Personal Taste s01e16 Episode Script

The way I see it, you've cast your feelings of guilt onto your daughter.
Impertinent punk.
How dare you talk as if you know anything! Go! I suppose the reason you turned down the project was that Sanggojae was a failure? Isn't that true? You called Sanggojae "a small universe that will inspire my wife and child to dream.
" But here you lost your wife, and scarred your child.
But do you know what really made Sanggojae a failure? You, yourself.
The man, wallowing in his own pain, who neglected a hurting daughter until she was ridden with scars.
You, yourself, Professor.
That's enough.
Who the hell are you? Who the hell are you to blather on as though you knew everything about our family?! How long are you going to crumble in front of your father? How long are you going to live like a criminal who killed her mother?! What does it matter to you how I live? You're someone who tried to use me.
Why are you acting like you're on my side?! Please go.
Go! I don't even want to see your face! So quickly go.
Don't ever come near my house again.
[Final Episode Today's Weather Forecast.]
Hey.
Is this all the furniture? Yeah.
The big furniture is in the workroom.
I'm going to finish them up, and then move them.
You're going to move them yourself? I'll call someone.
And if I can't find anyone, you're strong, right? Oh shoot, I can't.
I have to take Joon Hyuk to get his shots tomorrow.
Well, then that can't be helped.
Aigoo, my Unnis.
- Oh, you've come? - You're hungry, right? - You didn't have to buy this.
- Here.
Ah.
Thank you.
You don't have anything to do tomorrow, do you? Tomorrow, why? Can you move Gae In's furniture with her? Shoot, tomorrow, there's What? Hey, never mind.
It's fine.
I can just call someone.
Ah, well Don't do that.
Why don't you call Jin Ho? He just looks like some aristocrat, but where heavy lifting is concerned, he's got the strength of a manservant.
Right, that's a good solution.
This is really tasty.
Please have some.
You eat too.
Oh right, right.
When is the announcement your firm's waiting for? In about 2 or 3 days.
I'm so worried these days, I can't sleep.
We have to pay the suit settlement too.
At this rate, if we don't get the project, we're totally bankrupt.
If this misunderstanding about stealing Professor Park's design isn't cleared up, Jin Ho may be disqualified from participating in the bid.
Oh no, what to do, that's terrible.
I just really can't understand it.
Even though it looks like he's absolutely miserable over Gae In, I just can't understand the reason he's determined to break up with her.
At times like this, it would be so good for him to have her by his side, giving him strength.
That's what I'm saying.
I think Jin Ho's pride is really too strong.
What I'm sensing is that since his business is having problems, he's even more unwilling to see her.
I guess that has something to do with it.
But, as an onlooker, the frustration is killing me.
Really, I just don't get what they're doing.
Gae In.
Gae In! Why are you sleeping here? Did someone come by here? Who? No.
But what are you doing here? Oh I was passing by and saw the lights on, so I dropped by thinking maybe you were here.
Do you really still have that much to do? I'm going to go now.
Okay, I'll give you a ride.
Let's go.
Did you put this on me? No.
Hurry up.
I told you I'm just going to take a taxi.
Gae In.
Do you know how dangerous it is for a woman to take a taxi alone at night? Can't you just let me help at times like this? Come on.
This is a little different sort of design.
Please take a look.
I see.
What do you think? Who submitted it? Architecture Firm M's Jeon Jin Ho.
Allowing an unscrupulous firm who has stolen someone else's design to advance to the main bid selection Is that even conceivable? Whatever happened before, there are no problems with the current design, are there? But it's a company that's already bankrupt.
What are you talking about? There was a problem in their last construction project, and workers have filed a suit.
And, I hear the settlement they need to pay is extremely high.
Their situation is also such that a bank loan is impossible.
Is that true? Until my father is done with his conversation, let's wait in the next room.
All right.
This is something I wasn't aware of.
If this is the case, The possibility of Jeon Jin Ho's design advancing to the main bid selection becomes uncertain.
But why are you are so supportive of this young man? I'm curious.
If President Jeon began with the intent to imitate Sanggojae or steal the plans, he wouldn't have designed that sort of plan.
Your faith in that young man is immense, I see.
That man, as he submitted this new design plan, he never made one excuse regarding your plan.
Why do you think that is? What do you want from me? Please review Jeon Jin Ho's design plan without prejudice.
No, don't worry about it.
I'm more sorry for having to ask you such a favor.
Yes.
Goodbye.
It was another refusal, right? No, there's still a few others left to try.
