Station 19 (2018) s04e08 Episode Script
Make No Mistake, He's Mine
1
Mm.
Wait.
I need water.
I need water first.
No water.
Oh!
I promise you, I'll get you
water in about 20 minutes.
Okay.
No way, my brownie thing totally
beats your broccoli thing.
- No.
- It does.
- It's broccoli soufflé.
- Oh.
- Okay? It took me three hours.
- Okay. Excuse me.
Okay, well, then I win on
efficiency alone.
- I'm sorry.
- Who makes a broccoli soufflé
for a first date?
You know, it's weird. It doesn't
feel like a first date.
I don't think I would know.
I think this is the first
first date I've ever been on.
- Really?
- Yeah. Usually, I just, like,
collide with people, and then,
whoops, we're dating now.
- So hey.
- Right.
Silver lining to the pandemic.
Yeah. Yeah.
We're being responsible right?
Very responsible.
Responsible and strict.
For the good of all mankind.
I'm sorry. Uh, what was that?
I was too busy watching your mouth.
- I'm not answering that.
- You can't hear anything.
Ugh!
Ruiz.
Yeah.
Yeah, copy that.
Apparently, I'm subbing at 19 tomorrow.
Oh.
Okay.
That's cool. That's, um
Just Let's not
Let's not tell anyone anything.
Right. Okay. So
like, you don't want
to make this a thing?
I-I don't want our
thing to become
everyone's thing.
Yeah, yeah. No, I got it.
As long as this is still our thing.
Yeah.
I should've been your first call.
Well, Yemi's my sister,
so I called her first.
- She's a contracts lawyer.
- Still a lawyer.
Still goes by "esquire."
Still works at a firm.
A lawyer is not a litigator.
Well, that's why I called you, Dola.
Second. You called me second.
And I'm really hoping that you
can get over that, please.
I've gotten over worse things
you've done to me.
Okay. That's not fair. We were kids.
Only men are allowed to call
themselves "kids" at 21.
Not wrong.
Okay.
If I'm gonna be your litigator,
I need to know what it is
you want out of this lawsuit.
You saw the video, right?
Yeah. I saw the video.
Everyone's seen the video.
So, you know what I want.
I want those officers punished
for what they did to me
and Joyce, and I want justice.
Okay, so you don't know yet.
I just said that I was just
"Justice" means nothing.
And not just in this current climate
of the court of public opinion.
It never has.
Because justice is subjective.
There's no one way to get justice,
and especially not for
what you went through.
So, ask yourself, what is
the best possible outcome
of your decision to take on
not only the Seattle Police Department,
but the very institution of
policing in this country?
What do you, Dean Miller,
firefighter, hope to achieve?
And while you do that,
I'll take a refill.
Yes, ma'am.
We're gonna have a full-on feast
tomorrow night in your honor.
I want carbs. Starchy ones.
With cheese.
Good idea.
You got it.
They said a family member
needs to pick me up,
but my son hasn't answered my calls.
No, no. You're You're good.
We'll be there, you know,
bright and early tomorrow.
I took the whole day off
to come pick you up.
- So, we're good.
- Oh.
Ooh. Bring chocolate.
Bye, Marsha.
Oh.
And the water will be turned off when?
Thank you.
Mm-hmm.
Mm.
Yeah. Uh, yes.
The movers will be there on
- Friday.
- on on Friday.
Okay. Thank you.
Hey. Hi.
Hi. Hello.
Maya, this is my friend, Gab
- Yeah, uh,
- Dr. Gabriella Aurora. Hi.
Yeah.
What? No. That was
Stressing about your homework?
No, it's it's Tuck's.
I-I told him I'd prove to him
his math homework was easy,
but this isn't math, all right?
This is I don't know New Math.
- They changed math?
- Yeah, that's what I'm saying.
Hey. Theo. Ruiz.
Nice to meet you.
Is it okay if we just call you newbie?
You're still probie, probie.
You're a probie?
Aren't you a Battalion Chief?
Oh, you're I-I'm sorry.
Welcome to Station 19.
Thanks for jumping in. Yeah.
- Yeah, Ben Warren.
- Hey. How you doing?
Hi. I'm Vic Hughes.
What was it again?
- Sorry. Vic Hughes.
- Right. Got it.
Yeah. Nice to meet you.
- Right.
- Yeah.
Hey. You okay?
Uh no.
No, I'm not okay.
I'm very far from okay.
I never thought
I'd have to see him again.
What, you mean the sub?
Wait, you know him?
He's Michael's captain.
Michael's captain?
I'm so
You're saying that guy is the
Is the guy who got my husband killed.
Wow. Law review. AG's office.
Yep.
She was first in her
and Yemi's class at Yale.
So, she knows her stuff,
and she knows you,
so what's the problem?
Uh, she's She's my ex.
Oh.
W-Well, it's not that that matters.
It's just she asked me
what do I want.
- Justice.
- Right.
- Yeah.
- But she says that's too vague.
- Change?
- Not less vague.
Okay. Um, how about not
having to teach my kid
not to ride in the car with more
than two Black friends?
Is that less vague?
What does justice look like to you?
Hold on.
Oh, please. 'Cause I
- Oh.
- I mean, look, I was good at math,
but the way I was taught, it was
a simple method, one way of d
- Done. Check it.
- Let me check.
- Check it.
- No, no. T-There's no way
you got that answer using
their method without cheating.
Do they not do math on the board exam?
You jealous, Doc?
Can you explain this to me,
- though, one time?
- Yes, I can.
How does he even have a job?
He shouldn't even be
working a garbage truck,
- much less a rig.
- I'm sor Okay, wait.
I thought your guy was a
Was a captain.
This guy, Theo something,
he's just a lieutenant, right?
Yeah, he must have been
demoted after Michael.
Good to know that killing
someone's husband
gets you a whole slap on the wrist.
Yo! Help us!
I need a little help, please!
- Hey, hey! Hey! Hey, hey!
- Slow down!
Masks! Masks!
- What?
- Call a still alarm. Call a still alarm.
- I got it.
- Do we need a key?
- Put your masks on!
- This is a still alarm.
We have a 25-year-old male with
a penetrating head injury.
After you, man.
Go ahead. But easy does it.
Right here. Right here.
Thank you. Thank you, everyone.
Thank you.
Yep, I see it. I see it.
You two, sit down. Sit down.
Okay. Where is your jacket?
Marcus? Hey.
There you go. Buddy.
Hey. We're on our way right now.
Yeah, um Yeah, Jack,
don't come here, okay?
What?
Well, they think Marsha
may need to be intubated.
No, she's getting discharged.
We're coming to get her.
I guess she she took
a turn overnight.
Her sats are dropping.
