Survivor's Remorse (2014) s04e03 Episode Script
Closure
1 I wrote a few times early on.
Did you save any of them? I mean, have you forgotten about where we come from? We got evicted in the middle of a fucking blizzard.
I think this is what you came here for.
- Holy shit.
- I am not interested in you telling me that you're sorry for all the stuff you once did, not once, but many times.
Can't believe how much this neighborhood's changed.
Gentrification, dude.
I wish I would have bought some apartments back in the day.
We had no money back in the day.
Ah, now you do.
You do the investing, I do the flipping.
I didn't tell him I called you, so he might not be pleased.
- The fuck did I tell you? - Reggie, the hospital called me.
What? You'll stay with us tonight.
I gotta know how my uncle had my dads killed.
There were three of them, two brothers, their cousin.
I wonder if when Uncle Julius called those goons on you, you said, "Sorry.
" I thought it would feel better.
- Pook? - Yeah? This might sound kinda messed up, but I think I'm hungry.
- Makes sense.
- No.
[EXHALES SHARPLY.]
It's disturbing.
I'm in a cemetery.
I just told three dead teenage rapists to fuck off.
Now I'm hungry? It don't make sense.
"Sense" don't gotta be in play.
Hungry's hungry.
Guess it's its own thing unto itself.
Don't gotta make sense juxtaposed with something else.
Nope.
Probably not a lot of test cases for this situation like, you know, "likelihood of appetite spiking after visiting rape dads' graves.
" Probably not written down and available for comparative purposes.
Maybe since all I've been thinking about before I showed up at your door was tracking down what we just tracked down, my mind forgot about food, but now that it's done, I'm hungry.
You? - I could eat.
- I don't want to force you.
Don't gotta.
I eat with no encouragement.
Just been trying not to eat after sundown or standing up.
We'd be sitting down.
You could eat something light.
Just makes it worse.
Sitting down to eat and not really eating? How'd Uncle J have them killed? "How" don't matter.
"Why" does.
Man, I hope one day I got a secret I need you to keep.
All right, uh, bathroom's to the right.
Linens should be clean.
Been a while since we had a guest.
- It's all good.
- T-shirt and shorts for sleeping.
- Thank you.
- And, uh, toothpaste and brush both from Missy, new.
- Thank her for me.
- Oh, she'll be thanking you.
She stocks this shit for occasions like this.
Not occasions like this, exactly, but - I get it.
- You wake up early, there's coffee and a bunch of other shit in the kitchen.
Have at it.
I'm sleeping in.
- How's your head? - It fucking hurts.
Hurts bad.
Like a bottle was fucking smashed on it.
Good night.
[PHONE CHIMES.]
[PHONE TRILLING.]
- Hey.
- Sorry, go back to bed.
I'm in bed.
You mean go back to sleep? Yes, go back to sleep.
ALLISON: You texted, I called, and now that I'm awake, you want me to go back to sleep? And I will as soon as you tell me why you texted.
Or at least after you ask me to show you a body part.
CAM: Sorry I woke you back up.
I just wanted to read you another one if you want to hear it.
I want to hear whatever you want to share.
I don't have to read it, I just, you know, my head's spinning right now.
ALLISON: No, no.
What did he write? This, that.
He was sorry that he was in the situation he was in.
You know, sorry he didn't write me more when I was younger or send me Christmas presents or have his mom come by and try to get to know me.
That he was trying not to be a cliché, even though he was in so many ways, all of which he took responsibility for being.
That he loved me even though he didn't know me.
These letters are him trying to get to know me.
Or at least have me get to know him.
You know, it's like a mid-life reversal of my entire life.
You know what? I don't blame my mother.
I get why she didn't like, I get why she hid them away.
I blame the fucking landlord who evicted us in the middle of a fucking blizzard so she couldn't even get up on a ladder to get these letters.
Like God damn, it's all so fucking unnecessary.
It's all so fucking sad.
I feel so bad that I never got these and knew this, or that I had this impression of him that was not accurate.
Nobody told you, and you're not a psychic.
Still.
ALLISON: Yeah, babe, it's fucked up.
Yeah, that's exactly what it is.
It's fucked up.
He's just sitting in there, years rolling by, life in ruin.
My blood, my flesh and blood.
And all this time, I could have been, you know, connecting.
Do you want me to fly up there? I've got frequent flyer miles saved for this kind of emergency.
You're not cashing in frequent flyer miles.
If I need you here, I'll buy you a ticket.
I don't want you to worry about me.
Pretty much the only person I'm not worried about is you.
I ju I gotta just I'm gonna go back to the prison in the morning.
I gotta just try and get through tomorrow.
I don't know if he even want to see me again.
He will.
I wish I was there to hug you.
- Me too.
- And then I'd give you some head.
Hey.
[LAUGHING.]
There's a non sequitur! ALLISON: Are you smiling? No, I'm not smiling.
Actually I'm more sad now 'cause you're not actually here to give me head.
Damn, now I'm all distracted.
Good.
Well, get some rest.
I don't even know what to say to him tomorrow about all this.
Start with, "Thanks for writing," and then go from there.
- I love you.
- I love you, too.
[SIGHS.]
I could teach you how to swim.
I'm fine being a stereotype.
Too old to learn now.
If you didn't want to learn, you wouldn't have brought it up.
- I didn't bring it up.
- You did.
You asked me if I knew how to swim.
- Don't change the subject.
- I'm not a water person.
'Cause you're afraid of drowning.
Who's not afraid of drowning? Drowning is a horrible way to go.
But you know who don't drown? People who stay out of the water.
You know who do? People who go in the water.
You're sitting there eating a salad.
You forced me to.
Got nothing to do with swimming.
Does so.
You keep eating healthy, you're gonna live longer.
The longer you live, the more the oceans rise.
The more the oceans rise, the more we're surrounded by water.
- Jury's still out.
- Pook, the permafrost is melting.
When something that's defined as permanently frosted is rapidly defrosting, - pay heed.
- It's 40 degrees in May.
And you can see your breath outside.
At least learn how to tread water.
How you doing? Thought I'd feel better.
Thought if I went there and put eyes on it, in the same physical space as the dead bodies and told them to fuck off, it would be like some kind of, I don't know, some kind of ritual that would bring more of a resolution.
- More closure.
- It will eventually.
You know the best part about being here with you right now? I don't want to have sex with you.
I have that effect on lesbians.
