Everwood s03e04 Episode Script
The Birds and the Batteries
Previously on Everwood
What in the world is going on here? So, I-I was hoping you could help me put together a resume.
Yknow, maybe we could figure something out cause I think I need a job.
I really miss having a friend that doesnt drive me absolutely insane.
Me too.
And I can take care of Sam on Saturday afternoon.
Don't worry.
I get Delia that night.
Great.
Then I can give you next Saturday night if you want.
Please.
You can have the next ten Saturday nights 'cause I got nothin' going on.
I love you, Ephram.
I love you too.
Ready or not here I come.
Ill give him a few minutes.
He always hides in the same places anyways.
Under the bed In his closet.
Its not really a challenge.
Yeah, its nice of you to play along though.
I know.
Come and get me.
Be right back.
Save you the socks.
Sure hope I can find you.
Whats this? That? It was under your bed.
Ah, youre kidding.
Thats where that thing got to.
Thank you so much, Ive been Ive been looking everywhere for that.
Your welcome.
It was right under here.
So what is it? Oh, well, its just a Its a - Its a foot massager.
Thats what that is.
Umm, Im on my feet all day and it helps me relieve the tension in, uh, my feet.
How does it work? Oh, it doesnt its broken.
Its broken, then why do you still have it? Because I was gonna return it.
Thats why I still had the box.
Why do you keep it under your bed? Hey, where are you guys? Lets go save Sam.
You go first.
"The Birds & The Batteries" I told you it wasnt good.
A foot massager.
Did she just see it or-or did she turn it on? I mean, was there buzzing? No.
God, no.
I mean she just found it.
They were playing hide and seek.
I guess she was gonna hide under my bed.
I dont know what to say.
This is obviously very awkward.
Nina, what is it about your house? Penthouses.
Foot massagers.
Its like living next door to Larry Flynt.
Obviously, I have learned that the best thing to do is to come to you right away, just in case.
Just in case, what? In case Delia brings it up.
Which Im sure she wont, cause I- I think I covered it really well.
I mean, she probably already forgot but you may want to just check in with her just to be safe.
Well, why would I do that? DO you think I should do that? I mean, how would I explain a vibra foot thing? I dont know, but if she does bring it up that means that my cover didnt cover and youre probably gonna have to deal with it.
Thats all Im saying.
Dad, Ephram ate all the ice cream.
What are you guys talking about? Cheese.
Cake.
Cheesecake.
Uh, Ninas making one for your birthday next week.
Isnt that right, Nina? Thats right, but it was supposed to be a surprise remember? Oh, right, sorry.
Thats okay.
Well, Id better go.
Umm, Ill see you later, Delia.
What were you really talking about? I just told you, sweetheart, birthday stuff.
Now lets go see about that ice cream.
Delia left this at Ninas.
Oh, yeah, just throw it anywhere.
Howd the dance thing go? It didnt.
You doing homework? Uh, no.
Is that D-Do you keep a journal? What? No, its a- its a letter, uh, for Amy, but its private, so Oh Is it your addendum? My what? To the I love you.
Postscript, additional material.
Yeah, I know what an addendum is.
I just didnt know that you knew about The I love you.
Yeah, she told me.
First she said it, then you said it back.
There was pizza.
She said that first she said it and then I said it.
Yeah.
Did she seem weirded out by that, upset or anything? I dont think so.
Why does it matter who says it first? Nah, I mean, I dont think so.
But obviously if she told you the order in which the I love yous were exchanged, it does mean something.
Which means the addendum is more necessary than I originally thought.
Maybe I can help you.
I- I dont think so.
Im actually not terrible at it.
I know cause Im terrible at just about everything else, but I can write.
Are they all full? Uh Pretty much.
Yes.
I also do short stories, but, uh, most of those are on my computer.
You think its weird.
Only if its just from October.
No.
No.
This is all of em starting in 7th grade.
I wasnt exactly the queen of popularity back then either.
So youre consistent.
Well, the truth is I never really had anyone to talk to but Ive always had stuff to say so I just said it to myself.
Well, youre not going to have that problem any more.
You got Amy.
Shes your friend.
Shes a Shes a good friend too.
I should know I she was the first friend I had when moved here.
Thats good.
Maybe you should start with that for your letter.
Oh, right.
I- I really dont mind helping.
No, its okay.
I think this is something that I should probably try and do by myself.
Yeah, I understand.
Okay, Ill, uh, Ill see ya later.
Okay.
I hope Bright hasnt already eaten at the restaurant.
He stuffs himself on those jalapeño poppers.
When has that ever stopped him from eating again? The boy has the metabolism of a gerbil.
Ladies and gentlemen, you are looking at the latest employee of the month.
Oh, honey, thats wonderful.
Did I mention Im on a plaque? Yeah, a plaque.
I havent even been working there a whole month and Im already their greatest employee, how awesome is that.
Yes, well, awesome indeed.
Oh, yeah, did I mention? employees get to eat for free even when theyre not workin and Mikey says I get to pick up dinner shiftsfrom now on so I get to sleep in.
The benefits are endless.
Really, so I assume youll be getting health and dental.
No.
No, not the benefits benefits.
.
Yknow, the other kind.
Anyways, Im gonna call Fordo cause hes gonna freak out when he finds out how much I pulled out in tips tonight.
Next stop, employee of the year.
Boo yah.
By all means, call Fordo, who is I believe away at college pursuing an actual future.
Stop it.
You should be happy hes doing so well and they like him so much.
They love him.
Didnt you hear him? Mikey is giving him dinner shifts.
Boo yah.
For goodness sake.
This is just a start.
Working in a restaurant isnt going to be Brights career, but hes happy right now.
Hes too happy, Rose.
Thats the trouble.
If this job is enough for him, if that plaque on the wall is all the validation he needs, how can you be so certain that he will ever pursue something more? Do you think I should call her? She might be really upset.
I saw her earlier.
She seemed fine.
Did I mention how good you look today? Shes not fine.
You obviously werent listening to the story.
I was listening.
I just dont think how Hannah not making the ballet team is such a big deal.
She didnt just not make it.
She FELL.
Bit it.
She was supposed to do this Chassé step in line with everybody else? Which is a really easy step, but instead of going right, she went left and bumped into Katie who bumped into Melanie and fell with this huge thud and everyone starting laughing.
You know how red she gets.
This isnt funny.
Well, what do you expect? Im not sure the girl can walk and chew gum at the same time.
Signing her up for ballet classes not a wise move on her part.
Thats just it.
It wasnt her idea.
It was my stupid idea.
So, its not your fault she tripped.
Oh my God, I feel so bad.
The stupid Bright date was my fault.
Now this is my fault.
This is not the same as that.
It is to Hannah.
To her, this is just one more completely humiliating experience that she can relate back to me.
Dont worry about it so much.
Shell get over it, all right.
I just want her to like me.
Like you? The girl worships you.
No she doesnt.
Shes not comfortable around me yet.
I can tell.
I just keep thinking if maybe I just introduce her to more people, help her fit in more.
Yknow, you dont need to worry about her so much.
I mean, just give her some time, shell find her niche eventually.
I mean, she kinda already has.
Yknow, shes a writer.
Really? Where is she a writer? Shes not like a-a professional writer.
Shes like Shes a writer.
Thats what she does.
She showed me these journals the other day.
