Station 19 (2018) s05e02 Episode Script
Can't Feel My Face
That was four.
I think we win.
Mmm
We can do better.
Wait, they're going for five?
We're keeping score?
Yes, and we can't let them win.
Stop it.
He just
Still?
Every night for the last 11 months,
I have fantasized about
putting my wedding dress back on
and storming McCallister's office again.
Yeah, and get yourself
demoted to probie?
I mean, although, if you got fired,
then maybe we could finally start
talking about babies
Good morning.
Oh, morning, Mom.
Thank you for coming.
I'd come every day if you'd let me.
Yeah, I know.
It's just today is a big day.
We start our initiative today.
It's too soon. You need more training.
Your sister could help.
She knows all the right people.
Thanks for the vote of confidence, Mom.
It's not a lack of confidence in you
to suggest you need help.
It's an important initiative.
Yeah, that's why
we're starting it today.
Still stubborn.
I was hoping fatherhood
would have changed that.
Hi, Daddy.
Hey, baby girl.
How's my baby girl? How's my baby girl?
Mm-hmm, you're good?
Huh?
Well, she disrespected me
in my own station.
Oh. This is interesting.
You see her telling her truth
as disrespect.
Well, it is when she
literally uses the words
"I don't respect you."
Robert, why are you caught up
in the words she used
and where she used them?
Because she didn't
speak to me in 10 months,
and then when I get a conversation,
she's like, "I want a divorce."
What kind of person does that?
What kind of person
H-How can she do this to me?
I got sober. I-I-I stayed sober.
And what did I tell you about that?
You don't get sober because of her.
Because the minute you break up,
you'll have an excuse to use.
You don't owe her sobriety, okay?
And she doesn't owe it
to you to stay with you
just because you're sober.
It's because I'm a grunt.
She won't admit it,
but that's it. And I'm a grunt
because of the drugs.
Therefore, it all
comes back to my addiction.
Some stuff
you just can't blame on booze.
I don't have a problem with booze.
Just drugs.
Now, you know what
I'm gonna say about that.
Yeah, I know. I know.
If I drank, I might
forget not to use drugs.
Trust me. I've seen it many times.
You know, I just keep thinking
this can't be it.
She's gonna wake up
and realize she's wrong.
Right?
Okay, we have a rule
Do not use sex to stop a fight.
Well, I have a rule not to start a fight
in the middle of sex.
Good morning, Bishop-DeLucas.
Or Or is it DeLuca-Bishops?
I still don't know.
- We haven't decided.
- It's DeLuca-Bishop.
- DeLuca-Bishop.
- Yeah.
I-I'm gonna go change.
Yeah.
Can we talk about this later?
I am about to start a 24-hour.
Okay. Maya?
Every time I try to bring this up,
you come up with some excuse
of why it's not the
right time to discuss it.
Well, I'm sorry,
but when we got engaged,
I told you I wasn't sure.
Which is why we should discuss it.
I just I need time.
Okay? You're so sure
that you want to have kids,
and I am not,
and I need you to be okay with that.
And I have been okay with that.
But, okay, we're not
getting any younger.
I
Okay. Okay.
We'll talk about this later.
Mm-hmm.
Okay.
- I love you.
- I love you, too.
Um, it was five.
It was four.
I think I'd know how to count that.
- It was definitely five.
- Unh-unh.
- Five what?
- Orgasms.
That Hughes experienced last night.
- Mm-hmm!
- Isn't that fun?
Oh, um
I mean, what about
you and, you know, Katie?
- Uh, Kallie?
- Oooh!
Kelly, man. Her name's Kelly.
Who's Kelly?
We're not talking about
orgasms at breakfast.
- Can we not?
- Whatever.
My first year here, you and Gibson
had a competition to see
who could collect
the most panties, okay?
So I think me talking
about the number of times
my monogamous sexual partner
pleasured me last night
is pretty tame in comparison.
So much fun. I'm having a blast.
I still say we won.
A-are you guys really
eating noodles for breakfast?
- Yes.
- My mom dropped them off.
Honestly, I don't blame Paul
for not coming out to Nari.
If I was getting this food on the reg,
I wouldn't come out
of the closet either.
That is still going on, man. Still?
Mm.
Mm, wait. When are we getting
our cool new Crisis One vehicle?
We're not. We have the aid car.
Civilians will meet us at the scene.
Seriously? Even Warren
got the Knife Mobile.
Which is now
a very expensive storage unit
in the back of the barn.
So, are we getting uniforms, at least?
Yes.
We are wearing them now.
- Are you serious?
- Emmett got a polo shirt.
- What?!
- He was up all night
studying his "Trained Civilian" binder.
Well, I don't think that's
what he was up all night doing.
Whoa!
Sullivan, you want to sit down or?
No, I'm good.
Mmm!
Sullivan, you got company.
- Robert Sullivan?
- Yeah.
You've been served.
Um
- So, uh
- Yeah.
B-Bailey's been working a lot,
so we haven't had that many
Herrera. Your boy Miller's
got us doing PD's job now, huh?
Well, one could argue
that mental health calls
and wellness checks
never should have been PD's job.
- Huh.
- So
And plus, we're not doing any of that
until we get training.
Are we gonna get overtime?
No, you work the same 24 hours
we all do, Maddox.
What about my puzzle time?
You know I love my puzzles.
No way!
Don't tell me Maddox
is one of these guys.
You didn't hear this from me,
but dude cooks it.
- What?! No!
- Yeah.
I saw him do it last year.
At a car fire.
He stuck his helmet under the hood
while he thought no one was looking.
Nuh-unh!
My dad would hate guys who did that.
- Yeah.
- He would call them glory hounds.
Well, if Maddox is so desperate
to look like he's seen action,
maybe he should do less puzzles.
You got Andy Herrera, but I'm not here.
Leave a message.
At his station?
That is cold, Herrera.
I mean, I'm sure she didn't know
it was gonna happen here.
While he's on duty?
I mean, like he hasn't
been through enough?
Oh, man.
I can't even deal with it.
It's so crazy.
- He must have gotten
- I can't.
Shut up, shut up, shut up. Shut up.
Shut up. Just got off the phone
with Dixon over at PD.
He says they're loving
this new initiative.
Yeah, Dixon makes sarcasm
into an extreme sport.
He wasn't being sarcastic.
No.
He says the boys in blue
are actually relieved
they don't have to respond
to mental health crap anymore.
I bet.
Hoping you get a call today.
- Are you?
- Yeah, so I can eat my lunch in peace.
Crisis One requested
for a wellness check at
the Chatham Building
on Greene Street.
Is that us? That's us?
Like, Crisis One us? This is happening!
This is happening! It's happening!
Whoo!
Uh, what are you
What are you gonna have?
- A turkey club.
- That sounds
That sounds good.
Glad this thing's only temporary.
Kind of looks like it should
have cartoon kids on it,
traveling through time.
You know
We don't do the banter thing. Got it.
Hey, Sullivan, just wanted to say,
as someone who's also
had their heart broken
- by Andy
- Listen, Gibson.
This isn't kind of, uh,
puppy love heartbreak, okay?
Andy's my wife.
Engine 19 and Ladder 19
requested to 52 Overland Avenue,
structure fire in progress.
- Hey. Hey, guys.
- What's up, dude?
Uh, so the landlord
called in a wellness check.
