Love Is Blind (2020) s02e03 Episode Script

1 Fuck.
Um Okay I said yes to Kyle because I do I do have feelings for Kyle.
I'm just scared that I made a decision that was the wrong decision.
I don't know.
I really care about Shayne.
I think he's a beautiful person.
I've told Shayne that I liked him, but I've not really said, "I have deep feelings for you.
" And from what I've observed, he definitely needs reassurance.
I've been way too passive.
I'm finally strong enough to have the courage to do what I have to do.
I just wanted you to know that I do have deep feelings for you.
I do envision a life with you together, and I do Honestly, I really do care for you a lot.
Like, I do I do have your back, and I would be loyal to you and faithful to you and fight for you, and be that rock in your life, and a true wife to you.
I've expressed this kind of stuff, and I was kind of waiting for that to happen with you and it Yeah.
It's like we wasted so much fucking time the last two days not even talking.
I wished you would've said that like No, I know.
days earlier now.
And it's like, I I felt the same way.
I just wish we had that fucking time back the last couple days.
I know.
I took a backseat and I regret it.
My pride definitely got in the way.
Shaina! God.
Fuck.
I know.
I'm really sorry.
I know.
Fuck.
Fuck, I don't even know what to think right now.
God! And we can keep this private so it doesn't Well, trust me, it's not gonna fuckin' That's not for anyone else's business.
You had the chance.
This is not happening now.
 The connection I have with Natalie is just so strong.
It's too late for that.
Sometimes the night Sometimes the night, it never ends I just said yes to Kyle.
Like, me saying that to Shayne, knowing that he's gonna propose to Natalie.
That sounds so fucked up.
But, like, I did see a life with Shayne.
You feel you can get that out of Natalie, what you think you're wanting? I hope you do find it.
I don't wanna look like that person that's, like, making judgments on what their life would look like, but I would be the only one that can really be that wife for him in a real genuine and authentic way.
Looking back, I just regret not opening up sooner.
Ugh.
Goddammit.
Will the world make us liars? Will we fall or take it higher? What Shaina said to me today, I needed that two days ago.
It's just It's too late.
Natalie makes me feel secure.
She makes me feel safe.
This has been the one that I am fully gonna give all my heart to, and I don't even know what she looks like.
And, quite frankly, I really don't care, because I love her.
- Hello.
- Hello.
- Hi.
- Hi.
- How are you doing? - I'm good.
- I'm a man of a lot of words.
- I know.
So, when I don't have a lot of words, honestly, it's, like That's what happens with you.
I get those butterflies with you.
I get all the special feelings for you.
This last week and a half has been life-changing.
I mean I'm gonna get down on a knee.
You can't see me, but Natalie, I mean, I love you.
I cannot wait to see you, explore the rest of my life with you.
Um, so, Natalie will you marry me? Yes.
Oh my gosh, of course.
Yes.
- I wish I could just kiss you right now.
- I know.
Same.
- I'm so fucking happy.
- I know.
Me too.
I'm so excited to spend the rest of my life with you.
It's so cruel now.
It's, like, I just wanna run through a wall.
I'm so excited for this.
I'm ready for it.
My heart's pounding out of my chest right now.
It's fucking crazy.
I'm an engaged person.
Yes.
Very happy.
I can't fuckin' stop moving around.
I'm just so excited.
I love you, and I will see you tomorrow.
- I love you too.
- Okay.
Oh my God.
- All right, I'll see you tomorrow.
- Okay.
My God.
Holy fuck.
My God! Oh, my God! Natalie is the complete package.
I'm excited to spend literally every waking moment with Natalie.
I just can't wait.
I just need to see her and touch her.
To make sure she's real.
No matter where this train may go We will go there together Outside of what fucking happened to me last year, this is the scariest shit in my life.
I've really put myself out there in a way that I haven't done in the past, and I am invested.
I feel like Jarrette and I are having similar feelings for Mallory.
I feel that, and I know that, but all I can focus on is what I feel for Mallory.
And we acknowledge that Mallory has a choice.
And that's out of our control.
It's just a lot, man.
You know what's fucking great about all this though, bro? This is what being human is about, dude.
- I want to feel this, dude.
I wanna - Yeah.
I don't care if I'm hurt.
I don't care if I'm in pain.
I'm fucking alive, dude.
I don't believe that I have felt Crazy! stuff like this ever in my life.