Its like a the box set history of Hannah Volumes 1 through 1000.
Hmm? Well, this opens up all kinds of possibilities.
I mean, if Hannahs a writer, she can join the newspaper.
Theres that new arts and literary supplement that they do every semester.
And remember when that girl, Cammie Dexter, got her poem published in CosmoGirl? Im still working through my back issues.
I know it totally sucked, but her cute rating went up like We can get her published in Jane.
I tell you shes a writer and you turn her into Stephen King, how do you even know if her writing is good? Well, Ill read something of hers first.
I mean, Im not gonna set her up for another catastrophe like today.
And you expect her to just hand over her personal journals for you to read? I know thats the point.
We need to get to that level.
Im sharing a lot of my own personal things with her so I know I heard.
Well, thats what girlfriends are for.
And ever since Laynie left, Ive really missed having that person.
Thats why this friendship is so important to me.
And who am I? Youre the guy that I talk about to my girlfriends about.
Its a very crucial role.
Trust me.
Uh huh.
So I want you to stay on the Fentanyl.
Im also going to give you a prescription here for Elavil, which should help with the pain.
And try to avoid any undue exertion.
Tough to exert much of anything these days.
I guess I have bucked the odds already though, huh? Pancreatic cancer can be very aggressive.
You have had an amazing run, Mrs.
Hoover.
Thats because she is amazing.
Yeah, well, its all part of my master plan You see I skipped over the denial stage and went straight to anger.
I think my rage scared away the reaper a little longer than most.
Its this, uh, pesky acceptance stage Im not so sure about.
Our daughter moved her wedding date up.
Its in two weeks.
And we just had these redone.
They did a lovely job, didnt they? We knew it wasnt a guarantee, but we just thought Whaddya say, Doc? Will I get to see my baby girl in her wedding gown? Its a Vera Wang.
It cost more than my chemo.
Well,just take it easy until then But I have a good feeling about it.
Thank you, Dr.
Brown.
For everything.
Lets go, dear.
Ill be right there, honey.
Okay.
How you holding up? Im okay.
Do you really think shell make it for the wedding? Well, I dont believe in guarantees, but yeah, I do.
Shes incredibly strong and even with a conservative judgment I think that two weeks is a very safe prognosis.
Is there anything else I can do? Just keep being there for her and make her as comfortable as possible.
Im afraid thats all anybody can do for her now.
How long does she have? All of it.
Its so tough to say Well, give me your best guess.
Six weeks, maybe.
Im so sorry, Bill.
Mine dont feel any different.
Me neither.
Maybe we didnt do it right? How else would you do it? I dont know.
I still think it looks like a microphone.
You know how when grown-ups lie, they start talking fast and they never look you right in the face? Yeah.
Well, both Nina and my dad did that to me on the same day I found that.
Interesting.
So you think theyre lying? Well, they might not be lying, but theyre definitely not telling the whole truth.
And dont you think its weird that she keeps it under her bed? My brother keeps dirty magazines under his bed.
Exactly, because its a secret.
You only keep secret stuff under your bed.
What do you keep under your bed? Extra twinkies.
Me too.
Ill ask my stepmom.
Good idea.
Call me when you find out.
I dont know if its the dill or the oregano that makes it so good, but its definitely something green.
Next week, Im gonna try provolone.
Ooh, youre a wild man.
Nina.
Nina.
Hows my favorite waitress? Tired, underpaid and smelling vaguely of grease.
What can I get you, Jake? Coffee to go, thanks.
She looks pretty cute in that apron, doesnt she? Whats the story with you two? You ever hook it up? Hook it up? Who are you, my frat brother? Are you still mad about Edna? She came to me.
I never wouldve given her the job if I knew it would come between us.
Come, Andy, lets hug this out and get to the next level.
Ive got this case that I could really use some backup on.
Come on.
Yeah.
Okay.
All right.
-There.
-All right.
Okay.
All right.
Thats it.
Wow that is some shampoo youre using, what is that? Apple? Pear.
Ah.
Here you go.
Thanks.
So the patient is a 54-year-old African American male with virocardiomyopathy.
Ive got him on lysidopro, a diuretic and a beta blocker.
I even put him on Warfarin just to be safe.
All those drugs do is treat the symptoms, they arent curative for cardiomyopathy.
The guys gonna need a transplant if hes gonna live much longer.
We are simpatico, my friend.
I couldnt agree more.
But this guy wont even let me put him on the list.
He flat refuses to pursue anything more aggressive than the meds.
Its a mystery.
So what do you say? Will you help me out? Tag team.
Maybe you can get through to him.
Show this kid how its done.
All right.
Ill do it.
But not because I like you.
I still dont like you.
Thats great, man.
Thanks.
Ill send over his chart.
By the way, whats the patients name? Oh, its Hoover.
Bill Hoover.
So I hear that you are a writer? No.
No.
Im not a writer.
I just write, which is more different than it sounds.
Do you do poetry? Please, no.
Im not Daria.
So what do you write? Like short stories, essays, scathing political editorials.
Um, I do some short stories.
Mainly I just write what comes into my head.
Yknow, journal type stuff.
No big deal.
Cool, can I see? My journals? No.
No.
Theyre dumb.
Okay.
Heres what Im thinking.
Basically, dance not your thing.
Totally my fault.
Im- Im really sorry about that.
Umm, but writing is your thing.
And I was thinking that it might be a good way to meet new people get more involved at the school.
Do I need to meet more people? I know that the idea of being a joiner seems false to you, but sometimes its good to just jump in and try something new.
You might be surprised at how much you like it.
Well, maybe.
Great.
Okay, so I was thinking, that wed start by submitting one of your stories to Jane, which is an insanely cool magazine.
You get in there, the entire school will die.
Whoa, wait, what? Oh, dont worry.
Ill help you pick it out.
Thats- Thats why Im here.
You dont have to do it alone.
I dont want to do it at all.
No one has ever read my writing, Amy.
Its-Its not-Its not I share.
Its private.
So you wont even show me? No.
Its not that I dont trust you.
I just No, umm.
No worries.
Pretend that I didnt even ask.
Youll never guess who I ran into today? Paris Hilton.
Who? Oh, no.
Its actually Ralph Bigelow.
You remember Ralph? Owns the Inn at Eyelash Lake.
Yeah, right.
Bald dude.
Well, hes, hes on, uh, Propecia.
Anyhow, turns out, they are looking for new lodge hosts over at the inn.
We had a chat.
He remembers you quite fondly.
Guess what? You have an interview for the position tomorrow afternoon.
But I already have a job.
This could be a terrific opportunity for you, Bright.
Lots of room for growth.
Be able to learn different facets of the service industry.
And if you enjoy it, you could study Hotel and Resort Management at college next year.
You can major in that? Oh, absolutely.
In fact, theres an especially fine school at the University of Nevada at Las Vegas.
Vegas, huh? That could be fun.
And not too far away.
Well, thanks, guys.
Ill-Ill definitely, yknow, think about it.
I, uh, have to work tomorrow though.
I cant get my shifts covered, its a little too late for that.
Already done.
I have spoken with your manager, Mr.
Mikey, and, uh, everythings taken care of.
In fact, I wrote down the particulars in case you need them.
Thanks, guys.
UNLV sounds-sounds cool.
Ill give it my best shot.
Wh.
.
? Hey, I told you she wasn t gonna let you read them.
