Once and Again (1999) s03e11 Episode Script

~ bufgelfly ~
Hey Karen, wanna go swimming?
Very funny. Leave me alone!
I'm so embarrassed.
I had no idea
anything like this would happen.
Are you sure you're OK?
Jeannine, I need somebody to kiss!
- Mind if I cut in?
- Yeah.
I think under the circumstances.,
he has a right.
All the kids are in bed.
- Thanks, Jeannine.
- How you feeling?
I'm fine, I'm fine!
That's OK. The next time this happens,
I'm gonna kill you myself.
- Why did you take me to that movie?
- It was lovely!
It was an indecent movie.
It was provocative.
They were doing these indecent
and provocative things--
It was an art movie
that got artful reviews.
It's artful, uh?
Can I ask you something?
Would you mind if I tore off your
clothes and threw you down on the floor?
No, I wouldn't mind at all,
but that would suggest
a very different kind of relationship.
Ah, yes, I forgot. Forgive me.
Perfectly alright, Mr. Blue.
- Ms. Brooks?
- Yes?
Nothing,
I think I shall go home now.
OK, good night, and drive safely.
That was just a figment
of your imagination.
Yeah, I know.
I'm gonna go watch that film again.
Good night.
I'll get it!
Hey, it's me.
Sorry, who is it?
It's Karen.
I'm sorry, it's crazy around here.
Jess, it's your mom.
I was just calling to find out
if we're still on for
Thursday night, for ice-skating.
Oh, yeah.
- What is it?
- Nothing.
Sorry!
You know I have that big
history paper due the next day, right?
- You've been working on that.
- I just can't believe
- how much research there is.
- You'll need a break, then.
Put Eli on the phone,
I wanna ask if we wants to come.
Eli, ice-skating with us?
Hang on a second.
Eli, Mom wants to
OK, Eli,
help me get these girls out of here.
Jessie?
Eli?
Maybe you're just
more of a pool girl.
I have swum in the ocean
my entire life.
Swum swam?
Sweem!
- I'm a good swimmer.
- Oh, absolutely.
- I'm not late.
- 10 minutes.
7 minutes. Your watch is wrong.
I'm shocked by this sudden lack of--
You do realize that our meeting
is at 9:45, don't you?
How are the sketches
that you did not do?
- Beautiful.
- Who is she this time?
You don't care, Rick.
You don't care.
You just like to abuse me
to feel better about your own
miserable, compromised, new marriage.
How could you not have done them?
It's a website!
Nobody looks at websites.
Oh, great, she's here.
I could kill you.
- Mr. Sammler?
- Hi.
- Blue.
- That's me.
Geez, you're both so tall!
- Melissa Enberg.
- Hi, how are you?
I'm gonna tape this for Colin,
but no pressure.
Just give us your ideas and
the web geeks will take it from there.
- Short and painless.
- You're gonna--
OK, speak!
Sam has a bunch of really
great ideas for the website.
- Thank you, Rick.
- Sure.
Who goes to a hotel?
People. People go to a hotel.
People.
People.
And they're in the room,
in the hallways, in the lobby.
People
are in the lobby.
People make the lobby what it is.
What would be worse
than an empty lobby?
I guess an empty hotel?
Exactly, you need people in the lobby
twenty-four hours a day.
You want to hire people
to stand in the lobby?
No, of course not.
So, how are you gonna get
people in the lobby?
- Sculptures.
- We'll have sculptures of people!
Sculptures of people in
different attitudes, in the lobby.
Standing there, sitting there,
a businessman with his mistress,
a happily married couple
stealing a night away.
- Adventure is in the air.
- Newlyweds!
Exactly, yeah!
A lobby filled with people
before a person even checks in.
The promise of the night.
And that's what
our lobby is gonna say.
You're good.
So
what are you doing tonight?
- I love this beach.
- You hate this beach.
This is Sam's old hunting grounds.
Come on! I'm gonna kill him.
That was in college, this guy was worse.
No, I always always
a good boy at this beach.
You certainly are now,
because we're with the wonderful
women that we love and treasure.
- We did you bring on this beach?
- You'll never know.
So, Karen decides she wants
to go swimming by herself.
Please, please!
It's humiliating enough.
Look at her, my God.
Her first trip
in the cold cruel world.
- She's sleeping through the night?
- You kidding?
Well, at least Jake is sleeping.
