Dawson's Creek s03e19 Episode Script

What are you so smiley about, Dawson? Look at us, Jo.
What have we become? - Care to expound? - Spring break the time when most kids our age go visit an exotic, sun-drenched locale don skimpy bathing suits and ingest mass quantities of liquor.
What do we do? We go visit my aunt.
It's a ritual.
It was our ritual.
- I'm glad we're going.
I love Aunt Gwen.
- And she loves you.
- I can't believe she's selling her house.
- I know.
It's- Feels like the end of an era.
Think we can rope Jack and Andie into our famous late-night karaoke session? Okay I thought we agreed to go on living the rest of our lives as if that never happened.
Dawson Leery, ashamed of his own roots.
You love that karaoke machine, and you know it.
- Hey, guys.
Look what I found.
- Hi.
Well, this can't be who I think it is.
Will Krudski? Hey.
Last time I saw you was in third grade, kicking Pacey's butt on the playground.
What was I supposed to do? He was calling me "Will Cruddy.
" It's good you moved to New Raleigh.
Without you to worry about, I became king of the playground.
So, what brings you to Capeside, Will? Thought I'd surprise an old friend.
And in the spirit of friendship, I took the liberty of telling Will here that maybe you would have room for two more on your impromptu journey? - I don't have a problem with that.
- I'm not intruding? No.
Besides, the list of things to do in Capeside when you're 16 is short.
Hey, guys! Beware of McPhees bearing too much luggage.
- Thanks.
- Where's Jackers? He bailed in favour of spending quality time with Dad.
- Who's the kindhearted gentleman? - Will.
- Nice to meet you.
I'm Andie.
- Let me help.
Great.
Thanks.
Hey.
Hey.
So I thought you were sitting this one out, Pacey.
I was, until Will showed up on my front doorstep.
And I just thought I should show him a good time.
And And? And they could probably use a hand up there, so Okay, you have got to stop trying to impress me, Henry.
It was the coach's idea.
He said if I was gonna hang around here so much, I might as well help out.
What? I was just wondering how many guys would spend spring break in a fish eatery just to be in close proximity to their girlfriend.
- You're a saint.
- Well, you know what they say: "There's a fine line between saint and moron.
" Who's the new b-boy? Oh, that's Henry.
He's a funny little creature.
Make that a yummy little creature.
He's so my type.
Tall, lanky, a branch right off the DiCaprio family tree.
- Yeah? You think? - I definitely think.
He's got that cute little ragamuffin-with-a-dream look.
Makes you want to take him home and give him a bath and then maybe hop in the tub with him and Okay.
Shelly, I think that table 19 needs their check.
- They just got their check.
- Then I'm sure somewhere out there, somebody's in dire need of a dessert menu, huh? Okay, Will, quick get-to-know-you quiz.
Favourite movie? Well, when I was about 5 years old, my dad took me to a revival of Planet of the Apes.
Which, if you knew my dad, is a really big thing, so I'd say that ranks as my favourite.
But I'm really more of a book guy.
Favourite movie doesn't star Adam Sandler or Steven Seagal and he likes to read.
You sure he's your friend, Pacey? Okay, favourite book? Well, that's easy.
Catcher in the Rye.
Salinger is a god.
What do you wanna be when you grow up? I don't know.
Just happy, I guess.
You'll get along great with Aunt Gwen.
She's another Salinger freak.
- So, what's your Aunt Gwen like? - She's an artist.
- Painter.
- She's incredibly talented.
She paints, and she reads great books, and she does yoga - and she lives life on her own terms.
- Is she married? She was once, to this uptight lawyer.
She had this perfect suburban life.
Then she met Richard who was this crazy, bearded painter about 20 years older than her.
She left her husband, never looked back.
We gonna meet this wife-stealing Picasso? Unfortunately, their happily-ever-after only lasted a couple years.
Richard died about a year ago of a heart attack.
- Wow, sad.
- I don't know.
Isn't it better to have a short time with somebody that you really love than a lifetime with somebody who's basically your roommate? It's just a thought.
- Hey, you two.
Long time no see.
- Megan.
Oh, my God, what are you doing in Capeside? Hey! How are you? Where's Tom? Is he outside? We should talk.
I am so sorry, honey.
- He was a wonderful guy.