Was I right or was I right? Whatever, its not like I care.
So what happens now? Is Hannah kicked out of the sisterhood? Is there paperwork involved? Look if the girl doesnt want to fit in better, its her problem.
I tried.
You okay? Im fine.
Im not the one who doesnt know anybody at this school.
If she wants to continue being a total social zero, its her life.
Exactly.
Not everybodys cut out to be a social rock star in high school.
You just make it look too easy.
That reminds me, I wanted to give you something.
-You did? -Uh, hmm.
Really? Me too.
I figured 4 and a half months deserved some kind of celebration.
Its been 4 and a half months? I thought it was 3.
Well, yeah, it depends on how you count.
I decided to go from the moment you got on the plane.
I was debating the picnic but the plane just had a much more dramatic feel.
Anyways, no card, everything sounds so lame when its on paper, dont you think? Definitely.
These are passes to ComiCon in Denver next weekend.
Amy, this is unbelievable.
So what did you get me? Uh Dinner.
Yeah, my dad gave me the card so you can order more dessert if you want to.
Thank you, Im full.
But, that was very sweet of him and you, of course.
I love you, Ephram.
Yeah, I love you too.
Louise, have we heard from Bill Hoover yet? Wait a minute.
Wait a minute.
-Mrs.
Clark? -I tried to stop her.
Shes very strong.
The kids okay? In fact, they are not.
Its bad enough, the vile influences our children pick up on cable television these days but this takes the cake.
I dont know what youre talking about.
Brittany came home from playing with your daughter and wound up snooping around my bed asking about foot massagers over dinner with guests no less.
Oh, no, Im-Im so sorry.
Believe me, nothing ruins the taste of pork loin like public scandal.
I dont know what to say.
I-I didnt know anything about this.
Really? Pardon me, if Im neither shocked nor comforted by that.
Delia and Brittany must have been over at my friends house.
Your friends house? When Brittany tells me shes at Delias, I assume shes under your supervision, not that of some stranger who leaves her whosy-whatsies right out for all the world to see.
Well, first of all, her whosy-whatsy was under her bed.
-Is this a joke to you? -No, of course not, but I do think youre overreacting a little bit.
I mean, they are just kids.
Right.
And I would like mine to remain so for another five years at least.
I understand.
Look, I-I thought the whole thing would blow over.
I should have talked to Delia -the first time she found -The first time.
Unbelievable.
I am sorry.
I cant let Brittany play with Delia any more.
Please dont do that.
Thats not a solution.
Well, for the moment, its the only one I can come up with.
Im sorry, Dr.
Brown.
Mrs.
? Clark? I mean, I cant tell you how embarrassing it was.
Do you have any idea what its like to have another parent to find you in the middle of the work day an- and scream at you for something like that? Well, Im guessing it feels a lot like this.
I mean, I dont even know what to do about it now.
Delia may lose her best friend over this.
I am so sorry, Andy, but for the record, I told you that if she brought it up you should talk to her about it, instead you said cheesecake.
It was a reflex.
And for the record, I shouldnt be having to deal with any of this.
Shes only ten.
Only.
I mean if youre this upset now, what are you gonna do when she starts asking the really big questions? Oh-Oh, I will handle that when the time comes, dont you worry about that.
Are you sure about that? -Yeah.
-Its completely out of your hands.
Theres-theres rumors on the school bus, theres gossip from the older kids, theres lots of vague questions, theres half-truths and you dont get to set the schedule for any of that to suit your comfort level.
It doesnt work that way.
Okay, y-you want to be honest about this.
Lets be totally honest, okay? This whole thing is your fault.
This situation that I am in right now.
This position I am in right now wouldnt be happening if you didnt have this- this-this need to-to Didnt have the need to what? Oh come on, you know what.
Can you not even say the word? I can say the word.
I dont need to say the word.
Just take that thing and stick it in your car or- or lock it up, whatever, just keep it away from my daughter Lock it up? Are we talking about my foot massager or my sexuality? Oh here we go.
Lets just make it all about you.
It is about me.
I am sorry if my needs as a woman conflict with your needs for a babysitter, but guess what Andy I havent had sex in almost a year.
Im getting a little antsy if you want to know the truth.
No, I dont want to know the truth.
I dont want to know it.
I dont need to know it.
I-I dont like to be thinking about you as a woman when Im trying to talk to you.
In-In fact, I dont like to think about you like that ever.
Im sorry.
That-that- that didnt come out right.
Look, can we- can we just, yknow, figure this out? You figure it out.
I gotta go back to work.
So you never even gave it to her? How could I? After she gave me those tickets.
My pathetic attempt at a love letter.
It isnt epic enough.
Not even close.
Maybe Ill just wait until Im 40, buy her a car.
Amy? I, uh, I looked for you at lunch.
Oh, yeah, I was in the dance room working on pirouettes with the girls.
Oh.
So I was thinking about what you said about me joining the paper and I-I know youre trying to help make me more popular which is unbelievably nice of you but The thing is its never gonna happen.
What? Its just you keep saying how youve never had any friends but I have been trying harder than I ever have before to be that.
Granted I havent had to make any friends since kindergarten so Im probably going about it completely the wrong way, but, God, Hannah you are so shut off its scary.
Just because I dont want the whole world reading my journals I dont care about that.
If you dont want everyone to reading your writing thats fine, I get it.
I just didnt think that I was the same as the whole world.
Youre not.
Since you got here, I have shared so much stuff with you.
You know about Colin.
You know about everything thats going on with me and Ephram and I dont even know your middle name.
I know we havent known each other for a very long time, and Im probably pushing this friendship into something its not meant to be, but I like you.
Theres something strange about you that I find interesting to tell you the truth, you remind me a lot of Ephram.
Really? But it wont work if its only one-sided and I dont think youre really comfortable talking to me.
-No, that is not it.
Im just -Shy.
I know and I dont want you to have to change who you are just so that we can hang out.
I mean, we dont have to be best friends.
We could be just what we are like acquaintance friends.
Ill see you later, okay, Hannah.
I still dont understand why you didnt come to me with this.
I mean, why would you see Dr.
Hartman when Im already ? Call it a conflict of interest.
Youre a good man, Dr.
Brown.
If you knew about me, I didnt think youd be able to keep it from my wife.
And I dont need her worrying about me not-not now.
You hear? Bill, listen to me.
Your heart is severely damaged and will not recover.
You need a new one, its as simple as that.
Its a long shot anyway.
Look, Ill sign up for a transplant once After.
Look, I understand that you want to be there for your wife, but your daughter is going to need a father when shes gone - even more so.
Shes going to have kids of her own some day, and they deserve to get to know their grandfather.
What about those weddings? I hear what youre saying.
I know life will go on once shes gone.
But it wont be the same.
It wont mean what it meant when she was in it.
Weve been through everything together - damn good team.
Raised a fine girl, weve been partners for every bump along the road, every mountain and molehill alike and I am not gonna let that go until forces bigger than me snatch it away.
Now, she needs me to help her fight these last few weeks.
When that battles done, then Ill worry about myself, but not one minute before.
When shes gone, Ill need a new heart anyway, cause this one will be broken to bits.
Look, in six weeks, Im yours.
Until then, Im hers.
In six weeks, I know some great surgeons.
Thank you.
I cannot wait for the next Bighorn meeting.
Ralph Bigelow just phoned.