I'm just saying one of the things I've been working on in therapy, or what I'm trying to work on and haven't consistently succeeded at, is whenever I'm faced with any kind of stress, I look to release it with sex.
Something about the endorphins engaged via sex is the drug I rely on for mental peace of mind.
- That's normal.
- No.
Deep breaths, counting to ten, going for a run, chanting, smoking a joint, that's normal.
Not getting on Tinder when you feel discombobulated looking for a random chick whose face you can bury in your crotch.
I mean, sure it works temporarily, but it's not a constructive solve for the long term.
Being here with you, a friend who's just allowing me to just process stress is unusual, but good.
It's grounding me, so I don't just feel like escaping stress with distraction.
That's a virgin experience for me.
Thanks.
[SIGHS.]
Maybe once I get closure, I won't even have these random sex urges.
Maybe it'll be like a big giant wound closing.
Maybe that's why they call it closure.
Maybe deep down I don't even want closure.
Anguish fuels me.
Even if it does, maybe anguish just begets more anguish.
Maybe unhappiness is just a disease.
There you go.
We need to be heading out of here if I'm gonna get us home in one piece.
Cool, but I'm paying.
You ate nothing.
I get to treat.
I'ma hit the bathroom.
- Pook? - POOKIE: Yeah? I gave him the toothbrush.
He sends his thanks.
How you doing? It was a bad night, Missy.
It was a very bad night.
[SIGHS.]
And it was all my fault.
Why don't we just do what you said earlier and sleep it off? See how we feel tomorrow.
Missy, I never should have gotten in the car.
I never should have drove to that diner.
You never would have gone to see him if I hadn't put the photo on the punching bag.
Yeah, you know, you just you were concerned.
[SIGHS.]
You didn't want to talk about him, I chose to ignore that.
I meddled.
Yeah, but you're my wife, are you not? It ain't meddling if you're the wife.
It's just it's just living.
- It's a fine line.
- Yeah, well I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that I said I was just going on a drive when I knew where I was going.
That was a lie.
I understand why you said that.
I pushed you to open up.
Oh, I opened up.
Oh, I opened up.
I opened up on him, and then I had my head opened up by Trenay.
- Trenay? - Yes, Trenay.
She was a girl at the fight.
Trenay was very vocal, and she was very rambunctious.
Listen, Missy this was all my fault.
Okay? And I knew better.
Maybe I, uh, you know, I may not be made of or I may be incapable of all that you deserve.
You're everything I want.
And you're everything I need.
And it may not be true.
It is.
I was meant to be your wife.
And you were meant to be my husband.
We we are a a pair, a twosome, an example of all the good in the world right here.
You are, despite whatever trauma you have been through, the man you are, and I love I love who you are.
All of you.
All that's tried to undo you, and all that you have accomplished since.
That's just it, see? 'Cause things happened to me.
The man downstairs with the nice comforter that you bought at Restoration Hardware - Uh, Pottery Barn.
- This Okay, the man with the the comforter from Pottery Barn, see, was of no comfort.
Even tonight, even after everything that's happened, when I lay my head on the pillow, a small part of me will be thinking that Trent Vaughn is under my roof, and, Missy, I ain't absolutely certain that I won't be woke up at 4:00 in the morning by a punch to the face and a taste of my own blood, and open my eyes to some, you know, drunk and enraged man trying to beat up his son.
Even now, you want to know what I'm asking myself? Where in this house is the liquor? And why didn't I lock it up? So what I am saying to you, or what I'm trying to say to you, is that I may be, uh, what's the what's the word I'm looking for? Overcompensating for that lack of comfort.
I may be trying to make this life a life that I ain't built for.
It's one you deserve, but it may be one that I am incapable of providing for you.
He is not you, and you are not him.
Missy, I got a lot of unresolved shit.
And you can resolve it.
You are you are starting to resolve it right now.
All right, listen.
What if I am simply incapable of delivering to you a happy life? Like, what if I'm so damaged and I'm so wound tight due to that damage that at the end of the day, I can't be who I want to be? The fact that you can sit here and admit your fear - proves that you are more than your doubts.
- Missy You are capable of being the man you want to be.
We all have doubts and questions, okay? But living living is about building a life that that might deliver the answers we want.
And we can search for those answers together.
- Ow.
- Sorry.
[URINATING.]
I hope you feel this in hell.
This is the kind of control that occurs when a girl does her Kegels.
I don't know what those are.
Vaginal strengthening exercises.
Kinda like Crossfit for the vagina.
That's good to know.
- Almost done.
- Almost? You're like a camel.
I drank a lot of coffee.
[GRUNTS.]
[URINATING.]
[GRUNTS.]
I think I'm gonna need that handkerchief again.
Copy that.
[EXHALES SHARPLY.]
My sphincter control could use some work.
Maybe it was just the diner food.
Either way.
Closure.
[DISCO MUSIC PLAYING.]
Baby, please Baby, please Please don't take your love from me Please don't take your love from me I am yours forever more Ever more Till eternity Oh, yeah Silently So silently Listen to the words I say Listen to the words I say I'm not talking just for play Just for play Listen to me, please - POOKIE: Won't you listen to me - Do it, Pookie.
Heaven knows BOTH: It's not the way it should be Heaven knows It's not the way it could be And don't you know There's no need to leave Heaven knows It's not the way it should be And Heaven knows It's not the way it could be Don't you know There's no need to leave Heaven knows I never want to leave you Heaven knows [PHONE VIBRATING.]
Yo, fuckie, you ready to start your real estate mogul journey? Or are you still curled up in a ball reading the prison daddy diaries? [CHUCKLES.]
Yo, why are you Facetiming me like you my girl? Be happy I waste data on your bitch ass.
Now get me a chocolate croissant and get your ass on.
About to start this house flipping shit.
Moguls, baby.
REGGIE: Hey, Allison, everything okay? Hey, Reg, sorry to bother you.
No, not at all.
What's going on? - Is this a good time? - REGGIE: Yeah.
- You sure? - Hey, when I pick up, it's a good time.
When I don't pick up, ain't a good time.
Have you spoke to Cam since he went to Boston? I didn't know Cam went up to Boston.
ALLISON: Why wouldn't he tell you? Well, either he didn't want me to know or he didn't think I would care.
Allison, why is Cam in Boston? - He went to visit his father.
- REGGIE: What? - In prison.
- No, yeah, no.
That was more of a "what the fuck" kinda "what" than a, you know, a regular "what.
