Private Practice s04e03 Episode Script

Naomi's okay with it? Yes.
With you and me she's okay with it? Yes.
You told her we were sleeping together, and and she's she's fine with that? Sam no, I'm just saying Her ex-husband and best friend doing all kinds of pervy, hot, nasty, sexy okay, she was surprised, yes, but, you know, we drank some wine.
We we did what we do, and in the end, she was fine.
I mean, it's okay.
She's okay.
If you say so.
Sam why can't you believe that she's okay? Would you be? To speak Running's for idiots.
Oh, it's so good having you living here again.
It makes my mornings And the evenings? Whew.
Yeah, they're pretty awesome, too.
Climbing a statue that stands 50 feet the cast of a woman that looks just like me to find that my character was caught completely cemented from head down to my feet a bee flew from my nose he said, "come and bring your stereo" Whoa.
Hey! Could you hold that? Whoo.
Where you going? Fifth floor.
Me, too.
First visit? Y-yeah.
I've, uh, been avoiding this.
Don't worry.
You're gonna love everybody in there.
Oh, sorry.
Hey.
You cannot be here.
Who needs cereal when you can have Chocolate cupcakes? You take my husband, and all I get are chocolate cupcakes? Wh uh, um wow.
As far as guilt gifts go, you kinda cheaped out a little.
No, no, Nai.
That's not what this is.
I, uh I didn't mean to, um I'm kidding.
Oh good.
I'm fine, Addison.
I'm okay.
I'm fine.
We're fine.
Mmm.
Okay.
Well, um, thank you for for being so understanding, Nai.
Well, yeah, I'm not doing it for you.
With Dell and Maya and William, I'm just, uh, I'm letting it all go.
I'm just I'm I'm done carrying around all my anger.
Get the hell outta here! Get the hell outta here.
Easy, Sam.
You got some nerve, showing up like this! I need to talk to you.
What's going on? It's the guy that hit Maya and Dell.
I am so sorry.
No! No! You don't get a chance to be sorry.
Sam! He doesn't get a chance to apologize! Is that That's the guy.
Please, I would give anything to take it back, but I can't.
Look, I-I made a deal with the prosecutor.
I'm being sentenced.
I'll go to jail.
I deserve that.
But I just wanted I don't know.
If you could forgive me Sam! Sam, come on.
Sam, let him go.
Sam.
As far as I'm concerned, you shouldn't even be alive.
Sam Let him go right now, Sam.
Oh! Ow! Someone call 9-1-1.
Oh, my chest! Get the oxygen.
Take slow, deep breaths.
Breathe.
Breathe.
Sam, look, I know you're upset, but to to jump this man do you do you know I'm upset? Yes, of course I understand, but because you should've been choking him with me Why? Instead of standing back what do you expect me to do, Sam? This I expect you to to back me up.
What, back you up? Yeah, go she's your daughter as well.
Of course she's my daughter.
I want you to remember Of course I went through the exact same thing Remember her in that hospital bed What's that about? Chickens coming home to roost.
What if you killed that man? We don't know Can somebody translate? The guy who killed Dell showed up to apologize.
And Sam took matters into his own hands, literally, like Well, good for Sam.
The guy should've just crawled into a deep, dark hole and disappeared.
Give the guy credit for having the guts to walk through the door and face all of us.
He had to know what kind of reception he was gonna get.
If he'd almost killed my kid, I'd want to make sure he rotted in prison for the rest of his life.
Don't you all have better things to do? Not really.
I don't think so.
I'm kinda clear.
I hate what he did every bit as much as you do, but that doesn't mean you can just go and attack him.
Why are you defending him? I am not defending him, Sam, but he did come here to apologize.
A-apologize? Apologize for killing Dell and almost killing our daughter? What kind of apology Sam, I don't know.
I don't know.
You didn't give the man a chance to speak.
I Spoke to the hospital, and, um, Troy Hagen is stable, but his e.
K.
G.
Does show signs of new changes.
Sam, are you okay? I don't know what that guy needs to say to make you feel good about him getting drunk and driving into Maya and Dell.