Au contraire, I've been
getting up dutifully every 1:15.
So you mean you're
I've just been spending some
time at Tiff's to help out, that's all.
Hey, you.
Guess what, I'm looking at
the most beautiful creature right now.
Tiffany's baby just
came for a visit.
Does she smell amazing?
The best. So, what's up?
I was just calling to see
if you'd like to have dinner tonight.
Oh, I'm sorry,
I told Lily I'd go over there.
But you're welcome to join us.
Now, that's a good idea!
- We could have lunch tomorrow.
- OK.
Good, then it's a plan.
- I don't believe you.
- Believe her.
- Who asked you?
- But I can tell you who she likes.
And I can seal your mouth
with masking tape.
We should find out
who Zoe likes by torturing her.
Oh yeah? What about you?
Who are you going out with?
Nobody. I'm your maiden aunt.
- Liar!
- She's going out with Sam Blue.
- No I'm not!
- Yes you are.
- No I'm not!
- What do you call last night?
We went to a movie, period.
Not went out.
- Judy and Sam are just friends.
- That's right. We are.
I'll get it!
What're you doing here?
I saw you an hour and a half ago.
I missed you.
And I thought
you might want to see these
before I commit us to putting
ridiculous sculptures in the lobby.
- Rick, who's there?
- Oh, it's just Sam.
You are gonna get it!
- I know.
- Shut up.
It's OK to compliment me.
You think Melissa'll like it?
- You're actually going out with her?
- It's for the good of the company.
How long have you been
dating my aunt?
- I'm not dating, we're friends.
- Oh, yes, we know.
- OK, that's enough.
- But before that, you dated.
Doesn't it usually work
the other way around?
Some relationships are complicated.
Don't you have any homework?
I finished it.
OK, so when did you meet?
About two
- Years months ago?
- Months.
When Rick started working with you,
wasn't it, Sam?
You crazy kids, I'm off.
- What are you up to, tonight?
- Why don't you stay for dinner?
Thanks, I can't,
I have a business dinner.
A business dinner?
Why doesn't Rick have to go?
Because Rick sometimes has trouble
getting along with some of our clients.
- Right.
- You do?
No. Believe it or not,
sometimes, we find it preferable for Sam
to do his artist this on his own.
When there's a pretty girl involved.
No, not this time.
No, I don't find Ian
particularly pretty.
You find him attractive, Sam?
We are not making
my tragedy into a story!
- She doesn't wanna talk about it.
- So, Karen decides to take a swim.
- Rick, help me!
- We should tell the story.
- Thank you, my brother.
- Why are you taking his side?
These two are impossible!
- Well, I'll see you some time.
- Not if I see you first.
I'll walk you out.
Jeannine Blue is here.
- God, really?
- Is that OK?
I guess, I just feel terrible.
I haven't spoken to her in weeks.
How are you?
I'm so sorry I haven't called,
it's just been insane.
Don't worry, it's OK.
Karen, I need you to help me find
a brilliant divorce attorney.
He cheated again, you know that?
Right before he left.
How many times can he humiliate me?
- I'm so sorry.
- I could kill him!
And Rick! Rick takes him in like his
little lost puppy. I could kill him too!
Do you have anyone you want me to kill?
I'm just getting started!
- I can see that.
- I want everything.
All of it. His socks, his jockstrap.
I want things I don't even care about!
I can give you the number
of the woman who handled my divorce.
I think he's still with her.
Some twenty-year-old waif, I'm sure.
I'm sure that's not true.
Trust me. It's going to be some
young bimbo, just like the last time.
The woman he's with now
is far past twenty, and
- They just met.
- You've seen her?
Oh, my god.
How old is she?
She's in her thirties,
and she's not a bimbo or anything,
I promise.
You know her?
How well do you know her?
She's a friend of mine.
God, Karen, Karen
Please, please.
Judy is-- our friendship
was an accident.
It just happened.
She's not like you are.
- And she's a perfectly nice person.
- Who screwed a married man!
I'm telling you, they just met recently.
And she wouldn't do that.
I hate to say it but you'd like her.
I don't even wanna hear
how happy he is right now!
I couldn't get out of bed for two weeks,
that's how sick I was.
My eleven-year-old was cleaning up
my vomit! That's what Sam did to us!
I don't want
to get in the middle of--
Then don't.
She's very helpful.
Is she a killer?
