Grey's Anatomy s15e09 Episode Script
Shelter From the Storm
1 PREVIOUSLY ON: Grey's Anatomy" I'm pregnant, with your baby.
Dr Grey, you don't squeeze all the love and joy you care out of this one life you've been given, I'm gonna haunt you from my grave.
- Yes.
- Yes to? Drinks.
You gave up your job and your husband.
You need to get some help.
I'm so sorry.
It's your mom.
[THUNDER RUMBLING, WIND BLOWING.]
[ELECTRICITY CRACKLING.]
[CRASHING.]
- What? - What? - Did you hear that? - Oh, my God.
We're gonna die in here.
[BREATHING HEAVILY.]
But if this is how I die, - it's okay.
- [CHUCKLES.]
Underneath electric light MEREDITH: We all need a place to feel safe.
Strangers standing side by side To feel sheltered.
Protected.
For most people, it means a home.
For most surgeons, it means a hospital.
I don't care if 100 utility poles are down.
You need to get the damn lights back on.
No, I don't.
That's what the generators are for.
Well, then, why aren't they doing it? 'Cause it takes them a little while to kick in.
[ELECTRICITY POWERING UP, PEOPLE MURMURING.]
See? That's why I'm in charge of the building.
Smug.
That's smug.
I don't care for it.
In the hospital, we're rarely blindsided.
This is weird.
The power's back on, but are we moving? Do you feel like we're moving? And there's always something to keep us busy.
What? - It doesn't matter.
- Doesn't matter? I just mean that no one's asking for anything from you.
No one's asking for you to give up anything or anyone.
- It's just you needed to know.
- What? [MONITOR BEEPING.]
Teddy's pregnant.
It's yours? We always know what to do nex.
Okay! It's a cozy little box.
[BUTTONS CLICKING.]
[BUTTONS CLICKING.]
I, uh, think we're stuck.
I can't be.
I have to be in surgery.
I have to procure a heart for Cece.
- Maggie is waiting for us.
- [SIGHS.]
I can't be in here.
[POUNDING ECHOES.]
You got to get us out of here.
- [BUTTONS CLICKING.]
- [SIGHS.]
All right, uh I have a transplant! Okay.
[SIGHS.]
What are you doing? Well, under this light fixture, there should be a trap door somewhere.
What? No! [GRUNTS.]
You're not doing some action-hero crap where you climb up an elevator shaft.
I meant use your phone.
- Well, I don't get any signal in here.
- Well, neither do I.
Then why did you ask me to get us out of here? [SIGHS.]
Because I can't be in here! [SCOFFS.]
[POUNDING ECHOES.]
Help! [BREATHES SLOWLY.]
So, um, her spine, then? - Chondrosarcoma.
- [SIGHS.]
C5 to T1.
Extensive local invasion.
When did she tell you? Why Why did she tell you? She didn't.
She doesn't want anyone to know yet.
But I couldn't know this without telling you.
Especially you.
[SIGHS.]
What do I do? - I feel, uh - Helpless.
- [SCOFFS.]
- I know.
I've never felt less like a doctor in my life.
[CELLPHONE VIBRATES.]
Oh, no.
My My patient, Cece.
She's in the O.
R.
Her pressure is dropping.
Go.
- Whatever I can do - Go.
Go.
[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES.]
[MONITOR BEEPING.]
- Cece, what's going on? - Her pressure keeps dropping.
We started her on pressors again.
My old heart is jealous of my new one.
It seems to want to quit on me.
Well, then, we're just in time.
Titrate the drip to keep her MAPs above 50.
Qadri, go to O.
R.
2 and see how Dr.
Bailey's doing on the procurement.
- I need to know how far out we are.
- Got it.
[PANTING.]
[WHEELS SQUEAKING.]
[MONITOR BEEPING.]
- What do we do? - [AIR RUSHING.]
What do we do? We keep doing what we're doing.
You pump the bag.
Get the O2 in the blood, keep the organs viable, and we wait.
But we're trapped.
- Not trapped, delayed.
- We can't be! Cece's in the O.
R.
right now.
We have to get these organs - Helm, get your head together.
- It's just, uh, she's been waiting for this, and she's, uh [BREATHING HEAVILY.]
God, I I think I'm I think I'm having a panic attack.
No, no.
You're not.
S-Stop it.
Do you understand me? No one is having a panic attack.
[BREATHING QUICKLY.]
[MONITOR BEEPING.]
[BREATHING QUICKLY.]
- Is anybody out there?! - Help! So, I don't understand.
You've been here since Weeks.
Weeks.
For weeks.
- Yeah, a long time.
- Did you just find out? No, no.
You knew.
That's why you came here.
- Because you were pregnant, and you - Yes, yes, I-I knew for a while.
- And you didn't tell me? - I did tell you.
- Just now! - [SIGHS.]
[MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY.]
He's bottomed out.
Uh, I don't feel a pulse.
Maybe it's a cardiac tamponade? Maybe the plate punctured his heart.
All right, well, if it has, compressions aren't gonna help.
We have got to get him into an O.
R.
- [SIGHS.]
- [BUTTONS CLICKING.]
- Hey! Hey! - [POUNDING ECHOES.]
Guys, guys, guys, we don't have time.
Worst-case scenario is the door won't open till after he's dead.
Yeah, we have to open him up.
- In here? - In here.
Look around and see what we have to work with.
- Uh, two units of extra blood.
- Great, do we have a - Test tube tray.
- Jackpot.
I've got a scalpel.
All right, Shepherd, can you bag him, please? - We're really doing this? - Yes.
Come on.
Trauma is the choice between doing something that could maybe kill him Or doing nothing - which will really kill him.
- which will really kill him.
Hey, we're not going anywhere, so what else do we have to do? [CELLPHONE BUTTONS CLICKING.]
You're supposed to be honeymooning.
And you're supposed to be sleeping.
- [YAWNS.]
- Look, they opened the bridge.
The storm's calming down.
- Come back to bed.
- Oh, come on, Jo.
It's a basket of crap over there.
No, no, it's fine.
- No, it's not fine.
- Mm, it is.
- A pole fell down in the ambulance bay.
- [GASPS.]
- You're kidding.
- No, no, no.
The power went out.
- The The elevators aren't working.
- [GASPS.]
No.
We've got doctors and we've got patients trapped.
- Bailey will have - Bailey trapped.
On an elevator.
- We should go.
- No, I should go.
- You're drunk.
- Okay, you should go.
[SLURPS.]
[SIGHS.]
Stop that.
Stop what? Looking at me.
It's a small room.
There's not a lot to look at.
You know what I mean.
Okay.
I'll stand over here where I can't look at you.
[SIGHS.]
I just hate not knowing what's going on out there.
I can tell you what's going on out there Maggie's probably already started on Cece's heart transplant 'cause Bailey or Webber or literally anyone else already did the organ recovery.
And that same person is gonna do the kidney transplant.
You're a brilliant surgeon, Meredith, but this procedure only requires a surgeon.
Thanks, I think.
Thank you.
[CHUCKLES.]
It's like the TARDIS from "Doctor Who.
" It that some nerd thing? Because I'm not fluent.
No, I mean, me neither, but I used to watch it when I was a kid in Italy.
[SIGHS.]
"Doctor Who" had this, uh, phone booth that was a time machine, and when you stepped inside, you were, like, outside of time and space.
And the world went on, but you were in this whole other little bubble a secret place where the normal rules don't apply.
The rule still apply.
This isn't the Turdis.
TARDIS.
Whatever.
Call the Fire Department and have them get those elevators open! - They're not coming.
- They're not coming? They're on limited operations because of the storm.
Look, I don't know why you're yelling at me.
Because the damn building isn't working, and you're in charge of the damn building! Do better! [INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS.]
[CELLPHONE RINGING.]
CATHERINE: This is Catherine Fox.
Please leave a message.
[CELLPHONE BEEPS.]
Uh Y-Y-You're Betty, right? - You need some help to find someone? - Oh, no.
That's okay.
I was just waiting for Dr.
Shepherd to get back.
I just got a bit restless, you know, in the E.
R.
Right, right.
[SIGHS.]
Um, you know what? I'm little bit antsy myself.
I mean, I find the best thing to do is to help someone else.
Got a lot of patients here and none of the elevators are working.
- I need to stay busy, and so do you.
- That's okay.
I can just Now, come on.
Let's make ourselves useful.