Never mind.
A proud guy like you doing what you've done already, it's all you can do.
Even if you don't say anything I know you feel like you want to die.
Let's not do this and just this once let's suck it up and ask Tae Hoon's father for a loan, huh? Let's do that.
Yes, Director Choi.
Mmm, welcome.
Come meet some people, Jin Ho.
This is an old Dam employee that I know well, and this is an investment expert.
Please say hello.
I'll see you later.
Please sit.
But what is this about? After I returned to Korea at my father's request, a salary was deposited into my account for quite a while.
I didn't really have anything to spend it on so I left it alone, but because of those people, it's become quite a sizeable sum.
I heard about your business situation.
I'd like to help.
You don't need to do this.
Isn't a friend someone who can help you once in a while? From the recipient's standpoint, someone always receiving help is not what I'd call a friend.
You even admitted to doing such a cheap deed as to steal someone else's design plan, and yet, you can't accept help like this.
Well I just can't understand it.
Entering your bid despite the incident wasn't that to prove you are a man of honor? If I pass the preliminary screening in this manner, I don't feel like I could be a man of honor.
I will just gratefully accept your intentions and go now.
What do you mean in this manner?! More than anyone, I'm someone who wants this bid selection process to be fair and impartial.
However because of your other problems, I'm just afraid your skills will not be allowed to unfold.
If you turn down this last offer I don't think I can stand it any longer.
Are you really not going to accept my help.
Even after you've already passed the preliminary screening, if you get stripped of your qualification to participate and don't get the chance to advance to the main selection, how unjust would that be? What do you mean by that? The announcement hasn't been made yet, but internally, they came to a decision today.
Congratulations.
You've passed the preliminary screening.
Is that true? This is now the beginning.
You're not going to give up are you? Right Your head must be dizzy with all the things going on.
Go rest somewhere for a day.
Right You know the villa where I was fishing that time? That would be good.
I'm not asking you to go with me so don't look so tense.
Oh right Please call the villa management and have them clean it up nicely.
Are you going down to the villa? President Jeon will be going for a brief stay.
You've done a great job.
Thank you.
Please look around.
Nice work, Miss Park Gae In.
It's better than what I'd expected.
Thanks.
Aigoo! Aigoo, wow! Wow, it's impressive.
This is all due to the happy presence you brought.
You even brought flowers.
Aigoo, on a day like this, it would have been so nice if Jin Ho came to congratulate you too.
Father.
I wasn't that way to be cruel.
You, who had to grow up without a mother I just couldn't face you.
I always just thought you were angry with me.
I didn't remember that what happened to mom was because of me, but subconsciously I worried you would hate me and was always sensitive to your reactions.
So I always wanted to do well in front of you, but I was always making mistakes.
I must have been really selfish.
I was so lost in my own feelings, I guess I never once really thought about how you were feeling.
I understand.
Mom You loved her very much.
You too.
I loved you as much as I loved your mom.
The reason I got rid of your mother's pictures and boarded up the basement was that I hoped you wouldn't remember anything.
It may sound like an excuse, but getting angry at you doing the same work as your mother, was also because it broke my heart to see your hands always getting hurt.
Father.
Those little hands have already grown up so.
You did a great job.
Dad.
Now that's enough, huh? Today's a happy day.
Let's go.
Dad go on in.
I'll be right in.
Why do you keep hanging around me in hiding? I haven't been hanging around you.
I know all of it.
When I fell asleep working the person who covered me with my own sweater was you.
But you say you haven't been hanging around? Total liar.
From the moment you first appeared in front of me up until now it's all been lies.
That's right.
It was all lies.
So, my being here right now think of that as a lie too.
Since it's probably better that we don't run into each other, I'll go and pick up my things from the house while you're here.
Now there will really be no reason to see each other.
Ah! Don't even lift that up.
I almost died of a heart attack because of that when I first moved in.
So, why mess with my pride Ah! Put that down.
- So, what about my pride? - It's awesome.
- Okay okay.
- Put it down now.
Father's hand is medicine.
Baby's got a potbelly.
Why is this guy's name Jin Ho? Do you feel better now that you've beaten him? Congratulations, Park Gae In.
You were so apprehensive in the beginning, but in the end, you made it excellent.
Thank you for giving me the opportunity to test myself.
Actually I didn't think I could really do it.
Please sit.
But, I didn't see President Jeon Jin Ho.
We broke up.
It would be stranger if he had come.
But, you still waited for him, didn't you? If you truly decided to break up with him, do it.
