Queer Eye (2018) s04e06 Episode Script
A Tale of Two Cultures
1 [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING.]
[ENGINES REVVING.]
[HYDRAULICS WHIRRING.]
[ENGINES REVVING.]
[TAN.]
Look at the sunset right now, you guys.
- Beautiful.
- Gorgeous.
Your bedtime's in an hour.
I know.
Are you guys ready to learn about who we're helping tonight? - [SQUEALS.]
- [ALL.]
Yeah! Her name is Deanna Muñoz.
Hey, Deanna Muñoz.
[DEANNA.]
I am second-generation Mexican-American, other people would know as Chicano, Chicana, or Chicanx.
[DEANNA.]
Use Chicanx if you don't want to define a gender.
So, I am 150 percent Chicana.
I absolutely love Mexican culture, but I don't speak Spanish.
My lifestyle is lowrider shows and that's who I am.
What is lowrider culture? Lowrider cars go up and down, so they have hydraulics on 'em, and they're usually painted in amazing - Like in the Snoop Dogg videos? - Yes! - It's cool! - It's so beautiful, it's so cool.
- The music, driving around at night - I love it.
- [JONATHAN.]
Let's have fun.
- I dated a guy once - just because he had a lowrider.
- I'm sure you did.
[LAUGHING.]
Deanna is 42, from Kansas City, Missouri.
[KARAMO.]
Not only is she a wife and a mother of four, she works as a project manager for Hallmark Corporate.
And she's also the founder of the Latino Arts Festival.
- Ooh, I love a cultured lady.
- [BOBBY.]
Nice.
The Latino Arts Festival is a one-day festival that includes art and poetry and lowriders.
It is definitely my life's mission to celebrate my heritage.
Celebrate it, live it, love it, shove it down the throats of everybody.
[LAUGHS.]
Nurturing aspiring artists is her life's calling, and she dreams of starting an arts foundation one day.
[ALL EXCLAIM.]
- I know.
- So, this is, like, purely non-profit.
I love someone who wants to give back - to their community and culture.
- Yeah.
My dad came here when he was young.
Growing up, I lived in the suburbs of Olathe, Kansas.
But I was taken out of my heritage because my dad wanted us to have a good life.
He wanted to protect us.
So, I'm living in a world where I'm not Mexican enough and I'm not white enough, so it's always been a constant battle in my life.
But now I'm in it and I love it and I embrace my culture.
That is truly who I am.
She was nominated by Marisa, her childhood best friend and by her son, Dalinuel.
- Dalinuel? I love that name.
- Yes, Dalinuel! I love my mom a lot, she is my best friend.
She does great stuff for the community, but my mom needs help with her professional presence, because that's where the sponsorships are gonna come from and that's how she could actually take this festival to the next level.
[WOMAN.]
My friend is great, my friend is beautiful on the inside and out.
But Deanna doesn't feel that within herself.
The confidence isn't there.
[DEANNA.]
It's always something that someone has said to me that I keep inside of me.
"You don't have a degree.
You were a mom at 16.
You're Mexican-American.
You don't look like somebody that should be doing this.
You're not dressed like somebody that should be doing this.
" She usually wears sneakers and shorts showing off her tattoos.
I love a woman with tattoos.
I have 13.
He's got my name tattooed on his ass.
[LAUGHING.]
When it comes to grooming, she's been wearing the same hairstyle and makeup since the '90s.
I make fun of her all the time just 'cause the amount of hairspray she goes through.
[SPRITZING.]
I used to hairspray my hair so bad that it'd actually get stuck and I couldn't move my head.
When it comes to food, Antoni, Deanna's insecure about her cooking.
- Oh, my gosh! - [MICROWAVE BEEPING.]
Deanna's cooking is non-existent.
So Monday through Friday, the family eats dinner at her mother-in-law's, SeñoraEsperanza's house.
She doesn't even have the proper cooking gear, and guests know to bring their own things when they visit.
Whoa.
[MAN ON LAPTOP.]
Has anybody delivered any artwork? Um, I don't think so, but let me check with Irene.
The Third Annual Latino Arts Festival is at the end of this week.
Last year, over 2,000 guests attended, but this time, Deanna is finally stepping into her role as the founder.
I've never spoken at my events.
For the last three years, I've had everybody else talk about my passion.
[VOICE BREAKING.]
And the more I allow that to happen, the more that passion gets dimmer.
But now it's my turn, and I need to be able to tell people why it's important.
So, our mission this week is to take Deanna from ridin' low to ridin' high.
[ALL.]
Yeah! [THEME MUSIC PLAYING.]
Oh, things just keep getting better [INDISTINCT CHATTER.]
[MAN.]
This food is so good.
[DEANNA.]
There's more food here.
There's, like, chile rellenos, there's tortillas, uh - [MAN.]
Who said, "Me, too?" You? - Yeah.
[MAN.]
Girl, you look good.
- Do you like chocolate? - I got brown sugar already, honey.
[ALL EXCLAIMING.]
- [LAUGHING.]
- [KARAMO.]
It's a very pretty neighborhood.
[BOBBY.]
Wow, look at all these cars! - [ANTONI.]
Is that an old Chevy? - [KARAMO.]
Oh.
- [TAN.]
These can't be the lowrider cars.
- [BOBBY.]
Yeah.
- I can see the hydraulics underneath it.
- [JONATHAN.]
Cute! [TAN.]
Yo, look at the trim on that! [BOBBY.]
Oh, now he likes it.
It's blingy.
- Hi.
- Hello.
- Deanna? - [MAN.]
Oh, look at your boo! Oh, look at your jacket! We just literally, like, crashed the par-tay.
- Let me touch it! Let me touch it! - [LAUGHTER.]
[KARAMO.]
Hey, Deanna! How gorgeous are you? - Jonathan! - Beautiful.
Can I get all up in your hair? Can I touch you? [JONATHAN.]
Honey, 1987 called and they want their hair techniques back.
It can't just be, like, teasing.
It's a lot.
[HISSING.]
- Hi, Deanna! - [DEANNA.]
Oh, my Gosh! Hi! Oh, my God! You're my favorite.
- You are beautiful.
- Thank you.
So, who owns all those lowriders outside? They are so cool.
- [DEANNA.]
All these guys.
- [ANTONI.]
They're all yours? - Gorgeous.
- All of them.
There are so many people in here.
It reminds me of home.
- This is our family.
- [ANTONI.]
So, you guys get together, you all eat together - Yes.
- So that's, like, your version of like a - a bangin' night out.
- That's all we do.
- Wait.
- [DEANNA.]
Baby.
- [BOBBY.]
She needs to go potty.
- [MAN.]
Oh, no! You go first.
I'll go after, it's fine.
They have it in the Latino community, we have it in my Middle-Eastern community.
Your home is an open house.
Like, there's always an open door and anybody's welcome.
- And now, what's your name again? - Penelope.
Penelope, you're so pretty, nice to meet you.
These are the chile rillenos.
So, um, that is something I maybe know how to cook, - but I'll tell you everything - Why maybe? Why 'Cause I don't cook.
- Who makes your food? - My mother-in-law.
She cooks for the family every night, and then on weekends, uh, we usually buy out.
- [TAN.]
Is that your husband behind you? - That's Aaron! - I was looking for him.
- You skulking in the background? Did she get you into lowriding culture or is it - something you both kind of come from? - No.
- [DEANNA.]
We met at a car - That's where we met.
- Oh, at a car show? - Oh, nice.
He was on top of a car and But he didn't want me, - so he and his friends - [KARAMO.]
Huh? What? - I was I don't know.
- You were busy! You were a little distracted.
It's fine.
Where do you guys wanna start? - This is our kitchen.
- [KARAMO.]
You take us.
- You have a really pretty house.
- Thank you.
[JONATHAN.]
Very gorg'.
Very much beige.
So, it's a chile poblano.
What's the queso inside? - It's Mexican cheese.
- Mexican cheese.
- [MARTHA.]
Want a burrito? - I'm gonna wait a minute.
[BOBBY.]
What's going on in this beautiful chaos? [DEANNA.]
Uh, so Arts Foundation, Aaron's shop, medical [BOBBY.]
So, In this massive house, this is the office? [DEANNA.]
This is the office.
I wanna know a little bit more about the organization.
My third year now, and I had a lot of help from Diversity and Inclusion in my work.
The festival started because of your story.
- Yes.
- What was your story? I had a son when I was young, I was 16, and so, I was planning on doing graphic designing, didn't get my degree.
When I had my daughter and she was six and she started doing creative writing, her stories were just, like, mind-blowing.
I was like, "I need someone to help her, I need a tutor, something.
" - Yeah.
- And I couldn't find it.
And I was like, "Well, if you can't find it, I guess I can do it myself.
" - Oh! - Yeah! I love that! Wait, sorry, hold the mic.
- Just one second.
- She's feeding you.
This is what happens.
Your middle name is "Resourceful," honey.
I love it.
- [ANTONI.]
Thank you! - There's no need - ever in this house.
- So sweet.
So good.
[KARAMO.]
So can we see the rest? - Yes.
- It's cute! - This is a beautiful home.
- [DEANNA LAUGHS.]
Jeez, honey.
Cool.
You never know when you might need a quick workout before getting into your dress.
- That's how I feel.
- That's how I feel.
This is the largest container of hot sauce I've ever seen in my life.
Six, seven, eight, nine, ten, 11, 12 13.
That is an ample amount of hairspray.
I've found a couple things already - that I wanna talk about.
- Oh, no! - Oh, yes! - Tell me about this.
So I actually did wear those to work.
Like, that's so sad.
- Tell me how that went down.
- Not really good.
People thought that I was gonna hurt myself, so they were always like, "Why are you wearing those?" Because this is definitely, like, club wear.
- Yeah.
- Club wear.
- And you've got a few of them.
- [DEANNA.]
I do.
- I had to get every color.
- You've got a few of them.
But the look doesn't always resonate with, you know, going into a boardroom and it's like, "Oh, she's just a child.
" So, it's always made my confidence kind of low.
Okay, then my question is, who is the Deanna in your mind? It's like I still want my So, even if I do my hair and my liner, that's that's me.
[LAUGHS.]
- Okay.
- But I don't have to wear my Cortezes.
I love the I love the Cortezes.
We'll find a way to rock those where it's a little more polished.
Right now, we have Corporate America, but Las Vegas Corporate America.
I love that you're not afraid of a blazer.
[TAN.]
And then, Club Wear Workout Girl, super-super young.
There's gotta be somewhere in the middle where Deanna still feels young without her looking unprofessional.
However, it doesn't mean we can't have a kiss of what she feels comfortable with.
I don't want you to feel like you have to stifle yourself and who you truly are, but it seems like you've got outside-of-work Deanna down.
- Yes.
- Let's figure out polish.
Okay.
How often do you buy tortillas in stores? - Never.
- Never.
[ANTONI.]
Garbage, for you.
Like, "Why would I even ever do that?" You ever have a gordita? - Gordita? - [MARTHA.]
White people call them "pitas.
" - Pitas? - They're not pitas, they're gorditas.
I'm Polish-Canadian, so I wanna call it a gordita.
Let's sit and chat about the festival.
Well, so my goal is to do the foundation.
So, what would your foundation do? Free space open to anybody that's an artist.
They can come and get mentored, they can come and have free classes.
We can sell their artwork for them.
All these kids really want is a space where people can tell them, "You can do this.
" [JONATHAN.]
So, do you wash and blow-dry your hair - from scratch every day? - No.
- Do you ever wear your hair back? - Uh, no.
[JONATHAN.]
I really just wanna show you different ways to style your hair.
You shouldn't feel like your look is wearing you.
I feel like you've gotten to a place where you're almost, like, beholden to your look.
Do I love my mustache? Yes.