Uh, 911 dispatch said
they've received 25 calls
in the last 72 hours
from the resident in question.
They just call and hang up.
It took 25 calls
before they sent us out?
Yeah, well, this is what's known as
a drug-dense area.
PD gets so many calls
that they think
if there's no obvious crisis,
then there's no immediate need
to intervene, so
Wait, why'd they send firefighters?
We're both trained paramedics.
I actually am, too, um, but I'm also
trained in conflict resolution.
- Yeah.
- See, it's a specialized program
Yeah, okay, whatever.
Right.
This thing smell weird to you?
Like someone left a cup of soup
in here too long?
And I don't even want to think
about how many butts
have sat in these seats.
How did you know you wanted to be a dad?
Uh, well, I I didn't.
I-I fell in love with a woman
who had a son,
so I was a dad.
Right.
And Joey?
I fell in love with a woman
who had such a big heart
that she brought home another
son without asking me first.
Okay, 0 for 2.
Yeah. Yeah.
Uh, uh, I'm the one who called.
- Uh-huh.
- Hi. I was, uh,
making lunch for my kids,
I heard a boom,
and I-I looked out and saw smoke.
Is there anyone home?
Uh, I don't think so.
I-I don't even know who lives there.
They've been remodeling for months.
Thank you, ma'am.
Beckett, our access to the
basement is the only flow path.
We need ventilation.
Is that how firefighting works, Bishop?
You're gonna have to give me
your TED talk one of these days.
Okay, Warren, Bishop, make
access to the first floor.
You're gonna need to cut a heat hole
down through the flooring.
Gibson, Montgomery, Sullivan,
you're on fire attack.
Get in the basement and knock it down.
Mother and grown daughter live here.
No one's been in or out of
the apartment in days.
Okay.
Alisha!
Ms. Debbie!
Hey, Alisha, Ms. Debbie, this is
the Seattle Fire Department!
We're not the police!
Yeah.
Hey, Alisha, Ms. Debbie,
can you hear us?
I'll be downstairs if you need me.
Got it.
Alisha, Ms. Debbie!
Are you hurt?
- Did they just lock themselves in?
- Yep, yep, yep.
This is the Seattle Fire Department!
Is anybody home?
Yes! Yeah, I'm in here!
We're in here!
Uh, thank God! W-We need your help!
Okay, uh, uh, can you open the door
so we can We can help you?
No, I can't. I can't get out of bed.
Well, are you hurt?
I have M.S..
Okay, um
Uh, well, how about Alisha?
Can she open the door for us?
Baby, listen, listen, open the door
and let the firefighters help us.
Alisha.
Hey, Alisha.
Ms. Debbie, what's Alisha doing
right now?
She's tying the bedsheets together.
Uh, for what?
She's making a sail.
She wants us to sail out of the window.
Seattle Fire! Anyone here?
Doesn't look like anyone's doing
any renovations.
Hello!
Hey, let's punch through by that window.
Copy that.
Get those people back until PD arrives.
You know, truth be told
if Miranda had asked me first,
you know, about taking Joey in
Huh?
probably would have said no.
You know? But then, uh
I'd have missed out on everything.
"Everything" like what?
You know, all the, uh All the magic.
You know, the the stuff that
you don't plan for,
the teaching moments
You know, hard stuff
Which which
actually turns out to be
- Here?
- Yeah.
- Alright, ready?
- Yeah.
What's that smell?
My mouth is tingling.
Masks up, boys.
Masks up.
Alright, stay low, and make your way
to the seat of the fire.
Alright, Montgomery,
come with me to the left.
Here.
Ow!
Whoa! Montgomery, you okay?
Yeah, I'm good, I'm good.
Captain, we have some aerosol
cans popping off.
Hey! Stay low!
Hey, Bishop, we need air!
How close are we to venting?
Almost there, Gibson.
Damn it!
Hey, Gibson, this look like
a lab to you?
We should get the tools.
The W-Tool could get me in the door.
Wait, wait. And
And bust in there violently?
Yeah, if we're just gonna do that,
we might as well just call PD.
Hey, could you turn the TV down,
maybe, so we could hear you?
She says it drowns out the voices.
She thinks someone is coming to
hurt her.
I told you, I'm trying to keep you safe!
OK, Alisha, you know, that's
That's our job.
That's kind of our whole deal.
Don't come in here!
Please just leave us alone!
Okay, so, she's clearly
having some kind of
- psychotic break, yes?
- Yeah.
Well, maybe for the first time.
It doesn't seem like
her mom has seen her
like this before, so
Right, okay, well, in training,
they told us that we need to
validate her fears and concerns.
Right, so, telling her
someone's not coming to hurt her
is not going to help?
- No.
- Okay.
- If
- Just hold on.
Hey, Alisha?
Alisha, I
I can't imagine how exhausting
and and scary this must be
for you, especially
Especially if you think that
there are people after you.
Okay, that sounds that sounds
really terrifying.
I don't want your help.
How do I know you're not one of them?
Validate. Validate.
That's a really reasonable question.
How do you know that we're not
one of them?
Oh!
Look, she could she could be
hurting herself.
I should get I can Let me
- You
- Hold on, hold on, hold on.
Hey, Alisha, um, can you tell us
about these people?
Who are they?
Uh, just so we know what to look for.
They're trying to hurt me and my mom!
I have to get us out of here!
- Okay.
- Baby, nobody
is trying to hurt us.
I don't know where she got this idea.
Alisha, please, put it down, please.
Okay, what do we do if
she has a weapon, huh?
I mean, at what point
do we call the cops?
That would defeat the entire
point of this program, yes?
- Yeah.
- So, we should, um
We should call a ladder truck.
That's automatically going to
trigger a call to PD.
Even if we tell them not to?
It's a pilot program.
Well, that's kind of a flaw in
the design, isn't it?
Yeah, I'll take the note.
Thank you, Dixon.
Hey, Captain, this smoke is
Gibson? Gibson!
Montgomery!
Ugh.
Agh!
Two firefighters down!
I repeat Two firefighters down!
You know, I get it. I've heard all
You know, all the arguments
Having a kid
will crack my heart wide open.
I'll know love like
I've never known love before.
But I just know
I never really wanted that.
How do I know I won't decide to
have a baby, hoping that it
cracks my heart open,
and it just doesn't?
You don't.
Seriously, that's your advice?
You didn't say
you were looking for advice.
Sullivan, repeat?
Two firefighters down!
Captain, we have ventilation!
Copy, Sullivan. Can you get a location
on Gibson and Montgomery?
Sullivan!
Sullivan!
So my mom's secret move is to
soak the beans overnight.
That's not a secret move, bro.
That's just how you make beans.
Oh, you gonna tell me everyone
puts adobo in their rice, too?
Ooh!
You two are getting friendly!
Yes, in that we are friends.
Hey, you're single now, Herrera.
- You must be lookin' to get some.
- Excuse me?
Uh, Maddox, I'm gonna need you to leave.
Touchy, touchy.
Yeah, you two are definitely
sleeping together.
- He's right.
- Uh, no.
I haven't had sex in almost a year.
- Damn!
- I feel like,
if someone touched me,
I'd I'd evaporate.
I'm sure you have
a phone full of numbers you could call.
Oh, just a couple.
Both exes.
You and Hughes are so lucky.
Yeah, I'm not gonna argue with that.
So, you file yet?
Yeah.
When's he getting the papers?
I don't know.