However if you still have lingering feelings I can help you just once.
Right now, Jeon Jin Ho is probably down at my villa.
I told him to go down to clear his head.
There's no need for you to tell me such things.
Park Gae In, I'm rather disappointed.
When I gave up on Jeon Jin Ho, the one thing that I found comfort in was that it was you at his side.
Because if it were you you would probably love him very much care for him very much and trust him, I thought.
Even if you say those things there's nothing that can be done now.
Because I'm no longer a person he needs.
I guess that's the extent of your trust in him.
All right.
Then, I will no longer concern myself over the two of you.
Kid.
I see you apple eating habits are the same.
It tastes better to me like this.
Give me one too.
Okay.
This What? So that was it! I thought that Jeon Jin Ho's design looked familiar.
It was this apple.
Jin Ho's design concept wasn't Sanggojae but this apple? (*Apple and Apology are the same word in Korean) Please accept my apology*.
Whatever the reason was for his entering Sanggojae in the beginning, I think that young man created a new plan after meeting you.
Father I need to go somewhere.
Where? I might be late, so don't wait up and just go to sleep.
I was worried that you might just jump in the lake.
What are you doing here? I was going to bring some necessary items to the villa.
There's no need.
Director.
Can you give me the address to your villa? What's the matter? Are you all right? Yes.
I'm all right.
You have a high fever.
I'll be better after I rest.
It's late.
You should go.
How can I leave a sick person alone? There's probably no fever reducer here either.
This is a problem.
Of course, you'd be sick.
You've overworked yourself in too many ways.
Just wait a moment.
I'll look for a fever reducer.
Kim In Hee.
Please go back.
Even if you're with me there's no room in my thoughts for me to see you.
And the reason I'm sick right now might also be because of my heart that's unable to see anyone else.
Please just go back.
I'm not asking for your heart right away.
Whether it's a year or 2 years, If I continue to stay by you, getting under your skin, making you angry, who knows it may become a love-hate relationship.
I might become someone you'll miss when I'm not around.
Where are you going? I'm going to sleep in my car.
You came to see Jin Ho? Why are you here? What do you mean why? It's possible for me to take the place you left open.
And, you and Jin Ho broke up.
Between me and Jin Ho there's no place for you.
I really can't stand you.
From the moment I first saw your goody-goody act, I thought you were bad luck.
Tell me honestly.
Didn't you live with me out of pity for a pitiful child, rather than as a friend? You were family to me.
- It was like that for you too.
- No.
I wanted to live at your place so I just put on the act of being family to you.
You put on an act? I resented you to death but if I wanted to live at your house, I had no choice.
Every time I got in trouble with my dad, you consoled me, and you said you'd find my mother's picture.
You looked through the whole house, even the trash cans.
That was you.
You could do that as an act? Yeah.
Doing crap I didn't even want to was truly horrible.
Don't lie.
It's not horrible to say things you don't even mean? Those aren't things I don't mean.
I hate you.
I hate you so much it's killing me.
I can't have anything.
Even if I want it so much I could die.
But why is it you can have it all? I've never tried to have it all.
You're really a fool.
You're the only one that doesn't know.
How much it is you really have.
Jin Ho.
Jin Ho is really sick right now.
He's in his car.
Sick where? How badly? You go see for yourself.
He didn't want to be with me, so he said he'd sleep in the car.
He said he couldn't see me even if I was in front of him.
He said because he couldn't see anything else he was hurting a lot, your Jin Ho.
Jin Ho.
Jin Ho.
Jin Ho.
Jin Ho.
Jin Ho, get up.
Do you think you can walk? Jin Ho Do you feel your head clearing? Gae In? How can someone neglect his body until it gets to this point? Don't worry about a guy like me.
Who's worried? I'm all right.
So go now.
You can really say you're all right in that state? Your father will be worried.
So go.
Did I say I was going to live here? Turn around! So I can change the towel.
Go.
I said go.
All right.
I think your fever has gone down now too.
Don't go.
Let go.
Don't go.
I'm just going to choose to trust.
Even if I get used a hundred times, a thousand times, I'm just going to trust you.
It may be foolish but that's Park Gae In's strong point.
Even if you use me again and I become sad.
I'm just going to trust you.
Because I just can't part with you like this.
I can tell you're not asleep.
I told you.
That you really can't act.
Oh, whatever.
Come here.
Cut it out.
Gae In.
Thank you.
I have a wish.
What is it? That before I die they invent a time machine.
What kind of funny wish is that? There's a moment I want to return to in it.