But when I start lookin' like a walrus, when this thing starts wearing me, I'mma have to say, "Bye, girl.
You've been great.
I You know, it was fun.
" We just need to kind of find our balance.
But I wanna moisturize this girl up.
- Yes.
- We're gonna moisturize her.
[ANTONI.]
Did you make this guacamole, as well? [MARTHA.]
Yes.
'Cause I always put lime juice in it, that prevents it from browning.
[MARTHA.]
With sour cream is better.
[ANTONI.]
Okay! I've gotten a lot of attitude for putting Greek yogurt in my guacamole.
- But - [MARTHA.]
It's the bestthing.
[LAUGHTER.]
You heard it here.
It is not crazy to put dairy in guacamole.
[ANTONI.]
It's creamy And keep it green all the time.
Boom! Mic drop! Hey, everyone.
This magical woman just told me that she puts sour cream in her guacamole.
Have you been paid to say that? [LAUGHTER.]
I love you so much.
Namaste.
See you in a minute.
I've never been in a home that felt like a community like this before, and I think that food, for me, is always at the center of any type of gathering or getting together, as well.
Absolutely, and other people make it for us.
So, what do you make if you're not going over to your mom-in-law's? I can make a mean Italian.
[LAUGHS.]
[ANTONI.]
Whoa! You're Mexican-American.
You have a social responsibility to be able to create at least a couple of dishes - for your kids to learn.
- That's what I wanna do, but I just I can't.
I don't know I can, but I can't, so And I think in a lot of cultures, it's actually very normal to go to your parents' house or your in-laws' and have them provide for a meal.
- Your dear sweet mom-in-law - I know.
Who I heard, like, doesn't speak English and she just makes the best Mexican food.
And it's, like, important for your kids to be able to have something to take on - that they can pass to future generations.
- Yes.
- [OVERLAPPING CHATTER.]
- [PLAYING NOTES ON PIANO.]
[KARAMO.]
A lot of people don't know this.
My parents are Jamaican and Cuban.
- [DEANNA.]
Oh, wow.
- But we don't have - a big connection to the Cuban side.
- Okay.
And I always feel bad that I always talk more about the Jamaican side instead of the Cuban side.
And so to, like, sit here with, like, a fresh Latina - Yes.
- who is, like, rockin' it - and just, like, proud of her culture - Yes.
is, like, really amazing to me.
The culture's Mexican-American, so it's like a lot of people, like, either hide it or they're, like, "I don't " They don't understand it.
They're like, "What does that mean?" "You're not really Mexican, not really American.
" - I'm both and I embrace both of 'em.
- Of course.
You know? It's okay to do that.
You're right, a lot of people don't understand it.
- Yeah.
- From driving through, this is a very beautiful neighborhood.
- Is there any other Mexicans - Yes.
- or African Americans? - No.
- What do your neighbors think about you? - [LAUGHS.]
I know we get the looks and the stares of of our cars and, you know, even when we bought the house my husband was assumed he was the worker, you know, not the homeowner.
There's been some passive-aggressiveness of, you know, racist things that have been said.
Yeah.
That's why the festival's important to me.
At least, I'm doing my part.
It's a [VOICE BREAKING.]
A lot of people putting me down, a lot of people saying, "Really? You? You don't look like somebody that would be doing it.
" - And that hurts.
- It hurts.
I also relate to that feeling, when there's so many outside influences that are trying to knock you down.
[CRYING.]
I just want my kids to know that I tried.
You know? I did something.
You're pushing and you're trying and you want to show your kids what's good.
I'm just so inspired by you.
- Thank you.
- I mean Seriously, these cars are so fresh.
- Can I get in there? - [AARON.]
Go ahead.
[LAUGHS.]
Oh, my gosh.
- Oh! Oh! Oh! - Oh, my! [LAUGHTER AND CHATTER.]
Do they come in fuchsia pink or no? - You could make it.
- Oh, yeah.
So, we are excited about this event for you this weekend, and I think we all know how we can help you.
- I'm, like, ready.
I'm so ready.
- It's gonna be a great week.
How you say "heritage" in Spanish? Does anyone know? - Herencia.
- [ALL.]
Herencia! Let's do that.
Yes, queen, we're bilingual with our lingo.
- Two, three, herencia.
- [ALL.]
Herencia! - Yeah! I love it! - All right! It feels like we're on fire [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING.]
It feels like we're on fire There is a way of maintaining your culture and your style without having to sacrifice professionalism.
Do I want her to be Boring Office Lady? No, I don't.
But I want her to feel comfortable sitting at that table.
[ANTONI.]
Is she Mexican? Is she American? She's a beautiful mix of both of those things, and the fact that she doesn't know how to prepare traditional Mexican meals, I want her to tap into her Mexican heritage.
I want her to be able to teach her kids that.
[JONATHAN.]
I just wanna, like, show Deanna the multifaceted boundaries of her grooming and her personality.
Like, let's just make like Dora and go exploring.
Also, I, like, literally forgot that Dora was even, like, a Latina.
It's Deanna's dream to take what she's done with this art festival and make it bigger.
She needs space, so I've decided I'm gonna find her an office.
[KARAMO.]
Growing up in a predominantly white neighborhood, I felt like, "I don't belong here.
" I told myself constantly, "You do belong here.
" But Deanna has a different loop playing in her head.
She only hears the people telling her that she's not worthy.
And I need to help her to quiet those voices.
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING.]
[TAN.]
All right, Deanna, after you, my love.
- [DEANNA.]
Okay.
Thank you.
- [TAN.]
You're welcome.
Okay, so you don't usually - come into boutiques.
- [DEANNA.]
I do not.
Usually, I'm, like, in an outdoor mall and it's usually, like, Forever 21 Like, if I were to go to to another name brand store, like, I don't feel comfortable in those stores.
- Yeah.
- Like, I feel comfortable in what I'm in and, like, the lowrider shows and the car clubs, I get to be who I am there, I'm comfortable.
And I think I love these type of tops because they show off my tattoos.
- Yes, queen.
- Love to be.
- [TAN.]
As you should be.
- Yes.
As you should be.
Yes.
So, coming into a store like this, sometimes it can be intimidating.
[DEANNA.]
A little bit.
It's very fancy.
- Don't use the word "fancy.
" - Okay.
That makes it sound like it's out of your reach.
It's not.
You are a professional woman.
This isn't fancy for you, this is appropriate for you.
Forever 21, the clue is in the name.
She has a daughter who is probably around about that age.
At that point, maybe let Forever 21 go, and go for something more age-appropriate.
I'm already noticing your hoops, and I love your hoops.
So maybe there's other ways we can add in so you still feel very much like - a multicultural person.
- Yeah.
Without that being the only thing - that represents you.
- Okay.
Deanna's wardrobe right now is like a tale of two cultures.
She looks bold, cool, young, but if I didn't know better, I would have no idea that she runs a respectable organization.
- Deanna, you ready? - [DEANNA.]
Yes, I am.
- Can I take a look? - Yeah.
[TAN.]
Oh, chic, chic, but you've still got a bit of comfort with your tee.
- Yes.
- So, come take a look in the mirror.
Wow.
It's different, yes.
Maybe that's the way it's okay to look like that, but I'm uncomfortable 'cause I'm just not used to it.
Okay.
I'm sure if your husband would see you in this, he wouldn't be thinking, "Oh well, it's great, but " - Right.
- He'd be thinking, "She looks hot.
- That's my wife.
" - [LAUGHS.]
That's exactly what I want.
That's And I need to get there, and I know the more I just am comfortable with doing this, then I can.
- Next look? - Yes! - Okay.
[SIGHS.]
- Okay.
All right, great.
So, you've got your big earrings on, - so you've still got your flair.
- Yeah.
And then you were to throw on some super-chic coat, - 'cause you're a businesswoman.
- Absolutely.
- Mm-hmm.
- You look like a business owner, but the coolest business owner I've ever seen.
- Tell me what you think.
- I love it.
- Would you wear this? - I didn't think I would, but it actually looks pretty nice.
Find a hero piece.
Find one thing that is just - Amazing? - incredible and for fall-winter, make it your outerwear.
[TAN.]
Yes, there is an expectation in a professional workplace to dress accordingly.
However, that does not mean you check your personality and your style at the door.
It can be as small as just a hoop earring.
There are still ways to incorporate that in a very professional way.
Ooh! It's already more refined.
- [LAUGHS.]
- Okay.
Right? Okay, great.
All right, so Have to just haul this, two seconds.
Do you have a lot of hairspray in your hair right now? - I do.
I always do.
- All right, because that That was a lot of crunch back there.
- [LAUGHING.]
- Okay, tell me what you're thinking.
The more I look at it, the more I'm loving it.
It just makes me look more tailored.
Like I could actually go to work, go to my board meeting and feel confident, but then still go to my daughter's band lesson.
How do you feel in those heels? [DEANNA.]
I love 'em.
I've always bought cheap heels, like 20 bucks, so they didn't always fit right.
Like, these absolutely fit gorgeous.
[TAN.]
They look so chic.
[UPBEAT LATIN MUSIC PLAYING.]
- Hi, beautiful.
- Hola, Martha.
- How are you? - [IN SPANISH.]
How are you? - I'm great, and you? - Great.
[ANTONI IN SPANISH.]
Hi, flowers and fruit.
- Oh! - [ANTONI IN SPANISH.]
For you.
[ANTONI IN SPANISH.]
You're welcome.
My name is Antoni.
What's your name? - Esperanza.
- Esperanza.
[HORN HONKING.]
[DEANNA.]
Oh, my goodness.
- [ANTONI.]
We brought reinforcements.
- How are you? - You brought both of them.
- [ANTONI.]
Do you know what we're making? - [DEANNA.]
No, I don't.
- [ANTONI.]
These are chiles en nogada.
Oh, is that the one with the white cream sauce and the Yep.
I love how you're asking me.
- You're the one who comes here every day.
- I do.
So, chiles en nogada, it's the colors of the Mexican flag.
[ESPERANZA IN SPANISH.]
The colors represent purity with the white, green represents laurel, and red is for the spilled blood of all the fallen heroes.
cook this dish the way she does.
- [ANTONI.]
Mm-hmm.
- But because of the significance of it, - the story she gave to me.
- ¿La historia? - Sà - Yeah.
And the importance was that she told me that story.
[ANTONI.]
Deanna's very curious about her heritage.
The opportunity to learn about that was taken away from her at a really young age, but she gets to do that now.
[DEANNA.]
So, do they turn at a certain point? - You check it.
- You gotta check it.
- Scared of fire.
That's why we're cooking with fire.
[ANTONI.]
First, we're gonna char and then peel the chiles.
[ESPERANZA SPEAKING SPANISH.]
- [DEANNA.]
Okay.
- Trabajar.
- I understood trabajar.
- I know, "work.
" And she said "muchacha," so that was me.
Muchacha.
Hey, I could be muchacha too, you know? [ESPERANZA LAUGHING.]
Is this the first time that Deanna is cooking with you? Yes.
It's first time.
[IN SPANISH.]
In how many years? [ANTONI.]
Señora Esperanza, how many years have you been cooking? Maybe 60.
In Mexico, they raise you to be a good wife.
You have to learn to cook, to attend your husband.
- We all know - Does he obey you? - No! - What? [ANTONI.]
La carne molida.
- And this is beef, right? - [ESPERANZA.]
Beef and pork.
- Okay, great.
- Wow.
[ANTONI.]
We want nice little fine pieces.
Now we're making the stuffing for the chiles.
[DEANNA.]
I always use packets of seasoning.
The only issue with that is that it's so high in sodium.
- Okay.
- [ANTONI.]
And you don't get to control how much salt you put in.
Oh, she just grabbed it right out of your hand.
She's like, "I don't got time for this, we're putting the garlic in.