Oh, yeah? What did he have to say? I am not amused, Bright.
How could you not even show up.
Yknow, in your effort to embarrass me, all youve done today is closed the door on something that may have truly benefited you.
An entire avenue for your future, just gone.
Its your future, not mine.
Oh, I was merely trying to effect some change in your slippered march down the path of least resistance.
No, what you merely did was humiliate me.
Calling my manager and changing my schedule.
You told me where, when and why to go meet some guy for some job, I didnt even ask for.
Its like you dont trust me to decide anything for myself.
Well, you havent exactly inspired confidence of late.
Well, you know what, I like my job.
Its working out okay.
Well, working okay isnt what you should be aiming for.
You had real goals last year, Bright.
You may have forgotten, but I havent.
You worked hard.
Harder than I have seen you work at anything.
A lot of good that did me.
It did.
You may have not gotten into the colleges you wanted but you had a genuine passion for your studies not just for the result but for the effort.
Now I am trying, Bright.
I am trying not to let disappointment get the better of both of us.
Im trying to help you obtain what you said you wanted.
Well, I dont know what I want to do anymore.
So what is so wrong with me working at a restaurant while I try to figure that out? I dont mind you working at a restaurant.
I mind you going from fighting to get an education to complacently hustling nachos for tip money.
I mind you thinking that it is okay to settle and foreclose on your life.
For Gods sake, you dont even pretend like you want anything more.
You want me to pretend.
You want me to lie to you.
Thats great.
Its a lot easier that way.
I want you to wake up.
The clock is ticking.
You continue to clown around waiting for your real life to begin, itll pass you by without so much as a wave.
What the hell is wrong with you, man? Do y-you think you can-you can scare me into knowing what I want to do with my life.
I mean, dont you think that if I had any clue at all I would be on a plane right this moment headed as far away from this house as humanly possible.
Dad, I wish I knew.
Okay, believe me, I-I would love to figure it out more than you even want me to because until then I am stuck here with you, which at the moments the last place on earth I want to be.
What the hell happened yesterday? Im sorry.
My patient.
You talked to him right.
Look, maybe you should hear the whole story from So whyd you cave, man? I didnt cave.
We cant force him to accept our recommendation.
Theres other factors involved.
What other factors could possibly be more important than his own life? You know what, forget it.
Ive already gone ahead and submitted him for the transplant list anyway, and Ive asked the head of cardiology at the Denver Hospital to come talk to him.
It might take some doing but Im gonna put up a hellava better fight than you did thats for sure.
You have to understand something.
Its different being a doctor here.
No, its not.
People get sick and die in L.
A.
People get sick and die in Everwood.
Its all the same and were supposed to try and keep that from happening, remember? Theres nothing different about it.
Maybe you came here to hibernate and take it easy for a little while, but I came here to rededicate myself to things that really matter.
And this mans life that matters to me so Ill take care of it myself.
Good luck.
Hey.
Sorry to interrupt.
Ummm, I just wanted to tell you that I wrote a story for Jane magazine and I was kinda hoping you guys would read it before I sent it in.
Whats it about? Uh, just some stuff thats been going on this past week.
Its not very good and I know theyre not gonna take it, so when I get my rejection letter, which I know Im gonna get, Im really hoping that youll be there for me with tissues.
Definitely.
Boy loves Girl thats a great title.
I like it.
This, uh, seems awfully familiar.
Especially the girl.
Is this about us? I think it is.
Yeah.
Did you really write me a love letter? When and why didnt you give it to me? And did you actually call it an addendum? I wanted to give it to you, I just It didnt feel special enough.
Especially after, yknow, your present.
Ephram I wanted to plan our anniversary dinner when I knew that it was our anniversary and I wanted to be able to tell you that I loved you first.
You steal my mojo.
You have so much mojo you dont even know.
Thats why youre so great, thats why Dont.
Sorry.
I love you, Amy.
You dont have to say it back this time, this ones all mine.
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You know, they actually make these for feet, who knew? Well, it sure is your heaviest apology yet.
What brought you around this time? Oh, usual.
Regret.
Self-recrimination.
And one big realization I didnt talk to Delia about all this stuff, not because I didnt know how to, although thats part of it.
I just knew that that conversation would lead to another conversation the big conversation.
And I just couldnt bear the idea of doing it alone.
Youre missing Julia.
Yknow, Im always thinking about the times that I that I want her here.
Something funny will happen or- or something beautiful and Ill think, Oh God, Julia would love that.
Thats the daily stuff.
Sometimes I forget that I actually need her here for the big stuff.
I mean, before we met, I had no interest in being a father.
It was not part of my plan and when it came to the kids, it was always the WE that got me through everything.
Yeah, parentings a team sport that way, well, at least it should be.
Well, I wasnt around for a lot of it.
But whenever there really was a -a crisis, we would talk it through together.
We were a team an-and even if we disagreed about something we always had each others backs.
Now Im just constantly second-guessing myself.
If I had this little confidence as a surgeon, I would have quit a very long time ago.
Well, some parents do.
Believe me, I never would have signed up for the solo routine either.
Its crazy, isnt it? They always talk about how much better a two-parent family is for the kids, but they never talk about how much better it is for the parents.
I mean, its-its hard enough to get everything done without any help, but you add to that the, uh, the emotional responsibility and -and the daily fear of just screwing everything up and now Yeah, I know, Im convinced Sams gonna need a major psychoanalysis.
Yknow, I-I think you should give yourself though, Andy.
You got a couple of really great kids over there.
Well, I think all that credit goes to her.
Oh and Nina.
That stuff I said earlier.
-Oh, pssh.
.
-No.
No.
I I didnt mean.
I do see you and you look very pretty today.
What is this? Rent.
Is 250 enough? I could probably swing 3, but uh This is unnecessary, Bright.
Not for me.
Ill start picking up more shifts, eventually I should make enough to be able to get my own place.
Sweetheart, we should talk about this.
Thanks, Mom, but Im all talked out.
I shouldntve pushed.
Brights just spreading his wings a bit.
The spark of independence isnt a bad thing, I mean The truth is hes gonna have to make these decisions himself and hes gonna make mistakes along the way.
I know.
Youre right.
God, Ive handled this all so badly.
We.
Were in this together, remember.
Is this gonna take more than an hour, cause Ive got long division waiting upstairs? Sweetie, youre at an age where youre curious about things personal things.
You mean sex? Umm, yeah, I-I mean sex.
I already know what sex is.
Really? Okay.
But youre going to start to hear things more things and its natural and healthy to have questions about them.
And you just need to know that its okay to come to me or to Nina if you need answers to those questions.
Thats right, I mean, you can come to me if you get curious about stuff.
Good.
Then I have a question I figured you might.
That thing I found under your bed, was that for sex? You know, how you have long division waiting for you upstairs? Youre changing the subject.
No.
No, Im not.
Work with me here.
Long division youre pretty good at it arent you? Best in my class.
Except for Vanessa, but shes crazy smart.
Were you good at it last year or two years ago? I didnt even know what long division was back then.
But you do now, because youre ready.
And thats how it is with everything else in life.
Some things you just have to be older to understand.
If you try to figure em out too soon, you just get more confused.
Does that make sense? I guess.
Do I get another question? Hit me.
Why do some people say make love and other people say have sex? Do you do the same stuff? Well, uh, now thatsthats a really good question actually.