When? When you were 5.
I'd go back to that time and appear before And I'd hold her as I tell her "It was just an accident".
"It's not your fault".
"So don't have those foolish thoughts, hating yourself".
It's okay if there are no time machines.
I met you, didn't I? I met you and you told me those things.
You have to see my father and properly clear up the misunderstanding.
Come on.
Not yet.
What are you doing? Why aren't you going in if you're here? Since you haven't explained I'll ask.
Were you the one that stole my design plan? Yes.
What do you mean it was you? Sang Jun submitted it without you knowing? Was it you? Since it was someone who works with me it's the same as if I did it.
Your objective for moving into Sanggojae, was it really to use my daughter? I moved in with the objective of learning more about Sanggojae.
That is true.
My company was in crisis so to protect my company and employees I needed to.
However Later, because I wanted to be an upright man to Gae In that changed! And that's how it came about that you prepared a new plan To be upright for my daughter? Yes.
Thankfully, that design plan passed the primary screening.
It passed the preliminary screening? Then, why didn't you tell me? Because you might get your hopes up.
If we were we were awarded the project in the main bid selection, I was going to tell you then.
I told you I really don't like it when you do that, didn't I? I tell you every little thing.
I'm sorry.
That still doesn't come easy for me.
I really hate that.
What do you like about my daughter? What? Is it hard to answer? No I just haven't thought specifically about what it is I like about her.
I was just following my heart and it led me to this point.
But, if you're giving me the opportunity I'll keep seeing her and think about what it is I like about her.
Are you prepared? Excuse me? Prepared to drink all night with me? Father, you can't.
Jin Ho was too sick yesterday.
He has to rest today.
Are you already taking his side? No it it's not that I'll go and buy some liquor right now.
I brought a snack for all you hard-working people.
Wow.
Gae In, when did you prepare all this? Oh, this sort of thing I can do any old time.
Enjoy.
Thank you.
I will enjoy it.
Jin Ho, you eat one too.
Miss Jang Mi.
Even though Jin Ho has put out the initial fire I still don't find you acceptable.
Yes I'm aware of that.
My Jin Ho is someone who doesn't know how to say things are hard even when they are.
He always keeps it in and manages it alone.
I'm his mother and yet I'm always sorry that I can't be of more help.
But Jin Ho loves you so much.
When he first moved into our house I heard him talking to you I wondered how a mother and son could have such a tender relationship.
I also would If my mother were alive we could have been like that.
Just like Jin Ho.
I want that kind of relationship with you.
Couldn't you let me? Come and visit our home sometime.
Let's have dinner together.
As you can see, the exterior (*Hanok = traditional Korean home) is like our traditional Hanok* villages.
Houses connected to houses and yet are divided.
Neighborhoods together create a single village.
Each building will be connected by an interior bridge fashioned like a village street.
A parking area designed to look like a forest, An art village conjuring up the layers of the Baekdu Mountain range.
A main building in the creative shape of a shining apple.
Inside, the structures are designed as the shaved peels of the apple, within the man-made valley, lies yet another natural environment.
Within this space, I hope that we can enjoy ourselves together, and singing of art, interact with one another.
Of the total 6 designs in the final consideration, Mirae Construction's "The Sound of the Sky" and Architecture Firm M's "Apple Dam" have advanced to the final round of selection.
Mirae Construction's "The Sound of the Sky" with its fitting use of structure and space, in the category of Transcending Art, received the highest marks.
Next, Architecture Firm M's "Apple Dam" in the category of Emphasizing a Collective Cultural Space, received the highest marks.
We shall announce the final winning design.
[Dam Art Gallery Design Competition Final Selection.]
I shall now make the announcement.
The final winning design is Architecture Firm M's "Apple Dam".
As I was preparing for this project, I made a decision.
To compete fair and square and if I lost, to let it go, fair and square.
This is just in congratulations, so you can take it.
I did all sorts of bad things but this time it is cleanly Jeon Jin Ho's victory.
It's okay if you smile.
I'm sorry.
Even though I said I let you go I guess in reality, I actually couldn't.
Because I really wanted to believe that guy was a rotten guy.
But this time, I really I really am letting you go.
Congratulations.
Thank you.
You know, don't you? For making you cry, this creation was my apology.
I like it.
I'll accept that apology.
Tonight is really a beautiful night.
right? Before we hear from tonight's guest of honor, President Jeon Jin Ho Shall we hear a song from our Park Gae In? Shall we? Sing a song! How strange Why ask me to sing? If you can't sing, then you have to take a drink.