" - She can mix it.
- Okay.
You mix it.
Yeah, there you go.
[SPEAKING SPANISH.]
- I didn't understand that.
Did you? - No.
I just knew it was bad.
She speak and speak and speak.
She no make nothing.
[ANTONI LAUGHS.]
Oh! I understand where Deanna's anxiety is coming from.
Esperanza is an intimidating woman.
So, this is the part I've never seen, is actually her to make the sauce.
- What type of cheese is this, Esperanza? - Fresh cheese.
- Fresh cheese.
- [ANTONI.]
Queso fresco.
Whole milk.
[IN SPANISH.]
Now, we are going to add agave.
[ANTONI.]
This is, by far, the most complicated recipe I've ever encountered.
There are apples, peaches, pears, bananas, capers, olives, onion, ground beef but you know what? It works.
- Beautiful.
- [MARTHA.]
They're ready to be a star.
[ANTONI.]
Absolutely.
It was so intense.
Did you know all of these different - components and parts? - [DEANNA.]
No, I did not.
They put their heart into this.
And so that is something I feel like I'm I disrespect when I can't do it, because along with not knowing Spanish and the not knowing how to make traditional Mexican food, it's just a continuous of "I can't do it," and "I'm not who I am.
" You're hard on yourself enough as it is.
- I think I am.
- But if you come here regularly, slowly but surely, you're gonna have it.
Let this dish be a symbol for, like - [LAUGHS.]
"I can do this.
I can.
" - Yeah.
You're doing it today by showing up to your mother-in-law's and you're learning about your heritage.
Your ability, or lack thereof, to make a dish like this does not make you any less Mexican.
- Oh, hello.
- [DEANNA LAUGHS.]
Oh, sorry.
Were we supposed to be working? [MARTHA.]
You guys are fired! - We're fired! - I know we are.
Oh.
She just walked away.
She didn't even say anything.
You know what? I understand why you're intimidated while cooking in this kitchen.
They are tough.
[ANTONI.]
Oh, wow.
This is so beautiful.
[ANTONI.]
¿Te gusta? - ¿La presentación de Deanna? - Me gusta.
SÃ.
[SPEAKING IN SPANISH.]
- [ESPERANZA LAUGHS.]
El hug del grupo.
[LAUGHING.]
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING.]
- [DALINUEL.]
It's a pretty day.
- Take it in, 'cause it's pretty amazing.
[DALINUEL.]
It really is.
Welcome to City Hall.
So, the arts, it's very important to the city.
We work with non-profits and cultural organizations to kind of help get them a footing and get started.
We've helped some other businesses like Habitat for Humanity.
I called up the mayor's office and I found out that Kansas City has programs to help foundations get started.
And so, what we've done is prepared a lease agreement for the space across the street, and we're going to donate the space for a dollar.
- That's amazing.
- But to make sure we keep it a surprise, - I need you to sign a lease now.
- This is gonna really help her out.
Like, it'll probably give her a little backbone to where she's like, "I'm a professional and I can actually go further with this," - and she's gonna take off.
- That's awesome.
[VANESSA.]
So, here you go.
[BOBBY.]
I wanna give her an office space to take this festival and foundation to heights she never could have imagined.
I see a lot of potential here.
Good job! This space is yours! [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING.]
- [JONATHAN.]
Yes, girl.
- [CAR DOOR SHUTS.]
- After you.
- Thank you.
- Hi! - Gorgeous Deanna.
- Hi, Deanna.
- Deanna, this is gorgeous Monique.
Nice to meet you.
- So, come on in, take a seat in my office.
- Okay.
All right.
[DEANNA.]
Okay.
Can I take it down? Actually, I usually have to cut that out, 'cause they won't come out.
Like, it's stuck in there.
I think I can, babe.
[JONATHAN.]
There's so much ammonia and there's so much peroxide happening on this hair.
It's just asking the hair of so much.
That's why you have all those little short hairs, because you've been, like, cutting out the hairs.
So dry.
[JONATHAN.]
Let's talk about your hair.
For me, the biggest issue is the base color.
I want the J-Lo hair and this is what's I've been through to get that hair.
Any time that I have these major events, I always feel like my hair is, like, too big, too crazy.
And I just wanna be that natural face, "This is Deanna, you know, take me seriously.
" I wanna give you tools to be able to have the confidence and the knowledge of, like, how to rock different looks.
- Are you ready to change this? - Yes! I want to.
- Let's get you all caped up.
- Okay.
Sounds good.
My God, we are gonna love on this hair today.
- [DEANNA LAUGHS.]
- We're gonna get started on this color.
[DEANNA.]
Okay.
Is there, like, a thriving art community in Kansas City? There is such a thriving art community, but it's like we're it's some of it is very elite.
- Yeah.
- So, a lot of us don't get seen or heard.
It's so important for you to be visible.
It's insane, like, how much just, vitriol there is.
Well, you can't even go to the grocery store without at least somebody, you know, looking at you a certain way, - making sure you're not stealing, or - Get out of here.
And, you know, I've been hit on the back of the back with a broom with by a man in Walmart.
That was like, "You need to get out of this country.
" They don't even know that I was born here.
You know? They just assume that I'm not from here.
But I have kids to worry about, too, 'cause then I put them in the line of fire.
I totally get that.
Like, I had that, with my family, growing up.
Like, if I was out with my brothers or family and I was looking, like, super feminine, - it's like you make everyone a target.
- Yeah.
Absolutely.
And it's so unfair.
It's so unfair It's really hard to relax when there is a target on your back for the fact that you're different.
- Can I get you a gorgeous coffee or water? - No, I'm good.
- They got protein smoothies now, girl.
- Oh, no, I No, I'm good.
Thank you.
Do you like coffee? Oh, I love coffee, but I never do anything fancy or Bitch, I swear to God, you better treat yourself.
Get her an iced vanilla latte.
Get her a venti iced vanilla latte.
I'm all about, like, "Oh, no, I don't wanna " You need to start being in the Season of Yes.
I know.
I've always been taught, "Be humble, be respectful, and never ask for more than what you need.
" I always remember that my dad would always make us sit so still at friends' house we couldn't even really play.
And I think about that now, I'm like, "I would never do that to my kids, - ever.
" - And you're not asking too much - by saying like, "I'd like a whatever.
" - Yeah.
There's nothing wrong with saying what you need.
["PORQUÃ NO?" PLAYING.]
Just let it go You know I got love for life Porqué no And YOLO My little piece of paradise [JONATHAN.]
Grooming is an evolution, honey.
It's gorgeous, honey.
It's Darwin, honey.
You could just swim through these evolutional changes of yourself.
- For people that are used to teasing - Yes.
They're used to, like, a bit of height, you definitely wanna have this hair on your crown kinda going back.
- Okay.
- So, try to get the mousse - in your root there.
- Okay.
[JONATHAN.]
I love that mousse in your hair.
I will have to throw away my teasing comb.
- I won't need it anymore.
[LAUGHS.]
- Right? [JONATHAN.]
Ready, Deanna? - For this version of you? - I'm ready.
I'm ready.
Oh, my God.
- It looks amazing.
It's like - You can touch it.
- You can get all up in it.
- I can? - Does it feel, like, big enough? - Yes! - It's gorgeous.
- And there's no teasing.
No, nothing.
I mean, I can literally, like, - just do this.
- You can get nasty with it.
[CRYING.]
I absolutely love it.
It's It's like the me that I've been trying to get.
[SNIFFLES.]
Thank you.
[SOBBING.]
Thank you.
[LATIN HIP-HOP MUSIC PLAYING.]
I wanted to bring in a street artist that could create a mural that could show the passion and the different types of art and the different types of love that this community has to offer.
I want it to feel like a festival.
This is gonna be so cool.
- Oh, man, I'm happy to be here.
- Nice.
She's gonna flip.
I'll let you get back to work so you're not here all night.
- Thank you.
Definitely.
All right.
- Thanks, Marka.
Bye.
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING.]
[KARAMO.]
You have been on my mind non-stop.
- [DEANNA.]
Really? - [KARAMO.]
I Like, non-stop.
Because one of the things that kept sticking with me is how you kept saying you felt uncomfortable around, you know, this suburban white neighborhood you live in.
- Where do you think that started? - Definitely from my childhood.
Going back to, like, my dad putting us in a suburban area.
I didn't fit in there, but I tried to make myself fit in.
And then getting thrown into this huge culture where I didn't fit in there either.
You know, uh, you can't get on the news without realizing that people in power literally spend their days vilifying Mexicans.
And it seems like every time I even talk about it, people are always like, "It's not that bad.
It's not really this, it's not really that," and it's always putting something over it to cover up what it really is, and it's really racism.
- You know? - Yeah.
Completely.
That's the part that hurts the most and, like, is so scary for me and my kids and even my husband.
Anybody can do anything, it feels like, say anything to you and it doesn't matter, you just have to live like that.
I know you said that that's sort of part of the reason of you feeling scared to reach out to your neighbors.
Yeah.
I definitely will not.
And it's just these voices in my head that have played before, "That you're not good enough, you shouldn't be here, you're too passionate, you're too driven.
" [KARAMO.]
Deanna doesn't feel at home where she lives, so this is about Deanna owning her voice, about knowing that she belongs in this space just like she belongs in the Latino community.
[KARAMO.]
We're going to have you go around to your neighbors.
[DEANNA.]
Really? So, what I got is - flyers for your Latino Arts Festival.
- Thank you.
And this way, you're introducing your neighbors - to what you do.
- Yeah.
I never thought about just going to the door and sending a flyer.
- Yeah.
- It seems so simple, but it's so hard.
I'm particularly nervous about one.
You know, my husband and his friend busted their butt to make that wall in front, because there was water damage coming out, and she had the audacity to message my husband that the Mexicans were building their own wall.
At that point is like when I was gonna call her and write back, and my husband's like, "I don't want any problems at all.
" So we'll skip her.
- I'm not ready yet.
- Yes.
We'll go to other houses.
- I'm scared.
I'm scared.
- Yeah? It's okay.
It's okay.
I'm here to support you.
[KNOCKING ON DOOR.]
- Hi.
- [WOMAN.]
Hello.
- How are you? - Good! [DOORBELL RINGS.]
Hi, Kim, how are you? - Hi.
Fine.
How are you? - Good.
[DOORBELL RINGS.]
- [KARAMO.]
Hi.
- [DEANNA.]
Hi! How are you? Hi! - How are you, I'm Karamo.
- Good.
- Hi, I'm Kathy.
- Nice to meet you.
I just wanted to come over and invite you.
We have a Latino Arts Festival - coming up that I created.
- Oh, okay.
- It's been a successful event for the last three years.
- Awesome.
We're helping others and other artists.
And, you know, we support the arts, as you know, and the children.
Oh, I'm impressed.
It's so incredible you're giving back to the community.
It really is fantastic, especially art festivals that celebrate diversity.
Having an art show has been something that's always been, like, one of my, like, "Oh, maybe I'll do that someday," kinda thing.
That's really neat to know.
- [KATHY.]
This looks neat.
- [DEANNA.]
Yeah.
Um, so, we just wanna make sure that, you know, you guys are always welcome in our home, always, and I know you all have always made us feel welcome.
There's other neighbors who have made it difficult without even really knowing us.
That's why, I think, all of us have kinda stayed in our own realm, not really talked to a lot of the neighbors.
[CRYING.]
You know, we just try to be the best neighbors we can.
Oh, I didn't know that you were feeling that way.
I know, and never do I wanna be the neighbor to come in and be, like cause havoc on anything.
Us coming by and speaking to everybody and just kind of let you know that, "Hey, we're here, we're welcoming you always, no matter what, no matter what.
" [BOTH.]
Aw! Deanna has had real incidents of racism that she has experienced.