We got one life to live, you know? Like shit can be good one day, and the next day, shit can be completely different.
I know that I'm here for a reason.
I'm alive for a reason.
I'm doing this experiment for a reason, you know? I can't tell you why the fuck these women are running through my mind and I'm feeling all types of ways for these women.
I can't make this shit out.
I'm not gonna be okay until I get down on a knee to the person that I feel like is the best one here for me, - and she says yes.
- Hoo.
The weight of the world is gonna be lifted off of my shoulders.
Yeah, man.
Earlier this week, I was going back and forth between Mallory and Iyanna, but over the past couple days, I've gained clarity.
I can definitely see myself proposing and having a life with Iyanna, but I want to propose to Mallory and it's gonna feel crazy, you know.
I'm gonna feel a whirlwind of emotions, but I'll be celebrating my 50th anniversary with Mallory.
This is for life.
Take what you want from me It's all I have Fire and adversity I'll be as brave as I have to be Ho-ho! - Oh my God! - Ho-ho! It's Taco Tuesday and we were talking about how tacos are your favorite food.
- So - Yeah.
This is so nice.
Oh my God, you're so sweet! I feel like the connection that we've made, the bond is there.
We're I like so much about you, and it just It feels right.
It's enough there for me to be like, "You know what? I can see myself with this person for the rest of my life.
" Yeah? Do you really see a future with me? Like, if I was to propose to you? I'm such a fucking ugly crier.
Since the beginning, I just I connect with you so well, and I We have so much in common, and I could talk to you about everything and it's fun and I laugh with you a lot.
And I love talking to you all the time.
You're such an amazing person, and But, there's always really been two people I've just felt very strongly for, and I feel like my other connection is just, um I feel like I'm just drawn more to that.
When the sun goes down I know I've finally found My final round I'm really sorry.
Fuck! Oh, but someone out there say You feel the same way that I feel now Are you okay? Jarrette.
No, I'm not.
I could see a lot of stuff with you, but I can't help but feeling - I mean, I don't know what to - What can I say? Like, damn, it's over.
It's like one decision just changes your life.
It's just overwhelming, like With Sal it's just, like, I can't ignore it.
I feel like Sal's more, like, my heart.
I never thought that I'd be in this position.
I don't wanna hurt anyone else.
I don't want to make anyone feel like that.
I keep hurting myself 'Cause my mind just can't take it - Don't give me your heart - I'm sorry.
'Cause I know I just break it On the stone cold floor Oh my God.
I can't go anymore I can't go anymore Is there some way to go back To the life I wish I had Before I went bad? Hey.
Do you want privacy? Yeah.
Okay.
I'm here if you need something.
I tried all that I should But I'm out now You all right? Fuck no, I'm not.
I asked her, if I was to propose to her, would she accept? She said, "No.
My feelings are stronger for someone else.
" You can tell me to, seriously, like, fuck off right now, but I know you connected with Iyanna.
You know she's very into you as well.
Everybody knows she is.
I can't go anymore I could not fall asleep last night.
I'm so excited for this.
Not that I even care about what he looks like, but it's just the fact that I get to touch him and kiss him and hug him.
But, yeah, I'm so nervous, I'm gonna puke, pretty much.
Yeah.
I've never had this feeling ever in my entire life, and I live off of adrenaline.
I just truly feel like, you know, she's the most genuine person in the world and I'm ready to fucking, like, break through some walls to see her.
Oh my God.
It's like I'm peeking.
Okay.
No one else outside of this experiment will ever be able to understand how it's even possible, but it's true.
When you take everything else out of the equation, everything else that doesn't matter, you fall in love, if it's the right person.
Oh fuck.
If he looks like, I don't know, like an ogre, it wouldn't impact my love for him.
And I know, you know, it would be the same way for him.
I hope so, at least.
Holy shit.
'Cause I'm just me, just average little old me.
So This is so fucked.
Yeah.
Natalie is the perfect human being.
What she looks like doesn't matter to me.
If she was missing a tooth, then I'd probably run the other way, but like You wouldn't? Oh my God.
You know, you would run too.
Like, a missing tooth? Come on.
- I spent thousands on my teeth.
- It's, like I have limits.
And a missing front tooth is a limit for me.
I can't do it.
Oh my God.
Hi! Hi! Oh my gosh! Oh my goodness.
When I was walking down and I saw Natalie, everything's sweating like crazy and I'm like, "I gotta kiss her before I start sweating all over.