That's all I wanna know.
Are you sure--
Don't even start getting
rational with me!
- So, Karen is swimming.
- She is an excellent swimmer.
You are in such big trouble.
Somehow she misses this big yellow flag
with the black dot in it.
Which means "riptide".
Stop it, there was
no flag when I went out.
Just a little more space
between the columns.
Come on,
just an itsy-bitsy-teeny-mini space.
- You're mad cause I forgot your fries.
- How's Melissa?
How did it go last night?
You got a lot of work done?
- And?
- No "and".
- Oh, come on.
- It's true!
I'll have you know
that I had dinner with said young lady,
and we worked
and that was basically all.
Basically.
I'm not saying there isn't
a possibility of something more,
but there wasn't more.
My intention wasn't more, and the
work we did was on your behalf as well.
And if anything more happens,
it's none of your damn business.
Except I had to lie for you
in the process.
I'm sorry about that, I just didn't
want to needlessly hurt her feelings.
Even though you are
no longer a couple,
and theoretically it's perfectly
all right to see whoever you want?
That was my bad ear.
What did you say?
I see Karen, and she is
way out there beyond the breakers.
I don't know what I'm thinking,
I just dive in.
Isn't that romantic?
I'm thinking,
"Which of these two is stupider?"
So I get Eli's inflatable raft --
because I'm smart.
Isn't he smart?
Cunningly smart.
So how did you leave it
with Melissa?
She liked the work
and she's giving it do the web dopes.
- Ah, good.
- And I'm seeing her again tonight.
How great is this crowd!
Thank God
.
Hey, watch it!
If you let me put
your picture on the board
- Jude.
- Alright, fine, I'll stop.
How's Sam?
Sam?
Sam who?
Sam is my friend
and no one believes me.
So tell me about your life,
I'm bored with mine.
It's like I'm losing
them to that house.
It's not Lily's fault, per se,
but I barely see them anymore.
Naked stepmothers, kids getting stoned,
babies being born
How could my house
compete with that?
It's like I have to invent special
occasions to lure them out.
No claim on each other, right?
He just got out of a marriage.
Do I like him? Yes.
Do I have fantasies?
Yes. But I'm being very
grown up and living my own life.
- What?
- Nothing.
How is it possible
we ever became friends?
That is amazing, isn't it?
Listen
Sam's wife, Jeannine,
came to see me this morning.
She wanted the name
of a divorce attorney.
So they are getting divorced.
Very little could
stop her at this point.
I just have to tell you though,
I'm in a weird position.
She's my friend
and you're my friend,
I think it would be better to have
full disclosure with everybody.
I can handle that.
She thinks he cheated on her again
before he moved out.
- Really?
- With you.
She thinks you're some twenty-year-old
home-wrecker. I told her that's not you.
Are you picking up Zoe or am I?
You.
Don't give me that look.
I've been very good,
I deserve this ice-cream.
What was that about Judy and Sam?
- What do you mean?
- You lied about Judy and Sam.
- What don't you want us to know?
- None of your business.
It was about
when they started seeing each other.
- I'm going to my room.
- It's OK.
Grace and I
will talk about this later.
They started seeing each other when he
was still living at home, didn't they?
Alright. End of discussion.
- I knew it!
- End of discussion.
Why? I think
it's an important discussion.
And it's one we will have later.
I have to pick up your sister.
I like Sam Blue.
So, Karen is way out there now,
in the middle of nowhere.
I was so terrified,
and I didn't think anyone even noticed.
- My arms were killing me.
- I was fine.
Oh yeah, you swam like 20 yards.
Try 200!
So I kept thinking what a great friend
Karen had been to me,
introducing me to
the love of my life.
Who is that?
Alright, I kept thinking if
I saved Karen, Jeannine would put out.
This is where
the master plies his craft.
Yeah, occasionally.
How many has Colin bought?
More than my mother has.
Are they expensive?
Not for Colin.
So, you live in your studio.
Yeah, I've been separated
for four months and
I have not been able to get it
together to find another place.
It's cool. It's
very bohemian.
That's me, cool and bohemian.
It's OK, I like hotel rooms.
Good for the soul.
Shut up.
I live with a guy
for four years and
I'm so not ready to go back
to that state of mind.
- Traveling is good.
- Traveling is always good.
It's
sexy.
Some traveling is sexy.
All traveling is sexy.