The lawyer said he'd call me
once they're processed.
Engine 23 and Ladder 23
requested to 52 Overland Avenue.
Structure fire in progress. 19 on scene.
Hey, is your mouth tingling?
Yeah.
What is that?
Bishop, give me your 20!
Entering the basement.
Heading in to the seat of the fire.
Hey, Captain, we have
three firefighters down.
Opening their bypass valves.
Getting them some air.
Copy. Sending in help.
Hey! Hey, come on!
Wake up.
Captain, send in Hazmat.
Anyone near this smoke needs their SCBA.
What's down there, drug lab?
Unclear at this time,
but we're both lightheaded
even with our SCBA.
Okay, I'm guessing that we're
all gonna be on the floor
in a minute.
Come on, we got to get out of here. Ugh!
Come on.
Ugh!
Oh. Okay.
- I'm going down.
- Oh!
Bishop! Warren!
Warren's down, and I'm
Captain, this is Sullivan.
I got four firefighters down.
If we bust down that door, it's
only gonna agitate her further
and confirm her fears that
somebody's coming to hurt her.
Yeah, but she's not just gonna
open the door for us.
Okay.
- Hey, guys?
- Yeah?
L-Let me just try one more thing, okay?
Okay.
Hey, Ms. Debbie, we found
some of your medication out here.
Don't you need Alisha to open the door
so you can take them?
Yes. Baby, I-I-I-I need my meds.
- I have to take them.
- Okay, well, I-I have them here.
So, if you can just open the door,
I can pass them to you.
No way, no! They're coming to hurt us.
No, baby, I Please, I need
them, I need them.
Hey, Alisha, I know it's scary.
But we're we're just coming
to help, okay?
Okay, I'm gonna open the door 2 inches.
I want you to toss me the meds.
And if you come in here,
I'm going out the window,
and so is my mom.
Okay, you open the door,
I'll restrain her.
Are we sure this is better
than calling a ladder?
So PD can pull up and see a Black girl
climbing out a window?
- Okay.
- No, thank you.
- You talk to Grey-Sloan?
- Yeah.
We can sedate her.
Okay.
If we need to. Ready?
Okay, Alisha, I have the meds.
Okay, I'm gonna open it.
Go.
Oh, no, no!
Please don't hurt my mother!
- Please!
- No, no, no.
No one's gonna hurt your mother.
- Let me go!
- Nobody's hurting your mother.
Please!
Let's call for another ambulance, yeah?
It's okay.
Hey, hey, Alisha.
Hey, you're not in any trouble.
Okay? We're just trying to help.
Tell them not to arrest me!
Mommy, they're trying to arrest me!
No, no, no, no, no, no, no!
No one's going to arrest you, okay?
Those restraints it's
It's just for your safety, okay?
Baby, Alisha, Alisha, please,
let them help you.
- Alisha.
- Let them help you.
- Oh.
- Yeah.
We can give you a sedative instead.
Yes, do that, do that.
Alisha, listen, please.
See, they just want to give you
some medicine, okay?
Is that okay?
Is that okay, baby?
Yeah, yeah?
- It's gonna help you.
- Okay.
- It's gonna
- Okay, okay, slowly.
We're gonna move slowly, okay?
We'll move you to
the chair real slow, okay?
Baby, it's okay.
Let them give it to you.
We're not here to hurt you.
Can I look at your shoulder here?
It's okay. It's okay.
It's gonna be a little cold.
It's okay. It's okay.
Pinch a little bit, okay?
Oh, yeah, she's
It's okay.
Okay.
What the hell are you doing, huh?
These are firefighters, okay?
They're people.
What? They woke up. What's the big deal?
What's the big deal?! Let me tell you
what the big deal is.
Aw, dude, you broke my screen.
Well, good. Maybe that'll teach you
not to treat people's tragedies
like content.
Get the hell out of here.
Hey! Stop! Get that thing out of
my team's face
or I'll shove it up your ass!
I feel like I'm high.
Am I high? Are you high?
- Well
- Are we all just high?
Are you high?
I tried to get her help.
But without insurance
And then the neighbors, they
kept calling the cops on us.
But all the cops do when they
get here is ask
a whole bunch of questions
about drugs and search her.
My daughter is not a drug addict.
I'm so sorry, Ms. Debbie.
If you're a firefighter, why do
you have on those clothes?
Oh, I'm I'm not
a firefighter, actually.
I'm a civilian trained to help
civilians just like you.
She's never done anything like this.
She takes care of me.
She gives me my meds,
she cooks the food,
cleans the apartment.
She started displaying symptoms when?
Oh, she's been struggling for
a couple of months,
but nothing like the last few days.
It got so bad so fast.
Right, and she was
She was never diagnosed?
This was the first time having
an episode like this?
What's gonna happen to her now?
Uh, well, she'll be admitted to
Grey-Sloan
on a 72-hour hold.
She'll get a A psych eval,
and then they'll hopefully find a place
- for her to get help.
- We can't afford that.
Well, the county can help. Really.
Psychiatric care is available
to people who can't pay.
And there are services for you, too.
- Thank you.
- Of course.
For treating us like human beings.
It's not always the case.
This is now an exterior attack.
I don't want anyone going
back into that building
until we've identified the chemicals.
Let PD handle that.
Our job is to suppress that fire
and get any neighbors
who are downwind of the smoke
out of there.
All water needs to be removed
from this scene.
This is a surround and drown.
I want a ladder pipe into the
basement vent on the "B" side,
and give me a cellar nozzle down
through the ventilation hole.
Okay? Give it all you got.
Aw, we're missing a surround and drown.
You know you guys are taking
a trip to Grey-Sloan
after this, right?
Oh-ho-ho-ho, no, we're not.
I'm not going anywhere near my wife
until we've been cleared, alright?
She worries enough, Captain.
Okay, then, Seattle Pres.
But I don't want anyone home
until you've been checked out.
Understood?
- Mm-hmm.
- Yes, Captain.
You think it's some kind of meth lab?
We have put out a dozen meth-lab fires.
That is not meth.
Could be K2 Synthetic marijuana.
You know, Miranda has been
telling me about these kids
that have been coming in
to the E.R., look like zombies.
Synthetic marijuana, zombie teenagers?
Who wants to bring a kid
into this world?
Who's bringing a kid into the world?
- No one.
- Yeah, yeah, it's
It's terrifying, but,
hey, look, terrifying
is not a reason not to do something.
That's debatable.
They're using the cellar nozzle?!
Come on!
We have to account for the need
for the ladder.
It won't be the last time
somebody tries to jump
out a window Not by a stretch.
Well, maybe I don't know,
maybe the next step
is to ask dispatch not
to automatically send the cops
with the ladder.
Yeah, and maybe Crisis One calls
always bring the bag?
- Yeah.
- Yeah, yeah,
but But then there's the issue
Hey, Miller, Miller.
If it weren't for us,
if it weren't for this program,
you know what could have happened today.
You're changing the world.
Just let that be true,
just for a minute.
It was just simpler on paper, you know?
There's just so much to To work out.
It's a pilot program.
Yeah.
You have a natural talent
for it, you know?
De-escalating, talking to people.
I did all the training,
and it just doesn't come easy to me.
Well, neither did fighting fires
until you did it a bunch of times.
- Yeah, see? Practice.
- Yeah.
You're changing the world, Miller.
We are.
We're changing the world.