He killed a man! He doesn't get my forgiveness.
Maybe you can calm him down.
Sam Can we just some things don't deserve to be forgiven! What do we have? passed out in the middle of a school play.
Uh, now he's complaining about persistent chest pains.
Looks like an acute m.
I.
What's your plan? He needs to go up for a bypass.
I got a stab wound to the chest to deal with.
Get him to the O.
R.
if you need any help I'm good.
You sure? Absolutely.
Okay, thanks.
All right, let's go.
When is coming back? Will he be okay? The kids refused to finish the show.
They're really worried.
We're gonna do the best we can, sir.
Okay, so I guess this means no dinner? On, no.
One second.
We're supposed to meet Derek and Addison at the restaurant in 20 minutes.
Oh, well, there's Addison, so I guess Derek's at a restaurant by himself.
I hear you're doing a bypass on your own.
Yeah, I just got it.
Yeah, well, I just picked up a bilateral oophorectomy, but I don't start cutting for another couple of hours.
Maybe, uh, I can watch? All right, you guys have fun.
I have a babysitter, and Derek made the reservation, so I'm having dinner with your husband.
Oh! I'll try not to steal him.
Apologize to Derek for me.
Okay.
Bye-bye.
What's wrong? Do me a favor.
Take this to radiology.
Ask them for a C.
T.
angio before the O.
R.
sure.
Thanks.
All right, come on, guys.
Is it worse than you thought? Uh, it might be.
I-I just, uh, if there's a chance I'm not gonna make it, I need to talk to somebody.
Okay, we could do that for you.
You need a priest? I-I-I've done some really bad things, and every day I tell myself that I'm gonna stop, but I can't.
Mr.
Yates I know they're only children, but I can't help myself.
I-I need to touch them.
I try But I can't stop.
And I'm so sorry.
Hey.
You okay? I will be.
I was with that guy on the elevator.
He seemed nice.
I had no idea.
Maybe this is not a good time.
No.
Please.
Distract me.
Okay.
You should hire me.
Please don't beat around the bush on my account.
I mean, you got a nice little practice here.
I mean, the baby thing is covered, you got shrinks for the screwups, specialists who handle everything from heart attacks to hernias.
What you don't have is a neurosurgeon.
I'm listening.
I graduated top of my class at Harvard.
I did my residency at Johns Hopkins.
I have published enough research to single-handedly wipe out several forests.
I'm the real deal, Naomi.
I'm a kick-ass, world-class catch.
Did Addison coach you on how to sell yourself? No.
We haven't discussed it yet.
But you are the big boss now, right? Look, Amelia, you obviously have impressive credentials, but this practice is about cooperative medicine, not solo surgeries.
You could go anywhere you want.
Why here? I like to cut.
I won't deny that.
But I think that this would be a good environment for me to broaden my skill set.
Don't give me the rehearsed answer.
I have nowhere else to go Where I'm not alone.
Derek forgave me, but I have nowhere else to go.
Oh, hey.
I just wanted to let you know, I ordered us a new bed today.
I hope you like it.
I don't see why I wouldn't.
Well, you know, it's a lot firmer.
It's basically just a wooden plank.
I don't know if that's your thing, but oh, yeah, and we're getting a dog, a mastiff, 160 pounds, very drooly, gonna sleep in the bed with us.
Dog whisperer, whatever you gotta say, spit it out, 'cause I have to get to the hospital before Troy Hagen's heart Peters out or Sam rips it from his chest.
Why are pre pre e hunting without me? Pull up your bra strap, coop.
I hired a realtor when you kicked me out, and then we got engaged, so I told her to look for something bigger.
It's a house, Charlotte.
It's kind of a big deal.
Okay.
But we need to move.
What's wrong with the loft? It's too grungy, the neighbors are freakishly chipper, and it'd be nice to sleep with you in a place that wasn't a fond memory for half the tramps in L.
A.
You know what? That's not fair.
I went out of my way to make that place feel like ours.
I took down all the vintage Houdini posters, I let you redo the bathroom the way you like.