[CELLPHONE RINGS.]
[WIND HOWLS.]
This is Catherine Fox.
- Please leave a message.
- [BEEP.]
Mom, it's me again.
Call me, all right? Tell me where you are and what I can do to help.
Do you know where Dr.
Bailey is?! Qadri, what is going on? Dr.
Bailey is in an elevator.
You just asked me where she is.
Cece Colvin's on the table for a transplant.
Dr.
Bailey is stuck in an elevator with the donor organs.
Dr.
Pierce wants me to find them, but I don't know how I'm gonna do that.
- Coming through.
What? - Hey! The elevators I need you to open them up.
- I can't.
The elevators are down.
- I know that.
They're computerized, okay? So they need a while to reset.
- They'll be back up eventually.
- We don't have till "eventually.
" I'm asking you how they get opened.
Well, I'd call the elevator guy, but he's not coming.
You know, there's a hell of a storm out there.
Yes, I r Is there anything by chance that you know that I don't? Oh! [CHUCKLES.]
Okay, Doctor.
No, I don't know.
Can you tell me how many ground fault circuit interrupters it takes to keep you from getting fried every time you reach for a defibrillator? No, you can't.
You just pick it up and say, "Clear!" and somehow you're a hero.
'Cause doctors are so cool.
[AIR RUSHING.]
[AIR RUSHING.]
[BREATHING DEEPLY.]
Don't hyperventilate.
I'm not.
I'm okay.
Don't hyperventilate the patient.
Oh, sorry.
[BREATHES SHARPLY.]
I just, uh, think we're gonna plummet and, uh, Cece will die and Phoebe never got a chance to say goodbye to her mother, and she would have died for nothing with a stupid selfie stick in her face and this thing's gonna plummet and we're gonna plummet with it! They say if you jump as it hits the ground, - we might be okay, but - That's nonsense.
- It's basic physics.
You can't - Right.
[CHUCKLES.]
First First, we'll hit the ceiling, and then we'll smash into the floor like tomatoes.
We'll just be a puddle of us.
Nobody's plummeting.
These things plummet all the time.
In movies, not in buildings.
Do you know that? There's special brakes and things.
How How do you know that? I don't know that! I made it up.
'Cause if our brains are determined to scare us to death with made-up scenarios where everyone we care about dies and we are turned into tomato sauce, then why can't they also make us feel good about made-up good things? Like, uh, hydraulic air brakes.
And stop inflating that woman! [GASPING.]
[MONITOR BEEPING.]
What if we, uh we all breathe together? [BREATHING QUICKLY.]
Okay? Should, uh Should we do that? In.
[INHALES DEEPLY.]
And out.
[EXHALES DEEPLY.]
In.
[BOTH INHALE DEEPLY.]
And out.
[BOTH EXHALE DEEPLY.]
- [MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY.]
- I was gonna tell you sooner.
I was gonna tell you the night that I got here, but you had already started a family.
- In record time.
- Nice.
Well, is it not true? It was a little snarky.
Decompressing the pericardium.
[BEEPING CONTINUES.]
[CLATTERS LIGHTLY.]
[SIGHS.]
I'm sorry.
I-I-It was a little snarky.
You're right.
- This is a clamshell.
- Mm-hmm.
Yes, it is a total clam - Is that like a cluster - I can't see where the bleeding is coming from.
Yeah, the incision we do a clamshell incision.
- We need more visibility.
- Right.
Yes.
I knew that.
I've just been very specialized for a very long time.
It basically means we, uh, pop his chest like the hood of a car.
All right, Owen, uh, grab the scalpel - we'll do the right thoracotomy.
- Yep.
We're gonna need to find something to crack that sternum.
Yeah, I'm thinking I'll, uh, figure it out.
[BEEPING CONTINUES.]
And so Carina stayed back with my father, and I moved out here with my mom.
Why did your mom leave? I My dad is, uh was a pretty famous surgeon back in Italy.
Wow.
I wouldn't know anything about having famous surgeon parents.
[CHUCKLES.]
You wouldn't.
Your mom got awards.
My dad got acquittals.
[SIGHS.]
I've never really told anyone about him.
Oh, well you can if you want to.
I don't think that I do.
I mean, I just meant that you could if you wanted to and it wouldn't leave this room.
Because I don't think we're ever leaving this room.
[LAUGHS.]
[SPEAKING ITALIAN.]
But he's also the man who took me on the back of his motorbike and taught me how to kick a soccer ball, taught me the names of the stars.
So, it's complicated.
[CHUCKLES LIGHTLY.]
[BREATHES DEEPLY.]
There.
I told somebody.
[LAUGHS.]
Thanks.
Do you really think there's a trap door up there? [CHUCKLES.]
[WIND HOWLING.]
[GRUNTS.]
Uh I just came in here to get out of the wind.
- Same.
- Same.
Well, I should get back in there.
[AMBULANCE DOOR OPENS, WIND HOWLS.]
And you should get back in there, too! Now! - Yep.
- Yes, sir.
[AMBULANCE DOOR CLOSES.]
[BREATHING HEAVILY.]
Done.
All right.
How are we gonna crack the sternum? I got that.
We're gonna lose that heart monitor.
- Why? - Why? To crack the sternum, I usually use a Lebsche knife and hit it with a mallet.
But we don't have either, and that battery is heavy enough to use as a mallet.
And the Lebsche knife? [MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY.]
I'm gonna need you to put pressure right there - when I pull this out.
- You're gonna use the license plate? [CHUCKLING.]
Fun.
Great idea, Hunt.
Okay.
Ready? 1 2 3! [GRUNTS.]
- Aah! [BREATHES DEEPLY.]
Okay.
[GRUNTS.]
So, what did you mean [GRUNTS.]
What did you mean when you said [GRUNTS.]
"Nobody wants me to do anything"? [BEEPING CONTINUES.]
Do you think maybe we might want to wait to talk about that until we're No, no.
I'm - I'm I'm interested, too.
[STAMMERS.]
Is he supposed to choose now or? No! No, no, no.
There There is no choice.
Owen, you and I are off the table.
So you and Amelia can just be whatever you want.
- Hey, thanks.
- [BEEPING STOPS.]
But I am gonna stay in Seattle.
I mean, my child deserves two parents, and I deserve my friend.
And so you can stay with Amelia.
Who is right here.
- Okay.
You ready to go? - Yes.
- [BONES CRACKING.]
- Oh! Oh, God! Wow.
[CRACKING CONTINUES.]
- Great.
[CRACKING CONTINUES.]
[GRUNTING.]
- Okay.
- Here you go.
- Ready? - Get ready.
1, 2, 3.
[GRUNTS.]
- All right.
Oh, I love brain surgery.
Okay.
All right, the left heart looks good.
Sometimes, there's only like a teaspoon of blood.
I feel like, if I can get clean for like three months, then I can get it under control, you know? Get Leo back.
Just sort of get my life back.
Betty, just take it one day at a time, and don't ever make the mistake of thinking you're cured.
That sucks.
If you do it alone, it sucks.
But if you let people help you, it's not bad at all.
[CELLPHONE VIBRATES.]
Ah, I've got a patient coding.
- Can you - That's cool.
Can I go back to the E.
R.
? Just see what else I can do? Yeah, you do that.
Mm.
Hello? - Hello? - Hello? Anybody there? - You good? - Shh.
Hello? Hey! - Hello! - In here! Great! They're in here! There are transplant organs trapped in this elevator.
Give us a hand.
Let's get this open.
[GRUNTS.]
Whoa, hey, hey! What do you guys think you're doing? - Trying to get this open.
- No, no, no.
You can't access a stalled elevator car.
Someone can get killed.
If we don't, someone will get killed.
How the hell do we open this thing? [GRUNTS.]
Look out.
Don't do that.
No.
No, no, no, no! - [BANGING.]
- Aw, come on! Can you see that? - You guys just do whatever you want.
- [GRUNTS.]
You got no respect for the facility.
Hey, listen to me, all right? You want to be a hero? You want to save lives? There's a woman whose life depends on you getting that door open for us right now.
I can't do that.
I'm useless here.
- [LINK GRUNTING.]
- You're gonna help me do it.
We're gonna get Cece her organs, or you're gonna wake up tomorrow without a job.
Whoa, hold on a second.
Cece the the matchmaker lady, Cece? - Yes.
- Yes.