" How are you? I'm better.
- Yeah.
- I can't Oh my gosh.
I can't believe So, again, will you marry me? Yeah, absolutely! Oh my gosh! Holy shit.
It's so great.
It's beautiful.
You know what? You are actually so beautiful.
Catch me 'cause I'm falling for you Falling for you So.
Oh my God.
Oh my God.
You Oh my God.
- You look so good.
Stop.
- Should we dance a little bit? - Should we? - Yeah.
You're literally nothing like I would've expected.
- Why? - But, like, everything.
He's hot as F.
I was surprised that he was suave and confident and good-looking.
He comes off so goofy.
So, I think in my head, I just thought of, you know, like the image you'd associate with a goofy person.
It's like a cherry on top that, like, he's so good-looking.
Anyways.
Honestly, I'm just done talking right now.
I just am so done talking.
You know, I go on When he kissed me, it was probably the best moment of my life.
I've kissed boys, but, like, I think because there was a love there, it feels so different.
What'll we do when we first see each other? I think you know what we'll do.
Ooh-hoo-hoo! Honey! Little sassy.
Are we going to tickle a little bit? It feels so right and so good.
And it feels electric.
- All right, one more.
- Okay, bye.
- All right, bye! - Bye, love you! Natalie has exceeded every expectation I've had in my life.
Everything that I ever wanted in a wife.
Seeing that smile, she has the most beautiful smile in the world, and hearing her voice just makes me feel so at home.
Oh my God.
God, I wish everyone could experience the feeling I'm feeling.
I came here to find a wife.
I cannot wait to make it official with her.
Oh my God.
Meeting Shayne today, it absolutely was the best day of my life.
I can't wait to see him again and spend the next chapter of our lives together.
A thousand chapters of our lives together.
Feel so Now, we have to figure out how do we work as a couple in the real world, where there are distractions and meeting my parents Um, hmm.
That's gonna be interesting.
But I just love the way I feel right now.
Oh my God.
I'm so confident in us, and I'm so excited for our marriage and everything else that's about to come.
Dragging all my chains I don't wanna change I'm not getting rid of all my friends Haunting where I've been My stomach's definitely turning right now.
It's turning.
Mallory had also told me that she was dating other people, which is fine.
That's what we're all here to do.
But it was like a punch to the gut, a really big punch to the gut.
I was definitely taken aback.
I know that I was dating two women.
I had strong connection with both women.
You know, I could have went either way and I think that's why every day, I was kind of flipping sides.
Like, today, it might be Mallory.
Tomorrow it might be Iyanna, and vice versa.
Iyanna is truly there for me and loves me for me.
If she's still in, I can see myself proposing to her too, because a day ago, I was on the fence of who I was choosing between Iyanna and Mallory.
I'm trying to gather my thoughts on how to have this conversation with Iyanna.
So I'm just all over the place right now.
I look like I'm keeping it together, but I'm all over.
So, baby, don't Try to talk me out of seeing ghosts - Hello.
- Hello.
Hello, hello, hello.
What's up? What it do, baby? You sound low energy.
What's up? - Something I need to talk to you about.
- Okay.
What? Just trying to find the words.
Obviously, I've been, you know, dating you and And 14 other women.
I know.
But I know you've had a connection with Mallory.
Yeah.
I had a strong bond with both of y'all.
I've literally been going back and forth every day.
And so, I did I had a date with Mallory earlier.
And I, like, asked a question.
"If I was to propose to you, how would you feel?" You know, and she pretty much told me, like, our connection is cool, our connection is strong, but I feel strongly about someone else.
I didn't get the response that I wanted, you know.
I also don't want you to feel like you're second fiddle because I still envision what marriage would be like with you.
I was so sure that I wanted to be with you.
I can't help but to think, like, if Mallory had said yes, that you would have proposed to her, and I don't know how I feel about that.
I mean, my feelings for you don't just subside in - I know that.
But - a couple of hours.
I deserve someone who wants to be certain about me.
Kinda feel like this whole process is all uncertainty, and I feel like that's why I was going back and forth every day.
I think her telling me no, just really kind of just gives me my validation that I needed.
You know, because I was I knew that I can see myself with both of y'all.
And I think her telling me no, it just It makes my decision easier.
Do you feel strongly enough about me to propose? Yes.
My heart just feels torn, because I don't I don't know.