- Everything is sexy to you.
- That's not true.
What isn't?
I can't remember.
It's probably my son,
he likes to call me at odd hours.
Whatcha up to?
- How are you doing?
- I'm fine.
I was wondering
the same thing about you.
Oh, that's
so nice.
Well, I am generally a nice person.
- So, you wanna have a drink later?
- Is that your son?
Sounds like fun,
but I'm actually having a
a continuation of that business
meeting I was telling you about.
You are so responsible.
Aren't I, though?
Well, you better get back
to your meeting.
Give me a call some time, Mister.
Count on that.
Girlfriend?
- Heaven forfend.
- Oh, yes.
No, no, not a girlfriend, just
a friend who's a girl.
Who wants to be your girlfriend.
- How do you feel about that?
- Where were we, exactly?
Asking how you feel about
Judy.
She's very nice and
I'm here with you,
in case you haven't noticed.
Are you now?
- Hello?
- I need to talk to Rick.
OK hang on.
Hey Rick, it's Judy.
Can I ask you a question?
Sure, Jude, what up?
Well, when we were
This is ridiculous, you're gonna think
I'm snooping -- and I am.
But see, it's really OK,
I wanna reassure of that.
What are you talking about?
I'm getting there.
Last night, when we were talking,
Sam said that thing
about a business meeting?
I just want to know -- and I swear
there won't be a problem from this,
but did you, like,
lie to cover for him?
What do you mean?
- Thanks. That's all I needed to know.
- Judy, listen--
It's okay, and I thank you.
Seriously.
What?
When Rick first brought Karen,
I was pissed.
The next time I had
Karen bring a friend.
,
I wasn't interested in falling in love.
You're never interested
in falling in love.
Moi?
I don't believe this.
What?
I can't.
I can't do this.
I can't do it.
- You love her.
- It has nothing to do with her.
I don't! I don't love her.
You don't wanna love her.
What are you, my shrink?
No, fortunately.
I've just spent too much time
around single men.
Love is one of the most
dangerous emotions you can feel,
because God forbid
you might have to act on it.
Wow, this is uh
completely embarrassing.
Not at all.
Nice bra.
- What are you doing here?
- I was looking for you.
- You OK?
- Oh, yeah, don't be silly.
- You OK?
- Very fine, how are you?
- How did it go with Melissa?
- We're approved for the lobby.
Quite a night.
It's entirely my fault.
He's been totally honest with me.
We have no claim on each other.
I'm just an idiot.
Which you've been trying
to tell me for months.
I'm sorry.
He clearly needs to sleep with every
woman between the ages of 22 and 34.
I was ridiculous to thing
that would change.
- So, you're a happening guy.
- That's me.
I appreciate you handling the lobby,
Sam, but I gotta tell you,
I don't want to lie
anymore on your behalf.
I understand that.
You put me in a really strange
position with Judy.
Did she ask you about that?
- Oh, God
- Exactly.
There's so many other men out there who
don't bring this kind of complication.
No, there aren't.
You spent a total of six minutes single
and went out with exactly one man?
Is that correct?
I guess so.
And you found the one man whose
baggage didn't outweigh his conscience.
I have always been led by passion,
I've always trusted that.
And I don't know if I can
afford to live that way one day more.
And that makes me really sad.
Alright, listen.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry,
I won't put you in that position again.
Gee, thanks.
You know what,
I'm just trying to live my life here.
- Is that what you're doing.
- I don't know what I'm doing.
Clearly I'm confused,
I've been for a long time.
And I'm causing pain to you and to Judy
and to Lily and Jeannine, and my kid,
and probably
the Cubs and some construction
worker in downtown Duluth.
And I don't know what to do, man!
And I'm thinking that there are men--
I'm just guessing here-- in this country
who are doing what I'm doing who don't
get attacked for it on a daily basis!
You could've warned me that living with
him would be somewhat of an adventure.
- I did warn you.
- But she wanted to change me.
- I'm very independent!
- Cut off and narcissistic.
I love when you talk dirty.
- No relationship is perfect.
- Except for Karen and Rick!
Please
Are you sure you don't want something
to eat? How about some ice cream?
We have ice cream at home.
I mean, at Lily's.
You like it over there.
That's OK.
You don't have to pretend
not to like Lily's for my sake.
I'm not. I don't.
So Sam, having the benefit of oars,
finally reaches Karen.