They're gonna keep watch
and decide tonight whether
or not to put her on a vent.
Why didn't anybody call me?
Well, her son is her emergency contact.
- I called as soon as I heard.
- Did he answer?
Uh yeah, I'm I'm I'm not sure.
I'm sorry. Look, I gotta go.
It's getting busy here again,
but I-I just wanted to let you know.
- Yeah, thanks.
- Of course.
We're gonna need you to keep your head
really, really still, okay?
- What's your name?
- Uh, his name's Tad.
Okay, how are you feeling, Tad?
- Okay. A little woozy.
- Okay.
But still talking and lucid.
How are his vitals?
Uh stable, somehow.
Holy crap.
Warren, get the gurney.
Yep, I've seen something
like that before.
Sullivan, I'm calling this one.
Go help Warren with the gurney.
- Okay.
- These guys have lacs.
- Nah, we're fine.
- Oh, man, Tad.
That looks really gnarly, man.
- Yeah, man, does it hurt?
- Of course it hurts, dumb-ass.
He looks like a freaking
shish kabob. I don't know.
All right, Vic, maybe take
the frat party to the barn.
Yeah, I'm on it.
Okay, guys, out this way.
Through the door.
Go on. Get out of here.
Okay. To your left.
So, can you guys tell me what happened?
- Heads up!
- Oh, we
Hey.
Watch out. Okay. Were you attacked?
- Uh Uh, n no
- Take a seat right there.
- Eh
- Okay, so?
Uh, we we were just playing
flag football in the park.
I avoided the The pass rush
and hit Tad with the deep post.
- Tad
- Seahawk style.
And then Tad spikes the ball.
And then, boom You know, he got
He got Robin-Hooded, right
Right through there.
- Oh.
- Maybe more like Bravehearted.
Right, hey.
Wow. Jocks and historians.
Nice. So, these lacerations
were made by a football?
- Yeah.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
And then a hunting arrow
just happened to sail
through Sherwood Forest
into your buddy's head.
Right?
- It's crazy.
- Wow.
Pull up your mask, dude.
Listen, listen, listen
Yeah, okay. I got a plan, all right?
I'm just gonna pull it out myself.
- No, no, no!
- No. No, no, no, no! Hey!
Hey, hey, you don't want to do that.
Tad, you don't want to do that.
We need to push a benzo or something.
We're not gonna do anything more
than get him to a hospital.
- You disagree, Warren?
- Nope.
Wouldn't do anything
until we get him into a CT.
Right. Hold his arms.
- We really shouldn't
- Hold his arms.
Get this thing out of me!
Hold on a second. Okay, let's
- Okay, okay. Okay, okay. You got him?
- Yep.
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on.
We can't just lay his head
flat on the stretcher.
It's okay, it's okay. I'll keep
him on his side. I got it.
You're gonna hold his head
all the way to Grey-Sloan?
Apparently. On three.
Hang on.
One, two, three.
Okay.
Got it.
- Oop, oop, oop.
- Let's get him to the aid car.
I got it. We gotta go fast.
Shouldn't we go slow?
We don't want to jostle him
with that thing in his head.
We're going fast.
Copy that.
I got to get this out of my head!
Tad, if you don't want permanent
brain damage, hold still.
Does she mean brain damage like
Like he could be a vegetable?
All right, we're going back in there.
Look, if you keep fighting us,
you're gonna displace
this arrow or worse.
Arrow? What arrow?
Through here.
So, the the arrow could have
wrecked him for life?
- Dude, what the heck, man?
- What?
You are totally wearing this, dude.
What are you talking about?
I'm wearing this?
- You're the one that missed, man.
- It was your idea.
What was your idea?
- Uh
- Nice.
Look, COVID has been a
- A bitch.
- Yeah.
- But apologies.
- We needed an adrenaline rush.
- You know, try something different.
- Mm-hmm.
Okay, tell me what happened
and tell me the truth this time.
Um
Okay, so we're three beers deep
and we're shooting darts
at Josh's garage.
- And I slay at darts.
- He's okay at darts.
Skip to the part with the arrow.
Well, I mean, you know, darts
don't have any real stakes,
- so
- He's right.
Please tell me you're not that dumb.
Oh, no, I think
they're exactly that dumb.
Okay. Well, we were just
trying to test our nerves.
You are really testing mine.
So, Rick said, "Why not shoot
cans off each other's heads?"
All right, I'm out. I'm out.
I'm out. This is your problem now.
What?
Well, then
we're just gonna head to the hospital
and tell the doctors what happened.
Yeah, we're gonna go check up on Tad.
They make 'em that dumb at 23?
You know, I think you
might have us beat, man.
Mm. Perfetto.
You're gonna have to teach me
your secret.
The secret is to make it good.
Well, after 13 tries,
6 first-degree burns,
and one cup of literal spilled milk,
I have I have failed at doing that.
You put milk in your espresso?
Gabriella, English, please.
Okay, Maya, you live with
an Italian woman
and you don't speak Italian?
I-I'm learning. It's just It's slow.
It's okay.
Mm.
She's looking for flour.
I got it. It's right here.
- Flour.
- Brava.
I know how to speak English.
- Potatoes.
- Ah, yeah, potatoes.
- There you go.
- Thank you.
So, you guys, um, grew up together?
Uh, no. We've been friends,
honestly, since medical school.
Well, friends.
I mean, yeah, that, too, but
Yeah, that, uh She
Yep. No. I got that one.
I remember that one.
- Mm.
- Yeah.
- Sorry, do you
- You want a knife?
Yeah. Do you have a knife?
Vic.
No. No, no, no.
Okay, I just have one question.
Just one?
That's good. I have a thousand.
Yeah, did you know?
- Know what?
- That I knew Travis.
- That I worked here with him.
- Of course not.
So, y-you're you're swearing
you had no idea?
- Vic, no.
- Stop.
I didn't know you guys were friends.
We're not friends.
- What?
- He is not my friend.
We live together because he took me in
when I had no place else to go.
He was there for me
after my fiancé died.
He has saved my life more
times than I can count,
so, no, we are not
We are not friends.
He is a part of me.
Guess that makes me
the villain, then, right?
- No need to hear my side?
- What side?
You got his husband killed.
There is no side.
That is the only side.
Stop.
He's still crying.
Do you want me to talk
to him or something?
Oh. No, it's okay.
He says this is a bad sign.
He says he read that most people
who go on a ventilator end up dying.
No, we don't know that.
There have been new studies.
Plus, we have friends
at the hospital, huh?
And they'll make sure,
if she needs the vent,
that she'll get the best
treatment possible.
God, I just I can't stop
thinking about her son.
It's like he doesn't even care
that his mother is in the ICU.
Alcoholism takes a toll on a family.