If she had said yes, do you think that was all you needed to propose? Um Say something, I'm giving up on you Like, it would have Honestly, I just would've It would've been a I'll be the one, if you want me to I don't know.
Anywhere, I would have followed you Say something, I'm giving up on you And I'm sorry That I couldn't get to you And anywhere, I would've followed you Oh I'm terrified.
I never wanna feel like someone's second choice.
Yes, I am strong, but I am very fragile at the same time.
Say something, I'm giving up on you Say something, I'm giving up on you Say something Okay.
When I came here, I did not expect to find someone like Mallory.
She just reminds me so much of home.
I found my best friend.
I am in love with Mallory.
I feel like I've always been so careful with that word.
This is new territory for me, but I am in love with her.
Man - Hello.
- Hey.
Hey.
- How are you? - I'm pretty good.
How are you? I'm really good.
Yeah.
I, like, play this in my head, uh a lot of times.
- Mm-hmm.
- I, um, remember our first date.
And how I felt afterward.
I drew two little stars and a pepper next to your name.
That's so funny.
I remember you just sharing with me how much you cared about your family and the value that they hold in your life, you know, and that really meant so much to me.
I know that you will take nothing more than my best.
And I love how you bring out my most thoughtful, my most vulnerable version, because you deserve nothing less.
You deserve that.
You literally have, like, my best in your hands right now, and falling in love with you has changed me as a person.
Mallory.
Will you marry me? Oh my God.
You kind of scared me a little bit, 'cause Why, Mal? Because I was afraid to be emotionally available.
Yeah.
Yeah.
But I don't want to run from that anymore.
Yes, I will marry you.
I will.
Memories disappear Through the centuries But I won't leave you empty, not me Oh my God.
Oh my God.
- Oh my God.
- Did you get on one knee? - I did.
- Oh my God.
Still on one.
Holy fuck.
Oh my God.
I just wanna hug you and kiss you.
Me too.
 Me too.
I'm so excited.
When I see you tomorrow, can I kiss you? Yes, you can.
Fuck.
What the fuck? Yeah, I'm engaged.
Yeah.
I fell in love with Shaina through a wall, and now I'm gonna go pick her up, give her a kiss.
Maybe.
Or I get punched in the face for all the Bible jokes.
Coming to this experiment has definitely been a life-changing experience.
It's just been a lot.
I just got engaged to a man, and then told another man I had feelings for him the whole time, but never really was clear or transparent with him.
I'm all of a sudden talking about the man I'm engaged to, even though we have all these huge differences.
I'm just like It's been crazy.
Oh my God.
I'm concerned that she's gonna have hesitations based off my appearance, or my bad breath.
She loves that I have a physical job and that I work with my hands.
She likes a masculine man.
That's why I grew out my beard.
I just I'm confident that her and I will physically be perfect for each other.
I don't know why.
It's just the feeling that I have.
That's just how I feel.
I just think we've bonded over everything.
Man, I'm shaking over here.
Me seeing Kyle, I think it will give me clarity.
I have to feel him, I have to touch him, I have to see him, so it is real.
I think it will give me that reassurance and calmness.
When I see him, I think I'm gonna know.
I feel scared.
Oh my God.
You.
Look at you.
How are you? Oh my God.
The crashing waves I'll never leave your side I see her and I'm like, "Shit.
I'm a slouch.
Way out of my league.
" Imagine you're standing next to a supermodel.
You're, like You're gonna feel like a piece of shit.
That's how I felt.
She told me she doesn't care how I look, but she puts a lot of effort into how she looks.
Oh my God.
Your fucking smile.
- Oh my God.
- You are gorgeous! Thank you.
So are you.
I'll never leave I'll never leave your side Oh.
- I'm, like, shaking.
- Oh my God.
- Oh my God, you're Oh my - You're so sweet.
- You're a lot nicer in person.
- I know.
I'm just, like, soaking it all in.
Yeah.
So is my shirt.
You're making me sweat over here.
- You're hot.
- Yeah.
Yeah.
I'm so physically attracted to her.
It's crazy.
Her being that attractive and sexy and pretty and cute is all a bonus to what I already loved about her.
No, it's crazy.
Now what? Um This engagement, um I'm scared that, like, given our differences and everything - Mm-hmm.
- if it's gonna be a problem.
And so, I'm just, like, freaking out.
About what? I don't wanna make a mistake, and I don't want you to.