- He was, wasn't he? You know, sure, we had our problems, but looking back it all just seems so stupid and petty.
He was one of the good ones.
I guess that makes me one of the lucky ones.
Okay.
Let me segue out of this grieving-widow routine.
How the hell are you guys? - Well, actually- - We're great.
We're doing just great.
Dawson's 16 now and a big bundle of precocious angst but he's a terrific kid.
I see you followed through and made the restaurant a reality.
It's inspiring, really.
So many dreams never come true.
You know, I almost forgot.
I was rummaging through Tom's stuff.
You should have this.
It's the toast from your wedding.
I can still see Tom staying up till 4 in the morning the night before just trying to get it perfect.
Come on in.
Hello? - Hello? - Oh, Dawson.
Baby, you made it.
Hi.
Joey, how gorgeous did you turn out? And this must be Pacey.
I see my reputation precedes me.
Actually, we've met before.
- We have? - I wouldn't expect you to remember.
It was years ago at my sister's Fourth of July picnic.
And you were chasing this one around and teasing her mercilessly.
And when I went to intervene, you said to me: " Hey, lady, step on my buzz, why don't you?" - That sounds about right.
- Which would make you Andie? Yup.
Nice to meet you, Aunt Gwen.
- Hi.
- Hi.
And this has got to be Jack, right? No.
Jackers couldn't make it this weekend, so, Aunt Gwen allow me to introduce my friend Will Krudski.
How you doing? Friend of Pacey's.
Not a good sign.
Hey.
Pacey, is our conversation this week going to consist solely of monosyllabic grunts? Jo, this is neither the time nor the place to be discussing events of weeks past.
Look, who wants to discuss it? I thought we agreed that it was a " no big deal.
" It isn't.
Fine.
So there should be no weirdness between us.
Right.
You're right.
But I think we may have a small problem.
You've got to be kidding me.
Pacey, do something about this.
Dawson.
Hey, Dawson.
- What? - Look what say you hop up and give Joey here your sleeping bag? - And hop in the sack with you? - Essentially, yeah.
Good night, Pacey.
Andie.
Andie! I'm not sleeping with you, Pacey.
And, Joey I don't think we know each other well enough.
- No offence.
- None taken.
Okay, we're just gonna have to make the best of this, all right? Fine.
- But if I so much as feel anything- - Jo, get in bed.
And while you're at it, get over yourself.
Pacey, get your butt away from me.
My butt wants nothing to do with your butt, okay? Give me some of these covers, man.
Jo- Jo.
Sleepyheads, breakfast! Oh, man.
So glad you could join us, you two.
I have a spectacular dinner planned for this evening.
But first, I must shop and I'm going to steal Dawson and Joey to help me.
The rest of you I encourage to explore the somewhat-limited charms of my humble little Podunk town.
We don't have much entertainment.
There's no multiplex, no monster-truck show.
But we do have this kick-ass little pool hall.
- I love to play pool.
- I'm down for some billiard action.
What is it with guys and pool? - It's a phallic thing, right? - I'll teach you.
Okay, you're gonna teach me how to hit a ball with a stick? - There's an art to it, you know.
- Okay, I get it.
So you're like Tom Cruise, Color of Money? Right.
You don't have to do that, you know.
I'm just trying to help out.
You okay? Do you wanna talk? - About? - What do you think? A friend of ours died, Gale.
It royally sucks, but it happened.
And it's really sad, but I don't know what there is to talk about.
It must make you feel a certain way.
I know it does me.
I wish I'd called him more.
I wish he'd called me more.
I wish a lot of things.
You should read this.
- Why? - Because it's beautiful, his words.
I didn't remember.
It was nice to go back and see us through his eyes for a moment.
I'd rather not.
- What's wrong with you? - Nothing.
I just don't feel like a trip down memory lane right now, that's all.
- Hi.
- Hey, Jen.
How adorable is this boy? Can you tell me? Yeah, he's dreamy.
Listen, Shel I need you to cover sections 5 and 6 today.
Five and 6? Lindley, that's crazy talk.
Sorry, we're a little short-staffed.
I need you to be a team player here.
- Bye, Henry.
- Bye.
You know we were just talking, right? - Well, of course you were.
- You just seem a little jealous.
Jealous? Please, Henry, I'm so not in touch with that emotion.