Is that why they're estranged?
I'm pretty sure.
I mean, she doesn't like
to talk about it,
and I don't like to ask, but
the way we first met
she had caught her
Christmas tree on fire,
and she was so hammered that
she was trying to put it out
with a glass of water.
I've never seen her touch a drink.
I think she's happy now.
With us.
Doesn't want to, uh screw it up.
Hey, hey! Watch it!
28-year-old male with
an impalement to the head.
Extremely agitated.
Okay. His pressure's spiking.
Tad, I need you to stay calm.
Hold him, hold him.
Take deep, slow breaths, please.
Come on.
Driver looks unconscious!
Montgomery, jump out, check the
driver. We'll sedate this one.
Excuse me. That's my call.
Captain?
Go. We'll call it in.
Good luck, you guys.
Hello!
Hello!
Hey!
You're the Miller
from that video, right?
With the cops?
Yeah.
Yeah, it was a, uh
It was a rough watch, man.
My apologies.
Thanks, man.
So, uh, what's your deal?
My deal?
Yeah, man. Where you from?
Uh, you married? You got kids?
Is Theo short for Theodore?
'Cause if so, I'm sorry.
Aid car 15, respond to
an unconscious patient
at 322 Walnut Street.
Firefighter Montgomery on scene.
Oh. That's like a block away.
I got this one.
No, I got it, man. Uh
PD might be there.
You've been through enough
with them lately.
Cool.
Hello!
Hey! Can you hear me?!
Can you hear me? Hey! Wake u
Oh. What are you doing?
My father's a lawyer. I could sue.
For what? Saving your life? Good luck.
Tad?
Hey. He's decompensating.
His heart rate's dropping.
We need to intubate.
No.
No, he's still breathing
and his O2 stats are fine.
I need you to bag him.
He's fine for now.
I cannot intubate him and hold
his head at the same time.
They'll do that at Grey-Sloan.
- How far out are we?
- Two minutes.
We might not have that long.
Okay, we'd have to lay him flat,
and the arrow's in the way.
You're right.
What are you
What are you What are you doing?
Trust me.
Hey! Hey! Wake up!
You gotta wake up, man!
Hey. Can you hear me?
Not after the party you just had.
I'll start an IV.
I got it. You can go.
- You asked for backup.
- I didn't ask for you.
Hey, buddy, you gotta wake up.
It's time to wake up. Wake up.
Wake up! Hi.
- What happened?
- Oh!
Lebowski, move the car! Move the car!
He screamed, so I-I-I pumped the brakes.
Yeah, well, unpump them!
Ohh!
Ohh!
28-year-old male with a high
velocity penetrating head wound.
Whoa.
Decompensated en route, intubated.
Left pupil dilated,
so he might have a brain bleed.
Trauma and neurosurgery
are waiting in the OR.
We got him from here.
Genius move with the hammock.
Thanks.
Oh, yes. Off of the Amalfi Coast.
- Remember that?
- Ahh. A-And with the air conditioning.
Yeah, remember that?
So, it was a fun trip with the
With the crappy car that somehow
still looks romantic.
Is that when you two started dating?
- Oh, no, we never dated.
- But she said that
No, no, no, no. I never said that.
I mean, we never dated. We
didn't really have time, did we?
No. And neither the energy. Oh, my God.
Ah, you know, we were in school,
we were just working hard.
Yeah. Yeah, so many hours a week.
We needed an outlet, so
Yep. Remember that one.
- Oh, look at tiny Andrea.
- Ah, yes.
That's a nice picture of him.
Is that the week he came
to visit us at school?
Yeah, I remember that.
Yeah.
And he ended up spending
Spending the night in your room.
Well, he didn't stop smiling for a week.
And he said that I was the one
always romancing with his friends.
Where were you here? That's very cute.
India?
- Mm.
- So many years
Oh, no.
It's Andy. It's a family thing.
B-B-But, Maya, we're fine here.
You can go.
Okay. Visit.
Okay.
This perm is so ugly.
You feel better now?
You think I did that on purpose?
I don't think it was an accident.
What? I moved the car with my mind?
Well, you should have turned off
the car from the beginning.
Oh, yeah.
I guess I'm a little off today.
I wonder why, my man.
So, this is my fault, too?
My foot's fine, by the way.
Good. Then you won't mind walking back.
Whoa. You trying to break a record?
Sorry. I'm just I'm trying
to figure something out.
Yeah, like how to get a hernia?
Like
was I born under a lunar eclipse
or when Mercury was in retrograde
or when some grey-haired shaman
was dancing under a full moon?
Like, there's got to be
something, right?
Like some bad juju or hex
or omen that explains
the epic ton of crap that's been
piling onto my life.
If I'm being honest, you lost me
at grey-haired shaman.
You remember the firefighter?
The one that Travis said I should date?
Yeah. Uh, is he a dud?
Uh, he turned out to be Theo.
- Wh The The new guy?
- So
The new firefighter guy? From 23?
Yeah. Well, it's, uh, worse than that,
because my firefighter
is Travis' firefighter.
The one that got Michael dead.
- Whoa.
- Yeah.
Oh, wow. Uh
you should definitely look
into that shaman thing.
- Right?
- Yeah.
What did Montgomery think of all this?
He doesn't know yet.
He
Seriously?
Hughes.
Theo and I never even
I mean, we barely even became a thing.
- Yeah.
- I
Well, if that were true,
you wouldn't be taking
your feelings out on
these hoses like this.
Hey, man.
What, uh What
What happened to you?
I'm fine.
You're limping.
What happened to your foot?
A car rolled over it.
- What?
- A what?
All right.
You almost done?
Yeah.
Unless you want to check my signature.
I don't know.
You want to give me tips
on how to sign my own name?
Whoa. What?
W-Where is that coming from?
Robert, you second-guessed me all day.
You've questioned my every move.
I mean, you even made me
second-guess myself.
- What are you talking about?
- What am I talking about?
You contradicted me in front of my team.
To save our patient.
No, you disregarded my explicit orders.
Oh, the way you did when
I was your captain?
You When you were my captain,
you benched me for insubordination.
You wanna bench me?
Andy, everything I did today
was to help you,
to help you be a better captain.
Except I didn't ask for your help,
- Oh.
- Robert.
And what does it say that you
constantly think I need it?
I'll get it.
Oh.
Hi. Uh, we've met. I'm
- Maya.
- Yeah.
Uh, come in. Please, come in.
- Thank you.
- Yeah.
Oh. God.
It's so good to officially re-meet you.
- Same.
- Hey.
Hey. What's up?
I got your text about Marsha. I'm sorry.
- Oh. Yeah.
- Thank you.
Thank you.
Is that why you're here?
Yeah.
Yeah?
