Lost You Forever (2023) s01e37 Episode Script

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ADAPTED FROM TONG HUA'S ORIGINAL WORK,
LOST YOU FOREVER
You can't reach, can you?
Give it to me.
Cangxuan.
I have something to tell you.
You must be hiding evil intentions.
Cangxuan, my injury has healed.
I want to go to Mount Xiyan
to visit Grandfather.
If you're worried,
Nian will accompany me.
Are you going to plead with him
for my sake?
That's partly true.
I'll go see Grandfather
and have a few words with him.
We can't let your uncles say everything
and we don't even have a chance to rebut.
I'll go with her
and we will persuade him
not to revoke your position.
I have something to tell you.
Xuan.
What do you want to tell us?
I'm going to get married.
I've already written to Grandfather,
asking for his approval.
Both of you don't have to go
Are you marrying Chenrong Xinyue?
No.
No?
I'm marrying Shen Shuhui.
Her family is the most powerful
among the Six Great Families.
Even the Chenrong family wanted
to marry them in the past.
The chief of the Shen family
He has a very good impression of me,
so he's willing
to take the risk to support me.
I don't care what method you use
or what you want to do.
I just want you to live well.
I told you
that I would make poinciana flowers
bloom all over Mount Chenrong.
This is my plan
for the reconstruction of Daming Hall.
Please review it,
Lord Chenrong and all the chiefs here.
DAMING HALL, ZIJIN PALACE
Your Highness, your plan is very detailed
with everything taken into account.
CHIEF OF THE SHEN FAMILY
The official sent by Grandfather
to take over is almost here.
This draft could be shown to him.
The envoy from Xiyan has arrived.
Xiyan Cangxuan, please accept the decree.
"Xiyan Cangxuan was careless
and neglected supervision,
leading to the collapse of Daming Hall.
He should have been dismissed
for negligence.
However, considering
his sincere repentance,
he is allowed to atone for his mistake
by rebuilding Daming Hall.
If such negligence happens again,
he will be severely punished.
Shen Shuhui from the Shen family
is gentle, kind, and beautiful.
She is granted to the prince,
Xiyan Cangxuan, as a consort."
Thank you for your grace, Your Majesty.
Thank you for your holy grace,
Your Majesty.
He made a mistake,
but isn't being punished.
Why is he even granted a marriage?
Prince Xiyan Yueliang,
please accept the decree.
"Xiyan Yueliang
acted recklessly.
He trespassed the royal tomb,
disturbed the sacrifice,
and disrespected his brother
and his ancestors.
He's lacking in virtue.
You're ordered to apologize
to the Chenrong family
and the families of the Central Plains
and return to Xiyan City right now."
I obey the decree.
I have offended you all.
I hope everyone
can forgive me.
Lord Chenrong.
His Majesty knows
Mr. Fenglong's filial piety
and Prince Cangxuan
also wrote to plead for him.
His Majesty said since the relationship
is harmonious
and grievances have passed,
there's no need to argue right or wrong.
So Chenrong Yanzhuan is allowed
to be buried in the royal tomb,
enjoy the sacrifice,
and rank as a famous general.
The matter of building the tomb
is handed over to Prince Cangxuan
and Mr. Fenglong
to be jointly responsible.
Thank you, Your Majesty.
Thank you, Your Majesty.
The envoy of Haoling has arrived.
By the verbal decree of King of Haoling,
to express gratitude
for Xiyan Cangxuan's care
for the two princesses,
His Majesty gifts one piece of Jianmu
and 100,000 boxes of Guixu Crystals
to assist Xiyan Cangxuan
in repairing Zijin Palace
and the royal tomb.
Thank you, Your Majesty.
His Majesty wants you
to return to Xiyan City immediately.
Your Highness, please come back with me.
This time, it was a close call.
But we made it through safely.
If you marry Ms. Shen,
it also means
officially declaring war on your uncles.
Grandfather is always suspicious
of the families in the Central Plains.
When he used Chenrong Yi back then,
he also held
the eldest daughter of Chishui Clan
and his daughter
in Xiyan City.
I know.
Although she isn't your main wife,
she is, after all,
the first woman you officially marry.
I'm worried
that your uncles
will make a big fuss about this
and the old families of Xiyan
will also be dissatisfied.
What if Grandfather
becomes suspicious of you?
I know.
