Geordie Shore (2011) s10e04 Episode Script

We're back.
Let's fucking do this.
Come on! More pulling.
More getting mortal.
More fights.
Don't you fucking ever! Things are about to go crazy.
Let the chaos begin.
It's so tight.
All I wanna do is get freaky with Scott.
Stop being so fucking perfect.
Do I fancy him? I don't even know.
What's different with this time around? This is the one and only time me heart has been broken by Gary.
I'm actually gonna have to bring her into this mad house.
I fucking love you, right? Dead fucking silence.
I think me and Holly have both realised that we've got to work a lot harder if we want this relationship to work in this house.
I should have a degree in pulling women.
I would never kiss anyone without a six-pack.
The hardest graft I've ever done is to do my hair.
I'm a natural beauty.
Real boobs, real hair.
Get me in this house 'cause I'm gonna tear the place up.
I'm totally crackers me like.
I'm preened to perfection.
I'm cheeky, colourful and full of mischief.
I'm fit, I'm flirty, and I've got double F's.
I'm gonna make sparks fly and get everyone feisty.
Geordie Shore, wae'aye! No, no, no, no Last night I told Kyle that I loved him.
Fuck.
I don't know why I would say that 'cause I don't mean it.
Well, I was drunk, do drunk people not say these stupid things sometimes? No, drunk people say the truth.
Nah, I don't.
Holly's telling us that she didn't mean what she said to Kyle last night.
We all know she's embarrassed that he didn't say it back.
It was a horrible moment.
- I love ya, man.
And it was just silent.
- Oh, God, this is so awkward.
I can't believe that when I have actually said it, I've worn my heart on my sleeve and he just went I need to know how he feels.
I need to know exactly how he feels before I can take this any further because right now it just doesn't seem like he wants to be involved in this.
I think that Kyle's gotten in too deep with Holly, and now he's in panic mode, 'cause he's not sure whether he really wants to take it any further.
What the fuck happened with Scott and Chloe last night? Scott didn't spend the night the boy's room last night.
He probably spent it having a sleepover in Chloe's vagina.
- I kissed Scott.
- What? Yeah.
Was it passionate? Like a suckerfish.
Scott's only went and got dibs on both the newbies, not only pulling Chloe, he's even necked on with Nathan.
Scott's fucking getting right amongst the newbies.
.
No, man, I can't believe I've had sex with you.
I've woke up this morning to the sound of moaning, and not even the good kind.
It's Chloe whinging about last night.
Soz kid.
No you wanted it.
To be fair, it has been a while since I got fruity.
Scott has sorted us out.
Now that it's happened once, we may as well make it a regular thing.
I think right, we should just, when we get in, every time we're drunk, just have it.
How come that every time I have sex with a girl, she just wants to marry us? It's like me cock is fucking cursed.
Yeah.
Yeah, definitely.
I just don't know what else to do any more.
I don't know what Kyle wants, and I know in my head that I wanna be with him, but does he feel the same? When me and Holly get to the beach, all I wanna do today is sort everything out and let each other know where we both stand.
I do really care about ya, but what I said in the taxi was probably one of the most awkward moments of me entire life.
For you to just like not even give us a cuddle when I'm so upset, it was just, it hurts.
Maybe I shouldn't have just sat there, and maybe I should have give her a cuddle, but I've never been in that position before, and it just caught me off guard.
I've never said them words to no one.
I've never said that, and I just feel like, if you mean that you should mean it, rather than just come out with it like that.
I was drunk, Kyle.
And maybe I did mean it.
I I am absolutely terrified of Kyle finding out how strong my feelings are towards him, because if he does he's probably gonna run away.
I'm literally terrified that we're not gonna get through this, it really, really scares us because I haven't felt like this in a long time.
I don't want you to say "I love you" or anything, I just wanna know that you care.
I do care.
I really do care.
We're in a really good place, Holly means more to me than anyone in that house.
If I ever lost her, I don't know what I'd do.
Hopefully, it will carry on now without any arguments.
Yeah.
Last night Gaz told me and Aaron that he's been seeing a bird outside the house.
To be fair, Gaz is me brother, and I'm proper happy for the kid.
Now everyone knows about Lillie I want everyone to meet her.
But I need to do it in the nicest possible way, because obviously, I've got people's feelings to think about.
I'm absolutely buzzing to meet Lillie, she must be something special, because Gaz has changed, and he doesn't even look at any other girls.