- Oh, she - I-I was in her room for just like 15 minutes once fixing her TV, and she sized me up and introduced me to a nurse down in critical care.
We've been together ever since.
She changed my life, that lady.
She, uh, put, uh, joy in my life.
Pardon me.
May I borrow this? - [SCREAMS.]
- [BANGING.]
[SOFTLY.]
That guy has joy in his life? Or maybe her name is Joy? - [METAL CLATTERS.]
- It's not coming.
Watch out.
[GRUNTS.]
LINK: There we go.
[GRUNTING.]
[MUFFLED BANGING.]
- Come on! You got this.
- You got this! That's it! [GRUNTS.]
[METAL SCRAPING.]
It's like "Lord of the friggin' Flies" in here.
- What happened? - Bailey's in there with donor organs.
They're for Cece.
[GRUNTING.]
[DOOR THUDS.]
Hey.
Karev.
Welcome.
[TELEPHONE RINGING.]
AMELIA: This is the last unit of blood.
- Do you want me to take over? - I got it.
Thanks.
[MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY.]
How long? Oh, I'd say about five more minutes with this unit of blood unless the door opens.
How far along are you? [BEEPING CONTINUES.]
16 weeks.
And did Have you had Have you been to appointments or? Yes, we're we're fine.
Baby's fine.
I'm fine.
So, you know if it's a No.
Not yet.
[BEEPING CONTINUES.]
I'm so sorry.
I should have told you soon [LAUGHS.]
You think? This is not the way Do you think that this is the way - I wanted to do this? - I-I-I don't know.
I don't know.
You seem to know what everybody wants.
[BEEPING CONTINUES.]
- [THUMPING.]
- Do you feel anything? There should be, like, a-a handle or something.
It might be a keyhole.
Like, it feels like I need a key.
[SIGHS.]
Damn it.
[SIGHS.]
Remind me again why this is such a bad idea for us.
[SIGHS.]
Because it's a bad idea.
No, I hear you.
I'm just asking why.
Because I'm an attending, and you're a resident.
And that happens all the time.
It's happened for you, I think.
Well, I'm trying to learn from my mistakes.
I promise not to tell your kids that you called them that.
[CHUCKLES.]
My marriage and my kids aren't a mistake.
[SIGHS.]
Then what are you learning exactly? I don't know.
Just go back to speaking Italian.
I liked it better.
[SPEAKING ITALIAN.]
[SPEAKING ITALIAN.]
Wow.
Yeah.
[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS.]
[DOORS OPEN.]
[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS.]
I was the one who said let's talk about this later so that you didn't have to do this now Well, I have a stake in this.
- I have children here, too.
We do.
- I know.
I know.
- I have children.
We both do.
- I understand that.
I know, I just Can we all just [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS.]
[DOORS OPEN.]
[RAPID BEEPING CONTINUES.]
Let's go! Let's go! Let's go! [GURNEY RATTLES.]
Watch out.
All right, great.
- [GRUNTS.]
- Coming through! - All right, you're next.
- Uh [BREATHES DEEPLY.]
What if, when I'm halfway through, it plummets and chops me in half? Helm! Come get this patient and her life-giving organs to the O.
R.
Yes, ma'am.
[BREATHES DEEPLY.]
All right.
Let's get her to O.
R.
2.
Uh, we need some help with the stairs.
- Yeah, we got it.
- Ow.
Oh, hey.
Ooh.
We got you.
No, I'm good.
I'm good.
I'm good.
Go help Cece.
Go! [GRUNTS.]
[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS, METAL CLANGS.]
Oh, God! No, no, no, no! Oh, God! Oh, God! - [BONES CRUNCH.]
- [SCREAMS.]
- [SCREAMING.]
- Hit the button! Hit it! [METAL CLANGS.]
[ELEVATOR WHIRS.]
[GROANS.]
[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS.]
Is it bad? Are they gone? We got you, Jed.
We got you, buddy.
Okay? What is the deal with this elevator? - [BUTTON CLICKING.]
- I'm screwed.
I'm getting fired.
Barely been here, and this is my first impression on the Chief.
Please, I've been making impressions for months, and they're all this bad or worse.
I am getting fire.
- [BUTTON CLICKING, - ELEVATOR BELL DINGS.]
[ELEVATOR DOORS OPEN.]
[SIGHS.]
This is not a good sign.
Mnh.
Mnh-mnh.
[MONITOR BEEPING.]
Let's start her on some norepi.
[WEAKLY.]
It's getting cold in here.
Shouldn't we be getting started? Not much longer, okay? How's Dr.
Avery? Cece.
Maggie, this is not normal.
I have received organs before.
And this is not a normal amount of time to wait in an O.
R.
There's a problem.
And I'm frightened.
Because I've loved this life, and I don't know for sure what's next.
[VOICE BREAKING.]
I'm frightened.
It might help me to be a little less frightened if you talked to me about you and Dr.
Avery.
Okay.
Okay.
Dr.
Avery and I are kind of a mess right now.
We had a big fight, and, um, I don't really know where we stand.
I feel like he could I feel like we could fall apart at any minute.
I don't think I'm You don't feel safe.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah.
In my experience, that means one of two things either he is terrible for you or he's so good for you, you're scared you'll lose him.
Was there ever a time he made you feel safe? When my mother died.
That's a good time to do it.
Yeah.
[CHUCKLES.]
[MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY.]
Cece, no! No! Crash cart! And tube her.
Now! TARYN: I had panic attacks as a kid.
Before dance recitals.
And And spelling bees.
But, also, I-I really thought that elevator was gonna plummet.
I need you to stop! [EXHALES DEEPLY.]
- [DOOR SLIDES OPEN.]
- ALEX: Good.
You're here.
What is it, Karev? We need to get the maintenance guy down to the O.
R.
- The maintenance guy, why? - Elevator nearly took his legs off.
- I knew it! - No.
Uh, I'll go find an O.
R.
for him.
You come do this for me.
You want me to do an organ recovery? You can perform an organ recovery, can you not? Yeah, but you're already doing it.
I need to get to the E.
R.
- I need - I need to do that.
Look, I'll look after the hospital, Dr.
Karev.
Go scrub and get in here.
[SUCTIONING.]
OWEN: Okay, and we're good.
- Flow is good.
- TEDDY: Let's isolate.
I've isolated the injury.
I need a 4-0 prolene, please.
Uh, do you think we should do a graft or? What can I do? Uh I think I think we're good.
Uh - How's she doing? - Not good.
We've shocked her twice, but we can't put her on bypass until we have organs.
Bailey's already started.
Scalpel.
There's extensive tissue damage, but the nerves here look salvageable.
Yeah, this left femur is looking gnarly.
- But the right - The right looks like maybe an ex-fix.
- Where have you been? - I, uh He was blown in the ambulance bay.
The wind threw him into an ambulance.
It was bad.
- You okay to work? - Yes.
Yeah, we'll definitely take the left.
Jury's out on the right.
What if we don't take either? [SCOFFS.]
Dude, this leg is a no-go.
It's crushed musculature, open comminuted femur fracture, a hashed neurovascular bundle.
- We should amputate - Dude, place some rods.
- What? - Or a plate or an ex-fix.
I mean, fix the legs.
Okay, yeah, the nerves are crushed, but they're still intact, right? I could do an arterial anastomosis.
I can get some blood flow in there.
He'll have a better outcome with a prosthesis.
Please tell me you know that.
I know that he's here because of a patient.
I know that he did everything he could so that she could survive.
I want to save his leg.
I can do that.
Well, maybe you can, but that doesn't mean that you should.
Even if you save the blood supply, if he doesn't regain function Doctor, if you're not gonna fix his femurs, then maybe your fellow can give it a shot, huh? All right.
It's metal shop.
I want plates.
- I want the modular rod tray open.
- Schmitt, give me some suction here.
And some large Weber clamps, a large lobster claw I need curved micro scissors and, uh, jeweler's forceps, please.
Keep an eye on his MAPs, and I want a strict urine output and make sure that there's a vigileo in his ICU.
TEDDY: He's gonna want that license plate.
[SIGHS.]
That's a keeper.
[SIGHS.]
[SIGHS.]
- So, uh, you're You want me to be involved? With the baby? Yes.
[BREATHES DEEPLY.]
Because I want to be involved.
Owen.
I know.
[SIGHS.]
I know you.
I want that, too.
[SIGHS.]