I'm doing cartwheels.
Can we at least agree that it's something that we should consider together? Fine.
I'm seeing a house in the palisades tomorrow, 8:00.
Stop whining, and you can join me.
So this guy, he's got a piece of phosphorus stuck in his thigh, and he's screaming like hell, 'cause that stuff burns.
It was a bullet wound in his back, but Pete's got his hand on the back of my shirt, and he's trying to drag me out of the hut.
It was on fire.
The ugandan rebel army was about to get there it was Eritrea, and I wasn't gonna leave the guy.
Uganda, and it was either leave you there or let you get shot.
Can somebody tell me what happened to the guy? We got him out.
We stabilized him, then together, we carried him 4 miles to the nearest refugee camp.
You know, Violet, I like you.
You're beautiful, you're smart.
What the hell are you doing with this guy? I haven't figured that out yet.
Would you stop flirting? Get your own wife.
This is ridiculous.
You've been in town running your clinic for what, six months, and this is the first time we've met? Gibby is impossible to nail down.
The guy doesn't even have a cell phone.
Never found much use for one in the jungle.
Excuse me.
Come in.
Come in.
Dr.
Gibson, it's my husband.
We were making dinner, and he had these bad pains in his belly.
It's getting worse.
Ah.
Ah.
Rock hard.
Could be a perfed appy.
I'll call an ambulance.
Uh, no, wait.
Give me a hand.
On three.
One Two, three.
We'll take him down there.
What are you doing? Saving his life.
Come on, Gibby.
We can drive him to the hospital right now.
This is insane.
You you could lose your license.
You could be sued for malpractice.
Or I could save his life so his wife doesn't become a widow, so his kids don't lose their father.
Belly's full of puss.
I could really use a hand.
Okay.
Pete, Pete just till we get him stabilized, and then I'm outta here.
I promise.
Uh, I'm tired.
Sam, you had a right to get angry today.
I mean, he hit Maya.
I-I don't want to talk about it.
Sam I'm tired.
Good night.
Hey.
What do you think, diplomas behind the desk or on the side wall? So this is one of the things you were gonna catch me up on? Pretty cool, huh? Can you hand me that box? Sure.
Hey, I hope I didn't keep you up last night.
I was nervous about Naomi's decision, so I just got up and watched a movie.
Uh, no.
I was at Sam's.
I-I didn't even know you were in the house.
So, um How was Seattle? I had sex with mark Sloan.
That man has skills.
Face like an angel, hips like the devil, huh? Right? Right.
Anyway, it's all kinda turning around for me.
I mean, Derek and I are back on track, and I am starting this fantastic new job.
New job.
What? Uh, it's just it's just a little weird that Naomi didn't mention this to me.
Usually we make these decisions as a group.
Well, she probably figured you wouldn't mind.
You don't, do you? No, of course not.
First earthquake, that house just tumbles right down that hill.
Being on the hill is what gives it those amazing ocean views.
Yeah, it's gonna have an even better view when it lands in the actual ocean.
You're just punishing me because I started looking without you.
You're not listening, Charlotte.
I don't want to look at all.
Well, I hate your place, Cooper, 'cause it reminds me of all the things I screwed up, all the fights we had you not letting me in the front door after you found out I was building a practice downstairs, standing like an idiot with a cornbread chicken casserole in your bedroom trying to make up after I tried to force you to elope, fighting over that damn latex jumpsuit after I bought you into the practice.
And we can't move forward if that's staring me in the face every day.
You never told me any of this.
Well, now you know.
So Amelia works here now.
Yeah, I know.
I hired her.
It's a little weird that you decided without telling me.
Well, you decided to sleep with my ex without telling me.
Wow.
Seriously? Well, you you know, it Babies are tiny terrorists.
I am dying from sleep deprivation.
Lucas was up five times last night.
Where was Pete? He was operating in a house.
His friend runs a neighborhood clinic, and he sees no problem with performing emergency surgeries there.
I that cannot be legal.
That's probably not the biggest concern his patients have.
He's doing surgeries in a house.