Whew, Herrera, I saw your ex
slap that phone out of that kid's hand.
Hope he doesn't sue.
Yeah, he can't afford to get
knocked down any lower.
What would that make him,
a volunteer now?
Say what you want about Sullivan,
but at least he doesn't cook his lid.
I mean, don't you think
that's pretty stupid?
Knowing what we know about
cancer and residue?
Hmm, y-you a doctor now,
like your buddy Warren?
No, I'm the orphan left by
Pruitt Herrera.
Your old man died a hero
on the line of duty,
not from cancer.
Tell me more about
how my dad died, please.
Do you think dying from cancer
after 30 years on the job
isn't dying a hero?
Do you think the best part of
the job is the glory?
- No
- I promise you, Maddox,
Robert Sullivan is a better firefighter
than you will ever be
because he doesn't do it
for the glory or the stories,
and he sure as hell would never
cook his helmet
to look like a tough guy.
I don't know what the hell
you're talking about.
You want to clean off his helmet
while he sleeps tonight?
Hey, Joe's opened back up.
Maybe we could do some
19 day-drinking tomorrow.
I'm not in charge.
I think we both know that's not true.
I think he could use some friends.
Beds were made. It's not my fault.
I'm not saying it is. I'm not saying
that you even need to
forgive him, but
I haven't not forgiven him.
He pulled you out of there today.
And whether she meant to or not,
what Andy did was rough.
I think he deserves
a little cheering up.
You know, then you should invite him.
I'm sure he'd appreciate it.
Hey, 23 shows up.
What up, boys?
- Hey.
- Hey.
- Hey.
- Heyyyy, hey.
- Are you good?
- Yes.
Hey, Robert.
Yeah.
You good?
Uh, you, uh, got a tattoo, hmm?
When did that happen?
While I was on duty? Really?
What?
What?
Hey.
While I was on duty, you had me served
with divorce papers
in front of my whole team.
Oh, my God, I didn't know.
I didn't mean to. I I
Yeah.
Okay, so, yesterday you couldn't talk
because you were about to start a shift,
and today, you can't talk
because you're about to go
to a bar at 8:30 in the morning?
Hey, it's tradition, and we haven't gone
in a year and a half.
Why do I suddenly feel like
I'm walking on egg skins with you?
Eggshells.
Whatever.
I don't think I can do it.
Have kids. I mean, it's terrifying.
It's like ripping your heart out and
And watching it walk around the world.
Exactly.
It is like ripping your heart out
and watching it walk around the world.
It's
Okay, Maya, I love you.
And if being married to you
means not having any children,
I will learn to accept that
because I don't want to
force you to do anything
you don't want to do,
especially not something
as big as bringing another life
into this world.
But I know you.
You aren't afraid of anything.
So when you tell me that you
don't want to have kids
because you're too terrified of
it, I don't believe you.
Okay, Maya what is it?
Can you look at me?
What What What is it?
Look, I got demoted
and replaced by a douche
who calls me pretty.
And my boss is another douche
who thinks that
having a handlebar mustache
makes you a firefighter,
and I know I made decisions
that got me here,
but I was on a track.
I was projected to make
battalion chief by 40.
I mean, maybe even chief of SFD.
And you can still do all of that.
You don't get it.
You don't understand, Carina.
You're a doctor an O.B.,
for God's sakes.
You can still do your job
and be pregnant.
When a firefighter gets pregnant,
they have to report themselves
by day one.
Day one!
I wouldn't see the inside of
a fire truck for 9 months.
Do you know what happened to me
on duty yesterday?
- What?
- I got high on K2 and passed out.
- What?
- You know,
there are no pumping brakes
in the middle of a call.
There are no breast-milk fridges
at a fire house.
Okay. Lucky for you, there are two wombs
- in this relationship.
- Okay, even if you were
the one to carry,
I would still be a new mom.
And, yes, they would technically
give me parental leave.
But do you really think
that they would promote me
back up after that?
Where the hell are my shoes?
Right there.
You know, Warren and Miller
Mm-hmm?
they can become dads
at the drop of a hat.
- Okay.
- And they can enjoy
the magic and the spontaneity.
And the department can Ugh
The department just congratulates them
and gives them a cigar,
because the system
is built for them, but it's not for me.
Let's not talk about this right now.
You know, I tried Carina, I tried.
I tried, okay, to wrap
my brain around it for you,
because you got married for me.
I did not get married for you.
Okay, I know you didn't.
I love you.
But I can't do it.
Okay.
Now, I know you're still
working out the details,
but I'm just saying that
if you folded in
a medical response,
then it could be like, you know,
Super Crisis One.
Super Crisis One!
Super Crisis One!
Hey, you're pitching me like
it's my decision, man.
- Wait.
- The department shut down the PRT.
Not me!!
I know, I know, but look,
it's just that if it were part of
a new successful program, then
Ben, we We've only had one call,
that we muddled our way through.
- What, muddled?
- No.
We did. We're not a success yet.
- We need time, man.
- You prevented potential
police violence today.
- That's real.
- That's a success.
- Yeah.
- That's real, man.
Hey, did I miss the cheers?
- Nope, you did not.
- No? Okay.
Right on time.
- Mwah.
- Hi.
That is for you, and that is yours.
Thank you, sir.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry. What's that?
Yeah.
Hey.
Want to Want to talk?
No, I want to have a drink with my team.
Anybody talk to Sullivan last night?
No, he came back after everybody
cleared out,
and he hit the bag for,
like, 3 hours, and
- Whoa.
- Hey, hi, hi!
- Sullivan, what's going on?
- Hey!
Are you good?
Yeah. Hey, um,
anybody want anything from the bar?
- No.
- No, I'm good.
- Thank you.
- No, I'm good. I'm full.
- Alright.
- Thank you.
Is he off the wagon?
I don't know.
Tell him he should call his sponsor.
Hey, Sullivan.
Hey, look, all
All I was gonna say yesterday
was, um she does this.
Andy does this.
She loves you one minute,
and then, um, she's done.
She says it's 'cause she's a Scorpio.
Are you still high, Gibson?
Yeah No.
I mean, uh
I just thought I could help
because, uh, you know,
it's not just Just you. It's her.
Thank you.
And, uh
she says call your sponsor
'cause of the drugs.
Appreciate it.
I'm leaving.
Gosh.
Ohh.
They toss you out, Herrera?
I told them not to let 23 in there.
He gets me kicked out of my station,
gets my best friend demoted, and now,
because I don't want to be married
to someone who would do that,
I can't even enjoy a few beers
with my team my family.
I don't think anyone blames you.
They feel bad for you.
Ugh, that's worse.
But not me.
- No?
- Mnh-mnh.
I don't feel a damn thing for you.
Okay.
Uh, Scotch, rocks.
Whoo! Sullivan must hate you.
I think he'd hate anyone in my seat.
No, but you You're
You're especially smug,
and you walk around
like your penis doesn't fit
in your pants.
Yeah, it really doesn't.
Hey, you're that guy.
What?
Yeah, they're calling you Fire Zaddy.
You married? Girlfriend?
Divorced.
- How's it feel?
- It has its moments.
Yeah, you're going viral, Fire Zaddy.
These are firefighters.
They're people.
So, you feel nothing for me?
You don't have a wife,
and doesn't seem like
you give a crap about
what anyone else thinks.
Not most of the time.