I wouldn't even know what that would feel like.
Jealous.
That's ridiculous.
What? It's ridiculous to think that someone else might find me to be a decent, worthwhile human being? That's not what I meant.
Whatever.
Okay.
Tom Cruise, Color of Money? Right.
You suck.
Easy, McPhee.
Them's fighting words.
I thought he was supposed to be this amazing pool player.
I never claimed to be anything.
I just said I like to play.
And you said, in a somewhat condescending fashion that you'd teach me.
Looks like I should be the one giving the lessons.
- What do you say, Pacey? - You should cut the guy some slack.
There might just be some method to his madness.
Okay.
All I have to say right now is, little old me is wiping up the floor with the two of you.
Sorry, man.
I just can't seem to keep those things on the table.
- You guys interested in a game? - No.
Look, mister, these two, they're seriously deluded and totally lame.
I'm gonna set the record straight right here and now.
It would be both sick and wrong to take their money.
We'll play.
- What are you looking for? - Something for my wall.
Which, if I recall correctly, is plastered in wall-to-wall movie posters.
Somehow, I don't think this is gonna go with that whole film-geek aesthetic you've got going on.
The posters are gone, actually.
I took them all down.
Amistad wasn't that bad, honey.
- More of a crisis of faith, actually.
- What do you mean? Well, I guess I got tired of having this larger-than-life dream to compensate for my smaller-than-life life.
Okay.
So the movie posters are down film has lost its lustre and I am detecting a significant lack of smooching, hand-holding, general, all-around cuddliness between the two of you.
So come on.
Tell me everything.
To make a long soap opera short, we got together- Which was so overwhelming it forced me to retreat into this long period of soul-searching.
Which sent me into a dizzying downward spiral of depression.
- I got her back, but- - It was exceptionally bad timing.
Then he got back from vacation.
Having my heart ripped out again didn't sound as appealing as before so I decided that it would be best just to be friends.
And then he asked Pacey to look out for me.
What does Pacey have to do with this? Nothing, just There you have it.
Well, then I have just one question: Why aren't the two of you together now? - You hustled them! - And this is a big deal why? Because I find it morally wrong and offensive and disgusting.
I didn't come here with you guys to be an accomplice to your little seedy scam.
Andie, Will's a shark.
He always has been.
What are you gonna do? I mean, you let me think that I was good.
- You are good.
- I am? - Sure.
- Okay, you're hustling me right now - aren't you? - Maybe.
What's this? It's your share of the take.
No! Joey, do I seem different to you? What do you mean? Well, I've devoted all this energy to reinventing myself and to be honest, I don't see where it's gotten me.
I don't feel any different.
Actually, you are different, Dawson.
Once upon a time, you had to be the centre of attention.
Life revolved around you and your dreams.
And recently, I've watched you fade into the background and let others shine.
You're different.
What? This trip, this week has reminded me of what we're good at.
What's that? We make sense of each other's lives.
Always have.
Things are changing, Dawson.
People evolve and some things drop away.
But things don't have to be any certain way, Joey.
Growing up does not have to equal growing apart.
Somehow, it does.
You gotta find some faith.
Faith that whatever sent us in different directions is the same thing that'll Bring us back together.
I take it back.
You haven't changed a bit.
You're still an eternal optimist, Dawson.
Maybe.
I just I don't know.
I'm starting to forget why.
Why what? Why we're not together.
Hey, you guys wanna come down and give us a hand? That one's my favourite, I think.
When I was married, I was taking this art class.
And the first thing the teacher said was: " Close your eyes and paint your future and the rest will take care of itself.
" And it did.
You painted this before you lived here? Do you have any regrets? About? The way in which you and Richard came together.
You know, Joey I got married too young.
And I sold out in a big way.
I stayed in a relationship that was safe and comfortable, and then I met this man who made me feel alive for the very first time.
Those kinds of feelings just won't be ignored.
I owed it to myself to explore them.
Come here.
Now, this one this one is my favourite.
Definitely.
Hey.
Hey.
Party of seven? We will have your table at 8:30.
Thank you.
Bye.
Shelly just offered me sex.
I just thought you should know about it.
- She what? - She basically said I could have sex with her anytime I wanted.
Apparently, she likes younger guys.
Henry, your hands are shaking.
A strange girl just offered me sex.