Well, I didn't say I agreed with it, but I get it.
The people he treats probably don't have any money or insurance.
They're scared of trying to navigate the system and even a county hospital is better equipped to deal with emergencies than someone's living room.
We're talking surgery in an unsterile environment.
The risk of staph infection is huge and 'cause nobody ever got a staph infection in a hospital.
Okay.
Fine.
Well, what about if something goes wrong? Gibby doesn't have the resources to deal with that.
Things go wrong in hospitals, too.
And I'm minding my own business.
Look, I know you're mad that I stayed, but that guy coulda died.
But he didn't, and today, he's home recovering with his family.
So that justifies what you did? I helped a friend save a guy's life.
Gibby is helping himself.
Look, I know.
I know he's trying to do something good here, but there's there's better ways.
There's safer ways of doing that, only none of them feed the God complex that he's got going on.
The patient has c.
A.
D.
With crescendo angina.
My plan is to cool him down, then do a 3-way bypass.
I'll schedule an O.
R.
for you.
I called in Campbell to handle Mr.
Hagen's case.
She's gonna do a cabg.
I don't want to know.
Okay.
I respect that.
You want me to leave this up? What? No.
Are you sure, Sam? Yeah.
I gotta go.
Hagen did ask to speak to you.
I told him I'd pass it along.
I told you I don't want to deal with this.
What is it? Double lumen on an aortic arch.
A dissecting aneurysm? Yeah.
That's a different surgery altogether.
You gonna get your attending up here? No.
I'm gonna scrub in.
Are you sure? He's a child molester.
What? He thinks that he's gonna die, so he wanted to get it off his chest.
He's a pedophile.
Sam I'm doing the surgery.
I can handle it.
Yo se que duele.
One more minute.
You're back and with gifts.
I noticed you were running a little low on supplies.
Aw, thanks, man.
You're a lifesaver.
Last night, too.
Hope that didn't rock the boat at home.
It'll blow over.
Listen, I've been thinking about your setup here.
And I've got some contacts at surgery centers.
So why don't you let me make some calls, see what kind of deal I can work out for you? Pete, most of my patients don't even have cars, and none of them want to be part of a system that's already failed them.
I'm fine with what I got.
One surgery goes wrong I don't remember you being such a worrier.
What's wrong with that little girl? I don't know.
I haven't had time to check her out yet.
This is triage, man.
You know the game.
The sicker ones go first.
Hi.
Can I look at your arm? Te prometo que no te haré daño.
El es mi amigo, Maria.
Escuchalo.
It's popped out of its socket.
Here.
It's okay.
There.
Okay? Okay.
Bueno.
Okay.
Who's next? Troy Hagen's refusing treatment.
But he has unstable angina.
He's gonna die if he doesn't have surgery.
Seems to be the point.
Well, it's his choice.
Well, maybe he's trying to skip jail.
He's not.
He feels like he doesn't deserve to live.
Well, has anyone asked Sam to talk to him? Ask Sam to talk to who about what? Someone has to convince Hagen to have surgery.
Why? I thought you guys were all into helping people.
No.
Screw him.
I get that you're emotional about this.
I mean, the guy made a mistake.
Does that mean that he deserves to die? Isn't the question whether we have to go out of our way to help him live? Hey.
Hey.
Where have you been? I've been calling you for hours.
I was at the clinic with Gibby.
I was treating patients.
You missed three appointments.
I know.
I'll ask them to reschedule.
I've decided to volunteer at the clinic one afternoon a week.
Pete there were 20 people in his waiting room and more standing outside, people who have nowhere else to go, people who need help.
You help people here every day.
It's not the same.
Our clients have money.
They can pay for the care we give them.
These people have nothing.
They need me.
I get it.
And it's noble.
It's just too risky, you know, for Gibby, for the patients, for you okay, spare me the sermon.
I-I don't want to give you a sermon.
I just I want you to think about what you're doing.
I know what I'm doing, Violet.
I thought you'd already be cutting.
Hey.
I'm heading in right now.
I'm glad I caught you.