When people are in love, they want to express that feeling and so, uh, they want to show the other person .
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Yknow, maybe we could figure something out cause I think I need a job.
I really miss having a friend that doesnt drive me absolutely insane.
Me too.
And I can take care of Sam on Saturday afternoon.
Don't worry.
I get Delia that night.
Great.
Then I can give you next Saturday night if you want.
Please.
You can have the next ten Saturday nights 'cause I got nothin' going on.
I love you, Ephram.
I love you too.
Ready or not here I come.
Ill give him a few minutes.
He always hides in the same places anyways.
Under the bed In his closet.
Its not really a challenge.
Yeah, its nice of you to play along though.
I know.
Come and get me.
Be right back.
Save you the socks.
Sure hope I can find you.
Whats this? That? It was under your bed.
Ah, youre kidding.
Thats where that thing got to.
Thank you so much, Ive been Ive been looking everywhere for that.
Your welcome.
It was right under here.
So what is it? Oh, well, its just a Its a - Its a foot massager.
Thats what that is.
Umm, Im on my feet all day and it helps me relieve the tension in, uh, my feet.
How does it work? Oh, it doesnt its broken.
Its broken, then why do you still have it? Because I was gonna return it.
Thats why I still had the box.
Why do you keep it under your bed? Hey, where are you guys? Lets go save Sam.
You go first.
"The Birds & The Batteries" I told you it wasnt good.
A foot massager.
Did she just see it or-or did she turn it on? I mean, was there buzzing? No.
God, no.
I mean she just found it.
They were playing hide and seek.
I guess she was gonna hide under my bed.
I dont know what to say.
This is obviously very awkward.
Nina, what is it about your house? Penthouses.
Foot massagers.
Its like living next door to Larry Flynt.
Obviously, I have learned that the best thing to do is to come to you right away, just in case.
Just in case, what? In case Delia brings it up.
Which Im sure she wont, cause I- I think I covered it really well.
I mean, she probably already forgot but you may want to just check in with her just to be safe.
Well, why would I do that? DO you think I should do that? I mean, how would I explain a vibra foot thing? I dont know, but if she does bring it up that means that my cover didnt cover and youre probably gonna have to deal with it.
Thats all Im saying.
Dad, Ephram ate all the ice cream.
What are you guys talking about? Cheese.
Cake.
Cheesecake.
Uh, Ninas making one for your birthday next week.
Isnt that right, Nina? Thats right, but it was supposed to be a surprise remember? Oh, right, sorry.
Thats okay.
Well, Id better go.
Umm, Ill see you later, Delia.
What were you really talking about? I just told you, sweetheart, birthday stuff.
Now lets go see about that ice cream.
Delia left this at Ninas.
Oh, yeah, just throw it anywhere.
Howd the dance thing go? It didnt.
You doing homework? Uh, no.
Is that D-Do you keep a journal? What? No, its a- its a letter, uh, for Amy, but its private, so Oh Is it your addendum? My what? To the I love you.
Postscript, additional material.
Yeah, I know what an addendum is.
I just didnt know that you knew about The I love you.
Yeah, she told me.
First she said it, then you said it back.
There was pizza.
She said that first she said it and then I said it.
Yeah.
Did she seem weirded out by that, upset or anything? I dont think so.
Why does it matter who says it first? Nah, I mean, I dont think so.
But obviously if she told you the order in which the I love yous were exchanged, it does mean something.
Which means the addendum is more necessary than I originally thought.
Maybe I can help you.
I- I dont think so.
Im actually not terrible at it.
I know cause Im terrible at just about everything else, but I can write.
Are they all full? Uh Pretty much.
Yes.
I also do short stories, but, uh, most of those are on my computer.
You think its weird.
Only if its just from October.
No.
No.
This is all of em starting in 7th grade.
I wasnt exactly the queen of popularity back then either.
So youre consistent.
Well, the truth is I never really had anyone to talk to but Ive always had stuff to say so I just said it to myself.
Well, youre not going to have that problem any more.
You got Amy.
Shes your friend.
Shes a Shes a good friend too.
I should know I she was the first friend I had when moved here.
Thats good.
Maybe you should start with that for your letter.
Oh, right.
I- I really dont mind helping.
No, its okay.
I think this is something that I should probably try and do by myself.
Yeah, I understand.
Okay, Ill, uh, Ill see ya later.
Okay.
I hope Bright hasnt already eaten at the restaurant.
He stuffs himself on those jalapeño poppers.
When has that ever stopped him from eating again? The boy has the metabolism of a gerbil.
Ladies and gentlemen, you are looking at the latest employee of the month.
Oh, honey, thats wonderful.
Did I mention Im on a plaque? Yeah, a plaque.
I havent even been working there a whole month and Im already their greatest employee, how awesome is that.
Yes, well, awesome indeed.
Oh, yeah, did I mention? employees get to eat for free even when theyre not workin and Mikey says I get to pick up dinner shiftsfrom now on so I get to sleep in.
The benefits are endless.
Really, so I assume youll be getting health and dental.
No.
No, not the benefits benefits.
.
Yknow, the other kind.
Anyways, Im gonna call Fordo cause hes gonna freak out when he finds out how much I pulled out in tips tonight.
Next stop, employee of the year.
Boo yah.
By all means, call Fordo, who is I believe away at college pursuing an actual future.
Stop it.
You should be happy hes doing so well and they like him so much.
They love him.
Didnt you hear him? Mikey is giving him dinner shifts.
Boo yah.
For goodness sake.
This is just a start.
Working in a restaurant isnt going to be Brights career, but hes happy right now.
Hes too happy, Rose.
Thats the trouble.
If this job is enough for him, if that plaque on the wall is all the validation he needs, how can you be so certain that he will ever pursue something more? Do you think I should call her? She might be really upset.
I saw her earlier.
She seemed fine.
Did I mention how good you look today? Shes not fine.
You obviously werent listening to the story.
I was listening.
I just dont think how Hannah not making the ballet team is such a big deal.
She didnt just not make it.
She FELL.
Bit it.
She was supposed to do this Chassé step in line with everybody else? Which is a really easy step, but instead of going right, she went left and bumped into Katie who bumped into Melanie and fell with this huge thud and everyone starting laughing.
You know how red she gets.
This isnt funny.
Well, what do you expect? Im not sure the girl can walk and chew gum at the same time.
Signing her up for ballet classes not a wise move on her part.
Thats just it.
It wasnt her idea.
It was my stupid idea.
So, its not your fault she tripped.
Oh my God, I feel so bad.
The stupid Bright date was my fault.
Now this is my fault.
This is not the same as that.
It is to Hannah.
To her, this is just one more completely humiliating experience that she can relate back to me.
Dont worry about it so much.
Shell get over it, all right.
I just want her to like me.
Like you? The girl worships you.
No she doesnt.
Shes not comfortable around me yet.
I can tell.
I just keep thinking if maybe I just introduce her to more people, help her fit in more.
Yknow, you dont need to worry about her so much.
I mean, just give her some time, shell find her niche eventually.
I mean, she kinda already has.
Yknow, shes a writer.
Really? Where is she a writer? Shes not like a-a professional writer.
Shes like Shes a writer.
Thats what she does.
She showed me these journals the other day.
Its like a the box set history of Hannah Volumes 1 through 1000.
Hmm? Well, this opens up all kinds of possibilities.