Get that thing out of my team's face
or I'll shove it up your ass!
I think we win.
Mmm
We can do better.
Wait, they're going for five?
We're keeping score?
Yes, and we can't let them win.
Stop it.
He just
Still?
Every night for the last 11 months,
I have fantasized about
putting my wedding dress back on
and storming McCallister's office again.
Yeah, and get yourself
demoted to probie?
I mean, although, if you got fired,
then maybe we could finally start
talking about babies
Good morning.
Oh, morning, Mom.
Thank you for coming.
I'd come every day if you'd let me.
Yeah, I know.
It's just today is a big day.
We start our initiative today.
It's too soon. You need more training.
Your sister could help.
She knows all the right people.
Thanks for the vote of confidence, Mom.
It's not a lack of confidence in you
to suggest you need help.
It's an important initiative.
Yeah, that's why
we're starting it today.
Still stubborn.
I was hoping fatherhood
would have changed that.
Hi, Daddy.
Hey, baby girl.
How's my baby girl? How's my baby girl?
Mm-hmm, you're good?
Huh?
Well, she disrespected me
in my own station.
Oh. This is interesting.
You see her telling her truth
as disrespect.
Well, it is when she
literally uses the words
"I don't respect you."
Robert, why are you caught up
in the words she used
and where she used them?
Because she didn't
speak to me in 10 months,
and then when I get a conversation,
she's like, "I want a divorce."
What kind of person does that?
What kind of person
H-How can she do this to me?
I got sober. I-I-I stayed sober.
And what did I tell you about that?
You don't get sober because of her.
Because the minute you break up,
you'll have an excuse to use.
You don't owe her sobriety, okay?
And she doesn't owe it
to you to stay with you
just because you're sober.
It's because I'm a grunt.
She won't admit it,
but that's it. And I'm a grunt
because of the drugs.
Therefore, it all
comes back to my addiction.
Some stuff
you just can't blame on booze.
I don't have a problem with booze.
Just drugs.
Now, you know what
I'm gonna say about that.
Yeah, I know. I know.
If I drank, I might
forget not to use drugs.
Trust me. I've seen it many times.
You know, I just keep thinking
this can't be it.
She's gonna wake up
and realize she's wrong.
Right?
Okay, we have a rule
Do not use sex to stop a fight.
Well, I have a rule not to start a fight
in the middle of sex.
Good morning, Bishop-DeLucas.
Or Or is it DeLuca-Bishops?
I still don't know.
- We haven't decided.
- It's DeLuca-Bishop.
- DeLuca-Bishop.
- Yeah.
I-I'm gonna go change.
Yeah.
Can we talk about this later?
I am about to start a 24-hour.
Okay. Maya?
Every time I try to bring this up,
you come up with some excuse
of why it's not the
right time to discuss it.
Well, I'm sorry,
but when we got engaged,
I told you I wasn't sure.
Which is why we should discuss it.
I just I need time.
Okay? You're so sure
that you want to have kids,
and I am not,
and I need you to be okay with that.
And I have been okay with that.
But, okay, we're not
getting any younger.
I
Okay. Okay.
We'll talk about this later.
Mm-hmm.
Okay.
- I love you.
- I love you, too.
Um, it was five.
It was four.
I think I'd know how to count that.
- It was definitely five.
- Unh-unh.
- Five what?
- Orgasms.
That Hughes experienced last night.
- Mm-hmm!
- Isn't that fun?
Oh, um
I mean, what about
you and, you know, Katie?
- Uh, Kallie?
- Oooh!
Kelly, man. Her name's Kelly.
Who's Kelly?
We're not talking about
orgasms at breakfast.
- Can we not?
- Whatever.
My first year here, you and Gibson
had a competition to see
who could collect
the most panties, okay?
So I think me talking
about the number of times
my monogamous sexual partner
pleasured me last night
is pretty tame in comparison.
So much fun. I'm having a blast.
I still say we won.
A-are you guys really
eating noodles for breakfast?
- Yes.
- My mom dropped them off.
Honestly, I don't blame Paul
for not coming out to Nari.
If I was getting this food on the reg,
I wouldn't come out
of the closet either.
That is still going on, man. Still?
Mm.
Mm, wait. When are we getting
our cool new Crisis One vehicle?
We're not. We have the aid car.
Civilians will meet us at the scene.
Seriously? Even Warren
got the Knife Mobile.
Which is now
a very expensive storage unit
in the back of the barn.
So, are we getting uniforms, at least?
Yes.
We are wearing them now.
- Are you serious?
- Emmett got a polo shirt.
- What?!
- He was up all night
studying his "Trained Civilian" binder.
Well, I don't think that's
what he was up all night doing.
Whoa!
Sullivan, you want to sit down or?
No, I'm good.
Mmm!
Sullivan, you got company.
- Robert Sullivan?
- Yeah.
You've been served.
Um
- So, uh
- Yeah.
B-Bailey's been working a lot,
so we haven't had that many
Herrera. Your boy Miller's
got us doing PD's job now, huh?
Well, one could argue
that mental health calls
and wellness checks
never should have been PD's job.
- Huh.
- So
And plus, we're not doing any of that
until we get training.
Are we gonna get overtime?
No, you work the same 24 hours
we all do, Maddox.
What about my puzzle time?
You know I love my puzzles.
No way!
Don't tell me Maddox
is one of these guys.
You didn't hear this from me,
but dude cooks it.
- What?! No!
- Yeah.
I saw him do it last year.
At a car fire.
He stuck his helmet under the hood
while he thought no one was looking.
Nuh-unh!
My dad would hate guys who did that.
- Yeah.
- He would call them glory hounds.
Well, if Maddox is so desperate
to look like he's seen action,
maybe he should do less puzzles.
You got Andy Herrera, but I'm not here.
Leave a message.
At his station?
That is cold, Herrera.
I mean, I'm sure she didn't know
it was gonna happen here.
While he's on duty?
I mean, like he hasn't
been through enough?
Oh, man.
I can't even deal with it.
It's so crazy.
- He must have gotten
- I can't.
Shut up, shut up, shut up. Shut up.
Shut up. Just got off the phone
with Dixon over at PD.
He says they're loving
this new initiative.
Yeah, Dixon makes sarcasm
into an extreme sport.
He wasn't being sarcastic.
No.
He says the boys in blue
are actually relieved
they don't have to respond
to mental health crap anymore.
I bet.
Hoping you get a call today.
- Are you?
- Yeah, so I can eat my lunch in peace.
Crisis One requested
for a wellness check at
the Chatham Building
on Greene Street.
Is that us? That's us?
Like, Crisis One us? This is happening!
This is happening! It's happening!
Whoo!
Uh, what are you
What are you gonna have?
- A turkey club.
- That sounds
That sounds good.
Glad this thing's only temporary.
Kind of looks like it should
have cartoon kids on it,
traveling through time.
You know
We don't do the banter thing. Got it.
Hey, Sullivan, just wanted to say,
as someone who's also
had their heart broken
- by Andy
- Listen, Gibson.
This isn't kind of, uh,
puppy love heartbreak, okay?
Andy's my wife.
Engine 19 and Ladder 19
requested to 52 Overland Avenue,
structure fire in progress.
- Hey. Hey, guys.
- What's up, dude?
Uh, so the landlord
called in a wellness check.
Uh, 911 dispatch said
they've received 25 calls
in the last 72 hours
from the resident in question.