How's it gonna work, do you think? It'll figure itself out.
We'll figure it out.
Yeah.
[SIGHS.]
[CHUCKLES LIGHTLY.]
Hey.
We're gonna have a baby.
We are.
[BREATHES DEEPLY.]
[BREATHING SHARPLY.]
- We'll figure it out.
- Yeah.
Okay.
Mm-hmm.
[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES.]
[BREATHES SHARPLY.]
[CRIES.]
No, I can't handle No, I can't handle Let out the air and sink to the bottom No one can hear me down here Came down a comedown where I don't fear Somebody seeing my tears I feel safer down here But I'm sinking deeper - 4-0 prolene.
- I'll follow.
I'm sinking deeper I'm sinking deeper Than I ever thought I would go Too many times that I've been too proud to let it out But it feels so much to handle So many times that I've been - Too proud to let it out - All right.
- You good? - All good here.
- Good here.
- Let's take her off bypass.
And then I start to get nervous What if I never resurface? No one can hear me down here The pressure gets worse the further I fall The dimmer the light, the lower I go - [MONITOR BEEPS.]
- We got a heartbeat.
- [BREATHING SHARPLY.]
- It's beating on its own.
[LAUGHTER.]
Whew! - Thank God.
- She told me she would haunt me.
[LAUGHTER.]
Too proud to let it out [BEEPING CONTINUES.]
Okay, let's give her a kidney.
No, I can't handle No, I can't handle it No, no, I can't handle [SIGHS.]
We keep the drugs in a big machine.
- You need a passcode to get to them.
- No, no, no.
- Some patient asked me to, uh - Is that why you came back? To steal drugs? Please don't tell Amelia.
I'll just go, okay? Just let me leave.
Betty, if I did that, I couldn't call myself a doctor.
Renal vein looks good.
Yeah.
Good length on the ureter.
[MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY.]
- What is it? - Her rhythm is deteriorating.
She's bradying down.
Push a mg of epi.
Helm, what is her lactic acid and base deficit? - Minus 12, and her lactate is 6.
- What is it? It could be metabolite washout - it could be anything.
- Yeah.
Let's go back on bypass.
I'm gonna massage her heart.
Let's give her a kickstart.
Let's put her on an epicardial pacemaker.
[BEEPING CONTINUES.]
[DOOR SLAMS.]
[BREATHING SHAKILY.]
[SIGHS.]
[CELLPHONE CLICKS.]
[CELLPHONE KEYS CLICKING, WHOOSHES.]
[SNIFFLES, BREATHES SHAKILY.]
[QUIETLY.]
Come on.
Come on.
Come on.
You can have your job back.
I guess you already took it back, but fine, 'cause I'm never gonna be talked to like that again.
- Karev - No, I'm not gonna be told to sit in a corner whenever you feel like stepping in! There was a crisis I needed you to handle.
I couldn't get here because of the crisis.
But I did anyway.
But it doesn't matter so screw it, screw you! I never even wanted this stupid job, anyway.
I was in crisis.
I needed you to do that surgery.
I was worried I might nick one of the organs.
I needed to be somewhere - where I couldn't do any harm.
- [CELLPHONE CHIMES.]
[BREATHES SHARPLY.]
[CRIES.]
What? Is it Warren? What is it? [CRYING, BREATHING SHAKILY.]
What? [CRYING CONTINUES.]
- What? Please don't quit.
Um [SNIFFLES.]
I need time to get some things straightened out.
I need your help.
Hey, whatever you want.
It's okay.
[CRYING CONTINUES.]
It's all right.
[CRYING CONTINUES.]
[MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY.]
No pulse.
Give me another epi.
Should we start bypass? No.
Paddles.
Charge to 20.
[METAL CLINKS.]
[PADDLES WHINE.]
Clear.
[THUMP.]
[BEEPING CONTINUES.]
Come on, Cece.
Please.
Charge to 30.
- [PADDLES WHINE.]
- Clear.
[THUMP.]
- Please.
- Again.
[PADDLES WHINE.]
- Please.
- [THUMP.]
I nearly kissed the Italian one.
You were here I may kiss the other one, too.
For a while Because, I mean, look at him.
In this feverish place I don't know if I'll ever find love again.
But I'm happier than I've been in a long time.
[SIGHS.]
I'm having fun.
Then left without a trace And when I do, I hear your voice.
Thank you, Cece.
This is how you'll be remembered [BREATHES HEAVILY.]
[BREATHES SHARPLY.]
[DOOR OPENS.]
[BREATHES SHARPLY.]
[EXHALES DEEPLY.]
Hey.
I just went to see Leo.
How's Betty? Um, apparently, she's been with Webber all day, so Okay, well, good.
- Amelia, I'm so sorry.
I just - Please.
I'm the one who said, "Go to Germany.
Go see Teddy.
" I should've said, "Take condoms.
" [CHUCKLES.]
- [SCOFFS.]
It's funny I think back to that, and, um, I really wanted it to work for you.
I wanted you to be happy with her.
So maybe this No.
I am gonna be there for the baby, okay? But anything between Teddy and me isn't happening.
It's not an option.
[CHUCKLING.]
That's not true, Owen.
She's here.
- This is how you'll be remembered - She's Teddy.
[CHUCKLES.]
And she's pregnant with your baby.
Ahh, ahh, ahh She's an option.
This is how you'll be remembered You are such a good man, Owen.
And I am gonna give you time to consider your options.
Okay.
[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES.]
[MONITOR BEEPING.]
I gave this building everything.
Then it tried to eat me.
[LAUGHS.]
Shut up.
You were almost killed, you dummy.
- He's a hero.
- Ha! So, what's going on, Doc? Do I still have legs? Are they under all this stuff? They are.
In fact, Schmitt, you want to do the honors here? [WHOOSHING.]
Now, that signal there that means good blood flow.
And there seems to be a little nerve response, even this early.
It's tiny, but it's good enough to give us hope.
Can you tell if I'm cold? [BEEPING CONTINUES.]
- If I'm out of daydreams? - We look for shelter in a storm.
But, sometimes, we can't find it.
If I lose what is loved? - Will a new love await me? - That can't happen.
What happened today cannot happen.
- I understand.
- I'm so sorry.
I am touched by wonder On-call rooms, storage closets, that weird, little radiology room on 4.
Those rooms have locks.
Understand? - Yes, sir.
- Completely.
Don't swim with me, darling God.
Think.
I prefer the sun of you when you are away - Good advice.
- Oh, my God.
I think I just peed.
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah If I am left with a rose in my hand, let it die Sometimes we're at the mercy of the winds.
We have nothing left but to accept it.
[VOICE BREAKING.]
I screwed up, okay? - I just screwed up.
- And I want to help you.
I'm trying to.
But I need you to help yourself, and you can't do that yet.
- So I have called a rehab.
- [CRYING.]
I've gotten you a bed there, and I can take you there now if you will let me.
If you'll try.
Will you try? When we face the storm, no matter how scary, no matter how much power it has over us Have you, uh Have you talked to Mom at all? No, I haven't.
Why? Um, can we find a place to talk? when we face it, we find we are the shelter.
It's the beauty in forgotten love And I don't care We'll survive.
if you don't understand why I cry Yeah, I know it's quiet.
Really quiet.
It's gonna be fine, buddy.
- [COOS.]
- We're gonna be great.
Hun gar férilisserana irsser - Let's get you to bed.
- [FUSSES.]
Ruriguere, ruriguere [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS.]
We find ourselves coming out the other side stronger for it.
Fîri lisinof Hey.
Hey.
You okay? Yeah.
I just I really liked her Cece.
I know.
You are the reason I can dance within the fire of goodbyes - You, uh You took the elevator.
- I did.
So you don't learn from your mistakes, then? DeLuca, when did you get so cocky? When I realized that you like this just as much as I do.
I think the problem is we need to get out of these clothes.
Whoa.
You just skipped a whole lot of steps.
No, I mean the scrubs, the job.
We need to go out together, out of this hospital.
- Tonight.
- LINK: There she is.
Dr.
Grey.
I wanted to see if you still wanted to It's the beauty in forgotten love Sorry.
could Dr.
Grey and I have a minute? Actually, we're just right in the middle of something, so It's the beauty in forgotten love I'm sorry.
I'm being haunted.
Oh, oh, oh, oh It's the beauty in forgotten love It's been a long day, and I'm going to go home and see my children.