I never thought I'd see the fucking day.
This is the first time that I'm introducing a girl to this house.
I never thought this day would come.
I'm gonna call Lillie and invite her out tomorrow night to meet everybody.
I honestly can't believe I'm saying that, but fuck it, it's time.
Hi babe, you all right? You missing us? Normally when I'm in here, I miss nothing, but just ringing Lillie and hearing her voice is amazing.
If you can come up, I was gonna maybe go for a meal or something first, so obviously I get to see ya, and then after that, maybe just go to the club and meet everyone else.
Should be fun.
Bye.
I'm buzzing for everyone to meet Lillie tomorrow night, but I couldn't be more nervous.
The one thing that worries me is Charlotte.
Obviously me and Charlotte have been through a lot.
I'm just panicking that when she actually sees Lillie with me, she might kick off, 'cause she's unpredictable.
Me and the girls are getting ready for tonight, and Chloe is spilling the beans on everything that happened last night, after Scott spilled his beans in her.
What was his willy like? - Well, it's a bit curved.
- Like a banana? Like a spine, you know like a hunchback, it's a curve like a hunchback.
I was pretty drunk when I seen Scott's willy, but I'm sure it was curved at the bell end, ten degrees to the right.
I don't think I'm gonna drink tonight, - well, I'm gonna try and not drink.
- Howay, man.
Well, that's boring.
Why don't you just stay in, freak.
Me and Aaron were ridiculously flirting last night, and it's I'll keep you away.
Me and Aaron have been getting way too close, and when I'm drunk I always get flirty.
I can't risk losing Dan.
What about we all just make the noise that a hen makes when it wakes you up? Cuckoo, cuckoo, cuckoo.
Me and the girls have got the most amazing plan, to warn Marnie when she's getting too close to Aaron.
It's genius, she'll never miss it, she's always gonna see it and she's always gonna hear it.
Cuckoo, cuckoo.
Girls on tour bitches, kill it.
Cheers, everyone! Everyone is ready and off to Tup Tup.
It's gonna be a wicked night.
Cool! I'm pure buzzing with Tup Tup tonight.
I'm gonna gan wild in the aisles like fucking Dale Winton.
First things first, drinks, shots, dancing.
Boom! Me and my flirting is just harmless fun.
She's got a boyfriend and I respect that.
Even when I'm staying away from Aaron, he goes out of his way to only show interest in me.
I don't know why, he's making it harder for us.
Why doesn't he just go off and pull a girl? Aaron and Marnie are getting close.
This means we need to do the warning sign.
Cuckoo, cuckoo.
The girls start making the warning sound.
He doesn't have a clue what's going on.
All I can hear is bird noises.
Are we in Tup Tup or the fucking zoo? I'm buzzing for everyone to meet Lillie tomorrow night.
I know for a fact that I need to tell Charlotte first.
She's the person that I care about the most, and the person that this will probably affect the most.
Well, I was having a good night until Gary started chatting to us about his new girlfriend.
What a fucking buzz kill.
I can wait to meet Lillie.
I can wait forever.
I can wait until I'm dead.
You see this, you know what this is? It's a brave face, Gary, and I am putting this on especially for you.
Charlotte's saying she's OK about the whole Lillie thing.
Charlotte and Lillie actually meeting is a whole new ball game.
I just hope Charlotte isn't putting on a brave face, and it goes smoothly.
Of course I'm not happy for you, Gary, and no, I don't want you to bring Lillie in.
But can I say that? No, because I'll look like a jealous bitter bitch.
But that's exactly what I am.
Die, Lillie, die.
This is the best night by far.
I'm really starting to feel like part of the family.
Nathan's absolutely off his head, and he can't even stand up.
It's nice to have some company.
I'm having such a good night, but I think I've drank too much.
I'm absolutely mortal.
Time to get back to the house.
We're back at the house and everyone's shitfaced, it looks like the party's just getting started.
All I wanna do is get in that hot tub, but I'm that pissed I can't even get my bloody clothes off.
It looks like it's bed for me.
No one else wants to come in the hot tub.
They're all boring fuckers.
It's just me and Chloe, bring it on.
Me and Chloe are very similar, so I've decided I'm gonna take her under me wing.
I've gotta look after her.
OK, I must have had way too much to drink now I'm confessing that I fancy Charlotte! Right, I know I want to take Chloe under me wing, but this has gone too far.
Any minute now, I'm probably gonna feel fingers touching me vagina flaps.