I mean, if Hannahs a writer, she can join the newspaper.
Theres that new arts and literary supplement that they do every semester.
And remember when that girl, Cammie Dexter, got her poem published in CosmoGirl? Im still working through my back issues.
I know it totally sucked, but her cute rating went up like We can get her published in Jane.
I tell you shes a writer and you turn her into Stephen King, how do you even know if her writing is good? Well, Ill read something of hers first.
I mean, Im not gonna set her up for another catastrophe like today.
And you expect her to just hand over her personal journals for you to read? I know thats the point.
We need to get to that level.
Im sharing a lot of my own personal things with her so I know I heard.
Well, thats what girlfriends are for.
And ever since Laynie left, Ive really missed having that person.
Thats why this friendship is so important to me.
And who am I? Youre the guy that I talk about to my girlfriends about.
Its a very crucial role.
Trust me.
Uh huh.
So I want you to stay on the Fentanyl.
Im also going to give you a prescription here for Elavil, which should help with the pain.
And try to avoid any undue exertion.
Tough to exert much of anything these days.
I guess I have bucked the odds already though, huh? Pancreatic cancer can be very aggressive.
You have had an amazing run, Mrs.
Hoover.
Thats because she is amazing.
Yeah, well, its all part of my master plan You see I skipped over the denial stage and went straight to anger.
I think my rage scared away the reaper a little longer than most.
Its this, uh, pesky acceptance stage Im not so sure about.
Our daughter moved her wedding date up.
Its in two weeks.
And we just had these redone.
They did a lovely job, didnt they? We knew it wasnt a guarantee, but we just thought Whaddya say, Doc? Will I get to see my baby girl in her wedding gown? Its a Vera Wang.
It cost more than my chemo.
Well,just take it easy until then But I have a good feeling about it.
Thank you, Dr.
Brown.
For everything.
Lets go, dear.
Ill be right there, honey.
Okay.
How you holding up? Im okay.
Do you really think shell make it for the wedding? Well, I dont believe in guarantees, but yeah, I do.
Shes incredibly strong and even with a conservative judgment I think that two weeks is a very safe prognosis.
Is there anything else I can do? Just keep being there for her and make her as comfortable as possible.
Im afraid thats all anybody can do for her now.
How long does she have? All of it.
Its so tough to say Well, give me your best guess.
Six weeks, maybe.
Im so sorry, Bill.
Mine dont feel any different.
Me neither.
Maybe we didnt do it right? How else would you do it? I dont know.
I still think it looks like a microphone.
You know how when grown-ups lie, they start talking fast and they never look you right in the face? Yeah.
Well, both Nina and my dad did that to me on the same day I found that.
Interesting.
So you think theyre lying? Well, they might not be lying, but theyre definitely not telling the whole truth.
And dont you think its weird that she keeps it under her bed? My brother keeps dirty magazines under his bed.
Exactly, because its a secret.
You only keep secret stuff under your bed.
What do you keep under your bed? Extra twinkies.
Me too.
Ill ask my stepmom.
Good idea.
Call me when you find out.
I dont know if its the dill or the oregano that makes it so good, but its definitely something green.
Next week, Im gonna try provolone.
Ooh, youre a wild man.
Nina.
Nina.
Hows my favorite waitress? Tired, underpaid and smelling vaguely of grease.
What can I get you, Jake? Coffee to go, thanks.
She looks pretty cute in that apron, doesnt she? Whats the story with you two? You ever hook it up? Hook it up? Who are you, my frat brother? Are you still mad about Edna? She came to me.
I never wouldve given her the job if I knew it would come between us.
Come, Andy, lets hug this out and get to the next level.
Ive got this case that I could really use some backup on.
Come on.
Yeah.
Okay.
All right.
-There.
-All right.
Okay.
All right.
Thats it.
Wow that is some shampoo youre using, what is that? Apple? Pear.
Ah.
Here you go.
Thanks.
So the patient is a 54-year-old African American male with virocardiomyopathy.
Ive got him on lysidopro, a diuretic and a beta blocker.
I even put him on Warfarin just to be safe.
All those drugs do is treat the symptoms, they arent curative for cardiomyopathy.
The guys gonna need a transplant if hes gonna live much longer.
We are simpatico, my friend.
I couldnt agree more.
But this guy wont even let me put him on the list.
He flat refuses to pursue anything more aggressive than the meds.
Its a mystery.
So what do you say? Will you help me out? Tag team.
Maybe you can get through to him.
Show this kid how its done.
All right.
Ill do it.
But not because I like you.
I still dont like you.
Thats great, man.
Thanks.
Ill send over his chart.
By the way, whats the patients name? Oh, its Hoover.
Bill Hoover.
So I hear that you are a writer? No.
No.
Im not a writer.
I just write, which is more different than it sounds.
Do you do poetry? Please, no.
Im not Daria.
So what do you write? Like short stories, essays, scathing political editorials.
Um, I do some short stories.
Mainly I just write what comes into my head.
Yknow, journal type stuff.
No big deal.
Cool, can I see? My journals? No.
No.
Theyre dumb.
Okay.
Heres what Im thinking.
Basically, dance not your thing.
Totally my fault.
Im- Im really sorry about that.
Umm, but writing is your thing.
And I was thinking that it might be a good way to meet new people get more involved at the school.
Do I need to meet more people? I know that the idea of being a joiner seems false to you, but sometimes its good to just jump in and try something new.
You might be surprised at how much you like it.
Well, maybe.
Great.
Okay, so I was thinking, that wed start by submitting one of your stories to Jane, which is an insanely cool magazine.
You get in there, the entire school will die.
Whoa, wait, what? Oh, dont worry.
Ill help you pick it out.
Thats- Thats why Im here.
You dont have to do it alone.
I dont want to do it at all.
No one has ever read my writing, Amy.
Its-Its not-Its not I share.
Its private.
So you wont even show me? No.
Its not that I dont trust you.
I just No, umm.
No worries.
Pretend that I didnt even ask.
Youll never guess who I ran into today? Paris Hilton.
Who? Oh, no.
Its actually Ralph Bigelow.
You remember Ralph? Owns the Inn at Eyelash Lake.
Yeah, right.
Bald dude.
Well, hes, hes on, uh, Propecia.
Anyhow, turns out, they are looking for new lodge hosts over at the inn.
We had a chat.
He remembers you quite fondly.
Guess what? You have an interview for the position tomorrow afternoon.
But I already have a job.
This could be a terrific opportunity for you, Bright.
Lots of room for growth.
Be able to learn different facets of the service industry.
And if you enjoy it, you could study Hotel and Resort Management at college next year.
You can major in that? Oh, absolutely.
In fact, theres an especially fine school at the University of Nevada at Las Vegas.
Vegas, huh? That could be fun.
And not too far away.
Well, thanks, guys.
Ill-Ill definitely, yknow, think about it.
I, uh, have to work tomorrow though.
I cant get my shifts covered, its a little too late for that.
Already done.
I have spoken with your manager, Mr.
Mikey, and, uh, everythings taken care of.
In fact, I wrote down the particulars in case you need them.
Thanks, guys.
UNLV sounds-sounds cool.
Ill give it my best shot.
Wh.
.
? Hey, I told you she wasn t gonna let you read them.
Was I right or was I right? Whatever, its not like I care.