And she burst into tears.
- Hi, Mommy.
- Hi, sweetie!
- Look who's here.
- Hi, Jessie.
This is why I burst into tears.
What do you like
about being at Lily's?
I don't, it's just--
There's always people
over there. Like
Tiffany and Judy and Jake
et now Sam comes over.
We used to have so much with Sam,
didn't we?
When we used to visit him
and Jeannine over the summer.
You were too young.
How can you remember that!
I remember some. Like
hanging out on the beach and stuff,
and playing with Jamie.
- I feel really bad for him.
- Me too.
So, does he know about Judy and Sam?
Well, he met Judy at Christmas.
I know, but I mean,
about him cheating on Jeannine?
- What?
- Mom, it's OK, I know.
Lily told me they were seeing
each other before Sam was separated.
Do all men cheat?
I'm just asking. I mean
Sam Blue, Daddy
Grandpa.
I know, Grandma told me.
You're too young to have
to think about things like this.
Until they happen to me?
Like they happened to you?
Not all men cheat.
Hey, what's up?
Grace is having a worried moment.
- Oh, yeah? What about?
- It's nothing.
You can talk to Rick about it.
No, I can't.
She found out Sam and Judy were seeing
each other while Sam was still at home.
Oh, that
So, have you? Ever?
No only once.
When I was in college.
I was young, I was stupid.
- And it nauseated me.
- God!
And I never did it again.
- Why did you have to tell her that?
- What did you want me to do, lie?
She's got more information about
men than she can handle right now.
You should tell her about the time
you cheated on me with Jake.
Karen, I'm so sorry.
I didn't know how to tell you.
You weren't obligated to tell me.
It's just not good that I didn't know.
I didn't know he was married
when I met him.
I understand. It's just--
It just puts me in a terrible
position with Jeannine.
I told you, I vouched for you.
And I knew then that I had to tell you,
I just chickened out.
Judy, if you only knew
how many of my friends
have lost their husbands
to younger women!
Is there anything I can
do or say to make this better?
You just did what you needed to do,
and I understand, I just--
Everybody just does
what they need to do.
So, I'm trying to get her on the raft,
but she's too busy crying.
- Shut up!
- No, it was very emotional for her.
- Sam doesn't believe in emotions.
- Thank you, that's enough.
After his parents got divorced,
he became very self-contained.
I feel things all the time.
He would kill himself
rather than ask for help.
- He doesn't anybody.
- I ask for help all the time!
- Needing people doesn't make you weak.
- Is this Pick On Sam hour?
Didn't I just save your life,
young lady?
Alright, we will leave Sam alone,
he's veeery sensitive.
JB, it's me.
- Whatcha doing?
- Reading.
Whatcha reading?
What do you want, Sam?
I called you just to say hi and
and that I miss you
and want to hear your voice.
Listen
- About the other night
- It's too late.
You know why I love books, Sam?
Because they have a beginning,
a middle, and an end.
And you,
you're just beginnings and ends.
There's never a story with you.
Just start and stop.
What can I do? Tell me.
OK, here's what you can do.
Don't call.
Don't come here,
and don't even cross my line of vision.
Why are you doing this?
How dare I try to be happy,
is that it?
You know what else I like about books?
Their finality.
When they're over, you know it.
Just two little words: The End.
- Come here often?
- I do, actually.
I know, I was just being cute.
As in
incredibly charming,
endearing laughter.
- So then, the lifeguards came.
- OK, OK.
They had to pry Karen off me
to get her into the boat.
- You were my life preserver.
- Am I blushing? I'm blushing.
I'm blushing!
My demise is all your fault,
you know.
- It is?
- Oh, yeah.
You introduced us, me and Jeannine.
I did, didn't I?
What was I thinking?
Who were we, back then?
I barely even remember.
We were friends, weren't we?
More than friends.
Like family.
And now?
Now, I'm exhausted for all this
exertion. I need someone to cook for me.
- Karen, you coming?
- Yeah, I'll be there in one second.
I know what you did to her, Sam.
With Judy.
Alright,
at least I know where you stand.
I don't stand anywhere. Trust me.
But if Jeannine finds out
And she's devastated already.
You're gonna be lucky
to see Jamie maybe once a month.
Or worse.
Judy and I are over now.
You are?
Jamie is all I've got left, so
I know how you feel.