Uh, I'm gonna I'm gonna go
check on Marcus.
- Okay.
- Okay.
Okay, Maya, no offense,
but you are not exactly
the drop-everything, be-there-
for-a-sad-friend-type,
so what's up?
Carina's ex-sex-buddy is visiting.
Oh.
So, this is, like, a jealousy thing?
No.
Carina's grieving, right?
And her friend, who she used
to have some sex with,
is here to comfort her,
kinda like you're doing now.
Oh. I'm such a dummy!
Not in general.
About relationships, yes.
Carina comes alive with her
in ways that I haven't seen in weeks.
I mean, she's laughing again
and eating again, and
You feel threatened.
Look, Carina she She loves you,
and she's also going through
the worst thing
I think any of us can imagine.
So, if she is eating
and laughing and smiling again,
I mean, who cares why?
Okay, see, this is why I
don't deal with feelings,
because they become
other people's problem.
Does Inara hate me?
She doesn't know you well enough
to hate you.
Actually, uh, you could make it
up to her by doing us a favor.
My marriage is funny to you, Warren?
A little bit.
Nah, look, it's just that I
I've been there, man.
You've been, uh, where, exactly?
Taking orders from my wife.
A little unsolicited advice?
I look at it like sports.
True athletes want to play with
and against the best there is, right?
That said
getting whupped sometimes stings,
but you get used to it.
You up your game.
That's how you become the best.
But they wouldn't want anybody
to sandbag their game
just to make them feel good, right?
I mean, that'd be the most
insulting thing ever.
Well, this is not a game, Warren.
This is my marriage.
- Yeah, okay.
- My career.
You and I are attracted to people
who are the best at what they do.
Your wife's the boss.
And you will get there again,
but you gotta let her shine right now.
Dude, did you seriously
run over Ruiz's foot?
It was an accident.
I get it,
but you can't leave an injured
firefighter behind, man.
You know we don't do that.
You know what else we don't do?
We don't get our fellow
firefighters killed.
It's a dangerous job.
Okay, we we all signed up for it.
I know it's a dangerous job.
Which is why we have to do it right.
We have to do it well.
We have to not make stupid
mistakes that cost
everything.
He cost me everything, man.
And he left me with nothing.
I got nothing.
I got a bunch of broken pieces
of who I used to be,
and I have spent years
I spent years trying
to put myself back together.
I spent years trying to get over
what he took from me.
So, he doesn't get to make a mistake
that cost me everything
and just walk away from it.
Ah. You guys finally
decided to include me
in the Black firefighters club?
Thought it was No Girls Allowed.
You were always invited.
- Come on, come on, come on.
- All right.
Okay. We good?
- Yeah.
- All right.
All right. This is Condola Vargas
Esquire.
I always wanted to say that.
Hey.
- How you doing?
- Hey.
Okay. Um, so I-I've been thinking about
what you asked,
obsessing about it, really.
It's been hurting my brain
more than Warren's kid's
homework should have.
Yeah, all right, all right.
But, uh, seriously,
I finally know what I want.
And I'm telling you in front of
my brothers and sister
because this affects all of us.
And we're all with you.
Every time, any time, man.
Yeah, what they said.
You guys having my back
Y-you know that means everything to me.
But if I do this, if I take this stand,
they're gonna come after all of us.
It's a good thing we walk
through fire for a living.
All right.
So, um
I don't just want justice.
I don't just want them punished
for what they did.
I don't want anyone to feel
what they made me feel,
or to go through what they put
Jada and Joyce through.
So, what I want is to prevent them
from doing to anybody else
what they did to us.
What they do to us.
Good answer.
But that was the easy part.
Now the real work starts.
All right.
Hey, thanks for doing this.
It's good for recovery, seeing family.
Marcus is threatening
to climb up there by himself.
I'm coming.
I'm sorry that I lied before.
Maya, I'm not threatened by Jack.
I am. I am threatened
by you and Gabriella.
But G-Gabriella is my friend.
She drove overnight in a pandemic
to be here for me because
I know. I know. I know.
I know it's not fair.
I know it's stupid.
I'm just telling you the truth.
I mean, these past few weeks,
we settled into us.
I mean
Sometimes, I know what you're gonna say
just by how you crinkle
your left eyebrow,
- and it's
- Wonderful.
wonderful and lovely and satisfying
and something that I have never
had before.
But you and Gabriella
have never even really dated,
and you still seem
to have this shorthand.
I mean, you literally
speak the same language.
But we've known each other for years.
It's It's like the shorthand
that you have with Jack,
talking about fire hoses
and and ladder trucks.
No, that's different.
Yeah. It is different.
What you and I have is, ah
What? Fantastico.
Maya, it's ours.
It's just ours.
Okay?
Yeah.
- Good.
- Okay.
But if you if you wanted to
keep making your point
Mm.
Andy, I have more experience than you.
Decades more. It's just a fact.
- Are you trying to help yourself here?
- Can Can I finish?
I have years under my belt, okay?
But But I'm not using them
on the job, so I-I guess
I-I thought I could use them
to help you.
Help that you didn't ask for.
I get it. I just
Come on.
I-I just need you to understand
where I'm coming from.
Look I get that you hate
being a probie.
I hate you being a probie.
Hey, hey, we we
We found a common ground.
Let's just end on a win.
No, Robert, we need to talk about this.
You're only captain for another shift,
and then Bishop comes back and
this won't be a problem anymore.
Yeah, except I'll still be
your lieutenant,
and hopefully, soon, one day
after that, a captain for real.
Not hopefully. You will.
Well, then, this is a problem
we need to solve.
What? Is it a problem
we need to solve tonight?
I
I guess not.
How is your foot?
I thought you said everything
was crystal clear.
One side, one story, right?
So why do you care about my foot?
Um, because there is another side.
- Oh, there is?
- Yeah.
There's my side. The side that
has been trying to square
the you that I've known and seen
and semi-dated with the you
in Travis' head.
- How's it working out?
- It's not.
It's not working out.
I just
can't seem to make the pieces fit.
But I know I trust Travis.
I know who he is,
and I know how he thinks,
and I just don't believe
that he could get
something so important so wrong.
So, that's where I'm landing.
That's where I'm planting my flag.
With him and by him.
So, that means that that's it.
I'm done wondering about you
and worrying about you
and I'm just I'm gonna stop.
I'm gonna stop thinking about you.
- I'm gonna stop thinking about
- Please.
how you make me f-feel.
You're just making it worse.
I want you to know
I need you to know that what
happened with Michael
it didn't just destroy Travis.
It doesn't just haunt Travis.
He's not the only one
reliving that day over and over.
And, God, I'm I'm not
saying it's the same.
I can't imagine what he feels,
what I made him feel.