They just call and hang up.
It took 25 calls
before they sent us out?
Yeah, well, this is what's known as
a drug-dense area.
PD gets so many calls
that they think
if there's no obvious crisis,
then there's no immediate need
to intervene, so
Wait, why'd they send firefighters?
We're both trained paramedics.
I actually am, too, um, but I'm also
trained in conflict resolution.
- Yeah.
- See, it's a specialized program
Yeah, okay, whatever.
Right.
This thing smell weird to you?
Like someone left a cup of soup
in here too long?
And I don't even want to think
about how many butts
have sat in these seats.
How did you know you wanted to be a dad?
Uh, well, I I didn't.
I-I fell in love with a woman
who had a son,
so I was a dad.
Right.
And Joey?
I fell in love with a woman
who had such a big heart
that she brought home another
son without asking me first.
Okay, 0 for 2.
Yeah. Yeah.
Uh, uh, I'm the one who called.
- Uh-huh.
- Hi. I was, uh,
making lunch for my kids,
I heard a boom,
and I-I looked out and saw smoke.
Is there anyone home?
Uh, I don't think so.
I-I don't even know who lives there.
They've been remodeling for months.
Thank you, ma'am.
Beckett, our access to the
basement is the only flow path.
We need ventilation.
Is that how firefighting works, Bishop?
You're gonna have to give me
your TED talk one of these days.
Okay, Warren, Bishop, make
access to the first floor.
You're gonna need to cut a heat hole
down through the flooring.
Gibson, Montgomery, Sullivan,
you're on fire attack.
Get in the basement and knock it down.
Mother and grown daughter live here.
No one's been in or out of
the apartment in days.
Okay.
Alisha!
Ms. Debbie!
Hey, Alisha, Ms. Debbie, this is
the Seattle Fire Department!
We're not the police!
Yeah.
Hey, Alisha, Ms. Debbie,
can you hear us?
I'll be downstairs if you need me.
Got it.
Alisha, Ms. Debbie!
Are you hurt?
- Did they just lock themselves in?
- Yep, yep, yep.
This is the Seattle Fire Department!
Is anybody home?
Yes! Yeah, I'm in here!
We're in here!
Uh, thank God! W-We need your help!
Okay, uh, uh, can you open the door
so we can We can help you?
No, I can't. I can't get out of bed.
Well, are you hurt?
I have M.S..
Okay, um
Uh, well, how about Alisha?
Can she open the door for us?
Baby, listen, listen, open the door
and let the firefighters help us.
Alisha.
Hey, Alisha.
Ms. Debbie, what's Alisha doing
right now?
She's tying the bedsheets together.
Uh, for what?
She's making a sail.
She wants us to sail out of the window.
Seattle Fire! Anyone here?
Doesn't look like anyone's doing
any renovations.
Hello!
Hey, let's punch through by that window.
Copy that.
Get those people back until PD arrives.
You know, truth be told
if Miranda had asked me first,
you know, about taking Joey in
Huh?
probably would have said no.
You know? But then, uh
I'd have missed out on everything.
"Everything" like what?
You know, all the, uh All the magic.
You know, the the stuff that
you don't plan for,
the teaching moments
You know, hard stuff
Which which
actually turns out to be
- Here?
- Yeah.
- Alright, ready?
- Yeah.
What's that smell?
My mouth is tingling.
Masks up, boys.
Masks up.
Alright, stay low, and make your way
to the seat of the fire.
Alright, Montgomery,
come with me to the left.
Here.
Ow!
Whoa! Montgomery, you okay?
Yeah, I'm good, I'm good.
Captain, we have some aerosol
cans popping off.
Hey! Stay low!
Hey, Bishop, we need air!
How close are we to venting?
Almost there, Gibson.
Damn it!
Hey, Gibson, this look like
a lab to you?
We should get the tools.
The W-Tool could get me in the door.
Wait, wait. And
And bust in there violently?
Yeah, if we're just gonna do that,
we might as well just call PD.
Hey, could you turn the TV down,
maybe, so we could hear you?
She says it drowns out the voices.
She thinks someone is coming to
hurt her.
I told you, I'm trying to keep you safe!
OK, Alisha, you know, that's
That's our job.
That's kind of our whole deal.
Don't come in here!
Please just leave us alone!
Okay, so, she's clearly
having some kind of
- psychotic break, yes?
- Yeah.
Well, maybe for the first time.
It doesn't seem like
her mom has seen her
like this before, so
Right, okay, well, in training,
they told us that we need to
validate her fears and concerns.
Right, so, telling her
someone's not coming to hurt her
is not going to help?
- No.
- Okay.
- If
- Just hold on.
Hey, Alisha?
Alisha, I
I can't imagine how exhausting
and and scary this must be
for you, especially
Especially if you think that
there are people after you.
Okay, that sounds that sounds
really terrifying.
I don't want your help.
How do I know you're not one of them?
Validate. Validate.
That's a really reasonable question.
How do you know that we're not
one of them?
Oh!
Look, she could she could be
hurting herself.
I should get I can Let me
- You
- Hold on, hold on, hold on.
Hey, Alisha, um, can you tell us
about these people?
Who are they?
Uh, just so we know what to look for.
They're trying to hurt me and my mom!
I have to get us out of here!
- Okay.
- Baby, nobody
is trying to hurt us.
I don't know where she got this idea.
Alisha, please, put it down, please.
Okay, what do we do if
she has a weapon, huh?
I mean, at what point
do we call the cops?
That would defeat the entire
point of this program, yes?
- Yeah.
- So, we should, um
We should call a ladder truck.
That's automatically going to
trigger a call to PD.
Even if we tell them not to?
It's a pilot program.
Well, that's kind of a flaw in
the design, isn't it?
Yeah, I'll take the note.
Thank you, Dixon.
Hey, Captain, this smoke is
Gibson? Gibson!
Montgomery!
Ugh.
Agh!
Two firefighters down!
I repeat Two firefighters down!
You know, I get it. I've heard all
You know, all the arguments
Having a kid
will crack my heart wide open.
I'll know love like
I've never known love before.
But I just know
I never really wanted that.
How do I know I won't decide to
have a baby, hoping that it
cracks my heart open,
and it just doesn't?
You don't.
Seriously, that's your advice?
You didn't say
you were looking for advice.
Sullivan, repeat?
Two firefighters down!
Captain, we have ventilation!
Copy, Sullivan. Can you get a location
on Gibson and Montgomery?
Sullivan!
Sullivan!
So my mom's secret move is to
soak the beans overnight.
That's not a secret move, bro.
That's just how you make beans.
Oh, you gonna tell me everyone
puts adobo in their rice, too?
Ooh!
You two are getting friendly!
Yes, in that we are friends.
Hey, you're single now, Herrera.
- You must be lookin' to get some.
- Excuse me?
Uh, Maddox, I'm gonna need you to leave.
Touchy, touchy.
Yeah, you two are definitely
sleeping together.
- He's right.
- Uh, no.
I haven't had sex in almost a year.
- Damn!
- I feel like,
if someone touched me,
I'd I'd evaporate.
I'm sure you have
a phone full of numbers you could call.
Oh, just a couple.
Both exes.
You and Hughes are so lucky.
Yeah, I'm not gonna argue with that.
So, you file yet?
Yeah.
When's he getting the papers?
I don't know.
The lawyer said he'd call me
once they're processed.