So, what do I do?
Sam, you're asking me?
You are what you want.
That defines you.
If you have any desire to change,
then change the things that you want.
Double non-fat caf!
That's me.
Hi, it's me. Tell me who you are.
Judy, please,
I really need to talk to you.
Can we do that, at least?
Please call me,
or let me see you, please.
Hey.
Hey to you.
- Calculus?
- Unfortunately.
Well, you're a genius.
I failed calculus in
the first 5 minutes of my senior year.
Mom's upstairs.
OH, that's OK.
To be honest, I actually
just want to get out for a while.
Why?
Someone's been calling me.
A stalker?
Sam.
Is that bad?
Grace, I stopped seeing Sam.
I thought you already
weren't seeing him.
Well, my relationship with Sam
has been somewhat confused.
- I'll say.
- What do you mean?
Judy, I know about
your relationship with Sam.
And I don't want to talk about it,
I have a lot of homework to do.
Honey, can I explain
something to you?
People don't always
see what the results
are gonna be of their actions.
When I started seeing Sam,
all I saw was a man I could love.
I didn't see a wife
who would be hurt.
I didn't see a child
whose life would be affected.
That was my failure,
but it wasn't my intention.
And when my dad screwed around?
What do you think
his intentions were?
Hey, Grace, it's Karen.
Is Jessie there?
Sure, hold on.
Jess, it's your mom!
She always has those headphones on,
it'll just be two seconds.
Hey, Karen, hi, it's Judy.
Hi, how are you?
I'm OK.
I wanted to let you know
I stopped seeing Sam.
I know, he told me.
He did?
I'm sorry.
Hey Mom.
Bye, Karen.
- Hey, Jess.
- Bye.
See ya.
Hey, pumpkin, I just wanted
to let you know I'm on my way over.
I was gonna call you. You know I have
that big paper due tomorrow, right?
Oh, well, honey, we won't stay long.
- They close at 9:30 anyway.
- I know
I mean,
I barely started to write it.
Well, honey,
we don't have to go ice-skating.
I can just pick you up and
we can have a bite here.
Well-- I already ate here.
Everybody else was eating
so I grabbed something.
Mom?
Are you saying
that you want to stay at Lily's?
No, I just--
Yeah, I guess I could come over,
I'm just
really worried about
getting all the work done.
I understand, honey.
Good luck on the paper.
- I love you.
- Me too.
See, there was a moment,
before Sam got to me,
that I had accepted
that I was going to drown.
Like the water had become almost
peaceful.
And for one second,
I actually enjoyed
being alone at sea.
I wasn't a wife anymore,
or a mother.
I could let it all go.
And it was wonderful.
It was bliss.
I could just float away
Who is it?
I am Sam.
- Please go away
- I can't do that.
- I have nothing to say to you.
- Well, good.
- Good?
- Yeah, it's good.
Because you've said everything, and for
the last two years I've said nothing.
Nothing that was worth anything,
and I
- It's my turn.
- Stop it.
Judy, I'm just gonna keep talking
whether you let me in or not.
It'll be somewhat
easier on my throat
if I don't have to yell, please.
I've been thinking.
To be honest,
I haven't been thinking, but feeling.
Overwhelmed by feeling--
No, you have to do this.
I'm sorry.
OK, I've been feeling that
I had this wish to be on my own
at this moment in my life,
I needed time to find out who I was.
- I know that.
- No, you don't know.
So just shut up for one second.
But I've realized
that time doesn't mean anything.
I was married for ten years,
and I was alone.
I had this image in my mind
that I would find peace,
and I would know what to do.
But I have to forget all that,
because if I don't,
I'm going to lose you.
- You've already lost me.
- Please don't say that.
Judy, I love you.
I need you in my life.
And I never let myself need anybody.
Not even Jeannine.
And I'm terrified,
and it's a horrible,
and it's a wonderful feeling,
and I'm happy to be able
to feel that.
But I just
Judy, I want to
build houses for you,
I want to have kids with you,
and I want to annoy you,
and I want to take care of you
when you're sick.
And just because
I was stupid and scared,
it doesn't mean you have
to be stupid and scared too.
I love you, Judy.
I want you in my life.
More than anything I've ever wanted.
And now, I've run out
of things to say.
How can I do this?
Because you have no sense?
I called everyone
and told them we're through.
Oh, God
I've got to call everyone back.