I will see you later.
- You'll see - who later? We might even find ourselves happy.
Dr Grey, you don't squeeze all the love and joy you care out of this one life you've been given, I'm gonna haunt you from my grave.
- Yes.
- Yes to? Drinks.
You gave up your job and your husband.
You need to get some help.
I'm so sorry.
It's your mom.
[THUNDER RUMBLING, WIND BLOWING.]
[ELECTRICITY CRACKLING.]
[CRASHING.]
- What? - What? - Did you hear that? - Oh, my God.
We're gonna die in here.
[BREATHING HEAVILY.]
But if this is how I die, - it's okay.
- [CHUCKLES.]
Underneath electric light MEREDITH: We all need a place to feel safe.
Strangers standing side by side To feel sheltered.
Protected.
For most people, it means a home.
For most surgeons, it means a hospital.
I don't care if 100 utility poles are down.
You need to get the damn lights back on.
No, I don't.
That's what the generators are for.
Well, then, why aren't they doing it? 'Cause it takes them a little while to kick in.
[ELECTRICITY POWERING UP, PEOPLE MURMURING.]
See? That's why I'm in charge of the building.
Smug.
That's smug.
I don't care for it.
In the hospital, we're rarely blindsided.
This is weird.
The power's back on, but are we moving? Do you feel like we're moving? And there's always something to keep us busy.
What? - It doesn't matter.
- Doesn't matter? I just mean that no one's asking for anything from you.
No one's asking for you to give up anything or anyone.
- It's just you needed to know.
- What? [MONITOR BEEPING.]
Teddy's pregnant.
It's yours? We always know what to do nex.
Okay! It's a cozy little box.
[BUTTONS CLICKING.]
[BUTTONS CLICKING.]
I, uh, think we're stuck.
I can't be.
I have to be in surgery.
I have to procure a heart for Cece.
- Maggie is waiting for us.
- [SIGHS.]
I can't be in here.
[POUNDING ECHOES.]
You got to get us out of here.
- [BUTTONS CLICKING.]
- [SIGHS.]
All right, uh I have a transplant! Okay.
[SIGHS.]
What are you doing? Well, under this light fixture, there should be a trap door somewhere.
What? No! [GRUNTS.]
You're not doing some action-hero crap where you climb up an elevator shaft.
I meant use your phone.
- Well, I don't get any signal in here.
- Well, neither do I.
Then why did you ask me to get us out of here? [SIGHS.]
Because I can't be in here! [SCOFFS.]
[POUNDING ECHOES.]
Help! [BREATHES SLOWLY.]
So, um, her spine, then? - Chondrosarcoma.
- [SIGHS.]
C5 to T1.
Extensive local invasion.
When did she tell you? Why Why did she tell you? She didn't.
She doesn't want anyone to know yet.
But I couldn't know this without telling you.
Especially you.
[SIGHS.]
What do I do? - I feel, uh - Helpless.
- [SCOFFS.]
- I know.
I've never felt less like a doctor in my life.
[CELLPHONE VIBRATES.]
Oh, no.
My My patient, Cece.
She's in the O.
R.
Her pressure is dropping.
Go.
- Whatever I can do - Go.
Go.
[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES.]
[MONITOR BEEPING.]
- Cece, what's going on? - Her pressure keeps dropping.
We started her on pressors again.
My old heart is jealous of my new one.
It seems to want to quit on me.
Well, then, we're just in time.
Titrate the drip to keep her MAPs above 50.
Qadri, go to O.
R.
2 and see how Dr.
Bailey's doing on the procurement.
- I need to know how far out we are.
- Got it.
[PANTING.]
[WHEELS SQUEAKING.]
[MONITOR BEEPING.]
- What do we do? - [AIR RUSHING.]
What do we do? We keep doing what we're doing.
You pump the bag.
Get the O2 in the blood, keep the organs viable, and we wait.
But we're trapped.
- Not trapped, delayed.
- We can't be! Cece's in the O.
R.
right now.
We have to get these organs - Helm, get your head together.
- It's just, uh, she's been waiting for this, and she's, uh [BREATHING HEAVILY.]
God, I I think I'm I think I'm having a panic attack.
No, no.
You're not.
S-Stop it.
Do you understand me? No one is having a panic attack.
[BREATHING QUICKLY.]
[MONITOR BEEPING.]
[BREATHING QUICKLY.]
- Is anybody out there?! - Help! So, I don't understand.
You've been here since Weeks.
Weeks.
For weeks.
- Yeah, a long time.
- Did you just find out? No, no.
You knew.
That's why you came here.
- Because you were pregnant, and you - Yes, yes, I-I knew for a while.
- And you didn't tell me? - I did tell you.
- Just now! - [SIGHS.]
[MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY.]
He's bottomed out.
Uh, I don't feel a pulse.
Maybe it's a cardiac tamponade? Maybe the plate punctured his heart.
All right, well, if it has, compressions aren't gonna help.
We have got to get him into an O.
R.
- [SIGHS.]
- [BUTTONS CLICKING.]
- Hey! Hey! - [POUNDING ECHOES.]
Guys, guys, guys, we don't have time.
Worst-case scenario is the door won't open till after he's dead.
Yeah, we have to open him up.
- In here? - In here.
Look around and see what we have to work with.
- Uh, two units of extra blood.
- Great, do we have a - Test tube tray.
- Jackpot.
I've got a scalpel.
All right, Shepherd, can you bag him, please? - We're really doing this? - Yes.
Come on.
Trauma is the choice between doing something that could maybe kill him Or doing nothing - which will really kill him.
- which will really kill him.
Hey, we're not going anywhere, so what else do we have to do? [CELLPHONE BUTTONS CLICKING.]
You're supposed to be honeymooning.
And you're supposed to be sleeping.
- [YAWNS.]
- Look, they opened the bridge.
The storm's calming down.
- Come back to bed.
- Oh, come on, Jo.
It's a basket of crap over there.
No, no, it's fine.
- No, it's not fine.
- Mm, it is.
- A pole fell down in the ambulance bay.
- [GASPS.]
- You're kidding.
- No, no, no.
The power went out.
- The The elevators aren't working.
- [GASPS.]
No.
We've got doctors and we've got patients trapped.
- Bailey will have - Bailey trapped.
On an elevator.
- We should go.
- No, I should go.
- You're drunk.
- Okay, you should go.
[SLURPS.]
[SIGHS.]
Stop that.
Stop what? Looking at me.
It's a small room.
There's not a lot to look at.
You know what I mean.
Okay.
I'll stand over here where I can't look at you.
[SIGHS.]
I just hate not knowing what's going on out there.
I can tell you what's going on out there Maggie's probably already started on Cece's heart transplant 'cause Bailey or Webber or literally anyone else already did the organ recovery.
And that same person is gonna do the kidney transplant.
You're a brilliant surgeon, Meredith, but this procedure only requires a surgeon.
Thanks, I think.
Thank you.
[CHUCKLES.]
It's like the TARDIS from "Doctor Who.
" It that some nerd thing? Because I'm not fluent.
No, I mean, me neither, but I used to watch it when I was a kid in Italy.
[SIGHS.]
"Doctor Who" had this, uh, phone booth that was a time machine, and when you stepped inside, you were, like, outside of time and space.
And the world went on, but you were in this whole other little bubble a secret place where the normal rules don't apply.
The rule still apply.
This isn't the Turdis.
TARDIS.
Whatever.
Call the Fire Department and have them get those elevators open! - They're not coming.
- They're not coming? They're on limited operations because of the storm.
Look, I don't know why you're yelling at me.
Because the damn building isn't working, and you're in charge of the damn building! Do better! [INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS.]
[CELLPHONE RINGING.]
CATHERINE: This is Catherine Fox.
Please leave a message.
[CELLPHONE BEEPS.]
Uh Y-Y-You're Betty, right? - You need some help to find someone? - Oh, no.
That's okay.
I was just waiting for Dr.
Shepherd to get back.
I just got a bit restless, you know, in the E.
R.
Right, right.
[SIGHS.]
Um, you know what? I'm little bit antsy myself.
I mean, I find the best thing to do is to help someone else.
Got a lot of patients here and none of the elevators are working.
- I need to stay busy, and so do you.
- That's okay.
I can just Now, come on.
Let's make ourselves useful.
[CELLPHONE RINGS.]
[WIND HOWLS.]