And I think Deanna started to believe that everyone around her feels that way.
- Thank you, thank you so much.
- Thank you.
- [LAUGHS.]
Thank you so much.
- Good to see you, neighbor.
Thank you, you too, as well.
I appreciate that.
We'll have to talk more.
She now knows that she's not alone, and that she's part of this community.
I always talk about people being close-minded, and here I was being the same way.
- Good! - [LAUGHS.]
So [DEANNA.]
That was a lot easier than I thought.
- [KARAMO.]
Yes! - [DEANNA CHUCKLING.]
Yeah.
["EL FUEGO" PLAYING.]
Yeah, I want it I just can't get enough You know I got it It's flowing in my blood La pasión el fuego It burns inside of me You know I want it I just can't get enough - As you can see, we're in the heart of the city.
- Yes.
You don't feel like you belong here.
- Yeah.
- I thought, "Well, let me go talk to the city and see how they feel.
" - Okay.
- And they believe in your Arts Festival, and they want the Latino community to be a part of Kansas City, and because of that, they decided - to give you an office.
- [GASPS.]
Oh, my God! What? [STAMMERS.]
In the heart of the city, because that is where you and your foundation belong.
[VOICE BREAKING.]
I just can't I don't even know what to say.
Like I mean, just to see the name, with that logo, like [IN SING-SONGY VOICE.]
Welcome home! - [ANTONI EXCLAIMING.]
Hi! - This is amazing.
[DEANNA.]
It's beautiful.
We found an amazing Mexican-American artist.
[DEANNA.]
You have a lowrider on there! [BOBBY.]
This whole thing is inspired by you.
- Oh, my God, that's all me right there.
- Yep.
I really wanted this place to be able to function in many, many different ways, - from art exhibits to board meetings - Yeah! - to a little stage for poetry readings.
- Oh, my God.
Those chairs move, you've got a performance stage.
[DEANNA.]
I feel good in here.
It feels like my home, but it's just upgraded.
[LAUGHS.]
[BOBBY.]
Every powerful executive needs her own office.
Oh, my God.
This is like I have a real office.
- You have a real office.
- I have a TV.
[LAUGHS.]
I'm just loving the glorious wallpaper and the plants! [JONATHAN.]
You're serving business, you're serving registering people to vote, - you're serving scholarships.
- Yes! Yes! [ANTONI.]
You look so boss sitting at that chair.
Like, this is your space.
Absolutely.
And I've never said that about myself ever.
I don't know what just happened.
[LAUGHS.]
Tell yourself more! [JONATHAN.]
So, you've had a certain routine that you've done every morning with your makeup for a long time.
- Absolutely.
- I'd kinda like to change it - and I wanna show you how to do that.
- Perfect.
This is how you can put on, like, a mascara that's not so mascara-y.
Just kind of remove the excess like that.
When you apply the mascara, taking that excess off, it just gives you a much more lengthened and less clumpy lash.
Wow.
[JONATHAN.]
And then, this is just some gorgeous little eye color.
Ah! If you wanna put your eyeliner on really thick and backcomb the [BLEEP.]
out of your hair and be, like, as chola as chola could be, - go for it.
- [LAUGHS.]
So, the beautiful people at David Yurman have gotten us some stuff that is fantastic.
And I love a regular hoop, but this? This is like [CLICKS TONGUE.]
- Okay.
- Oh, my goodness.
[DEANNA.]
They're beautiful.
I've never had real earrings.
- This is so Thank you.
- They're good, right? - And now, let's talk clothes.
- Okay.
- I got you a lot of blazers.
- I need blazers.
So You needed blazers.
So, bouclé is You know the, um - the fabric of Chanel suits? - Yeah.
I wanted to get you versions of that.
When I see a bouclé suit, that's a mark of sophistication on a woman as far as I'm concerned, but if you were to wear this with a jean and a sexy heel? - Oh, yeah.
- You look refined, sophisticated.
You could go to the boardroom looking like that, - and I would take you seriously.
- Absolutely, yes.
- I did still get you Cortezes, but we got them - Oh, my God.
- jeweled for you in Swarovski crystals.
- I love them.
They're amazing.
- Nobody else has these.
- I love a one-of-a-kind shoe.
- Yep.
Nobody has these.
- I love 'em.
So I'm gonna give you that, and the black heel instead of the nude 'cause I think it's gonna pop more.
- [TAN.]
Sound good? - Sounds perfect.
[TAN.]
Then that's for you as well.
All right, boys.
You ready for this? - [BOBBY.]
Yeah.
- Okay.
God, I'm nervous.
I'm so excited.
I can't handle it.
[ALL EXCLAIMING AND CHEERING.]
- [JONATHAN.]
I like it! - I love a onesie with a heel! - [TAN.]
Right? - [ALL EXCLAIMING.]
It's so your personal style, but you can have business meetings in that outfit.
Yes, and I even have great hair to go with it.
Do you still feel like this is you and you feel like you're in your gorgeous Latina power? This is the me that I was trying to get to all the time, but it was just a matter of letting myself be.
- And you let me breathe.
[LAUGHING.]
- [JONATHAN STRAINING.]
- I love that! - Don't encourage him.
[TAN.]
Our next look is our boardroom look.
[JONATHAN.]
I think this is me and Tan's love baby.
Looks more like Tan and Antoni.
- It has Tan's nose.
- [TAN.]
Ready? For the CEO and founder of the Latin Arts Festival? - [JONATHAN.]
All right! - [ALL EXCLAIMING.]
- Yeah, yeah! - Gorgeous! Woo! Woo! - [JONATHAN.]
Don't fall now.
- I know.
You look so strong.
- And I feel confident.
- [KARAMO.]
Good! - Yeah.
- You work in a creative field.
If you dress super-stuffy and corporate, it wouldn't be on brand.
You need something like this that shows off a little bit of your style.
And we've still got your hoops, which - You're still very much Deanna.
- Yes, absolutely.
- [TAN.]
Guys, will you make room? - Yeah.
- [TAN.]
Thank you.
- [BOBBY.]
Please sit.
Tonight is a very big night for you, because it's the Third Annual Latino Arts Festival.
- How are you feeling about it? - I'm feeling good.
- I feel like I got my power back.
- Yes! You're a formidable, formidable woman and a force to be reckoned with.
You had it all along, you just needed it highlighting, so that's all any of us have done.
We've highlighted the best parts of you.
You totally have.
The neighborhood thing, I mean you changed my life forever in regards to that, and I feel comfortable now opening doors anywhere.
It's always been there, but you helped me dig that out.
There's a fear in finding ourselves.
Right? It's the stuff that poems and songs and books are made of.
[VOICE BREAKING.]
But I want you to know, like, you're a warrior.
And the people who really, like, hit me the hardest this week are the amazing women in your life, so know that in your life, you have people who look up to you, and they're people that you could look up to.
You have that community, and you're only making it bigger and stronger with this festival.
Thank you.
You guys are amazing.
Okay, we'd better go and let you get ready for this.
In, yeah! Big, big, big, group huggies! - Oh, we are leaving your business! - Bye! You'll be back.
- Oh, we will.
- We'll be back, we'll be back.
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING.]
Hey, guys.
- Oh, my gosh, Martha! - Hi! - [KARAMO.]
Oh, did you bring flan? - [TAN.]
Uh, Martha, what are we making? - [MARTHA.]
Guacamole.
- [ALL.]
Oh.
Do you actually use sour cream or are you doing it because he uses sour cream? I always use sour cream.
That way, it don't get dark.
[ANTONI.]
You get the tang from the sour cream.
This is so good.
Thank you so much.
[ANTONI.]
Karamo, can you please pour us some Jamaica? It's a hibiscus iced tea.
So, what do you think of the look that me and Jonathan did with Deanna? You changed her style, you changed her life.
You gave her her confidence that she was lost, you know? - This world is upside-down.
- [TAN.]
Yeah.
- But you guys make it right.
- [ANTONI.]
Thank you.
- Salud a Martha.
- Ah, thanks, Martha.
- Thank you, Martha.
- Thank you.
This old lady love you guys.
- I know! Thank you, Martha! - Aw! Oh! We love! [COOS AFFECTIONATELY.]
- Thank you for having me.
- Of course.
[BOBBY.]
Thank you for making all this.
- We'll walk you out.
I'll walk you out.
- We'll walk you.
We love you.
- [TAN.]
All right, boys.
Ready for this? - Yeah.
[UPLIFTING MUSIC PLAYING.]
Welcome to the Latino Arts Festival.
- Hi.
- Hi.
[ESPERANZA.]
Transformed, my Yes, transformed.
It's so important for Esperanza to be seeing Deanna in her element, and I think it's only gonna help her respect her more.
- [MARISA.]
Oh, you look gorgeous.
- Thank you.
[MARISA.]
You look amazing! - [WOMAN.]
The pouf's gone.
- Yes.
I'm just proud of you, I'm just - I'm excited for you.
- Thank you.
[DEANNA LAUGHS.]
This festival started because of you.
[VOICE BREAKING.]
Never let anybody tell you you can't, 'cause I heard that all my life, and I don't ever, ever want you to feel like you can't.
You're an artist, so this is yours, just as much it is mine.
[DEANNA LAUGHS.]
Aw I love that.
What a phenomenal message that she taught her daughter.
[TAN.]
You can't get more support than that.
That's incredible that she did that for them.
Let's go! Let's go! Okay.
[LAUGHS.]
[WOMAN.]
Welcome, bienvenidos, Kansas City! The 2018 Latino Arts Festival! - You guys excited? - [CROWD CHEERING.]
None of this would be possible without our great leader.
She is the founder of the Latino Arts Festival, and I want you guys to give her a big, warmKansas City welcome, my dear friend, Deanna Muñoz! [SPEAKS SPANISH.]
[ALL.]
Yeah! All of us have a voice, all of us have dreams.
It's just about being able to tell that story.
The one thing I get out of this festival is that you are known, you are seen.
Never ever give up on your dreams, never ever let your voice be unheard.
I have a space now, and it's an open space, and I wanna see every single one of you artists in there.
I wanna see all the lowriders outside the mayor's office, because my space is directly in front of City Hall.
[CHEERS AND APPLAUSE.]
- Mic drop! - [KARAMO.]
Yes! - [ANTONI.]
Mic drop.
- What? [BOBBY.]
So proud of her! - Hey, girl! - Hi, how are you? Good! I am so impressed with this.
I know, it came out really nice.
[DEANNA.]
I just feel like a different person.
I can actually go up and do a speech and talk from the heart and not feel like I'm being dumb or not worthy, because I know I am.
Sometimes, for whatever reason, we find ourselves in a place where we are told we are not meant to be seen as we are, we are not meant to celebrate who we are, and sometimes when you hear that for too long, you start to believe it.
[JONATHAN.]
You're meant to be celebrated, you're meant to be seen.
[ANTONI.]
Deanna is somebody who liked to stay in the background, and to just see her now be the face of this organization, she's not going to the back anymore.
[WOMAN.]
Uno más, one, two, three I'm excited.
[DEANNA.]
Now I feel like I am one million percent Chicana.
To Deanna, a tale of two cultures.
- Yes! - Cheers! [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING.]
[GASPS, SIGHS.]
Oh, hey.
You there.
Here's the thing.
You lack heel confidence, honey? You gotta wear it all over the house.
Take a seat in it.
Maybe walk around in it.
Build your confidence and serve that walk instead of serving someone who just is not comfortable in heels.
[UPBEAT DANCE SONG PLAYING.]
Heaven when you touch me Electricity Feel it in my body Flowin' through my veins Don't even know your name But it's like home Imagine when you hold me Electricity runnin' through my bones Wanna take you home So we can be alone Fantasy Everything you are to me Fighting for clarity All my senses tellin' me Kissing's a necessity Baby, I'm ready 'cause it's like Elec Elec Elec Electricity all over me
[ENGINES REVVING.]