But that day, it
It didn't just destroy Travis.
Mm.
Wait.
I need water.
I need water first.
No water.
Oh!
I promise you, I'll get you
water in about 20 minutes.
Okay.
No way, my brownie thing totally
beats your broccoli thing.
- No.
- It does.
- It's broccoli soufflé.
- Oh.
- Okay? It took me three hours.
- Okay. Excuse me.
Okay, well, then I win on
efficiency alone.
- I'm sorry.
- Who makes a broccoli soufflé
for a first date?
You know, it's weird. It doesn't
feel like a first date.
I don't think I would know.
I think this is the first
first date I've ever been on.
- Really?
- Yeah. Usually, I just, like,
collide with people, and then,
whoops, we're dating now.
- So hey.
- Right.
Silver lining to the pandemic.
Yeah. Yeah.
We're being responsible right?
Very responsible.
Responsible and strict.
For the good of all mankind.
I'm sorry. Uh, what was that?
I was too busy watching your mouth.
- I'm not answering that.
- You can't hear anything.
Ugh!
Ruiz.
Yeah.
Yeah, copy that.
Apparently, I'm subbing at 19 tomorrow.
Oh.
Okay.
That's cool. That's, um
Just Let's not
Let's not tell anyone anything.
Right. Okay. So
like, you don't want
to make this a thing?
I-I don't want our
thing to become
everyone's thing.
Yeah, yeah. No, I got it.
As long as this is still our thing.
Yeah.
I should've been your first call.
Well, Yemi's my sister,
so I called her first.
- She's a contracts lawyer.
- Still a lawyer.
Still goes by "esquire."
Still works at a firm.
A lawyer is not a litigator.
Well, that's why I called you, Dola.
Second. You called me second.
And I'm really hoping that you
can get over that, please.
I've gotten over worse things
you've done to me.
Okay. That's not fair. We were kids.
Only men are allowed to call
themselves "kids" at 21.
Not wrong.
Okay.
If I'm gonna be your litigator,
I need to know what it is
you want out of this lawsuit.
You saw the video, right?
Yeah. I saw the video.
Everyone's seen the video.
So, you know what I want.
I want those officers punished
for what they did to me
and Joyce, and I want justice.
Okay, so you don't know yet.
I just said that I was just
"Justice" means nothing.
And not just in this current climate
of the court of public opinion.
It never has.
Because justice is subjective.
There's no one way to get justice,
and especially not for
what you went through.
So, ask yourself, what is
the best possible outcome
of your decision to take on
not only the Seattle Police Department,
but the very institution of
policing in this country?
What do you, Dean Miller,
firefighter, hope to achieve?
And while you do that,
I'll take a refill.
Yes, ma'am.
We're gonna have a full-on feast
tomorrow night in your honor.
I want carbs. Starchy ones.
With cheese.
Good idea.
You got it.
They said a family member
needs to pick me up,
but my son hasn't answered my calls.
No, no. You're You're good.
We'll be there, you know,
bright and early tomorrow.
I took the whole day off
to come pick you up.
- So, we're good.
- Oh.
Ooh. Bring chocolate.
Bye, Marsha.
Oh.
And the water will be turned off when?
Thank you.
Mm-hmm.
Mm.
Yeah. Uh, yes.
The movers will be there on
- Friday.
- on on Friday.
Okay. Thank you.
Hey. Hi.
Hi. Hello.
Maya, this is my friend, Gab
- Yeah, uh,
- Dr. Gabriella Aurora. Hi.
Yeah.
What? No. That was
Stressing about your homework?
No, it's it's Tuck's.
I-I told him I'd prove to him
his math homework was easy,
but this isn't math, all right?
This is I don't know New Math.
- They changed math?
- Yeah, that's what I'm saying.
Hey. Theo. Ruiz.
Nice to meet you.
Is it okay if we just call you newbie?
You're still probie, probie.
You're a probie?
Aren't you a Battalion Chief?
Oh, you're I-I'm sorry.
Welcome to Station 19.
Thanks for jumping in. Yeah.
- Yeah, Ben Warren.
- Hey. How you doing?
Hi. I'm Vic Hughes.
What was it again?
- Sorry. Vic Hughes.
- Right. Got it.
Yeah. Nice to meet you.
- Right.
- Yeah.
Hey. You okay?
Uh no.
No, I'm not okay.
I'm very far from okay.
I never thought
I'd have to see him again.
What, you mean the sub?
Wait, you know him?
He's Michael's captain.
Michael's captain?
I'm so
You're saying that guy is the
Is the guy who got my husband killed.
Wow. Law review. AG's office.
Yep.
She was first in her
and Yemi's class at Yale.
So, she knows her stuff,
and she knows you,
so what's the problem?
Uh, she's She's my ex.
Oh.
W-Well, it's not that that matters.
It's just she asked me
what do I want.
- Justice.
- Right.
- Yeah.
- But she says that's too vague.
- Change?
- Not less vague.
Okay. Um, how about not
having to teach my kid
not to ride in the car with more
than two Black friends?
Is that less vague?
What does justice look like to you?
Hold on.
Oh, please. 'Cause I
- Oh.
- I mean, look, I was good at math,
but the way I was taught, it was
a simple method, one way of d
- Done. Check it.
- Let me check.
- Check it.
- No, no. T-There's no way
you got that answer using
their method without cheating.
Do they not do math on the board exam?
You jealous, Doc?
Can you explain this to me,
- though, one time?
- Yes, I can.
How does he even have a job?
He shouldn't even be
working a garbage truck,
- much less a rig.
- I'm sor Okay, wait.
I thought your guy was a
Was a captain.
This guy, Theo something,
he's just a lieutenant, right?
Yeah, he must have been
demoted after Michael.
Good to know that killing
someone's husband
gets you a whole slap on the wrist.
Yo! Help us!
I need a little help, please!
- Hey, hey! Hey! Hey, hey!
- Slow down!
Masks! Masks!
- What?
- Call a still alarm. Call a still alarm.
- I got it.
- Do we need a key?
- Put your masks on!
- This is a still alarm.
We have a 25-year-old male with
a penetrating head injury.
After you, man.
Go ahead. But easy does it.
Right here. Right here.
Thank you. Thank you, everyone.
Thank you.
Yep, I see it. I see it.
You two, sit down. Sit down.
Okay. Where is your jacket?
Marcus? Hey.
There you go. Buddy.
Hey. We're on our way right now.
Yeah, um Yeah, Jack,
don't come here, okay?
What?
Well, they think Marsha
may need to be intubated.
No, she's getting discharged.
We're coming to get her.
I guess she she took
a turn overnight.
Her sats are dropping.
They're gonna keep watch
and decide tonight whether
or not to put her on a vent.