But I have to take this step.
I must form an official alliance
with the Shen family.
I know.
Xiaoyao.
Don't congratulate me
at the wedding.
All right.
CHENRONG MANSION
Greetings, Your Highness.
Nian.
Your Highness.
Xiang Liu.
Why is the poisonous bug
striking suddenly?
Xiaoyao, are you all right?
What's wrong?
I'm fine.
I'll go sit over there for a while.
Please help Her Highness sit over there.
My family knows some healing spells
to help relieve the pain.
Thank you, Chief Tushan.
Let's go, Xiaoyao.
Thank you, Chief Tushan.
I feel much better now.
The auspicious hour has arrived.
They say Xinyue likes Xuan.
It must be false.
If she does, how can she still smile?
Xinyue's feelings are real.
However, your emotions are heartfelt
and pure,
while Xinyue is always
considering the situation.
Now, Cangxuan is marrying Ms. Shen.
From a larger perspective,
it's beneficial to her.
Put down the fan.
SHEN SHUHUI
The magpie brings good news
and flowers bloom together.
May your marriage be filled with love
and may you be blessed with many children.
Congratulations.
Xiaoyao.
Don't congratulate me
at the wedding.
We won't ever be parted
as long as I'm your little sister.
All right.
You're my little sister
and I'm your big brother forever.
No matter what,
we'll be together forever.
Deal.
Together forever.
We will never be parted.
Deal.
Cangxuan got married
before he found the woman
who can have his Ruomu Flower.
I have found the right man,
but that person married someone else
and had a child.
Today is your cousin's wedding day.
You don't go to congratulate him,
but stand here and sigh.
How do you know
what I'm thinking?
Other than Tushan Jing,
who else could it be?
I'm upset.
Can you also feel it?
If you're afraid of me feeling it,
then don't torment yourself.
If your heart doesn't ache,
I'll feel better.
So when I was feeling bad just now,
were you feeling so too?
That's why you controlled the bug
to make my heart ache.
You have nine heads,
but you only have one heart.
If my body is in pain,
you can only feel
one-ninth of the pain,
but if my heart is in pain,
you will feel the same pain,
won't you?
Yes.
I feel just as hurt
as you do.
So what?
Do you want to use this against me?
The physical pain
can come from stabbing yourself.
But the inner emotions,
whether happy or sad,
they can't be faked
or controlled by oneself.
Don't have heartaches anymore.
If you give me more trouble,
maybe I'll decide to kill you
once and for all.
I didn't force you
to plant the bug back then.
I knew you were useless
and would often get hurt,
but I didn't expect you to be such useless
that you're even unable
to keep your heart.
Did you attend Jing's
Did you attend Tushan Jing's wedding?
Even though I'm a free spirit,
I wouldn't miss the wedding of my sister
and Chief Tushan.
Come with me.
With you?
Anyway, you aren't happy here.
Why don't you leave everything behind
and follow me to have fun?
Are you scared?
Why not?
Let's go.
You have graced us with your presence.
I'm very grateful.
CHIEF OF THE FAN FAMILY
Even King Yuyang is here.
How can we not come?
Have some more drinks.
Where's Jing?
Where were you? I was looking for you.
Where is Xiaoyao?
She went to relax her mind
with Fangfeng Bei.
You just watched her
be deceived by that playboy
and didn't stop her?
As a married person,
what right do I have to stop her?
Why don't you change your hair back?
The color is dyed with herbs.
It's not an illusion created
by spirit power.
Why did you choose
such a troublesome method?
The first time
I impersonated Fangfeng Bei,
I was very worried, so I dyed it.
Afterward, I just got used to it.
All villains
start out like ordinary young men.
You are
not a villain.
What about now?
Am I a villain?
Do you wish to die?
What am I insisting on?
Now I have no one
to hold on to with my life.
Do you think I
Don't suffocate yourself.
Try breathing.
I didn't let you go up not to force you
to kiss me.
Shut up. Don't you dare.
I just talked.
But I didn't choke.
I can breathe and talk freely in the sea.
Xiang Liu, you did it on purpose.
Why are you doing this to me?
I hate you.
This is the price you pay to survive,
becoming a monster.
Xiang Liu.
Xiang Liu, I didn't mean that.
My body is different from others,
but I don't think I'm a monster.
I also don't feel
that I have paid a huge price.