I don't want us getting caught up in the excitement.
But are you willing to try? Um Are you willing to give it a try? Part of me is like, "Go for it," and another half is like, "Be wise here.
" You know it's for the best not to go there, because it could be a beautiful thing, or it can be very combative and it could get toxic and ugly.
- Yeah.
- And I don't want that.
- Right.
- At all.
Right.
I'm crazy about you.
I'd have so much fun with you and it'd be such an amazing adventure with you.
- And I don't know what to do.
- Yeah.
Yeah.
- I'm just being 100% transparent with you.
- Yeah.
Well, we're gonna have to make an effort.
Have some hope.
I was kind of taken aback, because her and I seemed very confident going into this.
And I think that she wanted to tell me in person that, like, "You're amazing, but don't think that it's all fairy tales and rainbows from here.
" Do you wonder Do you wonder Will it all work out? The connection that Shaina and I have is is incredible.
I can't even explain it.
After all the things we've talked about and all the shit we went through, I think it will be impossible to pull us apart.
I'm confident that we will get married.
It's just going to be an interesting journey there.
Everybody feels it sometimes - I want it to stop.
- What did you say you feel? Anxious.
So, I'm gonna go in and I'm just gonna be super transparent.
I don't know how she'll react.
Gonna put it out there, man.
- I love you.
- I love you too.
Can we go back Can we go back To how we were? This experiment has been unreal.
I'm like, there's no fucking way that these people are falling in love and being married within this short amount of time.
There's no way.
But now, I 100% see how it's possible.
I don't even think I could put it in words.
Like, I did fall in love in the pods, and this is my first time saying it.
Wow.
- Hello? - Hello.
How are you? I can't forget I am overwhelmed.
Yesterday's situation kind of fed into one of my worst insecurities and, like, I knew how certain I was about you days ago.
I just It scares me that you weren't so certain about me.
I was literally just going through the process.
I've done things a little unorthodox doing this, you know.
But I came in with an open mind, with an open heart, telling myself that if I make a strong-ass connection with someone, then I would take that leap of faith.
We've had a lot of deep, thought-provoking conversations and the biggest thing that I value and like about you is your strength.
You've been dealt some some crazy-ass hands in life.
You've proven time and time again at every obstacle in your way, everything thrown your way, you've powered through, and that just goes to show, you know, the testament of your character.
Um I had a long talk with God this morning and Listen.
Um Iyanna Will you marry me? I Um Um That That is not what I expected you to say.
You have no hesitations? I wouldn't be standing right here asking you to marry me if I did.
I'll be honest.
Like, I'm really scared.
I'm like, really, really scared.
I mean, love is scary.
But, you know, I feel like I have enough.
I know what I need to know to know that this can be successful.
Are you sure? I'm positive.
I got you and you got me.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah, what? Yeah, I'll marry you.
Let's go! Let's go! What the fuck? What is wrong with us? This is crazy! Oh my God.
What just happened? Oh God! Part of me feels like, "Iyanna, what the fuck? Run!" and then the other part is like, "Wait a second.
This is what you wanted.
" This is not how I ever envisioned getting proposed to.
We're on bended knee through a wall.
We're some weirdos.
Listen, we're gonna be weird together, forever.
There's no space in between us Take my hand and we'll leave 'cause We are the dreamers Fuck! What the fuck just happened? What the fuck just happened?! Oh God! I'm freaking out! She fucking said yes! We are the dreamers Oh my I'm so excited to meet Sal and to explore that relationship, but, man, I'm fucking proud of myself.
Ah, this is so nerve-racking.
I think sometimes I've lacked confidence in so many areas of my life, and I don't know why.
Why am I so nervous? But I'm really happy about who I am, and I hope my parents are really proud about who they raised.
And I'm so confident in myself and my decisions, and that includes this whole experiment and my relationship with Sal.
Oh my God.
He's just so thoughtful and considerate, and I fully deserve and embrace that type of love from Sal, and I wouldn't have realized that if I didn't go through this experiment with him.
Love is really blind, you know, because this love is unconditional.
I don't know what she looks like, but I've never felt as deep a connection as I have with Mallory, and I am very attracted to her.
And I can't wait.
I can't wait.
Holy shit.
Should have taken a shot.
My head initially goes to, "What if he doesn't like me?" "What if there's something he doesn't find attractive?" Like the big scar on my knee? Like the blemishes that I have.
Oh my God.