Get me out of here.
I'm mortal, and so much has happened tonight, I can't even keep up.
So I'm going to bed.
Don't get me wrong, I know I've got a bird now, but when Charlotte is smashed, I'm still her mate, and I'm still gonna help her to bed.
Me and Kyle are just snuggled up in our little den that we've created, and I'm just so happy that we haven't argued tonight.
Charlotte's already fallen asleep in my bed, so I'm gonna go in the boys' room and have a little sleepover with them.
- Night, everyone.
Night-night.
What? Really? How do you feel about that? I feel like Fuck.
I'm starting to get nervous because it's getting closer to the time where I need to meet Lillie.
I would never ever normally meet an ex-boyfriend's new girlfriend, but because I'm living in this house with Gary I've got to, and I hate it.
Well, you'll just have to, like, look extra nice tonight.
- Hair - What do you think I should do? Tan, like, as sexy as ought.
The only way to match perfect Lillie is if I'm actually more perfect meself.
Maybe at the end of the night Lillie'll be, like, "Shit, look at Charlotte, "she's so much perfect than me," and I'll be, like, "Ha.
" Fuck, she's gonna look so ugly compared to me.
- I know.
- Stupid bitch.
The big night tonight, isn't it kid.
I know, man.
It is mental, like.
It's a big thing, like.
Lillie's coming out tonight, and she's gonna meet everyone.
At the minute, nerves are overriding the excitement, 'cause I don't know what's gonna happen.
So have you spoken to Charlotte about Lillie? I'm not worried if Charlotte's sober, she's fine.
If she's had a few drinks, and psycho Charlotte comes out, that's what I'm worried about.
I've met that girl a few times, and I do not want Lillie to meet her.
We're going out, we're gonna get a massage.
- Are ya? - Mmm-hmm.
Relieve some stress before tonight.
.
Charlotte is so nervous about tonight, and she needs someone to talk to about it, so I'm gonna get her out the house and take her for a massage.
Enjoy your massage.
- Thanks.
- See yous later.
I am expecting her to walk in and have fireworks shooting out of her arsehole.
Yeah.
It's all becoming really real, in a matter of hours I'm gonna be face to face with Gary's girlfriend, and it terrifies us.
Yeah.
If I was Charlotte right now, I'd be absolutely shitting myself, but she needs to remember that we're all here for her, and we're not gonna let anything bad happen.
I feel like there's always gonna be that something between us, because of all of our history.
The thing about it is, Gary always said he was never ready to settle down.
But now he is ready to settle down, and it isn't with me.
And that's the biggest kick in the teeth.
The road you need to take tonight is to try and not get too pissed.
What Do I have to do a toast? I feel sick.
I can't do this.
I won't do it.
I've got to do it.
It's gonna be fine.
Yep.
Yep.
Yep.
Yep.
God's sake.
Tonight's obviously a massive night for me, I'm taking Lillie for a date, and then she's meeting everyone.
It's kinda the calm before the storm.
I'm actually like I'm actually nervous, I've actually got butterflies.
Gaz looks like he's just shit himself a brand new arsehole.
I've never, ever seen the kid so nervous about a night out in me life.
We're back from the massage, and as we walk in, Gary is literally walking out, and I know it's because he's going to meet Lillie.
Shit.
- See ya.
- See ya soon.
Bye.
Enjoy.
See yous in a bit.
That's the thing with the Geordie Shore house, I'm leaving to go on a date with my new bird, and on the way out of the door, I bump into my ex-bird.
That's just totally normal.
Not awkward at all.
I'm really nervous for tonight.
I wanna run away and hide, and not even go out.
I need to speak to my mum, because she knows everything.
Hi, Mum.
Ah, I just need to tell you some stuff and I need some advice.
Gary told us, like, he's got He's met someone.
What? I thought me mum would give us the best advice, but now I'm on the phone to her, shouldn't have bothered.
Yeah, I'm not gonna do that.
That advice was all right, I suppose.
All right, well, I love ya then.
It was nice talking to me mum, and she has made us feel a little bit better.
But it hasn't changed the fact that tonight I've gotta come face to face for the first time with Lillie.
I should be so excited to see Lillie, and I am, but at the minute, nerves are overriding the excitement.
- Hello.
- Hello.
I walk in and honestly I can't get over to give her a cuddle quick enough.
Now that I've seen her in person, I realise how much I've missed her.
This is nice.
