One Tree Hill s01e19 Episode Script
How Can You Be Sure?
What do you mean, you think? I mean Im late.
Like, late.
Did you take a test? Okay.
Okay, um.
Look, we have to know, okay? Maybe its a false alarm, you know? Come on.
Drug Stores still open.
Well do it together.
Okay? Marry me.
I dont know what to say.
Well, yes would be a good start.
It just seems so out of the blue.
After 15 years? Look, Karen, when you left for Italy we had a future.
Were still the same two people who stood at that airport.
I was the man who was in love with you.
And I still am.
I love you too, Keith.
Youre my best friend.
Youve been a wonderful father figure for Lucas.
But the time away, the distance, it gave me a new perspective.
- On us? - On everything.
Tree Hill is such a small part of the world.
And maybe its where I belong, but theres so much more out there.
Italy was the first time since Lucas was born that Ive spent any time alone.
I realized I only know my self as Lucas mother.
Ive got to find the rest of me.
You mean the world to me, Keith.
But Im sorry.
I cant marry you.
Its positive.
Oh my God.
Im pregnant.
Come on.
I know youre still mad at me.
Okay? But Im here for you.
Alright, well go to the doctor tomorrow.
In the city.
Ill take you.
- Ill take myself.
- Brooke.
Im just as scared as you are.
But I want to help.
Please.
Just, trust me.
Yeah cause that worked out so well for me the last time.
Hey you, wake up.
- Hey.
- Hey.
I didnt even hear you come in.
Well you didnt hear your alarm clock either.
Thats cause it didnt go off.
Everybody gets up at six.
Geez.
Well, time to get up.
I am up.
- Come here.
- Oh yeah? Oh, Ill get that.
You want me to start your shower? - Uh, yeah.
Thanks.
- Okay.
So, what happened? The nurse said theyd call me in a few hours with the results, and then she asked me about the father.
What did you say? I told her the sorry bro hoe kicked my ass to the curb.
God.
So this whole thing with Haley really was just your way of messing with me, huh? Whats your problem now? I saw you making out with Peyton last night.
Look, maybe youre a little slow, but we kissed because it was the auction rules.
I know what I saw.
Im about to beat your ass, man.
I promised Haley Id give you a break, thats about the only thing thats saving you right now.
Look, I kissed Peyton like you kissed Haley.
Thats it.
What are you so tweaked about? Never mind.
Sorry.
What do you want, Nikki? I think we covered that.
Let me hold her.
No, no shes tired.
Peyton, could you take Jenny to her room for me, please? - Yeah.
- Thanks.
Is that your girlfriend? Shes just a friend, okay? She sits for Jenny sometimes.
- Relax, Im just asking.
- Nikki Listen, our little romantic outing to the grocery store got me thinking.
You shouldnt have to be using food stamps and paying for everything.
I can help you.
- I have some tuition money left over - I dont want your money.
Jake, this isnt fair.
Now you wont let me be a part of my daughters life but youll hand her off to some babysitter? Hey, Jenny loves Peyton.
Shes got a lot of other people that care about her too.
And none of those people are her mother.
What are you looking at? Youre life.
Yeah, thats my life.
You notice whos not in it? Brooke, hold on.
Still no news? Did I come find you? Well where are you going? Away from you.
Hey, come on, you cant cut me out of this.
Im just as worried as you are.
Oh really? Or are you just worried that having a kid might deflate your market value? Thats not it.
Oh thats right, youre not on the market anymore.
Youre a one woman kind of guy.
Speaking of which, how is my former best friend? Peyton has nothing to do with this, okay? Not yet.
Maybe you can pull a Dan Scott and knock her up too.
Brooke! Or maybe then you can move on to random bar-sluts.
Oh wait youve already done that.
Better be careful, Danny Jr.
, never know how many kids youre going to end up with.
Oh yeah, thats real nice, Brooke.
And by the way, its not like Im the only guy youve ever slept with.
Whats your point? How do I even know its mine? Its the doctor.
Hello? Yeah, this is Brooke.
Okay.
Thank you.
Trust me, its yours.
Oh, that reminds me.
How did you get in here? Door was open.
Why? Who were you expecting? Another high school boy with his pants around his ankles? What do you want, Dan? I want my son to come to his senses.
Have you seen his apartment? Yeah, I dropped off some food.
Did he ask you for any money? No, but I gave him some.
Oh, thats great.
Thats great.
Dont you ever want him to come home? I want him home as much as you do.
But for once in his life you need to let him make his own mistakes.
Right, you bring him food and cash and Im the one who needs to let him make his own mistakes.
Oh and by the way, you can tell your friend Karen, her son was coming out of a family planning clinic.
With a date.