I don't know.
Like, it's scary.
Okay.
I have my insecurities just like any other person.
Those thoughts like, "Am I good enough? Am I good enough for this person?" Oh my God.
Oh my God.
Hi! It's nice to see you in person.
- Oh my God.
- Hi! Hi, how are you? - How are you? - Good.
How are you? Good.
This is crazy.
- I don't know what to do now.
- Why don't you and me - You wanna come over here at my side and - Sure.
Oh my God.
- It's so good to see you.
- It's so good to see you.
- How do you feel? - I feel amazing.
- Yeah? - You look great.
- And I'm excited to be here with you.
- Yeah, same.
- And finally get to see you.
- Yeah, same.
Did you picture, like - Not at all.
 Not at all.
- What? No? No? But, oh my gosh, you are beautiful, Mal.
Are you ready for the the next part? Mm-hmm.
I'm ready.
What are you feeling? - Excited and scared.
- I just want you to know I'm here.
And I know this is scary.
I know this is really new, but I'm ready to face this with you, Mal.
I'm here for you.
Yeah.
- Same.
- Get over here.
I hope she liked me.
I was trying to kiss her a little bit more, but I I'm just I don't know.
The physical can grow and it will.
It will, and I'm just excited to see her again.
I'm definitely in my head.
I'm very attracted to him emotionally, but physically, like, I don't really I don't know.
There's no There's nothing wrong with him.
It's just It's not something I can really put my finger on, I guess.
I don't know.
I This is, like, throwing me off, 'cause now I'm not feeling good about it.
And I was feeling really good about it.
See you after.
Oh my God.
Oh my God.
Oh my God.
Oh.
Just breathe.
Just breathe.
I know how broken he was when Mallory said no, but he's not the only one who was torn between two people.
I found my fiancé.
I know that Iyanna loves me for who I am on the inside.
I don't think she cares about what I look like.
I'm gonna be happy as hell.
Whatever she is or looks like, I'll be happy and I just can't wait.
Oh fuck.
Oh my God.
Oh God.
Okay.
Lord, help me.
Oh God! - Hi, Jarrette.
- Oh my God.
What's up, babe? - Oh my God.
What? - Hi! Oh, this is weird.
Mmm.
This love Tell me, what's there to lose? Hey, baby.
Can you breathe? A little bit.
Barely.
Whoo.
Man, oh, man.
She's fucking beautiful.
Like, she just fits like a glove when I hug her.
I didn't expect her to look like that.
Her voice does not match what she looks like.
But I'm happy as hell.
Wow.
Listen, I got something for you.
- You ready? Are you sure? - Uh-oh.
Are you sure? Oh, you picked a good one.
Babe! This is adorab Oh God.
And it matches my dress.
Oh my God.
You disappointed? - No, not at all.
- You sure? - I promise.
- Are you sure? I promise.
He has a big head, so I'm a little nervous for my cervix, but he's so cute! And you smell so good! I can still smell him.
Sorry.
Like, I don't know.
I have to keep this dress forever.
This is an important dress.
Oh my.
Oh my God.
- All right.
- Oh my God.
- Stop shakin'.
- I can't.
I literally can't.
- 'Cause I'mma start getting too weird.
- Oh my God.
It looks really good.
- Did this pick this all by yourself? - I did.
- All by yourself? - I did.
Hey, good taste.
Okay, good taste.
Come on.
Oh yeah, come on.
Uh-huh.
Stop This is so pretty.
You did a good job.
Oh my God.
Come here.
It just takes one I can feel it in my bones The rest of the world, they won't understand, but, like, it's my life, you know, and my heart is telling me that Iyanna's the one for me.
Mmm.
It's not for anyone else to understand.
It's for me, my feelings, and my fiancée.
That's all that matters.
I'm the one that's getting married.
You're so cute! Oh my God! Yes! Some say we're dreamers Shining like the sun Six couples fell in love and got engaged, sight unseen.
Oh my God! Hi.
How are you? What's up, babe? After finally seeing each other for the very first time, they're now with us in Mexico for a romantic getaway.
Here, they'll discover if their physical connection is as strong as their emotional one.
Until this point, only thing that's mattered is who they are on the inside.
Now their love will be put to the test.
Will their looks, background and insecurities of the real world be too much for them to overcome? - Their weddings are just four weeks away.
- Will love be enough? Don't look.
I was supposed to get a pedicure.