[HYDRAULICS WHIRRING.]
[ENGINES REVVING.]
[TAN.]
Look at the sunset right now, you guys.
- Beautiful.
- Gorgeous.
Your bedtime's in an hour.
I know.
Are you guys ready to learn about who we're helping tonight? - [SQUEALS.]
- [ALL.]
Yeah! Her name is Deanna Muñoz.
Hey, Deanna Muñoz.
[DEANNA.]
I am second-generation Mexican-American, other people would know as Chicano, Chicana, or Chicanx.
[DEANNA.]
Use Chicanx if you don't want to define a gender.
So, I am 150 percent Chicana.
I absolutely love Mexican culture, but I don't speak Spanish.
My lifestyle is lowrider shows and that's who I am.
What is lowrider culture? Lowrider cars go up and down, so they have hydraulics on 'em, and they're usually painted in amazing - Like in the Snoop Dogg videos? - Yes! - It's cool! - It's so beautiful, it's so cool.
- The music, driving around at night - I love it.
- [JONATHAN.]
Let's have fun.
- I dated a guy once - just because he had a lowrider.
- I'm sure you did.
[LAUGHING.]
Deanna is 42, from Kansas City, Missouri.
[KARAMO.]
Not only is she a wife and a mother of four, she works as a project manager for Hallmark Corporate.
And she's also the founder of the Latino Arts Festival.
- Ooh, I love a cultured lady.
- [BOBBY.]
Nice.
The Latino Arts Festival is a one-day festival that includes art and poetry and lowriders.
It is definitely my life's mission to celebrate my heritage.
Celebrate it, live it, love it, shove it down the throats of everybody.
[LAUGHS.]
Nurturing aspiring artists is her life's calling, and she dreams of starting an arts foundation one day.
[ALL EXCLAIM.]
- I know.
- So, this is, like, purely non-profit.
I love someone who wants to give back - to their community and culture.
- Yeah.
My dad came here when he was young.
Growing up, I lived in the suburbs of Olathe, Kansas.
But I was taken out of my heritage because my dad wanted us to have a good life.
He wanted to protect us.
So, I'm living in a world where I'm not Mexican enough and I'm not white enough, so it's always been a constant battle in my life.
But now I'm in it and I love it and I embrace my culture.
That is truly who I am.
She was nominated by Marisa, her childhood best friend and by her son, Dalinuel.
- Dalinuel? I love that name.
- Yes, Dalinuel! I love my mom a lot, she is my best friend.
She does great stuff for the community, but my mom needs help with her professional presence, because that's where the sponsorships are gonna come from and that's how she could actually take this festival to the next level.
[WOMAN.]
My friend is great, my friend is beautiful on the inside and out.
But Deanna doesn't feel that within herself.
The confidence isn't there.
[DEANNA.]
It's always something that someone has said to me that I keep inside of me.
"You don't have a degree.
You were a mom at 16.
You're Mexican-American.
You don't look like somebody that should be doing this.
You're not dressed like somebody that should be doing this.
" She usually wears sneakers and shorts showing off her tattoos.
I love a woman with tattoos.
I have 13.
He's got my name tattooed on his ass.
[LAUGHING.]
When it comes to grooming, she's been wearing the same hairstyle and makeup since the '90s.
I make fun of her all the time just 'cause the amount of hairspray she goes through.
[SPRITZING.]
I used to hairspray my hair so bad that it'd actually get stuck and I couldn't move my head.
When it comes to food, Antoni, Deanna's insecure about her cooking.
- Oh, my gosh! - [MICROWAVE BEEPING.]
Deanna's cooking is non-existent.
So Monday through Friday, the family eats dinner at her mother-in-law's, SeñoraEsperanza's house.
She doesn't even have the proper cooking gear, and guests know to bring their own things when they visit.
Whoa.
[MAN ON LAPTOP.]
Has anybody delivered any artwork? Um, I don't think so, but let me check with Irene.
The Third Annual Latino Arts Festival is at the end of this week.
Last year, over 2,000 guests attended, but this time, Deanna is finally stepping into her role as the founder.
I've never spoken at my events.
For the last three years, I've had everybody else talk about my passion.
[VOICE BREAKING.]
And the more I allow that to happen, the more that passion gets dimmer.
But now it's my turn, and I need to be able to tell people why it's important.
So, our mission this week is to take Deanna from ridin' low to ridin' high.
[ALL.]
Yeah! [THEME MUSIC PLAYING.]
Oh, things just keep getting better [INDISTINCT CHATTER.]
[MAN.]
This food is so good.
[DEANNA.]
There's more food here.
There's, like, chile rellenos, there's tortillas, uh - [MAN.]
Who said, "Me, too?" You? - Yeah.
[MAN.]
Girl, you look good.
- Do you like chocolate? - I got brown sugar already, honey.
[ALL EXCLAIMING.]
- [LAUGHING.]
- [KARAMO.]
It's a very pretty neighborhood.
[BOBBY.]
Wow, look at all these cars! - [ANTONI.]
Is that an old Chevy? - [KARAMO.]
Oh.
- [TAN.]
These can't be the lowrider cars.
- [BOBBY.]
Yeah.
- I can see the hydraulics underneath it.
- [JONATHAN.]
Cute! [TAN.]
Yo, look at the trim on that! [BOBBY.]
Oh, now he likes it.
It's blingy.
- Hi.
- Hello.
- Deanna? - [MAN.]
Oh, look at your boo! Oh, look at your jacket! We just literally, like, crashed the par-tay.
- Let me touch it! Let me touch it! - [LAUGHTER.]
[KARAMO.]
Hey, Deanna! How gorgeous are you? - Jonathan! - Beautiful.
Can I get all up in your hair? Can I touch you? [JONATHAN.]
Honey, 1987 called and they want their hair techniques back.
It can't just be, like, teasing.
It's a lot.
[HISSING.]
- Hi, Deanna! - [DEANNA.]
Oh, my Gosh! Hi! Oh, my God! You're my favorite.
- You are beautiful.
- Thank you.
So, who owns all those lowriders outside? They are so cool.
- [DEANNA.]
All these guys.
- [ANTONI.]
They're all yours? - Gorgeous.
- All of them.
There are so many people in here.
It reminds me of home.
- This is our family.
- [ANTONI.]
So, you guys get together, you all eat together - Yes.
- So that's, like, your version of like a - a bangin' night out.
- That's all we do.
- Wait.
- [DEANNA.]
Baby.
- [BOBBY.]
She needs to go potty.
- [MAN.]
Oh, no! You go first.
I'll go after, it's fine.
They have it in the Latino community, we have it in my Middle-Eastern community.
Your home is an open house.
Like, there's always an open door and anybody's welcome.
- And now, what's your name again? - Penelope.
Penelope, you're so pretty, nice to meet you.
These are the chile rillenos.
So, um, that is something I maybe know how to cook, - but I'll tell you everything - Why maybe? Why 'Cause I don't cook.
- Who makes your food? - My mother-in-law.
She cooks for the family every night, and then on weekends, uh, we usually buy out.
- [TAN.]
Is that your husband behind you? - That's Aaron! - I was looking for him.
- You skulking in the background? Did she get you into lowriding culture or is it - something you both kind of come from? - No.
- [DEANNA.]
We met at a car - That's where we met.
- Oh, at a car show? - Oh, nice.
He was on top of a car and But he didn't want me, - so he and his friends - [KARAMO.]
Huh? What? - I was I don't know.
- You were busy! You were a little distracted.
It's fine.
Where do you guys wanna start? - This is our kitchen.
- [KARAMO.]
You take us.
- You have a really pretty house.
- Thank you.
[JONATHAN.]
Very gorg'.
Very much beige.
So, it's a chile poblano.
What's the queso inside? - It's Mexican cheese.
- Mexican cheese.
- [MARTHA.]
Want a burrito? - I'm gonna wait a minute.
[BOBBY.]
What's going on in this beautiful chaos? [DEANNA.]
Uh, so Arts Foundation, Aaron's shop, medical [BOBBY.]
So, In this massive house, this is the office? [DEANNA.]
This is the office.
I wanna know a little bit more about the organization.
My third year now, and I had a lot of help from Diversity and Inclusion in my work.
The festival started because of your story.
- Yes.
- What was your story? I had a son when I was young, I was 16, and so, I was planning on doing graphic designing, didn't get my degree.
When I had my daughter and she was six and she started doing creative writing, her stories were just, like, mind-blowing.
I was like, "I need someone to help her, I need a tutor, something.
" - Yeah.
- And I couldn't find it.
And I was like, "Well, if you can't find it, I guess I can do it myself.
" - Oh! - Yeah! I love that! Wait, sorry, hold the mic.
- Just one second.
- She's feeding you.
This is what happens.
Your middle name is "Resourceful," honey.
I love it.
- [ANTONI.]
Thank you! - There's no need - ever in this house.
- So sweet.
So good.
[KARAMO.]
So can we see the rest? - Yes.
- It's cute! - This is a beautiful home.
- [DEANNA LAUGHS.]
Jeez, honey.
Cool.
You never know when you might need a quick workout before getting into your dress.
- That's how I feel.
- That's how I feel.
This is the largest container of hot sauce I've ever seen in my life.
Six, seven, eight, nine, ten, 11, 12 13.
That is an ample amount of hairspray.
I've found a couple things already - that I wanna talk about.
- Oh, no! - Oh, yes! - Tell me about this.
So I actually did wear those to work.
Like, that's so sad.
- Tell me how that went down.
- Not really good.
People thought that I was gonna hurt myself, so they were always like, "Why are you wearing those?" Because this is definitely, like, club wear.
- Yeah.
- Club wear.
- And you've got a few of them.
- [DEANNA.]
I do.
- I had to get every color.
- You've got a few of them.
But the look doesn't always resonate with, you know, going into a boardroom and it's like, "Oh, she's just a child.
" So, it's always made my confidence kind of low.
Okay, then my question is, who is the Deanna in your mind? It's like I still want my So, even if I do my hair and my liner, that's that's me.
[LAUGHS.]
- Okay.
- But I don't have to wear my Cortezes.
I love the I love the Cortezes.
We'll find a way to rock those where it's a little more polished.
Right now, we have Corporate America, but Las Vegas Corporate America.
I love that you're not afraid of a blazer.
[TAN.]
And then, Club Wear Workout Girl, super-super young.
There's gotta be somewhere in the middle where Deanna still feels young without her looking unprofessional.
However, it doesn't mean we can't have a kiss of what she feels comfortable with.
I don't want you to feel like you have to stifle yourself and who you truly are, but it seems like you've got outside-of-work Deanna down.
- Yes.
- Let's figure out polish.
Okay.
How often do you buy tortillas in stores? - Never.
- Never.
[ANTONI.]
Garbage, for you.
Like, "Why would I even ever do that?" You ever have a gordita? - Gordita? - [MARTHA.]
White people call them "pitas.
" - Pitas? - They're not pitas, they're gorditas.
I'm Polish-Canadian, so I wanna call it a gordita.
Let's sit and chat about the festival.
Well, so my goal is to do the foundation.
So, what would your foundation do? Free space open to anybody that's an artist.
They can come and get mentored, they can come and have free classes.
We can sell their artwork for them.
All these kids really want is a space where people can tell them, "You can do this.
" [JONATHAN.]
So, do you wash and blow-dry your hair - from scratch every day? - No.
- Do you ever wear your hair back? - Uh, no.
[JONATHAN.]
I really just wanna show you different ways to style your hair.
You shouldn't feel like your look is wearing you.
I feel like you've gotten to a place where you're almost, like, beholden to your look.
Do I love my mustache? Yes.
But when I start lookin' like a walrus, when this thing starts wearing me, I'mma have to say, "Bye, girl.