" He went yesterday.
It didn't go great.
All this stuff about letters sent and not received.
Don't tell him I told you.
Mm, yeah, shit.
And I don't want to overstep, but I thought I should, - so I did.
- Well, I appreciate it.
And thank you, Allison.
And you can tell him I called you.
You don't have to not tell him.
I just I want him to know that he's loved and that people are there for him.
I'll tell him, and he knows, but I will keep you posted.
Thank you, Allison.
Yeah.
Did your father leave? - Yeah, it seems so.
- You see this note? - I did.
- What's it supposed to mean? Well, it's not a cryptogram, Missy.
It's pretty straightforward stuff.
"Thanks, sorry.
Headed north.
" Polite and informative.
"I'd like to connect again.
- Reach out if you feel up to it.
" - Ball's in my court.
How I like it.
How it was and how it should have stayed.
What about his hand? Healthy enough to write an abrupt thank you note.
You gonna call him? Not right now.
I got stuff going on.
Cam is in Boston going to see his father in prison.
- What? - Allison called.
It's a whole thing.
I gotta pack.
I gotta get up there before shit goes off the rails.
Fucking fathers.
So we doing this or we doing it? [CHUCKLES.]
I mean, is that really a choice? "We doing this or we doing it," that's like choosing one thing over the same thing.
Yeah, by design.
Always be closing.
I don't know anything about this.
- Come again? - I see how it could work.
- There you go.
- But I have no idea where to start.
- Now, the beginning.
- No, I mean the steps.
Like, well, how do you do the steps? - Dude.
- Yes, dude.
Look, there's a sign that says "for sale.
" - Right.
- Right? We buy the house.
We fix it up.
We sell it for more than we bought it.
Enjoy the money.
Do the shit again.
[CHUCKLES.]
Ah-ha, okay.
Look, it's like the letters from your pops in prison.
You called me asking if I knew of anyone that knew the people that had anything to do with gentrifying the old apartment.
When you called me, you called with hope and faith that it would end in a positive result, and it did.
- Am I right? - I don't know anything about mortgages.
That's the beauty of being rich.
You don't need to know shit about mortgages when you buying something outright in cash.
Dude, when you come to things with hope and faith, sometimes they work out.
All right, call 'em.
Yeah? You ain't playing, are you? If you playing, that would be a real kick in the dick right now.
Been through too many trials and tribulations as of late to be hit with mockery.
Look, call 'em.
You don't gotta ask Reggie? No, I don't gotta ask Reggie, all right? We're just starting the steps and exploring.
I'll call Reggie when it's time to bring Reggie in.
Right now, I need to get to this prison, all right? Visiting hours start in two hours.
Oh, yeah, yeah.
Hey, good luck with that, man.
- Don't get locked up in there.
- All right.
- Hey.
- Hey.
What time is it? It's almost noon.
Wow.
Coffee? With a shot of bourbon.
Yeah, I never thought I'd dig therapy, but it helped.
I seen a documentary on Carl Jung.
Dude was smart.
Individuation and shit.
Well, it helped me see where my shit was.
Uncovered some stuff.
Stuff I didn't expect to uncover.
Wish I could afford it.
Sounds like everyone could use it.
It's like going to the gym for your mind.
I'm actually feeling mentally fit despite the public defecation you just witnessed.
Can't witness something when your head's turned away.
I could set you up with a good mental trainer if you want.
Thanks, but nah.
Just saying people helped me.
My friend, Jimmy, let me use his private plane to come up here and do all this.
I could help you if you ever need it.
If I'm in a crisis, I'll let you know.
I know you got the Jesus statue on the dashboard.
Just letting you know some things you don't just gotta pray off.
I hear you.
Thinking about taking some psychology courses next semester.
I'll check out Jung.
And some humanities courses.
I sorta gotta get straight with the human mind.
Get my head straight.
Your head is fine.
Your heart might need a little TLC.
Couldn't everyone's? A lot of things happen in life, A lot of things happen in life, unexpected things, unexpected shit.
unexpected things, unexpected shit.
Day-to-day human stuff has a way of tripping people up, Day-to-day human stuff has a way of tripping people up, even if they do therapy.
even if they do therapy.
Mothers get raped.
Uncles get hit by cars.
Mothers get raped.
Uncles get hit by cars.
Details of your fathers emerge.
Details of your fathers emerge.
Permafrost melts.
Oceans rise.
Permafrost melts.
Oceans rise.
Can't stop the oceans from rising and rain from falling.
Can't stop the oceans from rising and rain from falling.
Hurricanes and earthquakes, that's just the way things go.
Hurricanes and earthquakes, that's just the way things go.
Unfortunately.
Unfortunately.
But you can stop deciding to define your life But you can stop deciding to define your life through the filter of the things through the filter of the things that other people did to result in you being here.
that other people did to result in you being here.
I've been trying to figure things out a lot myself.
I've been trying to figure things out a lot myself.
And have the faith that things that I can't control And have the faith that things that I can't control being controlled by a God who loves.
being controlled by a God who loves.
This an actual real God? This an actual real God? Yeah, I did some shit kept me in here Yeah, I did some shit kept me in here longer than I should have been here.
longer than I should have been here.
- It's all right.
Things are looking up.
- Hmm.
- It's all right.
Things are looking up.
- Hmm.
Parole is always hanging out there as a possibility.
Parole is always hanging out there as a possibility.
- That's cool.
- I know, we'll see.
- That's cool.
- I know, we'll see.
Hmm, I think of it sometimes as an opportunity for the state Hmm, I think of it sometimes as an opportunity for the state to get a man's hopes all up so they can just dash them to get a man's hopes all up so they can just dash them with some ceremonial humiliation.
with some ceremonial humiliation.
But thinking like that leads to despair.
But thinking like that leads to despair.
I ain't trying to let despair get a tighter grip on me I ain't trying to let despair get a tighter grip on me than it's already got.
than it's already got.
Had a rough go in here my first 20 years in here.
Had a rough go in here my first 20 years in here.
Last few years been better.
Last few years been better.
Better as can go in here.
Better as can go in here.
Actually the last few years don't even feel like years.
Actually the last few years don't even feel like years.
Just felt like time.
Just felt like time.
Mm.
Mm.
They gonna snatch me back up in a few minutes.
They gonna snatch me back up in a few minutes.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Thank you for writing those letters.
Thank you for writing those letters.
I coulda wrote sooner.
I coulda wrote sooner.