I have gained a huge benefit.
I'm more than happy.
I was just mad at you
for teasing me again.
Xiang Liu.
Are you all right?
I didn't feel any pain.
You have nine lives.
You saved me once
and I became like you,
I'm free to go anywhere.
If I die
and you save me again,
then do I become like you?
If you die again,
I'll chop you into nine pieces,
just enough for one bite per head.
Be gentle.
You worked hard to save me.
What if I really get killed by you?
Can you bear it?
I mean,
what if you consume too much heart blood?
Can you bear it?
Do you want me to prove it to you now?
I know you can afford it.
No matter
how much heart blood you consume,
you can always replenish it, right?
The singing of the merfolk.
How do you know?
What is this sound? It's so pleasant.
Let's move closer and listen.
I want to hear what it is.
It seems the merfolk are in heat.
That's their courtship song.
I'm just guessing.
According to rumors,
their voice is like heavenly music.
With such a wonderful voice in the sea,
it must be them.
Merfolk only sing
when they are seeking a mate.
It's rare to hear it.
You're so lucky to
To encounter them this time.
Why are they singing in duets?
It means they're together.
I can actually hear
the love duet of the merfolk.
Let's go.
It's not easy to encounter the merfolk.
I may not have another chance again.
I want to go and see them.
Are you sure?
What did you see?
I didn't expect you
to have this kind of foible.
You like to spy on couples'
private matters.
Xiang Liu, was that intentional?
Am I a villain now?
This is the poison I prepared for you.
It has a strong bouquet
and goes well with seafood.
Yuhong Grass.
It can't be called poison.
It's not very poisonous,
but it tastes good.
You like drinking, don't you?
Put this in wine.
Even if it's bad wine,
it will taste good.
I made it especially for you.
Do you remember?
This is the second time
I've grilled fish for you.
Last time I did it,
I was still Wen Xiaoliu.
At that time, I felt the world was so big,
but I was alone
with nowhere to go.
Now,
I do have a home
and someone waiting for me,
but I wish to wander for a lifetime.
Just Tushan Jing alone
could make you so disheartened.
Sometimes, I can be a killer.
As long as you pay me,
I can help you kill Fangfeng Yiying
and her child.
What a bad idea.
Do you have any other good ideas?
Xiang Liu.
What do you think is over there?
The vast sea.
Is there no land?
Only scattered islands.
What kind of islands are they?
Some islands are barren.
Some are as beautiful as a dreamland.
I really wish to go and check them out.
Go get someone else.
I won't accompany you.
I don't think about going there for fun
with someone annoying.
Xiang Liu.
Do you ever feel like
these times are borrowed
and feel uncertain of tomorrow?
You've been working so hard
to arrange their wedding
these days.
The Shen family
sent this generous gift to thank you.
You can go now.
Yes.
Why bother?
You agreed to their marriage.
I did agree.
But I'm upset.
You're a descendant
of the Chenrong royal family.
Although you have no title,
you're a real princess here.
With our father and me,
you can have anything you want.
Why should you be miserable for a man?
Forget about Cangxuan.
There are plenty of good men
to choose from.
There are many good men,
but they aren't from the Xiyan family.
You refused to marry him
and now it's still you
who refuse to let go.
Chenrong Xinyue.
Why are you being so hard on yourself?
Cangxuan.
Xuan.
Take a seat and have your meal.
All right.
Your Highness.
You don't need to be so formal.
We are all family now.
Please sit.
Nian.
Please don't take it to heart.
Nian was spoiled by my father.
She will throw a tantrum
if the food is not to her taste.
I'll go check on her.
It's all right.
This is how Nian's temper is.
She will be fine. Don't worry.
Sit down and eat.
Nian.
What you did today was inappropriate.
It was disrespectful to Shuhui.
As a princess of Haoling,
should I care about saving her face?
Is she even worth it?
Shuhui is Cangxuan's legal wife.
If you don't respect her,
people will think
you're belittling Cangxuan.
Not only can King Deyan and King Yuyang
give him a hard time,
but even a princess of Haoling
can also slap him in the face.
Do you think his situation
isn't difficult enough?
Have you ever thought
of how much effort he has to put in
to make up for every time
you lose your temper?
I didn't mean that.
I know you didn't mean that,
but once you've done it,
that's how others see it.
Nian.