I could give a shit.
- I do care about myself.
- I don't care Like, I wouldn't care if you didn't have any nails.
Your hair is amazing.
- It's not the greatest today.
- What, the humidity? What's your natural hair color? Naturally, I'm a dark dirty blonde.
So, that ring - Love it.
It's beautiful.
Can I be honest? - What? I'm shocked that your mom let me wear it.
Don't tell her.
She doesn't know.
I didn't wanna lose it.
I've been wearing it as a thumb ring.
- I don't want you to feel like - What do you mean? Feel like what? Like we didn't get our own ring.
- I don't care.
- But we will get it.
I don't care.
We'll get it, is what I was gonna say.
Isn't that funny? I don't care.
I thought my ring was prettier than everybody's.
It's unique and old.
That's why I like I'm unique and I'm old er.
You're right.
I forgot.
You're a baby.
I'll whip you into shape.
It's okay.
Like a training process.
Are you going to take me home? 'Cause I don't want To spend this night alone - I love when you touch me.
- Oh yeah? I was questioning it at first.
Like, do I find him attractive? But I'm like, I am so in it with him.
Like, to finally see him physically and, like, how he walked, how he ate food, how he drank, how he just interacted with me.
I just found him so physically attractive and I'm just Oh! Just all the emotions.
I'm here for it.
- Come over here.
- Oh my God.
- You're so cute! - You're so cute.
I, like, literally never have I just been so good.
I've never felt so just, like, calm, and so sure everything's gonna be fine.
No, we're definitely getting married.
I just wanna have babies with him.
Literally, I do.
take me home? 'Cause I don't want To spend this night alone I could kiss you all day, I'm cool with it.
Yeah? I'm so pumped for this.
This at night's gonna be so fucking awesome.
I love this.
Okay, what do you wanna do here? - I want Well, you know what.
I mean - What? These two rooms are probably perfect.
And then the hot tub.
That's not happening.
- You It's my birthday.
- No, fuck that.
It's my birthday.
I can use that excuse for at least the next ten hours, I think, so - I'm fucking outta here.
I'm just kidding.
- Oh my God.
Did you get me a present? - You'll just have to see tonight.
- Ooh - What do you say? - Say what? Fucking pour me.
- What do you say? - What? - I need a little - Oh.
Please? - Something else.
- Is that what you were saying? No, just something nice about me.
Pour me, then I'll give you a compliment.
That's a lie, but I'll allow it.
'Cause I'm a nice guy.
- See? I'm not egotistical.
I'm a nice guy.
- I think you're a piece of shit.
- You're being a little mean.
- Really? You need words of affirmation? Yeah.
Just Okay, I think you're hot.
Here, does that help you? Yeah, that's the first nice thing you've said about me.
I think you have really nice eyes.
Oh my God.
Natalie is absolutely gorgeous.
I think she's beautiful.
Her style, everything she's got going for her, that hasn't been a problem whatsoever.
But communication's a little different than the pod so far.
I don't know if she's just nervous and that's how she reacts a little bit to the situation, but I wanted a little more affection.
I'm flustered, I'm confused.
I just don't understand what's going on.
I know you know That I'm willing And I'm ready to let go I have a weird thing to tell you.
So, I've been making my own toothpaste.
- Oh God.
No.
- Bear with me.
- I don't like that.
- Seven years.
Seven years.
- Out of what? - I have great teeth.
Baking soda, coconut oil, sometimes charcoal.
Yeah, it's all natural.
Can I smell it? Yeah.
I put some peppermint essential oil in there.
It's great.
- This is toothpaste to you? - Correct.
I'm just saying.
- Does smell like toothpaste.
- I know it does.
I know what I'm doing.
All natural.
All for you.
- Oh, I have my own toothpaste.
- Just trust me now.
Trust me, I brought toothpaste.
Smoothest teeth anybody's ever had.
- Smooth? - I don't get cavities.
I've never been like, "Wow.
He has smooth teeth.
" Maybe you're not looking close enough.
I just brush until I feel good.
Think it's weird I make my own toothpaste? - Yeah.
- Does it change your feelings about me? No.
Okay, good.
I make my own body wash too.
That doesn't shock me at all.
I'm a hippie.
Low key.
Secretly.
I'm not.
I'm the opposite.
Everything natural.
It's the only way to go.
I'm gonna switch out his toothpaste with real stuff.
There's no way he's gonna continue with that.
