello, sir,
what kind of fuel do you want?
A full tank of 98.
A full tank of 98.
I'm sorry, sir.
This card doesn't work.
Why not?
What have you been doing all morning?
Try this one.
Okay.
He was filming when he assaulted me.
I would like you to find the video.
What are you doing?
Did you forget
to pay the credit card bill?
Come on.
I'm late.
Sheng-hua.
What are you doing?
Did you forget to pay
the credit card bill?
When I think about how
Mrs. Hsieh protected Mr. Hsieh
and even lied for him.
I don't want to be like her.
Danny can't continue
doing this anymore.
This is Tu Chun-ju's office.
That conference room
is the crime scene.
Are you in charge of this company?
Yes.
Who reported this?
I don't know.
When was the crime committed?
I'm not sure either.
Who are the people in the company?
There's a lot of people here.
Who do you want to talk to?
Mr. Tu Chun-ju
from Polar Recruitment Agency
is suspected of sexually assaulting
an experienced consultant, Ms. Lin.
Ms. Lin, together
with Tu Chun-ju's wife came
to report his evil deed
together today.
The police have the video
Tu Chun-ju shot
of the attempted sexual assault
on Ms. Lin.
Ms. Lin said
that aside from
sentencing Tu Chun-ju,
she hopes a therapist
or social worker
can counsel him.
She thinks the punishment
can only make Tu Chun-ju
pay for his actions,
but to prevent him
from committing any future crimes,
counseling is needed.
Mom.
Mom, I'm sorry.
Why didn't you come back
when your brother was gone?
You didn't come back
when your dad died either.
You just left me all alone.
Why didn't you come back?
Why did you leave me all alone?
- You left me…
- I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
Why did you leave me all alone?
Our house
was originally dilapidated
and messy.
Your boyfriend.
Is his name Li Hao-ming?
After he drove me here a while ago,
whenever he had time, he'd come here
to help me clean and tidy up.
When your dad fell sick,
we used up all our savings.
I had no choice but to use
the house as collateral.
It's going to be auctioned off since
we couldn't pay for a few years.
I can only go to you.
Li Hao-ming
even paid off our debt at the bank.
He's so nice to you.
Why won't you marry him?
I can take care of myself.
You and your dad's personalities
are exactly the same.
After you graduated from high school,
you never contacted us again.
Your dad told me not to look for you.
Even when he was sick,
he wouldn't let me tell you.
But he often dreamed
and called out your name
in the middle of the night.
Your dad often told me
he regretted
not taking your side so much.
He shouldn't have settled
like the principal said.
He should have insisted
on suing Hsieh Chih-chung.
Before he died, he told me
that if I get
to see you again,
I must tell you
that he's sorry.
Why did Lin Chen-ye
get into an accident?
Hsieh Chih-chung retired early
and moved to Taitung.
The day Lin Chen-ye graduated,
I don't know why…
He rode a bike to go and see him.
He had the accident on the way back.
When the ambulance arrived,
he wasn't even breathing anymore.
I didn't even get to see him
one last time.
When Lin Chen-ye was still alive,
he often told me
that he should've protected you.
He should've protected you.
Come on.
Let's eat.
FISION
TOP TEN PROFESSIONAL YOUNG WOMEN
THE HELL I CAN'T ESCAPE
HE SMILES SO CORRUPTLY
LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER
HAPPINESS LIVES IN US
WE MIGHT NOT MEET AGAIN, WHEN WE DO,
BE A GOOD PERSON TO EACH OTHER
GOD STILL SENT AN ANGEL TO ME
LOVE IS HARD, BUT TO NOT LOVE
ISN'T EASIER, SO LET ME TRY AGAIN
Lin Chen-hsi.
Are you done?
Come and have breakfast.
Your mom went grocery shopping.
We'll have steamed buns
for breakfast.
I made you fried eggs.
Your egg
must be over easy.
Right?
Dad.
What's wrong?
You didn't sleep well again?
You
shouldn't be too ambitious.
Don't just think about work.
Take good care
of yourself.
Okay?
Dad.
I'm not mad at you anymore.
I'm really not mad at you anymore.
I'm glad you're all grown up.
Even if you're lonelier than others
and experienced more hardships,
if I could turn back time
to that period,
I'd surely believe you
and protect you.
I'm sorry.
Dad, I know what you mean.
I really love you, Dad.
All right.
Stop crying.
From now on,
we'll only look to the future.
Stop crying.
I
bought your favorite
strawberries yesterday.
I'll go and wash them.
Ask Lin Chen-ye to eat with us.
Okay.
WE MIGHT NOT MEET AGAIN, WHEN WE DO,
BE A GOOD PERSON TO EACH OTHER
I can't believe
my sister is still so pretty.
And you're still a crybaby.
I'm sorry.
I didn't even answer your calls
after I left home.
You shouldn't look
for Hsieh Chih-chung for me.
It wasn't worth it.
I often think
that if I had been born
a minute earlier,
I can protect you
as your older brother.
Then maybe
you wouldn't suffer so much.
Lin Chen-hsi.
You must live well.
Everything is fine
as long as you're fine.
I'M ALSO LOVED, BY THE WHOLE WORLD
BY THE SUN, BY THE SPLASHING WAVES
What's the matter?
Mom.
I really…
I really miss Dad.
I miss Lin Chen-ye so much.
LING YUNG-SHENG, LIN CHEN-YE
If Lin Chen-ye is still here,
his child would probably be
at that age.