Is that the kind of mistake you had in mind for Nathan You hungry? Oh, Im hungry for you.
No Im serious.
We can heat something up, or go out and eat if you want to.
Whats wrong? Nothing, Im just hungry.
I dont buy it.
Talk to me.
I just dont feel like making out, thats all.
You realize you just said that, right? Since when? Since you got my jersey number tattooed on your ass.
Oh.
Above my ass, actually.
When did you see that? This morning.
Does that bother you? Im just confused as hell.
I mean youll do something that permanent, but you wont have sex with me? You can get a tattoo removed, Nathan.
- Sex is a really big deal for me.
- I get that.
- Thats why I havent been pressuring you into it.
- The way youre not pressuring me right now.
Im going to heat up some food.
- Brooke.
- Im busy.
Look, dont shut me out on this, okay? We can deal with it together.
Were not together, remember? You dodged the bullet just in time.
Hey.
Nathan told me about the fantasy kiss scenario you thought you saw.
Were you high? The kiss didnt mean anything, I wouldnt do that to Haley.
Yeah, I guess I overreacted.
- Shes gone, you know.
- Huh? - Brooke.
- What? Why do you assume Im looking for Brooke? Because you are.
She still freezing you out? - Yeah, sort of.
- Me too.
Do you want to talk about it? I think Ive screwed things up enough as it is.
- Yeah, me too.
- And worse than that.
What? Worse than the death wish best friend love triangle? Whatd you do? Tell her she was fat? Okay look shes pissed at me too but shes still my friend.
Whats going on? What were we thinking, Peyton? You and me, or you and Brooke? All of us.
I guess we werent.
I like that.
What color is it? Shag.
Did Nathan ever cheat on you? Whered that come from? I just wonder if, maybe hes going to start looking somewhere else for what hes not getting from me.
Hm, the big bad sex issue.
Yeah.
I mean, we start making out, and its great, and I totally get into him, and then I just hit this point.
I bet he loves that.
Yeah.
I guess I just always thought I would wait until I fell in love, and got married, and then I met Nathan and everything got really confusing.
It was never something I had to deal with right away, it was always a few years off.
- And then all of a sudden - It wasnt? Ive been down that road.
I dont know if Im ready, Peyton.
Or maybe youre just not sure if Nathans the right guy.
No, Im I can safely rule that out.
He I cant breath when Im around him and when Im not around him I want to be.
Im just, Im totally in love with him.
Well then youve gone further with him than I ever did.
Be careful with those knees.
Trust me, I know.
I also know what its like to be sidelined with an injury.
I wouldnt wish it on anyone whos serious about their game.
Hows the shoulder? Fine.
Good.
You know, I saw you at the clinic the other day with that girl.
I dont have to tell you, youre turning into my area of expertise.
You know, Lucas, one day I woke up and I was looking down the barrel of a life I couldnt control.
Maybe you find yourself in the same situation.
I just thought you could use some advice.
I can see that youre scared.
But dont let that fear cloud your vision.
You know I asked your mom to get an abortion.
She said no.
She was too emotional.
If she was thinking clearly, she would have done what I said.
So your advice is to have an abortion.
The way you would have aborted me.
Youve got a lot of life yet to live, Lucas.
Dont let this girl make the same mistake your mother made.
Cause if you do, youll be paying for it until the day you die.
Im glad you came by, Keith.
Ive been so caught up in my own problems, we havent had a chance to catch up.
Well you might as well hear it here.
I asked Karen to marry me.
What? She said no.
Oh, Keith Im so sorry.
You know, you never picture it.
You run it through your mind a thousand times over fifteen years.
You know how the moment will feel when your love agrees to be your wife.
But you never see her saying no.
Well, youre still an important part of her life.
That wont change.
She needs you.
Well maybe she needs me.
But she doesnt want me.
Im sorry.
What did Lucas say? I dont even know if shes told him yet.
Dad.
Ohh.
Looks like I missed the party.
You werent invited.
You should have called.
Why? You dont call back.
I had to run a credit check to get your address.
Your mother wouldnt give it to me.
Hey.
You think youre ready for this? Ive got news for you, son.
Playing house costs a lot of money.
Okay, so Ill get a job.
Oh great, whats that going to do to your game? Its okay to be irrational every once and a while.
But have you thought this thing through? I give you a week out in the real world.
You know what the best part about having my own place is, dad? - I can ask you to leave.
- Fine.
But the beach house will be there for you when you hit rock bottom.
And you will.
Who are you calling? Jake, maybe? Look, I know you baby-sit Jenny but, Im back now, so Jake and I wont be needing you anymore.
Oh, and if theres anything going on between you and Jake, well youre not going to be a permanent part of my daughters life, so if I were you I wouldnt get too attached.
