Normal People (2020) s01e12 Episode Script
Episode 12
1
MARIANNE: I thought your story was beautiful.
Like I'm hearing your most
private, most intimate thoughts.
This wonderful hidden life
you have access to.
(CONNELL LAUGHS SOFTLY)
I'm completely jealous.
Thanks.
For reading it.
What will you do with it?
Don't know.
You should submit it
to the magazine.
They liked the last one.
I don't know.
Don't know if it's good enough.
Ah, you're just fishing now.
It's brilliant.
(DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING)
♪♪
ALL: Happy birthday to you ♪
Happy birthday to you ♪
Happy birthday dear Marianne ♪
Happy birthday to you ♪
(CHEERS AND APPLAUSE)
WOMAN: Right, make a wish.
(LAUGHTER)
ELAINE: This looks so yummy.
I can't believe you made this.
It's a perfect essay distraction.
(CHUCKLING)
It's very sweet.
Totally unnecessary.
Shut your face.
You have to have a cake.
NIALL:
Did you get good presents, Marianne?
Lovely presents.
Thank you, Niall.
WOMAN:
And what did you get her, Connell?
Uh, a book.
Some Frank O'Hara poems.
(SCOFFS)
Anyway
(LAUGHTER)
I love it.
NIALL: And what about your family?
They get you anything nice?
A sports car or a pony?
JOANNA:
(GIGGLING) What are you implying?
Well, I'm just going off
my own birthday list.
(SCOFFS) Mm, they don't really
go in for birthdays.
NIALL: Oh, fair enough.
Mm, this cake's fuckin' delicious.
(LAUGHTER)
(PHONE BUZZES)
Birthday message?
Yeah.
My mother.
Not exactly "happy birthday."
What does it say?
"Send me back the keys
to the Dublin flat as soon as possible."
So
I'm sorry.
It's okay.
I'm okay.
("DOGWOOD BLOSSOM" BY FIONN REGAN)
♪♪
Keep climbing into my head
without knocking ♪
And you fix yourself there
like a map pin ♪
Darling, darling,
that dam's gonna give ♪
It's inevitable ♪
Did you like that?
Yeah.
Very much.
Good.
And a mouth that slurs ♪
All the shit that it stirs ♪
Let that dogwood blossom ♪
Darling, darling,
that dam's gonna give ♪
It's inevitable, the way that you live ♪
Bottles in brown paper ♪
And a mouth that slurs ♪
All the shit that it stirs ♪
Let that dogwood blossom ♪
INSTRUCTOR: Could be described
as bureaucratic inertia.
Who? Connell?
Yeah, all right, well,
you're getting better.
What do you fancy doing tonight?
Watch a film.
Sounds good.
Oh, I might go for a swim.
Another one.
But I, I could pick up some food
and come to you after.
Great.
Did we get married and become
50 years old without noticing?
Maybe.
I actually love it.
Do you think our first‐year selves
would hate what we've become?
I should have known, to be fair.
I think first‐year me
would have been amazed.
"Look at her, she's actually content."
Wow.
You all right?
Mm‐hmm, yeah.
I just got this email.
From who?
Connell, from who?
It's, uh
it's, it's from
this university in New York.
They're offering me a place in their
MFA creative writing program.
Oh.
I didn't even know you'd applied.
I mean, congratulations.
I'm, I'm not surprised
they've offered you a place.
I'm just a bit surprised
you didn't mention it.
Well, it was such a long shot.
I, um, I‐I was embarrassed.
To be honest, I, uh
I still look up to you a lot, and I, uh
I wouldn't want you to see me as like,
I don't know what, deluded, or
Connell. And I,
I don't even know why I applied.
It wasn't even my idea.
Whose idea was it?
Uh, one‐one of my tutors.
It's really brilliant, Connell.
You can see me in New York, can you?
Yeah, actually.
I can.
I can't even
(SCOFFS)
It's making me feel
(EXHALES)
Now is not the time for me to go
halfway across the world
and live in a city
where I don't know anyone.
Like
I could barely walk down the street
in Dublin
a couple of months ago
without having a panic attack.
How's that gonna work in New York?
Put it away for a bit.
It, it's brilliant
they offered you a place.
Don't think about
what to do with it for now.
I'm not going.
Okay.
(APPLAUSE)
And of course,
we have to thank Connell.
(CHEERS AND APPLAUSE)
For stepping up and turning out to be
the most naturally fucking
gifted editor of all times.
(CHEERING AND APPLAUSE)
Leading me to announce that
our latest brilliant issue
launches tomorrow,
and we could not be prouder.
And I made punch,
and it's fucking delicious.
WOMAN: And it's fucking lethal.
SOPHIE: Drink up!