Yeah, drink, drink, drink.
- Take a drink.
- Okay, I'll drink, I'll drink.
No, no, just a second.
Gae In do you think it would be okay? You know I have a high tolerance? If not on a night like this, when should I drink? - I'm going to drink it all! - Ay, don't Ah, that's right.
- Let me mix it with some soju.
Just a second.
- Ay, Hyung, don't.
She can't hold her liquor.
I'm a great drinker.
What are you talking about? You're very late.
I'm sorry.
- Give her to me.
- I'll carry her.
I said give her to me.
Are you all right? Yeah, I'm all right.
I'll just take her in.
Yeah.
Come see me for a moment.
I wanted to say thank you.
It's not necessary.
when I got the request to design the art gallery, I incorporated a portion of that work into building Sanggojae.
I thought it would be nice for my wife to see my daughter play while she worked But My hope that my family could live together happily broke in the blink of an eye because of my mistake.
And that may have been why I couldn't face Gae In.
I'm sure it was as hard for you as it was for Gae In.
This feels like I'm in a confessional.
I'm sorry.
Please take good care of my daughter.
I have things I need to finish so I need to return to England.
However, if there's ever a day you make Gae In sad You'll be as good as dead in this industry.
Okay.
I'll take good care of Gae In.
Cheese.
I'm proposing right now.
Jin Ho.
How can you let go of that? Why are you getting mad? What's there to get mad for? Ah, I'm going nuts.
Okay, get on.
Excuse me? Where is it? A little to the right.
- Here, here? - No, no.
Right.
Right? - To the back, back.
- Back here, here? - Here? - Left, left.
- Left? - Yeah.
I can't reach.
A little higher.
No, to the front, the front.
Oh, why'd you hang a ring on this?! I just wanted to propose in a special way.
You could have just done it simply.
Why - Ah, I can't reach.
- I'm going crazy.
Where is it? To the left! Left.
Left.
I got it! I got it.
Congratulations.
I hear that you two are getting married.
Thank you.
Director Choi, you've really helped me in so many ways.
No.
I'm the one that's grateful to you for proving my judgment wasn't wrong.
But, what am I going to do? After the two of you get married there won't be anyone to hang out with me.
It'll be lonely.
When you feel like it, give me a call.
I'll come visit from time to time.
After I met you and Park Gae In, I've learned a lot of things.
I'm talking about the courage to go out in the world and fight.
Be happy.
Thank you for everything.
You're going to China? I'll be there for a couple of years.
Or, I might not come back at all.
Have a good trip.
Thanks for giving us the project.
The execution of the construction was going to be too much for our firm anyway.
Still, you could have given it to someone else.
Mirae Construction.
Because it was where my father spent his life.
Do you remember? When we were really young and went camping together? Your father, my father, and our entire families? I remember.
You said you were going to be an entomologist back then, and we went around collecting bugs.
That insect specimens we collected together then, I still have those, in my room.
If our fathers hadn't been like they were, We could have been pretty good friends.
When you get back from China, give me a call.
Then what? Are you inviting me to your newlywed home? That might be a little difficult.
My wife-to-be has some issues with cooking skills.
Jeon Jin Ho.
Congratulations on your wedding.
So this little guy has fingers and toes and everything.
I think it looks like me.
Maybe it's a daughter? If it's a daughter that looks like you, then What, what, what?! What's wrong with me? Huh?! - Well - Tell me straight.
I'm just saying she'd be really cute.
I hope it's a daughter too.
Why? Why would you? Well, I What? Oh! You've come.
Honey, why are you here so late? Did I or did I not tell you I'm scared to get examined by myself?! I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
Did you fill out the forms? How can I fill out the forms without you? Honey, you know I can't do anything without you.
I'll go fill out the forms.
You saw, you saw, right? You saw my husband get jealous of you, right? Our second was conceived because of you.
It might be okay with you, but can I be honest? I'm really scared of that man.
Why? He thinks you're gay.
And I'm so thankful I'm setting you up on blind dates even.
Right, the blind date.
Fighting! Honey, let's go with this one.
I think this one is the prettiest.
Okay.
Ah, and I'll order Mobile Internet for you.
You're pretty cool.
Then, how about a present? - One more time.
- Hey! One more.
Aigoo! Hello.
Hello.
What are you doing here? Ah I'm meeting someone.
Okay then.
You're not really my type, but I do want to start keeping company with a potential marriage partner, Oh, and don't worry, I do want a honeymoon.