So what happens now? Is Hannah kicked out of the sisterhood? Is there paperwork involved? Look if the girl doesnt want to fit in better, its her problem.
I tried.
You okay? Im fine.
Im not the one who doesnt know anybody at this school.
If she wants to continue being a total social zero, its her life.
Exactly.
Not everybodys cut out to be a social rock star in high school.
You just make it look too easy.
That reminds me, I wanted to give you something.
-You did? -Uh, hmm.
Really? Me too.
I figured 4 and a half months deserved some kind of celebration.
Its been 4 and a half months? I thought it was 3.
Well, yeah, it depends on how you count.
I decided to go from the moment you got on the plane.
I was debating the picnic but the plane just had a much more dramatic feel.
Anyways, no card, everything sounds so lame when its on paper, dont you think? Definitely.
These are passes to ComiCon in Denver next weekend.
Amy, this is unbelievable.
So what did you get me? Uh Dinner.
Yeah, my dad gave me the card so you can order more dessert if you want to.
Thank you, Im full.
But, that was very sweet of him and you, of course.
I love you, Ephram.
Yeah, I love you too.
Louise, have we heard from Bill Hoover yet? Wait a minute.
Wait a minute.
-Mrs.
Clark? -I tried to stop her.
Shes very strong.
The kids okay? In fact, they are not.
Its bad enough, the vile influences our children pick up on cable television these days but this takes the cake.
I dont know what youre talking about.
Brittany came home from playing with your daughter and wound up snooping around my bed asking about foot massagers over dinner with guests no less.
Oh, no, Im-Im so sorry.
Believe me, nothing ruins the taste of pork loin like public scandal.
I dont know what to say.
I-I didnt know anything about this.
Really? Pardon me, if Im neither shocked nor comforted by that.
Delia and Brittany must have been over at my friends house.
Your friends house? When Brittany tells me shes at Delias, I assume shes under your supervision, not that of some stranger who leaves her whosy-whatsies right out for all the world to see.
Well, first of all, her whosy-whatsy was under her bed.
-Is this a joke to you? -No, of course not, but I do think youre overreacting a little bit.
I mean, they are just kids.
Right.
And I would like mine to remain so for another five years at least.
I understand.
Look, I-I thought the whole thing would blow over.
I should have talked to Delia -the first time she found -The first time.
Unbelievable.
I am sorry.
I cant let Brittany play with Delia any more.
Please dont do that.
Thats not a solution.
Well, for the moment, its the only one I can come up with.
Im sorry, Dr.
Brown.
Mrs.
? Clark? I mean, I cant tell you how embarrassing it was.
Do you have any idea what its like to have another parent to find you in the middle of the work day an- and scream at you for something like that? Well, Im guessing it feels a lot like this.
I mean, I dont even know what to do about it now.
Delia may lose her best friend over this.
I am so sorry, Andy, but for the record, I told you that if she brought it up you should talk to her about it, instead you said cheesecake.
It was a reflex.
And for the record, I shouldnt be having to deal with any of this.
Shes only ten.
Only.
I mean if youre this upset now, what are you gonna do when she starts asking the really big questions? Oh-Oh, I will handle that when the time comes, dont you worry about that.
Are you sure about that? -Yeah.
-Its completely out of your hands.
Theres-theres rumors on the school bus, theres gossip from the older kids, theres lots of vague questions, theres half-truths and you dont get to set the schedule for any of that to suit your comfort level.
It doesnt work that way.
Okay, y-you want to be honest about this.
Lets be totally honest, okay? This whole thing is your fault.
This situation that I am in right now.
This position I am in right now wouldnt be happening if you didnt have this- this-this need to-to Didnt have the need to what? Oh come on, you know what.
Can you not even say the word? I can say the word.
I dont need to say the word.
Just take that thing and stick it in your car or- or lock it up, whatever, just keep it away from my daughter Lock it up? Are we talking about my foot massager or my sexuality? Oh here we go.
Lets just make it all about you.
It is about me.
I am sorry if my needs as a woman conflict with your needs for a babysitter, but guess what Andy I havent had sex in almost a year.
Im getting a little antsy if you want to know the truth.
No, I dont want to know the truth.
I dont want to know it.
I dont need to know it.
I-I dont like to be thinking about you as a woman when Im trying to talk to you.
In-In fact, I dont like to think about you like that ever.
Im sorry.
That-that- that didnt come out right.
Look, can we- can we just, yknow, figure this out? You figure it out.
I gotta go back to work.
So you never even gave it to her? How could I? After she gave me those tickets.
My pathetic attempt at a love letter.
It isnt epic enough.
Not even close.
Maybe Ill just wait until Im 40, buy her a car.
Amy? I, uh, I looked for you at lunch.
Oh, yeah, I was in the dance room working on pirouettes with the girls.
Oh.
So I was thinking about what you said about me joining the paper and I-I know youre trying to help make me more popular which is unbelievably nice of you but The thing is its never gonna happen.
What? Its just you keep saying how youve never had any friends but I have been trying harder than I ever have before to be that.
Granted I havent had to make any friends since kindergarten so Im probably going about it completely the wrong way, but, God, Hannah you are so shut off its scary.
Just because I dont want the whole world reading my journals I dont care about that.
If you dont want everyone to reading your writing thats fine, I get it.
I just didnt think that I was the same as the whole world.
Youre not.
Since you got here, I have shared so much stuff with you.
You know about Colin.
You know about everything thats going on with me and Ephram and I dont even know your middle name.
I know we havent known each other for a very long time, and Im probably pushing this friendship into something its not meant to be, but I like you.
Theres something strange about you that I find interesting to tell you the truth, you remind me a lot of Ephram.
Really? But it wont work if its only one-sided and I dont think youre really comfortable talking to me.
-No, that is not it.
Im just -Shy.
I know and I dont want you to have to change who you are just so that we can hang out.
I mean, we dont have to be best friends.
We could be just what we are like acquaintance friends.
Ill see you later, okay, Hannah.
I still dont understand why you didnt come to me with this.
I mean, why would you see Dr.
Hartman when Im already ? Call it a conflict of interest.
Youre a good man, Dr.
Brown.
If you knew about me, I didnt think youd be able to keep it from my wife.
And I dont need her worrying about me not-not now.
You hear? Bill, listen to me.
Your heart is severely damaged and will not recover.
You need a new one, its as simple as that.
Its a long shot anyway.
Look, Ill sign up for a transplant once After.
Look, I understand that you want to be there for your wife, but your daughter is going to need a father when shes gone - even more so.
Shes going to have kids of her own some day, and they deserve to get to know their grandfather.
What about those weddings? I hear what youre saying.
I know life will go on once shes gone.
But it wont be the same.
It wont mean what it meant when she was in it.
Weve been through everything together - damn good team.
Raised a fine girl, weve been partners for every bump along the road, every mountain and molehill alike and I am not gonna let that go until forces bigger than me snatch it away.
Now, she needs me to help her fight these last few weeks.
When that battles done, then Ill worry about myself, but not one minute before.
When shes gone, Ill need a new heart anyway, cause this one will be broken to bits.
Look, in six weeks, Im yours.
Until then, Im hers.
In six weeks, I know some great surgeons.
Thank you.
I cannot wait for the next Bighorn meeting.
Ralph Bigelow just phoned.
Oh, yeah? What did he have to say? I am not amused, Bright.
How could you not even show up.