Um I wore this cap for my first solo surgery, so It's good luck.
Well, I'm already scrubbed in, so could you? Sure.
You okay? Yeah, yeah, I'm fine.
Sam.
Hmm? You can do this.
Yeah, I know I can.
I've done grafts on a hundred pig hearts.
That's not what I meant.
I have a daughter, Addison A daughter who's younger than those kids in the waiting room.
It's irrelevant.
Irrelevant? You're his surgeon.
That's the only thing that should concern you.
Your job isn't to judge his life.
Your job is to save his life.
That's all.
Right? Hey.
I you need to convince Sam to talk to Troy Hagen.
I thought we weren't talking about Sam.
No, I can talk about Sam.
You don't get to.
But, uh, you do need to straighten him out.
This is not something that is up for discussion with him.
I know Sam, and he no, no, I know Sam.
You're just sleeping with him.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
You you really want to be with Sam? You need to be with him.
You gotta be his sounding board, his conscience.
You need to kick him in the behind when he needs it.
You got a stubborn man on your hands, Addison, and it's not okay to just walk away when things get hard.
Step up.
Hey, you're not gonna tell Pete, are you? What, that we're having lunch on a nonprescribed day? 'Cause I'm gonna keep Charlotte in the dark.
I don't even think Pete would care right now.
All he's thinking about is how to get back to the jungle where he can perform open-heart surgery with a pen knife.
Oh, and you hate the jungle.
You don't even like grass.
I think he's struggling with the path not taken.
Wait, I thought he already took that path, and then got off? Well, being around Gibby has obviously Tapped into something, you know? He's so he's so happy and reenergized And no, I want him to be happy.
I do.
I just not at any cost.
Pete's no dummy.
He's making a choice.
Just like Charlotte, who's just deciding she hates my apartment.
So we're on to you now? She wants to move, Violet.
Well, it's a bachelor pad, Cooper.
You can't blame her.
No more than you can blame Pete.
So what are we gonna do? Well, you're the shrink.
What would you tell a patient? I would say, you have to confront your problems.
Be honest, and then, you know, whatever happens, happens.
People pay you for that? Hey.
Wow.
That looks like not even a little bit of fun.
Yeah, it's just this foundation paperwork.
I-I don't even know where to begin.
I'm much more interested in just looking at pictures of Olivia.
Aw.
Okay.
That baby has my ears, too.
It it must be me.
I have baby ears.
Let me see.
No.
Did you need something? Well, I just wanted to make sure that you were okay? Oh.
Having Troy Hagen show up, yeah, that that really threw me.
Yeah.
And I and I miss William.
But I was talking more about the whole Sam and Addison thing.
And I know from having to watch Violet and Pete and Charlotte and Cooper that it can make work a little awkward.
I'm fine.
You know, Sam and I, we had our shot.
And, uh, it seems only fair that he and Addison should have theirs, so I'm fine.
Well, that's an admirable position to take.
Yeah, well, you know, I-I don't want to be someone who can't move forward.
Sure, sure.
But sometimes what we want to be and what we actually feel can be two different things.
I I'm not proud of it, but once when no one was around, I licked Pete's bagel.
Okay, I'm a little proud of it.
But my point is that you should give yourself permission to use whatever kind of coping mechanism you need screaming, crying, maybe even a dartboard with both their faces.
Do whatever you need to do.
Trust me.
I'm licensed to give that kind of advice.
What are you doing? Gibby called.
He has an emergency.
Well, call an ambulance.
Let them deal with it.
That's not the way this works.
Actually, that's exactly how this works.
When you have an emergency, you call 9-1-1, and they take you to the hospital.
I knew you wouldn't understand.
Then talk to me.
Explain to me why why my husband would risk everything his his his practice, his medical license, his family because some old ghost from his past asked him to.
I miss this kind of work, okay? The rush of it, the way it makes me feel, I I knew you wouldn't understand.
Hey, hey, hey.
I used to work with inner-city single moms.
I used to counsel rape victims.
I ran a suicide hotline.
I do understand.
But I didn't break any laws doing it.