I get why your mama didn't want to show them to you.
I get why your mama didn't want to show them to you.
She said that she felt like I would commit a crime She said that she felt like I would commit a crime so I could be in here with you.
so I could be in here with you.
She probably saw my genes at work.
She probably saw my genes at work.
- What's it like in here? - It's fucking horrible.
- What's it like in here? - It's fucking horrible.
Fucking horrible.
Fucking horrible.
- I'm sorry.
- [CHUCKLES.]
- I'm sorry.
- [CHUCKLES.]
All right, man.
All right, man.
Till next time.
Till next time.
Hope it won't be 24 years from now.
Hope it won't be 24 years from now.
[CHUCKLES.]
[CHUCKLES.]
How about tomorrow? How about tomorrow? It's off-season.
It's off-season.
Um, I'll be here.
Um, I'll be here.
[PHONE RINGING.]
[PHONE RINGING.]
- CASSIE: Hey, Mary Charles.
- Hey, Ma.
- CASSIE: Hey, Mary Charles.
- Hey, Ma.
Ah, I was just thinking about you.
Ah, I was just thinking about you.
Pookie give you what you was looking for? Pookie give you what you was looking for? M-CHUCK: He did.
M-CHUCK: He did.
Mm.
Do you need anything else from me? Mm.
Do you need anything else from me? Nah.
Not right now.
Nah.
Not right now.
I love you, Ma.
I love you, Ma.
You know I love you.
You know I love you.
I hope you know that now more than ever.
I hope you know that now more than ever.
I do.
I do.
- Mary Charles? - Yeah, Ma? - Mary Charles? - Yeah, Ma? Well, uh, look, we all Well, uh, look, we all we all do what we gotta do.
we all do what we gotta do.
And sometimes we don't know if how we went about And sometimes we don't know if how we went about what we did was correct.
what we did was correct.
You know, secrets and shit.
You know, secrets and shit.
Things you admit, things you omit.
Things you admit, things you omit.
But you're a miracle, But you're a miracle, and now you know just how much of a miracle you really are.
and now you know just how much of a miracle you really are.
So don't you take nothing else away from this other than that.
So don't you take nothing else away from this other than that.
The world is around the corner, Mary Charles, The world is around the corner, Mary Charles, and when you get back to Atlanta, and when you get back to Atlanta, turn that corner, baby.
turn that corner, baby.
All right, I I gotta go.
All right, I I gotta go.
I'll, um, I'll talk to you soon.
I'll, um, I'll talk to you soon.
M-CHUCK: Okay, bye, Ma.
Thanks.
M-CHUCK: Okay, bye, Ma.
Thanks.
REGGIE: Yo! REGGIE: Yo! - What are you doing here? - I'm just checking in.
- What are you doing here? - I'm just checking in.
- How how did you - A little bird.
- How how did you - A little bird.
Gorgeous bird, smoky voice, named Allison? Gorgeous bird, smoky voice, named Allison? Maybe.
Maybe.
You all right? You all right? I will be.
It's a long story.
I will be.
It's a long story.
- I got time.
- [CHUCKLES.]
- I got time.
- [CHUCKLES.]
Damn, what happened to you? Damn, what happened to you? Ah, it's a long story.
Ah, it's a long story.
- How'd you fly up? - Called Chen, took Air Bao Two.
- How'd you fly up? - Called Chen, took Air Bao Two.
- Said I needed a favor.
- Mm, you owe him a favor now.
- Said I needed a favor.
- Mm, you owe him a favor now.
It's worth it.
It's worth it.
[CHUCKLES.]
You hungry, man? [CHUCKLES.]
You hungry, man? - Always.
- All right.
Did you Uber up or you got a car? - Always.
- All right.
Did you Uber up or you got a car? I got a car.
I got a car.
Let me tip my driver.
I'll just ride with you.
Let me tip my driver.
I'll just ride with you.
- All right.
- [PHONE RINGING.]
- All right.
- [PHONE RINGING.]
Hey, Mary Charles? Hey, Mary Charles? Hey, ain't Chen in Shanghai with Ma? Hey, ain't Chen in Shanghai with Ma? REGGIE: He is.
His plane is in Boston.
REGGIE: He is.
His plane is in Boston.
I know.
Uh, how do you know? I know.
Uh, how do you know? 'Cause I'm looking right at one of 'em.
'Cause I'm looking right at one of 'em.
You in Boston? You in Boston? Flaherty let me use his plane.
Flaherty let me use his plane.
- What? Why? - Long story.
- What? Why? - Long story.
We got too many rich friends.
Come, eat with me and your brother.
We got too many rich friends.
Come, eat with me and your brother.
- M-CHUCK: Where? - Boston.
- M-CHUCK: Where? - Boston.
- What the fuck? - Long story.
- What the fuck? - Long story.
[HIP-HOP MUSIC.]
[HIP-HOP MUSIC.]
I'm on my grind shawty I'm on my grind shawty Don't block my shine shawty Don't block my shine shawty Hold up, hold up guess who just showed up Hold up, hold up guess who just showed up Rolled up, rolls cut drop with the doors up Rolled up, rolls cut drop with the doors up I'm on my grind shawty I'm on my grind shawty Don't block my shine shawty Don't block my shine shawty Wait a minute wait a minute Wait a minute wait a minute Chill a little sit a minute Chill a little sit a minute I can't close my safe no more I can't close my safe no more 'Cause I got too much money in it.
'Cause I got too much money in it.
They put Gucci in a cell then Madea went to jail They put Gucci in a cell then Madea went to jail I make music, I make movies I need Tyler Perry sales I make music, I make movies I need Tyler Perry sales Loud smell coming out the Lamb', fuck it what the hell Loud smell coming out the Lamb', fuck it what the hell Gucci Mane, so I'm Guccied down, she got on Chanel Gucci Mane, so I'm Guccied down, she got on Chanel In the cut rolling stupid kush like I'm in a rush In the cut rolling stupid kush like I'm in a rush In the club with half a pound, 150 blunts In the club with half a pound, 150 blunts Zone 6, East Atlanta's own fuck with Nia Long Zone 6, East Atlanta's own fuck with Nia Long So I shine like it's showtime, all my jewelry on So I shine like it's showtime, all my jewelry on Yeah, yeah, ye yeah Yeah, yeah, ye yeah A-town represent.
A-town represent.
Ho hold up Ho hold up East Point, College Park.
East Point, College Park.