This is Catherine Fox.
- Please leave a message.
- [BEEP.]
Mom, it's me again.
Call me, all right? Tell me where you are and what I can do to help.
Do you know where Dr.
Bailey is?! Qadri, what is going on? Dr.
Bailey is in an elevator.
You just asked me where she is.
Cece Colvin's on the table for a transplant.
Dr.
Bailey is stuck in an elevator with the donor organs.
Dr.
Pierce wants me to find them, but I don't know how I'm gonna do that.
- Coming through.
What? - Hey! The elevators I need you to open them up.
- I can't.
The elevators are down.
- I know that.
They're computerized, okay? So they need a while to reset.
- They'll be back up eventually.
- We don't have till "eventually.
" I'm asking you how they get opened.
Well, I'd call the elevator guy, but he's not coming.
You know, there's a hell of a storm out there.
Yes, I r Is there anything by chance that you know that I don't? Oh! [CHUCKLES.]
Okay, Doctor.
No, I don't know.
Can you tell me how many ground fault circuit interrupters it takes to keep you from getting fried every time you reach for a defibrillator? No, you can't.
You just pick it up and say, "Clear!" and somehow you're a hero.
'Cause doctors are so cool.
[AIR RUSHING.]
[AIR RUSHING.]
[BREATHING DEEPLY.]
Don't hyperventilate.
I'm not.
I'm okay.
Don't hyperventilate the patient.
Oh, sorry.
[BREATHES SHARPLY.]
I just, uh, think we're gonna plummet and, uh, Cece will die and Phoebe never got a chance to say goodbye to her mother, and she would have died for nothing with a stupid selfie stick in her face and this thing's gonna plummet and we're gonna plummet with it! They say if you jump as it hits the ground, - we might be okay, but - That's nonsense.
- It's basic physics.
You can't - Right.
[CHUCKLES.]
First First, we'll hit the ceiling, and then we'll smash into the floor like tomatoes.
We'll just be a puddle of us.
Nobody's plummeting.
These things plummet all the time.
In movies, not in buildings.
Do you know that? There's special brakes and things.
How How do you know that? I don't know that! I made it up.
'Cause if our brains are determined to scare us to death with made-up scenarios where everyone we care about dies and we are turned into tomato sauce, then why can't they also make us feel good about made-up good things? Like, uh, hydraulic air brakes.
And stop inflating that woman! [GASPING.]
[MONITOR BEEPING.]
What if we, uh we all breathe together? [BREATHING QUICKLY.]
Okay? Should, uh Should we do that? In.
[INHALES DEEPLY.]
And out.
[EXHALES DEEPLY.]
In.
[BOTH INHALE DEEPLY.]
And out.
[BOTH EXHALE DEEPLY.]
- [MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY.]
- I was gonna tell you sooner.
I was gonna tell you the night that I got here, but you had already started a family.
- In record time.
- Nice.
Well, is it not true? It was a little snarky.
Decompressing the pericardium.
[BEEPING CONTINUES.]
[CLATTERS LIGHTLY.]
[SIGHS.]
I'm sorry.
I-I-It was a little snarky.
You're right.
- This is a clamshell.
- Mm-hmm.
Yes, it is a total clam - Is that like a cluster - I can't see where the bleeding is coming from.
Yeah, the incision we do a clamshell incision.
- We need more visibility.
- Right.
Yes.
I knew that.
I've just been very specialized for a very long time.
It basically means we, uh, pop his chest like the hood of a car.
All right, Owen, uh, grab the scalpel - we'll do the right thoracotomy.
- Yep.
We're gonna need to find something to crack that sternum.
Yeah, I'm thinking I'll, uh, figure it out.
[BEEPING CONTINUES.]
And so Carina stayed back with my father, and I moved out here with my mom.
Why did your mom leave? I My dad is, uh was a pretty famous surgeon back in Italy.
Wow.
I wouldn't know anything about having famous surgeon parents.
[CHUCKLES.]
You wouldn't.
Your mom got awards.
My dad got acquittals.
[SIGHS.]
I've never really told anyone about him.
Oh, well you can if you want to.
I don't think that I do.
I mean, I just meant that you could if you wanted to and it wouldn't leave this room.
Because I don't think we're ever leaving this room.
[LAUGHS.]
[SPEAKING ITALIAN.]
But he's also the man who took me on the back of his motorbike and taught me how to kick a soccer ball, taught me the names of the stars.
So, it's complicated.
[CHUCKLES LIGHTLY.]
[BREATHES DEEPLY.]
There.
I told somebody.
[LAUGHS.]
Thanks.
Do you really think there's a trap door up there? [CHUCKLES.]
[WIND HOWLING.]
[GRUNTS.]
Uh I just came in here to get out of the wind.
- Same.
- Same.
Well, I should get back in there.
[AMBULANCE DOOR OPENS, WIND HOWLS.]
And you should get back in there, too! Now! - Yep.
- Yes, sir.
[AMBULANCE DOOR CLOSES.]
[BREATHING HEAVILY.]
Done.
All right.
How are we gonna crack the sternum? I got that.
We're gonna lose that heart monitor.
- Why? - Why? To crack the sternum, I usually use a Lebsche knife and hit it with a mallet.
But we don't have either, and that battery is heavy enough to use as a mallet.
And the Lebsche knife? [MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY.]
I'm gonna need you to put pressure right there - when I pull this out.
- You're gonna use the license plate? [CHUCKLING.]
Fun.
Great idea, Hunt.
Okay.
Ready? 1 2 3! [GRUNTS.]
- Aah! [BREATHES DEEPLY.]
Okay.
[GRUNTS.]
So, what did you mean [GRUNTS.]
What did you mean when you said [GRUNTS.]
"Nobody wants me to do anything"? [BEEPING CONTINUES.]
Do you think maybe we might want to wait to talk about that until we're No, no.
I'm - I'm I'm interested, too.
[STAMMERS.]
Is he supposed to choose now or? No! No, no, no.
There There is no choice.
Owen, you and I are off the table.
So you and Amelia can just be whatever you want.
- Hey, thanks.
- [BEEPING STOPS.]
But I am gonna stay in Seattle.
I mean, my child deserves two parents, and I deserve my friend.
And so you can stay with Amelia.
Who is right here.
- Okay.
You ready to go? - Yes.
- [BONES CRACKING.]
- Oh! Oh, God! Wow.
[CRACKING CONTINUES.]
- Great.
[CRACKING CONTINUES.]
[GRUNTING.]
- Okay.
- Here you go.
- Ready? - Get ready.
1, 2, 3.
[GRUNTS.]
- All right.
Oh, I love brain surgery.
Okay.
All right, the left heart looks good.
Sometimes, there's only like a teaspoon of blood.
I feel like, if I can get clean for like three months, then I can get it under control, you know? Get Leo back.
Just sort of get my life back.
Betty, just take it one day at a time, and don't ever make the mistake of thinking you're cured.
That sucks.
If you do it alone, it sucks.
But if you let people help you, it's not bad at all.
[CELLPHONE VIBRATES.]
Ah, I've got a patient coding.
- Can you - That's cool.
Can I go back to the E.
R.
? Just see what else I can do? Yeah, you do that.
Mm.
Hello? - Hello? - Hello? Anybody there? - You good? - Shh.
Hello? Hey! - Hello! - In here! Great! They're in here! There are transplant organs trapped in this elevator.
Give us a hand.
Let's get this open.
[GRUNTS.]
Whoa, hey, hey! What do you guys think you're doing? - Trying to get this open.
- No, no, no.
You can't access a stalled elevator car.
Someone can get killed.
If we don't, someone will get killed.
How the hell do we open this thing? [GRUNTS.]
Look out.
Don't do that.
No.
No, no, no, no! - [BANGING.]
- Aw, come on! Can you see that? - You guys just do whatever you want.
- [GRUNTS.]
You got no respect for the facility.
Hey, listen to me, all right? You want to be a hero? You want to save lives? There's a woman whose life depends on you getting that door open for us right now.
I can't do that.
I'm useless here.
- [LINK GRUNTING.]
- You're gonna help me do it.
We're gonna get Cece her organs, or you're gonna wake up tomorrow without a job.
Whoa, hold on a second.
Cece the the matchmaker lady, Cece? - Yes.
- Yes.
- Oh, she - I-I was in her room for just like 15 minutes once fixing her TV, and she sized me up and introduced me to a nurse down in critical care.