That's never happened to me before.
Well, what did you tell her? What do you think I said? I said I had a girlfriend.
Do you find her attractive? - Well, I- - Well, do you or don't you? No.
You know what, Henry? Go have sex with her.
Go off and make a million babies, because I don't care anymore.
- But- - Don't you dare tell me I am jealous.
Might I have found the hustler in a contemplative moment? Yeah.
I'm contemplating my next big score.
You're a mass of contradictions, Will Krudski.
- How's that? - Oh, come on.
The well-read pool shark? The blue-collar academic? You read the colour of my collar pretty quickly.
Is it that obvious? Yeah, about as obvious as the fact that you're pretty darn smart.
That's nice of you to say.
So, what makes you so unhappy? - What do you mean? - You said that all you want to do when you grow up is be happy, so what makes you so unhappy now? Too many things to mention, I guess.
Okay.
So how about trying one? - My father.
- What's he like? He's a jerk.
He works at the factory, so he's this total townie.
Treats my mother like crap.
Can't wait to get away from him.
I came to hang out with Pacey, because I just couldn't take it anymore.
I had to get out of the house.
I'm sorry, Will.
- Too mushy.
- Too crunchy.
You actually have an opinion.
Last conversation we had, you didn't want to be involved.
Just because I'm not talking doesn't mean I'm not thinking.
And just because we're not married doesn't mean we can't talk.
Maybe that's what it does mean.
- I can't believe you're saying this.
- Why not? Why would I want to rely on you, trust you? Because, if nothing else, I am your friend.
If we were such great friends wouldn't we be married right now? And now I'd like to bring up two of my very favourite people to perform their very own special number.
Dawson and Joey! That's right.
God help me, I'm not gonna sing.
Get up here.
Come on, Joey.
Ready? Oh, no.
I can't believe I'm doing this.
Shelly, that's it.
Get your boobs away from him.
What is your problem? You're fawning all over my boyfriend.
I don't like it.
Why didn't you tell me? - Because I have issues, okay? - Clearly.
The point is that he's not yours, he's mine.
And I have looked all over for one like him.
I'm not giving him up without a fight.
If you continue draping yourself all over him like the slutty wench that you are, we're gonna throw down.
Happy now? I'm jealous.
- Are you okay? - Not so much, no.
Well, what's wrong? Well, it's the history.
How can a guy compete when you have your own karaoke routine? You're not supposed to compete.
We're supposed to have our own his- - I didn't mean that.
- Well, what did you mean? I don't even know anymore, Pacey.
- You know this arrangement between us? - Yes? Well, it sucks.
It sucks up one side and down the other.
It's uncomfortable, it's weird, and I hate every single second of it.
- Really? - Yes.
- Then why did you come here? - For a bright girl you can be really daft sometimes.
Why do you think I came here? I came here to be with you! It's as simple as that.
When you like somebody, proximity is a good thing regardless of how they feel about you.
Or don't, as the case may be.
Look, I felt it.
What? This morning your arm brushed up against me in bed and I felt it.
How did it feel? Made me feel alive.
Okay.
Joey - I'm going to kiss you now.
- You can't- Look, Jo.
You can't say something like that to me and expect me not to kiss you, so that's exactly what I'm gonna do.
I'm gonna kiss you in about 10 seconds.
And if you don't want me to kiss you Well, if you don't want me to, I guess, then you're just gonna have to stop me.
Ten.
My God.
Pacey.
I think maybe I should head inside and sing myself some more karaoke.
Lord knows, that's what I want to be doing now is singing myself some karaoke.
That's a splendid idea, Pacey.
Well at least now I understand why you and Dawson aren't together.
Okay.
I know you just saw that, and I can explain- What I just saw is none of my business.
But I think you should tell Dawson.
It was just a mistake.
Something tells me that when you kiss a boy it's not a mistake.
You should know I am the last person on earth that's gonna judge you.
But you cannot be reckless with someone else's feelings.
What if that had been Dawson that had seen you and not me? I mean, do you think he'd ever be able to erase that from his mind? Hey.
You okay, Pacey? You seem a little storm-cloudy.
Just thinking now would be a good time to start up that debilitating drug habit I've always wanted.
I'm just kidding.
You know, your friend Will he's not at all what I expected.
- He's really sweet.
- Yeah.