Decatur.
Decatur.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Did you save any of them? I mean, have you forgotten about where we come from? We got evicted in the middle of a fucking blizzard.
I think this is what you came here for.
- Holy shit.
- I am not interested in you telling me that you're sorry for all the stuff you once did, not once, but many times.
Can't believe how much this neighborhood's changed.
Gentrification, dude.
I wish I would have bought some apartments back in the day.
We had no money back in the day.
Ah, now you do.
You do the investing, I do the flipping.
I didn't tell him I called you, so he might not be pleased.
- The fuck did I tell you? - Reggie, the hospital called me.
What? You'll stay with us tonight.
I gotta know how my uncle had my dads killed.
There were three of them, two brothers, their cousin.
I wonder if when Uncle Julius called those goons on you, you said, "Sorry.
" I thought it would feel better.
- Pook? - Yeah? This might sound kinda messed up, but I think I'm hungry.
- Makes sense.
- No.
[EXHALES SHARPLY.]
It's disturbing.
I'm in a cemetery.
I just told three dead teenage rapists to fuck off.
Now I'm hungry? It don't make sense.
"Sense" don't gotta be in play.
Hungry's hungry.
Guess it's its own thing unto itself.
Don't gotta make sense juxtaposed with something else.
Nope.
Probably not a lot of test cases for this situation like, you know, "likelihood of appetite spiking after visiting rape dads' graves.
" Probably not written down and available for comparative purposes.
Maybe since all I've been thinking about before I showed up at your door was tracking down what we just tracked down, my mind forgot about food, but now that it's done, I'm hungry.
You? - I could eat.
- I don't want to force you.
Don't gotta.
I eat with no encouragement.
Just been trying not to eat after sundown or standing up.
We'd be sitting down.
You could eat something light.
Just makes it worse.
Sitting down to eat and not really eating? How'd Uncle J have them killed? "How" don't matter.
"Why" does.
Man, I hope one day I got a secret I need you to keep.
All right, uh, bathroom's to the right.
Linens should be clean.
Been a while since we had a guest.
- It's all good.
- T-shirt and shorts for sleeping.
- Thank you.
- And, uh, toothpaste and brush both from Missy, new.
- Thank her for me.
- Oh, she'll be thanking you.
She stocks this shit for occasions like this.
Not occasions like this, exactly, but - I get it.
- You wake up early, there's coffee and a bunch of other shit in the kitchen.
Have at it.
I'm sleeping in.
- How's your head? - It fucking hurts.
Hurts bad.
Like a bottle was fucking smashed on it.
Good night.
[PHONE CHIMES.]
[PHONE TRILLING.]
- Hey.
- Sorry, go back to bed.
I'm in bed.
You mean go back to sleep? Yes, go back to sleep.
ALLISON: You texted, I called, and now that I'm awake, you want me to go back to sleep? And I will as soon as you tell me why you texted.
Or at least after you ask me to show you a body part.
CAM: Sorry I woke you back up.
I just wanted to read you another one if you want to hear it.
I want to hear whatever you want to share.
I don't have to read it, I just, you know, my head's spinning right now.
ALLISON: No, no.
What did he write? This, that.
He was sorry that he was in the situation he was in.
You know, sorry he didn't write me more when I was younger or send me Christmas presents or have his mom come by and try to get to know me.
That he was trying not to be a cliché, even though he was in so many ways, all of which he took responsibility for being.
That he loved me even though he didn't know me.
These letters are him trying to get to know me.
Or at least have me get to know him.
You know, it's like a mid-life reversal of my entire life.
You know what? I don't blame my mother.
I get why she didn't like, I get why she hid them away.
I blame the fucking landlord who evicted us in the middle of a fucking blizzard so she couldn't even get up on a ladder to get these letters.
Like God damn, it's all so fucking unnecessary.
It's all so fucking sad.
I feel so bad that I never got these and knew this, or that I had this impression of him that was not accurate.
Nobody told you, and you're not a psychic.
Still.
ALLISON: Yeah, babe, it's fucked up.
Yeah, that's exactly what it is.
It's fucked up.
He's just sitting in there, years rolling by, life in ruin.
My blood, my flesh and blood.
And all this time, I could have been, you know, connecting.
Do you want me to fly up there? I've got frequent flyer miles saved for this kind of emergency.
You're not cashing in frequent flyer miles.
If I need you here, I'll buy you a ticket.
I don't want you to worry about me.
Pretty much the only person I'm not worried about is you.
I ju I gotta just I'm gonna go back to the prison in the morning.
I gotta just try and get through tomorrow.
I don't know if he even want to see me again.
He will.
I wish I was there to hug you.
- Me too.
- And then I'd give you some head.
Hey.
[LAUGHING.]
There's a non sequitur! ALLISON: Are you smiling? No, I'm not smiling.
Actually I'm more sad now 'cause you're not actually here to give me head.
Damn, now I'm all distracted.
Good.
Well, get some rest.
I don't even know what to say to him tomorrow about all this.
Start with, "Thanks for writing," and then go from there.
- I love you.
- I love you, too.
[SIGHS.]
I could teach you how to swim.
I'm fine being a stereotype.
Too old to learn now.
If you didn't want to learn, you wouldn't have brought it up.
- I didn't bring it up.
- You did.
You asked me if I knew how to swim.
- Don't change the subject.
- I'm not a water person.
'Cause you're afraid of drowning.
Who's not afraid of drowning? Drowning is a horrible way to go.
But you know who don't drown? People who stay out of the water.
You know who do? People who go in the water.
You're sitting there eating a salad.
You forced me to.
Got nothing to do with swimming.
Does so.
You keep eating healthy, you're gonna live longer.
The longer you live, the more the oceans rise.
The more the oceans rise, the more we're surrounded by water.
- Jury's still out.
- Pook, the permafrost is melting.
When something that's defined as permanently frosted is rapidly defrosting, - pay heed.
- It's 40 degrees in May.
And you can see your breath outside.
At least learn how to tread water.
How you doing? Thought I'd feel better.
Thought if I went there and put eyes on it, in the same physical space as the dead bodies and told them to fuck off, it would be like some kind of, I don't know, some kind of ritual that would bring more of a resolution.
- More closure.
- It will eventually.
You know the best part about being here with you right now? I don't want to have sex with you.
I have that effect on lesbians.
I'm just saying one of the things I've been working on in therapy, or what I'm trying to work on and haven't consistently succeeded at, is whenever I'm faced with any kind of stress, I look to release it with sex.