We've been together ever since.
She changed my life, that lady.
She, uh, put, uh, joy in my life.
Pardon me.
May I borrow this? - [SCREAMS.]
- [BANGING.]
[SOFTLY.]
That guy has joy in his life? Or maybe her name is Joy? - [METAL CLATTERS.]
- It's not coming.
Watch out.
[GRUNTS.]
LINK: There we go.
[GRUNTING.]
[MUFFLED BANGING.]
- Come on! You got this.
- You got this! That's it! [GRUNTS.]
[METAL SCRAPING.]
It's like "Lord of the friggin' Flies" in here.
- What happened? - Bailey's in there with donor organs.
They're for Cece.
[GRUNTING.]
[DOOR THUDS.]
Hey.
Karev.
Welcome.
[TELEPHONE RINGING.]
AMELIA: This is the last unit of blood.
- Do you want me to take over? - I got it.
Thanks.
[MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY.]
How long? Oh, I'd say about five more minutes with this unit of blood unless the door opens.
How far along are you? [BEEPING CONTINUES.]
16 weeks.
And did Have you had Have you been to appointments or? Yes, we're we're fine.
Baby's fine.
I'm fine.
So, you know if it's a No.
Not yet.
[BEEPING CONTINUES.]
I'm so sorry.
I should have told you soon [LAUGHS.]
You think? This is not the way Do you think that this is the way - I wanted to do this? - I-I-I don't know.
I don't know.
You seem to know what everybody wants.
[BEEPING CONTINUES.]
- [THUMPING.]
- Do you feel anything? There should be, like, a-a handle or something.
It might be a keyhole.
Like, it feels like I need a key.
[SIGHS.]
Damn it.
[SIGHS.]
Remind me again why this is such a bad idea for us.
[SIGHS.]
Because it's a bad idea.
No, I hear you.
I'm just asking why.
Because I'm an attending, and you're a resident.
And that happens all the time.
It's happened for you, I think.
Well, I'm trying to learn from my mistakes.
I promise not to tell your kids that you called them that.
[CHUCKLES.]
My marriage and my kids aren't a mistake.
[SIGHS.]
Then what are you learning exactly? I don't know.
Just go back to speaking Italian.
I liked it better.
[SPEAKING ITALIAN.]
[SPEAKING ITALIAN.]
Wow.
Yeah.
[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS.]
[DOORS OPEN.]
[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS.]
I was the one who said let's talk about this later so that you didn't have to do this now Well, I have a stake in this.
- I have children here, too.
We do.
- I know.
I know.
- I have children.
We both do.
- I understand that.
I know, I just Can we all just [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS.]
[DOORS OPEN.]
[RAPID BEEPING CONTINUES.]
Let's go! Let's go! Let's go! [GURNEY RATTLES.]
Watch out.
All right, great.
- [GRUNTS.]
- Coming through! - All right, you're next.
- Uh [BREATHES DEEPLY.]
What if, when I'm halfway through, it plummets and chops me in half? Helm! Come get this patient and her life-giving organs to the O.
R.
Yes, ma'am.
[BREATHES DEEPLY.]
All right.
Let's get her to O.
R.
2.
Uh, we need some help with the stairs.
- Yeah, we got it.
- Ow.
Oh, hey.
Ooh.
We got you.
No, I'm good.
I'm good.
I'm good.
Go help Cece.
Go! [GRUNTS.]
[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS, METAL CLANGS.]
Oh, God! No, no, no, no! Oh, God! Oh, God! - [BONES CRUNCH.]
- [SCREAMS.]
- [SCREAMING.]
- Hit the button! Hit it! [METAL CLANGS.]
[ELEVATOR WHIRS.]
[GROANS.]
[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS.]
Is it bad? Are they gone? We got you, Jed.
We got you, buddy.
Okay? What is the deal with this elevator? - [BUTTON CLICKING.]
- I'm screwed.
I'm getting fired.
Barely been here, and this is my first impression on the Chief.
Please, I've been making impressions for months, and they're all this bad or worse.
I am getting fire.
- [BUTTON CLICKING, - ELEVATOR BELL DINGS.]
[ELEVATOR DOORS OPEN.]
[SIGHS.]
This is not a good sign.
Mnh.
Mnh-mnh.
[MONITOR BEEPING.]
Let's start her on some norepi.
[WEAKLY.]
It's getting cold in here.
Shouldn't we be getting started? Not much longer, okay? How's Dr.
Avery? Cece.
Maggie, this is not normal.
I have received organs before.
And this is not a normal amount of time to wait in an O.
R.
There's a problem.
And I'm frightened.
Because I've loved this life, and I don't know for sure what's next.
[VOICE BREAKING.]
I'm frightened.
It might help me to be a little less frightened if you talked to me about you and Dr.
Avery.
Okay.
Okay.
Dr.
Avery and I are kind of a mess right now.
We had a big fight, and, um, I don't really know where we stand.
I feel like he could I feel like we could fall apart at any minute.
I don't think I'm You don't feel safe.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah.
In my experience, that means one of two things either he is terrible for you or he's so good for you, you're scared you'll lose him.
Was there ever a time he made you feel safe? When my mother died.
That's a good time to do it.
Yeah.
[CHUCKLES.]
[MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY.]
Cece, no! No! Crash cart! And tube her.
Now! TARYN: I had panic attacks as a kid.
Before dance recitals.
And And spelling bees.
But, also, I-I really thought that elevator was gonna plummet.
I need you to stop! [EXHALES DEEPLY.]
- [DOOR SLIDES OPEN.]
- ALEX: Good.
You're here.
What is it, Karev? We need to get the maintenance guy down to the O.
R.
- The maintenance guy, why? - Elevator nearly took his legs off.
- I knew it! - No.
Uh, I'll go find an O.
R.
for him.
You come do this for me.
You want me to do an organ recovery? You can perform an organ recovery, can you not? Yeah, but you're already doing it.
I need to get to the E.
R.
- I need - I need to do that.
Look, I'll look after the hospital, Dr.
Karev.
Go scrub and get in here.
[SUCTIONING.]
OWEN: Okay, and we're good.
- Flow is good.
- TEDDY: Let's isolate.
I've isolated the injury.
I need a 4-0 prolene, please.
Uh, do you think we should do a graft or? What can I do? Uh I think I think we're good.
Uh - How's she doing? - Not good.
We've shocked her twice, but we can't put her on bypass until we have organs.
Bailey's already started.
Scalpel.
There's extensive tissue damage, but the nerves here look salvageable.
Yeah, this left femur is looking gnarly.
- But the right - The right looks like maybe an ex-fix.
- Where have you been? - I, uh He was blown in the ambulance bay.
The wind threw him into an ambulance.
It was bad.
- You okay to work? - Yes.
Yeah, we'll definitely take the left.
Jury's out on the right.
What if we don't take either? [SCOFFS.]
Dude, this leg is a no-go.
It's crushed musculature, open comminuted femur fracture, a hashed neurovascular bundle.
- We should amputate - Dude, place some rods.
- What? - Or a plate or an ex-fix.
I mean, fix the legs.
Okay, yeah, the nerves are crushed, but they're still intact, right? I could do an arterial anastomosis.
I can get some blood flow in there.
He'll have a better outcome with a prosthesis.
Please tell me you know that.
I know that he's here because of a patient.
I know that he did everything he could so that she could survive.
I want to save his leg.
I can do that.
Well, maybe you can, but that doesn't mean that you should.
Even if you save the blood supply, if he doesn't regain function Doctor, if you're not gonna fix his femurs, then maybe your fellow can give it a shot, huh? All right.
It's metal shop.
I want plates.
- I want the modular rod tray open.
- Schmitt, give me some suction here.
And some large Weber clamps, a large lobster claw I need curved micro scissors and, uh, jeweler's forceps, please.
Keep an eye on his MAPs, and I want a strict urine output and make sure that there's a vigileo in his ICU.
TEDDY: He's gonna want that license plate.
[SIGHS.]
That's a keeper.
[SIGHS.]
[SIGHS.]
- So, uh, you're You want me to be involved? With the baby? Yes.
[BREATHES DEEPLY.]
Because I want to be involved.
Owen.
I know.
[SIGHS.]
I know you.
I want that, too.
[SIGHS.]
How's it gonna work, do you think? It'll figure itself out.
We'll figure it out.
Yeah.