Engine 23 and Ladder 23
requested to 52 Overland Avenue.
Structure fire in progress. 19 on scene.
Hey, is your mouth tingling?
Yeah.
What is that?
Bishop, give me your 20!
Entering the basement.
Heading in to the seat of the fire.
Hey, Captain, we have
three firefighters down.
Opening their bypass valves.
Getting them some air.
Copy. Sending in help.
Hey! Hey, come on!
Wake up.
Captain, send in Hazmat.
Anyone near this smoke needs their SCBA.
What's down there, drug lab?
Unclear at this time,
but we're both lightheaded
even with our SCBA.
Okay, I'm guessing that we're
all gonna be on the floor
in a minute.
Come on, we got to get out of here. Ugh!
Come on.
Ugh!
Oh. Okay.
- I'm going down.
- Oh!
Bishop! Warren!
Warren's down, and I'm
Captain, this is Sullivan.
I got four firefighters down.
If we bust down that door, it's
only gonna agitate her further
and confirm her fears that
somebody's coming to hurt her.
Yeah, but she's not just gonna
open the door for us.
Okay.
- Hey, guys?
- Yeah?
L-Let me just try one more thing, okay?
Okay.
Hey, Ms. Debbie, we found
some of your medication out here.
Don't you need Alisha to open the door
so you can take them?
Yes. Baby, I-I-I-I need my meds.
- I have to take them.
- Okay, well, I-I have them here.
So, if you can just open the door,
I can pass them to you.
No way, no! They're coming to hurt us.
No, baby, I Please, I need
them, I need them.
Hey, Alisha, I know it's scary.
But we're we're just coming
to help, okay?
Okay, I'm gonna open the door 2 inches.
I want you to toss me the meds.
And if you come in here,
I'm going out the window,
and so is my mom.
Okay, you open the door,
I'll restrain her.
Are we sure this is better
than calling a ladder?
So PD can pull up and see a Black girl
climbing out a window?
- Okay.
- No, thank you.
- You talk to Grey-Sloan?
- Yeah.
We can sedate her.
Okay.
If we need to. Ready?
Okay, Alisha, I have the meds.
Okay, I'm gonna open it.
Go.
Oh, no, no!
Please don't hurt my mother!
- Please!
- No, no, no.
No one's gonna hurt your mother.
- Let me go!
- Nobody's hurting your mother.
Please!
Let's call for another ambulance, yeah?
It's okay.
Hey, hey, Alisha.
Hey, you're not in any trouble.
Okay? We're just trying to help.
Tell them not to arrest me!
Mommy, they're trying to arrest me!
No, no, no, no, no, no, no!
No one's going to arrest you, okay?
Those restraints it's
It's just for your safety, okay?
Baby, Alisha, Alisha, please,
let them help you.
- Alisha.
- Let them help you.
- Oh.
- Yeah.
We can give you a sedative instead.
Yes, do that, do that.
Alisha, listen, please.
See, they just want to give you
some medicine, okay?
Is that okay?
Is that okay, baby?
Yeah, yeah?
- It's gonna help you.
- Okay.
- It's gonna
- Okay, okay, slowly.
We're gonna move slowly, okay?
We'll move you to
the chair real slow, okay?
Baby, it's okay.
Let them give it to you.
We're not here to hurt you.
Can I look at your shoulder here?
It's okay. It's okay.
It's gonna be a little cold.
It's okay. It's okay.
Pinch a little bit, okay?
Oh, yeah, she's
It's okay.
Okay.
What the hell are you doing, huh?
These are firefighters, okay?
They're people.
What? They woke up. What's the big deal?
What's the big deal?! Let me tell you
what the big deal is.
Aw, dude, you broke my screen.
Well, good. Maybe that'll teach you
not to treat people's tragedies
like content.
Get the hell out of here.
Hey! Stop! Get that thing out of
my team's face
or I'll shove it up your ass!
I feel like I'm high.
Am I high? Are you high?
- Well
- Are we all just high?
Are you high?
I tried to get her help.
But without insurance
And then the neighbors, they
kept calling the cops on us.
But all the cops do when they
get here is ask
a whole bunch of questions
about drugs and search her.
My daughter is not a drug addict.
I'm so sorry, Ms. Debbie.
If you're a firefighter, why do
you have on those clothes?
Oh, I'm I'm not
a firefighter, actually.
I'm a civilian trained to help
civilians just like you.
She's never done anything like this.
She takes care of me.
She gives me my meds,
she cooks the food,
cleans the apartment.
She started displaying symptoms when?
Oh, she's been struggling for
a couple of months,
but nothing like the last few days.
It got so bad so fast.
Right, and she was
She was never diagnosed?
This was the first time having
an episode like this?
What's gonna happen to her now?
Uh, well, she'll be admitted to
Grey-Sloan
on a 72-hour hold.
She'll get a A psych eval,
and then they'll hopefully find a place
- for her to get help.
- We can't afford that.
Well, the county can help. Really.
Psychiatric care is available
to people who can't pay.
And there are services for you, too.
- Thank you.
- Of course.
For treating us like human beings.
It's not always the case.
This is now an exterior attack.
I don't want anyone going
back into that building
until we've identified the chemicals.
Let PD handle that.
Our job is to suppress that fire
and get any neighbors
who are downwind of the smoke
out of there.
All water needs to be removed
from this scene.
This is a surround and drown.
I want a ladder pipe into the
basement vent on the "B" side,
and give me a cellar nozzle down
through the ventilation hole.
Okay? Give it all you got.
Aw, we're missing a surround and drown.
You know you guys are taking
a trip to Grey-Sloan
after this, right?
Oh-ho-ho-ho, no, we're not.
I'm not going anywhere near my wife
until we've been cleared, alright?
She worries enough, Captain.
Okay, then, Seattle Pres.
But I don't want anyone home
until you've been checked out.
Understood?
- Mm-hmm.
- Yes, Captain.
You think it's some kind of meth lab?
We have put out a dozen meth-lab fires.
That is not meth.
Could be K2 Synthetic marijuana.
You know, Miranda has been
telling me about these kids
that have been coming in
to the E.R., look like zombies.
Synthetic marijuana, zombie teenagers?
Who wants to bring a kid
into this world?
Who's bringing a kid into the world?
- No one.
- Yeah, yeah, it's
It's terrifying, but,
hey, look, terrifying
is not a reason not to do something.
That's debatable.
They're using the cellar nozzle?!
Come on!
We have to account for the need
for the ladder.
It won't be the last time
somebody tries to jump
out a window Not by a stretch.
Well, maybe I don't know,
maybe the next step
is to ask dispatch not
to automatically send the cops
with the ladder.
Yeah, and maybe Crisis One calls
always bring the bag?
- Yeah.
- Yeah, yeah,
but But then there's the issue
Hey, Miller, Miller.
If it weren't for us,
if it weren't for this program,
you know what could have happened today.
You're changing the world.
Just let that be true,
just for a minute.
It was just simpler on paper, you know?
There's just so much to To work out.
It's a pilot program.
Yeah.
You have a natural talent
for it, you know?
De-escalating, talking to people.
I did all the training,
and it just doesn't come easy to me.
Well, neither did fighting fires
until you did it a bunch of times.
- Yeah, see? Practice.
- Yeah.
You're changing the world, Miller.
We are.
We're changing the world.
Whew, Herrera, I saw your ex
slap that phone out of that kid's hand.