Something about the endorphins engaged via sex is the drug I rely on for mental peace of mind.
- That's normal.
- No.
Deep breaths, counting to ten, going for a run, chanting, smoking a joint, that's normal.
Not getting on Tinder when you feel discombobulated looking for a random chick whose face you can bury in your crotch.
I mean, sure it works temporarily, but it's not a constructive solve for the long term.
Being here with you, a friend who's just allowing me to just process stress is unusual, but good.
It's grounding me, so I don't just feel like escaping stress with distraction.
That's a virgin experience for me.
Thanks.
[SIGHS.]
Maybe once I get closure, I won't even have these random sex urges.
Maybe it'll be like a big giant wound closing.
Maybe that's why they call it closure.
Maybe deep down I don't even want closure.
Anguish fuels me.
Even if it does, maybe anguish just begets more anguish.
Maybe unhappiness is just a disease.
There you go.
We need to be heading out of here if I'm gonna get us home in one piece.
Cool, but I'm paying.
You ate nothing.
I get to treat.
I'ma hit the bathroom.
- Pook? - POOKIE: Yeah? I gave him the toothbrush.
He sends his thanks.
How you doing? It was a bad night, Missy.
It was a very bad night.
[SIGHS.]
And it was all my fault.
Why don't we just do what you said earlier and sleep it off? See how we feel tomorrow.
Missy, I never should have gotten in the car.
I never should have drove to that diner.
You never would have gone to see him if I hadn't put the photo on the punching bag.
Yeah, you know, you just you were concerned.
[SIGHS.]
You didn't want to talk about him, I chose to ignore that.
I meddled.
Yeah, but you're my wife, are you not? It ain't meddling if you're the wife.
It's just it's just living.
- It's a fine line.
- Yeah, well I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that I said I was just going on a drive when I knew where I was going.
That was a lie.
I understand why you said that.
I pushed you to open up.
Oh, I opened up.
Oh, I opened up.
I opened up on him, and then I had my head opened up by Trenay.
- Trenay? - Yes, Trenay.
She was a girl at the fight.
Trenay was very vocal, and she was very rambunctious.
Listen, Missy this was all my fault.
Okay? And I knew better.
Maybe I, uh, you know, I may not be made of or I may be incapable of all that you deserve.
You're everything I want.
And you're everything I need.
And it may not be true.
It is.
I was meant to be your wife.
And you were meant to be my husband.
We we are a a pair, a twosome, an example of all the good in the world right here.
You are, despite whatever trauma you have been through, the man you are, and I love I love who you are.
All of you.
All that's tried to undo you, and all that you have accomplished since.
That's just it, see? 'Cause things happened to me.
The man downstairs with the nice comforter that you bought at Restoration Hardware - Uh, Pottery Barn.
- This Okay, the man with the the comforter from Pottery Barn, see, was of no comfort.
Even tonight, even after everything that's happened, when I lay my head on the pillow, a small part of me will be thinking that Trent Vaughn is under my roof, and, Missy, I ain't absolutely certain that I won't be woke up at 4:00 in the morning by a punch to the face and a taste of my own blood, and open my eyes to some, you know, drunk and enraged man trying to beat up his son.
Even now, you want to know what I'm asking myself? Where in this house is the liquor? And why didn't I lock it up? So what I am saying to you, or what I'm trying to say to you, is that I may be, uh, what's the what's the word I'm looking for? Overcompensating for that lack of comfort.
I may be trying to make this life a life that I ain't built for.
It's one you deserve, but it may be one that I am incapable of providing for you.
He is not you, and you are not him.
Missy, I got a lot of unresolved shit.
And you can resolve it.
You are you are starting to resolve it right now.
All right, listen.
What if I am simply incapable of delivering to you a happy life? Like, what if I'm so damaged and I'm so wound tight due to that damage that at the end of the day, I can't be who I want to be? The fact that you can sit here and admit your fear - proves that you are more than your doubts.
- Missy You are capable of being the man you want to be.
We all have doubts and questions, okay? But living living is about building a life that that might deliver the answers we want.
And we can search for those answers together.
- Ow.
- Sorry.
[URINATING.]
I hope you feel this in hell.
This is the kind of control that occurs when a girl does her Kegels.
I don't know what those are.
Vaginal strengthening exercises.
Kinda like Crossfit for the vagina.
That's good to know.
- Almost done.
- Almost? You're like a camel.
I drank a lot of coffee.
[GRUNTS.]
[URINATING.]
[GRUNTS.]
I think I'm gonna need that handkerchief again.
Copy that.
[EXHALES SHARPLY.]
My sphincter control could use some work.
Maybe it was just the diner food.
Either way.
Closure.
[DISCO MUSIC PLAYING.]
Baby, please Baby, please Please don't take your love from me Please don't take your love from me I am yours forever more Ever more Till eternity Oh, yeah Silently So silently Listen to the words I say Listen to the words I say I'm not talking just for play Just for play Listen to me, please - POOKIE: Won't you listen to me - Do it, Pookie.
Heaven knows BOTH: It's not the way it should be Heaven knows It's not the way it could be And don't you know There's no need to leave Heaven knows It's not the way it should be And Heaven knows It's not the way it could be Don't you know There's no need to leave Heaven knows I never want to leave you Heaven knows [PHONE VIBRATING.]
Yo, fuckie, you ready to start your real estate mogul journey? Or are you still curled up in a ball reading the prison daddy diaries? [CHUCKLES.]
Yo, why are you Facetiming me like you my girl? Be happy I waste data on your bitch ass.
Now get me a chocolate croissant and get your ass on.
About to start this house flipping shit.
Moguls, baby.
REGGIE: Hey, Allison, everything okay? Hey, Reg, sorry to bother you.
No, not at all.
What's going on? - Is this a good time? - REGGIE: Yeah.
- You sure? - Hey, when I pick up, it's a good time.
When I don't pick up, ain't a good time.
Have you spoke to Cam since he went to Boston? I didn't know Cam went up to Boston.
ALLISON: Why wouldn't he tell you? Well, either he didn't want me to know or he didn't think I would care.
Allison, why is Cam in Boston? - He went to visit his father.
- REGGIE: What? - In prison.
- No, yeah, no.
That was more of a "what the fuck" kinda "what" than a, you know, a regular "what.
" He went yesterday.
It didn't go great.
All this stuff about letters sent and not received.