You OK? - So cute.
- What? - So cute.
- You look gorgeous.
Thank you.
I've always been the person who used to take the piss out of all my mates who've got girlfriends or go on dates, or a one-woman man, and now I've technically just shot myself in the foot.
I've been missing you so much, man.
That's so cute.
Yeah.
Yeah, it's a good thing.
I know for a fact that I've changed around Lillie, she brings a side out of me that I didn't even know I have.
I'm getting butterflies on a date with a girl I'm seeing.
What's going on? Me and the lads are all in the room getting ready, and as soon as Kyle's finished caking his face in bronzer, then we're off to meet Gaz's new bird.
I hope nothing kicks off with the girls, though.
Nah, it won't man.
Charlotte's happy to see him happy.
She might want to be happy but it's gonna be hard for her though, isn't it? Yeah, definitely.
Best case scenario for Charlotte is that this girl turns up, no hair, warts all over her face and ugly as fuck.
But knowing Gary, she's probably a worldie.
Me and the girls are getting ready.
But this just isn't any normal night of getting ready, this is getting ready for the most nerve-wracking night of me whole entire life.
What does someone wear for that? I've got the little black playsuit, right, which I thought I could wear with me leather boots.
I feel as though you need to get the legs out though, I feel like they need to be on show.
Shit.
I feel like Charlotte is going about this the right way tonight.
She's got the dress, she's got the attitude, and all she needs to do is not accidentally swill Lillie tonight and we'll be fine.
I can't wear this 'cause it's gonna get too dirty.
You're so anxious, aren't you? Right, OK, so I'm gonna change again.
There's only one thing a girl can do in a situation like this, there's only one thing a girl can rely on, and that is a little black dress.
Come to Mama.
Oh, like that one and you look tiny.
Yep.
- Love it.
Simple, classy, sexy - Short.
- Oh, but you can see nipple.
- Doesn't matter.
- I'll just always have me hair there.
- Yeah.
What about if you were the new girlfriend, would I think you were fit? Yeah, without a doubt, I would as well.
This is the one.
I'm feeling amazing in me little black dress, and maybe, tonight when I walk in that club, Gary's gonna be like, "Wow, Charlotte looks amazing.
Goodbye, Lillie.
Hello, Charlotte.
" - Calm, collective and cool.
- Yep.
Them are three things that I always am, - so it's gonna be easy.
- Yeah.
- Here's cheers to a drama-free night.
- Cheers.
Good girl.
We all have a massive toast to having a good night.
Are these lot actually serious? Do they not know what I'm going through? Can they not see how much of a nervous wreck I am? We get to House of Smith and we get the drinks in.
But what everyone's really waiting for is Gaz and Lillie to arrive.
What Charlotte needs to realise is that all her Geordie family are there for her, and that's all that matters.
The first thing I want to do is practise how to meet Lillie.
I need to get this absolutely perfect.
I'm even acting awkward with Kyle.
God knows what's gonna happen when Lillie arrives.
Hello, Lillie.
I still cannot believe tonight is the night we are gonna meet Gary Beadle's girlfriend.
What the fuck? Don't be nervous.
I will not leave your side, and I'll make sure you're OK.
Promise.
Lillie knows how much these people mean to me, and obviously she wants to meet them, but she's scared.
I'm just reassuring her that everyone wants to meet her, because she's the girl that's tamed me.
I hope Charlotte doesn't feel uncomfortable around me, I want her to feel comfortable.
I respect that you've got a past, and that you're friends and, like, I hope that you can continue to be friends, and that she's comfortable eventually with us both.
Lillie, to me, is so different.
She cares about me so much.
She understands that I wanna be friends with Charlotte.
That's amazing.
- Good night.
- Yeah.
That's the date done, now it's time to hit the club.
We're all at House of Smith, having a drink and putting on a smile.
But what we're really all waiting for is the minute Lillie walks in.
Everyone's proper excited to meet Lillie apart from Charlotte.
She looks like she's trying to cut the end off a cigar with her arsehole.
I'm just shaking it all out, shaking it all out, and shaking out the Lillie vibes.
I can do this.
Walking in the club, and I actually feel sick.
I've never had nerves like this before in my life.
This is it, she's coming in, I can tell 'cause everyone's turned their heads.
I'm not turning mine.
No, I'm not.
Not yet anyway.
Oh, no, I've turned it.
Fuck.
This is it, this is the minute that Charlotte's been dreading.