He's a good guy.
He and his family moved away a long time ago but we've managed to keep in good contact, I guess.
Once you bond over dysfunctional-dad issues, there's no turning back.
Yeah.
He told me about his father.
It's pretty sad.
- He told you? - Yeah.
Do you like him or something? Maybe.
Maybe not.
Who knows, Pacey? But don't you think it's better to just be honest and open about things like this? I mean, who wants to carry around this burden of guilt over moving on? Which, by nature, has to happen.
I want you to be happy, Pacey.
Yeah.
Jen? I'm in here.
Just follow the trail of loser dust.
What are you doing in here? Isn't it pretty obvious? I made an ass out of myself, thus I am hiding.
- Why are you crying? - I don't know.
Oh, God, I hate crying.
This is such a girl thing to do.
But you're such a girl.
Such a cute girl.
Stop it.
You're not supposed to say sweet nothings.
You're supposed to be mad.
I am.
Doesn't mean I'm not curious about what's going on in that busy head of yours.
You were right, Henry, I was jealous - and it really freaked me out.
- Why? Jealousy's a pretty natural human emotion.
You don't understand.
I spent years building this complex series of booby traps so that nobody would ever get too close.
And then you came along with that big, beating heart of yours and you broke all those walls down, and it's just really scary.
What if I lose you? You know, Jen, I was kind of glad that you were jealous.
You have nothing to worry about because I'm not going anywhere.
And if I die tomorrow, so be it.
At least I died knowing my biggest dream came true.
What's that? Seeing you in lingerie.
Would you mind coming with me for a second? Okay.
I was reading the toast and I got this urge to see him again.
You're right.
It was beautiful.
I had to let you go.
I wanted you to stay but you said no.
You went to Philly and I had to let you go.
But what does that have to do with anything? More than you realize.
To remember what we were is painful for me.
Yesterday I was looking at Megan this woman who had lost the love of her life.
Suddenly, our problems just seemed Trivial? Or even passed.
Take a look at these.
What a dork I was.
No, you weren't.
Maybe a little.
Can we talk? Yeah.
What's up? Well- Sorry, I'm interrupting something.
I can Actually, no.
It's okay we'll talk later.
Okay.
I brought you something for your wall.
Thought maybe it would help you find your way back.
Way back to what? Well, back to those things that made you this little daydream believer.
Look, I know you can't see it right now but you are a very talented young man with a rich and powerful imagination.
Your dreams are- They're an asset, not a weakness.
I can't find the inspiration anymore.
It's easy for you.
The evidence of your talent is all around you.
This is not my talent.
Dawson, when my time is up, I want to know that I did one thing well: Loved somebody.
The rest of this is just an expression of that one thing.
What's your one thing? Okay.
Close your eyes.
Now, paint your future.
What do you see? You don't have to worry, I'm not gonna kiss you again, Joey.
What's going on here? I don't know.
Don't I deserve a better answer than that after all this? Pacey, believe me, I've been trying to get you out of my head.
I've tried to pretend this is some bizarre hormonal glitch but it's not working.
Do you really want it to work? I tried to tell him.
- Really? - Yes.
What happened? I couldn't really find the words, Pacey, which I know is odd considering the volume of words said during the course of our relationship- Well, what would you have said to him? I don't know.
I don't believe you.
Pacey I don't have any answers right now, okay? Can't you understand that? The only reason you don't have answers is because you've been too scared - to ask yourself the right questions.
- What are you talking about? Look, I know how I feel.
You know how I feel.
That much is obvious by now.
But during this process, we've managed to miss the point.
Because the point is not how I feel, it's how you feel.
So how do you feel? Awful.
That's how I feel, Pacey.
I feel awful.
So do I.
When I was kissing you tonight I don't think that I've ever felt better and worse at one time in my entire life.
I mean, the very idea that Dawson or Andie would find out about us is killing me.
It is tearing me up on the inside to have these feelings for you but I can't get rid of them.
I- I can't keep on kissing you, Jo.
- What do you mean? - I mean just that.
I can't keep on kissing you.
I've done it twice now.
I can't be the one always initiating this.
I can't be the one who's always giving you the answers.
Look at me, Joey.
I can't.
Please.
If you felt even one shred of what I feel for you then we wouldn't be standing here having this conversation.
Pacey.