You've been great.
I You know, it was fun.
" We just need to kind of find our balance.
But I wanna moisturize this girl up.
- Yes.
- We're gonna moisturize her.
[ANTONI.]
Did you make this guacamole, as well? [MARTHA.]
Yes.
'Cause I always put lime juice in it, that prevents it from browning.
[MARTHA.]
With sour cream is better.
[ANTONI.]
Okay! I've gotten a lot of attitude for putting Greek yogurt in my guacamole.
- But - [MARTHA.]
It's the bestthing.
[LAUGHTER.]
You heard it here.
It is not crazy to put dairy in guacamole.
[ANTONI.]
It's creamy And keep it green all the time.
Boom! Mic drop! Hey, everyone.
This magical woman just told me that she puts sour cream in her guacamole.
Have you been paid to say that? [LAUGHTER.]
I love you so much.
Namaste.
See you in a minute.
I've never been in a home that felt like a community like this before, and I think that food, for me, is always at the center of any type of gathering or getting together, as well.
Absolutely, and other people make it for us.
So, what do you make if you're not going over to your mom-in-law's? I can make a mean Italian.
[LAUGHS.]
[ANTONI.]
Whoa! You're Mexican-American.
You have a social responsibility to be able to create at least a couple of dishes - for your kids to learn.
- That's what I wanna do, but I just I can't.
I don't know I can, but I can't, so And I think in a lot of cultures, it's actually very normal to go to your parents' house or your in-laws' and have them provide for a meal.
- Your dear sweet mom-in-law - I know.
Who I heard, like, doesn't speak English and she just makes the best Mexican food.
And it's, like, important for your kids to be able to have something to take on - that they can pass to future generations.
- Yes.
- [OVERLAPPING CHATTER.]
- [PLAYING NOTES ON PIANO.]
[KARAMO.]
A lot of people don't know this.
My parents are Jamaican and Cuban.
- [DEANNA.]
Oh, wow.
- But we don't have - a big connection to the Cuban side.
- Okay.
And I always feel bad that I always talk more about the Jamaican side instead of the Cuban side.
And so to, like, sit here with, like, a fresh Latina - Yes.
- who is, like, rockin' it - and just, like, proud of her culture - Yes.
is, like, really amazing to me.
The culture's Mexican-American, so it's like a lot of people, like, either hide it or they're, like, "I don't " They don't understand it.
They're like, "What does that mean?" "You're not really Mexican, not really American.
" - I'm both and I embrace both of 'em.
- Of course.
You know? It's okay to do that.
You're right, a lot of people don't understand it.
- Yeah.
- From driving through, this is a very beautiful neighborhood.
- Is there any other Mexicans - Yes.
- or African Americans? - No.
- What do your neighbors think about you? - [LAUGHS.]
I know we get the looks and the stares of of our cars and, you know, even when we bought the house my husband was assumed he was the worker, you know, not the homeowner.
There's been some passive-aggressiveness of, you know, racist things that have been said.
Yeah.
That's why the festival's important to me.
At least, I'm doing my part.
It's a [VOICE BREAKING.]
A lot of people putting me down, a lot of people saying, "Really? You? You don't look like somebody that would be doing it.
" - And that hurts.
- It hurts.
I also relate to that feeling, when there's so many outside influences that are trying to knock you down.
[CRYING.]
I just want my kids to know that I tried.
You know? I did something.
You're pushing and you're trying and you want to show your kids what's good.
I'm just so inspired by you.
- Thank you.
- I mean Seriously, these cars are so fresh.
- Can I get in there? - [AARON.]
Go ahead.
[LAUGHS.]
Oh, my gosh.
- Oh! Oh! Oh! - Oh, my! [LAUGHTER AND CHATTER.]
Do they come in fuchsia pink or no? - You could make it.
- Oh, yeah.
So, we are excited about this event for you this weekend, and I think we all know how we can help you.
- I'm, like, ready.
I'm so ready.
- It's gonna be a great week.
How you say "heritage" in Spanish? Does anyone know? - Herencia.
- [ALL.]
Herencia! Let's do that.
Yes, queen, we're bilingual with our lingo.
- Two, three, herencia.
- [ALL.]
Herencia! - Yeah! I love it! - All right! It feels like we're on fire [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING.]
It feels like we're on fire There is a way of maintaining your culture and your style without having to sacrifice professionalism.
Do I want her to be Boring Office Lady? No, I don't.
But I want her to feel comfortable sitting at that table.
[ANTONI.]
Is she Mexican? Is she American? She's a beautiful mix of both of those things, and the fact that she doesn't know how to prepare traditional Mexican meals, I want her to tap into her Mexican heritage.
I want her to be able to teach her kids that.
[JONATHAN.]
I just wanna, like, show Deanna the multifaceted boundaries of her grooming and her personality.
Like, let's just make like Dora and go exploring.
Also, I, like, literally forgot that Dora was even, like, a Latina.
It's Deanna's dream to take what she's done with this art festival and make it bigger.
She needs space, so I've decided I'm gonna find her an office.
[KARAMO.]
Growing up in a predominantly white neighborhood, I felt like, "I don't belong here.
" I told myself constantly, "You do belong here.
" But Deanna has a different loop playing in her head.
She only hears the people telling her that she's not worthy.
And I need to help her to quiet those voices.
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING.]
[TAN.]
All right, Deanna, after you, my love.
- [DEANNA.]
Okay.
Thank you.
- [TAN.]
You're welcome.
Okay, so you don't usually - come into boutiques.
- [DEANNA.]
I do not.
Usually, I'm, like, in an outdoor mall and it's usually, like, Forever 21 Like, if I were to go to to another name brand store, like, I don't feel comfortable in those stores.
- Yeah.
- Like, I feel comfortable in what I'm in and, like, the lowrider shows and the car clubs, I get to be who I am there, I'm comfortable.
And I think I love these type of tops because they show off my tattoos.
- Yes, queen.
- Love to be.
- [TAN.]
As you should be.
- Yes.
As you should be.
Yes.
So, coming into a store like this, sometimes it can be intimidating.
[DEANNA.]
A little bit.
It's very fancy.
- Don't use the word "fancy.
" - Okay.
That makes it sound like it's out of your reach.
It's not.
You are a professional woman.
This isn't fancy for you, this is appropriate for you.
Forever 21, the clue is in the name.
She has a daughter who is probably around about that age.
At that point, maybe let Forever 21 go, and go for something more age-appropriate.
I'm already noticing your hoops, and I love your hoops.
So maybe there's other ways we can add in so you still feel very much like - a multicultural person.
- Yeah.
Without that being the only thing - that represents you.
- Okay.
Deanna's wardrobe right now is like a tale of two cultures.
She looks bold, cool, young, but if I didn't know better, I would have no idea that she runs a respectable organization.
- Deanna, you ready? - [DEANNA.]
Yes, I am.
- Can I take a look? - Yeah.
[TAN.]
Oh, chic, chic, but you've still got a bit of comfort with your tee.
- Yes.
- So, come take a look in the mirror.
Wow.
It's different, yes.
Maybe that's the way it's okay to look like that, but I'm uncomfortable 'cause I'm just not used to it.
Okay.
I'm sure if your husband would see you in this, he wouldn't be thinking, "Oh well, it's great, but " - Right.
- He'd be thinking, "She looks hot.
- That's my wife.
" - [LAUGHS.]
That's exactly what I want.
That's And I need to get there, and I know the more I just am comfortable with doing this, then I can.
- Next look? - Yes! - Okay.
[SIGHS.]
- Okay.
All right, great.
So, you've got your big earrings on, - so you've still got your flair.
- Yeah.
And then you were to throw on some super-chic coat, - 'cause you're a businesswoman.
- Absolutely.
- Mm-hmm.
- You look like a business owner, but the coolest business owner I've ever seen.
- Tell me what you think.
- I love it.
- Would you wear this? - I didn't think I would, but it actually looks pretty nice.
Find a hero piece.
Find one thing that is just - Amazing? - incredible and for fall-winter, make it your outerwear.
[TAN.]
Yes, there is an expectation in a professional workplace to dress accordingly.
However, that does not mean you check your personality and your style at the door.
It can be as small as just a hoop earring.
There are still ways to incorporate that in a very professional way.
Ooh! It's already more refined.
- [LAUGHS.]
- Okay.
Right? Okay, great.
All right, so Have to just haul this, two seconds.
Do you have a lot of hairspray in your hair right now? - I do.
I always do.
- All right, because that That was a lot of crunch back there.
- [LAUGHING.]
- Okay, tell me what you're thinking.
The more I look at it, the more I'm loving it.
It just makes me look more tailored.
Like I could actually go to work, go to my board meeting and feel confident, but then still go to my daughter's band lesson.
How do you feel in those heels? [DEANNA.]
I love 'em.
I've always bought cheap heels, like 20 bucks, so they didn't always fit right.
Like, these absolutely fit gorgeous.
[TAN.]
They look so chic.
[UPBEAT LATIN MUSIC PLAYING.]
- Hi, beautiful.
- Hola, Martha.
- How are you? - [IN SPANISH.]
How are you? - I'm great, and you? - Great.
[ANTONI IN SPANISH.]
Hi, flowers and fruit.
- Oh! - [ANTONI IN SPANISH.]
For you.
[ANTONI IN SPANISH.]
You're welcome.
My name is Antoni.
What's your name? - Esperanza.
- Esperanza.
[HORN HONKING.]
[DEANNA.]
Oh, my goodness.
- [ANTONI.]
We brought reinforcements.
- How are you? - You brought both of them.
- [ANTONI.]
Do you know what we're making? - [DEANNA.]
No, I don't.
- [ANTONI.]
These are chiles en nogada.
Oh, is that the one with the white cream sauce and the Yep.
I love how you're asking me.
- You're the one who comes here every day.
- I do.
So, chiles en nogada, it's the colors of the Mexican flag.
[ESPERANZA IN SPANISH.]
The colors represent purity with the white, green represents laurel, and red is for the spilled blood of all the fallen heroes.
cook this dish the way she does.
- [ANTONI.]
Mm-hmm.
- But because of the significance of it, - the story she gave to me.
- ¿La historia? - Sà - Yeah.
And the importance was that she told me that story.
[ANTONI.]
Deanna's very curious about her heritage.
The opportunity to learn about that was taken away from her at a really young age, but she gets to do that now.
[DEANNA.]
So, do they turn at a certain point? - You check it.
- You gotta check it.
- Scared of fire.
That's why we're cooking with fire.
[ANTONI.]
First, we're gonna char and then peel the chiles.
[ESPERANZA SPEAKING SPANISH.]
- [DEANNA.]
Okay.
- Trabajar.
- I understood trabajar.
- I know, "work.
" And she said "muchacha," so that was me.
Muchacha.
Hey, I could be muchacha too, you know? [ESPERANZA LAUGHING.]
Is this the first time that Deanna is cooking with you? Yes.
It's first time.
[IN SPANISH.]
In how many years? [ANTONI.]
Señora Esperanza, how many years have you been cooking? Maybe 60.
In Mexico, they raise you to be a good wife.
You have to learn to cook, to attend your husband.
- We all know - Does he obey you? - No! - What? [ANTONI.]
La carne molida.
- And this is beef, right? - [ESPERANZA.]
Beef and pork.
- Okay, great.
- Wow.
[ANTONI.]
We want nice little fine pieces.
Now we're making the stuffing for the chiles.
[DEANNA.]
I always use packets of seasoning.
The only issue with that is that it's so high in sodium.
- Okay.
- [ANTONI.]
And you don't get to control how much salt you put in.
Oh, she just grabbed it right out of your hand.
She's like, "I don't got time for this, we're putting the garlic in.
" - She can mix it.
- Okay.
You mix it.