Don't wait up.
there's a devil why are you lurking? I'm not lurking.
I do not lurk.
Voices in my brain About the this whole Troy Hagen thing I don't want to talk about him.
But I won't fight him at all What, Addison? Blows through Why did you quit doing heart surgery before? Why? I'm not discussing that.
Sam just leave it alone.
No.
Up on the horizon That patient, that pedophile, and now Troy Hagen shut up.
Please.
Shut up.
But I won't fight What did you do, Sam? When that hurricane blows through Doctors choose to do nothing all the time.
You know it.
I know it.
It's the dirty little secret of surgery doctors choose to do nothing.
When the patient is brain dead or is gonna suffer or is too far gone doctors choose to do nothing.
They choose to do nothing for the right reasons, Sam.
Tell me.
It's okay.
Just What did you do? Surrender to them oh, he won't fight it all when that hurricane blows through there's a devil in disguise and it's playing with my mind Okay, he's off bypass.
He's in fib.
Lost his pulse.
Just won't leave me alone Dr.
Bennett.
Starting cardiac massage.
He's still in fib.
Internal paddles ready.
Dr.
Bennett, no pulse with direct massage.
You're losing him.
Should I page Dr.
Warren? The demons I've been fighting No.
Come down like a red Asystole.
Dr.
Bennett Internal paddles ready.
It's over.
We should stop.
But we should stop.
Time of death 2013.
What the hell happened in there? Keep your voice down.
Sam.
Sam, tell me.
I made a judgment call.
I made a call.
It was a bad call.
You don't know that, not for sure.
Nobody knows that.
You know that.
Look me in the eye.
Tell me that you didn't just Addison, I made a call.
Leave it alone.
I'm done.
What? I quit.
I let everybody think that I froze 'cause it was easier, but, uh I made a choice.
You let him die.
You knew.
You knew I let him die.
I didn't want to believe it, and then you quit surgery, so I guess I just kind of let it go.
Not everybody deserves our help.
No, not everybody deserves our respect, but our help? There's nothing you can say right now that's gonna make me feel any worse than I already do.
Sam that surgery was 12 years ago.
You're a different you're a different man now.
No, it doesn't matter.
Yeah, it does matter.
It matters for you, for us.
And Hagen, look, somebody else is gonna do that surgery, and whatever happens, it's not on you.
No, it's all on me.
I'm just asking you to talk to Hagen.
Murderer to murderer? What happened? Girl took three bullets to the abdomen.
We were sitting in the car, and, uh, these guys pulled up, and I and I told her to get down.
The bullets were for me.
Every time I get control of one bleeder, two more open up.
She's bleeding faster than I can fix them.
You can save her, right? I mean, you gotta save her.
Gibby, we gotta call an ambulance.
No, that wasn't part of the deal.
What deal? Deal? Alex and his friends pay me some money from time to time.
What, you're taking money from gangbangers? It keeps the office going.
Would you hand me a 3.
0 vicryl on a driver? So that's the trade-off? You look the other way with criminals, 'cause they're the ones that can pay? For every Alex who can pay, I can treat a hundred other patients who can't, so don't try to tell me I'm doing something wrong.
You're risking people's lives, Gibby, and now ours.
We used to do that all the time, remember? But back then, you didn't cry about it.
Back then we didn't have a choice.
Now we do.
Ugh! Her pressure's dropping.
Okay, she needs blood, platelets, f.
F.
P.
Do something! I don't have access.
That's why she needs to be in a hospital.
We can cross-clamp her aorta, try to maintain c.
N.
S.
Function.
Put down the phone.
Listen to me.
Your girlfriend has about five minutes before she bleeds out on that table, and there is nothing, nothing, that we can do here to change that.
Put down the gun! Let me save her life.
Yeah, I've got a teenage female, multiple gunshot wounds.
I need an ambulance.
Hey, I was just Coming to find you.
I-I talked to Sam "you're selfish, Addison.
"You always have been.
"The tunnel vision that makes you a great surgeon also makes you a crappy friend.
" What please let me finish.