But, well, in case, I brought some questions.
Just answer honestly starting from #1.
What color do you like? It's a bit hectic for me these days because of the Greek economy.
Ah, I'm sorry.
Take one of my business cards.
Ah, right.
(*KOSPI = Korea Composite Stock Price Index) How many points did KOSPI* go up yesterday? Ah, I didn't have a chance to check that.
Okay, then, I'll move onto question number 10.
I think that real estate is better than stocks or bonds.
Cheers.
I just can't understand at all any man that wouldn't like someone like you.
Jin Ho just has a unique taste.
Even when you look at it, I'm not as good a choice as Gae In, right? I'm speaking in complete sincerity.
Actually, In Hee you're my ideal woman.
Sang Jun.
What? Do you want to date? You know something? "Sanggojae" is a name my mother created.
So that this place would be a place where we would cherish each other.
From now on, let's live here happily for a long long time.
Of course.
For us and for your parent's lost time, all together.
Park Gae In's weather forecast for tomorrow: It won't be a life where everyday is clear and mild, but even if a pitch black darkness passes, where nothing can be seen, if this man and I are together, I feel like can muster up the courage and continue walking.
Jeon Jin Ho's weather forecast for tomorrow: I raced ahead up to now without rest, but I was always that child that circled around the same spot.
But after meeting this woman, I learned that occasionally stopping to reflect would allow me to go further.
Main Translator: meju [I Live an Ordinary Life.]
Now, the one remaining month, More than anyone in the world, I want to make you happy.
[In my life where nothing much happened.]
If it hurts, scream that it hurts! If you want to cry, cry out loud! [you entered.
.]
Father, that woman's a vixen.
You punk! Father, just cut me out.
[Though my remaining time is short.]
I'm going to ask you once more.
Please, stay with me to the end.
[I love you.]
I love you.
Because I love you, I need to leave.
Watch dramas legally at For some reason, love is hard I'm still awkward Actually, I feel closer to my sadness Love seems far away We're so different from each other The only thing we have in common is being fools Though we sometimes cross each other And sometimes clash It must be love It must be love When I see you, my heart feels so full My rusty heart, my hardened heart You have awakened them Love me, hold me So that the hurt I've kept hidden My painful tears and sad loneliness Will never come back The person hidden by my tears for so long The person I've waited for long days past Must be you It must be you If I'm standing with you Even if I'm hurt, I find myself laughing Even the deepest scars Even the tears that have become habit You've made them better I'll show you everything I'll give you everything All my love that I've saved up So that the words "alone" and "goodbye" We won't have between us So that only love remains Even though my chest always tightened I believed it wasn't love I believed I just leaned on you Out of loneliness Like a fool Why didn't I know? Like a fool Why did I let you go? Like a fool In my slow crying heart Only now Only now I realize That my love is only you Let's stop having heartache alone When I shed tears Because I was in pain That's how I'd scold My helpless heart Like a fool Why did I let you go? Only now Only now I realize That it's just you That you're my only person That it's just you That only you fill my heart Like a fool I'm only realizing now It's you I'm calling you Like a fool Why didn't I know? Like a fool Why did I let you go? Like a fool In my slow crying heart Only now Only now I realize That my love is only you Even though my eyes looked for you Even though my chest always tightened I believed it wasn't love I believed I just leaned on you Out of loneliness Like a fool Why didn't I know? Like a fool Why did I let you go? Like a fool In my slow crying heart Only now Only now I realize Like a fool Why didn't I know? Like a fool Why did I let you go? Only now I realize That it's just you That you're my only person That it's just you That only you fill my heart Like a fool I'm only realizing now It's you I'm calling you Because I can't live without you What would real love taste like? Is it a sweet feeling? What would real love taste like? Is it a sweet feeling? What would a kiss that consumes the darkness be like? Would the sky light up? And would I hear the pretty sound of bells? The word love A word that didn't fit me As if it were in another world A word that felt so far away Keeps jumping at my heart What can I do when love keeps lingering in front of my eyes? I love you This feeling must be love I can't smile without you It makes no sense Without even knowing I'm seeing only you.
Even though I try to hate you Though I try so hard I just can't hide it I shouldn't But I keep wanting Should I tell you I've fallen for you? Even when I dream It's only you I know it makes no sense But I love you For some reason Love is hard I'm still awkward Actually, I feel closer to my sadness Love seems far away We're so different from each other The only thing we have in common is being fools Though we sometimes cross each other And sometimes clash