(SCATTERED CHEERS AND APPLAUSE)
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
Marianne.
Yeah?
Can I ask you something?
Mm‐hmm.
Christmas.
What about it?
Would you like to come to ours?
I don't know, Connell.
That's kind.
Lorraine would love to have you.
You don't know that.
What?
I think I do know that.
It's her idea.
That's kind of her.
Mm‐hmm.
So?
(LAUGHS SOFTLY) So
("YOU'RE ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS"
BY AL MARTINO PLAYING ON RADIO)
♪♪
You're all I want ♪
(LAUGHTER)
Stop.
Oh, Connell.
Yeah?
It's not funny.
All I want ♪
My whole life through ♪
Each day is just ♪
Like Christmas ♪
Anytime that I'm ♪
With you ♪
There they are.
Aw, look at the two of you.
A little Christmas miracle.
Been cooking for weeks.
Get in here.
MARIANNE: Hi.
Hello, sweetheart.
Oh.
Thanks for having me.
(LORRAINE LAUGHS SOFTLY, KISSES)
Where should I put these, where?
CONNELL: I'll take them off ya.
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
WOMAN: Editor.
Well, that's impressive.
No, well, I'm just really doing it
as a favor.
I'm sure people edit newspapers
as a favor.
He's doing brilliantly.
CONNELL: It's a literary magazine.
It's absolutely not a newspaper.
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
Am I, am I involved in politics?
(LAUGHTER)
What?
Why is that funny?
Am I Dobby?
(CHEERING)
BERNIE: Do I like me?
CHILD: Oh, no.
WOMAN: No
CONNELL: You all right?
Yeah.
Is it too much? No.
It's so nice.
Proper Christmas.
It's lovely.
LORRAINE: Well, you have to do something.
What are your school friends up to?
CONNELL:
Brennan's, like every year.
MARIANNE: I'm just not sure I could
see a New Year's in a Brennan's.
(CONNELL LAUGHS SOFTLY)
(SOFT MUSIC PLAYING)
♪♪
LORRAINE: Hello, Denise.
Happy New Year.
(CAR DOOR CLOSES)
(KEYS JANGLE)
What do people in town think of her?
I suppose
I suppose she'd be considered a bit odd.
Oh.
(WAVES CRASHING)
CONNELL: Your cheeks are red.
It's cold.
Will you come tonight?
You should.
Far be it from me to disobey an order.
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
All right, hey, hey, you!
How's it going, Gary?
Good to see you.
Good to see you, too.
Happy New Year to you.
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
Hey!
Hey!
RACHEL: So nice to see you.
KAREN: You look amazing.
MARIANNE: So do you.
LISA: You look gorgeous.
Marianne, how are you getting on?
Happy New Year, how are you?
Good to see ya. Good, good.
Get you a drink?
Yes, please. Would you like one?
LISA: No, no, no.
See you in a second.
One second.
Marianne Sheridan.
MARIANNE: Hi.
(CHEERS AND APPLAUSE)
(SOFT MUSIC PLAYING)
♪♪
(VOICES FADE)
I love you.
I love you, too.
♪♪
You all right?
Yeah, I am.
Just never felt like home.
Didn't feel right to be here
to be honest.
What?
I've been thinking about New York.
The offer.
What about it?
I don't know, I just
I keep imagining you being there.
Writing.
Right.
You've been thinking about it.
Yeah.
Yeah. A bit.
Like, obviously, I‐
I've thought about it a bit,
but that doesn't mean that
Uh
it just feels too hard.
Everything recently has been hard
or it's been an effort
and maybe this year just needs to be
straightforward, you know?
There's, there's been a lot of stuff
that's been difficult.
And painful.
And this would be difficult and amazing.
Potentially, yes.
It's New York.
It's writing.
It'd be fucking amazing, Connell.
Yeah.
Yeah, maybe.
Would you come with me?
We could be there together, and,
and you could study or work, and
Why?
I want to stay here.
I want to live the life I'm living.
It's quite a thing.
(EXHALES)
And I'm getting better at it.
Yeah.
I'd miss you too much.
I'd be sick.
At first.
But it would get better.
Mm‐hmm, yeah.
Yeah, and it's only a year,
and then I'll be back.
Don't promise that.
You don't know
where either of us will be.
Or what will happen.
(SOFT MUSIC PLAYING)
♪♪
(CONNELL EXHALES SHAKILY)
I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you.
No.
That's true.
I mean, you'd be somewhere else entirely.
You'd be a different person.
And me, too.
But we have done so much good
for one another.
You know I love you.
And I'm never gonna feel
the same way for anyone else.
I know.
(EXHALES)
(LAUGHS SOFTLY)
I'll go.
And I'll stay.