If I were you, I would walk away.
You have to know youre temporary, right? I mean, all the babysitting in the world isnt going to make you Jennys mother.
All the eyeliner in the world wont make you anything other than a psycho stalker bitch.
Friend of yours? Its Jakes ex.
All of a sudden shes trying to deal with her issues and I think Im one of them.
Scary.
So youre talking to me? Yeah.
Theres some stuff going on and I dont know what to do.
I screwed up, I cant even say it.
Is it about Lucas? Cause he was really upset yesterday.
I thought you and Lucas werent together.
No, were not.
We were just, um You know what, for get it, Peyton.
You are the last person I should be talking to.
Damn.
Yeah, I didnt want to tell anybody but Hey, I didnt want to tell anybody either but I felt a lot better after I did.
What does Brooke want to do? I dont know.
She wont talk to me.
What do you want her to do? How do I answer that? Im just walking around like a zombie right now.
I guess I want whatevers best for her.
Does she think shes going to have it? You know, Nikki and I, we talked about not keeping the baby.
Yeah, so did Dan and my mom.
But how screwed up is that, huh? If she had listened to him I wouldnt be standing here right now.
Well, Luke, I dont want to lie to you.
If Brooke has this kid, your life, its going to change.
Wheres your head at? My head says were not ready to be parents yet.
I cant even take care of myself.
Plus theres college.
Not just for me but for Brooke, too.
God, my mom is going to freak out.
Hey.
Hey.
Are you kidding? Ive got to sell the car to pay for the apartment.
What is your dad going to say? He can say whatever he wants, its still my car.
You know, if you need some extra money I could always be your sugar mama.
Whats wrong? Nothing, its just Im You said you werent ready so Im trying to respect that.
So we cant even kiss now? No, Im just trying to make you comfortable.
Im sorry, Nathan, I know this is so not fair to you.
No.
Actually its not fair to you.
- I just - Just, dont apologize, okay? Mom? Hey.
Did I wake you? No.
Sometimes I cant sleep.
I just lie awake and worry.
What are you worried about? Im a mother, Lucas.
I worry about everything.
What are you doing up? Theres something I have to tell you.
You should sit.
Okay.
I think Ill stand.
This is going to hurt you, mom.
And Im sorry.
What happened? Brookes pregnant.
Oh my God, Lucas, Im sorry.
I guess I deserved that.
Lucas.
Look, I didnt mean it Lucas.
- Im pretty sure you did.
- No, I didnt! Its just that Do you understand? This is exactly what I didnt want for you.
Have I been talking to my self the last few years? You have so much left to do in life.
So does Brooke.
Oh God, youre both just too young for this.
Dont cry, mom.
Its just that Im scared for you.
I cannot believe that this is happening.
How close was I to not existing? Dan wanted to have an abortion, mom.
Why didnt you listen to him? Because I realized that I wanted you in my future.
What does Brooke want? I dont know.
Oh she must be so scared.
Lucas.
What are we going to do? Alright, hot off the grill, my friend.
I super sized it.
Not hungry.
Alright, more for me.
So, uh, Ive got to ask you kind of a personal question.
Just out of curiosity.
How many times per minute do guys think about sex? - Per minute? - Yeah.
Elle magazine said that guys think about sex like every, 30 seconds.
Youre thinking about having sex with him.
Shh.
Sorry.
Look, it just keeps coming up.
And Sorry.
Wrong words.
Look, its not my place to tell you how to live your life, Hales.
But for what its worth, I wish I would have waited.
Really? All Im saying, is just look past the moment.
If youre not ready, then just wait.
Okay? I didnt hear you come in.
I didnt make any noise.
Your father stopped by, he wanted you address but I wouldnt give it to him.
- He found me anyway.
- Sorry.
Nathan, you can come home anytime, you know that right? Im still here.
I dont want to come home.
You know, I walk around this empty house and it doesnt seem real.
I wish I could go back and do things differently.
I need to ask you a question.
Okay.
Whyd you do it? - What? - Cheat on dad.
I was confused.
We were married so young and suddenly I was a wife and a mother before I was my own person.
But when we grew up, we grew apart.
Why, mom? Why did you guys grow apart? I wish I knew, Nathan.
But none of that makes what I did right.
Cause you were married? Because I had a commitment to him.
And to you.
Those moments of what I mistook for happiness werent worth the cost of hurting someone I loved.
And losing you over it now.
Nikki? Hey, stranger.
Howd you find me? I found out you were on Jakes basketball team, after that it didnt take a private eye.
Oh, you know Jake? Pretty well, actually.
Jennys my daughter.
Small world, huh? Oh, look, Jakes a good friend, okay? I had no idea.