Sheldon told me to do this.
Just please I let me finish.
"You're a cheater, "and while Sam and I aren't married anymore, "you knew what you were doing was wrong, "and so you lied to me.
"Every day you didn't tell me about the two of you, you lied, "because you knew telling the truth would be hard "And you're a coward.
"You're my best friend.
"But when I look at you now I just want to slap you across the face.
" Okay.
I'm finished.
You sure? I think so.
Feel better? Kind of.
You wanna know why Sam quit surgery 12 years ago? He let a pedophile die on his table.
What? I he made a decision, and it's been eating away at him ever since, and seeing Troy Hagen, it just brought it all back for him.
Nai, I know you're mad at me, I know that we are I can't help him.
He needs you.
I see it on your face when you're here.
You feel it, that thing, the reason we help people.
That girl would've died on your table.
Maybe.
Maybe not.
But now everything I've built, you know, they're gonna take it away.
Because you went too far.
You disappoint me.
I got nothing to prove to you.
And if I hear about another clinic, if I find out that you treated another patient, I will personally call the cops and shut you down.
Sam.
Hey.
I talked to Addison.
She told me.
She told you what? I know what happened.
Hmm? I know.
Sam Sam, look at me.
I-I am.
Please just look at me.
I am.
I understand.
No, you can't no, Sam, I do, but you should've told me, because after that, everything changed.
Maybe not at all once, but But just enough.
Yeah.
Well, I'm sorry.
I know.
I don't know if that matters anymore.
No, it does.
It matters.
It matters.
To have someone to listen to you and try to understand It matters.
I'm sorry.
You okay? Yeah.
You miss it Doctors without borders The adrenaline.
Yeah.
Listen, I've been thinking about trying to pick up some emergency room shifts, get back to critical care If we can make it work with your schedule and Lucas.
We'll make it work.
I know you don't want to hear an apology no I don't.
Whatever I say it's not gonna change anything.
Have the surgery.
Live.
And do better next time.
Wait.
That's it? That's all any of us can do.
Should I be worried about what just happened in there? Hagen's gonna have the surgery.
Thank you.
Oh, uh Tell Campbell to take another look at the films.
The patient has a pseudoaneurysm.
If Campbell didn't see it Hagen would've died on the table.
Hey.
You got a busy day tomorrow? Not really.
Good.
'Cause I had the realtor set up some appointments.
So Why? You tattled to Violet about our fight, and she told you to make nice? No.
If you're unhappy here We'll move.
But the truth is, I don't see what you see.
I mean, every time I walk through that front door with you, I remember the first time I brought you here and how excited I was.
And the bedroom, it doesn't remind me of makeup casseroles and catsuit tug-of-wars.
It reminds me of the first time we had sex.
And for me Now that you're here, everything just feels Right.
How about we make a new memory? Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm? Mm-hmm.
Come with me my love to the sea the sea of love hey.
I wanna tell you So Sam convinced Hagen to have the surgery.
I heard.
Thank you.
I'm gonna be out of the office for a few weeks on foundation business.
Can, uh, can you ask Sam to check in on Maya and Olivia for me while I'm gone? Sure.
Okay.
Nai, are we ever gonna be friends the way we were? When we met You know, that night The night he quit surgery? He didn't tell me what happened.
We had never had secrets before that.
That was the beginning of the end of us.
How much I love you I'm sorry.
Take care of him.
Addie.
Yeah.
This isn't the beginning of the end of you and me.
My love to the sea the sea of love I wanna tell you how much Hey.
God, you're much later than I thought.
Ooh Yeah.
Ooh-ooh I had a nice dinner with Derek.
That's good.
How'd the surgery go? Uh I lost the patient.
Oh, Sam.
I'm sorry.
Come here.
I'm okay.
I'm gonna go take a shower.
Come here.
Come here.
This wasn't your fault.
Yeah, I know.
Okay? Mm-hmm.
You hear me? It was not your fault.
I'm sorry.
The sea of love I wanna tell you how much I love you Am I a good man? Ooh ooh ooh-ooh Yes.