And we'll be okay.
♪♪
MARIANNE: I thought your story was beautiful.
Like I'm hearing your most
private, most intimate thoughts.
This wonderful hidden life
you have access to.
(CONNELL LAUGHS SOFTLY)
I'm completely jealous.
Thanks.
For reading it.
What will you do with it?
Don't know.
You should submit it
to the magazine.
They liked the last one.
I don't know.
Don't know if it's good enough.
Ah, you're just fishing now.
It's brilliant.
(DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING)
♪♪
ALL: Happy birthday to you ♪
Happy birthday to you ♪
Happy birthday dear Marianne ♪
Happy birthday to you ♪
(CHEERS AND APPLAUSE)
WOMAN: Right, make a wish.
(LAUGHTER)
ELAINE: This looks so yummy.
I can't believe you made this.
It's a perfect essay distraction.
(CHUCKLING)
It's very sweet.
Totally unnecessary.
Shut your face.
You have to have a cake.
NIALL:
Did you get good presents, Marianne?
Lovely presents.
Thank you, Niall.
WOMAN:
And what did you get her, Connell?
Uh, a book.
Some Frank O'Hara poems.
(SCOFFS)
Anyway
(LAUGHTER)
I love it.
NIALL: And what about your family?
They get you anything nice?
A sports car or a pony?
JOANNA:
(GIGGLING) What are you implying?
Well, I'm just going off
my own birthday list.
(SCOFFS) Mm, they don't really
go in for birthdays.
NIALL: Oh, fair enough.
Mm, this cake's fuckin' delicious.
(LAUGHTER)
(PHONE BUZZES)
Birthday message?
Yeah.
My mother.
Not exactly "happy birthday."
What does it say?
"Send me back the keys
to the Dublin flat as soon as possible."
So
I'm sorry.
It's okay.
I'm okay.
("DOGWOOD BLOSSOM" BY FIONN REGAN)
♪♪
Keep climbing into my head
without knocking ♪
And you fix yourself there
like a map pin ♪
Darling, darling,
that dam's gonna give ♪
It's inevitable ♪
Did you like that?
Yeah.
Very much.
Good.
And a mouth that slurs ♪
All the shit that it stirs ♪
Let that dogwood blossom ♪
Darling, darling,
that dam's gonna give ♪
It's inevitable, the way that you live ♪
Bottles in brown paper ♪
And a mouth that slurs ♪
All the shit that it stirs ♪
Let that dogwood blossom ♪
INSTRUCTOR: Could be described
as bureaucratic inertia.
Who? Connell?
Yeah, all right, well,
you're getting better.
What do you fancy doing tonight?
Watch a film.
Sounds good.
Oh, I might go for a swim.
Another one.
But I, I could pick up some food
and come to you after.
Great.
Did we get married and become
50 years old without noticing?
Maybe.
I actually love it.
Do you think our first‐year selves
would hate what we've become?
I should have known, to be fair.
I think first‐year me
would have been amazed.
"Look at her, she's actually content."
Wow.
You all right?
Mm‐hmm, yeah.
I just got this email.
From who?
Connell, from who?
It's, uh
it's, it's from
this university in New York.
They're offering me a place in their
MFA creative writing program.
Oh.
I didn't even know you'd applied.
I mean, congratulations.
I'm, I'm not surprised
they've offered you a place.
I'm just a bit surprised
you didn't mention it.
Well, it was such a long shot.
I, um, I‐I was embarrassed.
To be honest, I, uh
I still look up to you a lot, and I, uh
I wouldn't want you to see me as like,
I don't know what, deluded, or
Connell. And I,
I don't even know why I applied.
It wasn't even my idea.
Whose idea was it?
Uh, one‐one of my tutors.
It's really brilliant, Connell.
You can see me in New York, can you?
Yeah, actually.
I can.
I can't even
(SCOFFS)
It's making me feel
(EXHALES)
Now is not the time for me to go
halfway across the world
and live in a city
where I don't know anyone.
Like
I could barely walk down the street
in Dublin
a couple of months ago
without having a panic attack.
How's that gonna work in New York?
Put it away for a bit.
It, it's brilliant
they offered you a place.
Don't think about
what to do with it for now.
I'm not going.
Okay.
(APPLAUSE)
And of course,
we have to thank Connell.
(CHEERS AND APPLAUSE)
For stepping up and turning out to be
the most naturally fucking
gifted editor of all times.
(CHEERING AND APPLAUSE)
Leading me to announce that
our latest brilliant issue
launches tomorrow,
and we could not be prouder.
And I made punch,
and it's fucking delicious.
WOMAN: And it's fucking lethal.
SOPHIE: Drink up!