Don't tell him I told you.
Mm, yeah, shit.
And I don't want to overstep, but I thought I should, - so I did.
- Well, I appreciate it.
And thank you, Allison.
And you can tell him I called you.
You don't have to not tell him.
I just I want him to know that he's loved and that people are there for him.
I'll tell him, and he knows, but I will keep you posted.
Thank you, Allison.
Yeah.
Did your father leave? - Yeah, it seems so.
- You see this note? - I did.
- What's it supposed to mean? Well, it's not a cryptogram, Missy.
It's pretty straightforward stuff.
"Thanks, sorry.
Headed north.
" Polite and informative.
"I'd like to connect again.
- Reach out if you feel up to it.
" - Ball's in my court.
How I like it.
How it was and how it should have stayed.
What about his hand? Healthy enough to write an abrupt thank you note.
You gonna call him? Not right now.
I got stuff going on.
Cam is in Boston going to see his father in prison.
- What? - Allison called.
It's a whole thing.
I gotta pack.
I gotta get up there before shit goes off the rails.
Fucking fathers.
So we doing this or we doing it? [CHUCKLES.]
I mean, is that really a choice? "We doing this or we doing it," that's like choosing one thing over the same thing.
Yeah, by design.
Always be closing.
I don't know anything about this.
- Come again? - I see how it could work.
- There you go.
- But I have no idea where to start.
- Now, the beginning.
- No, I mean the steps.
Like, well, how do you do the steps? - Dude.
- Yes, dude.
Look, there's a sign that says "for sale.
" - Right.
- Right? We buy the house.
We fix it up.
We sell it for more than we bought it.
Enjoy the money.
Do the shit again.
[CHUCKLES.]
Ah-ha, okay.
Look, it's like the letters from your pops in prison.
You called me asking if I knew of anyone that knew the people that had anything to do with gentrifying the old apartment.
When you called me, you called with hope and faith that it would end in a positive result, and it did.
- Am I right? - I don't know anything about mortgages.
That's the beauty of being rich.
You don't need to know shit about mortgages when you buying something outright in cash.
Dude, when you come to things with hope and faith, sometimes they work out.
All right, call 'em.
Yeah? You ain't playing, are you? If you playing, that would be a real kick in the dick right now.
Been through too many trials and tribulations as of late to be hit with mockery.
Look, call 'em.
You don't gotta ask Reggie? No, I don't gotta ask Reggie, all right? We're just starting the steps and exploring.
I'll call Reggie when it's time to bring Reggie in.
Right now, I need to get to this prison, all right? Visiting hours start in two hours.
Oh, yeah, yeah.
Hey, good luck with that, man.
- Don't get locked up in there.
- All right.
- Hey.
- Hey.
What time is it? It's almost noon.
Wow.
Coffee? With a shot of bourbon.
Yeah, I never thought I'd dig therapy, but it helped.
I seen a documentary on Carl Jung.
Dude was smart.
Individuation and shit.
Well, it helped me see where my shit was.
Uncovered some stuff.
Stuff I didn't expect to uncover.
Wish I could afford it.
Sounds like everyone could use it.
It's like going to the gym for your mind.
I'm actually feeling mentally fit despite the public defecation you just witnessed.
Can't witness something when your head's turned away.
I could set you up with a good mental trainer if you want.
Thanks, but nah.
Just saying people helped me.
My friend, Jimmy, let me use his private plane to come up here and do all this.
I could help you if you ever need it.
If I'm in a crisis, I'll let you know.
I know you got the Jesus statue on the dashboard.
Just letting you know some things you don't just gotta pray off.
I hear you.
Thinking about taking some psychology courses next semester.
I'll check out Jung.
And some humanities courses.
I sorta gotta get straight with the human mind.
Get my head straight.
Your head is fine.
Your heart might need a little TLC.
Couldn't everyone's? A lot of things happen in life, A lot of things happen in life, unexpected things, unexpected shit.
unexpected things, unexpected shit.
Day-to-day human stuff has a way of tripping people up, Day-to-day human stuff has a way of tripping people up, even if they do therapy.
even if they do therapy.
Mothers get raped.
Uncles get hit by cars.
Mothers get raped.
Uncles get hit by cars.
Details of your fathers emerge.
Details of your fathers emerge.
Permafrost melts.
Oceans rise.
Permafrost melts.
Oceans rise.
Can't stop the oceans from rising and rain from falling.
Can't stop the oceans from rising and rain from falling.
Hurricanes and earthquakes, that's just the way things go.
Hurricanes and earthquakes, that's just the way things go.
Unfortunately.
Unfortunately.
But you can stop deciding to define your life But you can stop deciding to define your life through the filter of the things through the filter of the things that other people did to result in you being here.
that other people did to result in you being here.
I've been trying to figure things out a lot myself.
I've been trying to figure things out a lot myself.
And have the faith that things that I can't control And have the faith that things that I can't control being controlled by a God who loves.
being controlled by a God who loves.
This an actual real God? This an actual real God? Yeah, I did some shit kept me in here Yeah, I did some shit kept me in here longer than I should have been here.
longer than I should have been here.
- It's all right.
Things are looking up.
- Hmm.
- It's all right.
Things are looking up.
- Hmm.
Parole is always hanging out there as a possibility.
Parole is always hanging out there as a possibility.
- That's cool.
- I know, we'll see.
- That's cool.
- I know, we'll see.
Hmm, I think of it sometimes as an opportunity for the state Hmm, I think of it sometimes as an opportunity for the state to get a man's hopes all up so they can just dash them to get a man's hopes all up so they can just dash them with some ceremonial humiliation.
with some ceremonial humiliation.
But thinking like that leads to despair.
But thinking like that leads to despair.
I ain't trying to let despair get a tighter grip on me I ain't trying to let despair get a tighter grip on me than it's already got.
than it's already got.
Had a rough go in here my first 20 years in here.
Had a rough go in here my first 20 years in here.
Last few years been better.
Last few years been better.
Better as can go in here.
Better as can go in here.
Actually the last few years don't even feel like years.
Actually the last few years don't even feel like years.
Just felt like time.
Just felt like time.
Mm.
Mm.
They gonna snatch me back up in a few minutes.
They gonna snatch me back up in a few minutes.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Thank you for writing those letters.
Thank you for writing those letters.
I coulda wrote sooner.
I coulda wrote sooner.
I get why your mama didn't want to show them to you.