Gary has just walked in with Lillie.
Eventually Lillie arrives.
She looks absolutely beautiful.
Gaz, has she got any fit mates? Hello, how are you doing? Oh, my God, she's absolutely gorgeous.
Charlotte must be gutted.
I wanted her to be so ugly but she's not.
She's gorgeous, just like a flower.
Like a fucking lily! Shit! She's about to meet me.
She's about to meet me.
What the fuck do I do? Charlotte walks over, it's like watching someone walk across a minefield, and I need to be ready in case this explodes.
That went so fast it was a blur.
Normally when I can't remember something, it means I've either pissed on something or someone.
Shit.
I hope I didn't piss on her.
Stage one complete.
That could not have gone any better.
Me and Marnie just can't help ourselves.
We do flirt, and the reason is because we've got so much history and we just get on really well.
Sometimes I feel like I might be getting some feelings back for Aaron.
It's because he's been treating us and acting the way I always wanted him to be.
Right, OK.
I know Charlotte's keeping her distance, but I understand that.
I don't expect her to come running over with open arms.
I'm just proud of her for keeping it together.
I tell you what, like, I've been out pure loads with Gaz and I've never seen him like this.
The kid looks like the fucking Andrex Puppy after it sees bog roll.
Step one was greeting Lillie.
Step two is meeting Lillie.
Fuck, I've gotta do this.
I'm sitting with Lillie and Charlotte walks over, and it looks like she wants to talk to Lillie.
Oh, shit.
I've just gotta put my faith in humanity and just walk off and leave them alone.
How can she be nervous? She is Gary's girlfriend.
I have got to meet her knowing that I was never good enough.
Everybody's eyes are focussed on Charlotte and Lillie.
I am just so relieved that neither of them are throwing drinks off each other's faces.
This is a night for the history books.
I can't help but be annoyed throughout this conversation, 'cause she's talking about what Gary's told her about our past, and just keeps on using the word "friends".
Yous are such good "friends".
I don't wanna get in the way of your friendship.
That sounds like the same bullshit he told me every night when he was trying to get us into bed.
The more I'm talking to Lillie, the more I'm starting to like her.
The more I'm talking to Lillie, the more I'm starting to hate Gary.
For me, I know how hard that would have been for Charlotte, and the fact that she made an effort, had a smile on her face, and she held it all together, means everything to me.
I'm glad that's out the way and done with, 'cause now we can all have a good dance and enjoy the night together, and I can finally get drunk with me new pal Lillie.
Yippee.
I'm just buzzing now that everyone's relaxed, and Lillie can now see the bunch of nutters I live with, and realise why I love them so much.
Kyle has been so good tonight.
We have promised not to argue for Charlotte's sake, and I'm just so glad that Charlotte's misery and pain has brought me and Kyle closer together.
Cheers.
I love every single person for what they were like tonight.
I'm so proud that there's been a drama-free night, and it's all for Lillie.
Tonight had disaster written all over it, but it couldn't have gone any better, I am so relieved.
Let's get back to the house.
I'm on cloud nine.
I've had the best night ever, and it couldn't have went better.
But now I have to send Lillie home, 'cause she survived in the outward world, but there's no way she's ready for a night in the Geordie Shore house.
Charlotte's done so well, she's held it together more than I ever thought she could.
I never knew she was this strong.
You did so well.
And I know you're sad, I know, I know.
I put on a brave face for everyone to see, but now it's all just come crashing down on us.
I really like her.
I know, she's a nice person, Char.
But that's a good thing.
I know.
I've never felt so shattered, and just in bits about it.
She's really nice and she's pretty and she's lovely, and when I spoke to her she was so nice.
And that makes it even worse.
It's so awful to see Charlotte break down in front of us.
Especially when it's over Gary who isn't worth her tears.
This went on for four years.
It's not, like, all recent.
I have I can't ignore them.
I can't not be with him, I can't not look at anything to do with him 'cause I have to live with him.
I know.
It must be so difficult for Charlotte to see somebody who's not only Gary's girlfriend, but who also makes him so happy.
Some things don't work because other things are meant to happen.
- But when, because it's been four years.
- I know it's hard.
- I know it's hard.
I know - It's been four years.
And when is this good thing gonna happen, - 'cause it hasn't fucking happened yet.
- I know.
Right now you won't see it.
Somehow just two people aren't meant to work.
And, to be honest Charlotte, I love you and Gary together, - but I always wanted better for you.