(SCATTERED CHEERS AND APPLAUSE)
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
Marianne.
Yeah?
Can I ask you something?
Mm‐hmm.
Christmas.
What about it?
Would you like to come to ours?
I don't know, Connell.
That's kind.
Lorraine would love to have you.
You don't know that.
What?
I think I do know that.
It's her idea.
That's kind of her.
Mm‐hmm.
So?
(LAUGHS SOFTLY) So
("YOU'RE ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS"
BY AL MARTINO PLAYING ON RADIO)
♪♪
You're all I want ♪
(LAUGHTER)
Stop.
Oh, Connell.
Yeah?
It's not funny.
All I want ♪
My whole life through ♪
Each day is just ♪
Like Christmas ♪
Anytime that I'm ♪
With you ♪
There they are.
Aw, look at the two of you.
A little Christmas miracle.
Been cooking for weeks.
Get in here.
MARIANNE: Hi.
Hello, sweetheart.
Oh.
Thanks for having me.
(LORRAINE LAUGHS SOFTLY, KISSES)
Where should I put these, where?
CONNELL: I'll take them off ya.
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
WOMAN: Editor.
Well, that's impressive.
No, well, I'm just really doing it
as a favor.
I'm sure people edit newspapers
as a favor.
He's doing brilliantly.
CONNELL: It's a literary magazine.
It's absolutely not a newspaper.
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
Am I, am I involved in politics?
(LAUGHTER)
What?
Why is that funny?
Am I Dobby?
(CHEERING)
BERNIE: Do I like me?
CHILD: Oh, no.
WOMAN: No
CONNELL: You all right?
Yeah.
Is it too much? No.
It's so nice.
Proper Christmas.
It's lovely.
LORRAINE: Well, you have to do something.
What are your school friends up to?
CONNELL:
Brennan's, like every year.
MARIANNE: I'm just not sure I could
see a New Year's in a Brennan's.
(CONNELL LAUGHS SOFTLY)
(SOFT MUSIC PLAYING)
♪♪
LORRAINE: Hello, Denise.
Happy New Year.
(CAR DOOR CLOSES)
(KEYS JANGLE)
What do people in town think of her?
I suppose
I suppose she'd be considered a bit odd.
Oh.
(WAVES CRASHING)
CONNELL: Your cheeks are red.
It's cold.
Will you come tonight?
You should.
Far be it from me to disobey an order.
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
All right, hey, hey, you!
How's it going, Gary?
Good to see you.
Good to see you, too.
Happy New Year to you.
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
Hey!
Hey!
RACHEL: So nice to see you.
KAREN: You look amazing.
MARIANNE: So do you.
LISA: You look gorgeous.
Marianne, how are you getting on?
Happy New Year, how are you?
Good to see ya. Good, good.
Get you a drink?
Yes, please. Would you like one?
LISA: No, no, no.
See you in a second.
One second.
Marianne Sheridan.
MARIANNE: Hi.
(CHEERS AND APPLAUSE)
(SOFT MUSIC PLAYING)
♪♪
(VOICES FADE)
I love you.
I love you, too.
♪♪
You all right?
Yeah, I am.
Just never felt like home.
Didn't feel right to be here
to be honest.
What?
I've been thinking about New York.
The offer.
What about it?
I don't know, I just
I keep imagining you being there.
Writing.
Right.
You've been thinking about it.
Yeah.
Yeah. A bit.
Like, obviously, I‐
I've thought about it a bit,
but that doesn't mean that
Uh
it just feels too hard.
Everything recently has been hard
or it's been an effort
and maybe this year just needs to be
straightforward, you know?
There's, there's been a lot of stuff
that's been difficult.
And painful.
And this would be difficult and amazing.
Potentially, yes.
It's New York.
It's writing.
It'd be fucking amazing, Connell.
Yeah.
Yeah, maybe.
Would you come with me?
We could be there together, and,
and you could study or work, and
Why?
I want to stay here.
I want to live the life I'm living.
It's quite a thing.
(EXHALES)
And I'm getting better at it.
Yeah.
I'd miss you too much.
I'd be sick.
At first.
But it would get better.
Mm‐hmm, yeah.
Yeah, and it's only a year,
and then I'll be back.
Don't promise that.
You don't know
where either of us will be.
Or what will happen.
(SOFT MUSIC PLAYING)
♪♪
(CONNELL EXHALES SHAKILY)
I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you.
No.
That's true.
I mean, you'd be somewhere else entirely.
You'd be a different person.
And me, too.
But we have done so much good
for one another.
You know I love you.
And I'm never gonna feel
the same way for anyone else.
I know.
(EXHALES)
(LAUGHS SOFTLY)
I'll go.
And I'll stay.
And we'll be okay.
♪♪