 It tastes so bad.
I don't know how his breath doesn't smell.
- Don't watch me.
- What are you talking about? We're gonna get married.
I'm gonna watch you brush your teeth a lot.
- Ready? I got a surprise for you.
- Kind of.
Dinner.
- Wow, look at you.
You little romantic.
- Shall we? Shall we? We shall.
We have our respectable dishes.
- Oh my gosh.
- Isn't it? Beautiful.
- Wait, is yours vegetarian? - Yeah.
Go ahead.
Cheers.
I'm feeling very blessed and happy, but it's one of those feelings where it's like, it's a little too good to be true.
Are you pissed that you're with a Christian? No, I don't even know what that is.
- Yeah, I know you don't.
- You gotta teach me.
Aww - Listen, if you speak in - That's so cool! - Parables? - Yeah, like, in pretty language.
- Okay.
- And give great quotes, I am all ears.
- What is yours? Eggplant? - Yes.
I'm so excited about it.
- I'm actually jealous.
- We can share.
- No! Do not do that.
- I'll eat it.
I will eat it for you.
It's our first night.
I might as well.
It's very sweet of you.
Wait.
When's the last time you actually ate? Eight years.
Yeah.
You're breaking it? - Just for you.
- Oh my God.
Ew.
You need to eat meat.
We're gonna cut you a good piece.
Okay, ready? - Yeah.
I want all the sauce.
- I want this.
We're gonna make you a really good bite.
I hate feeding people.
I think it's so cheesy.
- Well Too late.
- But I fed you.
Says a lot.
It's so good.
It was meant to be.
- Good.
- I'm dying to try the bread.
- Eat it! - I'm gonna.
If you don't eat the bread, it's gonna be really unattractive.
Holy fuck.
I'm always being tested.
Eat it.
You're a guy.
A guy that doesn't eat the bread is weird to me.
When I first saw Kyle it kind of scared me in a way.
I'm like, oh my God, like Do I want to have the conversation with Kyle about our differences? Yes.
No.
- Are you gonna go shower? - Yeah.
I'm kidding.
I'm gonna I'm just gonna chill.
It's one of those things where it's like, again, you're preparing for the worst, hoping for the best, but you don't want to know the answer, but you know the answer.
How was your shower? Do you feel better? - Hell yeah.
- Did you have a cold shower? Yeah, I left it at yours.
Should we go to bed? Um, yes, can we sit? - You want me to sit? - Sit.
Sit, sit, sit.
- All right.
- Um - Okay, I'd like to talk to you.
- Okay.
I actually am not used to setting boundaries.
- But I want to do this the right way.
- What does that mean? - Again, I'm not - Normally what? No, I'm not used to setting good boundaries.
- And it usually ends up in disaster.
- Yeah.
This is the first time we're actually spending time together.
- And I wanna do this the right way.
- Okay.
Um, I'd think for the first night that we'd spend the night in separate rooms.
- How do you feel about that? - I don't know.
Like - What, you don't trust me? - No.
Oh my God.
No.
Then what? - I just want to, you know, set boundaries.
- Yeah.
- I know you're probably - No, I just thought it's more bonding A hundred percent.
- No pressure, but - No! I would never think that.
I wouldn't choose, like But that's, like, the best time.
It's like, be yourself.
Right.
You know? I know.
So But whatever you think.
Are you angry? - No, but I didn't expect that.
- I know.
I I get it.
- Do you? - So - I'll see you tomorrow morning.
- You're gonna go to your room now? It's - um, 7:40.
- Oh my God.
It's early.
Oh my God.
- All right.
- See you tomorrow morning.
Okay.
Goodbye.
Okay, bye.
It used to be warmer Saved all the light that was ours Everything that she was in the pods, she's way more personable in person.
She's so much more dynamic, and has so much more personality.
She's, like, unlike anyone else.
She's like gold-plated dynamite.
I'm I can't believe it.
It's such a long time Since we retrieved what we are At the end of the day, I think that I'm the lucky one.
I get to be with her.
I'm very lucky.
I feel we're both passionate about what we believe in and not gonna change.
I feel like I do know in my head what I should do.
I can leave Mexico being a single woman.
The way I felt about Shayne, like, back in the pods, that's in the back of my head at the end of the day.
Like, it It's not going away.
We can be broken While we reveal what we are This is the time of our lives This is the time of our lives This is the time of our lives Time of our lives