And neither did I and thats why I dont want you to say anything.
I didnt know who you were.
Lucas, Im trying to get my family back together, and its not going so well.
Remember that night? What you told me about your dad? How you feel about him? I dont want Jenny to ever say the same thing about me.
I still have a chance to correct my mistake, Lucas.
Please, dont say anything.
Keith? Hey, Luke.
Hey.
I called you a couple of times.
Howve you been? Nah, Im good, its just, Ive been dealing with some stuff.
Yeah, me too.
Its really good to see you.
Hows the rehab going? Oh, its good.
Its good.
It should be ready for the playoffs.
Yeah, you look a lot better.
Sit down.
Hows everything else? Like what? Like the rest of your life.
Whats going on? Theres something I wanted to ask you.
Sure.
When my mom got pregnant, and Dan left, why didnt you? Whyd you stand by her? Well, it was the right thing to do.
And I loved her, and I wanted to protect her.
But, she really didnt need it.
Shes pretty tough, huh? Your mom could have been anything in this life.
Yeah, if it wasnt for me.
Luke, youre the best thing that ever happened to your mom.
Trust me.
Look, Keith, I just wanted to apologize.
For the way I acted when my mom was in Italy.
Brooke and all.
Thats water under the bridge.
No damage done, right? Right.
I should take off.
Yeah.
Uh, Luke.
You know Im proud of you, right? Sure.
And Ill always be there for you.
You know, even if Im not around as much.
Yeah, I know.
- Is everything okay? - Yeah, everythings good.
- Okay.
- Alright, Ill see you.
See ya.
- Nathan, I know Im driving you crazy.
- No youre not.
- Do you think that Im a tease? - Stop it.
Well what do you think? I think that youre my girlfriend, and I like to spend time with you.
Look I just dont want to push you.
- Youre not.
- But I am.
Haley, you got a tattoo for god sakes.
It just freaks me out a little bit, because obviously this whole thing with us means a lot to you.
I just dont want to do anything to pressure you.
Or drive you away.
Even though sometimes I cant help it.
Just like I cant help that I fell in love with you.
Cause I did.
I love you, Haley.
And it scares me, a little bit, but, there it is.
Wow.
There it is.
I love you too.
- Something I can help you with? - Not really.
I just wanted to thank you for filling in some of the blanks for me about how you felt - when my mom got pregnant.
- Glad to be of help.
Hows that situation with Brooke? None of your business.
No? Isnt that why you really came here? You know, before this happened to me, I never quite understood how you could be so selfish.
Everyday of my life I wondered.
Until now.
Now you see the other side.
Yeah, I guess I do.
Dont be so quick to judge me, Lucas.
Its easy to have all the answers from a distance.
But everybody makes decisions they regret.
Me.
Your mother.
Keith.
But we learn to live with it.
Its part of life.
Not my life.
Not yet.
Yeah.
Yeah, I felt that once.
Then I grew up.
I was hoping youd come by soon.
We obviously need to talk.
Im going to make a change, Karen.
What do you mean? Well, I woke up this morning and everything just felt far away.
And then I went outside and for the first time, Tree Hill didnt feel like home.
And I just thought, why am I still here? You know? I never planned on spending my whole life here, and I just needed someone to remind me.
And you did that.
And its okay.
Are you leaving? Theres not time like the present, right? Keith, this isnt because of me.
No, its because of me.
You did me a favor, Karen.
By going to Italy, and by saying no to me.
You woke me up.
And I appreciate that.
Where are you going to go? I dont know.
But I got to say.
It feels really good to have options.
What part of stay away from me do you not understand? Just give me 60 seconds, okay? Im sorry but argument cutoff was 9 oclock.
Well, I dont want to argue.
You dont even have to say anything.
Just listen.
My dad didnt want me, okay? Not just that he didnt want to claim me, he didnt want me to be born, I always thought that when I started a family Id be, older, and settled, and Id be In love? Yeah.
- But so did my mom.
- Lucas No, this whole thing scares the hell out of me, okay? But whatever you decide to do, Ill be there.
And if youre not ready, then youre not ready, but if you want to have this baby, then so do I.
And whatever it takes for me to be a good father, Ill be there.
Always.
I promise you.
I wont let you down.
Hey.
I lied.
What? Im not pregnant.
- But I saw the test.
- I know.
Then when the doctor called he said I wasnt pregnant, he said that can happen.
Okay, no, no, no.
I was standing right there when he called.
And you had just called me a slut.
So you lied to me to punish me?! How could you do that? How could you cheat on me with my best friend?! Brooke.
I never meant to hurt you.
That doesnt really matter, Lucas.
Cause in the end it all hurts just the same.
Brookes not pregnant.
It was just a scare.