Yknow, in your effort to embarrass me, all youve done today is closed the door on something that may have truly benefited you.
An entire avenue for your future, just gone.
Its your future, not mine.
Oh, I was merely trying to effect some change in your slippered march down the path of least resistance.
No, what you merely did was humiliate me.
Calling my manager and changing my schedule.
You told me where, when and why to go meet some guy for some job, I didnt even ask for.
Its like you dont trust me to decide anything for myself.
Well, you havent exactly inspired confidence of late.
Well, you know what, I like my job.
Its working out okay.
Well, working okay isnt what you should be aiming for.
You had real goals last year, Bright.
You may have forgotten, but I havent.
You worked hard.
Harder than I have seen you work at anything.
A lot of good that did me.
It did.
You may have not gotten into the colleges you wanted but you had a genuine passion for your studies not just for the result but for the effort.
Now I am trying, Bright.
I am trying not to let disappointment get the better of both of us.
Im trying to help you obtain what you said you wanted.
Well, I dont know what I want to do anymore.
So what is so wrong with me working at a restaurant while I try to figure that out? I dont mind you working at a restaurant.
I mind you going from fighting to get an education to complacently hustling nachos for tip money.
I mind you thinking that it is okay to settle and foreclose on your life.
For Gods sake, you dont even pretend like you want anything more.
You want me to pretend.
You want me to lie to you.
Thats great.
Its a lot easier that way.
I want you to wake up.
The clock is ticking.
You continue to clown around waiting for your real life to begin, itll pass you by without so much as a wave.
What the hell is wrong with you, man? Do y-you think you can-you can scare me into knowing what I want to do with my life.
I mean, dont you think that if I had any clue at all I would be on a plane right this moment headed as far away from this house as humanly possible.
Dad, I wish I knew.
Okay, believe me, I-I would love to figure it out more than you even want me to because until then I am stuck here with you, which at the moments the last place on earth I want to be.
What the hell happened yesterday? Im sorry.
My patient.
You talked to him right.
Look, maybe you should hear the whole story from So whyd you cave, man? I didnt cave.
We cant force him to accept our recommendation.
Theres other factors involved.
What other factors could possibly be more important than his own life? You know what, forget it.
Ive already gone ahead and submitted him for the transplant list anyway, and Ive asked the head of cardiology at the Denver Hospital to come talk to him.
It might take some doing but Im gonna put up a hellava better fight than you did thats for sure.
You have to understand something.
Its different being a doctor here.
No, its not.
People get sick and die in L.
A.
People get sick and die in Everwood.
Its all the same and were supposed to try and keep that from happening, remember? Theres nothing different about it.
Maybe you came here to hibernate and take it easy for a little while, but I came here to rededicate myself to things that really matter.
And this mans life that matters to me so Ill take care of it myself.
Good luck.
Hey.
Sorry to interrupt.
Ummm, I just wanted to tell you that I wrote a story for Jane magazine and I was kinda hoping you guys would read it before I sent it in.
Whats it about? Uh, just some stuff thats been going on this past week.
Its not very good and I know theyre not gonna take it, so when I get my rejection letter, which I know Im gonna get, Im really hoping that youll be there for me with tissues.
Definitely.
Boy loves Girl thats a great title.
I like it.
This, uh, seems awfully familiar.
Especially the girl.
Is this about us? I think it is.
Yeah.
Did you really write me a love letter? When and why didnt you give it to me? And did you actually call it an addendum? I wanted to give it to you, I just It didnt feel special enough.
Especially after, yknow, your present.
Ephram I wanted to plan our anniversary dinner when I knew that it was our anniversary and I wanted to be able to tell you that I loved you first.
You steal my mojo.
You have so much mojo you dont even know.
Thats why youre so great, thats why Dont.
Sorry.
I love you, Amy.
You dont have to say it back this time, this ones all mine.
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You know, they actually make these for feet, who knew? Well, it sure is your heaviest apology yet.
What brought you around this time? Oh, usual.
Regret.
Self-recrimination.
And one big realization I didnt talk to Delia about all this stuff, not because I didnt know how to, although thats part of it.
I just knew that that conversation would lead to another conversation the big conversation.
And I just couldnt bear the idea of doing it alone.
Youre missing Julia.
Yknow, Im always thinking about the times that I that I want her here.
Something funny will happen or- or something beautiful and Ill think, Oh God, Julia would love that.
Thats the daily stuff.
Sometimes I forget that I actually need her here for the big stuff.
I mean, before we met, I had no interest in being a father.
It was not part of my plan and when it came to the kids, it was always the WE that got me through everything.
Yeah, parentings a team sport that way, well, at least it should be.
Well, I wasnt around for a lot of it.
But whenever there really was a -a crisis, we would talk it through together.
We were a team an-and even if we disagreed about something we always had each others backs.
Now Im just constantly second-guessing myself.
If I had this little confidence as a surgeon, I would have quit a very long time ago.
Well, some parents do.
Believe me, I never would have signed up for the solo routine either.
Its crazy, isnt it? They always talk about how much better a two-parent family is for the kids, but they never talk about how much better it is for the parents.
I mean, its-its hard enough to get everything done without any help, but you add to that the, uh, the emotional responsibility and -and the daily fear of just screwing everything up and now Yeah, I know, Im convinced Sams gonna need a major psychoanalysis.
Yknow, I-I think you should give yourself though, Andy.
You got a couple of really great kids over there.
Well, I think all that credit goes to her.
Oh and Nina.
That stuff I said earlier.
-Oh, pssh.
.
-No.
No.
I I didnt mean.
I do see you and you look very pretty today.
What is this? Rent.
Is 250 enough? I could probably swing 3, but uh This is unnecessary, Bright.
Not for me.
Ill start picking up more shifts, eventually I should make enough to be able to get my own place.
Sweetheart, we should talk about this.
Thanks, Mom, but Im all talked out.
I shouldntve pushed.
Brights just spreading his wings a bit.
The spark of independence isnt a bad thing, I mean The truth is hes gonna have to make these decisions himself and hes gonna make mistakes along the way.
I know.
Youre right.
God, Ive handled this all so badly.
We.
Were in this together, remember.
Is this gonna take more than an hour, cause Ive got long division waiting upstairs? Sweetie, youre at an age where youre curious about things personal things.
You mean sex? Umm, yeah, I-I mean sex.
I already know what sex is.
Really? Okay.
But youre going to start to hear things more things and its natural and healthy to have questions about them.
And you just need to know that its okay to come to me or to Nina if you need answers to those questions.
Thats right, I mean, you can come to me if you get curious about stuff.
Good.
Then I have a question I figured you might.
That thing I found under your bed, was that for sex? You know, how you have long division waiting for you upstairs? Youre changing the subject.
No.
No, Im not.
Work with me here.
Long division youre pretty good at it arent you? Best in my class.
Except for Vanessa, but shes crazy smart.
Were you good at it last year or two years ago? I didnt even know what long division was back then.
But you do now, because youre ready.
And thats how it is with everything else in life.
Some things you just have to be older to understand.
If you try to figure em out too soon, you just get more confused.
Does that make sense? I guess.
Do I get another question? Hit me.
Why do some people say make love and other people say have sex? Do you do the same stuff? Well, uh, now thatsthats a really good question actually.
When people are in love, they want to express that feeling and so, uh, they want to show the other person .
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