In the current situation,
we should do everything we can
to help Cangxuan,
not give him trouble.
Respecting Shuhui
is respecting him.
I understand.
Do you?
Even if I don't understand, you do.
I'll follow you, all right?
It's all about being respectful to her,
letting her have her way in everything,
and giving her face, right?
Xiaoyao.
Why can Xinyue restrain her temper,
but I can't?
What can I do to be liked
by others like Xinyue?
Nian.
I want to ask you again.
Do you still want to stay with Cangxuan?
If so,
then listen to me.
No matter who the woman by his side is,
whether it's Xinyue or anyone else,
you don't need to care.
What if he's enchanted by others
and forgets about me?
As long as you're Nian,
he will never forget you.
He has been finding ways
to drive you away.
He won't be so kind to other women.
Nian, trust me.
You don't need to learn from Xinyue
and you can't.
He already knows
what kind of person you are.
Besides,
he's a man
who was indulgent to you
even when he had nothing.
So when he has power in the future,
he will still indulge you.
The only thing you need to do
is to control your temper
and not vent your anger at his women.
As for the rest,
leave it to me and Father.
Xiaoyao.
Am I very naive?
You guys always have to worry about me.
Being too smart isn't a good thing.
Being a little naive attracts good luck.
So for the sake of good luck,
should I continue to be naive?
Yes, keep being naive.
I hope
you can be the luckiest girl in the world.
I know I was wrong.
I'm here to apologize.
I hope Your Highness can forgive me.
Cangxuan.
Fine.
If you don't want to talk to me,
then I won't bother you.
I'm leaving.
Come back.
Sang has opened
a new jar of mulberry wine.
Yes. The wine you brewed.
Today, I won't return until I'm drunk.
I know
why you're angry with me.
Because I sneaked away from your wedding.
I just didn't want
to see you forcing a smile.
And Tushan Jing.
I didn't want to see him.
Especially at a wedding.
You still can't forget him.
I thought everything was under my control,
but I didn't expect
that human emotions
can't be controlled at all.
Well said.
One can't control one's feelings.
You treated Tushan Jing differently,
but he let you down.
He will definitely regret it
in the future.
What's the use of his regret?
Since we can't be together,
it's better to forget
each other completely.
Let's just act as strangers.
You're the best, Cangxuan.
You're the most reliable.
You will never abandon me.
Rest assured.
No matter what happens in the future,
I'll always stay by your side.
TUSHAN MANSION
I never thought that in my lifetime,
I could see my great-grandson.
I can die without regrets.
Look.
Who does he look like?
Besides Jing,
who else could he look like?
LAN MEI
I think he looks more like
the former master.
Right.
He looks more like Jing's grandfather.
Grandmother, this is
your first great-grandson.
What do you think
would be a good name for him?
Let's call him Tian.
Thank you for the name.
People say
the greatest happiness for the elderly
is to have grandchildren around
and a prosperous family.
You are all so filial.
I have a great-grandson now.
This is the most joyous moment
in my life
Grandmother!
Madam Tushan.
Madam Tushan.
She passed away.
Jing.
Have some tea.
I have something to say to you privately.
Lan Mei.
Bring me a cup of tea too.
I'll go right now.
Where are you going
in the middle of the night?
Aren't you keeping vigil
for your grandmother?
I
I was just about to look for you.
Really?
Your Highness.
Madam Tushan
passed away a few days ago.
All their shops in Dahuang
have hung memorial couplets for her,
mourning for one month.
It's said that this is the first time
in tens of thousands of years
that their family has held
such a grand funeral
for a woman who isn't their chief.
Prepare a condolence gift
and a pair of memorial couplets
to express our condolences.
Yes.
Also
Is there anything else?
On the day of Madam Tushan's death,
the wife of Chief Tushan
gave birth to a boy.
Chief Tushan has a new son
as their future chief.
We should send a gift to celebrate it too.
I'll let you handle
these two matters together.
Yes.
This road is winding and twisting.
It's so long as if it has no end,
just like life itself.
As a deity,
I'm still very young.
However, I always feel like
I'm already someone
nearing the end of her life.
Xiaoyao!
I don't want to be Tushan Jing anymore.
Whether I can be with you
openly and honorably isn't important.
Even if I don't get recognition
for a lifetime,
even if I'm your servant for a lifetime,
it doesn't matter.