Are you okay? Not really.
Mom, thanks.
For what? Everything.
Like, late.
Did you take a test? Okay.
Okay, um.
Look, we have to know, okay? Maybe its a false alarm, you know? Come on.
Drug Stores still open.
Well do it together.
Okay? Marry me.
I dont know what to say.
Well, yes would be a good start.
It just seems so out of the blue.
After 15 years? Look, Karen, when you left for Italy we had a future.
Were still the same two people who stood at that airport.
I was the man who was in love with you.
And I still am.
I love you too, Keith.
Youre my best friend.
Youve been a wonderful father figure for Lucas.
But the time away, the distance, it gave me a new perspective.
- On us? - On everything.
Tree Hill is such a small part of the world.
And maybe its where I belong, but theres so much more out there.
Italy was the first time since Lucas was born that Ive spent any time alone.
I realized I only know my self as Lucas mother.
Ive got to find the rest of me.
You mean the world to me, Keith.
But Im sorry.
I cant marry you.
Its positive.
Oh my God.
Im pregnant.
Come on.
I know youre still mad at me.
Okay? But Im here for you.
Alright, well go to the doctor tomorrow.
In the city.
Ill take you.
- Ill take myself.
- Brooke.
Im just as scared as you are.
But I want to help.
Please.
Just, trust me.
Yeah cause that worked out so well for me the last time.
Hey you, wake up.
- Hey.
- Hey.
I didnt even hear you come in.
Well you didnt hear your alarm clock either.
Thats cause it didnt go off.
Everybody gets up at six.
Geez.
Well, time to get up.
I am up.
- Come here.
- Oh yeah? Oh, Ill get that.
You want me to start your shower? - Uh, yeah.
Thanks.
- Okay.
So, what happened? The nurse said theyd call me in a few hours with the results, and then she asked me about the father.
What did you say? I told her the sorry bro hoe kicked my ass to the curb.
God.
So this whole thing with Haley really was just your way of messing with me, huh? Whats your problem now? I saw you making out with Peyton last night.
Look, maybe youre a little slow, but we kissed because it was the auction rules.
I know what I saw.
Im about to beat your ass, man.
I promised Haley Id give you a break, thats about the only thing thats saving you right now.
Look, I kissed Peyton like you kissed Haley.
Thats it.
What are you so tweaked about? Never mind.
Sorry.
What do you want, Nikki? I think we covered that.
Let me hold her.
No, no shes tired.
Peyton, could you take Jenny to her room for me, please? - Yeah.
- Thanks.
Is that your girlfriend? Shes just a friend, okay? She sits for Jenny sometimes.
- Relax, Im just asking.
- Nikki Listen, our little romantic outing to the grocery store got me thinking.
You shouldnt have to be using food stamps and paying for everything.
I can help you.
- I have some tuition money left over - I dont want your money.
Jake, this isnt fair.
Now you wont let me be a part of my daughters life but youll hand her off to some babysitter? Hey, Jenny loves Peyton.
Shes got a lot of other people that care about her too.
And none of those people are her mother.
What are you looking at? Youre life.
Yeah, thats my life.
You notice whos not in it? Brooke, hold on.
Still no news? Did I come find you? Well where are you going? Away from you.
Hey, come on, you cant cut me out of this.
Im just as worried as you are.
Oh really? Or are you just worried that having a kid might deflate your market value? Thats not it.
Oh thats right, youre not on the market anymore.
Youre a one woman kind of guy.
Speaking of which, how is my former best friend? Peyton has nothing to do with this, okay? Not yet.
Maybe you can pull a Dan Scott and knock her up too.
Brooke! Or maybe then you can move on to random bar-sluts.
Oh wait youve already done that.
Better be careful, Danny Jr.
, never know how many kids youre going to end up with.
Oh yeah, thats real nice, Brooke.
And by the way, its not like Im the only guy youve ever slept with.
Whats your point? How do I even know its mine? Its the doctor.
Hello? Yeah, this is Brooke.
Okay.
Thank you.
Trust me, its yours.
Oh, that reminds me.
How did you get in here? Door was open.
Why? Who were you expecting? Another high school boy with his pants around his ankles? What do you want, Dan? I want my son to come to his senses.
Have you seen his apartment? Yeah, I dropped off some food.
Did he ask you for any money? No, but I gave him some.
Oh, thats great.
Thats great.
Dont you ever want him to come home? I want him home as much as you do.
But for once in his life you need to let him make his own mistakes.
Right, you bring him food and cash and Im the one who needs to let him make his own mistakes.
Oh and by the way, you can tell your friend Karen, her son was coming out of a family planning clinic.
With a date.
Is that the kind of mistake you had in mind for Nathan You hungry? Oh, Im hungry for you.