Why didn't anybody call me?
Well, her son is her emergency contact.
- I called as soon as I heard.
- Did he answer?
Uh yeah, I'm I'm I'm not sure.
I'm sorry. Look, I gotta go.
It's getting busy here again,
but I-I just wanted to let you know.
- Yeah, thanks.
- Of course.
We're gonna need you to keep your head
really, really still, okay?
- What's your name?
- Uh, his name's Tad.
Okay, how are you feeling, Tad?
- Okay. A little woozy.
- Okay.
But still talking and lucid.
How are his vitals?
Uh stable, somehow.
Holy crap.
Warren, get the gurney.
Yep, I've seen something
like that before.
Sullivan, I'm calling this one.
Go help Warren with the gurney.
- Okay.
- These guys have lacs.
- Nah, we're fine.
- Oh, man, Tad.
That looks really gnarly, man.
- Yeah, man, does it hurt?
- Of course it hurts, dumb-ass.
He looks like a freaking
shish kabob. I don't know.
All right, Vic, maybe take
the frat party to the barn.
Yeah, I'm on it.
Okay, guys, out this way.
Through the door.
Go on. Get out of here.
Okay. To your left.
So, can you guys tell me what happened?
- Heads up!
- Oh, we
Hey.
Watch out. Okay. Were you attacked?
- Uh Uh, n no
- Take a seat right there.
- Eh
- Okay, so?
Uh, we we were just playing
flag football in the park.
I avoided the The pass rush
and hit Tad with the deep post.
- Tad
- Seahawk style.
And then Tad spikes the ball.
And then, boom You know, he got
He got Robin-Hooded, right
Right through there.
- Oh.
- Maybe more like Bravehearted.
Right, hey.
Wow. Jocks and historians.
Nice. So, these lacerations
were made by a football?
- Yeah.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
And then a hunting arrow
just happened to sail
through Sherwood Forest
into your buddy's head.
Right?
- It's crazy.
- Wow.
Pull up your mask, dude.
Listen, listen, listen
Yeah, okay. I got a plan, all right?
I'm just gonna pull it out myself.
- No, no, no!
- No. No, no, no, no! Hey!
Hey, hey, you don't want to do that.
Tad, you don't want to do that.
We need to push a benzo or something.
We're not gonna do anything more
than get him to a hospital.
- You disagree, Warren?
- Nope.
Wouldn't do anything
until we get him into a CT.
Right. Hold his arms.
- We really shouldn't
- Hold his arms.
Get this thing out of me!
Hold on a second. Okay, let's
- Okay, okay. Okay, okay. You got him?
- Yep.
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on.
We can't just lay his head
flat on the stretcher.
It's okay, it's okay. I'll keep
him on his side. I got it.
You're gonna hold his head
all the way to Grey-Sloan?
Apparently. On three.
Hang on.
One, two, three.
Okay.
Got it.
- Oop, oop, oop.
- Let's get him to the aid car.
I got it. We gotta go fast.
Shouldn't we go slow?
We don't want to jostle him
with that thing in his head.
We're going fast.
Copy that.
I got to get this out of my head!
Tad, if you don't want permanent
brain damage, hold still.
Does she mean brain damage like
Like he could be a vegetable?
All right, we're going back in there.
Look, if you keep fighting us,
you're gonna displace
this arrow or worse.
Arrow? What arrow?
Through here.
So, the the arrow could have
wrecked him for life?
- Dude, what the heck, man?
- What?
You are totally wearing this, dude.
What are you talking about?
I'm wearing this?
- You're the one that missed, man.
- It was your idea.
What was your idea?
- Uh
- Nice.
Look, COVID has been a
- A bitch.
- Yeah.
- But apologies.
- We needed an adrenaline rush.
- You know, try something different.
- Mm-hmm.
Okay, tell me what happened
and tell me the truth this time.
Um
Okay, so we're three beers deep
and we're shooting darts
at Josh's garage.
- And I slay at darts.
- He's okay at darts.
Skip to the part with the arrow.
Well, I mean, you know, darts
don't have any real stakes,
- so
- He's right.
Please tell me you're not that dumb.
Oh, no, I think
they're exactly that dumb.
Okay. Well, we were just
trying to test our nerves.
You are really testing mine.
So, Rick said, "Why not shoot
cans off each other's heads?"
All right, I'm out. I'm out.
I'm out. This is your problem now.
What?
Well, then
we're just gonna head to the hospital
and tell the doctors what happened.
Yeah, we're gonna go check up on Tad.
They make 'em that dumb at 23?
You know, I think you
might have us beat, man.
Mm. Perfetto.
You're gonna have to teach me
your secret.
The secret is to make it good.
Well, after 13 tries,
6 first-degree burns,
and one cup of literal spilled milk,
I have I have failed at doing that.
You put milk in your espresso?
Gabriella, English, please.
Okay, Maya, you live with
an Italian woman
and you don't speak Italian?
I-I'm learning. It's just It's slow.
It's okay.
Mm.
She's looking for flour.
I got it. It's right here.
- Flour.
- Brava.
I know how to speak English.
- Potatoes.
- Ah, yeah, potatoes.
- There you go.
- Thank you.
So, you guys, um, grew up together?
Uh, no. We've been friends,
honestly, since medical school.
Well, friends.
I mean, yeah, that, too, but
Yeah, that, uh She
Yep. No. I got that one.
I remember that one.
- Mm.
- Yeah.
- Sorry, do you
- You want a knife?
Yeah. Do you have a knife?
Vic.
No. No, no, no.
Okay, I just have one question.
Just one?
That's good. I have a thousand.
Yeah, did you know?
- Know what?
- That I knew Travis.
- That I worked here with him.
- Of course not.
So, y-you're you're swearing
you had no idea?
- Vic, no.
- Stop.
I didn't know you guys were friends.
We're not friends.
- What?
- He is not my friend.
We live together because he took me in
when I had no place else to go.
He was there for me
after my fiancé died.
He has saved my life more
times than I can count,
so, no, we are not
We are not friends.
He is a part of me.
Guess that makes me
the villain, then, right?
- No need to hear my side?
- What side?
You got his husband killed.
There is no side.
That is the only side.
Stop.
He's still crying.
Do you want me to talk
to him or something?
Oh. No, it's okay.
He says this is a bad sign.
He says he read that most people
who go on a ventilator end up dying.
No, we don't know that.
There have been new studies.
Plus, we have friends
at the hospital, huh?
And they'll make sure,
if she needs the vent,
that she'll get the best
treatment possible.
God, I just I can't stop
thinking about her son.
It's like he doesn't even care
that his mother is in the ICU.
Alcoholism takes a toll on a family.
Is that why they're estranged?
I'm pretty sure.