Hope he doesn't sue.
Yeah, he can't afford to get
knocked down any lower.
What would that make him,
a volunteer now?
Say what you want about Sullivan,
but at least he doesn't cook his lid.
I mean, don't you think
that's pretty stupid?
Knowing what we know about
cancer and residue?
Hmm, y-you a doctor now,
like your buddy Warren?
No, I'm the orphan left by
Pruitt Herrera.
Your old man died a hero
on the line of duty,
not from cancer.
Tell me more about
how my dad died, please.
Do you think dying from cancer
after 30 years on the job
isn't dying a hero?
Do you think the best part of
the job is the glory?
- No
- I promise you, Maddox,
Robert Sullivan is a better firefighter
than you will ever be
because he doesn't do it
for the glory or the stories,
and he sure as hell would never
cook his helmet
to look like a tough guy.
I don't know what the hell
you're talking about.
You want to clean off his helmet
while he sleeps tonight?
Hey, Joe's opened back up.
Maybe we could do some
19 day-drinking tomorrow.
I'm not in charge.
I think we both know that's not true.
I think he could use some friends.
Beds were made. It's not my fault.
I'm not saying it is. I'm not saying
that you even need to
forgive him, but
I haven't not forgiven him.
He pulled you out of there today.
And whether she meant to or not,
what Andy did was rough.
I think he deserves
a little cheering up.
You know, then you should invite him.
I'm sure he'd appreciate it.
Hey, 23 shows up.
What up, boys?
- Hey.
- Hey.
- Hey.
- Heyyyy, hey.
- Are you good?
- Yes.
Hey, Robert.
Yeah.
You good?
Uh, you, uh, got a tattoo, hmm?
When did that happen?
While I was on duty? Really?
What?
What?
Hey.
While I was on duty, you had me served
with divorce papers
in front of my whole team.
Oh, my God, I didn't know.
I didn't mean to. I I
Yeah.
Okay, so, yesterday you couldn't talk
because you were about to start a shift,
and today, you can't talk
because you're about to go
to a bar at 8:30 in the morning?
Hey, it's tradition, and we haven't gone
in a year and a half.
Why do I suddenly feel like
I'm walking on egg skins with you?
Eggshells.
Whatever.
I don't think I can do it.
Have kids. I mean, it's terrifying.
It's like ripping your heart out and
And watching it walk around the world.
Exactly.
It is like ripping your heart out
and watching it walk around the world.
It's
Okay, Maya, I love you.
And if being married to you
means not having any children,
I will learn to accept that
because I don't want to
force you to do anything
you don't want to do,
especially not something
as big as bringing another life
into this world.
But I know you.
You aren't afraid of anything.
So when you tell me that you
don't want to have kids
because you're too terrified of
it, I don't believe you.
Okay, Maya what is it?
Can you look at me?
What What What is it?
Look, I got demoted
and replaced by a douche
who calls me pretty.
And my boss is another douche
who thinks that
having a handlebar mustache
makes you a firefighter,
and I know I made decisions
that got me here,
but I was on a track.
I was projected to make
battalion chief by 40.
I mean, maybe even chief of SFD.
And you can still do all of that.
You don't get it.
You don't understand, Carina.
You're a doctor an O.B.,
for God's sakes.
You can still do your job
and be pregnant.
When a firefighter gets pregnant,
they have to report themselves
by day one.
Day one!
I wouldn't see the inside of
a fire truck for 9 months.
Do you know what happened to me
on duty yesterday?
- What?
- I got high on K2 and passed out.
- What?
- You know,
there are no pumping brakes
in the middle of a call.
There are no breast-milk fridges
at a fire house.
Okay. Lucky for you, there are two wombs
- in this relationship.
- Okay, even if you were
the one to carry,
I would still be a new mom.
And, yes, they would technically
give me parental leave.
But do you really think
that they would promote me
back up after that?
Where the hell are my shoes?
Right there.
You know, Warren and Miller
Mm-hmm?
they can become dads
at the drop of a hat.
- Okay.
- And they can enjoy
the magic and the spontaneity.
And the department can Ugh
The department just congratulates them
and gives them a cigar,
because the system
is built for them, but it's not for me.
Let's not talk about this right now.
You know, I tried Carina, I tried.
I tried, okay, to wrap
my brain around it for you,
because you got married for me.
I did not get married for you.
Okay, I know you didn't.
I love you.
But I can't do it.
Okay.
Now, I know you're still
working out the details,
but I'm just saying that
if you folded in
a medical response,
then it could be like, you know,
Super Crisis One.
Super Crisis One!
Super Crisis One!
Hey, you're pitching me like
it's my decision, man.
- Wait.
- The department shut down the PRT.
Not me!!
I know, I know, but look,
it's just that if it were part of
a new successful program, then
Ben, we We've only had one call,
that we muddled our way through.
- What, muddled?
- No.
We did. We're not a success yet.
- We need time, man.
- You prevented potential
police violence today.
- That's real.
- That's a success.
- Yeah.
- That's real, man.
Hey, did I miss the cheers?
- Nope, you did not.
- No? Okay.
Right on time.
- Mwah.
- Hi.
That is for you, and that is yours.
Thank you, sir.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry. What's that?
Yeah.
Hey.
Want to Want to talk?
No, I want to have a drink with my team.
Anybody talk to Sullivan last night?
No, he came back after everybody
cleared out,
and he hit the bag for,
like, 3 hours, and
- Whoa.
- Hey, hi, hi!
- Sullivan, what's going on?
- Hey!
Are you good?
Yeah. Hey, um,
anybody want anything from the bar?
- No.
- No, I'm good.
- Thank you.
- No, I'm good. I'm full.
- Alright.
- Thank you.
Is he off the wagon?
I don't know.
Tell him he should call his sponsor.
Hey, Sullivan.
Hey, look, all
All I was gonna say yesterday
was, um she does this.
Andy does this.
She loves you one minute,
and then, um, she's done.
She says it's 'cause she's a Scorpio.
Are you still high, Gibson?
Yeah No.
I mean, uh
I just thought I could help
because, uh, you know,
it's not just Just you. It's her.
Thank you.
And, uh
she says call your sponsor
'cause of the drugs.
Appreciate it.
I'm leaving.
Gosh.
Ohh.
They toss you out, Herrera?
I told them not to let 23 in there.
He gets me kicked out of my station,
gets my best friend demoted, and now,
because I don't want to be married
to someone who would do that,
I can't even enjoy a few beers
with my team my family.
I don't think anyone blames you.
They feel bad for you.
Ugh, that's worse.
But not me.
- No?
- Mnh-mnh.
I don't feel a damn thing for you.
Okay.
Uh, Scotch, rocks.
Whoo! Sullivan must hate you.
I think he'd hate anyone in my seat.
No, but you You're
You're especially smug,
and you walk around
like your penis doesn't fit
in your pants.
Yeah, it really doesn't.
Hey, you're that guy.
What?
Yeah, they're calling you Fire Zaddy.
You married? Girlfriend?
Divorced.
- How's it feel?
- It has its moments.
Yeah, you're going viral, Fire Zaddy.
These are firefighters.
They're people.
So, you feel nothing for me?
You don't have a wife,
and doesn't seem like
you give a crap about
what anyone else thinks.
Not most of the time.
Get that thing out of my team's face
or I'll shove it up your ass!