No Im serious.
We can heat something up, or go out and eat if you want to.
Whats wrong? Nothing, Im just hungry.
I dont buy it.
Talk to me.
I just dont feel like making out, thats all.
You realize you just said that, right? Since when? Since you got my jersey number tattooed on your ass.
Oh.
Above my ass, actually.
When did you see that? This morning.
Does that bother you? Im just confused as hell.
I mean youll do something that permanent, but you wont have sex with me? You can get a tattoo removed, Nathan.
- Sex is a really big deal for me.
- I get that.
- Thats why I havent been pressuring you into it.
- The way youre not pressuring me right now.
Im going to heat up some food.
- Brooke.
- Im busy.
Look, dont shut me out on this, okay? We can deal with it together.
Were not together, remember? You dodged the bullet just in time.
Hey.
Nathan told me about the fantasy kiss scenario you thought you saw.
Were you high? The kiss didnt mean anything, I wouldnt do that to Haley.
Yeah, I guess I overreacted.
- Shes gone, you know.
- Huh? - Brooke.
- What? Why do you assume Im looking for Brooke? Because you are.
She still freezing you out? - Yeah, sort of.
- Me too.
Do you want to talk about it? I think Ive screwed things up enough as it is.
- Yeah, me too.
- And worse than that.
What? Worse than the death wish best friend love triangle? Whatd you do? Tell her she was fat? Okay look shes pissed at me too but shes still my friend.
Whats going on? What were we thinking, Peyton? You and me, or you and Brooke? All of us.
I guess we werent.
I like that.
What color is it? Shag.
Did Nathan ever cheat on you? Whered that come from? I just wonder if, maybe hes going to start looking somewhere else for what hes not getting from me.
Hm, the big bad sex issue.
Yeah.
I mean, we start making out, and its great, and I totally get into him, and then I just hit this point.
I bet he loves that.
Yeah.
I guess I just always thought I would wait until I fell in love, and got married, and then I met Nathan and everything got really confusing.
It was never something I had to deal with right away, it was always a few years off.
- And then all of a sudden - It wasnt? Ive been down that road.
I dont know if Im ready, Peyton.
Or maybe youre just not sure if Nathans the right guy.
No, Im I can safely rule that out.
He I cant breath when Im around him and when Im not around him I want to be.
Im just, Im totally in love with him.
Well then youve gone further with him than I ever did.
Be careful with those knees.
Trust me, I know.
I also know what its like to be sidelined with an injury.
I wouldnt wish it on anyone whos serious about their game.
Hows the shoulder? Fine.
Good.
You know, I saw you at the clinic the other day with that girl.
I dont have to tell you, youre turning into my area of expertise.
You know, Lucas, one day I woke up and I was looking down the barrel of a life I couldnt control.
Maybe you find yourself in the same situation.
I just thought you could use some advice.
I can see that youre scared.
But dont let that fear cloud your vision.
You know I asked your mom to get an abortion.
She said no.
She was too emotional.
If she was thinking clearly, she would have done what I said.
So your advice is to have an abortion.
The way you would have aborted me.
Youve got a lot of life yet to live, Lucas.
Dont let this girl make the same mistake your mother made.
Cause if you do, youll be paying for it until the day you die.
Im glad you came by, Keith.
Ive been so caught up in my own problems, we havent had a chance to catch up.
Well you might as well hear it here.
I asked Karen to marry me.
What? She said no.
Oh, Keith Im so sorry.
You know, you never picture it.
You run it through your mind a thousand times over fifteen years.
You know how the moment will feel when your love agrees to be your wife.
But you never see her saying no.
Well, youre still an important part of her life.
That wont change.
She needs you.
Well maybe she needs me.
But she doesnt want me.
Im sorry.
What did Lucas say? I dont even know if shes told him yet.
Dad.
Ohh.
Looks like I missed the party.
You werent invited.
You should have called.
Why? You dont call back.
I had to run a credit check to get your address.
Your mother wouldnt give it to me.
Hey.
You think youre ready for this? Ive got news for you, son.
Playing house costs a lot of money.
Okay, so Ill get a job.
Oh great, whats that going to do to your game? Its okay to be irrational every once and a while.
But have you thought this thing through? I give you a week out in the real world.
You know what the best part about having my own place is, dad? - I can ask you to leave.
- Fine.
But the beach house will be there for you when you hit rock bottom.
And you will.
Who are you calling? Jake, maybe? Look, I know you baby-sit Jenny but, Im back now, so Jake and I wont be needing you anymore.
Oh, and if theres anything going on between you and Jake, well youre not going to be a permanent part of my daughters life, so if I were you I wouldnt get too attached.
If I were you, I would walk away.