I get why your mama didn't want to show them to you.
She said that she felt like I would commit a crime She said that she felt like I would commit a crime so I could be in here with you.
so I could be in here with you.
She probably saw my genes at work.
She probably saw my genes at work.
- What's it like in here? - It's fucking horrible.
- What's it like in here? - It's fucking horrible.
Fucking horrible.
Fucking horrible.
- I'm sorry.
- [CHUCKLES.]
- I'm sorry.
- [CHUCKLES.]
All right, man.
All right, man.
Till next time.
Till next time.
Hope it won't be 24 years from now.
Hope it won't be 24 years from now.
[CHUCKLES.]
[CHUCKLES.]
How about tomorrow? How about tomorrow? It's off-season.
It's off-season.
Um, I'll be here.
Um, I'll be here.
[PHONE RINGING.]
[PHONE RINGING.]
- CASSIE: Hey, Mary Charles.
- Hey, Ma.
- CASSIE: Hey, Mary Charles.
- Hey, Ma.
Ah, I was just thinking about you.
Ah, I was just thinking about you.
Pookie give you what you was looking for? Pookie give you what you was looking for? M-CHUCK: He did.
M-CHUCK: He did.
Mm.
Do you need anything else from me? Mm.
Do you need anything else from me? Nah.
Not right now.
Nah.
Not right now.
I love you, Ma.
I love you, Ma.
You know I love you.
You know I love you.
I hope you know that now more than ever.
I hope you know that now more than ever.
I do.
I do.
- Mary Charles? - Yeah, Ma? - Mary Charles? - Yeah, Ma? Well, uh, look, we all Well, uh, look, we all we all do what we gotta do.
we all do what we gotta do.
And sometimes we don't know if how we went about And sometimes we don't know if how we went about what we did was correct.
what we did was correct.
You know, secrets and shit.
You know, secrets and shit.
Things you admit, things you omit.
Things you admit, things you omit.
But you're a miracle, But you're a miracle, and now you know just how much of a miracle you really are.
and now you know just how much of a miracle you really are.
So don't you take nothing else away from this other than that.
So don't you take nothing else away from this other than that.
The world is around the corner, Mary Charles, The world is around the corner, Mary Charles, and when you get back to Atlanta, and when you get back to Atlanta, turn that corner, baby.
turn that corner, baby.
All right, I I gotta go.
All right, I I gotta go.
I'll, um, I'll talk to you soon.
I'll, um, I'll talk to you soon.
M-CHUCK: Okay, bye, Ma.
Thanks.
M-CHUCK: Okay, bye, Ma.
Thanks.
REGGIE: Yo! REGGIE: Yo! - What are you doing here? - I'm just checking in.
- What are you doing here? - I'm just checking in.
- How how did you - A little bird.
- How how did you - A little bird.
Gorgeous bird, smoky voice, named Allison? Gorgeous bird, smoky voice, named Allison? Maybe.
Maybe.
You all right? You all right? I will be.
It's a long story.
I will be.
It's a long story.
- I got time.
- [CHUCKLES.]
- I got time.
- [CHUCKLES.]
Damn, what happened to you? Damn, what happened to you? Ah, it's a long story.
Ah, it's a long story.
- How'd you fly up? - Called Chen, took Air Bao Two.
- How'd you fly up? - Called Chen, took Air Bao Two.
- Said I needed a favor.
- Mm, you owe him a favor now.
- Said I needed a favor.
- Mm, you owe him a favor now.
It's worth it.
It's worth it.
[CHUCKLES.]
You hungry, man? [CHUCKLES.]
You hungry, man? - Always.
- All right.
Did you Uber up or you got a car? - Always.
- All right.
Did you Uber up or you got a car? I got a car.
I got a car.
Let me tip my driver.
I'll just ride with you.
Let me tip my driver.
I'll just ride with you.
- All right.
- [PHONE RINGING.]
- All right.
- [PHONE RINGING.]
Hey, Mary Charles? Hey, Mary Charles? Hey, ain't Chen in Shanghai with Ma? Hey, ain't Chen in Shanghai with Ma? REGGIE: He is.
His plane is in Boston.
REGGIE: He is.
His plane is in Boston.
I know.
Uh, how do you know? I know.
Uh, how do you know? 'Cause I'm looking right at one of 'em.
'Cause I'm looking right at one of 'em.
You in Boston? You in Boston? Flaherty let me use his plane.
Flaherty let me use his plane.
- What? Why? - Long story.
- What? Why? - Long story.
We got too many rich friends.
Come, eat with me and your brother.
We got too many rich friends.
Come, eat with me and your brother.
- M-CHUCK: Where? - Boston.
- M-CHUCK: Where? - Boston.
- What the fuck? - Long story.
- What the fuck? - Long story.
[HIP-HOP MUSIC.]
[HIP-HOP MUSIC.]
I'm on my grind shawty I'm on my grind shawty Don't block my shine shawty Don't block my shine shawty Hold up, hold up guess who just showed up Hold up, hold up guess who just showed up Rolled up, rolls cut drop with the doors up Rolled up, rolls cut drop with the doors up I'm on my grind shawty I'm on my grind shawty Don't block my shine shawty Don't block my shine shawty Wait a minute wait a minute Wait a minute wait a minute Chill a little sit a minute Chill a little sit a minute I can't close my safe no more I can't close my safe no more 'Cause I got too much money in it.
'Cause I got too much money in it.
They put Gucci in a cell then Madea went to jail They put Gucci in a cell then Madea went to jail I make music, I make movies I need Tyler Perry sales I make music, I make movies I need Tyler Perry sales Loud smell coming out the Lamb', fuck it what the hell Loud smell coming out the Lamb', fuck it what the hell Gucci Mane, so I'm Guccied down, she got on Chanel Gucci Mane, so I'm Guccied down, she got on Chanel In the cut rolling stupid kush like I'm in a rush In the cut rolling stupid kush like I'm in a rush In the club with half a pound, 150 blunts In the club with half a pound, 150 blunts Zone 6, East Atlanta's own fuck with Nia Long Zone 6, East Atlanta's own fuck with Nia Long So I shine like it's showtime, all my jewelry on So I shine like it's showtime, all my jewelry on Yeah, yeah, ye yeah Yeah, yeah, ye yeah A-town represent.
A-town represent.
Ho hold up Ho hold up East Point, College Park.
East Point, College Park.
Decatur.
Decatur.
Yeah.
Yeah.