Yeah, there you go.
[SPEAKING SPANISH.]
- I didn't understand that.
Did you? - No.
I just knew it was bad.
She speak and speak and speak.
She no make nothing.
[ANTONI LAUGHS.]
Oh! I understand where Deanna's anxiety is coming from.
Esperanza is an intimidating woman.
So, this is the part I've never seen, is actually her to make the sauce.
- What type of cheese is this, Esperanza? - Fresh cheese.
- Fresh cheese.
- [ANTONI.]
Queso fresco.
Whole milk.
[IN SPANISH.]
Now, we are going to add agave.
[ANTONI.]
This is, by far, the most complicated recipe I've ever encountered.
There are apples, peaches, pears, bananas, capers, olives, onion, ground beef but you know what? It works.
- Beautiful.
- [MARTHA.]
They're ready to be a star.
[ANTONI.]
Absolutely.
It was so intense.
Did you know all of these different - components and parts? - [DEANNA.]
No, I did not.
They put their heart into this.
And so that is something I feel like I'm I disrespect when I can't do it, because along with not knowing Spanish and the not knowing how to make traditional Mexican food, it's just a continuous of "I can't do it," and "I'm not who I am.
" You're hard on yourself enough as it is.
- I think I am.
- But if you come here regularly, slowly but surely, you're gonna have it.
Let this dish be a symbol for, like - [LAUGHS.]
"I can do this.
I can.
" - Yeah.
You're doing it today by showing up to your mother-in-law's and you're learning about your heritage.
Your ability, or lack thereof, to make a dish like this does not make you any less Mexican.
- Oh, hello.
- [DEANNA LAUGHS.]
Oh, sorry.
Were we supposed to be working? [MARTHA.]
You guys are fired! - We're fired! - I know we are.
Oh.
She just walked away.
She didn't even say anything.
You know what? I understand why you're intimidated while cooking in this kitchen.
They are tough.
[ANTONI.]
Oh, wow.
This is so beautiful.
[ANTONI.]
¿Te gusta? - ¿La presentación de Deanna? - Me gusta.
SÃ.
[SPEAKING IN SPANISH.]
- [ESPERANZA LAUGHS.]
El hug del grupo.
[LAUGHING.]
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING.]
- [DALINUEL.]
It's a pretty day.
- Take it in, 'cause it's pretty amazing.
[DALINUEL.]
It really is.
Welcome to City Hall.
So, the arts, it's very important to the city.
We work with non-profits and cultural organizations to kind of help get them a footing and get started.
We've helped some other businesses like Habitat for Humanity.
I called up the mayor's office and I found out that Kansas City has programs to help foundations get started.
And so, what we've done is prepared a lease agreement for the space across the street, and we're going to donate the space for a dollar.
- That's amazing.
- But to make sure we keep it a surprise, - I need you to sign a lease now.
- This is gonna really help her out.
Like, it'll probably give her a little backbone to where she's like, "I'm a professional and I can actually go further with this," - and she's gonna take off.
- That's awesome.
[VANESSA.]
So, here you go.
[BOBBY.]
I wanna give her an office space to take this festival and foundation to heights she never could have imagined.
I see a lot of potential here.
Good job! This space is yours! [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING.]
- [JONATHAN.]
Yes, girl.
- [CAR DOOR SHUTS.]
- After you.
- Thank you.
- Hi! - Gorgeous Deanna.
- Hi, Deanna.
- Deanna, this is gorgeous Monique.
Nice to meet you.
- So, come on in, take a seat in my office.
- Okay.
All right.
[DEANNA.]
Okay.
Can I take it down? Actually, I usually have to cut that out, 'cause they won't come out.
Like, it's stuck in there.
I think I can, babe.
[JONATHAN.]
There's so much ammonia and there's so much peroxide happening on this hair.
It's just asking the hair of so much.
That's why you have all those little short hairs, because you've been, like, cutting out the hairs.
So dry.
[JONATHAN.]
Let's talk about your hair.
For me, the biggest issue is the base color.
I want the J-Lo hair and this is what's I've been through to get that hair.
Any time that I have these major events, I always feel like my hair is, like, too big, too crazy.
And I just wanna be that natural face, "This is Deanna, you know, take me seriously.
" I wanna give you tools to be able to have the confidence and the knowledge of, like, how to rock different looks.
- Are you ready to change this? - Yes! I want to.
- Let's get you all caped up.
- Okay.
Sounds good.
My God, we are gonna love on this hair today.
- [DEANNA LAUGHS.]
- We're gonna get started on this color.
[DEANNA.]
Okay.
Is there, like, a thriving art community in Kansas City? There is such a thriving art community, but it's like we're it's some of it is very elite.
- Yeah.
- So, a lot of us don't get seen or heard.
It's so important for you to be visible.
It's insane, like, how much just, vitriol there is.
Well, you can't even go to the grocery store without at least somebody, you know, looking at you a certain way, - making sure you're not stealing, or - Get out of here.
And, you know, I've been hit on the back of the back with a broom with by a man in Walmart.
That was like, "You need to get out of this country.
" They don't even know that I was born here.
You know? They just assume that I'm not from here.
But I have kids to worry about, too, 'cause then I put them in the line of fire.
I totally get that.
Like, I had that, with my family, growing up.
Like, if I was out with my brothers or family and I was looking, like, super feminine, - it's like you make everyone a target.
- Yeah.
Absolutely.
And it's so unfair.
It's so unfair It's really hard to relax when there is a target on your back for the fact that you're different.
- Can I get you a gorgeous coffee or water? - No, I'm good.
- They got protein smoothies now, girl.
- Oh, no, I No, I'm good.
Thank you.
Do you like coffee? Oh, I love coffee, but I never do anything fancy or Bitch, I swear to God, you better treat yourself.
Get her an iced vanilla latte.
Get her a venti iced vanilla latte.
I'm all about, like, "Oh, no, I don't wanna " You need to start being in the Season of Yes.
I know.
I've always been taught, "Be humble, be respectful, and never ask for more than what you need.
" I always remember that my dad would always make us sit so still at friends' house we couldn't even really play.
And I think about that now, I'm like, "I would never do that to my kids, - ever.
" - And you're not asking too much - by saying like, "I'd like a whatever.
" - Yeah.
There's nothing wrong with saying what you need.
["PORQUÃ NO?" PLAYING.]
Just let it go You know I got love for life Porqué no And YOLO My little piece of paradise [JONATHAN.]
Grooming is an evolution, honey.
It's gorgeous, honey.
It's Darwin, honey.
You could just swim through these evolutional changes of yourself.
- For people that are used to teasing - Yes.
They're used to, like, a bit of height, you definitely wanna have this hair on your crown kinda going back.
- Okay.
- So, try to get the mousse - in your root there.
- Okay.
[JONATHAN.]
I love that mousse in your hair.
I will have to throw away my teasing comb.
- I won't need it anymore.
[LAUGHS.]
- Right? [JONATHAN.]
Ready, Deanna? - For this version of you? - I'm ready.
I'm ready.
Oh, my God.
- It looks amazing.
It's like - You can touch it.
- You can get all up in it.
- I can? - Does it feel, like, big enough? - Yes! - It's gorgeous.
- And there's no teasing.
No, nothing.
I mean, I can literally, like, - just do this.
- You can get nasty with it.
[CRYING.]
I absolutely love it.
It's It's like the me that I've been trying to get.
[SNIFFLES.]
Thank you.
[SOBBING.]
Thank you.
[LATIN HIP-HOP MUSIC PLAYING.]
I wanted to bring in a street artist that could create a mural that could show the passion and the different types of art and the different types of love that this community has to offer.
I want it to feel like a festival.
This is gonna be so cool.
- Oh, man, I'm happy to be here.
- Nice.
She's gonna flip.
I'll let you get back to work so you're not here all night.
- Thank you.
Definitely.
All right.
- Thanks, Marka.
Bye.
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING.]
[KARAMO.]
You have been on my mind non-stop.
- [DEANNA.]
Really? - [KARAMO.]
I Like, non-stop.
Because one of the things that kept sticking with me is how you kept saying you felt uncomfortable around, you know, this suburban white neighborhood you live in.
- Where do you think that started? - Definitely from my childhood.
Going back to, like, my dad putting us in a suburban area.
I didn't fit in there, but I tried to make myself fit in.
And then getting thrown into this huge culture where I didn't fit in there either.
You know, uh, you can't get on the news without realizing that people in power literally spend their days vilifying Mexicans.
And it seems like every time I even talk about it, people are always like, "It's not that bad.
It's not really this, it's not really that," and it's always putting something over it to cover up what it really is, and it's really racism.
- You know? - Yeah.
Completely.
That's the part that hurts the most and, like, is so scary for me and my kids and even my husband.
Anybody can do anything, it feels like, say anything to you and it doesn't matter, you just have to live like that.
I know you said that that's sort of part of the reason of you feeling scared to reach out to your neighbors.
Yeah.
I definitely will not.
And it's just these voices in my head that have played before, "That you're not good enough, you shouldn't be here, you're too passionate, you're too driven.
" [KARAMO.]
Deanna doesn't feel at home where she lives, so this is about Deanna owning her voice, about knowing that she belongs in this space just like she belongs in the Latino community.
[KARAMO.]
We're going to have you go around to your neighbors.
[DEANNA.]
Really? So, what I got is - flyers for your Latino Arts Festival.
- Thank you.
And this way, you're introducing your neighbors - to what you do.
- Yeah.
I never thought about just going to the door and sending a flyer.
- Yeah.
- It seems so simple, but it's so hard.
I'm particularly nervous about one.
You know, my husband and his friend busted their butt to make that wall in front, because there was water damage coming out, and she had the audacity to message my husband that the Mexicans were building their own wall.
At that point is like when I was gonna call her and write back, and my husband's like, "I don't want any problems at all.
" So we'll skip her.
- I'm not ready yet.
- Yes.
We'll go to other houses.
- I'm scared.
I'm scared.
- Yeah? It's okay.
It's okay.
I'm here to support you.
[KNOCKING ON DOOR.]
- Hi.
- [WOMAN.]
Hello.
- How are you? - Good! [DOORBELL RINGS.]
Hi, Kim, how are you? - Hi.
Fine.
How are you? - Good.
[DOORBELL RINGS.]
- [KARAMO.]
Hi.
- [DEANNA.]
Hi! How are you? Hi! - How are you, I'm Karamo.
- Good.
- Hi, I'm Kathy.
- Nice to meet you.
I just wanted to come over and invite you.
We have a Latino Arts Festival - coming up that I created.
- Oh, okay.
- It's been a successful event for the last three years.
- Awesome.
We're helping others and other artists.
And, you know, we support the arts, as you know, and the children.
Oh, I'm impressed.
It's so incredible you're giving back to the community.
It really is fantastic, especially art festivals that celebrate diversity.
Having an art show has been something that's always been, like, one of my, like, "Oh, maybe I'll do that someday," kinda thing.
That's really neat to know.
- [KATHY.]
This looks neat.
- [DEANNA.]
Yeah.
Um, so, we just wanna make sure that, you know, you guys are always welcome in our home, always, and I know you all have always made us feel welcome.
There's other neighbors who have made it difficult without even really knowing us.
That's why, I think, all of us have kinda stayed in our own realm, not really talked to a lot of the neighbors.
[CRYING.]
You know, we just try to be the best neighbors we can.
Oh, I didn't know that you were feeling that way.
I know, and never do I wanna be the neighbor to come in and be, like cause havoc on anything.
Us coming by and speaking to everybody and just kind of let you know that, "Hey, we're here, we're welcoming you always, no matter what, no matter what.
" [BOTH.]
Aw! Deanna has had real incidents of racism that she has experienced.
And I think Deanna started to believe that everyone around her feels that way.
- Thank you, thank you so much.