You have to know youre temporary, right? I mean, all the babysitting in the world isnt going to make you Jennys mother.
All the eyeliner in the world wont make you anything other than a psycho stalker bitch.
Friend of yours? Its Jakes ex.
All of a sudden shes trying to deal with her issues and I think Im one of them.
Scary.
So youre talking to me? Yeah.
Theres some stuff going on and I dont know what to do.
I screwed up, I cant even say it.
Is it about Lucas? Cause he was really upset yesterday.
I thought you and Lucas werent together.
No, were not.
We were just, um You know what, for get it, Peyton.
You are the last person I should be talking to.
Damn.
Yeah, I didnt want to tell anybody but Hey, I didnt want to tell anybody either but I felt a lot better after I did.
What does Brooke want to do? I dont know.
She wont talk to me.
What do you want her to do? How do I answer that? Im just walking around like a zombie right now.
I guess I want whatevers best for her.
Does she think shes going to have it? You know, Nikki and I, we talked about not keeping the baby.
Yeah, so did Dan and my mom.
But how screwed up is that, huh? If she had listened to him I wouldnt be standing here right now.
Well, Luke, I dont want to lie to you.
If Brooke has this kid, your life, its going to change.
Wheres your head at? My head says were not ready to be parents yet.
I cant even take care of myself.
Plus theres college.
Not just for me but for Brooke, too.
God, my mom is going to freak out.
Hey.
Hey.
Are you kidding? Ive got to sell the car to pay for the apartment.
What is your dad going to say? He can say whatever he wants, its still my car.
You know, if you need some extra money I could always be your sugar mama.
Whats wrong? Nothing, its just Im You said you werent ready so Im trying to respect that.
So we cant even kiss now? No, Im just trying to make you comfortable.
Im sorry, Nathan, I know this is so not fair to you.
No.
Actually its not fair to you.
- I just - Just, dont apologize, okay? Mom? Hey.
Did I wake you? No.
Sometimes I cant sleep.
I just lie awake and worry.
What are you worried about? Im a mother, Lucas.
I worry about everything.
What are you doing up? Theres something I have to tell you.
You should sit.
Okay.
I think Ill stand.
This is going to hurt you, mom.
And Im sorry.
What happened? Brookes pregnant.
Oh my God, Lucas, Im sorry.
I guess I deserved that.
Lucas.
Look, I didnt mean it Lucas.
- Im pretty sure you did.
- No, I didnt! Its just that Do you understand? This is exactly what I didnt want for you.
Have I been talking to my self the last few years? You have so much left to do in life.
So does Brooke.
Oh God, youre both just too young for this.
Dont cry, mom.
Its just that Im scared for you.
I cannot believe that this is happening.
How close was I to not existing? Dan wanted to have an abortion, mom.
Why didnt you listen to him? Because I realized that I wanted you in my future.
What does Brooke want? I dont know.
Oh she must be so scared.
Lucas.
What are we going to do? Alright, hot off the grill, my friend.
I super sized it.
Not hungry.
Alright, more for me.
So, uh, Ive got to ask you kind of a personal question.
Just out of curiosity.
How many times per minute do guys think about sex? - Per minute? - Yeah.
Elle magazine said that guys think about sex like every, 30 seconds.
Youre thinking about having sex with him.
Shh.
Sorry.
Look, it just keeps coming up.
And Sorry.
Wrong words.
Look, its not my place to tell you how to live your life, Hales.
But for what its worth, I wish I would have waited.
Really? All Im saying, is just look past the moment.
If youre not ready, then just wait.
Okay? I didnt hear you come in.
I didnt make any noise.
Your father stopped by, he wanted you address but I wouldnt give it to him.
- He found me anyway.
- Sorry.
Nathan, you can come home anytime, you know that right? Im still here.
I dont want to come home.
You know, I walk around this empty house and it doesnt seem real.
I wish I could go back and do things differently.
I need to ask you a question.
Okay.
Whyd you do it? - What? - Cheat on dad.
I was confused.
We were married so young and suddenly I was a wife and a mother before I was my own person.
But when we grew up, we grew apart.
Why, mom? Why did you guys grow apart? I wish I knew, Nathan.
But none of that makes what I did right.
Cause you were married? Because I had a commitment to him.
And to you.
Those moments of what I mistook for happiness werent worth the cost of hurting someone I loved.
And losing you over it now.
Nikki? Hey, stranger.
Howd you find me? I found out you were on Jakes basketball team, after that it didnt take a private eye.
Oh, you know Jake? Pretty well, actually.
Jennys my daughter.
Small world, huh? Oh, look, Jakes a good friend, okay? I had no idea.
And neither did I and thats why I dont want you to say anything.
I didnt know who you were.