The lawyer said
the trial will take a while.
I know.
I came to tell you
that I've decided to divorce Danny.
I'm going to the south
to start over.
Will you be okay alone?
A friend from nursing school
lives in the south.
Don't worry about me.
Look.
My dad used to take good care
of the garden.
So I'm planning to start
growing flowers again.
I also want my life
to bloom like a garden.
It seems like
I've lived a glamorous life before.
But I just tried my best
to suppress these traumas
and not face them.
After such a severe dissociation,
I'm planning to see a therapist
and take good care of myself.
Sheng-hua.
You have to face yourself too.
Wherever you go, call me
and I'll come to you any time.
Okay.
It's hard to walk
after replacing your kneecaps.
You're so selfish.
I have to do everything for you.
Before your stroke,
you didn't recognize me anymore.
You're still as cool as ever now.
You just let people
take care of you every day.
I'm facing
and taking the burden
for your past sins.
Do you know how much I hate you?
I helped you
in every way I could before.
In the end,
do you know how guilty I felt?
Do you know
that I have nightmares every night?
I've been meaning to ask you.
Did you do that
because I couldn't satisfy you?
Tell me.
Answer me.
Answer me!
Do you know how much I want to…
Today is our first significant other
support group event of the month.
We know that it's not easy
to accompany friends
or family members
who were sexually assaulted.
So through a group activity
like this,
we want to help you understand
how to accompany them.
I'm here for my sister.
I'm here for my girlfriend.
She has been shutting herself off
at home lately.
After the sexual assault,
you're with her 24-7.
You accompany her
in facing the legal difficulties
and see her sad all the time,
crying all day.
I'm sure you're all wondering,
"How can I accompany her
and take care of her?"
You'd also wonder
- Then choose
- at this rate…
which ones you want.
Get as much as you want.
Then arrange them one by one
in this sandbox.
Treat it as a canvas.
Form the shape you want
and create freely.
Do you know
why a sandbox is rectangular?
Because it's neither
a square nor a circle.
It doesn't provide a central point.
But in this rectangular sandbox,
you found your location.
Interestingly, your central point
is a spider.
Something very, very heavy
completely covers your subconscious.
You have no way
of accessing your subconscious.
And dreams and problems
are usually the same things
with two sides.
I have this dream.
And this dream
could be a problem at the same time.
CAN WE TALK?
So you still remember
our first campsite.
The stars tonight are as beautiful
as they were that day.
I told you before, right?
When I was little,
I loved studying the stars
and the universe.
My dream was to become an astronaut.
For a while,
I was obsessed with black holes.
A black hole is…
A hole that's black,
like a nostril.
I love black holes.
But later on, I didn't go to space
and became a police officer instead.
But staying on Earth
to look at the stars
isn't bad too.
When I found out
what happened to you,
what came to my mind first
was that you're stuck in singularity.
How did you get through
all these years?
Chen-hsi.
I won't be crushed.
I won't run away either.
Recently, I started attending
support group classes.
I want to be your significant other.
Give me a chance, okay?
Actually,
when I was sexually assaulted,
I thought about going to the police.
- Speak nicely.
- What?
Fuck you!
Sit down, all of you!
Miss, what's wrong?
I…
I'd like to report a crime.
- You…
- Hsiao-liu, give me a hand.
Okay, one second.
Miss, wait a second.
I'll be right there.
Later on,
a police officer named Hsiao-liu
came to help me.
Afterwards, the principal
went to cover it up.
I heard he was transferred
to the countryside too.
When I had the accident,
my world got seriously dissociated.
Hsiao-liu was
in my dissociated world.
I realized later on
that he was you all along.
I know
I've always wanted you
to understand me.
I also know
how important you are to me.
But I really need some time.
I know how you feel about me.
But I really can't right now.
If we keep this up,
I'll only hurt you.
Chen-hsi.
I won't force you.
Alone,
one might be able to walk faster.
But two people can go farther.
If you get stuck,
I'll give you a hand.
If you get dissociated again,
I'll remind you of reality.
Even if you accidentally fall
into the past again,
when you're sad,
I'll help you find a solution.
Chen-hsi.
Let me stay with you.
Okay?
Why are you so annoying?
I can't get rid of you.
Lin Chen-hsi.
You've experienced a lot of sadness
and pain over and over again.
But I still wrote them down.
I hope that one day,
when you're fragile,
you can still remember
how brave you were
during this time.
You tried your best.
The past can't be changed anymore.
But I want to tell you
that this is very difficult.
The pain left a scar on you.
But these scars
aren't there for you
to blame yourself.
I hope you can go on
with understanding and tolerance.
Even if a black spot
accidentally goes on the canvas,
after adding other colors,
it can also become
a magnificent painting.
Look at how she's dressed.
The world goes on.
Please also try to move forward
every day.
One or two steps are fine.
Don't push yourself too hard.
When you're in pain,
stop and ask for help.
Because maybe in this lifetime,
the feeling of being stuck
will still follow you.
But please be good to yourself.
Lin Chen-hsi.
You must remember this.
You deserve to be happy.
You must be well from now on.
Everything is fine
as long as you're fine.
Let's walk from the dark memories
towards the light.
Let's keep moving forward.
Lin Chen-hsi.
I'M ALSO LOVED
BY THE WHOLE WORLD
BY THE SUN
BY THE SPLASHING WAVES
I OFTEN HUM TO MYSELF
I'M THE WORLD'S CHILD
A BELOVED CHILD
Subtitle translation by: Coleen Chua