I mean, she doesn't like
to talk about it,
and I don't like to ask, but
the way we first met
she had caught her
Christmas tree on fire,
and she was so hammered that
she was trying to put it out
with a glass of water.
I've never seen her touch a drink.
I think she's happy now.
With us.
Doesn't want to, uh screw it up.
Hey, hey! Watch it!
28-year-old male with
an impalement to the head.
Extremely agitated.
Okay. His pressure's spiking.
Tad, I need you to stay calm.
Hold him, hold him.
Take deep, slow breaths, please.
Come on.
Driver looks unconscious!
Montgomery, jump out, check the
driver. We'll sedate this one.
Excuse me. That's my call.
Captain?
Go. We'll call it in.
Good luck, you guys.
Hello!
Hello!
Hey!
You're the Miller
from that video, right?
With the cops?
Yeah.
Yeah, it was a, uh
It was a rough watch, man.
My apologies.
Thanks, man.
So, uh, what's your deal?
My deal?
Yeah, man. Where you from?
Uh, you married? You got kids?
Is Theo short for Theodore?
'Cause if so, I'm sorry.
Aid car 15, respond to
an unconscious patient
at 322 Walnut Street.
Firefighter Montgomery on scene.
Oh. That's like a block away.
I got this one.
No, I got it, man. Uh
PD might be there.
You've been through enough
with them lately.
Cool.
Hello!
Hey! Can you hear me?!
Can you hear me? Hey! Wake u
Oh. What are you doing?
My father's a lawyer. I could sue.
For what? Saving your life? Good luck.
Tad?
Hey. He's decompensating.
His heart rate's dropping.
We need to intubate.
No.
No, he's still breathing
and his O2 stats are fine.
I need you to bag him.
He's fine for now.
I cannot intubate him and hold
his head at the same time.
They'll do that at Grey-Sloan.
- How far out are we?
- Two minutes.
We might not have that long.
Okay, we'd have to lay him flat,
and the arrow's in the way.
You're right.
What are you
What are you What are you doing?
Trust me.
Hey! Hey! Wake up!
You gotta wake up, man!
Hey. Can you hear me?
Not after the party you just had.
I'll start an IV.
I got it. You can go.
- You asked for backup.
- I didn't ask for you.
Hey, buddy, you gotta wake up.
It's time to wake up. Wake up.
Wake up! Hi.
- What happened?
- Oh!
Lebowski, move the car! Move the car!
He screamed, so I-I-I pumped the brakes.
Yeah, well, unpump them!
Ohh!
Ohh!
28-year-old male with a high
velocity penetrating head wound.
Whoa.
Decompensated en route, intubated.
Left pupil dilated,
so he might have a brain bleed.
Trauma and neurosurgery
are waiting in the OR.
We got him from here.
Genius move with the hammock.
Thanks.
Oh, yes. Off of the Amalfi Coast.
- Remember that?
- Ahh. A-And with the air conditioning.
Yeah, remember that?
So, it was a fun trip with the
With the crappy car that somehow
still looks romantic.
Is that when you two started dating?
- Oh, no, we never dated.
- But she said that
No, no, no, no. I never said that.
I mean, we never dated. We
didn't really have time, did we?
No. And neither the energy. Oh, my God.
Ah, you know, we were in school,
we were just working hard.
Yeah. Yeah, so many hours a week.
We needed an outlet, so
Yep. Remember that one.
- Oh, look at tiny Andrea.
- Ah, yes.
That's a nice picture of him.
Is that the week he came
to visit us at school?
Yeah, I remember that.
Yeah.
And he ended up spending
Spending the night in your room.
Well, he didn't stop smiling for a week.
And he said that I was the one
always romancing with his friends.
Where were you here? That's very cute.
India?
- Mm.
- So many years
Oh, no.
It's Andy. It's a family thing.
B-B-But, Maya, we're fine here.
You can go.
Okay. Visit.
Okay.
This perm is so ugly.
You feel better now?
You think I did that on purpose?
I don't think it was an accident.
What? I moved the car with my mind?
Well, you should have turned off
the car from the beginning.
Oh, yeah.
I guess I'm a little off today.
I wonder why, my man.
So, this is my fault, too?
My foot's fine, by the way.
Good. Then you won't mind walking back.
Whoa. You trying to break a record?
Sorry. I'm just I'm trying
to figure something out.
Yeah, like how to get a hernia?
Like
was I born under a lunar eclipse
or when Mercury was in retrograde
or when some grey-haired shaman
was dancing under a full moon?
Like, there's got to be
something, right?
Like some bad juju or hex
or omen that explains
the epic ton of crap that's been
piling onto my life.
If I'm being honest, you lost me
at grey-haired shaman.
You remember the firefighter?
The one that Travis said I should date?
Yeah. Uh, is he a dud?
Uh, he turned out to be Theo.
- Wh The The new guy?
- So
The new firefighter guy? From 23?
Yeah. Well, it's, uh, worse than that,
because my firefighter
is Travis' firefighter.
The one that got Michael dead.
- Whoa.
- Yeah.
Oh, wow. Uh
you should definitely look
into that shaman thing.
- Right?
- Yeah.
What did Montgomery think of all this?
He doesn't know yet.
He
Seriously?
Hughes.
Theo and I never even
I mean, we barely even became a thing.
- Yeah.
- I
Well, if that were true,
you wouldn't be taking
your feelings out on
these hoses like this.
Hey, man.
What, uh What
What happened to you?
I'm fine.
You're limping.
What happened to your foot?
A car rolled over it.
- What?
- A what?
All right.
You almost done?
Yeah.
Unless you want to check my signature.
I don't know.
You want to give me tips
on how to sign my own name?
Whoa. What?
W-Where is that coming from?
Robert, you second-guessed me all day.
You've questioned my every move.
I mean, you even made me
second-guess myself.
- What are you talking about?
- What am I talking about?
You contradicted me in front of my team.
To save our patient.
No, you disregarded my explicit orders.
Oh, the way you did when
I was your captain?
You When you were my captain,
you benched me for insubordination.
You wanna bench me?
Andy, everything I did today
was to help you,
to help you be a better captain.
Except I didn't ask for your help,
- Oh.
- Robert.
And what does it say that you
constantly think I need it?
I'll get it.
Oh.
Hi. Uh, we've met. I'm
- Maya.
- Yeah.
Uh, come in. Please, come in.
- Thank you.
- Yeah.
Oh. God.
It's so good to officially re-meet you.
- Same.
- Hey.
Hey. What's up?
I got your text about Marsha. I'm sorry.
- Oh. Yeah.
- Thank you.
Thank you.
Is that why you're here?
Yeah.
Yeah?
Uh, I'm gonna I'm gonna go
check on Marcus.