- Yeah.
And one day you will fucking find better than that.
I gave everything up for Gary.
I would have given anything.
But all he's done is throw this back into me face.
I need a wee.
Got back to the house and I'm absolutely mortal.
Not only am I mortal, I'm pretty upset as well.
Holly, I'm stuck.
I don't know what's happened.
I'm back in the house and I'm fucking hyper, but I can hardly stand up.
I've had a pure wicked night tonight, and everyone's mortal.
But now Scotty T's off to kip.
I'm so horny, I'm just gonna jump on Scott and see what happens.
The problem is when I've had drink, me head says no, but me fanny says go.
Why is Scott not interested tonight? Chloe's stuck to me leg, like I've just stood in a relationship-shaped mousetrap.
Sorry, babe, but there's fucking nay cheese for you tonight.
I just wanted to sit Charlotte down and say thank you for being so amazing tonight.
Gary comes over and wants to thank us for not going psycho.
But Gary, if you were me real friend and you actually knew us at all, you would know that I would never have behaved like that.
I'm not gonna lie to ya, I'm not gonna sit here and be nice to ya.
I'm not gonna try and like play like everything's fine.
It's not fine, it's not.
You have fucked my life up so bad.
Like so bad.
And the fact that I have to sit here and then play happy families with your new girlfriend just fucks us off.
That's it.
I've held this in for so long, I'm not holding it in a minute longer.
I'm gonna tell Gary exactly how I feel and exactly what I think.
To me, Gary, this is all a head fuck.
- No, no, I don't.
- It fucking was, right? Charlotte literally just went off on one.
I knew tonight was too good to be true.
I've done this in the nicest possible way.
I just want to be her friend.
What in the situation have I done wrong? Charlotte's just kicked off with Gary out of the blue, but this has been brewing all night.
She's been far too quiet and under far too much pressure.
- Why are you doing it, why, why? - You, you have You have said from day one you have not cared about me.
- So why would you feel - When have I said that? When, when? When man? - Who hasn't? - Never.
I have never, ever seen Charlotte like this.
She is unloading four years of stress and heartache all over Gary.
Don't fucking act like you care about us when you don't.
I'm so angry.
I want to kill Gary.
Why are you doing this now? Why? Oh, my God.
No, man.
I don't know what's happened here or how this argument started, but Charlotte is proper in Gaz's face, like, she might as well be exfoliating it with her fucking words.
- Charlotte man, I just wanna - I don't care.
- Whoa.
- Shut up.
Especially not fucking you.
Well, mate, you can fucking do one, 'cause that's the last time I'm trying to help you out.
I can't watch this any longer, I need to be there for Charlotte, I need to make sure that my best friend is OK.
After such a mint night, how has it escalated to this? I'm off to bed.
There's me, minding my own business, going to bed like a good girl, and then Aaron sneakily walks in.
He just can't keep away.
Where's Gary? Right.
In a weird way, I'm hating having this argument, in a weird way, I'm pleased.
We're getting stuff off our chest, and this has needed to happen for a very long time.
- Come here.
- What are you doing to me? Just - No.
- I know how hard it was Charlotte.
- I know.
Listen - No it's not like that, it's not like that.
OK, OK, OK, OK.
Come here.
OK.
OK.
OK.
Listen, listen, listen, listen It's always been like this from day one, Yet again I just feel like I was never good enough.
Like I was always just second best.
I could never have been the one for Gary, I was just someone to pass the time while he waited for someone else.
I have cared Shut up, let us speak.
I have cared for you like, like you wouldn't even imagine.
You didn't care, don't lie, you didn't care.
When Charlotte got with Mitch, I sat back and I didn't say a word.
I give her that space she needed to move on.
And now I need the same.
Why didn't Why didn't we try anything? - Why? What was the reason? - I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.
- 'Cause now I'm saying it.
Why? Why? - I don't know, I don't know.
Well, I just don't understand.
We didn't.
What has she give him what I haven't over the past four years? But I forgot, we're just best friends.
You do though, and not as best friends.
I can't give Charlotte all the answers to these questions, 'cause some of them I don't know meself.
I'm not saying Charlotte's not pretty enough or she's not funny enough, we just never give it a go.
All I wanna do is put all this shit behind us and have some kind of friendship.
OK? Tonight's been hard.
I've got everything out in the open, but I just feel like me heart's been shattered and it's gonna take a long time for us to get over this.