Lucas, Im trying to get my family back together, and its not going so well.
Remember that night? What you told me about your dad? How you feel about him? I dont want Jenny to ever say the same thing about me.
I still have a chance to correct my mistake, Lucas.
Please, dont say anything.
Keith? Hey, Luke.
Hey.
I called you a couple of times.
Howve you been? Nah, Im good, its just, Ive been dealing with some stuff.
Yeah, me too.
Its really good to see you.
Hows the rehab going? Oh, its good.
Its good.
It should be ready for the playoffs.
Yeah, you look a lot better.
Sit down.
Hows everything else? Like what? Like the rest of your life.
Whats going on? Theres something I wanted to ask you.
Sure.
When my mom got pregnant, and Dan left, why didnt you? Whyd you stand by her? Well, it was the right thing to do.
And I loved her, and I wanted to protect her.
But, she really didnt need it.
Shes pretty tough, huh? Your mom could have been anything in this life.
Yeah, if it wasnt for me.
Luke, youre the best thing that ever happened to your mom.
Trust me.
Look, Keith, I just wanted to apologize.
For the way I acted when my mom was in Italy.
Brooke and all.
Thats water under the bridge.
No damage done, right? Right.
I should take off.
Yeah.
Uh, Luke.
You know Im proud of you, right? Sure.
And Ill always be there for you.
You know, even if Im not around as much.
Yeah, I know.
- Is everything okay? - Yeah, everythings good.
- Okay.
- Alright, Ill see you.
See ya.
- Nathan, I know Im driving you crazy.
- No youre not.
- Do you think that Im a tease? - Stop it.
Well what do you think? I think that youre my girlfriend, and I like to spend time with you.
Look I just dont want to push you.
- Youre not.
- But I am.
Haley, you got a tattoo for god sakes.
It just freaks me out a little bit, because obviously this whole thing with us means a lot to you.
I just dont want to do anything to pressure you.
Or drive you away.
Even though sometimes I cant help it.
Just like I cant help that I fell in love with you.
Cause I did.
I love you, Haley.
And it scares me, a little bit, but, there it is.
Wow.
There it is.
I love you too.
- Something I can help you with? - Not really.
I just wanted to thank you for filling in some of the blanks for me about how you felt - when my mom got pregnant.
- Glad to be of help.
Hows that situation with Brooke? None of your business.
No? Isnt that why you really came here? You know, before this happened to me, I never quite understood how you could be so selfish.
Everyday of my life I wondered.
Until now.
Now you see the other side.
Yeah, I guess I do.
Dont be so quick to judge me, Lucas.
Its easy to have all the answers from a distance.
But everybody makes decisions they regret.
Me.
Your mother.
Keith.
But we learn to live with it.
Its part of life.
Not my life.
Not yet.
Yeah.
Yeah, I felt that once.
Then I grew up.
I was hoping youd come by soon.
We obviously need to talk.
Im going to make a change, Karen.
What do you mean? Well, I woke up this morning and everything just felt far away.
And then I went outside and for the first time, Tree Hill didnt feel like home.
And I just thought, why am I still here? You know? I never planned on spending my whole life here, and I just needed someone to remind me.
And you did that.
And its okay.
Are you leaving? Theres not time like the present, right? Keith, this isnt because of me.
No, its because of me.
You did me a favor, Karen.
By going to Italy, and by saying no to me.
You woke me up.
And I appreciate that.
Where are you going to go? I dont know.
But I got to say.
It feels really good to have options.
What part of stay away from me do you not understand? Just give me 60 seconds, okay? Im sorry but argument cutoff was 9 oclock.
Well, I dont want to argue.
You dont even have to say anything.
Just listen.
My dad didnt want me, okay? Not just that he didnt want to claim me, he didnt want me to be born, I always thought that when I started a family Id be, older, and settled, and Id be In love? Yeah.
- But so did my mom.
- Lucas No, this whole thing scares the hell out of me, okay? But whatever you decide to do, Ill be there.
And if youre not ready, then youre not ready, but if you want to have this baby, then so do I.
And whatever it takes for me to be a good father, Ill be there.
Always.
I promise you.
I wont let you down.
Hey.
I lied.
What? Im not pregnant.
- But I saw the test.
- I know.
Then when the doctor called he said I wasnt pregnant, he said that can happen.
Okay, no, no, no.
I was standing right there when he called.
And you had just called me a slut.
So you lied to me to punish me?! How could you do that? How could you cheat on me with my best friend?! Brooke.
I never meant to hurt you.
That doesnt really matter, Lucas.
Cause in the end it all hurts just the same.
Brookes not pregnant.
It was just a scare.
Are you okay? Not really.
Mom, thanks.
For what? Everything.