- Okay.
- Okay.
Okay, Maya, no offense,
but you are not exactly
the drop-everything, be-there-
for-a-sad-friend-type,
so what's up?
Carina's ex-sex-buddy is visiting.
Oh.
So, this is, like, a jealousy thing?
No.
Carina's grieving, right?
And her friend, who she used
to have some sex with,
is here to comfort her,
kinda like you're doing now.
Oh. I'm such a dummy!
Not in general.
About relationships, yes.
Carina comes alive with her
in ways that I haven't seen in weeks.
I mean, she's laughing again
and eating again, and
You feel threatened.
Look, Carina she She loves you,
and she's also going through
the worst thing
I think any of us can imagine.
So, if she is eating
and laughing and smiling again,
I mean, who cares why?
Okay, see, this is why I
don't deal with feelings,
because they become
other people's problem.
Does Inara hate me?
She doesn't know you well enough
to hate you.
Actually, uh, you could make it
up to her by doing us a favor.
My marriage is funny to you, Warren?
A little bit.
Nah, look, it's just that I
I've been there, man.
You've been, uh, where, exactly?
Taking orders from my wife.
A little unsolicited advice?
I look at it like sports.
True athletes want to play with
and against the best there is, right?
That said
getting whupped sometimes stings,
but you get used to it.
You up your game.
That's how you become the best.
But they wouldn't want anybody
to sandbag their game
just to make them feel good, right?
I mean, that'd be the most
insulting thing ever.
Well, this is not a game, Warren.
This is my marriage.
- Yeah, okay.
- My career.
You and I are attracted to people
who are the best at what they do.
Your wife's the boss.
And you will get there again,
but you gotta let her shine right now.
Dude, did you seriously
run over Ruiz's foot?
It was an accident.
I get it,
but you can't leave an injured
firefighter behind, man.
You know we don't do that.
You know what else we don't do?
We don't get our fellow
firefighters killed.
It's a dangerous job.
Okay, we we all signed up for it.
I know it's a dangerous job.
Which is why we have to do it right.
We have to do it well.
We have to not make stupid
mistakes that cost
everything.
He cost me everything, man.
And he left me with nothing.
I got nothing.
I got a bunch of broken pieces
of who I used to be,
and I have spent years
I spent years trying
to put myself back together.
I spent years trying to get over
what he took from me.
So, he doesn't get to make a mistake
that cost me everything
and just walk away from it.
Ah. You guys finally
decided to include me
in the Black firefighters club?
Thought it was No Girls Allowed.
You were always invited.
- Come on, come on, come on.
- All right.
Okay. We good?
- Yeah.
- All right.
All right. This is Condola Vargas
Esquire.
I always wanted to say that.
Hey.
- How you doing?
- Hey.
Okay. Um, so I-I've been thinking about
what you asked,
obsessing about it, really.
It's been hurting my brain
more than Warren's kid's
homework should have.
Yeah, all right, all right.
But, uh, seriously,
I finally know what I want.
And I'm telling you in front of
my brothers and sister
because this affects all of us.
And we're all with you.
Every time, any time, man.
Yeah, what they said.
You guys having my back
Y-you know that means everything to me.
But if I do this, if I take this stand,
they're gonna come after all of us.
It's a good thing we walk
through fire for a living.
All right.
So, um
I don't just want justice.
I don't just want them punished
for what they did.
I don't want anyone to feel
what they made me feel,
or to go through what they put
Jada and Joyce through.
So, what I want is to prevent them
from doing to anybody else
what they did to us.
What they do to us.
Good answer.
But that was the easy part.
Now the real work starts.
All right.
Hey, thanks for doing this.
It's good for recovery, seeing family.
Marcus is threatening
to climb up there by himself.
I'm coming.
I'm sorry that I lied before.
Maya, I'm not threatened by Jack.
I am. I am threatened
by you and Gabriella.
But G-Gabriella is my friend.
She drove overnight in a pandemic
to be here for me because
I know. I know. I know.
I know it's not fair.
I know it's stupid.
I'm just telling you the truth.
I mean, these past few weeks,
we settled into us.
I mean
Sometimes, I know what you're gonna say
just by how you crinkle
your left eyebrow,
- and it's
- Wonderful.
wonderful and lovely and satisfying
and something that I have never
had before.
But you and Gabriella
have never even really dated,
and you still seem
to have this shorthand.
I mean, you literally
speak the same language.
But we've known each other for years.
It's It's like the shorthand
that you have with Jack,
talking about fire hoses
and and ladder trucks.
No, that's different.
Yeah. It is different.
What you and I have is, ah
What? Fantastico.
Maya, it's ours.
It's just ours.
Okay?
Yeah.
- Good.
- Okay.
But if you if you wanted to
keep making your point
Mm.
Andy, I have more experience than you.
Decades more. It's just a fact.
- Are you trying to help yourself here?
- Can Can I finish?
I have years under my belt, okay?
But But I'm not using them
on the job, so I-I guess
I-I thought I could use them
to help you.
Help that you didn't ask for.
I get it. I just
Come on.
I-I just need you to understand
where I'm coming from.
Look I get that you hate
being a probie.
I hate you being a probie.
Hey, hey, we we
We found a common ground.
Let's just end on a win.
No, Robert, we need to talk about this.
You're only captain for another shift,
and then Bishop comes back and
this won't be a problem anymore.
Yeah, except I'll still be
your lieutenant,
and hopefully, soon, one day
after that, a captain for real.
Not hopefully. You will.
Well, then, this is a problem
we need to solve.
What? Is it a problem
we need to solve tonight?
I
I guess not.
How is your foot?
I thought you said everything
was crystal clear.
One side, one story, right?
So why do you care about my foot?
Um, because there is another side.
- Oh, there is?
- Yeah.
There's my side. The side that
has been trying to square
the you that I've known and seen
and semi-dated with the you
in Travis' head.
- How's it working out?
- It's not.
It's not working out.
I just
can't seem to make the pieces fit.
But I know I trust Travis.
I know who he is,
and I know how he thinks,
and I just don't believe
that he could get
something so important so wrong.
So, that's where I'm landing.
That's where I'm planting my flag.
With him and by him.
So, that means that that's it.
I'm done wondering about you
and worrying about you
and I'm just I'm gonna stop.
I'm gonna stop thinking about you.
- I'm gonna stop thinking about
- Please.
how you make me f-feel.
You're just making it worse.
I want you to know
I need you to know that what
happened with Michael
it didn't just destroy Travis.
It doesn't just haunt Travis.
He's not the only one
reliving that day over and over.
And, God, I'm I'm not
saying it's the same.
I can't imagine what he feels,
what I made him feel.
But that day, it
It didn't just destroy Travis.