[SIGHS.]
[CHUCKLES LIGHTLY.]
Hey.
We're gonna have a baby.
We are.
[BREATHES DEEPLY.]
[BREATHING SHARPLY.]
- We'll figure it out.
- Yeah.
Okay.
Mm-hmm.
[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES.]
[BREATHES SHARPLY.]
[CRIES.]
No, I can't handle No, I can't handle Let out the air and sink to the bottom No one can hear me down here Came down a comedown where I don't fear Somebody seeing my tears I feel safer down here But I'm sinking deeper - 4-0 prolene.
- I'll follow.
I'm sinking deeper I'm sinking deeper Than I ever thought I would go Too many times that I've been too proud to let it out But it feels so much to handle So many times that I've been - Too proud to let it out - All right.
- You good? - All good here.
- Good here.
- Let's take her off bypass.
And then I start to get nervous What if I never resurface? No one can hear me down here The pressure gets worse the further I fall The dimmer the light, the lower I go - [MONITOR BEEPS.]
- We got a heartbeat.
- [BREATHING SHARPLY.]
- It's beating on its own.
[LAUGHTER.]
Whew! - Thank God.
- She told me she would haunt me.
[LAUGHTER.]
Too proud to let it out [BEEPING CONTINUES.]
Okay, let's give her a kidney.
No, I can't handle No, I can't handle it No, no, I can't handle [SIGHS.]
We keep the drugs in a big machine.
- You need a passcode to get to them.
- No, no, no.
- Some patient asked me to, uh - Is that why you came back? To steal drugs? Please don't tell Amelia.
I'll just go, okay? Just let me leave.
Betty, if I did that, I couldn't call myself a doctor.
Renal vein looks good.
Yeah.
Good length on the ureter.
[MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY.]
- What is it? - Her rhythm is deteriorating.
She's bradying down.
Push a mg of epi.
Helm, what is her lactic acid and base deficit? - Minus 12, and her lactate is 6.
- What is it? It could be metabolite washout - it could be anything.
- Yeah.
Let's go back on bypass.
I'm gonna massage her heart.
Let's give her a kickstart.
Let's put her on an epicardial pacemaker.
[BEEPING CONTINUES.]
[DOOR SLAMS.]
[BREATHING SHAKILY.]
[SIGHS.]
[CELLPHONE CLICKS.]
[CELLPHONE KEYS CLICKING, WHOOSHES.]
[SNIFFLES, BREATHES SHAKILY.]
[QUIETLY.]
Come on.
Come on.
Come on.
You can have your job back.
I guess you already took it back, but fine, 'cause I'm never gonna be talked to like that again.
- Karev - No, I'm not gonna be told to sit in a corner whenever you feel like stepping in! There was a crisis I needed you to handle.
I couldn't get here because of the crisis.
But I did anyway.
But it doesn't matter so screw it, screw you! I never even wanted this stupid job, anyway.
I was in crisis.
I needed you to do that surgery.
I was worried I might nick one of the organs.
I needed to be somewhere - where I couldn't do any harm.
- [CELLPHONE CHIMES.]
[BREATHES SHARPLY.]
[CRIES.]
What? Is it Warren? What is it? [CRYING, BREATHING SHAKILY.]
What? [CRYING CONTINUES.]
- What? Please don't quit.
Um [SNIFFLES.]
I need time to get some things straightened out.
I need your help.
Hey, whatever you want.
It's okay.
[CRYING CONTINUES.]
It's all right.
[CRYING CONTINUES.]
[MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY.]
No pulse.
Give me another epi.
Should we start bypass? No.
Paddles.
Charge to 20.
[METAL CLINKS.]
[PADDLES WHINE.]
Clear.
[THUMP.]
[BEEPING CONTINUES.]
Come on, Cece.
Please.
Charge to 30.
- [PADDLES WHINE.]
- Clear.
[THUMP.]
- Please.
- Again.
[PADDLES WHINE.]
- Please.
- [THUMP.]
I nearly kissed the Italian one.
You were here I may kiss the other one, too.
For a while Because, I mean, look at him.
In this feverish place I don't know if I'll ever find love again.
But I'm happier than I've been in a long time.
[SIGHS.]
I'm having fun.
Then left without a trace And when I do, I hear your voice.
Thank you, Cece.
This is how you'll be remembered [BREATHES HEAVILY.]
[BREATHES SHARPLY.]
[DOOR OPENS.]
[BREATHES SHARPLY.]
[EXHALES DEEPLY.]
Hey.
I just went to see Leo.
How's Betty? Um, apparently, she's been with Webber all day, so Okay, well, good.
- Amelia, I'm so sorry.
I just - Please.
I'm the one who said, "Go to Germany.
Go see Teddy.
" I should've said, "Take condoms.
" [CHUCKLES.]
- [SCOFFS.]
It's funny I think back to that, and, um, I really wanted it to work for you.
I wanted you to be happy with her.
So maybe this No.
I am gonna be there for the baby, okay? But anything between Teddy and me isn't happening.
It's not an option.
[CHUCKLING.]
That's not true, Owen.
She's here.
- This is how you'll be remembered - She's Teddy.
[CHUCKLES.]
And she's pregnant with your baby.
Ahh, ahh, ahh She's an option.
This is how you'll be remembered You are such a good man, Owen.
And I am gonna give you time to consider your options.
Okay.
[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES.]
[MONITOR BEEPING.]
I gave this building everything.
Then it tried to eat me.
[LAUGHS.]
Shut up.
You were almost killed, you dummy.
- He's a hero.
- Ha! So, what's going on, Doc? Do I still have legs? Are they under all this stuff? They are.
In fact, Schmitt, you want to do the honors here? [WHOOSHING.]
Now, that signal there that means good blood flow.
And there seems to be a little nerve response, even this early.
It's tiny, but it's good enough to give us hope.
Can you tell if I'm cold? [BEEPING CONTINUES.]
- If I'm out of daydreams? - We look for shelter in a storm.
But, sometimes, we can't find it.
If I lose what is loved? - Will a new love await me? - That can't happen.
What happened today cannot happen.
- I understand.
- I'm so sorry.
I am touched by wonder On-call rooms, storage closets, that weird, little radiology room on 4.
Those rooms have locks.
Understand? - Yes, sir.
- Completely.
Don't swim with me, darling God.
Think.
I prefer the sun of you when you are away - Good advice.
- Oh, my God.
I think I just peed.
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah If I am left with a rose in my hand, let it die Sometimes we're at the mercy of the winds.
We have nothing left but to accept it.
[VOICE BREAKING.]
I screwed up, okay? - I just screwed up.
- And I want to help you.
I'm trying to.
But I need you to help yourself, and you can't do that yet.
- So I have called a rehab.
- [CRYING.]
I've gotten you a bed there, and I can take you there now if you will let me.
If you'll try.
Will you try? When we face the storm, no matter how scary, no matter how much power it has over us Have you, uh Have you talked to Mom at all? No, I haven't.
Why? Um, can we find a place to talk? when we face it, we find we are the shelter.
It's the beauty in forgotten love And I don't care We'll survive.
if you don't understand why I cry Yeah, I know it's quiet.
Really quiet.
It's gonna be fine, buddy.
- [COOS.]
- We're gonna be great.
Hun gar férilisserana irsser - Let's get you to bed.
- [FUSSES.]
Ruriguere, ruriguere [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS.]
We find ourselves coming out the other side stronger for it.
Fîri lisinof Hey.
Hey.
You okay? Yeah.
I just I really liked her Cece.
I know.
You are the reason I can dance within the fire of goodbyes - You, uh You took the elevator.
- I did.
So you don't learn from your mistakes, then? DeLuca, when did you get so cocky? When I realized that you like this just as much as I do.
I think the problem is we need to get out of these clothes.
Whoa.
You just skipped a whole lot of steps.
No, I mean the scrubs, the job.
We need to go out together, out of this hospital.
- Tonight.
- LINK: There she is.
Dr.
Grey.
I wanted to see if you still wanted to It's the beauty in forgotten love Sorry.
could Dr.
Grey and I have a minute? Actually, we're just right in the middle of something, so It's the beauty in forgotten love I'm sorry.
I'm being haunted.
Oh, oh, oh, oh It's the beauty in forgotten love It's been a long day, and I'm going to go home and see my children.
I will see you later.
- You'll see - who later? We might even find ourselves happy.