- Thank you.
- [LAUGHS.]
Thank you so much.
- Good to see you, neighbor.
Thank you, you too, as well.
I appreciate that.
We'll have to talk more.
She now knows that she's not alone, and that she's part of this community.
I always talk about people being close-minded, and here I was being the same way.
- Good! - [LAUGHS.]
So [DEANNA.]
That was a lot easier than I thought.
- [KARAMO.]
Yes! - [DEANNA CHUCKLING.]
Yeah.
["EL FUEGO" PLAYING.]
Yeah, I want it I just can't get enough You know I got it It's flowing in my blood La pasión el fuego It burns inside of me You know I want it I just can't get enough - As you can see, we're in the heart of the city.
- Yes.
You don't feel like you belong here.
- Yeah.
- I thought, "Well, let me go talk to the city and see how they feel.
" - Okay.
- And they believe in your Arts Festival, and they want the Latino community to be a part of Kansas City, and because of that, they decided - to give you an office.
- [GASPS.]
Oh, my God! What? [STAMMERS.]
In the heart of the city, because that is where you and your foundation belong.
[VOICE BREAKING.]
I just can't I don't even know what to say.
Like I mean, just to see the name, with that logo, like [IN SING-SONGY VOICE.]
Welcome home! - [ANTONI EXCLAIMING.]
Hi! - This is amazing.
[DEANNA.]
It's beautiful.
We found an amazing Mexican-American artist.
[DEANNA.]
You have a lowrider on there! [BOBBY.]
This whole thing is inspired by you.
- Oh, my God, that's all me right there.
- Yep.
I really wanted this place to be able to function in many, many different ways, - from art exhibits to board meetings - Yeah! - to a little stage for poetry readings.
- Oh, my God.
Those chairs move, you've got a performance stage.
[DEANNA.]
I feel good in here.
It feels like my home, but it's just upgraded.
[LAUGHS.]
[BOBBY.]
Every powerful executive needs her own office.
Oh, my God.
This is like I have a real office.
- You have a real office.
- I have a TV.
[LAUGHS.]
I'm just loving the glorious wallpaper and the plants! [JONATHAN.]
You're serving business, you're serving registering people to vote, - you're serving scholarships.
- Yes! Yes! [ANTONI.]
You look so boss sitting at that chair.
Like, this is your space.
Absolutely.
And I've never said that about myself ever.
I don't know what just happened.
[LAUGHS.]
Tell yourself more! [JONATHAN.]
So, you've had a certain routine that you've done every morning with your makeup for a long time.
- Absolutely.
- I'd kinda like to change it - and I wanna show you how to do that.
- Perfect.
This is how you can put on, like, a mascara that's not so mascara-y.
Just kind of remove the excess like that.
When you apply the mascara, taking that excess off, it just gives you a much more lengthened and less clumpy lash.
Wow.
[JONATHAN.]
And then, this is just some gorgeous little eye color.
Ah! If you wanna put your eyeliner on really thick and backcomb the [BLEEP.]
out of your hair and be, like, as chola as chola could be, - go for it.
- [LAUGHS.]
So, the beautiful people at David Yurman have gotten us some stuff that is fantastic.
And I love a regular hoop, but this? This is like [CLICKS TONGUE.]
- Okay.
- Oh, my goodness.
[DEANNA.]
They're beautiful.
I've never had real earrings.
- This is so Thank you.
- They're good, right? - And now, let's talk clothes.
- Okay.
- I got you a lot of blazers.
- I need blazers.
So You needed blazers.
So, bouclé is You know the, um - the fabric of Chanel suits? - Yeah.
I wanted to get you versions of that.
When I see a bouclé suit, that's a mark of sophistication on a woman as far as I'm concerned, but if you were to wear this with a jean and a sexy heel? - Oh, yeah.
- You look refined, sophisticated.
You could go to the boardroom looking like that, - and I would take you seriously.
- Absolutely, yes.
- I did still get you Cortezes, but we got them - Oh, my God.
- jeweled for you in Swarovski crystals.
- I love them.
They're amazing.
- Nobody else has these.
- I love a one-of-a-kind shoe.
- Yep.
Nobody has these.
- I love 'em.
So I'm gonna give you that, and the black heel instead of the nude 'cause I think it's gonna pop more.
- [TAN.]
Sound good? - Sounds perfect.
[TAN.]
Then that's for you as well.
All right, boys.
You ready for this? - [BOBBY.]
Yeah.
- Okay.
God, I'm nervous.
I'm so excited.
I can't handle it.
[ALL EXCLAIMING AND CHEERING.]
- [JONATHAN.]
I like it! - I love a onesie with a heel! - [TAN.]
Right? - [ALL EXCLAIMING.]
It's so your personal style, but you can have business meetings in that outfit.
Yes, and I even have great hair to go with it.
Do you still feel like this is you and you feel like you're in your gorgeous Latina power? This is the me that I was trying to get to all the time, but it was just a matter of letting myself be.
- And you let me breathe.
[LAUGHING.]
- [JONATHAN STRAINING.]
- I love that! - Don't encourage him.
[TAN.]
Our next look is our boardroom look.
[JONATHAN.]
I think this is me and Tan's love baby.
Looks more like Tan and Antoni.
- It has Tan's nose.
- [TAN.]
Ready? For the CEO and founder of the Latin Arts Festival? - [JONATHAN.]
All right! - [ALL EXCLAIMING.]
- Yeah, yeah! - Gorgeous! Woo! Woo! - [JONATHAN.]
Don't fall now.
- I know.
You look so strong.
- And I feel confident.
- [KARAMO.]
Good! - Yeah.
- You work in a creative field.
If you dress super-stuffy and corporate, it wouldn't be on brand.
You need something like this that shows off a little bit of your style.
And we've still got your hoops, which - You're still very much Deanna.
- Yes, absolutely.
- [TAN.]
Guys, will you make room? - Yeah.
- [TAN.]
Thank you.
- [BOBBY.]
Please sit.
Tonight is a very big night for you, because it's the Third Annual Latino Arts Festival.
- How are you feeling about it? - I'm feeling good.
- I feel like I got my power back.
- Yes! You're a formidable, formidable woman and a force to be reckoned with.
You had it all along, you just needed it highlighting, so that's all any of us have done.
We've highlighted the best parts of you.
You totally have.
The neighborhood thing, I mean you changed my life forever in regards to that, and I feel comfortable now opening doors anywhere.
It's always been there, but you helped me dig that out.
There's a fear in finding ourselves.
Right? It's the stuff that poems and songs and books are made of.
[VOICE BREAKING.]
But I want you to know, like, you're a warrior.
And the people who really, like, hit me the hardest this week are the amazing women in your life, so know that in your life, you have people who look up to you, and they're people that you could look up to.
You have that community, and you're only making it bigger and stronger with this festival.
Thank you.
You guys are amazing.
Okay, we'd better go and let you get ready for this.
In, yeah! Big, big, big, group huggies! - Oh, we are leaving your business! - Bye! You'll be back.
- Oh, we will.
- We'll be back, we'll be back.
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING.]
Hey, guys.
- Oh, my gosh, Martha! - Hi! - [KARAMO.]
Oh, did you bring flan? - [TAN.]
Uh, Martha, what are we making? - [MARTHA.]
Guacamole.
- [ALL.]
Oh.
Do you actually use sour cream or are you doing it because he uses sour cream? I always use sour cream.
That way, it don't get dark.
[ANTONI.]
You get the tang from the sour cream.
This is so good.
Thank you so much.
[ANTONI.]
Karamo, can you please pour us some Jamaica? It's a hibiscus iced tea.
So, what do you think of the look that me and Jonathan did with Deanna? You changed her style, you changed her life.
You gave her her confidence that she was lost, you know? - This world is upside-down.
- [TAN.]
Yeah.
- But you guys make it right.
- [ANTONI.]
Thank you.
- Salud a Martha.
- Ah, thanks, Martha.
- Thank you, Martha.
- Thank you.
This old lady love you guys.
- I know! Thank you, Martha! - Aw! Oh! We love! [COOS AFFECTIONATELY.]
- Thank you for having me.
- Of course.
[BOBBY.]
Thank you for making all this.
- We'll walk you out.
I'll walk you out.
- We'll walk you.
We love you.
- [TAN.]
All right, boys.
Ready for this? - Yeah.
[UPLIFTING MUSIC PLAYING.]
Welcome to the Latino Arts Festival.
- Hi.
- Hi.
[ESPERANZA.]
Transformed, my Yes, transformed.
It's so important for Esperanza to be seeing Deanna in her element, and I think it's only gonna help her respect her more.
- [MARISA.]
Oh, you look gorgeous.
- Thank you.
[MARISA.]
You look amazing! - [WOMAN.]
The pouf's gone.
- Yes.
I'm just proud of you, I'm just - I'm excited for you.
- Thank you.
[DEANNA LAUGHS.]
This festival started because of you.
[VOICE BREAKING.]
Never let anybody tell you you can't, 'cause I heard that all my life, and I don't ever, ever want you to feel like you can't.
You're an artist, so this is yours, just as much it is mine.
[DEANNA LAUGHS.]
Aw I love that.
What a phenomenal message that she taught her daughter.
[TAN.]
You can't get more support than that.
That's incredible that she did that for them.
Let's go! Let's go! Okay.
[LAUGHS.]
[WOMAN.]
Welcome, bienvenidos, Kansas City! The 2018 Latino Arts Festival! - You guys excited? - [CROWD CHEERING.]
None of this would be possible without our great leader.
She is the founder of the Latino Arts Festival, and I want you guys to give her a big, warmKansas City welcome, my dear friend, Deanna Muñoz! [SPEAKS SPANISH.]
[ALL.]
Yeah! All of us have a voice, all of us have dreams.
It's just about being able to tell that story.
The one thing I get out of this festival is that you are known, you are seen.
Never ever give up on your dreams, never ever let your voice be unheard.
I have a space now, and it's an open space, and I wanna see every single one of you artists in there.
I wanna see all the lowriders outside the mayor's office, because my space is directly in front of City Hall.
[CHEERS AND APPLAUSE.]
- Mic drop! - [KARAMO.]
Yes! - [ANTONI.]
Mic drop.
- What? [BOBBY.]
So proud of her! - Hey, girl! - Hi, how are you? Good! I am so impressed with this.
I know, it came out really nice.
[DEANNA.]
I just feel like a different person.
I can actually go up and do a speech and talk from the heart and not feel like I'm being dumb or not worthy, because I know I am.
Sometimes, for whatever reason, we find ourselves in a place where we are told we are not meant to be seen as we are, we are not meant to celebrate who we are, and sometimes when you hear that for too long, you start to believe it.
[JONATHAN.]
You're meant to be celebrated, you're meant to be seen.
[ANTONI.]
Deanna is somebody who liked to stay in the background, and to just see her now be the face of this organization, she's not going to the back anymore.
[WOMAN.]
Uno más, one, two, three I'm excited.
[DEANNA.]
Now I feel like I am one million percent Chicana.
To Deanna, a tale of two cultures.
- Yes! - Cheers! [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING.]
[GASPS, SIGHS.]
Oh, hey.
You there.
Here's the thing.
You lack heel confidence, honey? You gotta wear it all over the house.
Take a seat in it.
Maybe walk around in it.
Build your confidence and serve that walk instead of serving someone who just is not comfortable in heels.
[UPBEAT DANCE SONG PLAYING.]
Heaven when you touch me Electricity Feel it in my body Flowin' through my veins Don't even know your name But it's like home Imagine when you hold me Electricity runnin' through my bones Wanna take you home So we can be alone Fantasy Everything you are to me Fighting for clarity All my senses tellin' me Kissing's a necessity Baby, I'm ready 'cause it's like Elec Elec Elec Electricity all over me